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was his way of sort of tapping me in the subconscious memory to get me to start learning about the things I needed to learn about in order to fulfill the agreement that I had made. So spurred on by that sighting, I began doing more reading about UFO phenomena and metaphysical phenomena, and eventually I read, you know, about mediumship, along with many other things. Ultimately, I was introduced to several mediums who were practicing at the time, and one of the entities coming to, through one of those mediums offered to teach mediumship for whoever was interested. Now, even then I took them up on the offer and went into the class, not thinking that this is something I was going to wind up doing. I had just read all the books I could find, and I wanted to learn more about it, so I thought, well, if I go into a class, I'll see something in action. Maybe I'll see someone become a medium, and I'll find out more about what I want to find out about. When I was in that class, in a receptive state under the guidance of the other entity through the other medium, is when Bashar and his people made the telepathic connection with me. And as soon as they did, then the memory of having made the agreement came back, who they were, who I was to them, why the ship sighting had occurred, dream conversations I'd had with them at night that I had totally blocked out of my memory up to that point, all came flooding back in that one memory at that one point. And what came with it was the first, let's say, real-time message from them telepathically, which was okay, now that you remember all of this, now's the time for you to start doing this. as you agree to, if you still want to, do you still want to? Because it's always a choice. And obviously I said yes, and I've been doing it now for the last four years, that this happened four years ago. Now, Bashar presents himself as an extraterrestrial consciousness, and as I was saying, because of the ship siding and a lot of other things, I have my own validation that he is who he says he is, But one of the things I would like to absolutely make very clear at this point to everyone is that there is nothing at all about this particular channeling, nothing about this experience that insists that you have to believe that it is what we say it is. That's not what this is about. And there's no way we can prove it to you right now anyway. From time to time, other people have seen his ship, but it's not something that can happen on command.

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very clear at this point to everyone is that there is nothing at all about this particular channeling, nothing about this experience that insists that you have to believe that it is what we say it is. That's not what this is about. And there's no way we can prove it to you right now anyway. From time to time, other people have seen his ship, but it's not something that can happen on command. And he says that in a short time, perhaps within the next decade or so, it might be something that will be possible to do on mass. But right now, they have their reasons for remaining in the background. And one of the reasons is that in observing our society, they have basically noticed that we have a tendency to listen to the, to follow the messenger and not listen to the message. So they're remaining relatively unobtrusive, so that people will hear the information, and so there will be no proof as to who they are at this time, because they don't want. want the focus to be on them. They want it to be on the information because it's the information that is being used to serve us. So primarily, the idea behind this is to really get out of it, what you want to get out of it. If the information that comes through that Bishar shares with you and your questions and answers is workable for you, use it. If it isn't workable for you, don't use it. Go and find what does work for you. That's the whole point of this thing. I don't care what you do with it. I'm here to do this because I recognize that it does serve people. It serves me. It's changed my. life drastically in terms of applying the information that Bishar has shared, but different things work for different people. So, you know, the vibration of this particular channeling may not be for everyone, and that's fine. Bashar is not literally his name. In their society, they're pretty much telepathic and they don't really have names per se. It's a word that he chose when he first came through so that we would have something to represent him by since he knows we use names. It's a little bit better than hey you or something like that. but it's an Arabic word, which is partly my background, and he chose it. I don't speak Arabic. I had no idea that it even was a word when he chose it. It has several meanings, which other people have informed me about who do speak Arabic over the years. One meaning is that it simply means commander, which is something similar to what he is in his society. Another meaning is simply the man or the being. And the third meaning in an Armenian dialect is that Bashar means messenger.

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speak Arabic. I had no idea that it even was a word when he chose it. It has several meanings, which other people have informed me about who do speak Arabic over the years. One meaning is that it simply means commander, which is something similar to what he is in his society. Another meaning is simply the man or the being. And the third meaning in an Armenian dialect is that Bashar means messenger. So even though it's not his name, obviously chose a word that represents, in all different facets, what he's doing. And it may have other meanings that I don't even know about. Two things that I would like to lay down before we begin, and especially with, in a sense, a new group. I know many of you have heard the tapes or seen the tapes. But in terms of a live interaction, it can be a little bit different. And one thing, two things that I'd really like to point out, most importantly, and I can't stress this enough, because I find that people are still hesitant. to Bashar there is no such thing as a silly or a stupid question. Don't be shy. Don't hesitate to hold back if there's something you want to ask because you think it's a waste of everyone's time. There's no such thing. Out of some of the most, let's say, mundane things that people might have asked in any of the sessions we do have come information and interactions that have served almost everyone. So don't hold back on that account just because you think you'd be wasting everyone's time. It's never a waste. If it's really important to you, and it's something, something you really want to know. Talk about it. Because a lot of other people will usually find that they want to ask the same thing, and you've asked it for them. So you've done them a service. Secondly, in the trance state, what I'm doing is sort of defocusing the consciousness that I typically am as a personality and letting Bashar's personality sort of interlock with mine. So my consciousness starts to take on the vibrational frequency of his. That's what allows me to function basically as a translation box or as somebody once said literally as a human telephone. There's no thinking going on in what I experience. I only see, I am conscious, but I see pictures, I feel energy, I feel emotionality, but a lot of it is extremely abstract for me. It's like being lost in a daydream. And time is very accelerated for me. What may turn out to be a typical three-hour session will only probably feel like about an hour to me.

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said literally as a human telephone. There's no thinking going on in what I experience. I only see, I am conscious, but I see pictures, I feel energy, I feel emotionality, but a lot of it is extremely abstract for me. It's like being lost in a daydream. And time is very accelerated for me. What may turn out to be a typical three-hour session will only probably feel like about an hour to me. So because Bashar is not actually speaking our language, but because his thoughts are just simply evoking from me whatever words I'm programmed with to fit the concepts that he is sending telepathically, sometimes the words or sometimes the concepts may sound unfamiliar to you. So the second point is, is if ever you hear anything coming from him that just for some reason doesn't make sense, don't let it slide. Say Bashar, wait a second, I don't get it. Can you back up? Can you use another word? Can you explain it another way? Can you use an analogy? Again, to him, everything is the first time, every time. He is never bored. He is always excited. This is what he's chosen to do. And he wants to know that you are getting out of this what you want to get out of this. So don't let it slide. It's your time. Use it in the best way you can to understand the most out of this that you want to. So whatever you put into it is what you'll get out. He is very willing to talk about anything and everything. There are no taboos on subject matter, but he's not going to pull things from you. So if you're hesitant to talk about it, you don't want to touch on it, he's not going to force you to do that. He's going to put out exactly 100% what you're going to give to him and probably very much in the same way that you give it to him because he's acting as a mirror showing back to you, whatever it is you're putting out. That's his service. So those two things primarily. All the other thing I will say is that when I'm going into the trance and when I'm coming out, of the trance. And I assume there will be a break because there usually is. And at the end of the session tonight, when he says goodbye or take a break or what have you, I'll just ask you, please don't all start talking at once and don't get up and move around until I'm actually reoriented. It's not draining, it's not painful, and it's not depleting for me. It's actually always energizing, but it is very disorienting. So if you just give me a second to reorient before you start talking and moving around, I'll let you know when I'm back.

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or take a break or what have you, I'll just ask you, please don't all start talking at once and don't get up and move around until I'm actually reoriented. It's not draining, it's not painful, and it's not depleting for me. It's actually always energizing, but it is very disorienting. So if you just give me a second to reorient before you start talking and moving around, I'll let you know when I'm back. The analogy I usually use is that if he says good night and you all start talking at once, it's like having 60 people screaming at you in the morning when you're trying to wake up out of your bed. So it's just a little bit disorienting. Let me reorient and then you can run around and scream and do whatever you want to do after I'm back. You will notice a few bodily changes occur when the energy comes on. And again, I only say this is not painful just because people have said it looks painful. It's just an automatic adjustment to the energy, so don't worry about that. The basic bottom line to all of this is to have to have have as good a time as you want to have, have fun. Bashar, in many cases, the more willing you are to lighten up, will lighten up right along with you. And again, as I've said, he's, you know, don't be shy because he's not. He's a real chatterbox and he'll go on about anything you want to talk about. Then he will help you understand the mechanisms for how to get in touch with those things that are important to you and use them in your life in the way you want to. So that's up to you. It's absolutely your time. I notice that there aren't a lot of questions up here in case you don't know, these are the seats for questions. And as the seats are taken up and the people go sit down in the audience, more people can come up and ask questions. I'm going to ask people to only ask one question at first. If there's more time, they can go back and ask, we have this room up until 11 o'clock. And so if you want to continue conversations afterwards, please take them outside because we need to be out of here by 11. Other than that, please, I encourage you to answer questions, I mean to ask questions. because that's how long this is going to be. When the questions are gone, the channeling's over. Or sooner than that. Thanks. Okay, yeah, we do that sometimes at the sessions we do in L.A., and basically, not only is a matter of time, but trying to focus on the single most important idea to you will help consolidate. Now, if Bashar takes it further, then by all means go with him.

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to ask questions. because that's how long this is going to be. When the questions are gone, the channeling's over. Or sooner than that. Thanks. Okay, yeah, we do that sometimes at the sessions we do in L.A., and basically, not only is a matter of time, but trying to focus on the single most important idea to you will help consolidate. Now, if Bashar takes it further, then by all means go with him. But I guess for the sake of allowing as many people as possible to ask questions, try to keep it to, you know, one idea. Yeah. Bashar, like, God, to give us information like that? Bashar is an extraterrestrial being from a planet, a civilization they call Esasani. They consider, like everything, themselves a part of what they call all that is, which I guess is their reference for the creator. You can ask him about that in terms of the specifics of how to apply that, that particular label. to it, but he has simply explained that he's here to be of positive service to allow us to live the lives that we want to learn how to be loving and live in light. So whatever analogy you want to draw from that, you can. And anything you want to ask him for more clarification, you can. Are there any other questions about procedure before we begin? Okay. Have a good time, and I'll see you all later. One last little thing for people, especially in the front row, there will be a volume change, so don't be too startled. You don't need to adjust it. You don't need to adjust it. Thank you. Uh-huh. Okay. I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. I'm . I'm . . . . . . . . . . . . . I don't I don't say how are you all this evening of your all this evening of your time as you create time to exist? Are you all alive? Yes. Thank you. Thank you. Allow us to begin this interaction this evening of your time with a reminder of the reasons for why this interaction is taking place. Your world now, as we have perceived it, is beginning to go through transformations and discoveries and explorations of what you have for so long called the different aspects of your consciousness. You are now redefining the idea of what it is to be a consciousness, of what it is to be a part of creation. of creation. The idea is that any civilization that begins to explore the different realms and levels of consciousness as you are now doing will start changing the frequency of the consciousness it has been and will radiate at a particular vibration and that vibration will attract other levels of consciousness that are also functioning on the same idea, exploring many of the same things.

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of what it is to be a part of creation. of creation. The idea is that any civilization that begins to explore the different realms and levels of consciousness as you are now doing will start changing the frequency of the consciousness it has been and will radiate at a particular vibration and that vibration will attract other levels of consciousness that are also functioning on the same idea, exploring many of the same things. And thus you have by your explorations extended in a sense to us an invocation to interact with you at this timing, to the many worlds and dimensions of consciousness that we represent, our interaction with you will be indicative of our recognition that you are now expanding within your consciousness in such a way to allow your senses, what have been called your day-to-day physiological senses, to become aware of more of who and what you are. you in a sense are spirit, you are light itself, and you are in an overall sense fundamentally complete. But you have created the idea of your physiological existence, and that physiological existence carries certain definitions with it that may have placed limitations upon your ability to remember and be aware of consciously the totality of who and what you were created to be. In having, shall I say, played this game of forgetfulness for tens of thousands of your years of time, you have created many habitual rituals, consciousness loops that continually allow you to create the habit of forgetfulness over and over again, the habit of limitation and focus over and over again. But now, now the timing upon your planet is representative of the fact that you have more or less played out almost every single way there is to play out of limitation upon your planet within the particular game you have been playing within the particular focus of consciousness you have existed within. And so you are waking up in a very real sense you are beginning to remember more of who and what you were originally created as the idea of spirit and light itself. And as you now come out of the ancient cycle of forgetfulness and begin to move into the new cycle upon your planet of awareness and integration, then you are beginning to find that your senses which have been confined to physical reality for so long are beginning to become sensitized to energy of different forms, forms that are more ratified than your senses have been able to perceive. You are now extending yourself into the vibratory frequencies of electromagnetic light that you have heretofore allowed only to be invisible to you. And as you expand your senses, you begin to see and hear things you did not hear to foresee and hear. These things do not have to be taken as strange.

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to become sensitized to energy of different forms, forms that are more ratified than your senses have been able to perceive. You are now extending yourself into the vibratory frequencies of electromagnetic light that you have heretofore allowed only to be invisible to you. And as you expand your senses, you begin to see and hear things you did not hear to foresee and hear. These things do not have to be taken as strange. They do not have to be taken as negative in and of themselves just because they are happening and you are not used to it. It is simply that you are not used to it because you have been in a habit for tens of thousands of years of not paying attention to the existence of those realms, of those levels, of those dimensions of experience, even when they have been all around you, all the time, since time immemorial, as you say. Now you are waking up and as you open your spiritual eyes, you will be able to be cognizant of more and more reality that exists around you on more rarefied levels of energy. Recognize that in an overall fundamental sense you are not really learning anything truly new, but newness comes from the creation of a different perspective of what already exists in its total form. So as you wake up, as you become more aware of more and more levels of reality that already exists, then that is a newness that creates different effects in your life and allows your physiological reality to become far more representative of a malleable, flexible reality that allows you to understand that you, each and every one of you, were created to be doorways, gateways, through which a different view of the infinite creation has been expressing itself and that as you change your idea of what view you choose to be, so then does the physical reality around you change because your physical reality has only been the product of what you imagine it to be, of what you have been talked to believe that it is. It is only a point of view. It is one of the ways of all the infinite ways that all that is that is has of looking at itself, of creating itself to be within creation. Our civilization is another way. Other civilizations, other dimensions of consciousness are yet more ways that infinite creation has of realizing and manifesting itself within the creation that it is. But you and all portions of creation in that sense are created with what you call free will and that free will means you can change the perspective that you are at any given moment.

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looking at itself, of creating itself to be within creation. Our civilization is another way. Other civilizations, other dimensions of consciousness are yet more ways that infinite creation has of realizing and manifesting itself within the creation that it is. But you and all portions of creation in that sense are created with what you call free will and that free will means you can change the perspective that you are at any given moment. And as you change the perspective, as you change the idea, you change your beliefs, and as you change your beliefs, you change the blueprint, the filter, the doorway, the gateway, through which the energy of infinite creation manifests as the physical reality you perceive to be what you experience on a day-to-day reality. So our service to you at this time is to put you in time with yourselves to allow you to understand the self-empowerment that is within you, to transform your point of view in any way, shape, or form you really desire to transform it, and to understand that in transforming that point of view, you will literally, physically change the reality, the physical experiential reality you find yourselves interacting with on a day-to-day basis. Some of this, some of the ideas that we will be discussing with each of every one of you may sound like what you are used to calling philosophy. And in a sense, yes it is, since it is a different point of view, it is a perspective. But the idea is that we are also discussing actual mechanical ideas, physics, if you wish, methodologies, if you wish, by which you can alter the physical reality that you experience yourself to me. Because you are creating it now. You are creating it now just by what you believe to be most true anyway. And when you change the definition of your belief, you change the physical reality. It changes your emotions, it changes your thoughts, it changes all of your experiences. And your experiences can, can, can be changed in the direction you prefer them to be changed. It is up to you. Completely up to you. You have that free will. You have that free will. That ability, it is a part of your inherent right. As beings, as all beings are, as you say in your literature, made in the image of the Creator. What does that mean? It means that you are also multi-dimensional creators. That is what it means. And we are here to assist you to remember that you are multi-dimensional creators as far as your immediate experiential reality is concerned and that you can exercise that ability, exercise that flow in an effortless and joyful manner and manifest the reality that is more synchronistically in harmony with love, with light, with peace and ecstasy upon your planet.

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that mean? It means that you are also multi-dimensional creators. That is what it means. And we are here to assist you to remember that you are multi-dimensional creators as far as your immediate experiential reality is concerned and that you can exercise that ability, exercise that flow in an effortless and joyful manner and manifest the reality that is more synchronistically in harmony with love, with light, with peace and ecstasy upon your planet. At this timing, we will always extend to you our unconditional appreciation and love in your willingness to interact with us this day of your time, in your willingness to function literally as ambassadors of your society because that is what you are and allowing me to function as an ambassador of my society so that bit by bit day by day your society and our collective societies in the association of worlds may create more conductivity and conducive atmospheres in which we may interact face to face for that time as we perceive your energy is close at hand. But for now it is simply that we interact in this way to to allow you to recognize yourselves as equals to us, we are not your betters. We are equal to you. We may have expanded points of view. We may have different points of view, but that is all we are is different. In the infinite creation, all is equal. We thank you for allowing us to experience the gift of your consciousness, because in sharing who you are with us, you give our society that much, much more opportunity to perceive all the different ways that infinite creation can manifest itself to be through the unique manifestations that each and every one of you are and have chosen to be. In return for your loving willingness and your loving gift, I ask you now how may I serve you. Please tell me what kind of changes, physical changes we're going to see in our world and Can you all hear this individual? Do you wish to make an adjustment? Could you please tell me what kind of physical changes we're going to see in our world in the next 15 to 25 years? Thank you. To some degree, the idea of physiological changes that will occur upon your planet will be as follows as we perceive your energy now. There will be strong electromagnetic shifts. Both. physiologically and in your consciousness. But remember this, and let us lay this as a foundation. There may be isolated pockets upon your planet that will experience some of these changes in what you would call negative or catastrophic ways, but by far it does not have to be that way. All transformations in that sense are neutral transformations, and whatever vibratory reality you are most closely aligned with will be the way you will experience the transformation. So some individuals will experience the transformation in positive ways. Some individuals will experience it in negative ways.

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upon your planet that will experience some of these changes in what you would call negative or catastrophic ways, but by far it does not have to be that way. All transformations in that sense are neutral transformations, and whatever vibratory reality you are most closely aligned with will be the way you will experience the transformation. So some individuals will experience the transformation in positive ways. Some individuals will experience it in negative ways. It is up to you to decide what vibratory reality you are and then that will determine where you will automatically be and in what way you will experience the changes in the electromagnetic fields upon your planet. The change in the electromagnetic field is indicative of an acceleration in your mentality and in the timing of what your world is going through at this time. For your mentality is creating from the electromagnetic field. Consciousness intersects with what you call the electromagnetic field of physical reality and from that intersection is created the phenomena you call mind, physical mind mentality in physical terms. So your mind patterns, your mental patterns will ultimately determine the way you experience the electromagnetic shifts and accelerations that are going on on your planet now positively or negatively you understand does that serve you remember also that with the idea of prediction there is no such thing as a prediction of the future there are many probable realities it can go many different ways now there may be one or two realities that have a great deal of momentum behind them let us say a great deal of popular support, a great deal of energy behind it, and it may seem unlikely that it will divert or change. However, when you hear a prediction about what is going to happen or not going to happen, that prediction is simply representative of a sensing of the energy that exists at the time the prediction is made. The very next second could be different. could be different. And very often, when a prediction is made, you are now made aware of where the energy is. A prediction is simply saying, look, this is the probable future behind which you have most of your energy. If that energy doesn't change, it is likely to manifest into physical reality. But now that you are aware of the prediction, if you don't prefer the outcome, your awareness of the energy, your preference of a change in the energy, your preference of a change in the energy, energy will render the prediction obsolete. So being made aware of a prediction, many times will actually cancel the prediction itself. You understand? Does that serve you? Yes. Thank you very much for your sharing. Sharing. Sharing. Sir, I would like to ask you your personal questions that meets with your approval? All questions in that sense are allowable. You don't have to ask my permission. Okay.

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your preference of a change in the energy, energy will render the prediction obsolete. So being made aware of a prediction, many times will actually cancel the prediction itself. You understand? Does that serve you? Yes. Thank you very much for your sharing. Sharing. Sharing. Sir, I would like to ask you your personal questions that meets with your approval? All questions in that sense are allowable. You don't have to ask my permission. Okay. July the 12th, we had an experience where we experienced 19 UFOs, my wife and I, and they seem to form symbols for us, and we can find nobody else that has seen this. Is there any special meeting to my wife and I for these UFOs? Can you find it in my war? Recognize, first of all, that many individuals collected in what you would call groups may not necessarily indicate that their vibratory reality is all in synchronous alignment, and therefore some individuals can see things in other dimensional places. that individuals right around them will not be able to see. And in this case, that is what you are describing. The idea is that your vibration was simply oriented to the appropriate frequency to be able to perceive into a slightly different dimension of experience. It was, in your terminology, let us say, aware on the part as we perceive that energy of those individuals that they were simply giving you intuitive, symbolic, symbolic, communication, what we call identity, Identification. Identification is simply aligning vibration with vibration, seeing who is aligned to particular frequencies and taking note of that, in a sense locking them in, to simply take stock of what percentage of your individuals upon your planet are aligning with a vibration that would allow us to interact more and more and more with all of you. So you were noticed in that sense and you were given the idea of recognition. You were shown ideas of symbols that translate directly into your unconscious and subconscious minds to awaken within you whatever you are willing to allow to be awakened so that you can then be assisted with more momentum and more energy to do the things in your life that represent the strongest of who and what you are. May I ask you a question? Yes, sir. Are you doing in your life what excites you the most? I'm getting to it, little by little. Little by little. Yeah. Why are you waiting? Oh, it's... It's taken a lot of time for me to get open to what I was supposed to do in this lifetime. Not so. Not so. It does not have to. Now the idea may be that when individuals are asked, well, are you doing the thing that excites you the most, they conjure up an image of something that will be the most exciting thing they will ever do in their life.

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waiting? Oh, it's... It's taken a lot of time for me to get open to what I was supposed to do in this lifetime. Not so. Not so. It does not have to. Now the idea may be that when individuals are asked, well, are you doing the thing that excites you the most, they conjure up an image of something that will be the most exciting thing they will ever do in their life. And they work towards getting to that point, not enjoying the rest of their life at all. But the idea, you see, is that when we ask you are you doing the most exciting thing, we see are you doing the most exciting thing you can be doing in the moment now, right now. Of all the things you are capable of doing, if you simply do the one that excite to the most with integrity, very important, then you will be fulfilling the path you chose to be. You will be fulfilling the purpose you chose to be in that sense. Because the fundamental purpose to all of your lives is to simply be as fully as you can, the life can, the life you are living now. And the way to most easily do that is to do what excites you the most, because excitement is the vibration that lets you know who you are. That's why it's exciting. So if you simply do, at any given moment, the thing that excites you the most out of all the things you are capable of acting upon, it will automatically lead you into the circumstances necessary to be able to do the next most exciting thing that will come along. And the next, and the next, and the next, excitement is a string, is a thread, It leads to all the other excitement, and it constantly allows you to accelerate your momentum. You do not have the idea necessarily of just a specific thing that you will have to do in life, and then that's it. There are many things you can do that are a part of the overall life you chose to be. Remember all of you, even though you are reincarnational beings, the you you are now only does have one life to live. So the fundamental purpose of you are, the life you are living now is to live it to the fullest, to be the fullest you can be. And if you simply do that and are of service with doing what excites you, with integrity, with love, with joy, you will fulfill your purpose. But you can start right now by doing at any given moment whatever you are aware that you are capable of doing that excites you the most out of all the things you are aware of. You understand? Yes. Does that serve you? I think so.

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you can be. And if you simply do that and are of service with doing what excites you, with integrity, with love, with joy, you will fulfill your purpose. But you can start right now by doing at any given moment whatever you are aware that you are capable of doing that excites you the most out of all the things you are aware of. You understand? Yes. Does that serve you? I think so. Are you kind of saying that because of the sightings and things, I have had a desire to meet with space people. Is that because the sightings and things are coming around because of my desire? It is because of the vibratory frequency you have placed yourself upon, but those sightings are indicative of the level of energy. It is a reflection, let us say, a mirror to you, of the level of energy you are operating on and therefore should be, quote unquote, should, the idea of a reflection of exactly of a reflection of exactly how much energy you have and a reflection that you can do anything you want to with it right now and you don't have to wait. Understand? Okay. Thank you. Thank you very much. Sitting. Hi, Bashar. Hi. I have a personal question. All right. A phenomenon that I experienced about seven years ago. I was doing some meditation with some tapes, some tapes that you send in for and I was just at home experience to seek a spiritual awakening and did not have anybody to relate this experience with at that time. As so. And for a long time I felt the love of God and the oneness with the Creator. I see. And then I came to a point where my ego took over and I became very afraid and just turn the... One moment, one moment. It did not take over. You placed it in charge. Right, exactly. I put it above. I put it above the spiritual experience, above the spiritual process. Yes. And after that I did a lot of other things in which made the process even more difficult. All right. What did you learn from that? That you can't control the spiritual process for one thing. Not that way. No. But that you actually are always in control of it when you allow it to flow naturally. Right. Yes. But that's sort of hindsight because... That's all right. Because of the experiences in controlling and manipulation of other processes... Yes. I am left over with a great deal of metaphysical discomfort, which I experience... Only because you believe you need to hang on to it. Only because you believe in guilt and regret. Right. Okay. You don't need to believe in that. If you recognize that you have now chosen which way you prefer, which way represents the positive energy, then if you will allow you...

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experiences in controlling and manipulation of other processes... Yes. I am left over with a great deal of metaphysical discomfort, which I experience... Only because you believe you need to hang on to it. Only because you believe in guilt and regret. Right. Okay. You don't need to believe in that. If you recognize that you have now chosen which way you prefer, which way represents the positive energy, then if you will allow you... if you will allow yourself to know that simply by making the choice to recognize which direction is positive and then acting accordingly, that that right then and there will absolve you of any guilt and regret you need to hang on to. Understand? Yes, I believe I grasp that aspect of it. However, when I am actually experiencing the physical phenomena of being uncomfortable or disconnected as it were, then I cycle. I psychologically bring my vibratory level down. Why? Because I say to myself, this is terribly uncomfortable, and I wish I could get through this period, and what is my learning lesson with this? And, you know, I put myself in a little bit of a boxed in place. All right. Then why do you create the definitions that create the box? Why not change the definition? change the definitions. So do you have some suggestions that I could follow? Yes. Yes. Are you paying attention? Yes, the best of my ability. We have it on tape so I can listen later. Alright. But let it remind you that you are the recorder. Understand? Right. Now, this can function for all of you. It is a very simple understanding. We have discussed it many times and some of you may be familiar with it, but perhaps some of you have not allowed it to sink in, as you say. as you say. The idea is as follows. Are you familiar with the idea we have discussed that all circumstances are fundamentally neutral? Yes, no, maybe. Yes. Yes. It's the belief that creates the positive or the negative. Is that right? Yes. Then why, if you are familiar with the idea that all circumstances are fundamentally neutral until you assign a meaning to it, which then creates a negative or a positive effect, why do you say that the feelings you are having are terrible. Why are you automatically assigning an inherent negative meaning to them? Because of, probably because of the physical discomfort that manifests through my body at the particular time. We understand that for you that can be a very strong motivation or incentive to continue to label it as a negative idea. But what if you didn't? Just, in other words, just allow it to be just totally neutral and then just not just not label it at all. You see, here is the paradox of the situation. We are not telling you to tolerate your pain. No, no, no, no, because none of you need pain.

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for you that can be a very strong motivation or incentive to continue to label it as a negative idea. But what if you didn't? Just, in other words, just allow it to be just totally neutral and then just not just not label it at all. You see, here is the paradox of the situation. We are not telling you to tolerate your pain. No, no, no, no, because none of you need pain. No, no, no. The idea, however, paradoxically, is that very often as soon as you allow yourself to acknowledge that if there is pain that you are choosing to create it, that it is under your control because it is your choice to experience the reality in a painful way, it will bring it back under your control and as soon as it is, you can then transform it in any way shape or form you want to. But you see, the thing of it is, is that because you are, many of you in the habit of denying that you own the pain in your life, you will not allow yourself to change it because you cannot change what you do not own. So first you must own it. You must acknowledge, all right, all right, I am creating the pain. Therefore, I must have a good reason. I must have a good reason for it. I must have a positive reason for it. How does it serve me to have created a negative experience? What positive idea can I learn from it? The sooner you are willing to understand that it is there for a positive reason and not a negative one, you will cease to reinforce the negative aspect, you will instantaneously begin to transform it into a positive energy, and the pain will vanish. All pain, all pain. All pain. Mental pain, spiritual pain, emotional pain, physical pain, all pain is resistance to the energy of flow of light. All pain is the cutting off of a portion of yourself from the totality that can supply you with the support, the flow, that allows you to function ecstatically, naturally. Remember that this whole idea of the transformation taking place upon your planet now, is not to learn how to act normally, but how to act naturally. I've acted normal for quite a long time, all of you. Now you are learning to act naturally. And so you will simply find that much of the pain that you have created in your lives comes from your pressuring yourself to try and be normal, rather than natural, by going with your flow on all levels, by trusting it, trusting it on all levels. The signature vibration that you are is the fundamental being. You have been created to be. Flow with it. Are you doing what excites you the most in life? Yes, I believe in my work world, are you speaking of that? All of it, everything.

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lives comes from your pressuring yourself to try and be normal, rather than natural, by going with your flow on all levels, by trusting it, trusting it on all levels. The signature vibration that you are is the fundamental being. You have been created to be. Flow with it. Are you doing what excites you the most in life? Yes, I believe in my work world, are you speaking of that? All of it, everything. Is there any area you are holding yourself back? Well, probably in relationship, and then I'm copying out again because of physical, you know, occasion, the physical, physical discomfort. All right. I feel if I can... Sometimes physical pain can be an excuse to not have to do something that you may be afraid to do. Is that the case with you? What do you imagine what happened if you didn't have the pain? Would there be something that you would be doing that perhaps you are afraid of doing? But the pain doesn't allow you to do? At this time, I don't believe there is. There may, maybe eventually, I think I have to take this about... Oh, you don't have to create it and you don't have to wait for it. I think if I do assimilate what you're saying and not label the discomfort as being negative or positive, but just flowing with it, and just, like you say, owning it at this time. Remember that many of you do have what you call habitual rituals, and it may be your habit to use energy to create pain. But the idea is that as soon as you begin to redefine it, it will not come with the same effect, with the same meaning. You will be able to redefine it and define it into another experience altogether. But you must begin to redefine it now if you wish it to change. Yes. And then if I can create a better atmosphere for myself, so to speak, that I can become on a higher vibrational plane because that's what I miss. I miss that experience of the on the oneness. But you don't have to make a chore out of it. Understand all of you. That in all of you. reality, now you can allow this to take as long as short as you wish, but the process that you create is up to you. Your imagination is real. It is not unreal. It is representative of reality. It may be on a different dimensional plane, a different vibratory level, but there is absolutely nothing you can imagine that is not real. You are incapable of imagining non-existence. Anything you imagine is somewhere, somehow, some when, real. some of it may not have immediate application into your particular physiological dimension, but that doesn't mean it is not real.

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to you. Your imagination is real. It is not unreal. It is representative of reality. It may be on a different dimensional plane, a different vibratory level, but there is absolutely nothing you can imagine that is not real. You are incapable of imagining non-existence. Anything you imagine is somewhere, somehow, some when, real. some of it may not have immediate application into your particular physiological dimension, but that doesn't mean it is not real. And generally speaking, generally speaking, especially when it comes spontaneously, the ideas that come into your imagination do apply to your physical dimension, otherwise it is unlikely they would have popped up first. So the idea, first of all, and one thing that might assist you, maybe, and any of you that wish to apply this in your own way, is that if you have to apply this in your own way, is that if you have an idea of who you are now, and you have an idea of how you would like to be, then recognize that your picture of who you would like to be is being created in the present. It is within your imagination, vibration, now. And all you have to do is allow your allow yourself to be that person now, rather than assuming that it takes time in order to become that person. The second you conceive of it, you are the vibration. But the habit of your society is to say, all right, now I have the idea of who I'd like to be. What do I have to do in order to become that idea somewhere down the road? The most recently is that I have the dreams that I remember, which are the ones that occur most recently to my waking up, prior to my waking up, are ones that are very much like my waking reality. Yes. I have a sense that there are dreams that are in a deeper sleep that I don't remember in which I'm learning. Yes, in a sense, but not so much as a difference as there used to be. The idea that you are or seemingly are remembering things that seem so very common to you is that what was once uncommon is becoming more familiar. Understand? You are simply getting used to the idea of different dimensions of experience and so the dreams you remember have a degree of