Lets Get Sirius (Part 2 of 2)

Hello, Bashar. And to you, good day! First thing, I'd like to thank you very much for the couple of weeks past the topic of the sound. Sound and the... Yes, the sound. The sound. Yes. And the story of the sound. One moment, one moment, wherein three individuals were looking for a sound that could change everything and discovered finally when they, quote-unquote, gave up looking and sat down and relaxed that the sound simply was, the sigh of release. Continue. The little rose, example, is a nice little way of smelling that rose, taking in the loving essence. Yes. Yes. Nature itself can always allow you to key in to that vibration and because, one in breath, in light, in love. Conspire with nature. That's what conspiring in your language means, breathing together. The question I have is, is sort of, it's part of a dream and somewhere tied in with the pyramid and the sphinx, I believe. No, all right. The dream is I keep, I think it's a dream, I'm not too sure. What's the difference? Continue. I see a clock. A clock, yes. It's 12 o'clock, always exactly 1 o'clock, 2 o'clock. Yes. And it seems like there's a tie in something with the pyramid and the sphinx. The pyramid is a symbol for us, right? Probably many, but it... but the meaning of the fire within, right? Yes, it is also a symbol of eternity as well, as is the Sphinx. Another symbol for the fink's, is that a, being that it's half man, half animal, a reminder to man, to man, not to let the animal part of us sort of control us? No. It is more of a reminder of your blending and an extended. of naturehood from you and your original understanding of yourselves in your own wisdom and power as a reflection of the infinite. It is the blending of what you call nature and humanity, reminding you that you are an extension of it. Now, on the negative side, it can be representative of some of the idea of what you may call the quote-unquote beast within you. But you don't have to look at it that way. Okay. Continue. The dream part with the question. clock. Is there anything you can put any light on there? Well, again, to some degree, it is your recognition that these things represent the idea of eternity, infinity. Remember, imagine now, if you will, what you may call, pharaonic energy. Faroanic energy. Those individuals, and you are very familiar with this energy, those individuals, and you are very familiar with this energy, those individuals, individuals who channeled through themselves the representation of the infinite energy. What you call the sarcophagus is the symbol of your ability to express literal immortality. The pharaohanic energy, the sphinx, the pyramid are symbols of immortality. Understand this now.

imagine now, if you will, what you may call, pharaonic energy. Faroanic energy. Those individuals, and you are very familiar with this energy, those individuals, and you are very familiar with this energy, those individuals, individuals who channeled through themselves the representation of the infinite energy. What you call the sarcophagus is the symbol of your ability to express literal immortality. The pharaohanic energy, the sphinx, the pyramid are symbols of immortality. Understand this now. For much of your time, all of you, as you perceive and create yourselves to quote-unquote age in your lives, you say that there comes a time when you all begin to ponder your mortality. Now that you are living in the moment and recognizing your eternalness, you're going to begin to ponder your immortality and really recognize you're going to begin to ponder your immortality and really recognize. it. A crystal sarcophagus. Imagine that. A crystal sarcophagus that represents the idea of the energy in crystalline form to you of immortality, of infiniteness, of the fact that you never die, you only change. Mm-hmm. Faroanic energy. You are. very familiar with it. Thank you very much. There will be more to come, but not right now. Thank you again. If you wish this evening of your time, when you in your terms lay yourself down to sleep, imagine in a comfortable fashion the idea of seeing your body within the crystal sarcophagus and see what happens in your dreams. Just a suggestion. It should be interesting. I think so. Thank you. One moment, one moment, one moment, one moment. And do remember that much, much, much, much of the ancient Faroanic energy and all the energy we are discussing has to tie in directly with the manifestations and the symbology of what you call Oceris. Sirius. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Shitting! Hi. Hi. I'd like to know what my purpose is. I'd like to know what my purpose is. What you are? purpose is. I take it you and I have never interacted before. No. All right. Brief explanation. Do you understand that you are a reincarnational being? Yes. Do you understand, however, that this life you are living now only has one life to live? Yes. Do you understand you have never been this you before and you will never be this you again. Good. Therefore, do you understand that the purpose of your life is to be this you to the fullest you possibly can? How you do that is up to you. And the way you discover how to express your full purpose of life is to do what excites you the most, because that's what excitement is for. To key you into the energy that represents your strongest purpose in life. You see, all the things that many of you talk about, what can you? I do? What is my purpose? What is my mission?

you possibly can? How you do that is up to you. And the way you discover how to express your full purpose of life is to do what excites you the most, because that's what excitement is for. To key you into the energy that represents your strongest purpose in life. You see, all the things that many of you talk about, what can you? I do? What is my purpose? What is my mission? When you talk about this project, this expression, this methodology, all of these things are simply different ways, different avenues, different conduits through which to express your purpose your purpose. None of these projects in and of themselves are your purpose in life. They are your method, your chosen method of expressing the purpose of your life, the purpose of your life, all of you, simply being to do what excites you the most and be of service by doing so. by doing so. To be the fullest you can be because you'll never be this you again. You've got one shot at being this you. Live it to the fullest by doing what excites you the most with integrity and you will always fulfill your purpose. How you do that is up to you. That's why you have free will. Now, is that too simple? No. Does that answer your question sufficiently? Sure. Does that work for you? I suppose. You suppose. Is there something? that excites you more than any other thing? Not right now. Not right now. Does this conversation excite you? Not really. Not really. All right, why not? I don't know. Yes, you do. Perhaps the first thing, if we may suggest, is to learn to hear yourself. And be heard. Now, you have her to discuss the idea of doing what excites you at any given moment, yes? Yes? Yes. Perhaps the definition of excitement will assist you. Excitement. Are you paying attention? I'm paying attention. Excitement is your physical translation, your physical interpretation, your physical interpretation of the vibrational energy that represents what you chose to be in this life. The things in your life that excite you at any given moment, more than any other thing, is representative of what you call your path in life. Act on it, and it will lead you into more excitement, more expanded expressions of excitement. That's all you have to do, moment by moment. Follow what excites you the most with integrity. Act upon, whatever you can act upon, that excites you the most. If there is something that really excites you the most, excites you more than any other thing but you can't act upon it, then act upon what you can act upon out of all the next level of things that excites you the most. And it will lead you into the circumstance to give you the tools to act upon the other thing that excited you that you couldn't act upon before.

you the most. If there is something that really excites you the most, excites you more than any other thing but you can't act upon it, then act upon what you can act upon out of all the next level of things that excites you the most. And it will lead you into the circumstance to give you the tools to act upon the other thing that excited you that you couldn't act upon before. At any given moment, do what excites you the most. And understand that what's going on in your life right now at any given moment is the most important thing or something else would be happening. Everything in your life fits. in your life belongs, even if it's something you don't prefer to be there. If it's there, it's because your definitions, your belief systems have attracted it. So it still has a purpose in being there, if only to show you that you don't prefer this to happen again. Learn from it in a positive way by being overjoyed at having discovered what your belief is so you can change it in the way you want to. Use every situation in a positive frame of reference, and your life will become what we call an ecstatic explosion of coincidence. Always in the right place, always at the right time, always interacting with exactly who you need to be interacting with, what you all do anyway. But when you do negative synchronicity, many times you don't know it. Many times when you're interacting with individuals that represent things you don't want, it's because you have within you the belief systems of things in that sense that aren't representative of who you are. And so you attract the circumstances and the individuals to show you. This is not what I want, but it's negative synchronicity. You're still attracting the reflections to show you that you can prefer something else. Use it in this. this way and everything will be transformed into a positive. And every single moment of your life will be as ecstatic and open and fascinating and curious as it is when you are a child. Be a child. That's all you need to do. A child knows that simply by being a child, it is completely fulfilling its purpose in life. Because it is a child in all the ways it can be. completely absolute conviction. That's all it takes. Whoever it is you now prefer to define yourself to be, whoever it excites you to be at any given moment, be that you with complete integrity and absolute conviction. And you will explode from ecstasy. Does this help you? Yes, it does. Thank you. Very much. Sharing. Bishar, I have an interesting tale to tell. Oh, all right. Do unwind your tale. Oh, wonderful. To start ahead and move back. Speak up so that all may share. To start in advance and move back just a little bit.

you to be at any given moment, be that you with complete integrity and absolute conviction. And you will explode from ecstasy. Does this help you? Yes, it does. Thank you. Very much. Sharing. Bishar, I have an interesting tale to tell. Oh, all right. Do unwind your tale. Oh, wonderful. To start ahead and move back. Speak up so that all may share. To start in advance and move back just a little bit. You said at one time that This was one of the very few planets that used money as a method of distribution of goods and services. In the way that you use it, yes. In the way that we use it. Well, I'll have to ask you sometime how somebody else uses it. Oh, all right. As I see it, this method of distribution is supported by the maintenance artificially of a scarcity. Yes. And if we had oodles and boodles of power, drilled cheap power, Yes. Every place that everybody could use. Yes. An artificial scarcity could no longer be maintained, and we would move more quickly. Correct. To that point where we don't need money. Correct. Distribute them. Yes. And you have, as you say, oodles and boodles of power. Now, you mentioned the other day that we could tap electromagnetic energy from the earth and just have all the energy we needed. Yes. We haven't quite gotten to that point yet. Well, not collectively, but. some individuals on your planet have. Well, I would like to run across that one. I may have run across the step prior to that. All right. Which may put out the kind of energy, which is the precursor to what you just mentioned. All right. And it's very simple. It's... Usually is. The application of old technology, which is actually a, actually refrigeration, which is, actually refrigeration technology. All it is is low temperature phase change industry. Yes. And all these people are doing is taking a huge evaporator, sticking it out on a roof, connecting it up with the usual kind of equipment, compressor and so forth that's generally used in refrigeration, and pumping heat from the outside in when they need the heat. Now, since this Freon boils at minus 28 degrees, and anything over absolute zero, which is, I forget, something like 278 degrees below zero, everything around has heat in it. So all they have to do is pick up the heat and put it where they want. Yes, there are many projects that we are aware of that are being designed upon your planet to take advantage of the idea of temperature exchange from one level to another, both in your atmosphere and in your oceans. Many of these projects have been designed. Now, this is one way to generate the idea of power, but it is not directly. the electromagnetic idea we have been discussing, but in your terms, it is sufficient for many tasks.

projects that we are aware of that are being designed upon your planet to take advantage of the idea of temperature exchange from one level to another, both in your atmosphere and in your oceans. Many of these projects have been designed. Now, this is one way to generate the idea of power, but it is not directly. the electromagnetic idea we have been discussing, but in your terms, it is sufficient for many tasks. Well, I ran into a very interesting young man that has been working with this for the last 10 years and has run afoul of the authorities in Boston and in Washington. In fact, they wiped his business out because, of course, he began to infringe on the big electric companies and so forth and so on. So now what he's done is he's going to the American people. He has worked up three packages that you can buy if you wish all in a bunch, which is marketing, it is assembly and installation. Thank you. He's marketing all of this for $5,000 and has worked out the details of all of these phases. So any and every American person that wants to do that. that wants to get into this business on a grassroots basis can get into the business and start it out in a very small way. What he's doing, he's trying to tap the grass roots so that this will be proliferated every place so that nobody and no big oil companies can go in and watch out. The idea of what you call your networking facilities will be one of the ways to allow channels of communication to be open so that many of the things that your society has discovered can once again come to the forefront and not remain, as you say, suppressed. Because there are many such inventions that if all brought to the forefront, would create completely unlimited power for your entire world. Well, this man has also... Stop. Yes. Go with what excites you. Explore and discover and experiment. Share the information in whatever way. But do understand. It is our suggestion that you not remain fixated on the idea of the suppressive side. Because if you create it to be a battle, it will be. Well, I wondered if that was why he had been wiped out a couple of times, and now he's going for the third time on this. The idea, to some degree, is interconnected with that, yes. But a lot of it simply has to do with many of the fears you have all been brought up with about the idea of not being able to share the information because of what you have created your society to be.

if that was why he had been wiped out a couple of times, and now he's going for the third time on this. The idea, to some degree, is interconnected with that, yes. But a lot of it simply has to do with many of the fears you have all been brought up with about the idea of not being able to share the information because of what you have created your society to be. to be, and also then it forces you into interaction with that aspect of your society so that you can open up lines of communication so that eventually, in that sense, individuals that are positively oriented can, quote-unquote, rub off on individuals that are negatively oriented. The interaction does serve a purpose. Do not fear it and do not antagonize the idea. But by all means, proceed in whatever way you feel is of best service to all. Do you think he'll make it this time? I cannot predict that. It is up to all of you. I have looked at that. Thank you very much. We thank you very much. At this timing, you may all enjoy a short break. We will resume contact in approximately 10 to 15 of your minutes. So. Oh. How. Oh. Oh. Oh. How? How? How? How's everything going? Thank you. All right to say continue. I'll say continue. Hello. Hello, Bashar. And good day to you. I'd like to do a little sharing, a little... All right. Testimonial for the ideas and principles that are related here. And that is the one of trust. In my life, more and more I've been trusting in a positive nature. And I just want to share with you all, the more that we all do this, it works every single time. No. Yes. Really? Yes. My, my. Well, thank you! You're very welcome, and thank you. You are very welcome. You say, if I may. You may. Many of you ask for proof, proof, proof. Prove this, prove that. Is this real? Is it not? Prove it, prove it, prove it. All right. It can be proven. Use the information. It always works. That's the only thing that is important to prove. to prove. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. And? And. And... Our dreams are true, too. Yes. I've been doing so many things that excite me. I haven't been having enough time to work. Oh. Poor to you! So I dream that I got five out of six numbers on the loto. And I did. All right. Just three weeks later. And so that made this trip to the Keys much more enjoyable. All right. I've turned many of them then. Very many. And the swimming with the dolphins... Yes. Also turned many things within my being. Yes. And it was one of the most tender moments of my life, the six days I spent two weeks ago. Thank you, yes. And. I decided to create an interesting scenario.

did. All right. Just three weeks later. And so that made this trip to the Keys much more enjoyable. All right. I've turned many of them then. Very many. And the swimming with the dolphins... Yes. Also turned many things within my being. Yes. And it was one of the most tender moments of my life, the six days I spent two weeks ago. Thank you, yes. And. I decided to create an interesting scenario. Actually, Judy, who went with me, did a similar one. With me, it seems to be a little, have been a little stronger. The symbol of nausea. Yes. Not only the first time I swam with the Dolphins, the last time, the day I left, and every day for the week after, and didn't have anything to do with an upset stomach because I eat the worst food and feel better. Yes. You were adjusted. Yes. Ah. That's what I assumed, but I just thought I'd get some confirmation on that. And it's been, the tuning seems much finer now. Yes. Understand that dolphins can make very fine sonic adjustments. That they can. Yes. Thank you very much. We thank you very much for truly learning how to play. Thank you. Thank you. Shelling. Hello, Bashar. And do you a good day? I have this job that I'm in right now. I work with children's services and I investigate child abuse and neglect. Yes. And I'm having a lot of difficulty with the job. How so? I think the hardest part I'm having is that I facilitate taking children away from their parents. All right. And I'm not, I feel really bad about this. Why? Because I don't want to be the interference, and yet I do. Oh, all right. I'm split between the two. All right, but do understand also, and we know in your terminology that there are a few more factors than what we are about to say, but do understand that those parents have attracted you in a sense to do so. They are aware of the functions in your terminology of individuals such as yourself and your society. They are aware of the actions and interactions they are having. They are aware of what you may call the consequences of those actions. Understand? Yes. Uh-huh. Okay. So recognize, perhaps, not that we are saying that the methodologies that may be being used in all of those services are necessarily all always as positive as they could be. But do recognize that if your intention is of a positive service to the children, then in that sense, perhaps you can look at it not as taking the child away from the parents, but giving the child back to itself. That's the way I like to look at it. All right, then do so.

that may be being used in all of those services are necessarily all always as positive as they could be. But do recognize that if your intention is of a positive service to the children, then in that sense, perhaps you can look at it not as taking the child away from the parents, but giving the child back to itself. That's the way I like to look at it. All right, then do so. You will always attract the opportunity for all individuals involved in the interaction to learn what they need to learn from it, as long as you represent a very strong and brightly shining light. Again, it will rub off. Okay, the other part I had was difficulty with the denial or the resistance to the parents to change to help these children. Yes, but that is their choice, of course. Again. It's hard for me to keep on coming against that. You're not coming against anything. Again, do not make a conflict out of it. Do not make resistance out of it. If you are doing what you are doing out of love and service and know that you are functioning to the best of your ability with all the integrity you can muster, then you are simply shining as a light. You don't have to feel like you are creating friction in that sense. Understand? Yes. Share what you are willing to share from the heart. Allow them to experience the idea that the only reason there is the negativity at all is because they have a great deal of fear about themselves themselves and are simply projecting it onto the child. Sometimes the idea in your society of facing that you have that much fear can be in and of itself a very fearful recognition. But the idea once again is simply that do not forget the child also chose in that sense to be born to those individuals and also the playing out of the scenario of attracting you into its life, the child's life, is a part of what the child also is a part of what the child also is. of what the child also wishes to share with the parents it chose to be born to. Okay. So that the child is also assisting by making the decision to attract you. Understand? Yes, yes. That's a nice way to look at it. Do understand you're not doing it by yourself. Okay. Okay. Why would I be involved in all these people's lives like this? I'm not sure my participation in why I'm... You're not sure. Well, I know on a level I'm doing my job, but what I'm saying is... Well, is it what you want to do? It's because I come so involved in the family's life and so many families' lives. Because you are willing to be of service to allow yourself to be an example for change.

be involved in all these people's lives like this? I'm not sure my participation in why I'm... You're not sure. Well, I know on a level I'm doing my job, but what I'm saying is... Well, is it what you want to do? It's because I come so involved in the family's life and so many families' lives. Because you are willing to be of service to allow yourself to be an example for change. How can you not become involved when you have chosen to do what you have chosen to do? How can you not be involved automatically in the intertwining of intimacy and relationships? Is that not what you are being of a system? with? Yes. Well, how can you not be a part of it? How can you not recognize that each and every one of those is your family, in a sense? That's a good point. How can you not recognize that you, in that sense, are a child of the family of your earth and are simply speaking with the voice that you have for the other children? Thank you very much. I have one more thing. My twin sisters here with me. My twin sisters here with me. me. And the question I have to ask you is that we're very opposite. Yes. Very different. So? And I mean, just completely opposite. And I was wondering. So you are nice polarities for each other. Well, we learn a lot from each other. Well, yes, of course. Then what more is there to say? That obviously serves the purpose. Okay. You can see in the idea of your twinness a mirror reflection, in a sense, of all the things that are polarized to you. So you can learn. more and more of who and what you wish to be and vice versa. It is a very creative and clever way that many of you have created to show yourselves reflections that you need to see that you will not necessarily exhibit from your own self. That is one of the services of twinness. It really, really reminds you in a very strong and graphic way that everyone around you is literally a mirror of many of the things that you need to learn to be who you want to be. Great. And also, sometimes, sometimes, understand that you come from the same basic oversaw. And you may have been able to create an idea that, well, let's see. There are certain things I wish to experience the over soul is saying to itself in this life, and there are certain other things I wish to experience, and to some degree by the definition of the society I am being born into, these things are quote unquote mutually exclusive by one person to experience both of them, but not by two. So how about if I become two people who look the same?

see. There are certain things I wish to experience the over soul is saying to itself in this life, and there are certain other things I wish to experience, and to some degree by the definition of the society I am being born into, these things are quote unquote mutually exclusive by one person to experience both of them, but not by two. So how about if I become two people who look the same? Representative, therefore, that I am the same basic idea but experiencing the polarity of itself. Understand? Yes. Thank you very much. Well, thank you both. Very much. And thank the one that you both are. Shooting. Could you please, I know, I know, Please, I notice that you do something that looks like Mujah's with your hands as you speak. This is simply an automatic reaction of many different things, an automatic reaction in the channel's body. Sometimes it will be, as you say, directed by us, and sometimes it will be quite automatic. One of the things it represents is an energy balancing that is going on, not only for the channel, but for us to be able to communicate with all of you. Another thing sometimes it represents is a literal orchestration of the combined energy of our consciousness in this interaction. Another thing that sometimes it represents is exactly what you use your own hands for the idea of underlining a particular point, calling it out to your attention. Sometimes, however, and more often than not, what the idea is representative of is the fact that there are many levels, many levels, that I am communicating with you upon. The physical channel only has a few ways to show you to physically interpret the fact that you are being communicated with on many different levels. them is vocally. Another is simply the hand motions. It lets you know you are receiving information on levels that you may not be hearing in an audible fashion. Understand? Yes. Actually, when I was waiting to come up here to talk to you, I was trying to get in touch with the question I wanted to ask of you that would excite me the most. And my feeling was that I just, I wanted to have a nonverbal interaction with you. And this probably is an appropriate time and place to do it. But, yes. Many times, the idea of what you call nonverbal interaction will happen between yourselves and us in a spontaneous method when we are focused on the issues at hand and interacting with us in spontaneous way. Very often when you call out a specific desire for such a thing, that specific desire in and of itself places so much focus on the idea of the nonverbal interaction that it actually cuts itself off short. It usually happens more often than not when it is a spontaneous and unwatched thing.

and us in a spontaneous method when we are focused on the issues at hand and interacting with us in spontaneous way. Very often when you call out a specific desire for such a thing, that specific desire in and of itself places so much focus on the idea of the nonverbal interaction that it actually cuts itself off short. It usually happens more often than not when it is a spontaneous and unwatched thing. And sometimes, and in no way, shape, or form is this meant to be derogatory. But very often because of the level of vibratory frequency that many of you operate on, the idea simply be with that I will not be able to pick up on the idea of your thoughts very often if your vibration is too unlike the vibration that we are, because telepathy is a matter of strong identification of like frequencies. So very often we will not pick up upon the idea of your telempathic thoughts, simply because they may not be of the frequency that is representative of the modality that I am being at any particular moment. But when it occurs, it usually occurs spontaneously. Understand? Yes. Does this a sister? Yes. Thank you very much. And pleasant dreams to you. Shedding! Hello. And to you good day! I don't know this is the type of question to ask you, but from me standing here, what do you feel for my presence? One moment. The first thing is I feel yellow-nish. Yellowness, as you say. An energy of yellowness. It's because I'm scared. I don't know why. But it is not the idea of yellowness. yellow in that sense, per se. It is the idea more of the use and examination of your analytical side of your mentality. The idea of posing questions to yourself and reflections to yourself and pondering to yourself in, to some degree, a thought process mode. So the first vibration we pick up from you is yellowness as a frequency, as an energy. Now there are a few patterns forming, directions, loops, swirls, self-reflections, self-considerations, one moment, one moment. A rosy glow in one particular area indicating a lot of heart energy. Do you feel very vulnerable in certain circumstances? Are you exploring the idea of vulnerability in that way of opening up your heart in that sense in intimate terms? Yes. Are you afraid to do so? I don't know. I've been going through a lot. This was the second part of the question. Lately, I've been feeling the presence are something that happened in a past life. I don't know why it keeps coming. Ever since I came out to California, it's really strong out here.

the idea of vulnerability in that way of opening up your heart in that sense in intimate terms? Yes. Are you afraid to do so? I don't know. I've been going through a lot. This was the second part of the question. Lately, I've been feeling the presence are something that happened in a past life. I don't know why it keeps coming. Ever since I came out to California, it's really strong out here. It's to the point where one time I woke up and I couldn't remember who I was, but I was, I remember that I should remember the room, and I sat in front of a clock that I got for my graduation, that I should remember, and I sat and watched the time go by, and I couldn't remember who I was. I remember that I should remember all this, but I couldn't remember. Oh, all right. I was someone else. Yes. And it's been coming in parts like that. It's almost as someone, I'm sure it was me, but, or something keeps coming into this life and distract me. Distracting you from what? Distracting me, I don't know. From what? From my life. Your life. My life. Present. Well, what is it? Is it what you wanted to be? From what I know, yes. From what you know, all right? What do you know? Oh. From what I know I want. What do you want? That's a really hard question to ask. I mean, answer. Why? Because what do I want? Yes. What do you want? Happiness. Happiness. Happiness. I want to be loved. You want to be loved. You are loved. You are loved, infinitely. You are made of love, literally. Why does this thing, or whatever, this presence, keep coming back to me, and it keeps coming in my mind. It's almost like I want to be hypnotized so I can go back to my past life to understand what is going on. To some degree, that can be representative and of assistance. But if I may, let us say, wind the conversation back a moment. I would like to point out the idea that you said that this thing is seemingly distracting you from the life. that you are, but you are saying that the life you have contains many wants, which means the life you have isn't the life you want. What if what you are feeling is not a so much distraction from the life you want, but a quote-unquote orientation towards the life you want? What about that? Okay. Well, does it seem like that could be possible? Does it seem like you are being distracted from a life you don't want? Hmm. I can think about it. Oh, more yellowness. More yellowness. Think, think, think. All right. The yellow band of mentality. All right. Fair enough. How do you feel, if I may, change the subject? Okay. When you think of greenness. How do you feel? Alive.

you want? What about that? Okay. Well, does it seem like that could be possible? Does it seem like you are being distracted from a life you don't want? Hmm. I can think about it. Oh, more yellowness. More yellowness. Think, think, think. All right. The yellow band of mentality. All right. Fair enough. How do you feel, if I may, change the subject? Okay. When you think of greenness. How do you feel? Alive. Alive. All right. Does any other coloration come into your fancy? Not at the present moment, no. Oh, do you have a favorite color? Um, white. That is all colors. A totality. You like white? I don't have a real favorite color. Oh, all right. Then white it is. All colors. What does it signify to you? Whiteness? Cleanness. Cleanness. Clarity. Yes. Sounds like you've heard this before. Oh, one or two or a thousand. Times. But once again, every time is the first time. So I'm hearing it for the first time. Because you are you, and I am a different mean. now. This whiteness representing clarity, does it also seem to represent a full expression of self? Energy. In a way, yes. All right. Now you have, I will assume, being paying attention to our conversation with other individuals this night of your time. Yes. Is there anything in particular that excite you more than any of the thing that you're not yet. doing. That you could be doing, but that you don't do for one reason or another. Details. I heard you talking about someone earlier about ignoring the details. Yes. That has a lot of things that I don't do is because I worry about the details. Oh, all right. For the moment, at least in this conversation, let's put the details aside. They can come back if you want them to. right now, ignoring the details, as you say, is there an idea if you didn't have to think about the details that you would love to do? Not at the present moment. I can't, nothing is coming to my mind spontaneously. Have you ever had a picture of something you would really have liked to have done but didn't because of the details? No, basically everything that I've pictured, I've done. Oh, really? Yes. Oh, all right. And these things that you have pictured, have they been things you wanted to do? Well. Well. Interesting. So you are saying you have no problem doing things you don't want. Every one of these things I pictured that I didn't want to do, I was able to do with no problem. All right. Fair enough. So you have the power, you recognize you have the power to do what you picture. I guess what you picture. asking is how do I focus it? We're getting there. We're getting there. We're getting there. We are perhaps in your estimation going through the back door, but that's all right.

of these things I pictured that I didn't want to do, I was able to do with no problem. All right. Fair enough. So you have the power, you recognize you have the power to do what you picture. I guess what you picture. asking is how do I focus it? We're getting there. We're getting there. We're getting there. We are perhaps in your estimation going through the back door, but that's all right. There's a reason for it. Now, these things you say you did that you didn't necessarily want to do. Is that a correct estimation? No, not really. All right. You did. You did want to do them. Yes. Oh, all right. Did it give you happiness to do these things? No. Why not? I don't know. It's like I'm doing everything that I should be doing right now, but yet I feel something's missing. Everything you should be doing. Can you name some of these things you should be doing? I'm living where I want to live. I work with what I want to work with. I work with the type of people I want to work with. Stop. Start again and name all these things specifically. Living where you want to live. In what sense do you mean that? Do you mean in a building or in an area or? Area. All right, such as? As the beach. The beach. The beach. All right, the beach. And this makes you happy? Yes. All right. We got one. And you are working, you say, doing something that makes you happy as well? Yes. What is it? Television. Television. Can you be specific? Well, everything in the aspects of technology. Technical television, learning how to edit. Yes. Shoot, exactly, tape. This is how I learned about you. It's because we were dubbing a tape for someone in here. All right. There are no accidents. Now, the idea of all these things you are saying, gives you pleasure to do these things? That's just it. There's something missing. All right, all right. May I ask you a question? Go ahead. Why are you doing all these things? Do you have some. particular intention in mind that is represented by the reason for why you are doing all these things and learning what you're learning. Is there some way you wish to apply all this knowledge? I suppose I take it one day at a time and it will come, whatever it's going to come. One moment. One moment. Back up again. Do you have, I'll put it this way, some ultimate application for all these things you are learning. Do you have, in your terminology, a goal in putting together all the things you are learning and applying it in a particular way. As a goal in television or a goal in my life? Well, let's start with television. Oh, God, we could be here all night. Not really. Do you have a particular goal in television?

you have, I'll put it this way, some ultimate application for all these things you are learning. Do you have, in your terminology, a goal in putting together all the things you are learning and applying it in a particular way. As a goal in television or a goal in my life? Well, let's start with television. Oh, God, we could be here all night. Not really. Do you have a particular goal in television? No, I do not. No, you do not. So, in other words, these things you are doing then. Why are you doing them? That's a good question. Oh, thank you. Why are you doing them? Because I guess I'm, in my mind, somewhere it says I'm supposed to. I'm supposed to graduate from college. I'm supposed to move out here. I'm supposed to pursue my career. Your career. How did you decide upon this career? I like television. You like television. All right. You like it. All right. Now, is there another way you could express the idea? When you say I like television. Do you mean you like the mechanical device? Yes. Itself? Yes. Well, what you call the box itself? No, no. I'd like the aspect of putting it together, putting a show together, making it all work. Oh, you like the creative aspect of the assemblage of the information and the presentation of the information. Is that what you're saying? Correct. Ah, you like that. So you like putting it together? Correct. You're sure now. I want you to be sure. I'm sure. All right, all right. So in that sense, then are you saying that what you are doing is enjoyable for you? Yes. All right. Now, is there somewhere you wish to take this? Do you wish to put together your own shows, as you say? Is that something you would like to do? It hasn't come into thought, no. Hasn't come into thought. Well, think about it right now. Is that something that you could use all the things you are learning to apply that towards? Would that excite you? In other words, when you say I'm excited and about the idea of the creativity, the idea of television itself, the presentation, the information, does that mean then that you get your thrill, as you say, by putting this all together? Does that mean that you would really get a bigger thrill if you put it all together yourself? Yes. Oh. Well, so are you saying then that this is something that you can, in your terms, work towards? Okay. I'm asking you. I'm not telling you. Yes. Yes, I guess I can. Do you find that that would be happiness for you or exciting for you? It would be exciting, but I don't know of happiness. I think happiness as far as, that's, you're talking about work. Oh, one moment, one moment, one moment.

Oh. Well, so are you saying then that this is something that you can, in your terms, work towards? Okay. I'm asking you. I'm not telling you. Yes. Yes, I guess I can. Do you find that that would be happiness for you or exciting for you? It would be exciting, but I don't know of happiness. I think happiness as far as, that's, you're talking about work. Oh, one moment, one moment, one moment. Now, you are telling me, I believe that excitement in one area of your life does, not necessarily mean happiness in all areas? Is that what you're saying? I don't know. I don't know the quit say. You have just, I will assume, intimated to me that since you said I am talking about work, that if you became excited about what you do as a work, that that wouldn't necessarily mean that other areas of your life would be happy. Is that what you're saying? I guess that's not what I meant. Oh, what did you mean? I meant that in the way that my work, I'm excited about what I'm doing my work. I've come a long ways. I've accomplished a lot. But are you saying that your work, even though it's exciting, doesn't make you happy? No, I guess I can't say that either. It does make me happy. Well, all right. Then are you doing something that makes you happy and is exciting for you? Yes, I'm in the progress of it. You're what? In the process of it, I should say. Does that mean you're not there yet? I'm getting there. Why aren't you there now? Because I'm on a stepping. So what? So what, what? In other words, is that not a part of the idea of the doing? Or have you created an assumption that these particular steps, as you already said, may be only necessary, but maybe for you, they're not? You see, here's the idea. Perhaps you have been focusing on the details so much that you do not even allow yourself to begin to conceive of what you may call the overall intention of which you may call the overall intention of which. the details are apart. If you can discover as to some degree you have just done, at least as an example now, this idea that let's say the broader idea is that, yes, yes, yes, I like putting it together, I want to put something like this together myself. But I'm not doing that yet. I'm focusing on the details and the details don't make me happy. Now, it may only be your assumption that the details you are using are the only ones you could have used. There may be other details that can automatically happen in your life to still give you the knowledge you need to do the thing that really excite you.

want to put something like this together myself. But I'm not doing that yet. I'm focusing on the details and the details don't make me happy. Now, it may only be your assumption that the details you are using are the only ones you could have used. There may be other details that can automatically happen in your life to still give you the knowledge you need to do the thing that really excite you. And you simply are not finding those details, the ones that you could be happy doing because of your assumption that only these details, the ones that don't make you happy, are the ones you have to do in order to someday do the thing you really will be happy doing. Are you following this so far? The idea, therefore, is to not focus on the details. is to finally understand if you can get a notion of what the details you are working with now might lead to, focus on the idea of what it might lead to, and then work it backwards from there to discover and attract into your life whatever details can get you there that are also as representative of happiness as the final thing itself. You see, the thing itself exists. now. What you call your ultimate goal of expression and experience and happiness exists now. No, it exists now. Let the final thing send you the details that are representative of its energy. The details that will get you there, but the details that will be representative of the same energy. Not the details that are not representative of the same energy. Is this making it? sense. There are many ways you could do what you want to do. It may only be that you are confining yourself to doing it in ways that you think you have to do it, and those methodologies, those details may not be as representative of the final thing as you think. Let the final thing, envision the final thing, be the final thing, get excited about the final thing, and let it send you details and methodologies to get there that are representative of the same energy. Because the details can be as exciting. But not when you focus on particular ones that you think you have to use, and those may not be representative of the final thing you want to do. You may be working with a lot of assumptions that you have to do it exactly this way, and well, yes, someday this will make me happy, but the way I'm getting there doesn't make me happy. You don't have to choose a path that is not a path that is not not representative of the happiness you want. In a sense, that's contradictory. If you are doing details in that sense that are not representative of the thing you ultimately say will make you happy, then those details will not get you there.

well, yes, someday this will make me happy, but the way I'm getting there doesn't make me happy. You don't have to choose a path that is not a path that is not not representative of the happiness you want. In a sense, that's contradictory. If you are doing details in that sense that are not representative of the thing you ultimately say will make you happy, then those details will not get you there. Trust that the thing that makes you happy, the idea, the scenario, the vision, whatever that is, that you know would represent your happiness and excitement can send you details and methods and patterns and patterns. that are only representative of the same level of energy. And that all the details can be happy to you. Can be just as exciting as the thing they will ultimately lead you to because they are extensions of it. Understand? Is this making any sense to you? Yes, it is. Is it working on some level for you? Yes, it is. Is it clarifying some of your concepts for you? Yes. How do you feel? Better. In what way? Are you more green? Can you feel that I'm more green? Are I am I still yellow to you? You're a little greener. Take a few more deep breath with your mouth open. How does that feel? Better. Do you feel pretty green? A little bit. A little bit green. What would allow you to feel as green as you can imagine feeling? When you think of feeling green, what do you picture? Well, don't think about it. Well, you tell me to think about it. No, I said, what do you picture? I picture a metal. A me a lot. All right. I picture life. Life itself. Oh, very good. Life itself. Which means experiences. Yes? Yes. All right. Any symbol that works for you that helps you feel green. Picture it and picture yourself involved with it. And breathe it in and be the idea. And attract to yourself the method. that are representative of your connection with nature and life itself, because nothing in life has to be tedious. There are always methods that are completely aligned with the thing you want to do that will get you to that point. You never have to do or use methods that have nothing to do with final result. Understand? Okay. Let yourself discover them naturally. Now, one moment. We still perceive to some degree that there may be a few definitional barriers within you. One moment. Let I ask you a question. How would you feel, or, to be fair, how do you feel, how do you feel, fair, how do you think you would feel if you yourself were on television? How does it feel when you think of that idea? I don't know. I've always wanted to be behind the camera, not in front. I understand. I'm still asking you a question.

few definitional barriers within you. One moment. Let I ask you a question. How would you feel, or, to be fair, how do you feel, how do you feel, fair, how do you think you would feel if you yourself were on television? How does it feel when you think of that idea? I don't know. I've always wanted to be behind the camera, not in front. I understand. I'm still asking you a question. I've never tried it before. in your imagination now. Imagine that you are on television. How do you feel? I don't mind it. Oh, I'm glad. I don't mind it. I'm glad. I don't mind it. Well, I mean, what kind of answer do you want? I mean, what do you mean, what do you mean, what do you mean? Just tell me how you feel. How does it feel to imagine that you are, in your terms, on television? Being the focus of attention. I like it. Oh. Why? I like the attention. You like being the focus of attention? Do you believe you have enough conviction to really carry it off? No. Ah. Why not? Not enough practice. Not enough practice? Practice. All right. But understand this. If you like it, it means you have the ability. Understand? Yes. If you didn't have the ability, if you did not create the ability, you wouldn't care for it at all. It wouldn't cross your mind. You wouldn't know you like it. You don't have to worry that being the focus of a focus of attention means in a sense that you will not still be able to do some of the behind-the-scenes things you need to do. You don't have to worry that your ego will get out of control. I'm just speaking in general terms. You don't have to worry that it will go to your head. The idea is that you can express yourself to the fullest capacity you really want to. You really can. It's really all right. Give yourself. mission to go the distance. It's not a trial. It's not a struggle. It's all right to stand in the light. It's all right. Because you're made of light. Maybe sometimes yellow light. But light nonetheless. It's all right to like those things. You don't have to sneak up on it from behind the scenes. you can jump right into the light. Knowing that will progress you more quickly and along lines that are more enjoyable to you. So here's a suggestion. Tonight of your time, when you are at peace in what you call a restful or meditative state, practice jumping into the light and say, ta-da. Here I am. It's me. And this is what I have to share. Then see what comes. Just play with it, all right? Okay. Well, thank you very much. Thank you. Whether you may analytically know it yet or not, you have turned a key in a lock.

suggestion. Tonight of your time, when you are at peace in what you call a restful or meditative state, practice jumping into the light and say, ta-da. Here I am. It's me. And this is what I have to share. Then see what comes. Just play with it, all right? Okay. Well, thank you very much. Thank you. Whether you may analytically know it yet or not, you have turned a key in a lock. See what happens over the next period of approximately three days to three weeks within your life. lifestyle. We thank you. Thank you.