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Ecstatic Transformation (Part 3 of 4)

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Part 1

Maybe, maybe, maybe. So. So. I fell in love with a piece of dirt. Oh, right. It loves you too. Allow yourself to go and live, whether the house is there or not, you are your own house. Experience the relationship, as you will. Proceed as opportunities allow themselves in this way as you allow opportunities to manifest to you. But do not put expectations that they have to manifest in a certain way, or you will still not feel the relationship. You follow me. Allow yourself to allow whatever opportunities do occur to be the opportunities that need to occur. For what you expect this relationship to mean may not be what it actually is. Live the relationship for what it is, not the expectations you think it should be. All right? Mm-hmm. Yes. You may all take a short break. Oh, I don't say, shivering! Bichard? Yes. Someone told me of an incident of a jet reconnaissance playing a day. plane that disappeared over the week over California somewhere that hasn't been found. Do you have any comment on that? That's all the information that I have. Our perception is that the idea you are discussing in this way is the reference to what you call your military craft. Right. Or it has been found. In this way, simply recognize that the idea is that your military does not want most of the public to know anything about it. So, it has been cordoned with the idea of what you call, once again, secrecy, as it is representative of one of their designs that is not generally publicly known for what you call stealth reconnaissance. We follow here. Thank you. Thank you. Sure. Does the government have any of anti-gravity devices or spacecraft? But I have spacecraft. They have not completely been able to make sense. out of the operation. They have spacecraft, but it's a solid propellant or? No, no, no, no, not their own. Oh. Recovered from the idea you would call crashes. In this way, at an early stage of interaction between other civilizations and your own, you find you find that. Certain types of crap were able to be, in your terms, interfered with, in their navigational systems with the idea of what you call your radar. This created the idea of crash. These ships have been recovered. Are still in the possession of your governments. How about the beings that were in the crash? At this time, the idea, most of your government. idea, most of the original beings in this way, of course, in your terms, physically dead. You did say most. There were others alive for a time in other incidents. Oh, and what kind of substance is where the space is made out of? In this way, you will find combination copper, magnesium hull, very thin, multi-layers. multi-layered.

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about the beings that were in the crash? At this time, the idea, most of your government. idea, most of the original beings in this way, of course, in your terms, physically dead. You did say most. There were others alive for a time in other incidents. Oh, and what kind of substance is where the space is made out of? In this way, you will find combination copper, magnesium hull, very thin, multi-layers. multi-layered. Again at this time, for the most part, though they have made some, quote-unquote, progress, much of the idea of the manufacturing and the actual material eludes your scientists. Where are the aircraft stored? There have been moved many places from time to time. Our perception of one of the main areas still is in the area that you call New Mexico. Is that what about the most of the city? Yes. It seems like copper would conduct heat if they're traveling. It is not copper as you understand it, nor is there friction as you understand it. Right. In the field of this ship would generate it would be inertia free and friction free. Yes. I'm interested in building a craft. Go ahead, have a good time. There is much information and literature to avail yourself of of the ideas that already exist in your society and there are individuals that are present with you tonight of your time that are aware of some of that information and have already begun the procedures of their own experimentation. They can make themselves known to you. Yeah, I'm one of the guys that helps with that device. Well then. Yeah, we're working on it. Well then. We're going for it. There are still other individuals. Yeah. Yeah. I'm sure they'll... We'll get together on it. All right. I'm just... You know... Fishing. Fishing. Yeah. What bait are you using? I don't want to get pulled in by my catch. I see. Oh. So you'd better let your line out. I don't know. I'm just... Have a good time. time. From this point forward, as the so-called experiment stands, only one only one comment is necessary. The fastening of the two aluminum hemispheres needs to be more solid. Yeah. Yeah, just cut it that way. Yeah. Just making sure. The only comment necessary. The only comment necessary. All right. How about on the control mechanism? The only... At this time, you have taken it to a point of doing. You have taken it to a point of doing. No more is necessary from us now. Thank you very much. Thank you. I'm very excited for you. We still are. Thank you. Guys. I've been going to a page very much like when you were savvy in the beginning of discussion. Oh, how on you? Yes, and then again. A lot of confusion and facility and fear of job change. Guys. Guys. Guys.

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of doing. You have taken it to a point of doing. No more is necessary from us now. Thank you very much. Thank you. I'm very excited for you. We still are. Thank you. Guys. I've been going to a page very much like when you were savvy in the beginning of discussion. Oh, how on you? Yes, and then again. A lot of confusion and facility and fear of job change. Guys. Guys. Guys. I also was going to periods of depression and understanding that that was a lot to do with integrating going inside. Right. Around the same time about a month ago, my father became really depressed and he was in the surgery. Nice. After some major surgery. Nice. And I felt the real pulling to go in different type of course. I had a strong feeling who was mirror back to me to the same thing. And you to him. May I! Thank you for this opportunity to create a little bit more of an analogy definition of the idea once again of depression, as we have already discussed, the idea that is not negative. You are going within when you know the answers you need are not outside of you, you go to where you know they are within. It is meditation. Judgment makes it negative. Judgment that there is something wrong with you, that you have to go within to find the answers. That is why depression is. becomes depression in a negative sense. Look at it this way, if you will. Consider it, depression. In your own terminology, a board meeting of all your parts. You get together and decide to redefine what you are as a company. So that when you emerge from the meeting, you have a new identity. I like it. That big concept, that's a concept. concept that's not necessarily negative, but it's a more balanced perspective. You might utilize this particular analogy with his energy. It might be something he can relate to. All right. If he, I'm wondering what he was showing me, when he gets depressed, he's extremely negative. Simply a lot of judgment. Yeah. It was very, very painful. Thank you. I felt like it was real coincidence that we looked like to do it. Of course, it is no accident. Okay, I'm going to ask you this. I felt in a way my father's part of me was depressed. Oh, right. And, you know, faces to experience, experiences, and that part was depressed. And I found an issue with my father. There's some time family members from year. Yes. Yes. Very good. Thank you for being so insightful. I'm not. But I always get a church. Sure. Sure. Hey. There's a new friend of mine called Carolina that I was talking to you last last. night. And she had a very disturbing dream last night. Oh, disturbing. Yes.

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know, faces to experience, experiences, and that part was depressed. And I found an issue with my father. There's some time family members from year. Yes. Yes. Very good. Thank you for being so insightful. I'm not. But I always get a church. Sure. Sure. Hey. There's a new friend of mine called Carolina that I was talking to you last last. night. And she had a very disturbing dream last night. Oh, disturbing. Yes. And she said that she was married and had a few children, and that she felt herself able to look at her house, and the house would change according to how she wanted it to change. It's by thought. Oh. That's a good part. How unusual. Then she had some painters come to paint the house, and they're very negative, hostile, angry people. They began painting the walls, and she noticed. And she noticed that the walls began absorbing light, taking the light from her and the light from objects, and this disturbed her quite a bit, and she kind of woke up. And she was here earlier, but she's still a little upset. She's out taking a walk. All right. Then that is what that individual desires to do is reconnect to those portions of themselves. And remember that the idea of enacting those dreams out means you are integrating those pieces that they represent. Right. It is not an indication that there is something yet to do. an indication that the integration has a third. Remember the idea of the habit that when you have an experience, you still think a process is necessary beyond having the experience itself in order to feel integrated. Having the experience is the integration. Right. Well, what I thought of on the symbolism of that is that she had parts of herself that were polarized to light and that she had made a decision, or eventually she told the guys to leave, the painters to leave, and they finally left. So she had made a decision to be a being of love and light. Why you? It caused a little disorientation in her. Of course. Well, thank you. Well. Why you? Ash. Ice. I had, I've been having dreams from the past six months of a person that I knew well 16 years ago, but I haven't seen that person since. Now you just contradicted yourself. Oh, you mean physically. Oh, yeah. That's right. That's my point. Did I see that person? I mean, did that person have the same experience that I was having? On some level of their consciousness.

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thank you. Well. Why you? Ash. Ice. I had, I've been having dreams from the past six months of a person that I knew well 16 years ago, but I haven't seen that person since. Now you just contradicted yourself. Oh, you mean physically. Oh, yeah. That's right. That's my point. Did I see that person? I mean, did that person have the same experience that I was having? On some level of their consciousness. Perhaps on a remembered level, to some extent, although there may be a extent, although there may be different interpretation, but understand that in that way, when you experience some of those ideas, it is generally indicative that you are communicating with some level of the consciousness of that individual, whether they are aware of it or not, although it is likely that on some level they are, particularly if it has been going on for that long. It's been a lot, and I can't figure out why this person. Well, what do they represent to you? It's always great. I enjoy it very much. Then have a good time. You are learning. You are growing. You are growing and you are sharing on many different levels. Being asleep and being out of your body is not the ending of doing things. It is a very busy time. You are very interactive, paying many visits, having many interactions, doing many things. You follow me. Allow the representations to be whatever they are to you at this time. It is not necessarily so that the physiological return of this individual is necessary, but it might occur. And in this way it is only indicative that you are now allowing yourselves to reflect to each other what you each represent to each other so that you can utilize it in your own life. That particular aspect of you. I'm always having very visual... You also were twins at long time. Me and the person I'm dreaming of that? Yes. That's interesting. I'm having very visual dreams of what this person looks like today because this was 16 years ago. Eight. Or where I can see them up close, I mean, completely. The twin energy is still very, very strong. Wow. Pleasant dreams. Funky. You, venue, venue. Over the years, I've possibly had maybe 30 dreams. I was a professional baseball player 14 years. And in my dreams, I'm always like, with Dodge's Angels or whatever club, and I never, I'm coming up the bat. I'm coming up the bat. I can't find my bat. I'm outside the ballpark. I mean. I mean, I have a funny feeling that most of the individuals present and I think they can interpret that. Are you having a good time in your life now? Pretty good, yeah. Pretty good. But baseball was my love. Was? Well, it still is, but I mean, as a player. All right. What excites you now? My business. As much? No. Why not? Quite a bit.

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my bat. I'm outside the ballpark. I mean. I mean, I have a funny feeling that most of the individuals present and I think they can interpret that. Are you having a good time in your life now? Pretty good, yeah. Pretty good. But baseball was my love. Was? Well, it still is, but I mean, as a player. All right. What excites you now? My business. As much? No. Why not? Quite a bit. Lately, it's getting close. All right. but I really love baseball. When you allow yourself to simply know that you can utilize all you have learned from your excitement in another idea, in many different ways, there will not only be one way to circumnavigate the bases. You will create your turn at bat by allowing yourself to reapply the same energy in a number of ways. Be all of the perspective. all of the perspective, be all of the players. Look at the entire game from every point of view. All the players, all of what you call the spectators, be the field of play itself. Be the sky overhead. Be the atmosphere of interaction. Apply the excitement, knowing that if you are willing to recognize that you have created in your life, a timing of your life, shifting of what it is you are doing. You have not lost anything. You are still the same 100% entity and energy. And you are simply choosing where to apply different portions of that 100%. You have not lost anything. It is simply up to you to determine whether or not you wish to be conscious of where all of that 100% is. You may be allowing some of it to remain in the so-called past, but it is still there. but it is still there. Do recognize that as soon as you allow yourself to know, that you are fully in the now, and everything in your life can be just as exciting in a different way, you will then be playing with all of your ability in other ways. And you will hit home runs all the time. I used to. In other way. You simply set yourself up to show yourself that you have that type of energy manifestation capability. And you can apply it in whatever way you now find your life to be manifesting. The way your life is manifesting is no accident and no loss. I could say something. When I was a boy, my idol in Babe Ruth, because he was, you know, before he was forming, but I wanted to have two things in my life. I wanted to achieve the power of Babe Ruth, and I wanted to break his home run record. Okay, I achieved his power, and it was well known in baseball. But I had bad luck. I mean, I just, I never achieved the same sense. Bad luck. be right. Right you. You chose it not to be necessary.

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was, you know, before he was forming, but I wanted to have two things in my life. I wanted to achieve the power of Babe Ruth, and I wanted to break his home run record. Okay, I achieved his power, and it was well known in baseball. But I had bad luck. I mean, I just, I never achieved the same sense. Bad luck. be right. Right you. You chose it not to be necessary. That is what it was not meant to be means. You chose it meant to not be necessary. For you are simply recognizing that you will, quote, quote, break other types of records. You simply now have the opportunity to take all that energy that was not you like in that manifestation and apply it in other ways. You will feel just as fulfilled when you allow yourself to know that, you have not missed your time, but your time is always now. Thank you very much. By the way, there is an aspect, an aspect, whether you understand the term or not, is not necessary, but there is an aspect of the consciousness you have referred to. to around for you. You understand? Yeah. It, on some level, some portions, does function as a guide. Wow. Wow. I'm here. You! Um, there's something you said in the beginning that I'm trying to sit with and I need a little clarification, maybe. Oh, one moment. Message coming through. You, you point where you walk to go, and that's where you will go. Continue. Just like Babebrook. Yeah. Oh, good. Continue. Continue. Thank you. Um, one of the things that you're saying, though, there's going to be, like, a lot of sort of changing of, like, jobs. Is already. That's what I was going to say, is that a lot, myself, as well as almost everybody I know, is having major, major, major changes in the life in the room. Where... Where... I'm paying attention. I'm paying attention. Take attention. Simply reflecting that there is an opportunity for an individual here to recognize that what you are saying may apply. Okay. I'm not only are you listening, you are doing something else that you can be. Continue. At any rate, one of the things is that I'm finding that I'm helping to reflect or whatever, basically that I'm getting the phone calls and, you know, oh my God, this is happening to me. And you were saying that there might be ways that we might be able to help people get through them. Because through that. You will attract those individuals when you find them discussing with you. Well, I can understand what's going on. Everything seems to be coming apart. You will say, ah, I can give you a little. I can give you an idea as to why that may be. So just to share that kind of information. Yay! Also, one of the individuals said that in the...

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able to help people get through them. Because through that. You will attract those individuals when you find them discussing with you. Well, I can understand what's going on. Everything seems to be coming apart. You will say, ah, I can give you a little. I can give you an idea as to why that may be. So just to share that kind of information. Yay! Also, one of the individuals said that in the... All of the planets right now are in retrograde and that is also reflecting to us. to us that change, that around September and October, they're going to start coming back. Yes. The two doorways, yes. Not better, different. Okay, the other question, well, let's put it this way. I think things will start integrating. Ah! They are integrating now. They are simply unlocking first. Right, and the thing that, the end is, when I'm experiencing, is that they're unlocking and all the energy is just lying around. Right, say, yeah, yeah, it's just a precursor to integration. That's right. Okay. Okay. Sure. Very uncomfortable. If you say so. It does not have to be. Okay. The other thing was that you were saying something about when you're feeling the disorientation and the instability and everything, that fears will come up. And I didn't quite understand what you said. You said that when the fears... Portions of yourself may come up to the surface that you have for a long time kept in your so-called subconscious. And because that you may have, you may have habits of judgment in you. These portions coming up may come up in the form of fears. Simply, we are saying that it is not something you really have to fear, that it is only another portion of yourself coming to the surface of your consciousness. Okay, so you're not saying that the fears are the things that we've forgotten, but the things that we have forgotten may cause fear. Yes. Okay. They do not have to, but they may. Okay. I'm just trying to clarify this. Thank you. Yes. Then you. Physioles. biologically, the change from third to fourth density, how does it affect... Alignment of your cellular structure? You may, later on, or even now, from time to time, find that the physiological things in your world may seem to be a bit brighter, more colorful, actually glowing. What about individual body types? Like, will it be changes in... To some degree. There will be a type of evolution. You will find that you will once again rely less and less upon your ideas of internal organs, and more important. upon your glandular system. So the idea is that many of your internal organs, according to the idea of the passage of time, may cease to function. When you sustain yourself more and more on energy, you will not need to process the idea of digestion of fiber or fabric in that way.

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evolution. You will find that you will once again rely less and less upon your ideas of internal organs, and more important. upon your glandular system. So the idea is that many of your internal organs, according to the idea of the passage of time, may cease to function. When you sustain yourself more and more on energy, you will not need to process the idea of digestion of fiber or fabric in that way. I've noticed my eye color is sort of changing. That will be one of the reflections as well. Is there any other? What about newer? The idea is that you may find that some of you may have already found that you will either perceive in yourself or in others. Now I will use your terminology, the strangest sensation that their skin is no longer made out of the things you used to think it was made, but carries with it a little bit more of a silicon-like quality. Your cellular structures will also contain more silicon. some of them. That you become more crystal eyes. Crystal eye. Crystal eye. Gotcha. Will kids be born, new kids are being born? Will they be born with slightly different body types? Or? You may notice a general pattern occurring in this way. To some degree, there may be, again, something within the eyes, mostly for For now, it will be mostly within what you call the demeanor. And the openness. Amanda is a little girl to me, but what special significance are, where are we met with more? I can't really... Many places, many times, explore and discover. For us at this time, no comment is necessary. You will find out. We do not want to spoil this pride. That's fine. Thank you. Yes! There are a couple of things. All right. The first is this sensation, this impression that I've been experienced in, which is, and this is not judgmental, or has any negative attachment to it, but the idea of saying goodbye. I feel like I've been saying goodbye to a lot of people. Well, as you become a different vibration, and other individuals may choose to be another vibration, then you will simply not find yourself interacting so much in the reality into which you are solidifying. That is all. You're only allowing a cognition to come of how you are changing based upon what you see reflected in other individuals and your proximity to them. I feel like it's a clearing of space. I feel like it's a clearing of space. In the sense. Yes. In a very positive. Oh, yeah. It's as if the, and again, I don't know the, the solitude, I guess, is welcome. Okay.

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you are solidifying. That is all. You're only allowing a cognition to come of how you are changing based upon what you see reflected in other individuals and your proximity to them. I feel like it's a clearing of space. I feel like it's a clearing of space. In the sense. Yes. In a very positive. Oh, yeah. It's as if the, and again, I don't know the, the solitude, I guess, is welcome. Okay. And on the other side of that, what I've also been experiencing, and I wanted to share this because I don't know if anyone else had, is the sensation of looking around people all the time and not, and seeing, not so much physical, seeing the physical, but seeing something. inside the physical that's constantly moving. Yay! Anyone else? Yeah. And it's been really kind of fun. Kind of. It's been fun. Not like you. On a more, a smaller portion of that, I've noticed that that has also been expressing itself in things like deciding to not have my bank card work for me. No, five minutes later it doesn't. Car accident. I mean, the little thing. things are, as we were talking about... Car interaction. Oh, yes. Yes. Oh, can I ask about that core interaction? Yes! That core interaction was, coincidentally, with someone who reflected just what I had been thinking about all day about what I wanted as a reflection for myself. Oh, no, not again. Another coincidence. Was that all the significance that was attached to that interaction? Was that all? Not all in a... in a demeaning way. But was that... There are a couple of more things. There are? Yes. Oh, good. Okay. Thank you. Oh, thank you. Oh, thank you. I have a couple of questions I want to ask you. One is... You had? What happened to them? Oh! All right. One is an individual in my life that I've... stop seeing and communicating with. I was just wondering if you could give me some information of what relationship we may have had. No. Do not mean to be stubborn, but you are in the middle of something. And we find that we will be in your terms interfering. Take your power back. You will understand. Just take your power back. Okay. The second question is relating to my career, which I feel a great deal of lack of motivation... Your career... Is your career the most exciting thing you could be doing in your life? It could be. What is it? Not at the moment. What is? Pursuing my own self-discovery. Discovery. Have a good time. Do what is the most exciting thing, and it will unexpectedly lead you exactly where it is you you have desired to be. You are simply assuming that there is only one path, and that path is only represented by certain symbols you will allow to be representative of that.