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Allowance (Part 2 of 2)

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Hi, Bashar. How do you good day? This is awesome. I just want to acknowledge and appreciate this moment. All right, please do. I want to ask you about a friend that I made. A friend that you made out of clay. Out of spare parts. Your name isn't Frankenstein, is it? All right. Did it. Cool. Yes, so you made a friend. Yeah. All right, congratulations. Thanks. And what about this friend? Well, he's actually from a different planet. Are you sure? Well, he didn't appear human, but he was humanoid. Didn't appear human. What does that mean? Well, he was, it looked like an extraterrestrial being. How so? He was a short guy, maybe four foot or three. Yeah. Three or four? And where did you meet? I met in my favorite city in the world. Which is? Santa Cruz, California. All right. And how did the meeting happen? I happened upon him. I don't think he was expecting me. I don't think he was expecting me. Are you sure he's from another planet? What's that? Are you sure he's from another planet? If he wasn't expecting you? Yes. Why? Just because of his features? Did he tell you that he was? No. From another planet? No. All right. What did he actually say? How did he actually identify himself? He froze like a statue. And then what? I didn't realize that he was a living being like I am. I thought he was a living being like I am. you for years? For years? Yes. Can you explain that? About 18 years later, I just had this realization that that the here that wasn't actually a real being. And... Did you see him moving at all to begin with? I thought I did. Yeah, it's possible I did. But you're not sure. I wasn't sure at the time, but I am sure today. You're sure you saw him moving, and then he stopped moving. Is that what you're saying? Subtally, yes. Yeah. All right. And you have been carrying this particular image and imprint and memory, as you say, for 18 years? Yes. All right. A few years... I'm sorry. Go ahead. Yes, yes, yes. Oh, I realized this a few years ago, yes. A few years ago? Yeah. Not 18 years ago. No. How many? Did I have this realization? That you had the encounter. the encounter. Oh, no, okay. I had this encounter in the early 90s. Oh, all right. But you had this realization recently, you're saying, within the last few years. Correct. What brought about that realization? Was something happening? I was on a bike ride. And it just, what, suddenly hit you? Yes. Out of the blue? Like a ton of, yeah, out of the blue. Oh, all right. And what makes you say that this being is your friend? What has happened to give you that impression? A little, a friend told me.

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had this realization recently, you're saying, within the last few years. Correct. What brought about that realization? Was something happening? I was on a bike ride. And it just, what, suddenly hit you? Yes. Out of the blue? Like a ton of, yeah, out of the blue. Oh, all right. And what makes you say that this being is your friend? What has happened to give you that impression? A little, a friend told me. A friend told you that this being was your friend? Yes. A human friend told you. A spirit friend. A spirit friend. All right. And, so what do you want to do with this experience? Oh, I'd like to continue with this gentleman, if possible, and I'd like to put that out there. Do you want an interaction more consciously? Yes. more, as you say, in your face? Yes. Are you sure? Yes. I welcome him with open arms. Anything else is open? Just the arms. Open heart. Thank you. And anything else? Open minds? All right. All right. Thanks for the help. All right. One moment. Do you have special plans over the next few days? I'll be on the beach. That's a special, is it like an unusual plan or special plan? Yeah, it's always special to be on the beach. I'll be on the beach. Is that unusual for you? No. All right. It's quite common. All right. You will be there. for how long? I will be there. I live on the beach, so I'll be there every day. So you have no other plans over the next few days. Say three days. I'll be riding my bike. I'll be on the beach. I'll be swimming. I'll be playing music. I'll be open to all opportunities. All right. Are you sure that no one has asked you to do something different recently? Nothing coming up. Where you're going to be doing something different than you would normally do? Or have you not been asked yet? I don't remember. I don't recall being asked. A neighbor asked if I could watch her cat for a while, but I don't know if you're referring to that. What is the cat's name? I'm not sure. I don't know the cat. Sure. Unusual name. I have nothing. So, watching the cat will entail that you will be in someone else's house? Correct. So that's a little unusual, yes? That's, yeah, that's unusual. I wasn't going to be available for that, but I could be... But you are now? If the invitation is still available to watch the cat, I am available for that now, yes. Why don't you find out if the invitation is still available? I will. How much time will you need to spend in the house with the cat? Will you be able to come and go, or do you need to actually stay there with the cat? I can come and go, as far as I know.

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are now? If the invitation is still available to watch the cat, I am available for that now, yes. Why don't you find out if the invitation is still available? I will. How much time will you need to spend in the house with the cat? Will you be able to come and go, or do you need to actually stay there with the cat? I can come and go, as far as I know. Have you met this cat before? I have not. Okay. What are you all laughing at? This is a normal conversation. If you find yourself in the unusual for you position of being in the house with the cat, then allow yourself to be open to receive a further communication from your friend. Pay attention to the cat. All right? All right. Because the cat can give you some insight as to when and how this may be occurring. And when you go to sleep at night, ask the cat to assist you in seeing whatever it is you may be ready to see. All right? All right. Does this help you? Yes. Bashar. Then pleasant dreams. Okay. Good day. Good day, Bashar. We know this may have seemed a little roundabout, but cats move in mysterious way. Good day, Bashar! Hi. Hi. I was afraid if I yelled when you say that. I was afraid if I yelled too loud it might get feedback. might get feedback, so I held back a little, but I wanted to say it even louder. I'll still give you feedback. Okay. I do, I love the AAA, so. Oh, all right. I love, can we acknowledge this moment? I want to acknowledge all of you for being here and sharing this moment with me. And deep appreciation. And deep appreciation. I also want to acknowledge the special people that I came with today. And also a friend that's on Ustream, Emily. Hi, Emily. and just really... Are you accepting an award? No. I'm just really appreciating this moment. Oh, all right. And I'm hoping this will allow it. I want to thank the academy. I feel like I'm one. And all the people who made this possible, you know who you are, while they're sitting at home going, No. Does she mean me? Sure. Sure. All right. Just having some fun with you. Yeah, I love having fun with you. And so what would you like to discuss? So I want to discuss surrender because I had a really synchronous event today with my Tesla. Oh, all right. It has autopilot capability so it can drive itself. Yes. Today was the first time I did the parallel park. Yes. And so it was pretty amazing. All right, if you say so. It was. But when I surrendered, it was kind of like it did better than I could. with the wheel, it just spun it so fast, and it went into the spot so well. All right.

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with my Tesla. Oh, all right. It has autopilot capability so it can drive itself. Yes. Today was the first time I did the parallel park. Yes. And so it was pretty amazing. All right, if you say so. It was. But when I surrendered, it was kind of like it did better than I could. with the wheel, it just spun it so fast, and it went into the spot so well. All right. And I'm really good at parallel parking. And I thought, wow, this is so good to surrender and trust and just kind of sit back and allow it to happen. All right. And so that was so good when you brought that up today. I love that. Well, you see, even your technology is starting to reflect this idea back to you. Yeah. I love it. Because the things that happen in your society, the changes that happen in your technology, in your technology and in other aspects of your society are reflections of changes that are happening in your consciousness. So you will never see those kinds of things in your physical reality until they happen in your consciousness. And then you will start to see all sorts of reflections and symbols and representations of these changes that have already occurred in your consciousness. So exciting. Yes it is. And so I just wanted to bring that up because I feel like the more that we surrender and trust that we get to have to have have those experiences more and more. Absolutely, that's how it works. Because those are the experiences that are automatically relevant for your life, for your joy, for your excitement, for your ecstasy. They are reflective of who you truly are. Most of you have absolutely no idea how powerful and beautiful you are. But we are doing our best to remind you. Thank you so much. You are so welcome. Okay. The next question I have, I'd love to have some clarity on the path of least resistance and our highest excitement. Some clarity on it, so you don't know what any of your excitement is? I think, no, I do, but I guess I'd like to give a little reference because sometimes when you say it feels like your path of least resistance. Your excitement will always be the path of least resistance. It can't be other, because that's one of the tools of excitement. If you have a definition of excitement that says you're not on the path of least resistance, then you don't have a definition of excitement. You have another kind of. definition. Thank you. Does that help? It helps, but I think there was a circumstance where you would say, this feels like my highest excitement, but maybe this feels like my path of least resistance. What's a tool or process that you could?

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of excitement. If you have a definition of excitement that says you're not on the path of least resistance, then you don't have a definition of excitement. You have another kind of. definition. Thank you. Does that help? It helps, but I think there was a circumstance where you would say, this feels like my highest excitement, but maybe this feels like my path of least resistance. What's a tool or process that you could? Well, remember that one of the jobs, one of the tools of excitement, is to bring up things that are not representative of your excitement, but that's part of the excitement. Because bringing them up brings them to your attention so you can do something about letting them go. go and add the energy to your excitement. That's why it's exciting for your excitement to bring your attention to things that aren't your excitement. That's part of the path of least resistance. It's helping you let go of things that are creating resistance by bringing them to your attention. Because if they just remain in your unconscious mind, then you can't do anything about them. You don't know they're there. You just keep feeling the resistance. You keep feeling the so-called blocks and you don't understand what's happening. So when you're in your attention, you don't understand what's happening. So when your excitement brings one of these belief systems that is out of alignment with you to your attention, then that gives you the ability to do something about letting it go. And that's exciting. And therefore it's still part of the path of least resistance. To experience momentary resistance and let it go is part of the path of least resistance. That's how you make these meta-definitions. You have to include a holistic definition over every experience that you're experiencing, even if it contains things that are not representative of your preference. It's got to be part of your preference to experience that momentarily so you can let it go. And when you make it part of the meta-definition, then you will deal with it in as quick a way as you possibly can. It won't linger because you're willing to deal with it. You're willing to let it go. You're willing to work with what's there. It's only when you resist working with what is brought to your attention that things linger, that things take longer, that things slow down. You put on the brakes. No, no, no. I don't want to look at that. No, no, no. That can't be part of my life. I thought I was beyond this. Nonsense. If it's there, you're not beyond it yet. You need to deal with it. You need to know what it is. You need to identify it. You need to let it go. And that's, that's when you're beyond it. Do you understand? That was beautiful. Does that help? That was so helpful.

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don't want to look at that. No, no, no. That can't be part of my life. I thought I was beyond this. Nonsense. If it's there, you're not beyond it yet. You need to deal with it. You need to know what it is. You need to identify it. You need to let it go. And that's, that's when you're beyond it. Do you understand? That was beautiful. Does that help? That was so helpful. One last thing that I'd like to discuss the subject of parenting. Yes. I feel like there's probably a negative belief that a lot of people have that they can't really follow their highest excitement and joy sometimes when it comes to being. Yes. And that's nonsense. Right. So can you help kind of clean that up for us a little bit? Well, now, of course, we may have to take that on a case-by-case basis because everyone approaches this somewhat differently with their different set of belief systems, yes? Okay. But in general, the idea is you must rely on your own own. child-like imagination in order to actually raise a child correctly. You have to be the magician. You have to be the one that has the imagination to create scenarios and interactions with the child that allow the child to safely, in a safe environment, understand the consequences of every choice that they make, so that they will learn to be self-empowered, to teach them that they are as powerful as they need to be and are in order to get anything they need in life without having to hurt themselves or anyone else in order to get it. You have to adapt anything you believe that they need to learn in life to their excitement, rather than attempting to shove their excitement into a box in order to learn something. You need to provide these interactive environments so they understand how to relate to reality and how to connect to source, that they are connected and never are disconnected. You have to allow them to find their power through your guidance by having the imagination and the skill to provide these things for them. But that's exciting. That's an exciting adventure to do that. And it also teaches you things as a parent, as a teacher, about being on that level yourself. Yes? Yes. Does this help? That's so helpful. Thank you so much. You're so welcome. Have a good day. Oh, always. Hey, Bashar. I know you a good day. I'm really happy we get to hang out. Yes. Yes. Yes. So, um, last week in meditation class, um, I was meditating and... That's a good thing to do in meditation class, yes. Yes. All right. Yes. I was doing what I was supposed to be doing. Um... I felt a presence, and it felt like a homecoming. Yes. Often it will. Yes. Because you're also not necessarily just interacting with someone else, you're interacting with more of yourself, too.

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to hang out. Yes. Yes. Yes. So, um, last week in meditation class, um, I was meditating and... That's a good thing to do in meditation class, yes. Yes. All right. Yes. I was doing what I was supposed to be doing. Um... I felt a presence, and it felt like a homecoming. Yes. Often it will. Yes. Because you're also not necessarily just interacting with someone else, you're interacting with more of yourself, too. That's what it felt like. I know. That's why I said that. You're so smart, Bashar. All of you are smart. And I heard a voice that said, we are the Council of Nine. Oh, all right. So that's what you're tapping into as your archetypal representation and reflection for you to be able to use that state of being that you feel when you make that connection to act from in your life. That's your true state of being. You're being shown your true state of being. Oh, wow. That vibrational level. That's the archetypal symbolic representation. And when you remember, anytime you remember that connection, that experience, you're in that state of being, even if it feels different. if it feels different than it did before. You understand? Yes. So come from that state of being. And not have to need it to feel the same. Exactly. Right. Because you are never the same, so why should it feel the same all the time? Right. Yes? It's ever changing, evolving. Absolutely. So it had come to me through a friend that they're connected with Saturn. Yes. And I'm wondering if they're also connected with the archetype of the Titans. Well, yes, because they are connected energetically to what we spoke of last night. Right. Titan is where one of the artifacts are. Right. So that they can assist me in connecting with that art. They can. Yeah, awesome. And then I wanted to tell you about a dream I had. Yes. So I was in a body of water in a little boat, and underneath me were many baby orcas. All right. And so orcas always make me happy. Oh, all right. And so the baby orcas started jumping in one by one and snuggling with me. And at the end of the dream, and it was just a beautiful interaction. Yes. And at the end of the dream, a baby albino whale, a humpback whale came in. Yes. So I was wondering. What does that mean? Is that what you're asking? Well, I mean, I know it's my dream. I know. But I know what it means. Tell me. I thought you might want me to do so. Yes. Thank you. Thank you. You are making a friend of polarity. And because you are willing to balance the dark and the light, represented by the Orcas, yes. And this is your serious connection also. Yes.

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was wondering. What does that mean? Is that what you're asking? Well, I mean, I know it's my dream. I know. But I know what it means. Tell me. I thought you might want me to do so. Yes. Thank you. Thank you. You are making a friend of polarity. And because you are willing to balance the dark and the light, represented by the Orcas, yes. And this is your serious connection also. Yes. Because you are willing to use that energy to balance the dark and the light polarity, and the light polarity, you will experience, as represented by the albino whale, the idea of the light, while not invalidating the dark. Yes. Yes, that's so beautiful. Yes, it is. I also felt my hybrid kids involved as well in that dream. To some degree, yes. Okay. But not so much. Well, yes, to the degree they needed to be. How are they doing? Fine. How are they doing? you? I'm really good lately, yeah. Are you having a wail of a good time? I'm having a wail of a good time. Oh, I'm... Absolutely. I'm happy to be here on the planet most of the time, so I'm really... Most of the time? Most of the time? Not all the time? Not, I mean... When are you not happy to be on the planet? Come on. I guess. Do you have to give? No. When are you not happy being on the planet? When I think maybe that my desires are not manifesting fast enough? Yeah. Not fast enough. Not fast enough. What's your rush? I know. What's your hurry? You're an eternal being. Now is now. I'm starting to realize that. All right. Not fast enough. Do you understand if it went any faster, you wouldn't be able to keep up? Oh, wow. That makes me feel better. All right. Glad I could help. Yeah. I am so happy to be interacting with you right now. I mean, it's just... Then any time on the planet, you feel unhappy to be there. Just remember how happy you are right now. And it'll bring you back to the present, yeah? Yes. All right. Does that help you? Yes. All right. Thank you. Thank you, Bashar. Thank you. Thank you. Bichard. Andrew, you good day. Good evening, everybody. One thing I'd like to share is growing up, I've figured out that life is only up to what our interpretations allowed to be. Yes. And with one of the questions I was asked earlier about pregnancy. Yes. Here is where it gets a little weird, guys. Weird is good. Yes, I love weird. Here we go. So, ever since when I was young, I've actually contemplated upon that what it would be like to be pregnant as a male? Yes. Because I somehow, some way, knew the connection a mother has with the child, you know, inside the womb. Because any stimulation stimulates, any stimuli, stimulates the child. Yes.

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about pregnancy. Yes. Here is where it gets a little weird, guys. Weird is good. Yes, I love weird. Here we go. So, ever since when I was young, I've actually contemplated upon that what it would be like to be pregnant as a male? Yes. Because I somehow, some way, knew the connection a mother has with the child, you know, inside the womb. Because any stimulation stimulates, any stimuli, stimulates the child. Yes. So I was wondering, what's the closest thing? Oh, the last thing, because of that, you mentioned that for a woman, that's basically an agreement with a higher being. of being. Well, it's an agreement for the father as well. Okay. And I was just wondering... It's not like you're left out. Yeah, of course. You can carry the child in a different way. You can carry the energy of the child. You can carry the template, the legacy in a sense in certain ways for the agreement, provide the path in a way for the child to come in certain ways, to teach them certain things. you carry the child as well just energetically, not physically. You have, all of you, the males, have a part in this. Yeah. So you can be pregnant, too. I feel it. All right. All right. And, well, we'll put it this way. Well, we'll put it this way. If the males... If the males... during a female pregnancy are not feeling pregnant, then they're not feeling like they're connected or that they belong. Both of you should actually, in certain ways, though it will feel different, feel pregnant. Yes. You understand? Because both of you are. Yes. Okay. And ever since I was a child, I was raised by a woman, I've been very in touch with my feminine side. Yes. And I know this may sound odd, but... Why must it sound odd? I'm just wondering, it's not fair that women go through, what they go through as far as like the mensual strike and all of that. So I was wondering, there has to be an equivalent to a man. What, you know, to maybe say, for instance, what the period to a woman is. It has to be something. Well, the woman doesn't necessarily have to go through that in the way that they have. There are many factors here that would require a much long conversation. Some of this has to do with ancient genetics, but these things can be changed. Some of these things do not have to be experienced the way they have been. Part of that has more to do with ancient belief systems that allow for certain kinds of suppression and oppression to still carry resonant waves or reflections or echoes within the female component of your society that don't need to be there. So, but this requires a much deeper conversation for another time. Understandable?

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but these things can be changed. Some of these things do not have to be experienced the way they have been. Part of that has more to do with ancient belief systems that allow for certain kinds of suppression and oppression to still carry resonant waves or reflections or echoes within the female component of your society that don't need to be there. So, but this requires a much deeper conversation for another time. Understandable? Now, in the meantime, if you know that there is a female having some difficulty with those cycles, you can perhaps, in a variety of ways, help to alleviate this, both with herbology or with energetic manipulation, or so forth. Other things, you can use your intuition and participate in this to alleviate any other alleviate any need within the belief system for suffering of any kind. Yes? Yes. Beautiful. Sometimes the Chinese herb Dong Kui can be of assistance with it. All right. Definitely. Anything else? Yes. I'm surrounded by Blue right now and one thing came to mind, I've been attracted to Blue Jays all my life and just recently. Yes. after several downloads of following my highest excitement and got many downloads from nature. I was finally able to connect with one and it actually came to my hand several times. Oh, how exciting. I was wondering what can that signify in this time frame in my lifetime? What can it signify? Did you just say what it signify? It signifies a stronger connection to nature. To your nature, which is nature. Real nature. An understanding. you are nature. Yes. So, allowing yourselves to know you are part of nature will allow you to commune with nature more readily and get the reflection of that because then nature and all aspects of it will recognize you by you recognizing yourself as being a part of nature and not thinking of yourselves as being outside of it or at war with it. You are nature. Yes? Yes. So your true nature will allow you. nature to recognize you and give you a reflection of it. Yes. Makes beautiful sense. Yes. All right. Well, then thank you very much. Thank you. For sure. Good night. How's it going, Bashar? And to you, good day. Absolutely. I would also like to acknowledge my friends back there. I think three of us, two of us, tickets today. It's pretty cool. Oh, all right. Yeah, we've been on a wild ride. Is there any other kind? I love roller coasters, so it's so appropriate. Yeah, I've just been having a great time. And I almost feel like I've been having too much fun. Too much. I know. I feel like I have responsibilities to go back to. Well, wait a minute. You're suggesting that responsibilities aren't fun. What's that definition about? Yeah, yeah. Well, why do you have that definition? Since winter, responsibility is not fun. It's a different type of fun. type of fun.

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so it's so appropriate. Yeah, I've just been having a great time. And I almost feel like I've been having too much fun. Too much. I know. I feel like I have responsibilities to go back to. Well, wait a minute. You're suggesting that responsibilities aren't fun. What's that definition about? Yeah, yeah. Well, why do you have that definition? Since winter, responsibility is not fun. It's a different type of fun. type of fun. Yes, it is. I'd just be doing different things, but still having fun. All right. Yeah. Remember, responsibility is simply the ability to respond. Right. That's all. Right. I guess with the fun I've been having, I feel like I have a pretty innate sense to connect with people. Sometimes at a very deep level happens, sometimes it can happen pretty fast. All right. And so. And I enjoy that. Yes. I also do acro yoga, which is, you know, a form of acrobatics mixed with yoga. All right. It's a very physical, intimate. And is that fun? Oh, I love it. Oh, all right. Absolutely. So I'm trying to tie some of these things. I beg your pardon. I'm trying to. I beg your pardon. I'm wanting to. You are tying things together? I'm tying things together. I'm tying things together. Thank you. And it feels really good. So with these things. that I'm enjoying in my natural innate senses, I'm wanting to derive an idea of how that could equate to an overall purpose. Because I do feel like I have... Do you understand what your purpose is in life? To be you as fully as you can. That's your purpose. That's it. Right. So is that enough of an umbrella to tie them together? Do you need another way of expressing the concept of purpose, other than to be yourself as fully as you can, to be your true self? Is that enough of a purpose for you? I'm not saying you can't have different expressions of your purpose, but those are expressions of your purpose. But your purpose is to be you as fully as you can. And the way you do that the best, I think you all know by now, acting on your highest excitement to the best of your ability with zero insistence on a particular outcome. That's how you allow yourself to fulfill your purpose of of being you as fully as you can. Because you see, that's the whole point, is to allow creation to experience itself through you. Right. You understand? Now, attempting to not be yourself is still an experience that creation will value and appreciate and be able to use. Nevertheless, you are given the opportunity to simply be who you truly are and allow creation to experience itself through your eyes. So be yourself, if you wish to be, creation will be very happy with that. Right. I guess I have a sense that it's bigger than just... Bigger than being yourself?

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understand? Now, attempting to not be yourself is still an experience that creation will value and appreciate and be able to use. Nevertheless, you are given the opportunity to simply be who you truly are and allow creation to experience itself through your eyes. So be yourself, if you wish to be, creation will be very happy with that. Right. I guess I have a sense that it's bigger than just... Bigger than being yourself? Yeah. There is nothing bigger. Because yourself is greater than you know. It's just that most of yourself is invisible right now to you because of your focus in physical reality. That's all. But it is bigger. Being yourself is bigger. And when you are more of yourself on this level, you will know more of yourself on all the other levels. Right. So you will see that it is bigger. And therefore... So by participating fully in who I am and what I am and what I'm about. To the best that you can on this level. Right. And I actually derive more of who I am. Yes. Continuously. Yes. Constantly. Yes. Constantly. And that one. It'll never end. It'll never end. Ever. Okay. Ever. Because even when you perceive yourself from the level of all that is, all that is knows there's another all that is that it is a part of. Wow. Wow. It never ends. Right. Does this hell? Yeah. Okay. So I've been in L.A. in the L.A. area for about two, a little over two weeks. now. Oh, all right. And I think within the first couple of days, I had this experience with this really weird, what do you want to call it? I don't know. What do you want to call it? And was it weirder than the experience you're having right now? Ah, wow, yeah. You're pretty weird, so that'd be a tough one. But it was like this hemp oil, and apparently you're supposed to take like a drop. And you took like a half of a syringe. Oh, all right. And it was easily the scariest and also the most. You said you liked roller coaster. I know. Wow. Well, it was a little different. What did you learn from the teacher? What did you learn from that teacher? Yeah. What did you learn from that teacher? What did you learn? I learned that. Yes. What did you learn about yourself? I learned that I'm pretty amazing. And? Did you say you had some fears? Yeah. So you learned that, and what were they? So I was afraid to, like, get onto an elevator and then go upstairs and get off the elevator. Because? I didn't want to be up high. But you were. Very high. Right. I don't. Maybe I didn't want to go higher. All right. I don't know. That's all right. That's all right. What you taught yourself is that there is a pace to this. Right.

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Yeah. So you learned that, and what were they? So I was afraid to, like, get onto an elevator and then go upstairs and get off the elevator. Because? I didn't want to be up high. But you were. Very high. Right. I don't. Maybe I didn't want to go higher. All right. I don't know. That's all right. That's all right. What you taught yourself is that there is a pace to this. Right. And to allow yourself to live in the moment with it, not be impatient and you need to hurry up and be somewhere else. Right. Somewhere bigger than you are right now because you're already big. you just need to become more aware of the bigness. So the idea is just be where you are and live in the moment and all the bigness will be revealed to you in perfect timing. It won't come faster than you can handle. And if you live in the moment, it won't come slower than you need it to. Right. And that kind of dovetails into, I thought those were two separate questions. Wow, that was crazy. Yes. One of the cool things that happened, I'm so glad. Okay. Josh totally gave me his ticket, so that was amazing. Oh, all right. That was a great manifestation. Thank you. Josh. I love you, man. So while it was happening, it was like everything was slowed down. And so, like, my hands, the fact that they were even, like, moving in time and space was like, wow. Yes, everything appeared to be slowed down because you were speeding up and matching the frequency of the reality. It's like having. what you call a strobe light. Right. Yes. That's exactly what it was like. If you match the frequency, it looks like things are standing still or slowing down. So that means you're speeding up to match the frequency of the tick of the clock of your reality. Right. And so my hands, like I, it was like I could understand the physics of why they, like they would run into each other and then they would bounce off. Yes. But they would maintain. perfect proximity with where they last. I mean, they just, like, were on this, almost like they were tied to a string. Oh, they sort of are. Yeah. Oh. The string of your consciousness. Because remember, the personality is a projection. Right. You're channeling your personality all the time. So you became aware of the fact that there are, for lack of a better term, energetic threads leading back to more of yourself that is projecting the, the personality. Right. So it actually felt like I was driving my physical body. Yes, you are. Like I, it was like I was looking through my eyeballs. I know what you're saying. Okay. Just checking. It's making sure. All right. Thank you for sharing your experience. Absolutely. Thank you for elaborating.

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the fact that there are, for lack of a better term, energetic threads leading back to more of yourself that is projecting the, the personality. Right. So it actually felt like I was driving my physical body. Yes, you are. Like I, it was like I was looking through my eyeballs. I know what you're saying. Okay. Just checking. It's making sure. All right. Thank you for sharing your experience. Absolutely. Thank you for elaborating. Please take it and use it in your life in whatever way is representative of your highest excitement. I will do. All right. Well, thank you for this time. You are welcome. All right. Bye. Hello, Tatyao? Narnia. You said that so quietly. Narnia! Better? Yes, that's better? All right. Okay. Okay, so we have some questions from our Ustream listeners. Yes. Okay, and the first one is, how does allowance work with fear? Well, again, you have to allow the fear to be a messenger, to give you information that it's attempting to tell you, that you have a negative belief. You can't be afraid of the fear, as we said earlier. You have to recognize it, allow it to do its job. And therefore, once it delivers the information, what it's bringing your attention to. Hey, hey, knock, knock, knock. You have this negative belief that is out of alignment that you don't prefer. Once it brings your attention to that, you can say, thank you, fear. Thank you for bringing my attention to something I didn't know about within myself so that now I can deal with it, now that I can let it go. Thank you, fear. And as soon as you use fear that way and allow it to be what it is, allow it to do the job it was designed to do, it will not be felt as fear anymore. You will welcome it as a messenger that will alert you to anything within you that's out of alignment, and you will be excited about feeling it, and then it will turn into excitement. That's how you allow with fear. What if the fear is, like, so overwhelming, like, in phobias? I already mentioned this, because the idea, again, is that the stronger the fear, the closer you are to breaking free from the negative belief. Because the negative belief is going to use every possible trick it can to keep you, you to keep you anchored to the negative belief. So when you feel the greatest fear, that means the negative belief is doing its utmost to keep you there, which means it has to make you more and more and more afraid because it knows that you're right on the edge of breaking free. So the greatest fear indicates the threshold of freedom. So I'm trying to compare that with the idea of phobias. Well, you still have to get into. touch with the definition.

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when you feel the greatest fear, that means the negative belief is doing its utmost to keep you there, which means it has to make you more and more and more afraid because it knows that you're right on the edge of breaking free. So the greatest fear indicates the threshold of freedom. So I'm trying to compare that with the idea of phobias. Well, you still have to get into. touch with the definition. Because it seems like a lot of phobias have to do with physical things that exist within being a physical being. They don't. All those things are symbols, remember? Well, like people who are afraid of heights. People who are saying that they are afraid of heights are usually not actually afraid of heights. They are afraid of falling, which means it's a synonym for losing control. So they have to get in touch with the definitional belief to find out what's really really going on and why they're experiencing it that way. What about claustophobia? Well, you have a belief that you are trapped. Well, that again, is a very physical type of fear. But the belief is not. Because you couldn't be trapped if you were... Oh, yes, you can. When you're in spirit, can you? No, but it's not about being in spirit. We understand that you experience this in physical reality. reality. But what we're saying is the belief system is not physical. It's energetic. And the feeling comes from a belief that you are trapped existentially. And therefore you translate that into the physical reflection of a physical confined space. To reflect to you what the actual existential belief is, that you are trapped energetically. spiritually, in your mind. Make sense? Yes, I'm going to take that a step further. Well, alright. Some of the fear of being trapped is the idea that as a physical being, you can be trapped. No, no, no. That's the effect. Now you may allow the effect to reinforce the belief, but the effect that it can happen in physical reality is a side effect of a belief that already exists that you are existentially trapped. Okay. Because that sounds so interesting that it's really an existential belief about, well, to me, it looks like, about being physical and being in a physical body that you can't get out of. That's just because you equate the experience with being a physical being, but nevertheless, the experience is generated from something that is not physical at all. at all. So it's really about being trapped by negative beliefs? It's about feeling trapped because you're buying into negative beliefs. The negative belief will generate using the idea of physical reality a physical reflection to reinforce the non-physical existential belief. It will use physical reality to reflect it and reinforce it, making you think that it's all about the actual physical. experience when the physical experience has nothing to do with it at all.

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at all. So it's really about being trapped by negative beliefs? It's about feeling trapped because you're buying into negative beliefs. The negative belief will generate using the idea of physical reality a physical reflection to reinforce the non-physical existential belief. It will use physical reality to reflect it and reinforce it, making you think that it's all about the actual physical. experience when the physical experience has nothing to do with it at all. Oh, so the actual solution, like in one of the treatments that they have for any kind of phobia is what's called desensitization, where you keep being put into the situation to varying degrees until you're not afraid of it anymore. Well, that can be one particular technique or permission slip, but there are many others as well. But what you're saying is that the existential belief. Yes. And clarify what? What? The non-physical energy that comes with the belief system. The non-physical energy. Yes. In other words, we have told you that your physical mind is composed of beliefs and emotions and thought patterns that equate into a behavior that equates to a personality, but we've told you that your personality is nothing but a projection. It's an illusion. Okay. So physical reality is not really physical. It's an energy experience. It's an energy pattern. It's an energy reflection. Therefore, the actual originally generated concept is not physical. But it's reflected in physical patterns. But it's just a reflection. It really has nothing to do with the physical patterns. It has to do with the fact of the origination in the energy system, which is represented by the belief, the energy that the belief is filtering the energy through. Because like when I think of existential belief, It's like the idea of the angst, you know, of being physical. Yes, yes. You know, so it sounds so esoteric. I know, I know, I know. But that's what physical reality is. It's an esoteric concept. Remember, you're just dreaming that you're physical. You aren't really. You are already all in spirit, just dreaming that you're having a physical reality. Could it actually be just a fear of being physical to the point of that level of density? could be a period frightening. That can be a belief, yes. So you actually have to be comfortable being physical? Yes. And the way to work with that is to go to the existential beliefs. Go to your definitions about your relationship to physical reality. Or what you believe exists within physical reality that is reflective of the existential belief. Does that help? Does that help? That's very interesting. All right. Well, think about that some more. Oh, all right. Think about it all you wish. And then another question that came up is, if a person is having an experience that is, hold on, let me find this. Having an experience that's difficult to find? Yes. When a deeply negative event happens, should we see?

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physical reality that is reflective of the existential belief. Does that help? Does that help? That's very interesting. All right. Well, think about that some more. Oh, all right. Think about it all you wish. And then another question that came up is, if a person is having an experience that is, hold on, let me find this. Having an experience that's difficult to find? Yes. When a deeply negative event happens, should we see? still apply the AAA formula? Yes. And first and foremost recognize that an event has happened. It's not automatically a deeply negative event. You may be perceiving it as a deeply negative event, but the event is not automatically or naturally or innately deeply negative. So the first thing is to realize how someone has defined it that way. And again, it brings you back to the realization that the event is just neutral. So by allowing the event to be okay to be there, you give yourself the time and the opportunity to recognize that if it appears to be deeply negative, it's only because you're defining it that way. Okay. So like what just came to me when you were saying that was I was thinking of these individuals that have been willing to go places like Iraq and Afghanistan and the things they've seen. Yes. But those things are all being set up from negative belief systems to begin with. So what would you expect to find? Well, I know a lot of the soldiers end up with PTSD because they just can't cope with what they've seen. Yes. Because it's been set up from a negative belief system. Don't you understand? They go in with a negative belief system that is reinforced by the reality they have attracted themselves to that is representative of the negative belief. system. So they're just reinforcing a belief system that is already ingrained within them. I mean, you're basically saying you would not experience war if you didn't have certain negative beliefs. Correct. Or if you went into those areas, you simply would not experience negativity. You would be interacting with the reality in a very different way. And you would be getting a very different experience. But you've also said you can be in a high vibrational state and have negative happening all around you, but it doesn't necessarily impact you. That's what I just said. So. That's what I just said. You can bring a completely different belief system into an area where others may be generating all sorts of negative experiences for themselves and not be negatively affected. You will have a different interaction. Okay. So what you're basically saying is that if someone is going into a scenario like that, Yes. it would behoove them to go in with a different perception of what is negative and to, even if they encounter atrocity. Yes.

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You can bring a completely different belief system into an area where others may be generating all sorts of negative experiences for themselves and not be negatively affected. You will have a different interaction. Okay. So what you're basically saying is that if someone is going into a scenario like that, Yes. it would behoove them to go in with a different perception of what is negative and to, even if they encounter atrocity. Yes. There is always a way to turn that around into something positive if you're willing to use it that way. You can always learn something positive and you can always act as an example of how things can be done in a more positive way. It just shows how challenging physical reality is when you're saying this because I can recognize how challenging that might be for a lot of people. It may be a challenge, but that's the challenge of the day. Right. Because you are now at the end of the cycle of your limitation. Therefore, the greatest challenges happen now. As I said, negative belief systems will do the most fear-inducing things when you are on the threat. are on the threshold of breaking into freedom. So these recent events that are happening on our planet are... Are bringing everything out on the table in the most fear-inducing way to challenge you to recognize that, as you say, it is always darkest before the dawn. But you have to know the dawn is within you. And thus then light the light that breaks you free so that you can start relating to things in a different way. And shifting to reality. shifting to realities that don't reflect the negativity and the fear. And so like these questions all seem to tie in because this person is saying, oh, if all that is wants to experience itself in all ways that it possibly can, doesn't that mean that many beings will have to go through negative experiences suffering in order to enable that? It means that many aspects of all that is will experience that, but it doesn't mean you have to continue to do something. continue to do so. Okay, because basically humans... And besides, you've already experienced it. Been there, done that. Move on to something else. So what you've given us then is the most fundamental key for recognizing that since we've come from a history of negativity and extreme suffering, that these new tools can allow us to try transcend the suffering even as it continues to happen in our reality, even if it seems atrocious in our reality that with the new tools, that's the way to transcend this. Because now is the time for you to be given these tools because you're done with all of that. That's why the tools are being given. If you weren't done, we wouldn't be able to give you these tools. The fact that we can have these conversations.

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even as it continues to happen in our reality, even if it seems atrocious in our reality that with the new tools, that's the way to transcend this. Because now is the time for you to be given these tools because you're done with all of that. That's why the tools are being given. If you weren't done, we wouldn't be able to give you these tools. The fact that we can have these conversations. these conversations, the fact that you can have a relationship with us, the fact that we are allowed to give you these tools by you, allowed by you, to give you these tools from your collective agreements means you're pretty much done. Otherwise, we wouldn't be here talking to you because we don't do pointless things either. So there is a point to the fact that these conversations and exchanges exist, and the point is, The point is you're pretty much done with the cycle of negativity despite what you think is evidence to the contrary. Because the evidence to the contrary is just a signal that you're actually right at the threshold of breaking free. Now, we understand that in your space-time idea of reality, the threshold can actually take a few years to cross, but nevertheless, in terms of your entire history, that's a blink of an eye. You understand? So in our history when all those people were suffering, Yes. That was, at that time, they were not ready to have the information. Well, it's not about not being ready in the classical sense. It's simply that they didn't have the realization that they could be ready to receive something else. That was simply not what the belief systems of the time would allow most people on your planet to understand. it to understand. Some understood it, but the majority did not. So you have come to the place now where the majority has, at the very least, the opportunity to understand that you don't have to experience that anymore. But you can still make your own decisions if you want to continue to experience it. Nobody's going to stop you. But you have the opportunity to change your minds about that now. So, is it time for your holotope meditation? How did you know that? Oh, I don't know. Just a lucky guess, I suppose. You may all take a short break. We will resume this transmission for your holotope meditation. Oh, it will say let us continue with this transmission by your holotope meditation. by allowing yourselves to become very relaxed. Let go of the day and take a deep breath. Deep, deep, deep, deep. In and out. One more time. In, very deep, deep, and out. And once again, deep breath in, and hold it, and hold it, and hold it. and blow it out. Now please just continue to breathe deeply and easily and gently as you allow your lights to dim and your music to rise.

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by allowing yourselves to become very relaxed. Let go of the day and take a deep breath. Deep, deep, deep, deep. In and out. One more time. In, very deep, deep, and out. And once again, deep breath in, and hold it, and hold it, and hold it. and blow it out. Now please just continue to breathe deeply and easily and gently as you allow your lights to dim and your music to rise. Allow your eyes to gaze to the center of the holotope. Allow the patterns of light to enter. And allow yourself to know that this moment This moment, like every moment, and every variation of every moment, is actually the same moment from another point of view. This is the now. It is always the now. It can never be any time but the now. And so allow yourselves as you relax, as you let in the light, as you take in the pattern, as you take in the pattern. of the holotope to see that central point as the now. And all the other patterns around it, just as reflections of the same now moment from all the different perspectives that are possible within creation. But now is now, and all the reflections exist now simultaneously. No matter when you may believe they exist in time, in the past, no matter when you believe they may exist in time in the future, no matter where you believe they may exist in another space, no matter how far, no matter how near, everything is here, everything is now. Allow yourself in this moment, in this now to acknowledge this now. This now. Recognize it, acknowledge it, and simultaneously allow yourself the full opportunity to appreciate this moment of the now, of creation, of your life. This moment now is all there is and all there ever shall be. For as we said, All what appears to be different nows are the same moment from another point of view. You are here, you will always be here. You are now, you will always be now. And every single thing you need in life is right here and right now with you. You may not see it. It may be invisible at the moment. In this particular version, version of now. But there is a version of now where it is fully manifested if it is reflective of your true vibration, then it will manifest in the now to which it belongs. When you allow yourself to live fully in the now, all things that belong in the now to you will manifest in the specific now to which they belong, to the specific frequency that is representative of your ability to know more of who you are that contains that manifestation, that idea, that experience of the now. Fully appreciate, fully appreciate, fully appreciate, fully appreciate everything that is here and now. Because it is all.

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When you allow yourself to live fully in the now, all things that belong in the now to you will manifest in the specific now to which they belong, to the specific frequency that is representative of your ability to know more of who you are that contains that manifestation, that idea, that experience of the now. Fully appreciate, fully appreciate, fully appreciate, fully appreciate everything that is here and now. Because it is all. all here all of it everything you need in life is here right now and so appreciate yourself fully right here and right now as fully as you can be in a state of gratitude for that is truly what prayer is a state of grace and gratitude for what is not what will be not what you want to be but what is because everything is here. So the more you are present in prayer, the more that it is an acknowledgement and an appreciation of what is already here, though it may be invisible, is what will accelerate and what will allow it to become visible in perfect timing. That is prayer. That is grace. That is beauty. That is now. Allow yourself again to acknowledge and appreciate and allow. For in that three-part formula, you will find everything, every one, every when when, and everywhere that you need to find in your life. For it is an expression of your life. For it is an expression of your life. excitement and it will leave nothing relevant out. It cannot leave anything relevant out. It is designed to contain everything you need to live this life to the fullest, to live this life in joy, to live this life in the here and now. Be at peace with what happens in your life, no matter, no matter what may come up, no matter what situation may appear before you, it is part of your path and can be nothing but a part of your path, for you are the path, and you cannot be off yourself. Everything that occurs as a purpose and a reason for being. Acknowledge it, own it, recognize it, and appreciate it for why it's there. For even if what appears may take the form of something you don't prefer, it is still there for a reason. Find it, appreciate the reason it is there, and it will reveal that reason to you. It will reveal anything that appears to be its secrets to you. It will open like a book, through appreciation and acknowledgement. And once that book is open to you, You can allow it to continue to flip to the next page and the next, and the next, knowing that every page is a part of the story, your story. The story you chose to explore in this life, remember, you are not attempting to get somewhere. You are not attempting to get somewhere. You are not attempting to be somewhere else.

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book, through appreciation and acknowledgement. And once that book is open to you, You can allow it to continue to flip to the next page and the next, and the next, knowing that every page is a part of the story, your story. The story you chose to explore in this life, remember, you are not attempting to get somewhere. You are not attempting to get somewhere. You are not attempting to be somewhere else. You are not attempting to finish a process. The process is the experience that you chose to have, that you chose to have, that you call life itself. Life is process, is experience, and is the point, the whole point of why you chose to be here. you chose to be here, to learn, to grow, to discover yourself from another point of view. Let go of all your negative assumptions. Let go and surrender to the control that already exists. For everything is in orchestration and everything works flawlessly when you allow it to, Allowance is a power. It is not something that you settle for. It is a power. Live in that power of allowance. Live in that power to know that if you simply allow, once you acknowledge, once you appreciate, if you simply allow your life to unfold, it will always unfold perfectly, bringing you exactly what you need, exactly when you need it. For you are beauty itself. You are creation itself. You are perfection itself. Even though you may grow and even though you may change, you are perfect. Right. right now, as you are, you are the perfect version of what you are right now. And when you acknowledge, with all the preferences and all the things you don't prefer, that that right now is perfect for what and who you need to be right now, then your reality opens like a flower and reveals to you the path that will allow you to let go and allow all the things you don't prefer to fall away. But again, the recognition of things that you don't prefer does not mean that you are not in the correct path. The way through is to acknowledge that they're there, appreciate that they're there, allow them to be there, and allow them to show you the information that they have to give you so that you can move forward. can move forward. For they are not obstacles. They are messengers that bring you more information about you. Because you are unknown to yourselves. And it is through acknowledgement and appreciation and allowance that you will know yourself more deeply than you ever have. And know that you are bigger than you ever imagine right here and right now. Right here and right now. that this life is but a fragment of your total being. And yet, in and of itself, it is everything. It contains all that is right now in this moment.

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you are unknown to yourselves. And it is through acknowledgement and appreciation and allowance that you will know yourself more deeply than you ever have. And know that you are bigger than you ever imagine right here and right now. Right here and right now. that this life is but a fragment of your total being. And yet, in and of itself, it is everything. It contains all that is right now in this moment. The totality of creation is in every single moment that you experience. It's just your perspective of it. But everything is here and everything is now. So be here now, for there is no other place and no other time to be. It's the only place you will ever be. It's the only time you will ever exist in. For there is nothing else. There is nothing outside the now. There is nothing beyond the here. Everywhere you are is always going to be here and it's always going to be now. So let go of needing to be now. to be anywhere else, anywhere else, because there is no such thing. It's an illusion. The more you are here, the more you allow here to become another version of here. The more you are now, the more you allow now to become another version of now. But it is still here and now. All is contained in this infinite. speck of now. All of space, all of time, all that you consider to be your physical reality is here and now. Within you, within your consciousness, within your being, within your soul, within your spirit, within your heart, within your mind, within your mind, within your body. your body within every cell of your being, within every atom of the cell, within every the cell, within every experience of energy, within every thought, within every moment. It's all here for you, right here and right now. Acknowledge who you are. Appreciate who you are. And allow who you are to be who you are. There is no longer any need to be anything else. There is no longer any need to be anything else. And anyone else and anyone else and any when else. And anyone else. and anywhere else. Here is your home. Now is your existence. Acknowledge, appreciate, and alive. Take a deep breath in and feel the moment and let it out. Take a deep breath in and feel the moment. Take a deep breath in. and feel the moment and let it out. Take a deep breath in and hold it and hold it and hold it and hold it. And blow it out. You are breathing eternity. You are breathing infinity. You are breathing infinity. You are breathing infinity. You are breathing. the now. It sustains you, it supports you. It is your life itself. Here and now is where you are. Here and now is where you shall forever be. Here and now.

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let it out. Take a deep breath in and hold it and hold it and hold it and hold it. And blow it out. You are breathing eternity. You are breathing infinity. You are breathing infinity. You are breathing infinity. You are breathing. the now. It sustains you, it supports you. It is your life itself. Here and now is where you are. Here and now is where you shall forever be. Here and now. Allow yourselves to continue to breathe and to Relax into the certainty of the moment. Allow your music to soften, your lights to dim. And as you drift within this now moment, acknowledge it as you acknowledge your existence, appreciate it as you appreciate your existence. your existence, allow it to be what it is, as you now are willing to allow yourself to be who and what you truly are. You are made of unconditional love, and that will never change. So fear not, fear not, fear not, fear not. But if you do, But if you do, acknowledge it, appreciate it, and allow it and learn from it, so that you may move beyond the fear into your truth and into your joy. For all is there to serve you if you would but use it that way. It is all to your benefit. It is always another aspect of here. of here and now. And so are you. Our unconditional love to you all. Our deepest appreciation, we acknowledge you. We appreciate you. We allow you. And we love you. Sweet dreams and welcome home. Thank you.