Making Choices (Part 4 of 4)

When I was a little kid? Are you asking now for the idea of circumstance that brought about your forcing yourself to look at this? Yeah. To some degree that is connected, yes. But the point is, is that in a sense you visited yourself from the future as a child. Do you understand? I visited myself... From the future. From what future? What you now call your present? Going back there, you created the visitation that you experienced as a child. You understand? So what the... Okay, so the feeling... All right, all right. You want to look at this linearly. You were a child. Right. In what you call your past. Yeah. You had this experience of this being manifesting near your bed. Right. It scared you. That being is a projection of you from now, from having gone back there now, and projecting back in time to yourself as a child. We do that a lot? Yes. To create a cycle, a loop, to bring yourself forward in a certain energy, to show yourself certain things, give yourself certain challenges, and at the same time help yourself, in a sense, from the future to integrate and incorporate the idea into a new understanding of your present. In a similar fashion to the way that we are, as you know, the channel's future self. And so you could say that the channel's future self is now communicating back to the past self and creating a third identity that is different than both of us, so to speak. All of you do this for yourselves as well. You don't always necessarily know you're doing it, but you're doing it. You just gave yourself an opportunity to glimpse and a memory of the fact that you did and do. This trip that you call now, your recent trip, is the trip wherein you projected yourself back to the past and thus remembered having the experience. Because now you could complete the cycle. Because now you're on the other end of the visitation of yourself. And so could remember, remember, remember the instance. The incident, the event, and the reasons for why you exposed yourself to allow yourself to walk that particular path to become who you now are so that you can now integrate this idea of before and after and then move on into something different and more expansive. Right. Because there's so many things that I feel now, I was trying to decide, if I should talk to you about, that happened during this visit and happened recently. And they tie into all that. Yes. We would imagine that while you at the same time had that memory of visiting yourself as a child, you also had an experience that we would label as a visit from a more future self to your present self now.

so many things that I feel now, I was trying to decide, if I should talk to you about, that happened during this visit and happened recently. And they tie into all that. Yes. We would imagine that while you at the same time had that memory of visiting yourself as a child, you also had an experience that we would label as a visit from a more future self to your present self now. In other words, you mirrored the idea of what you were doing to yourself as a child with a concurrent visit from a future self to your present self. Future self, meaning not a man, another being. It can be a future nan. Yes. Okay. It could also be beyond that. But what we are simply saying is that at the same time you began to integrate your memory of having done it in terms of visiting your past self from your present self, you simultaneously gave yourself the experience of a visitation from a future self to your present self. Okay. Do you remember what that was? What experience did you have on this trip that would be perhaps representative of receiving a visit from your future self? Well, I'll tell you this right now, and that's what I was just going to comment on. My mother was repelling me. I could not stand being around her. All right. And I felt that, I mean, I felt guilty for feeling that way, but I also felt very, I also felt okay about being honest, just going, I don't like her. I don't like the... You recognize that her vibration is not necessarily aligned with your preferential reality. I mean, it seems to be going so much aske Yes, you do not have to judge the being to recognize that simply as an observational fact. Yeah. So that was occurring during this visit. And therefore, that vibration is not what I prefer. Yes. And I felt... And the experience, to some degree, was spurred on by your future self, which is more completely not that vibration. And thus imparted to you the level of, quote unquote, discomfort you felt by showing you how different you actually are in your full future self from the vibration of that reality you were standing in at the moment. Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm. And there are other things that were representative of contact with your future self or from your future. Like what? You tell me. What other incidents happened to you? What are the revelations and understandings opened up for you? Well, not in reference to the visit, but it just happened recently where I was invited to a party where that individual that I had the intimate relationship, with this year. Yes. We'll be there probably. And it put this pit in my stomach, and I hadn't seen this person in four months. Yes. And I was afraid. All right. And what did you do?

What are the revelations and understandings opened up for you? Well, not in reference to the visit, but it just happened recently where I was invited to a party where that individual that I had the intimate relationship, with this year. Yes. We'll be there probably. And it put this pit in my stomach, and I hadn't seen this person in four months. Yes. And I was afraid. All right. And what did you do? Well, I thought, my goodness, you know, this is the extreme reaction. I mean, I thought, why does this individual represent such a great fear for me? And I felt that he was, he is sort of like every time I ever felt rejected, every time I ever felt unloved. All right. He is epitomizing that to give me an opportunity to do what? To realize that that's not what I prefer, that I don't look outside myself for love. It's right here. Thank you. And did you use it that way then? I'm working on it, you know? You're working on it. I mean, I didn't like get it and go, okay, I'm over that one. I mean, I'm unplugging and I'm looking at it. No, all right. Take whatever amount of time you deem is necessary until you allow yourself the obvious. Well, you know, I wonder why I choose to... to take so long, because I was surprised that I still was plugged into that. All right. Why do you choose to take the amount of time that you do? What do you get out of doing so? Exactly. It doesn't necessarily have to be a negative thing, but I'm simply asking you the question nevertheless. You know, I thought that, because I asked myself that. What's the motivation? Why do you take the amount of time you do? Pro and con. Why? Well, let's see. The pro, I guess, would be because, or what I think would be the pro, would be the pro, would be the pro, what I'm familiar with, what, you know, doing what I would think would be, why is that a pro? Because you're, we find comfort in that, even though it might not be what we prefer. So it's a state that allows you to feel you can continue to move ahead? Possibly, yes. All right. Anything con about it? Yeah. What? It's painful. It's painful, and why is that a con? Because I don't prefer to feel painful. I feel painful. Oh, I see. What, are you using your pain in a positive way? I think so, yeah. I believe I'm transforming myself because... Then are you saying that the pace you are traveling is the perfect balance between your idea of pro and con in this circumstance. The dynamic tension that determines exactly the amount of time the process you are creating will take based on how you have defined. you have defined the balance between the polarities in this issue?

using your pain in a positive way? I think so, yeah. I believe I'm transforming myself because... Then are you saying that the pace you are traveling is the perfect balance between your idea of pro and con in this circumstance. The dynamic tension that determines exactly the amount of time the process you are creating will take based on how you have defined. you have defined the balance between the polarities in this issue? I feel that it's coming to a point right now. This month feels like an exciting time in that way. Oh, all right. And I felt like almost like I reverted when I went back to my parents' house. To some degree you did so that you could identify and understand in a way that would allow you to bring it into your present in an integrational manner. But that's all right. That was part of the mechanism you deemed was necessary to understand it and integrate it. Well, yeah. also see the extremes like this is what I prefer, this is what I don't prefer. Yes. And so coming back from being in that state where I was sort of low and then being offered this opportunity to look at this. Yes. You know, I wasn't like at the high point I was before I went. And so... But again, it served a purpose, which is what we said earlier about sometime the vibration needs to be lowered in order to actually serve the purpose of the higher vibration. Right. Right. That's what we were referring to exactly as a perfect. example. Mm-hmm. I definitely feel like this is an opportunity to learn a lot and grow. Of course. And to go to this event. How would the future you treat it as anything but? Right. Exactly. Instead of being, oh no, I'm so sad. Correct. Correct. Okay. Thanks for that. Thank you. One moment. Is that all? Yes. Thank you very much. Thank you. Number two, do you know who you are? All right. Number one. Greetings. And do you a good day. I have a couple things I'd like to talk about tonight. Yes. The first one is in regard to this health situation that I've been going through. It seems to be a series of learning steps. Yes, exactly so. The most recent one is when I had a friend who's a psychic and a healer working on me. He said that what I'm getting is you've had so many past lives or I'm tapping on lives where I've tied into the Christian dogma of suffering. Nice. Some of that is so. Now, I even bought that into this life, and even though that's not a part of my consciousness, my consciousness, I really, I really, I said, I think that's really true. Obviously it is a part of your consciousness. A lot of validity. Yes. So then after thinking of this, I said, well, this is not Marley to know.

lives where I've tied into the Christian dogma of suffering. Nice. Some of that is so. Now, I even bought that into this life, and even though that's not a part of my consciousness, my consciousness, I really, I really, I said, I think that's really true. Obviously it is a part of your consciousness. A lot of validity. Yes. So then after thinking of this, I said, well, this is not Marley to know. I reject this. I reject this. And when I share this one somewhere else. Reject this. it. Well, I reject the idea that... You reject it. That's the question I was going to ask. Instead of accepting, it is the rejection of this idea that causes the difficulty. It is the acceptance of this idea as a total portion of yourself, or a portion of your total self, that will allow it to be integrated. Well, I do accept that, but I want to... Then you don't need to reject it in order to not experience it. If you totally accept it, totally accept it, unconditionally lovingly, the effect will fade. If that's what you mean by, quote unquote, rejection, all well and good, but sometimes the utilization of the term rejection will imply the erection of a barrier that will actually bring about more of the symptomologies of that which you do not. of that which you do not prefer. That's what I was wanting clarification for because someone else said you need to be one with it. Yes. Well, I don't want to be one with that idea, because that idea is not of my conscious reality. Being one with it in this sense means accepting it as a portion of your total self completely. Accepting it in the way that it served you. Accepting it in the sense that if it is now manifesting in any way, shape, or form, bringing your attention to it, then there is somehow somehow a reason for this, and by using it with that attitude and understanding, you will accept it and use it in the manner that will allow it to transform into something else. I can accept that. Yes. Okay. All right. That gives me the clarification that I wanted. Thank you. And the other thing. The other thing, totally different. Crystals in Atlantis. Crystals in Atlantis, yes. Well, and Atlantis. And Atlantis. A couple weeks ago, someone asked about the validity of Edgar Casey. Atlantis and you said there was a high degree of accuracy to that. Yes. So I was led to get that book and start reading it. And it talks in there about those who created the material out of the spiritual. Nice. I found myself very attracted to that. I have been attracted to. That's because you were there. Well, I guess I can sort of assume that. Because I... Right. We're not saying it for any other reason. It's not a big announcement.

of accuracy to that. Yes. So I was led to get that book and start reading it. And it talks in there about those who created the material out of the spiritual. Nice. I found myself very attracted to that. I have been attracted to. That's because you were there. Well, I guess I can sort of assume that. Because I... Right. We're not saying it for any other reason. It's not a big announcement. We are simply making what you would call a confirmation. Okay. Okay, good. So in this life, as of recently, in the past year, I have created my own version of this, of my own, what I call, an energetic manifestation process. All right. How have you translated into present terminology? Well, it's a combination of making very positive affirmations in the now, putting a lot of emotion into them, being thankful that they exist now. Yes. the same time holding a crystal to amplify that energy. All right. Thus, in a sense, crystallizing your intention. Yes. All right. Now, this has seemed to work for me. Yes. But my question is, does it work just because I believe it? Or, since this is a mechanical process, I want to know if it would work beyond me, so that I could teach this to others. In some senses, yes. Because the idea is that it not only works because you believe it. works because you believe it as a personality construct, but you also deeply understand it and believe it on a fundamental collective consciousness level as one of the recognitions of the agreed upon representations of physiological reality being recognized as vibration. So it's a very fundamental, foundational belief that keys directly into the idea of how you've all agreed physical reality shall manifest, and thus in that sense it can be taught to others. Yes. Okay. Does that help you? Yes, it does. Now, when I first started this, I was led to use a small crystal ball, but then recently, especially after reading this, the information I got would be better to use a crystal in the shape of a pyramid. Go with your instincts at any given moment. Whatever you feel helps reflect greater crystallization of your intention is what will work for you at that moment. There are various ways to approach this. Go with your instincts on this. You know what you're doing. Okay. One more thing, somewhat related to this. I'd also talk to you previously about the... You are very familiar, if I may interrupt you, with the idea of the octahedral formation of fluorite, you know. Especially in what you would call it's blue-violet cast. This is something you have worked with before, and if you wish to do something that's a little bit more pyramidal, you perhaps will find great effectiveness with this. The octahedral fluorideational formation of what? Octahedral fluoride. In other words, that's a little bit more. double four-sided pyramid.

very familiar, if I may interrupt you, with the idea of the octahedral formation of fluorite, you know. Especially in what you would call it's blue-violet cast. This is something you have worked with before, and if you wish to do something that's a little bit more pyramidal, you perhaps will find great effectiveness with this. The octahedral fluorideational formation of what? Octahedral fluoride. In other words, that's a little bit more. double four-sided pyramid. Point up, point down, bluish violet in color. Octahedron. Okay. Thank you. Yes. Now, so I asked about the Akashic records, and you'd said it was crystals, and then I said I had this visualization of a multifaceted crystal. Yes. Yes. It is represented in your physical reality domain by the idea of access through crystalline organization of information. Yes. Okay. Well, very recently, I had a vision of a similar thing, it was a multifaceted crystal. Yes. It was, this time it was larger. This time, in our reality, it would be about seven or eight inches in diameter. It was on the carpet, and it was rolling toward me at an angle, and then it turned and started rolling directly toward me. Yes. So I've looked at this, I've given a couple interpretations to this, is that I'm coming closer to the door of the Keshik Records. Yes. Yes. Creating my reality is coming toward me. Yes. A greater awareness is coming toward me. Yes, you are going deeper and deeper and deeper and deeper into yourself. Yes. Into your doorway, your gateway, your connection to the idea of access to all that, crystallinear informational pattern matrix. And since it was on a carpet, that means it's coming to me smoothly? In a sense. Yes. Buffered to some degree. Yes. That's what I've come up. That's what I've come up. It is also coming to you foundationally on a fundamental level, what you call the floor. Oh, okay. Does that help? Yes, it does. Thanks very much. Thank you. Number two. Hi, Bashar. And are you good day. I'm new to your teaching, so I'm new to you then. We are new to you then. And it is not so much a teaching as it is a reflection and a remembrance that all of you are teaching us as well. Thank you. But do proceed. Today, my essence and focus was about making my third-dimensional box bigger. Oh, all right. I would like to have some information from you about how to achieve that. First define the idea that you call your third-dimensional box becoming bigger. Well, you were stating that we are big, big, big, bigger than we can imagine bigger. Yes. And that's what I would like to experience. Here, then, is the paradox. you will always find the greatest amount of power in paradox. You follow? Yes.

box bigger. Oh, all right. I would like to have some information from you about how to achieve that. First define the idea that you call your third-dimensional box becoming bigger. Well, you were stating that we are big, big, big, bigger than we can imagine bigger. Yes. And that's what I would like to experience. Here, then, is the paradox. you will always find the greatest amount of power in paradox. You follow? Yes. Because that which seems to be polar opposites, obviously both stem from a central point, and that central point contains all the power that manifested the apparent opposites. So when you discover paradox, that's when you know you're standing squarely at the center of your present power. The idea, therefore, of expanding what you euphemistically call your third-dimensional box is the understanding that you don't live in a box, that you don't live in third-dimensional reality. That third-dimensional reality is contained within you. Do you understand that concept? I understand it and I'm not experiencing it. I would like to... And I ask you the fundamental question, the burning question of the age. Are you ready? Yes. Are you sure? Yes. All right. Are you doing in your life the things that would excite you the most or not? And hesitation usually means no. Right. Thank you. Then the next question is, of course, why not? Why are you not acting on your highest excitement every moment? Why are you not acting on the opportunities that represent your highest dreams, your highest visions, your highest joy, what are all the reasons you have been taught to believe are real for why you are unwilling to move and act in the direction of what you know in your heart is your highest joy, but somehow cannot bring yourself to take action upon? What are the reasons for why you are not living your highest joy at every moment? You want me to go into them? Yes, I do. And first of all, before you do. At this particular moment, Do you have a particular thing that you have designed right now for this moment to be representative of something that would be far more exciting than what you're doing in your life right now? Yes. And what would that thing be? Yes. My heart's desire is to travel around the world with my twin flame. First, be your own twin flame. Do not put conditions on what you yourself are capable of doing on your own. Yes. You understand? Again, there's the paradox. The more you act like more of yourself, the more capable you are of attracting an individual or individuals to reflect your wholeness to you instead of assuming you need the other individual to be complete. Preference. Don't be tricky. It may truly be, but in most individuals on your planet we find that it is not a preference so much as it is an anxiety that they feel.

You understand? Again, there's the paradox. The more you act like more of yourself, the more capable you are of attracting an individual or individuals to reflect your wholeness to you instead of assuming you need the other individual to be complete. Preference. Don't be tricky. It may truly be, but in most individuals on your planet we find that it is not a preference so much as it is an anxiety that they feel. think that that has to happen that way. They make it such a strong condition that they will not believe that they are in and of themselves whole without it. You follow? I follow, but. And if it is truly the preference, then there's nothing you have to focus on. Because what it is truly, that it is a preference in your life, will automatically occur at the exact right moment. You follow? Yes. However, remember this principle, mechanically speaking, you cannot experience a reality you are not the off the state of first. Do you follow? Yes. What is it about traveling that excites you so much? I love diversity. Do you now? I love to taste and smell and experience. I see. I see. Then are you traveling now? Yes. As much as you would like to? I would do it constantly. Then why don't you? I attach to money. Yes, I know. That's one of those reasons. Reasons. talked about. Right. Why are you fixated on the idea that that is what is always required? Why do you allow that definition to stop you from being yourself and exploring or allowing the opportunities that could come to you wherein money may not be required? I've had this discussion with myself many times. I see. And what did you tell yourself in this discussion? Well, I've traveled and I've traveled without any money and it was- And why can't you do that? I can do that. I can do that. It was... Then why don't you? Preference. Oh, come now. Really? Really. Then if it really is your preference, then in that sense there's really nothing to discuss, is there? Is there? For if you really find that it is your preference to travel at some times and then not travel at other times, and that really is your preference, meaning the thing you prefer the most, the thing that excites you the most to choose at that moment, then you're doing what you love to do every moment. And there is, in that sense, no need for a discussion, is that? Thank you. Do you understand it? I do understand. It's the paradox that I have been turning over and over in my hands lately. Do you feel that something is lacking?

your preference, meaning the thing you prefer the most, the thing that excites you the most to choose at that moment, then you're doing what you love to do every moment. And there is, in that sense, no need for a discussion, is that? Thank you. Do you understand it? I do understand. It's the paradox that I have been turning over and over in my hands lately. Do you feel that something is lacking? There is great joy in my life, and I'm coming to a place where I believe that I believe I believed to be in service was my highest service, and I realized that for me to experience my joy as myself is my highest service. Yes, because if you cannot be yourself, how can you help anyone else? Yes. It doesn't mean that you will not find that there will be times when you will express your joy of being yourself in something that many individuals would actually observe to be a service modality, but that will not really come about as true service if you are not being yourself first. understand. Yes, thank you. Does this help you in any way, shape or form? Yes, it does. I have another question. I was in Sedona recently, and it was a marvelous, mystical journey. All right, thank you. Yes. And? And I am grateful to myself for giving me this experience. All right. I was at one of the rock formations, and I declared that I was a pillar of light. And I declared that I was a pillar of light. Yes. And in that moment. light came out of the mountain and entered into my heart. Nice. And in that moment I said, I choose love instead of fear. All right. And I was wondering if you could comment on where that light came from. You. That are not just saying that everything that is reflected back to you in reality. Physical reality is a perfect mirror. Do you understand? Yes. You are seeing yourself over and over and over again in all the ways you can see yourself when you understand that there is nothing out there, it is only a reflection of the infinite that you are, of the portion of the infinite that you are. As you declare yourself to be what you understand your portion of the infinite to be, that is the reflection you get from the mirror. Plain and simple. Does that make sense to you? Yes. So in that sense it came from the infinite and it came from you. And it isn't either or. It is this and that. It is both, it is all. It is one. Does that make sense? Yes. Does that help you? Yes. No, maybe. What are you looking for? Augmen. Augmen. Does that mean anything? Augmen. Only in the sense of the concept of what you now are exploring as the opportunity for enhancing and refining more precisely.

it came from the infinite and it came from you. And it isn't either or. It is this and that. It is both, it is all. It is one. Does that make sense? Yes. Does that help you? Yes. No, maybe. What are you looking for? Augmen. Augmen. Does that mean anything? Augmen. Only in the sense of the concept of what you now are exploring as the opportunity for enhancing and refining more precisely. what it is at any given moment that represents your truth, and doing only that and not doing what is not your true self. It is a lure, in a sense, a guidance into more of yourself by understanding how important it is to not do even the most infinitesimal thing that is not the vibration of your truth. Because by doing so, you stop the process of being your true self. Complete. and utterly and totally. No matter how much bigger that portion of yourself may seem to be, the smallest speck of that which does not belong in your frequency will stop the whole process until you integrate it. Does that make sense? Yes. Does that help you? Yes, thank you. Then go fourth, go fifth, go sixth and seventh and eighth if you wish, but go where you know where you know you are. Does that help you? Then pleasant dreams to you. At this timing, we once again extend to each and every one of you, our deep appreciation and allowing our civilization to interact with your civilization in this way at this timing. Once again, our unconditional love to each and every one of you, we thank you for the co-creation of a new reality that is neither of us of us and both of us. Good day. How did it go? Thank you very very much everyone for being here tonight. We will see you again. Have a good night. Thank you.