Basha Equality (Part 2 of 4)

variation of the way they used to be. Otherwise, it would not be a change forward. Okay, I have a couple more. All right. I have a question. Recently, I did some work on a concert that you were involved in, and I worked for five to six months with the group of people. And during that concert, some things happened. A real separation occurred between me, in particular, one of the women spoke to each other, to each other since, and I do realize part of that separation has been for my own inner process I needed to come in for the last few weeks. But I'm wondering what, I know, I can't really do anything to change another person's attitude, except for an offer unconditional love. But it feels so strange to have been some close to someone. But you are still close, but simply a different definition of the relationship. You are obviously still very strongly tied together, even if it is through alienation. If you're a way to change that alienation around, I've tried. Do your best. That is all you are required to do. If you are satisfied that you have done your best, do not take responsibility for their choice. Okay, and speaking of that, there, you know, some other members when I were talking about the Orion and everything and how we can do some quote-unquote promotion work to get you out there. And I didn't need to. I mean, I do it out of love things. All right. there's a group of people here and group of people there, and certain people over there are making videos and takes and people over here. And it seems like there's, I mean, it seems in a way that there's a split, and there's not a blending because all these people, in fact, it has become competitive in a sense. Understand, the idea does not have to be what you call competitive simply because there are many expressions of it. The idea is that there is unity through infinite diversity. No, I don't feel the competition, but that's... You can also trust something else. Yes. Again, if you are willing to rise above it, you can, as we do, see the overall patterns and the reasons for why they are all interacting in that way, and it all fits in, don't worry about it. I'm not worried. All right. Yes, it is. Can you tell me where Tara Hay is? At this time, I cannot. Perhaps another individual can. individual can. For there may be connections that you need to form through another individual. And it's friends? We'll leave that up to you to find out. Thank you very much for Joyce. Thank you. And to you. You? Then you. Me? Yes. Oh. I would like to know. I mean, I've learned a lot. You have answered so much already, but... Me? No. Yes, me and the realization to sit in the wisdom.

can. individual can. For there may be connections that you need to form through another individual. And it's friends? We'll leave that up to you to find out. Thank you very much for Joyce. Thank you. And to you. You? Then you. Me? Yes. Oh. I would like to know. I mean, I've learned a lot. You have answered so much already, but... Me? No. Yes, me and the realization to sit in the wisdom. I would like to know if you have any suggestions to me as far as where and if I will find my home. And I don't know if you can read me without me speaking it. I don't know that. Why are you making this so complex? I know. It's like, do you know what's going on with me? on with me, I have no idea. Do you? Yeah, sometimes. Alright. But it's like, am I going to get the things I want? I don't know. You don't know. Are you? I hope so. Why? Why? Why do you hope so? Instead of knowing? Instead of knowing that whatever you get will be exactly the thing you need, and not one extra thing. Yeah, this is true. I always take it from there and limit it and say, unlimited and say, start to it, this is the way it should be in my mind. All right. I understand that I should be... Are you having a good time doing that? I guess I am, or I would not be doing it. Oh, thank you very much. I understand that. Thank you. You cannot tell me then. Or if you have any suggestions, like... No. No. Direction of going? Inward. Well, that's true. But as far as like how I'm like, Inward. Yes, that is where your home is. Yeah, that's true. Okay, thank you. Thank you. Yes, sir. Then you. Sure, I've had a pattern which I like the... All patterns again. The idea that you put stock into the belief of habit, into the belief of pattern that creates pattern. Yep, that's what I did. All right. However, you are not doing it now. are not doing it now. Right. Okay. Then let's look at an idea. All right. Um, I'm looking at this on a time stream. I used to have the concept that... Are you going to be clever about this? Yes. Let's see if I can sneak the idea of patterns in from another dialect. You also said you would not be believing in them now. in them now. That's right. So, Oh. You did not. The you that said you did not believe in them, didn't. The you that said you did not believe in them didn't. The you you are now does. It is not the same is, so there was no lie. Right. When you realize that there was no lie, you will have your answer. When you realize there was no lie, you will have your answer.

in them now. That's right. So, Oh. You did not. The you that said you did not believe in them, didn't. The you that said you did not believe in them didn't. The you you are now does. It is not the same is, so there was no lie. Right. When you realize that there was no lie, you will have your answer. When you realize there was no lie, you will have your answer. You will have your answer. I got that. I got that. Thank you. Now I want to address the idea. Oh, I want to address. Pussy! I have had a sixth camera stolen out of my car tonight. Yes. The third time I had it, so I prided myself on never having my car broken into. Why? Why is that something to pride yourself on? Because it was an idea of creating a safe space. Who says it is not still safe? Me. All right, your choice. Continue. Right. On the third time I did it, I wrote a book called I Want to Kill the Guy Who Broke in in My Car. All right. Probably judged as a bestseller. Critical acclaim. In the book, I played an idea of wanting to love and want to love despite all reasons one should not. Against the impulse to kill a son of a bitch. And I found when that was stolen tonight, I wanted to know who it was. I wanted to get a hold of him. My, my, my life. You certainly are giving yourself opportunity after opportunity to learn that you do not have to judge. That's true. And it is the judgment in and of itself that you are willing to maintain that allows you to keep experiencing the same situation. Bit, but what? You're doing a great reflection of that. I understand that because you have prided yourself on the idea that you have created, a safe bubble into which no one can intrude. You yourself have made it wide open because you are segregating it and calling attention. Look, everybody, look at this nice safe space. It's a secret. Don't tell anyone. Come over here and look at this safe space. Look what's inside. Boy, oh boy, is it? Hey! Don't forget to put that on the news tonight. Are you catching my point? Yeah, I caught it from the beginning. Oh, all right. Then in this way, when you understand, you cannot be a victim, a victim. Except by your choice. to look at it that way, then you will continue to create spaces which can be violated. When all space is your space, no violation of it can occur from outside. When you fill all of your space, when there are not bubbles within it. When you don't have the need for the security, you will not create a violatable space. You follow me. All right.

be a victim, a victim. Except by your choice. to look at it that way, then you will continue to create spaces which can be violated. When all space is your space, no violation of it can occur from outside. When you fill all of your space, when there are not bubbles within it. When you don't have the need for the security, you will not create a violatable space. You follow me. All right. When you take, let us say, a vast ocean of water, and you decide that within that ocean of water, you will build a bubble that keeps the water out, then understand the amount of pressure pushing in on that thin and fragile shell, and that if there is even one tiny break, the entire thing will collapse. Good. I understand that concept thoroughly. All right. That was not the concept that was created. I created love and caring and the idea... Obviously, the idea simply is, is that you are exploring in love the idea of victimhood. And in this way, simply the idea is if you are willing to look at it, not as a violation, but something that is providing you with a reflection of what you want to discover about yourself and the habits that you create yourself to have, then you will let it serve you and it will not be a violation. Many of you miss the point when you say, well, I am creating this situation out of love, I am surrounding this idea with love so no one will violate it, but you are contradicting yourself. When you believe something needs a defense, you are building and designing the assault. You cannot separate the two. It is the polarity. One side of the coin always brings the other side. And in the belief in need of protection, you bring automatically with it the attack. You cannot have an isolated bubble in that way. That was the concept I was teaching. Well, many times individuals teach so they can hear themselves. so they can learn what they are saying. All right. Then live what you teach. And understand that if you are teaching that if you are teaching that idea and along comes a situation that has the power to make you think that something different is going on other than what you were teaching, then you're not listening to what you're saying. And it is a lesson for you to understand that if you truly wish to teach something, You had better believe it. Therefore, it is an opportunity to integrate and give you the opportunity to believe what you are teaching. So it has served you. Okay. I still have an impulse to punch you in the mouth. All right. But that is the picture you are making. I know. This is not my nature. It has not been. You do not have. have a nature. Oh, below me. I have a nature.

You had better believe it. Therefore, it is an opportunity to integrate and give you the opportunity to believe what you are teaching. So it has served you. Okay. I still have an impulse to punch you in the mouth. All right. But that is the picture you are making. I know. This is not my nature. It has not been. You do not have. have a nature. Oh, below me. I have a nature. This is your nature? Loving, caring. Your nature is existence itself. Everything else is your design upon your basic fundamental nature, which is only that you exist. That is your nature. Good. Oh, I understand. Okay. Duplicate. See, your willingness to take what you have to take, What I said to you as an attack shows how willing you are to believe in that type of a reality. That I would say something to you that would accost you, knowing the love that we have shared, is an indication to you that you are more willing to accept the reality of an attack than of simply understanding you don't need a defense. Thank you very much. Sure. For allowing a loving reflection. Pleasure. Thank you. You are very welcome, indeed, always, forever. You. You. Me? Go ahead. You. I'll do it. I'll do it. Thank you. I'll talk about anger again. I was thinking, I've found myself in the situations where. where I think I've not expressed it then. Yes. Now, after that has happened. Yes. Do I really need to, is it judgment if I think that I should have expressed it? In a sense, yes. And at the same time, you can simply know that having expressed it in a loving way, simply standing up for the idea you happen to be, would not have created. created the need for the opportunity to allow frustration and judgment to set in to get to the point where you start judging yourself for what you should or should not have done. Now, if you find that you have simply had anger, had centering, found that you needed to express it and didn't, all right, so you get to a later point, don't judge yourself or having not done it, otherwise you are only compounding the situation. simply understand that if you are willing to, from that point forward, express it. Understand that I need to, that just mean I have a build up of anger inside. No, no, no, no, no. Okay, because, because, whatever. Unless, of course, you believe in that idea. Unless I believe in that idea. For a lot of different schools of thought, we're kind of taught that we have this build up of anger if you didn't express it then. Say if I chose not to express it last week, last week about this situation. And I didn't think it was appropriate to express my anger, that I would have this buildup of energy that I have to. All right.

in that idea. Unless I believe in that idea. For a lot of different schools of thought, we're kind of taught that we have this build up of anger if you didn't express it then. Say if I chose not to express it last week, last week about this situation. And I didn't think it was appropriate to express my anger, that I would have this buildup of energy that I have to. All right. Now look, if you are dealing with that belief system, then use your imagination. And if you feel you have a buildup, then say, all right, I will set aside, oh, 30 seconds tomorrow, and I will set aside all that time, 30 seconds, to allow all that built up anger to, oh, well, go through me. All right. And then you will stand in your home. you will face a wall, face a picture, face a flower, face an animal, face a crystal, face whatever. And you will simply express that anger for 30 seconds and then know, all right, it's all gone. Now that is just a symbol, but if that is what works for you in allowing you to know that all the so-called built-up anger is gone, then do it. All right? Yes, because basically a lot of situations I can see to where I contributed to making the happen where I would be angry, have a confrontation with someone else. And so if I just take the judgment away, I will be more certain than express the way I feel in the future. Understand that if you are willing to actually do that in and of the moment, it will not be a confrontation. It will be simply a statement of your perspective, given in a loving way, and there will be no need for arguing and shouting and all of that. You will simply make a statement. simply make a statement. It doesn't have to be a confrontation. You follow me. Stating who and what you are is simply a statement of who and what you are. There is nothing to confront. Because you are not trying to say that whoever you are having the discussion with is worse or better than you. It is not a contest. You are simply stating who you are. They are. stating who they are. Whatever you find within those two statements that you can form as an interaction that works, do it. What doesn't work? Don't use it. Where's the confrontation? All right? Thank you. Yes! Within that 10 to 15 seconds that natural anger occurs, are you Are you speaking of an internal experience? Or are you talking? Usually, yes. Perhaps a verbal explosion. No, not an explosion, an internal experience. That rush of, wait a minute, what is this? Where do I stand relative to this idea? Okay, now I know. That's what I've always interpreted what you're saying as being. But there is... The verbal explosion comes from judgment.

that 10 to 15 seconds that natural anger occurs, are you Are you speaking of an internal experience? Or are you talking? Usually, yes. Perhaps a verbal explosion. No, not an explosion, an internal experience. That rush of, wait a minute, what is this? Where do I stand relative to this idea? Okay, now I know. That's what I've always interpreted what you're saying as being. But there is... The verbal explosion comes from judgment. What if you're able to get that verbal explosion? that verbal explosion out in the first 10 seconds, I mean... It is not so much that we are saying that whatever occurs, whatever occurs in the first 10 to 15 seconds is only anger. That was my joke for my colleagues here. Oh. Ha ha. Thank you. Not one moment. Are you through? Well, not actually. I'm trying to... What? I am actually creating process of understanding understanding where the explosion, the verbal explosion, comes in. Judgment. Why do you feel that in this way, now I am not accusing you, just I am using the vernacular you. The idea, simply that if you know you are a certain idea and you know that it does not matter what someone else believes, then there is no cause for attempting to force your point of view forcefully on someone else by some verbal explosion. verbal explosion. It just doesn't compute. Well, it's not a thought process where you go, I think I'm going to explode. But it is a belief. It is a belief. It is an indication. It is a barometer of a belief. At the moment in time that it occurs, it's a feeling. Yes, of course. But then the idea is that once it has happened, you can use it as a barometer to show you that you have within you a certain belief that you need to do that to communicate. Then you work with that idea. So let's talk about it. about that belief. What about it? I have just been talking about it. The idea that you think you need to bowl someone over in order to convince them of the rightness of your position. Rather than simply knowing that your position is your position, their position is their position, and you are never going to be able to force them to change their mind anyway, and you do not have to shout at them because you need to defend your position. So it is the idea of containing within you the belief of helplessness. Again, another variation of victimhood. And trying to stand up, to struggle to fight for your rights when you don't have to. Because who you are is right enough in that sense. But just being who you are, you do not have to convince anyone else and you do not have to convince yourself that who you are is exactly who you need to exactly who you need to be.

you the belief of helplessness. Again, another variation of victimhood. And trying to stand up, to struggle to fight for your rights when you don't have to. Because who you are is right enough in that sense. But just being who you are, you do not have to convince anyone else and you do not have to convince yourself that who you are is exactly who you need to exactly who you need to be. That is the only reason shouting occurs because you feel you have to convince somebody of something and it is actually usually yourself. Okay, well it sounds like within what you've been saying here is a death of that belief which creates, out of which we create that emotional response to be exploded. Yes, and therefore once you have exploded, it allows you the opportunity to say, well, why do I explode? I have a belief. I have a belief. within myself, I need to explode. Why? And then you can begin to explore that the reason, perhaps, may simply be, that you explode to create such a loud rocket to cover and gloss over the knowledge that perhaps you don't believe what you're saying either. I personally have, in the past, experienced a lot of that, and in the last half dozen years or so, have gotten to the point where I do not explode in that way. Yes. So a great, great majority of the time. Yes. We still do it once in a while because I still contain it. Yes. But in transforming to a position where I express myself in a more harmonious, swamp way, I had not looked specifically at those beliefs, and so what I'm doing here is understanding why other people do that and why I do it myself in those small occasions that I do. Yes. So that I can understand their... Well, all right. Well, there may be many specific reasons. within the overall reason. Right, of course, but they all fall within the umbrella of... Basically. Yeah. Okay. Thanks. Okay. Okay. First of all, I have a title for tonight. All right. Equality. Equality. Equality, all right. Okay. Now, I have two things. One thing is, um... Now, the idea of we can be in one reality at any time and then switch to another reality, and then switch to another reality. Now, for instance, if someone says to me, I'm going to do something, and I say, fine. Okay. I'm going to call you, say... Are you going to talk about integrity? I guess so. You know, now, if the phone call isn't made, like the person said, does that mean that, well, ultimately it's my creation, okay? And, however, does that mean that I moved into a reality where that person never made that agreement? For instance, Not necessarily. The idea can simply be the exploration of the maintenance of integrity to be true to oneself in that way.

Are you going to talk about integrity? I guess so. You know, now, if the phone call isn't made, like the person said, does that mean that, well, ultimately it's my creation, okay? And, however, does that mean that I moved into a reality where that person never made that agreement? For instance, Not necessarily. The idea can simply be the exploration of the maintenance of integrity to be true to oneself in that way. And perhaps the individual is simply not being true to themselves in the fundamental sense of your interaction. Perhaps they are reacting instead of acting. Okay, my creation of that would be for my own to look at that in whatever way I needed to look at that. Well, perhaps. And again, again, understand that many times individuals will allow another individual to go through their scenario. Not that it specifically says that there is something within you that is doing the same thing, but that you, because you are who you are, are willing to allow them the opportunity to look at that within themselves. Okay. You do not have to sit and wonder and say, well, they didn't call, what's wrong with me? Why did I create that? I must be a miserable creator to have created that. When all along, you are simply being of service to allow them to look at a few things within themselves. Okay. You will know. Okay. within your own integrity, you will know. And when you are being responsible to people and not for them, you will know. Okay. Now, what if someone says, I don't remember saying that? I don't remember saying that I would do that. All right. Now... Again, in the overall sense, it does not matter. If that is what is being played out is their opportunity to create for themselves another type of reality in which that does not exist for themselves consciously, then simply if it is in your way, or reality that they did say it, simply accept it as such and use it in whatever way you wish to. I guess, yeah, I'm just wondering if we can switch the different realities in this way that... Yes, it can be done, yes. It's like, you know, you go, say... However, you will find that while that is possible to occur, the more blended you all become, it's not that it will happen without the integrity as well. Ah, okay. Wait, wait, no, one more thing. The family that... That, um, I think they were called the Braun family or something last week, that disappeared for a few days in hours. Palment. Oh, okay. Thank you. John's scenario brought up an idea that do we have power, even if someone sick and you sort of, you sort of, you sort of, you're among friends and you do something like, we call a healing circle, that sort of thing.

one more thing. The family that... That, um, I think they were called the Braun family or something last week, that disappeared for a few days in hours. Palment. Oh, okay. Thank you. John's scenario brought up an idea that do we have power, even if someone sick and you sort of, you sort of, you sort of, you're among friends and you do something like, we call a healing circle, that sort of thing. Are we giving power to this person's sickness that we are playing into the healing circle? Well, now, this balances a fine line of definition. In a sense, yes, in a sense, no. The idea, first and foremost, is that you know you are giving power to the idea that they do not have to be sick. And at the same time, you are acknowledging that they have created a sickness, which in a sense reinforces the reality for them. But that is all right, do not short-circuit yourself over that dichotomy. The idea simply is that you are willing to know you are sharing a reality, with them in which they have created a disease, and at the same time you are willing to reflect to them that they do not have to create the disease, and that for now, because this is the transformational time in which you can experience many different juxtapositions in that way, it is all right to experience this and that, and it does not have to be this or that. All right? One moment. You may all take a short break. All right, I'll say, Sharon! You! I've got a tremendous amount of tension in my body this last week, because I've got so much energy. All right. No need to translate excitement into anxiety, allow it to flow. It is the same energy. Excitement, anxiety, same energy, allow it to flow again. The idea, if I may use the term remedy for all of those types of so-called blocks and manifestations of your accelerated energy is to do something with it. You follow me. And if you find that it is building up in a certain area, then do something that allows you to utilize that area if you can find a function specifically in that way. Like talking? Yes. Sharing in that sense. The willingness to express the idea that you are is the first step into putting it into action. You follow me? Then follow through, and the energy will flow through, and you will acclimate to the rate of the vibration of the energy, and it will not be overwhelming. Okay. All right. Well, how can I get to sleep at night? Right? Sleep when you are tired. When you are not tired, do not sleep, no matter what hour it is. Okay. Get up and write letters, then. If you wish. It is up to you. Or do whatever your imagination tells you is something you can do. All right. Have fun. Bishra.

the vibration of the energy, and it will not be overwhelming. Okay. All right. Well, how can I get to sleep at night? Right? Sleep when you are tired. When you are not tired, do not sleep, no matter what hour it is. Okay. Get up and write letters, then. If you wish. It is up to you. Or do whatever your imagination tells you is something you can do. All right. Have fun. Bishra. You. Looking at the idea of engineering a more unified... It is up to you. It does not have to happen all the time. Do you perceive that as something that would be effective? It will be effective for those that will make it effective. It is a tool like anything else. It is a tool like anything else. You don't have to ask me if it will be effective. If it is effective for you, then this is a perfect example of what we are talking about. At the beginning of your session, if you simply feel like doing that, do it with you. Those that feel like doing it with you, will do it with you. Those that don't, won't. Okay. Um, yes. I have begun to create a book or a pamphlet. All right. And... And... I think right now is one... Oh, thank you. Very creative. And very fun. No, oh, very good. Yeah. Thank you. Thank you. Bishar. You. Mishar, could you explore the concept of original thinking? Is there any original thing? Yes. Every moment. Absolutely original thought that no one has ever conceived of is for? Not the way you are conceiving it now. through the you that you happen to be. There may be some similarities. There may always be similarities in that way. But as you are thinking it now, that has never been done before. Well, let's equate every original say, I have a thought now. That is now. Yes. What I'm asking you is that... I know what you are asking. But you are in a sense not seeing the contradiction in what you are saying. We are saying that literally, literally, as you have a thought now, and as you have a thought now, even if they seem to be the same thought, they are not. Because the now-ness, the difference of the now makes all the difference and can create a different effect. Okay. I wasn't trying to say that I ever had an original... You do. have original thought. That is the idea. That is what we are saying. What I'm asking you then is, is there any being or any... I imagine the body of knowledge is ever unfolding. Where is the... Understand the paradox that everything already exists and yet whatever you create is forever anew. Everything exists. Nothing... Hmm.

can create a different effect. Okay. I wasn't trying to say that I ever had an original... You do. have original thought. That is the idea. That is what we are saying. What I'm asking you then is, is there any being or any... I imagine the body of knowledge is ever unfolding. Where is the... Understand the paradox that everything already exists and yet whatever you create is forever anew. Everything exists. Nothing... Hmm. The idea of creating something to be brand new is only the idea of creating something to be brand new is only the idea of taking what exists and expressing it in a way that has never been expressed before. You follow me? Yes. Okay. That makes it a new creation. And yet it comes from that which has always existed. I understand there is dichotomy and paradox in expressing this in your language, but that is the way it is. I have one more question. Have one more question? No. Oh, well, that was one right there. That's it. As we understand matter, it's composed of protons, neutrons, electrons, electrons, and these are subsequently made up of little quarks. Well, not the electrons. No, just protons and neutrons. I've been reading a lot about transmutation of the elements. I... And they conceive of the flipping of these quarks. into different alignments, different... How is that... I know it can be done. We're trying to... May I point something out? It may be of interest to some of you. I am doing nothing with my hands. I am not doing anything with barrel's hands. Understand that the idea itself, as it pulses through my consciousness, is allowing there to be a symbolic interpretation of what I am considering or sharing with you. In a way that will allow some individuals to gain the concept on other levels. Continue. Well, what I'm asking, we're just beginning to understand it. We're just beginning to understand what we call a gravity wave engineering by using the same tools that we do. tools that we do, gravity wave engineering, we can learn how to record and thereby change protons and then neutrons creating a new element or a new isotope from an old. All right. Redefining the equation. Oh, that even cold. Okay. Well, yeah, like the alchemists tried to do. Now, there have been some successful experiments on the Earth where they have actually done that. Yeah. Silver into gold, for instance. Okay. Where are there, hmm, what I'm trying to get to, are there... will this lead us down paths we should be going? How can you ask such a question? Well, it's wrong with you. You are looking for the one way. That is the best way, and there is no such thing. It's reachable by a variety of avenues. The truth is composed of all truths.

done that. Yeah. Silver into gold, for instance. Okay. Where are there, hmm, what I'm trying to get to, are there... will this lead us down paths we should be going? How can you ask such a question? Well, it's wrong with you. You are looking for the one way. That is the best way, and there is no such thing. It's reachable by a variety of avenues. The truth is composed of all truths. The collective way you are doing it, the average of all the ways, All the ways you are doing it in your society is the way you need to do it. What I was getting at, are we upsetting any balance by, so to speak, playing dice with matter or playing dice? It depends on how you mean that in terms of what you think will become, so to speak, unbalanced, and what you define as the original balance. As you perceive it? No. Okay. experiments that we're in the right direction. In other words, they had very minimal success. Minimal success. Is that such a... No. Maybe I'm not clear with one of the Chinese. I understand. But the level of success, so to speak, that they had is what has served them and may indicate all right, to use your terminology that where you are heading is not exactly where you may have thought you were heading. To indicate that maybe some areas are, so to speak, dead ends, but not really, but you understand, so that you can guide yourselves where you have chosen to be, as you make your choices. To define your choices. To define. the path you want to be. Very much the answer I expected. I'm beginning to answer my questions before I ask them. Yes. We do not mean to be nebulous. But in this way, you are discussing things that are a matter of instantaneous choice and only reinforce themselves as such. They are not descriptions of any reality that exists apart from you. Like you are trying to discover one particular true reality rather than the ones you think you are living. I don't know.