Graph Of Growth

I don't say good day to you this day of your time, how are you? Marvelous. Thank you. All right. You may proceed however your imagination so desires. What would you like to discuss with us this day? So much. First, I want to say thank you, because you've already been such a tremendous help. All right. Well, thank you for the co-creation of this interaction. Thank you. I have a number of questions. I'd like to kind of start with a statement. Yes. With regards to parallel realities and play. Yes. At this juncture, I seem to shift between two. One way of play uses the canvas and paints provided within the framework of the collective human consciousness, making a movie, for example, or creating a business. Yes. To my knowing this type of play works within the way. Yes. the accepted physics of earthly reality, the limitations of the playground rules. Yes. However, the second way of play, I know, extends itself into a realm that most humans would call magical. Yes. To my experience, this form of play involves what I call understanding, which is a profound awareness that you are happening. Yes. And the opposite is simply nothing, no happening at all. All right. Although, I'm sorry. is in a sense, no such thing is nothing happening. Understood. All right. Completely. Understood. All right. And that's the limitations of the language. Yes. We understand the concept you are discussing. Okay. I know you do. Yes. And I know I'm preaching to the choir right now. Oh, it is all right. We are simply making sure that the semantics are clear. Yes, they are. All right. From this understanding comes the realization that one is in a movie, on a stage, and everything is simply made up. Yes. Now, one can at that point question the nature of their character until that character is seen for what it is, a mask for the actor. Yes. At this point, the actor being yet another mask can ask what it is that lies beneath me. Yes. To my experience, this question is answered when the horizon collapses, time succumbs to now. and the playground rules vanish. Well, to some degree. Okay. They will not completely vanish. I didn't drop through the ground, you're right. Thank you. Okay. Understood. They will, however, relax significantly. And that's what occurred. Yes. Into one beingness, the I am? Yes. And then the one simultaneously divides into the illusion of being a singular god amongst singular gods in an undivided yet divided experience of God. Yes. Yes. This separate wholeness elevated my sense of play into a vibratory state where dreams came true instantly. Yes. Where the desire to move clouds could be accomplished with a single thought. Yes. I now refer to this state of being, this realm, if you will, as who. Oh, all right. I have played in who to the point where I... Why have you named it thus?

an undivided yet divided experience of God. Yes. Yes. This separate wholeness elevated my sense of play into a vibratory state where dreams came true instantly. Yes. Where the desire to move clouds could be accomplished with a single thought. Yes. I now refer to this state of being, this realm, if you will, as who. Oh, all right. I have played in who to the point where I... Why have you named it thus? It named it. Oh, all right. I have no idea that word was there. All right. Um... At some point I imagined that I broke away from that sense of play, that experience of godliness, and I saw humans as unawoken beings. Yes. And I saw it as my mission to share, to express, and to help my fellow brothers and sisters understand so they could all play. Yes, without expectation that they must. Understood. Thank you. And I realized that this who was just simply a starting point for a whole new adventure. Yes. It was the beginning of happily ever after. All right. Thank you. However. Yes. Or whoever. Thank you. Fed Bodhi Satva attitude seems to bind me or I bind myself to that reality where humanity is less than I already know it to be. And as I come to you now, I do so because I've lost myself squarely back in the first playground, almost feeling like. I've been attempting to... Cannot be completely so, or you would not be capable of formulating this conversation. Without a doubt. Therefore, it gives you some indication by the very fact of the existence of this conversation that you always have a link and a connection to the idea of the second playground. It may simply be that from time to time individuals when they develop certain realizations of the second playground may collapse themselves to some degree. back to the first playground in order to go through some function, provide some particular experience. So as to apply what they have learned in the second playground to the first, in a different way. I have not in that sense lost the connection. It may simply be that you are using the connection in a more collapsed fashion. It is similar to the idea, perhaps, that instead of of what humans typically call depression, we have named compression. The idea that when you know the answers are not outside yourself, you compress to go within, where the answers lie. And if you handle it in a positive way, it will be experienced as the natural compression that it is. Whereas when people label such a thing in a negative way, they experience it as a depression a depression. Not saying you are doing this, but it is a rough analogy to what you are describing with regard to the idea of expansion and collapse, expansion and collapse.

to go within, where the answers lie. And if you handle it in a positive way, it will be experienced as the natural compression that it is. Whereas when people label such a thing in a negative way, they experience it as a depression a depression. Not saying you are doing this, but it is a rough analogy to what you are describing with regard to the idea of expansion and collapse, expansion and collapse. Sometimes you may expand into an awareness and a true interaction in consciousness within what you are referring to as the second playground, but sometimes it may be necessary to collapse back to the first in order to fulfill some particular application and or function. This does not mean in any way, shape or form that you are lost or disconnected. It simply may be part of the cycle. Looking at it that way is what will actually give you the best ability to understand how you are and experience how you are still connected and give you more ability to apply the idea of what you learned in the second playground to the first. Does that make sense? That all makes sense. I guess there is a longing for total immersion. Yes. Because that's what the second play... I didn't... Yes. When second playground occurred, it wasn't like I was, you know... Yes. And the longing is necessary because it functions as the carrot that thus then once you collapse, pulls you back through the first playground back to the second, but along a certain course. So the longing is necessary to act as an attractive source, as a magnet, to pull you back in that direction, but you are going through a particular theme or down a particular path by following that longing. The longing does not mean loss. The longing means you're actually heading back toward that expansion, but in a particular way that serves you and serves others. Make sense? Makes sense. All right. This is the understanding that you will have as long as you are identify and define the experience you are having in a positive way as opposed to a negative way. I've defined it as both. Yes. But you will experience it one way when you define it negatively and experience it a completely different way when you define it as positive. Yeah. Does this help you? It does. Thank you. Thank you. Does it encourage you? Does it encourage you? You had said once that if there are two mountains and you're heading toward the mountain you want to be on, you can't hit the wrong mountain. I'm paraphrasing. Yes. And so I'm aware of that. It's just sometimes it feels so far removed that I question what mountain, if any, if any, that's when you allow yourself to collapse back into the physical mind and allow the higher mind to do its job, which the physical mind is not designed to do.

two mountains and you're heading toward the mountain you want to be on, you can't hit the wrong mountain. I'm paraphrasing. Yes. And so I'm aware of that. It's just sometimes it feels so far removed that I question what mountain, if any, if any, that's when you allow yourself to collapse back into the physical mind and allow the higher mind to do its job, which the physical mind is not designed to do. Once the physical mind has, in a sense, experience the idea of focus to the point where it seems as if higher mind is no longer involved, it must be understood that higher mind is always involved, and even though physical mind may not sense it as easily as it did before, it is the duty of the physical mind to know that the higher mind is still functioning, still guiding, and it is also the duty of the physical mind to let go of the need to know what the higher mind knows and let it do its job. Make sense? Certainly. Yeah. Then the physical mind can relax and not worry and not be confounded by the apparent or seeming lack of confounded by the apparent or seeming lack of connection. lack of connection, the physical mind can know it is there, even though it may not experience it in the same way it may have experienced it before, when the connection was a little bit more transparent for certain purposes. There are purposes to the opacity as well. And if the physical mind can learn to trust what appears to be an experience of opacity between the physical and higher mind, then the physical mind can allow the higher mind to do its job and allow the physical mind to do its job, the physical mind to that much more quickly allow the connection to become transparent once again. These things go in cycles, as they are want to do, in the experience called physical reality. But the cycles are always going up. It is never that you are going back down to the same level. The cycles do not do this. The cycle does this. You follow? I follow. So just because there may seem to be a down cycle doesn't mean that you're not higher than you were before. And the idea is that it will propel itself, if treated properly, it will propel itself further and further, so that in the future the down part will no longer be seen in any way, shape, or form, as a collapse, as a total problem. collapse of the up. It will be understood to be a down cycle on a higher level. I follow that. Thank you. Thank you.