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Infinite Action (Part 3 of 3)

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Every individual creates his or her own reality, totally. Do you follow that? Yes. Do you understand that whatever reality you perceive that you share with everyone else is by, I'll say, in your terminology, telepathic agreement? Do you follow that? That's good, yeah, I like that. Do you understand what we are saying? Yeah, I understand what you're saying. You have your own reality. They have their own reality. What you experience together, you experience because you agree to share certain perceptions together. Now, magic in that way is simply the willingness to create something in your reality as an idea that will manifest to your perceptions, you will see it. Now, perhaps they will not. If they choose not to share it with you, they will call you crazy. However, if you can. open yourself up, radiate your vibrations of nonverbal communication to the point of unconditional love, of allowing them to feel the vibration to such a degree that they are willing to choose to share that idea with you, they will create, in their universe, their version of that idea you have transmitted to them in your telepathy. But they will all of a sudden also see the object appear and say, oh, you are a great magician. That is magic, plain and simple. It is an agreement to share an idea in a reality. That is all. Just another form of creation with a special name, special shows. Yes. And in fourth density, it can be, in a sense, somewhat common. Can you also, can you tell me something about Nostradamos and his prediction? Do any of them still apply to our like current time or near future? Yes, to some degree. But understand. and this about prediction. First of all, there is no such thing as predicting the future. The path and the future are both created from the present because the present is the only time in which you exist forever. Recognize that what you call a prediction is a direct sensing of the conditions which exist in the present at the time the prediction is made. In this way, you can understand. In this way, you can understand that if those conditions do not change, they will ultimately perhaps manifest into physical reality. They will seem to have come to pass as a prediction of the future. Is our agreement with his sensitivity, our agreement then more or less creates it? Yes. Can it be uncreated easily just by disagreeing with it? In a sense, yes. Understand, however, that what you call prediction or sense, of mass consciousness will be less likely to alter because that has a great deal of momentum behind it. It can, but it is less likely than an individual's path. What could a small group do to change the mass consciousness? First of all, any individual can do the same as a group in that sense.

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easily just by disagreeing with it? In a sense, yes. Understand, however, that what you call prediction or sense, of mass consciousness will be less likely to alter because that has a great deal of momentum behind it. It can, but it is less likely than an individual's path. What could a small group do to change the mass consciousness? First of all, any individual can do the same as a group in that sense. Secondly, you do not need to change anyone else's consciousness, but only your own. If you wish to see a change in anything else, change yourself. change yourself. It is the only way. Recognize in this sense, however, that the time the predictions were made, it was through the vibration of understanding a transformation only as being possible through struggle. Now you are changing your idea of what transformations are all about. And as we have said, if you wish to put it categorically, let us say you had created the idea of ten cataclysms to experience in order to feel that you could then deserve to go through your transformation. You have already rendered it down to approximately three. And in this way, they are, I'll say, less violent than you had previously supposed, because now you understand a little bit more of yourselves and know that you can re-channel the energy in such a way that you do not need to feel that you have to go through a trial by fire in order to deserve that which you already are, which is all that is. Thus, you still have the prediction of the transformation. There will be changes, yes. But they will be mostly what you turn to be spiritual, emotional. There will be some physical ramifications, as your physical reality is patterned on your emotionality and your belief systems and your consciousness. But understand in this way that you will be able to alleviate and re-channel much of that energy in more positive ways. There may be specific isolated incidents, but not anywhere near as far ranging as originally predicted. Not in a negative. fashion. You will go for your transformation. There will be, to some degree, some analogies that can be pointed out as being some of the predictions having come to pass, but again, they will not be as devastating as you once thought. For example, the idea of your Earth shifting on its axis in this way, recognize that a shift to some degree will occur, but it will be mostly electromagnetic in nature. It will not be so much physiological. You follow me. Yeah. Thank you. Yes. Bouchard. Let's see. I phrase this. I'm a musician and also I have a lot of interest in India. I know I've had lifetime in India. Oh, right.

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once thought. For example, the idea of your Earth shifting on its axis in this way, recognize that a shift to some degree will occur, but it will be mostly electromagnetic in nature. It will not be so much physiological. You follow me. Yeah. Thank you. Yes. Bouchard. Let's see. I phrase this. I'm a musician and also I have a lot of interest in India. I know I've had lifetime in India. Oh, right. And years back, I had this memory that I had an instructor or a teacher, if you will, and that I felt this feeling that I was in training for this particular lifetime. Yes, in a sense. You were cognizant of it then. Yes. Understand that all lives exist simultaneously, time. Linear time is only a function of the physical dimension. I'm working on that one. All right. And simply what we are saying is that you can be in touch with any life because they all exist now. You do not have to reach into any deep, dark, antiquated past or far-flung, dim future in order to contact yourself on any level. They are all right here within you. Right, and that's why I'm asking you this question is a couple of questions. A couple of questions actually on this is the relationship of that lifetime to what I'm doing now musically in terms of people. And some people tell me that my music is light channeling. I don't personally like to put that name on it only because of the associative thought involved in it in everyday people. All right. And it's up to you. Yeah, and... Do you like bells? I love bells. Do you understand that you are working with the harmonics of vibrational resonance with the highly... Yeah. Yeah, I understand that when I sing or when I do my music, that it's not just the individual anymore. I feel the whole vibrate. And then in that sense, people go, oh, wow, that was great, but that's only because it was the hole at the moment. All right, then! If you wish, another terminology rather than the idea of channeling, you may say you are performing integration. Yeah. Yeah, for the record company, people, I'm telling me. I have a question for you. I have this experience once with some friends of mine. I always used to be anxious about making it musically. I don't have that that much anymore, kind of one way. And... Do you still have excitement? Oh, yeah. Oh, yeah, sure. Anxiety, excitement, same energy. Negative, positive viewpoint of the same energy. I kind of give it up, though. All right. You know, I just kind of surrender it up, and I don't like... I don't like feeling with that energy too much anymore. I just let it be. So I had a situation that I wanted to ask you what you feel about it, what you can perceive on it.

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Oh, yeah. Oh, yeah, sure. Anxiety, excitement, same energy. Negative, positive viewpoint of the same energy. I kind of give it up, though. All right. You know, I just kind of surrender it up, and I don't like... I don't like feeling with that energy too much anymore. I just let it be. So I had a situation that I wanted to ask you what you feel about it, what you can perceive on it. I was sitting around the table with some friends of mine, David and Susie, I think they've been here one or two times. And we were talking about music and all of a sudden something came over me where I felt this energy just really strong and this real magical feeling. And all of a sudden, almost not of my own accord, my attention focused on my friend David's third eye, consciously and physically. And I just concentrated on it. And all of a sudden he broke into a laughter where his face turned red. He was rolling, laughing and laughing, he saying, what are you doing to me? What are you doing to me? I was going, I don't know, I don't know. I don't know. And then what happened was my attention all by itself was focused into my third eye, and then I felt like I popped out. And I saw this, you know how like when you see moonlit waters, this reflection of the moon on the ocean, it's like dangly, silvery sort of picture feeling. All right. there was this silvery form of a woman was in my in my mind right and she was she had her arms like she was holding something and in her arms there were raised of energy and they were very very powerful rays of energy and a lot of kindness. And I felt this voice from within me and I knew it wasn't my voice because it wasn't the energy or thought process that I would even think about. And this thought came through which has clarified things for me every time I think about it it and the voice said, I am the arms and the limbs of the world and the herald of the new change. Could you just tell me a little bit about that from my own mind? For your own mind. Yeah, my mind needs titles and categories and labels and stuff, so I ask questions about me. But you understand that when you ask questions, you can do so because you already have the answers? Uh-huh. Uh-huh. Could you tell me what you feel about it? what you feel about it. Only that you may, at this time, continue with your silver bells. If you wish a label, for now, you may call her silver bell, it will do. Approach this in a musical way. In a musical way, you will find something very soon.

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that when you ask questions, you can do so because you already have the answers? Uh-huh. Uh-huh. Could you tell me what you feel about it? what you feel about it. Only that you may, at this time, continue with your silver bells. If you wish a label, for now, you may call her silver bell, it will do. Approach this in a musical way. In a musical way, you will find something very soon. Well, it's interesting that you say that because there has been a breakthrough on certain communication lines to various people that I've got not about tonight. I'm not going to disclose anything like that, but maybe you tell me something about that what's happening right now. I, there are some very close friends of mine that are, there are things happening in the music. All right. Stop. Stop. Once again, at this time, you're at such a nexus point. Where does nexus mean? Crossroads. Okay. That we do not in this way wish to push you in one direction or another. We do not want to interfere with your free will. Recognize that the one idea we are allowed to share with you is the idea of the silver belt. the silver bells. As you create the resonance pattern within that structure, you will find yourself being magnetically attracted in the direction you need to go. And you will open up in such a way that you will be able to sense clairvoyantly, clear-seemly in your own life what that particular path is doing for you. At this time, at this time, any further labeling of that entity is not desired by that entity. Oh, I didn't necessarily mean the desire to label the entity, but just to have conversation and thoughts going back and forth so I could have... Use your silver bells. All right. All right. All right. That feels right. That feels right to me because I consider my own mind, I call that that figure or form the Divine Mother, or to me it's a symbolic, geometric symbolic form with real life in it, which just symbolizes the whole universe. Very good. All being. Very good. Is that good? Okay. It is valid. I'll buy that one and leave that one. Thank you. Thank you. All right. Last week when I was in meditation, I closed my eyes, I saw an image of his face was kind of like a... It was kind of like an ivory-white... It looked like kind of hollow, like the features were hollowed out. I mean, like there weren't, there were space for the eyes, and the eyes were kind of slanted up a little bit, but it doesn't look like there was any eyes in there. How do you feel? How do I feel? Yes, how you feel. Um... Well, I was going to say hollow when I was... Do you mean expectant? Oh, yeah, very expectant.

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looked like kind of hollow, like the features were hollowed out. I mean, like there weren't, there were space for the eyes, and the eyes were kind of slanted up a little bit, but it doesn't look like there was any eyes in there. How do you feel? How do I feel? Yes, how you feel. Um... Well, I was going to say hollow when I was... Do you mean expectant? Oh, yeah, very expectant. Then that is the idea of the hollowness itself? I feel lately like it's going to explode. Yes. Can you give me a hint of... When that'll happen, it's like that. How are you doing when you're channeling? Fine, I guess I haven't really given it that much thought lately. I haven't... Before I've found. I felt very anxious about whatever that idea was. Are you surprised now that the anxiety is not there? Yeah, I was thinking that today, because now I'm thinking more in terms of my music and the ways I want to express myself. Very good, isn't it? Understand what you have given yourself is a symbol of the identity that you can and have formed, molded out of the astral clay, so to speak, for that essence that you can project through yourself, from yourself. It will be something you can use both in service for direct communication and in your singing, as you can, in a sense, become that individual. Like a blending of that... Yes. Yes. I feel like I'm allowing energies to blend. With that... I would have been afraid of losing my individuality. Now I know that won't happen. Just add to you. Pretty good. So... And also, I also feel lately that I'm... That I'm in the past. Like right now, I know now is the present, and yet, I guess because I feel so anxious to move on to the future, to live in the future, that I feel like I'm... You are in the future. Yeah, I feel right now like I'm in the past. All right. And when I went to this discos, I went out dancing last week, and I felt like I was in the past. It thought, oh, so... this is life on Earth, you know, this is the way it used to be or something. All right. I mean, it was like... You will find that this particular methodology or this particular avenue in which you are connecting through this energy in the symbolization that it has appeared to you to some degree as a hollow mask will allow you to understand, will allow you to have the perspective of seeing many things as the illusions that they are. Yeah. They may even begin to appear much more unreal, so to speak, to you, flat, as you would say, cardboard white from time to time.

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this particular avenue in which you are connecting through this energy in the symbolization that it has appeared to you to some degree as a hollow mask will allow you to understand, will allow you to have the perspective of seeing many things as the illusions that they are. Yeah. They may even begin to appear much more unreal, so to speak, to you, flat, as you would say, cardboard white from time to time. You may be able to think that you are actually looking in between between what you would turn to be stage flats, seeing the background stage of the reality that is being played out in your physical universe. Yeah. This energy tapped in between the flats will be something you can become used to using. Now, understand that this connects in to some degree. To that to that energy we have described as a yoga energy as you can become an in-between walker so to speak you can move in between the realities as you have already pointed out to many different individuals by being the example that showed them that their reality did not always function as they thought it should you follow you remember the incidents again with the alarm and so forth you can watch in between their expectations and show them that another reality exists in between the moments you think of as real you are an in-between walker yeah sometimes I enjoy doing that sometimes I'm afraid I'm going to alienate myself from people sometimes I feel it is all right you have gotten to the point where you are beginning to gather a sense of lovingness from it this will begin it is in This is why we say you are expecting. It is in seed form. It will grow very swiftly. You will be able to extend that vibration with love and you will attract that love back. That's good. Also I was like, I felt the urge to like point my eyes the other day and then I started seeing other things from another perspective. Yes. When I was looking at the water instead of the water, subtle figures dancing. In between walkers have a different way of And I saw a bird flying when I opened my eyes that wasn't there, when I screened my eyes it was there. And Keep playing. Yes, it's fun. It's fun. Yes, keep playing. Always continue to play. Why do I feel so alone now? Because you are just giving birth to that aspect of yourself. You are feeling in the middle of a void. You are in this way still within the stomach. You will be born, sure. You will be born shortly in that way. You will be able, once again, to see the light of the world around you. Know yourself to be able to begin communication in that way. The path from childhood to maturity will not take long. Oh, good. Thank you.

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that aspect of yourself. You are feeling in the middle of a void. You are in this way still within the stomach. You will be born, sure. You will be born shortly in that way. You will be able, once again, to see the light of the world around you. Know yourself to be able to begin communication in that way. The path from childhood to maturity will not take long. Oh, good. Thank you. Oh, also one more thing. When I, I'm very drawn to the Self-realization Fellowship in Pacific Palisades, and especially when I go into the little chapel there, I felt they have these pictures the different saints on the wall and gurus, about maybe five of them or so, including Christ as one of them. And I always, I feel like they're talking to me when I go in there. In essence. Or the archetypal energy. All right, very good, because that is what you are connected to. Understand you are giving yourself that symbology at this time, so that when you have certain experiences in your future, you will understand how to communicate with them, and you will not in this way place yourself below them. Because I feel like the voices is saying, we're so glad you've come home. So glad you've come home, we've been waiting for you. Yes. And I feel... Follow your symbols. As long as they are valid for you. When they change, change with them. Okay. Thank you. One moment. You briefly. Me? Yes? Thanks. Okay. Friday night, last thing I told you about this being, Tara Hay, and they were at my house. Friday night, I went to bed. I went to sleep. All of a sudden, I went to sleep. I woke up, I sat straight in my bed, I heard this ringing. It was a very high-pitched, loud ringing. It wasn't silver bells, was it? No, it wasn't so the bell. The first thing I thought about was re-entry from a spacecraft. The next thing I thought is that mimic crystal I talked to about was on my table, and I felt like it came from there. And then I thought that there was this sort of swirling black energy by my meditation table, which has a lot of crystals. I was very frightened at first. at first and I didn't know what happened. You? You know me. I sometimes play with fear. Oh, wow. So, I just want to know where I was when I came back and what the town was. It wasn't my fire, a smoke alarm. I thought it was. Understand again. This is all we will say at this time. Everything is vibration. Everything. Whether it be, what you term spacecraft, or your own energy, everything is everything. is vibration. That is your key. Go with that. It's not enough for sure. Oh, yes, it is. It is quite enough. It is more than enough. It was in my physical ears.

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town was. It wasn't my fire, a smoke alarm. I thought it was. Understand again. This is all we will say at this time. Everything is vibration. Everything. Whether it be, what you term spacecraft, or your own energy, everything is everything. is vibration. That is your key. Go with that. It's not enough for sure. Oh, yes, it is. It is quite enough. It is more than enough. It was in my physical ears. There was no sound there. I'm hearing things that aren't there. That is not possible. It was loud. It was like... Understand if you are hearing something, something is there. And my body was totally on fire. Are you paying attention? Yes, I am paying attention. If you are hearing something, something is there. What do you mean? Not there. Not there physically? So what? When has that ever stopped you? I saw an image of AMA. Does she have anything to do with this, or is that just me? You can ask her yourself. When? Whenever I want? Yes. Okay. Can I answer my question or not? I know I didn't do. Thank you. Oh, we have to do. Oh, we've got to do. I think I've been like on the beach with a feather in one hand and the crystal in one hand going, hi-ya-ya-ya-ya-ya-ya-ya-yo. You mean you are creating vibrations? That's it. It's really wonderful. Does it have anything to do with Tantae? It's just simply me knowing intuitively to balance my own energy. You must be that. You may all take a break. Thanks. It's so irritated me. All right, allow me to say, Carol! Yes, Mr. Sit up. I don't get the job. I'm sitting up. Stop pouting. I'm not poutin, All right, we are teasing you. Now! Allow me to ask you? Yes or no? Did you not know? We would continue the discussion after the break. Yes or no? No, I didn't know. Why not? Because Dijer, when I didn't. Because of Dijar, when I ask my questions, sometimes, I know on some level I must know the answer, but damn, if my conscious little concrete mind doesn't fucking get it sometimes. So what? I want to know what's happening to me. You do. I want to know consciously. Why? Because I consciously want to work in the world right now. I don't want to be the person who is not conscious. I've been that for years. You are conscious. You are conscious. Now, Now, first of all, what about your sensitivities? Why did you not know we would continue the discussion? Where is your trust of yourself? I guess it's just not here because that seems to be the word that keeps popping up is trust. Where is it? You must be my little toe. All right. Then we will continue this conversation with your little toes. Now, Carol. Carol. Yes. I'm saying a lot. I'm saying a lot. Oh, yes, you are.

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about your sensitivities? Why did you not know we would continue the discussion? Where is your trust of yourself? I guess it's just not here because that seems to be the word that keeps popping up is trust. Where is it? You must be my little toe. All right. Then we will continue this conversation with your little toes. Now, Carol. Carol. Yes. I'm saying a lot. I'm saying a lot. Oh, yes, you are. Oh, yes, you are, all the time. And a lot. is being said to you all the time. If you would trust that you are getting what you need in the manner you need it, you would understand how exactly conscious you are. Simply, you are assuming that the idea of conscious recognition of many of these ideas has to come in a manner that you have defined for so many years. There are a many avenues of expressing the ideas of knowing yourself consciously. Now, secondly, recognize that, yes, we pushed you a little bit, but it is because you want to to be. Understand that. You can recognize that your tears are a form of getting you back to the center where the trust is. You know that, do you? You know that, do you? How do you know that? Because I felt it happening. Oh, very good. Very good. So then you understand that your trust comes from being calm rather than anxious. Anxious to know everything on the outside. Understand that the focus of wishing to know everything in that particular manner is what keeps you from knowing it. Because you know everything inside, not outside. When you allow yourself to know you know everything inside. everything inside, then you can in this way allow it to come out. You cannot grab onto knowledge outside and try to force it within. There is no knowledge outside. It is all within you. Now, understand again, that this little exercise between you and me, you have asked for you. You have asked for. You want to be pushed. You want the idea of this in this way. Now, you want to create the idea of grabbing onto this consciousness in such a manner that it creates within you all this anxiety and friction. Well, all we did is reflect that back to you. Now, if you do not like it, you don't not have to function that way. What I saw reflected back was that I know and yet I won't accept that I know. that I know. What you saw reflected back was the fact that you have that belief about yourself. Now, understand that the opportunity to, in your terminology, specifically discuss, the ramifications of many specific effects, as you have described them, is possible. But first and foremost understand that the reason it bounced back so hard was because what you were sending to us more than anything was stubbornness rather than trust.

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accept that I know. that I know. What you saw reflected back was the fact that you have that belief about yourself. Now, understand that the opportunity to, in your terminology, specifically discuss, the ramifications of many specific effects, as you have described them, is possible. But first and foremost understand that the reason it bounced back so hard was because what you were sending to us more than anything was stubbornness rather than trust. And in this way you got hit very hard. Recognize simply that these ideas you wish to discuss must come from a point of discussion rather than feeling helplessly unknowing. At least give yourself the opportunity to toy with the idea that even as you create your question to toy with the idea that even as you create your questions, you might find out of the idea that even as you create your questions, you might find out yourself in the asking, rather than needing us to answer them, we together, you and I, can answer them at the same time in the form of a discussion. Now simply recognize that you are in the habit of getting all your information, the type of type of information you are used to using in your world by scrabbling through mounds and piles of literature and in such a way this is why you think you have to dig so hard because you feel information is buried so deep it is all right there what creates that reaction in you is simply still the belief that all information that is worthwhile is surrounded by miles and miles and miles of things that have no validity. Therefore, you generate and create a stubborn shell because you know that is what is required so that you will not be upgraded in your digging. Relax. Now, now The idea we discussed with you of vibration, vibration is everything. In a sense answered your question. Recognize that you do have association with spacecraft and some of the sound in one part you heard was the idea. But understand that you, in that sense, were the spacecraft. You were projected. You were projected. yourself into that thought form so that you could symbolically recreate for yourself an identification with the type of energy that you are aiming to assimilate in your life. A facet and an aspect of your past self as it connects and bridges through this life, channels through this life to your future self. Both in the past and then again in the future where you will be involved with the idea of the vibrations as they apply. as they apply to spacecraft. Thus you did in that way recreate for yourself the harmonics of the craft. They vibrated so hard within you because they were you, you were them.

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your past self as it connects and bridges through this life, channels through this life to your future self. Both in the past and then again in the future where you will be involved with the idea of the vibrations as they apply. as they apply to spacecraft. Thus you did in that way recreate for yourself the harmonics of the craft. They vibrated so hard within you because they were you, you were them. Now, in that sense you can understand it is not because there was nothing there, although it wasn't directly the idea that there was a spacecraft present that was anything other than your own projection. that is what is there. You. In that case, you were there, and you were all that needed to be there to create that experience. In the same manner, that you are all that needs to be there to have all that needs to be there to have all the answers to all the questions you create. You do not need your stubbornness to do what it is you want to do in this life. You do not need tenacity in the sense. in the sense to make the connections you want to make. Understand that when you create a shell of stubbornness, a shell of tenacity, they are usually very thin, and when you vibrate so hard within them, they will rattle very loud and make annoying sounds that will drive other people away rather than to you. Soften the shell, step out of it. Let that hard, thin shell, melt back into the oaric field of your being, of your energy being. Become the soft vibrations, the soft conglomerate vibrations that you are. Always vibration. You can solidify any portion of your vibration and turn it into a shell which makes very loud discordant sounds to other beings when you want to, but you do not need that. If you wish to attract in that way, allow yourself to begin to recognize yourself as that primary vibration. That is all that you are experiencing. It is everything you are experiencing. That vibration of yourself. Your vibration is very strong. Very strong. And when you apply it, in that way, through separation, you are going to rattle your cage quite a bit. Where's the cage can I go? The shell. Where the shell come from? By forming for yourself the belief that information needs to be done for. They must observe me or I wouldn't have formed that too long. Yes, it did because it gave you a type of strength that you will now be able to create softness out of. The softness that comes with a surety of knowing that the connections are there, that the answers are there, You have now explored all you need to explore about the strength through negative manifestation. You are making the transformation now to the strength of complete and total vulnerability.

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have formed that too long. Yes, it did because it gave you a type of strength that you will now be able to create softness out of. The softness that comes with a surety of knowing that the connections are there, that the answers are there, You have now explored all you need to explore about the strength through negative manifestation. You are making the transformation now to the strength of complete and total vulnerability. When I came over here tonight, I was thinking about how my personality had been so abrasive. And that's because I've been in theater in this business and promotion. Yes. and that's what it had to be, but I thought that doesn't have anything to do with what I am now. All right, but understand you are transforming, and your willingness to center yourself through your tears is your indication that you are beginning to allow yourself to recognize the strength that comes from vulnerability, because the tears are a symbol of the vulnerability, and yet the releasing of the tears brings you back to the strength of your center. You are making it. taking that step, and tonight of your time in allowing that to occur, and in allowing us to reflect that stubborn shell back to you, you have made the step. This is a transformation. Trust yourself. Relax. Ease up on yourself. Do not be so harsh with yourself. You are doing it. You are doing wonderfully. You are doing creatively. Take another one of those big sighs. Another one. Enjoy it. Enjoy the sigh. Take another one. Revel in it. Very good. Centering again from the positive point of good. Laughter. You all. and have been your own pendulum, you can still be very active without needing to swing so erratically. If you come from the center of yourself, you will be infinitely everywhere that you need to be. And that will feel like you are standing perfectly still. Do not judge it to be the stillness of inaction. That's a question. Because I tell you, if I calm down, I keep going. keep going. I don't feel like I'm doing anything anymore. Then understand from this point forward. The stillness that you feel is not the stillness of inaction. It is the stillness that comes from knowing that you are everywhere at once. When you have infinite momentum and you are everywhere at once, it is exactly the same feeling as if you are standing still. It is not the stillness of inaction. It is the stillness of infinite action. You are everywhere you need to be. You are connected in every place that you need to be and every time that you need to be. Feel that and give yourself the opportunity to enjoy more of your sighing, more of your enjoyment of that stillness. stillness will for you bring about the ecstatic explosion of coincidence that you are struggling so hard to create.

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stillness of inaction. It is the stillness of infinite action. You are everywhere you need to be. You are connected in every place that you need to be and every time that you need to be. Feel that and give yourself the opportunity to enjoy more of your sighing, more of your enjoyment of that stillness. stillness will for you bring about the ecstatic explosion of coincidence that you are struggling so hard to create. It is that struggle that keeps it from you. You do not need it anymore. I guess, I didn't realize I was struggling still. I thought the struggling was over. And I guess I'm just, you said it when you said grabbing for information because there's so many levels to the reality. And I... like the lion. Every single one of them. I do understand and I guess I want to keep bringing all those other realities to this one and it doesn't look that way. You are. You are the blending of all your realities. You are. You will find them all within that stillness. Not within franticness. You will scatter them to the four winds. You will find them all in the stillness. You will find them all in the stillness. of infinite action. Trust in your very creative, very loving, and very beautiful heart. I can get all those thorns away from it. What thorns? They're gone now, I guess. We see no thorns. Maybe I just made them up. Yes, you did. It was very creative of you. Well, I think I can find a bit of useful now. Yes, you can. They no longer need to draw your life's blood from you. That's true. They no longer need to protect you. Because the concept of protection belongs to another you. In that stillness of infinite action, you will begin to perceive yourself as all of the relationships that you have previously thought you needed to analyze in order to discover. You will simply begin to be those relationships. And in your willingness to be those relationships those relationships, instantaneous understanding to be yours. It's been the grabbing that stops instantaneous understanding. Yes. Because you are not supporting yourself as you are. You are reaching out into some symbolic exterior which does not exist. So I can throw these three pages of questions away. You may, if you wish, fold them up into a very bump into a very creative little toy. Airplane, Carol. We love you very much. I love you very much too, Bajar. Carol, love yourself. I do love myself. Thank you. I just keep getting, I can love myself more. What? What, what, what, what, what. I can love myself more and more and more. I love myself. Period. Period. No. Which Carol am I speaking with? The old or the new? I love all it is, and I am all of it is. Thank you. Period. Thank you. Question. Yes.

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love you very much too, Bajar. Carol, love yourself. I do love myself. Thank you. I just keep getting, I can love myself more. What? What, what, what, what, what. I can love myself more and more and more. I love myself. Period. Period. No. Which Carol am I speaking with? The old or the new? I love all it is, and I am all of it is. Thank you. Period. Thank you. Question. Yes. On a subject of perfection, my first understanding of this concept of perfection, as I thought you stated it, was that everything and all it is is entirely perfect in every respect. Yes. I've been hearing you say, if you get a broken leg, then it's the most perfect broken leg, or some expression to that extent. It is the most perfect broken leg you could have created for the purpose you created it. Right. And the question is, going back to step, is the choice to have the broken leg also just as perfect? Of course. Okay, because you were bypassing that element of perfection. But understand. I understand that to us there is no separation between the choice and the actuality. Okay. Well, let me... This is why we say, allow your physical reality to be an obvious reflection of the choices you are making. Well, yes, and that's what I understood. Now, tonight with the gentleman next to me, you talked about the idea of passing of an opportunity which would, you know, by not accepting an assignment to write a small article in a a small article in a small magazine passing up an opportunity to connect to somebody who would read it the next day, et cetera, et cetera. And I'm thinking, well, all right. Is that less perfect? We'll explain it. No, it's not less. It is a perfect opportunity for that individual to understand how they were placing limitations upon themselves. Because when they allow it to be used in that way, when they allow themselves to know that they can understand what purpose that symbol served, they can then remove the limitations. limitations. Right. But if you do choose to pass up, quote, pass up the opportunity, it's perfect. Yes. But understand that when we say perfect, that does not mean that the idea of perfection in and of itself has anything to do with the description of what the purpose was created for. It is simply the quality of the creation. Perfect. That does not mean that you cannot choose to change it. choose to change it to something else, which is equally perfect, but more to your preference. Okay. Now we get the idea of preference. Yes. What I'm driving at here is if you choose to pass it up, then what you're exploring and what your purposes are would be along the lines of understanding limitation. Oh, perhaps. Perhaps. Okay.

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quality of the creation. Perfect. That does not mean that you cannot choose to change it. choose to change it to something else, which is equally perfect, but more to your preference. Okay. Now we get the idea of preference. Yes. What I'm driving at here is if you choose to pass it up, then what you're exploring and what your purposes are would be along the lines of understanding limitation. Oh, perhaps. Perhaps. Okay. If you choose not to pass it up, then perhaps what you're doing, what you're doing is exploring this idea of connection. Could be. Now, how do you know, well, I think I know the answer to this. The way you know what you explore is you do what excites you. What you're doing excites you. That's the... As you say, your best bet. Yeah, right. But even if you do what doesn't excite you, it's still perfect. Yes, it is. Yes, it is. Thank you. Thank you.