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Changing Your Life (Part 1 of 3)

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Part 1

Good day to you this day of your time. How are you all? Allow us once again to extend to each and every one of you individually and all of you together collectively, our utmost appreciation and being allowed to communicate with your civilization in this way at this time through this particular gate on this particular day. We greet you and we thank you for the gift of being allowed to experience experience the unique diversity in your civilization. We would like to begin this link, this dialogue, this interaction with the following idea. We have of late been communicating to many of you the notion of techniques for learning how to really stay in the moment, live in the moment, be in the moment, as you say in your language. For it is essential if you really want to manifest the reality of your preference, the reality of your joy that you learn to do so. Because only by living in the moment do you allow yourself to be capable of receiving the kind of transformation and the kind of change you say you prefer in life. The reason for this, fundamentally, basically, is because there is only now. Any time you look, it will never be then, it will only be now. And therefore, if you are not living in the now, you are not, shall we say, present enough to receive the reflections, the gifts, the ideas that you say you prefer in your reality. If you are not at home when opportunity knocks, then it shall go unanswered. It shall go unexperienced by you. So learning to stay in the now, learning to not judge what is going on in your life, but learn to work with it in a constructive and positive way, will assist you greatly in helping to manifest or allow for the manifestation of what you say you most strongly desire in your heart of hearts that your lives can be. The idea is to understand again everything as energy, for everything is but energy in motion, emotion, and thus in that sense, allowing yourself to feel, to vibrate, in harmony with the idea of your joy, your excitement, your unconditional love is what will allow to be operating on the highest. frequency possible, and in operating on the highest frequency possible, you will simultaneously be allowing yourself to be the truest version, the most natural version, the most original version of yourself that you can. And in doing that, by operating on that high frequency, by functioning as your natural self, your life can unfold automatically, effortlessly, magically, miraculously, as you say. For miracles are really not the exception to the rule. They are the norm. Your reality has been created to be the exception to the norm of experiencing magic and miracles all the time. Syncronicity, or what you call, strange coincidence, is really all there is.

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you can. And in doing that, by operating on that high frequency, by functioning as your natural self, your life can unfold automatically, effortlessly, magically, miraculously, as you say. For miracles are really not the exception to the rule. They are the norm. Your reality has been created to be the exception to the norm of experiencing magic and miracles all the time. Syncronicity, or what you call, strange coincidence, is really all there is. It is the way that your physical reality has of interpreting the fact that everything is connected, that everything is one. You can only experience this linearly by seeing this connected to that, this happening at the right place, the right time, just when something else very important happen. and coincidentally, that's the way that your physical reality can best express the fact that everything is connected, that everything is one, that everything exists in an overall concept of eternal now. But when you experience yourself as physical beings, you bring with that experience the definition of breaking things up into time and space. And so the closest you can really get to the concept of really experiencing everything eternally now is the idea of the same. The synchronicity, the coincidence, that right place, right time, connective feeling that lets you know that everything really is one, but you can experience that in a one after the other kind of effect in your reality. But still it can unfold very effortlessly, very magically, if you learn to stay in the now. And again, the key to that is to be in love with what's going on in your life, to be in love with yourself utterly, unconditionally, and totally, for you deserve to be. You are created in the image of the all, that is. of the infinite and there is no reason why you should treat yourself with any less respect or any less value or any less deservability than the infinite has for you by creating you to begin with it. If you were worthy of creation in the eyes of the infinite, why argue with that gift? Why discount that idea? Why judge yourself so harshly? Understand that when you may be misaligned with your integrity, yes. Understand when you may choose to do things that are not necessarily constructive, yes, but if you understand that you are making choices that are not representative of your preference in a beneficial way, then learn from that in a positive way and let that lesson teach you what is you do prefer. We would simply suggest, although of course it is your life, you can do what you want, we're not here to tell you what to do, but we would simply suggest strongly that you take the time not to spend your time to worry that you have done.

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representative of your preference in a beneficial way, then learn from that in a positive way and let that lesson teach you what is you do prefer. We would simply suggest, although of course it is your life, you can do what you want, we're not here to tell you what to do, but we would simply suggest strongly that you take the time not to spend your time to worry that you have done. something you don't want to do, spending time judging yourself for being such a bad person for having done this or that you're doing something wrong or that you don't get the hang of it or one excuse or another. For in choosing to focus on that, you're only adding more judgment, more time, more negativity to yourself and making it more difficult for you to be able to see your beauty, your naturalness, your immediacy, your ability to stay in the moment, your ability to love yourself. It is your choice. It is up to you. All reality. are valid. All experiences are valid. Even those in which you judge yourself in a negative way are valid because again you can learn from them. But it isn't so much again the idea of what happens to you. It's what you do with it, what you make of it, how you respond instead of react to it. It's learning to allow everything to serve you in a positive way, regardless of how you have been taught to think those things are supposed to be in your life for what reason or this or that or that they're supposed to be negative. or supposed to be one thing or another. There is no supposed to be. There is only what you have been taught to label things as. And while we recognize that certainly you can know through objective observation, when somebody is perpetrating a negative act, simply energetically negative in the sense that it is separational or segregated, it still does not require that you judge it in a negative way and add more negativity to it. But that you allow yourself to recognize that even though others may be intentionally negative their actions by remaining in the understanding of living in the moment, by remaining in the understanding that you have the choice to extract from every situation a positive result no matter what the original intention might be, then that is all you will experience is that positive result and in extracting only the positive result from it.

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to it. But that you allow yourself to recognize that even though others may be intentionally negative their actions by remaining in the understanding of living in the moment, by remaining in the understanding that you have the choice to extract from every situation a positive result no matter what the original intention might be, then that is all you will experience is that positive result and in extracting only the positive result from it. You also, coincidentally, reflect back to the best opportunity you can to the other individuals who may have been originally perpetrating negative intention, the idea of how a situation can be transformed from negative to positive, by letting them see through you not a reinforcement of their negativity, but a beaut, a full, bright and shining reflection of positive understanding of your strength, that everything in your life happens for a reason, and let them see that light and give them the opportunity to recognize that they also have that light within themselves and do not have to perpetrate anything negative at all in their lives in order to get what they want. For you're all already as powerful as you need to be because you were designed that way to get whatever you want without ever having to hurt yourselves or anyone else in order to do so. It's how you were designed. You are a complete kit. Being made in the image of the creator, as you say, means you contain everything you need to be a creator of your reality. You are missing no pieces. You have it all. It's just that by allowing yourself to experience the concept of physical reality with its definition of limitational focus, I have also learned to play the game of forgetting that you are in the image of the infinite. But that's all right too, because that's a valid way to experience yourself and that's a valid part of the infinite to forget that you are a part of it. But now, now is the time that you are as a planet, as a species, as a civilization, remembering, you are awakening again from your deep, deep sleep of forgetfulness, and you are exploring realms of consciousness and many other new ideas that are really old ideas. But in a broader scale, in a broader sense, because you are waking up from the dream of forgetfulness into the dream of remembrance. All it takes is being in the now, living your joy, following your dream. acting upon them, being your true self, and everything will begin to unfold in a natural and positive and creative and loving way, because it can only be a reflection of what you choose yourself to be. Remember, physical reality is but a reflection of your idea idea of yourself. There is nothing outside you. There is no outside.

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of remembrance. All it takes is being in the now, living your joy, following your dream. acting upon them, being your true self, and everything will begin to unfold in a natural and positive and creative and loving way, because it can only be a reflection of what you choose yourself to be. Remember, physical reality is but a reflection of your idea idea of yourself. There is nothing outside you. There is no outside. It is all inside, but it is a reflection back to you, of yourself, of your state of being, of what you believe is most possible for you, or what you might fear is most possible for you. Whatever the strongest driving force, strongest emotion is, energy motion, is what the reflection will bounce back to you. Again, in the same way that we use the analogy of your glass mirror. If you look in the mirror and you see a frown on the reflection, do you reach out your hands and pull and push at the reflection in order to change it into a smile? No. You change your own face first, or you will never see a smile in the mirror. If you do not change yourself, you will never see the change in your reality. But the soon is that you change yourself, the smallest change you make within yourself. True change, knowing change. You cannot but help, but see that reflected back to you. That's how it works. This is physics, not philosophy. That's how it works. We thank you for allowing us to reflect to you, this idea that you already contained, and we thank you for allowing us to function as the mirror to remind you of what you already knew. In return for the gift that you are giving to our civilization now through me, in allowing us to experience all of you, I ask, at this timing, In what way may we and I be of service to you? You may begin with sharing in any way, shape, and form you so desired. Good day, Bashar. And you do good day. Bashar, I'm here to really thank you with all my heart for the wonderful book you've written. I did not write a booker. Well, the tale wrote, but the information that you transmitted. Understood. For the sharing that you give here and everywhere you did. them for also the encouragement to read the cosmic voyage, which was absolutely extraordinary. There are more and more and more, pieces of literature that are now cropping up in your civilization to show you that you really do have a lot of the information that you need. More and more and more you can rely upon yourselves to access that information. More and more you will see that you are surrounded by that information in the form of your books, your television, your films. Less and less will you need us to get that information for you.

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literature that are now cropping up in your civilization to show you that you really do have a lot of the information that you need. More and more and more you can rely upon yourselves to access that information. More and more you will see that you are surrounded by that information in the form of your books, your television, your films. Less and less will you need us to get that information for you. Within your upcoming springtime shall be more such information what you might call the spilling of many beans. Regarding many of the cover-ups that have existed on your planet, especially with regard to the extraterrestrial information, as you call it. More and more this information is spilling through the cracks in the dam that was created by the old structures that you chose to have on your planet that are now crumbling. that are now crumbling and falling apart. More and more, you will access this information on your own. Thank you, for sure. I have one question in relation to the cosmic voyage. Yes. In the experiences that Courtney Brown had, he encountered a wise gray being several times in the book. Yes. Would that have been you? No. Okay. Can you disclose who that was? Was it from your time? In some sense, it was. some sense it is actually beyond our time. It is a type of evolved gray hybrid, but it is not one of our particular hybrid race, but it is one of the other hybrids that we have referred to from time to time that in the past we told you we could not tell you about. Now you are beginning to recognize that there are interactions going on with these beings, more advanced levels of what you call the grays that are in some sense hybridized beings, evolved beings, all beings, and now that these interactions are going on, you are getting awareness of their existence through your own attributes, through your own conduits, through your own ability to be in touch with all that is in the way that you need to. In last month's tape, the shark, you indicated... One moment. You must also remember that we have, from time to time, let all of you know that more often than not. Many of these beings that many of you are interacting with are in many ways future versions of yourself. Therefore, that is more precisely the answer of who that being was for the individual you are calling Courtney Brown. Do you understand? I understand very well. I have just one other question briefly about remote viewing. Yes. In last month's tape or session, you indicate that this would be the way that we could do the most interacting on all dimensions through the use of this type of dimensionally shifting our consciousness. Yes. This is one technique that allows you more conscious participation.

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that being was for the individual you are calling Courtney Brown. Do you understand? I understand very well. I have just one other question briefly about remote viewing. Yes. In last month's tape or session, you indicate that this would be the way that we could do the most interacting on all dimensions through the use of this type of dimensionally shifting our consciousness. Yes. This is one technique that allows you more conscious participation. You have many ways of accessing different dimensional energies and you do so all the time, but most of these still remain relatively unconscious and out-of-of-control experiences. such as what you call dream time and so forth. But the remote viewing is one methodology, not the only one, but one methodology by which you can gain more conscious participation in your interactions as they are already happening with other dimensions of consciousness and reality. Got it. Does that help clarify the point? Thank you so very much. We thank you as well. Good day. Bishar, I want to ask you a bunch of... Good day, good day. Good day. Thank you. Sure. Yes. I want to ask you about your environment, about... Do you mean my civilization? No, not civilization. I mean the planet you live on, like animals, plants, rocks, maybe architecture? Well, we do not have much architecture. At this time in our civilization, most of our so-called cities are our spaceships. our spaceships. There are very few structures on the planet at all. It is a relatively temperate planet. You would find it most comfortable, a little bit richer in oxygen than you may be used to, but you could get used to it. It is in that sense, therefore, very verdant. There is a lot more water on our planet than on yours. It is not inclined in its access so much, and thus the reason for the tempered environment overall, not so many what you would call seasons on our world. It is almost always relatively within a 13-degree span of around what you would call about 72 degrees. The idea also is that there is much animal life, although it is all symbiotic, not predatory, in any way, shape, or form. At this point in our evolution, our animals have evolved with us. We are now moving from the idea of fourth density to fifth density, which means our civilization is becoming less and less physiological. And thus the idea is that we very rarely require any idea of structures on the planet and so on and so forth, It has been now rendered into a very park-like place. You understand? Yes. Does this answer your question sufficiently, or is there some particular avenue down which you wish to walk with this? Well, more specific, I know about, is there any correlation like with any plants or animal life on Earth to your planet?

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idea is that we very rarely require any idea of structures on the planet and so on and so forth, It has been now rendered into a very park-like place. You understand? Yes. Does this answer your question sufficiently, or is there some particular avenue down which you wish to walk with this? Well, more specific, I know about, is there any correlation like with any plants or animal life on Earth to your planet? Yes, there is direct correlation in the sense that there are actually Earth dolphins on our planet, because they have been brought there, some of them. Other animals, in that sense, are part of the evolutionary process of our own world. There are some similarities. There is nothing absolutely identical to your planet, but there are a lot of similarities, also because you must understand we are. Literally, an engineered race, a hybrid race, half of what you call the species of the gray, half of what you call your own species of human. Then also, our planet was engineered for us by this. and in that sense is reason why it is relatively idyllic and also they brought to our world some of the ancient forms of animal life from your planet although some of them have been genetically altered to be able to exist in our dimension of reality that is why there are some of the genetic patterns that will allow you to recognize many of our animals as similar to your own but they are not any longer identical but because of genetic alteration and the evolutionary paths they have taken since the original genetic alterations were made when our planet was engineered that There are a few forms of animal life we have described from time to time that exist upon our planet in that sense. One of one of, one, uh, one, one, uh, one moment. perhaps one of the most unusual exists in the sea. It is a spherical animal, if animal even be a correct word for this. For again we recognize that all being are sentient in their own way, and we do not necessarily make a distinction that we are intelligent and they are not. For we all are different forms of intelligence, just as all the animals on your planet are also different forms of intelligence. Not less than human, but just different. But ARC exists this spherical being that you would, upon first sight, perhaps, call an animal of sorts. It is rather bumpy on the surface, even though it is spherical, regular pattern of bumps. This being spends much of its time submerged all the way down, all the way down, into the depths. It will thereupon anchor to the ocean floor.

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planet are also different forms of intelligence. Not less than human, but just different. But ARC exists this spherical being that you would, upon first sight, perhaps, call an animal of sorts. It is rather bumpy on the surface, even though it is spherical, regular pattern of bumps. This being spends much of its time submerged all the way down, all the way down, into the depths. It will thereupon anchor to the ocean floor. It will absorb certain minerals from the ocean floor and combine those minerals in certain ways, some for simple nutrition, but others to actually create the byproduct of gases, which will eventually allow it to be full enough to rise to the surface. Once again, where it will will for a time float and bob upon the surface, absorbing sunlight and converting that sunlight directly into energy so that it can procreate. Once it has done that, it will then sink back, releasing its gas to the bottom to feed again and do this several times in its life cycle. That is one type of animal on our planet. Does that answer you a question specifically enough? Yes. Thank you very much, Bashar. Thank you. So, Bashar. And to you, good day. One moment, one moment. Allow us to explain, since many of you may be curious in this sense of, in our response to the last individual wherein we, all of a sudden, as it would appear, were interrupted and said, one moment, one moment, it is because we were being given information by our ship to answer the question, because our ship contains a catalog of all of the life on our planet. And thus, shall we say, psychically, it tapped us on the shoulder to provide us with what it felt would be the most appropriate response for the question. Thus, we have explained to you the reason for what appears, to be the interruption, for our ship is sentient and aware, like all of us, as well. We are connected to it in intimate ways. Proceed! I'm glad you mentioned your ship. Oh, all right, well, thank you. Is there synchronicity? Yes, definitely. Oh, all right, well, then good day, good day. What I'm doing is I'm creating a little toy ship that's going to have some symbolic sentience. Toy ship. Yeah, a little... one meter diameter kind of flying saucer. Oh, all right. I had some questions about using very low energy levels to create a shift in its space-time equation, much like repositioning it in a sense through, say about 10 watts of energy, of electrical energy. Do you have a question? For the degree of conductivity that that material is capable of that you are using, you may need a lot more power than that. It would require a great amount of superconductivity in the material of the ship itself in order to be able to utilize that low of a wattage.

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space-time equation, much like repositioning it in a sense through, say about 10 watts of energy, of electrical energy. Do you have a question? For the degree of conductivity that that material is capable of that you are using, you may need a lot more power than that. It would require a great amount of superconductivity in the material of the ship itself in order to be able to utilize that low of a wattage. You must utilize enough energy so that the amount of energy you are utilizing is actually overcoming, in a sense, greater than the amount of energy contained in the material of the ship. Ah. This is why you must make the ship thin so that there isn't so much mass to overcome. That's why the Roswell ships were so thin with their... Yes! They are like resonators. Right. And if they were thicker, it would require far too much energy to motivate them. I see. Because the amount of energy that you utilize to motivate them is, in a sense, a kind of energy that redefines its signature vibration from place to place in the cosmos. Thus, if you have something too heavy, too thick, to massive, it will be, shall we say, stubborn. It will not budge, because its energy will be greater than the energy of the energy of the realness. the energy of the relocational device you are imposing upon it. Does that make sense to you? It certainly does. It cannot be reprogrammed in that sense. If it cannot be tuned to the energy of the space you wanted to go to. How do I sample that space? I mean, how do I... We have already given the idea of a test that can be done. If you will create such a device of thin skin, be it a disk or spherical, and lay upon a table at least ten of your feet, in length, perhaps 13 would be better. Put the device, the small, thin-skinned, conductive ball, perhaps out of thin copper at one end, rested on the flat surface of the table, and cause it to resonate. Measure that resonance in all the ways that you can. Then take that sphere and put it at the other end of the table. Cause it to resonate again. Measure that resonance in all the ways that you can. If your instrumentation is sensitive enough, you will see a difference in the resonance from one in the resonance from one spot to the next. Then by putting the object in a field of resonance that is the signature vibration of the original spot, it will be coerced to move back to the original spot since that will be the overwhelming frequency that is being impinged upon it. Okay. You understand that's how you begin to chart the different resonant locational vibrations of space time. Then I can just use math, math, excuse me, to extrapolate from there. Yeah, extrapolate, interpolate from there.

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the object in a field of resonance that is the signature vibration of the original spot, it will be coerced to move back to the original spot since that will be the overwhelming frequency that is being impinged upon it. Okay. You understand that's how you begin to chart the different resonant locational vibrations of space time. Then I can just use math, math, excuse me, to extrapolate from there. Yeah, extrapolate, interpolate from there. Yes. Although, be cautious, you are dealing with multidimensional physics. It will not necessarily always work linearly. There will be times, especially when you are farther and farther in your estimation from your original location, when other factors and geometries and logarithmic factors must be brought into play. Is it work on simple logs, or there's a lot of other factors involved? There are other factors, but it will work sufficiently for what you would call transportation around your planet to remain within the reference. in the relative linear mode of plotting the grid. Yeah, that's all I really need it for. Yes. Another thing is holographic neural nets. Yes. Okay. What math do you recommend for me to study to understand John Sutherland's holographic neural nets? Infinities. Infinities? Yes. There is a branch of mathematics that you have on your planet called infinities. This comes close to the core of holographic matrices. Okay. Does that help you? That helps you? of Mincely. Thank you. Thank you. Good evening, Bashar. And to you good day. The last time I was here, which was several months ago. Yes. Yes. We discussed something and you said sweet dreams. Yes. Okay. I want to know what breathing underwater means. Yes. Okay. I want to know what breathing underwater means. It can mean many things, but it also can simply be a memory, and this, again, is only in some cases, of actual experiences that you may be a experiences that you may be having in interactions with other beings. It is a typical experience for many people who are having interactions with what you call the gray beings. For sometimes when they translate you from one dimension to another after you are aboard one of their ships in what you call your dream time, but in fact you have been shifted into an alternate reality, the shifting from one dimension to another sometimes can have detrimental effects upon your physical body and so they will immerse you in a type of fluid that will buffer the effect, dampen the effect, the effect, dampen the effect of the transitional transdimensional shift. Many of you will awaken with the memory of having been immersed in liquid that you can still breathe in because you can. It is in that sense literally a memory of a real experience for many individuals.

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can have detrimental effects upon your physical body and so they will immerse you in a type of fluid that will buffer the effect, dampen the effect, the effect, dampen the effect of the transitional transdimensional shift. Many of you will awaken with the memory of having been immersed in liquid that you can still breathe in because you can. It is in that sense literally a memory of a real experience for many individuals. It will depend upon whether you also possess other symptomologies as to then whether we can equate this particular dream memory to the experience of what you call interaction as opposed to it simply symbolizing something else. Well, I do feel that I've had interaction many times. All right. I haven't been willing to admit to that. Why? Or speak up the back? Why? Well, there was fear attached to it. Yes. Is there now? No. No. There truly isn't. Oh, all right. Now, recognize that it is all right from time to experience that fear. Sometimes it may be connected to things and issues within your own psyche, but sometimes it actually can simply be fundamental survival mechanisms kicking in because your personality ego structure thinks that by shifting to another dimension, it is being annihilated. You understand? Yes, I do. My understanding now is my fear was attached to my children being taken at one time. Yes. We all remember an experience we had, and it was here in this desert here. All right. Now what do you want to do about this? I already think I have done it. Which is? I did a channeling and a meditation. a meditation in which I confronted a gray. Confronted. Yes. And I told the grey that I no longer wanted to have interaction that I was not consciously aware of. Oh, all right. And? That my desire was, if there was to be further interaction, it was my choice that I was aware of. And did you get it? I haven't so far, not that I know of. All right. How long have you been asking for conscious participation? This has been a couple of months. Keep asking. Okay. It usually will not take much longer than about six of your months. It could be sooner than that. Keep asking. You will get it. And your monologue was very appropriate tonight. Thank you, because I do judge myself a lot. Oh, all right. Thank you. Thank you. For loving yourself more now. Thank you. Thank you for sharing your love. It's an easy thing to do. Hi, Boucher. And are you a good day. I have kind of a string of questions, but there are... A string of questions. They're written down and organized. All right. What end are you going to start at? Okay, this one. Yes. How do you, you know when someone asks you a question that... Yes, I know when someone asks me a question.

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Thank you for sharing your love. It's an easy thing to do. Hi, Boucher. And are you a good day. I have kind of a string of questions, but there are... A string of questions. They're written down and organized. All right. What end are you going to start at? Okay, this one. Yes. How do you, you know when someone asks you a question that... Yes, I know when someone asks me a question. Could be a can of worms, or you could answer by simply saying yes or no. Yes. How do you, what factors do you take into account when you formulate your answer to me? Everything that comes to me automatically without resistance. That which does not come is not appropriate at the moment. We impose upon ourselves the willingness to experience blocking of information where that information will either not serve you or will actually be detrimental for your own chosen growth path. Therefore, we simply open up and allow ourselves to connect to whatever information comes from whatever source it needs to come that comes along the path of least resistance that we simply trust will be the information that will serve the entire event at the moment for the best of all concern. It is not a matter of formulation. It is a matter of trust and allowance. Yes. Then here's one of those questions. Yes. Was the bubonic plague caused by a result of extraterrestrial chemical warfare? No. Okay. Was that simple enough? Yeah. Well, I mean, if it wasn't no answer, then that definitely wouldn't be a can of worms. If the answer had been yes, then that would have definitely been a can of worms, because I would have gone into a bunch of other stuff. Okay. Shorten the string, then. Yeah. Yeah, you certainly did. You just exed off about four questions here. questions here. Thank you. Okay. Having participated in your information about self-empowerment and, you know, the personality being a construct, what's your take on or explanation of subpersonalities? It is all part of the construct based on the definitions most strongly in effect at the moment. that sense, really unconsciousness, subconsciousness, subpersonalities, personalities, it is all one thing. But you create layers and levels as you see fit to reflect and match the definitions, the strongest definitional structures you believe to be true. Thus a subpersonality may simply be a response or a reaction to the way you have defined yourself, the way you are reflecting your idea of yourself to yourself at that moment. It may simply be the way that the physiological interpretation of your consciousness needs to structure itself to reflect the state of who you are at the moment, who you believe yourself to be. As a disintegrated person.

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you believe to be true. Thus a subpersonality may simply be a response or a reaction to the way you have defined yourself, the way you are reflecting your idea of yourself to yourself at that moment. It may simply be the way that the physiological interpretation of your consciousness needs to structure itself to reflect the state of who you are at the moment, who you believe yourself to be. As a disintegrated person. Yes, and or simply that you are allowing yourself to focus on things in a non-harmonious way, or you believe that there is a need for compartmentalization in order to be able to handle or process the information in a way that other aspects of your personality can better understand. It isn't always a negative thing. Right. I understand that. God, you have a way of just making things so easy and so simple. It is because I am reflecting back your true core self, because you are willing to let me. This is how clear all of you are when you are willing to let yourselves be so. You are simply trusting that I am reflecting back to you, and so you allow yourself to not get in the way because I do not have any other agenda other than to love you unconditionally. You understand? Yes. Thank you. Anything else? Yeah, well, just a little bit more on this point. A little bit more. A little bit more. What then would be the easiest way to integrate these and... Live in the moment. And trust that what is is what needs to be at that moment. Not that you necessarily have to prefer everything that is, but if you allow what is to be what needs to be there, you can learn from what is in a positive way with a positive result. Only by staying in the moment. and owning everything in the moment as your creation in the moment, your interpretation in the moment, will you be able to use it and learn from it and change in ways that you prefer to. Does that make sense? Yeah, it does. And the problem that I'm having is... Problem. Well... You see the definition that comes into play to create compartmentalization? The definition that you call a problem immediately and automatically creates difficulty. difficulty if, however, it simply is a challenge. It becomes exciting. The challenge I'm allowing myself to create here is this allow, allow, allow, allow thing. Yes. Allow does not mean you don't have discernment or preference in how you prefer to act. Well, the situation, the actually relationship that I'm allowing right now is excruciating at times. Excruciating. Are you saying that you would prefer to be cruciating? to be cruciating instead of excruciating. I'm saying I would prefer it to be integrated and over. And what way would you prefer it to be that it is not?