Mechanics Of Personality (Part 1 of 4)

All right, I'll say, how are you all the right earth? Ukraine time to exist. You are all old pro. We will see about that. Not a test. Conviction. All right, all right. Go ahead. Don't take it first for me. All right. All right. Let me say, first of all, that along with that idea, now you can each begin to know that there are in this way endeavors. that you are partaking of and that you can partake of, which will exemplify some of the ideas in this way, that represent your dream self, your future self, as you thus allow yourself to place into your present this activity of your future self. In this way, you will find that you have, each and every one of you, come to some terms within yourself about what that represents in terms of what you would enjoy doing. Now is the timing for you to be as creative as you wish to separate out and delineate for yourself all the different ways that you can create out. creatively the being of Sarvesta, creatively be fulfilling the idea of yourself. Many times many of you will experience that you will allow yourself to recognize two, three, four, perhaps more ideas that you can experience simultaneously, that you can act out simultaneously, Allow yourself to know that if each and every one of them is something that excites you, you will find a way automatically to blend the timing of each and every one of those ideas, so you can partake in each and every one of them. You follow me. Yeah, yeah. Now, I have said to you many times, practice time is over, and you will find no, you'll find no. I know that the focus of our communication with you will take the form of the understanding in specific terminology of the idea of putting into active, active reality, that which you know yourself to me. Now, recognize as we have said, what would you call your personality is an artificial construct? It is not who nor what you are. You are not your personality. Your personality is created by your identity consciousness to serve specific purposes upon your planet in your physical life. your physical life here and now. Recognize that your personality is constructed from three basic ingredients, your belief, your feeling, and your mind. Each of these is a projection in a different aspect, in a sense, in a different rotation of your consciousness, of your knowing consciousness, into the eye idea of physical reality, and each and every personality on your planet is formed by those three basic functions of expression, relief, feeling, and mind or mentality. In this way, also you can understand that you have, do, and will continue to alter your personality. your personality many times throughout your physical life, as you take on different ideas of yourself.

in a different rotation of your consciousness, of your knowing consciousness, into the eye idea of physical reality, and each and every personality on your planet is formed by those three basic functions of expression, relief, feeling, and mind or mentality. In this way, also you can understand that you have, do, and will continue to alter your personality. your personality many times throughout your physical life, as you take on different ideas of yourself. This process, in a sense, will then allow you to know that your personality will alter according to the template that you give it. In terms of your soul-knowing choices that you have made for the creation of this physical life. Now you have many different methodologies of altering your personality on your planet. One of the most abrupt, yet many times treated in a negative fashion, is that idea you call depression. Understand that depression is not in an attempt negative until you judge it to be so. The only reason you have given the idea of depression, which is only meditation, of a sort, the idea of negative connotation is because in your particular society you find that the expression of that idea of withdrawing to the center of yourself to find the answers when you know you cannot find them outside yourself is many times viewed by your society as an anti-social act. You follow me? Yes. Now, this in your terminology, we will address as pure baloney. Recognize that you know exactly what you are doing when you go to the center of yourself. You know the answers are there. You know that is where you come from. You have dialogues with yourself, your higher consciousness, your knowing self. When you are in that state, you unlock all of the ideas of your belief, feeling, and mentality. Thus, in such a raw state, you surround yourself with a protective buffering field that you have come to know as depression. So that you can still, in a sense, function within physicality by, I'll say, posting a sort of physicalized washdog around you, setting up a screen. It keeps you focused in physical reality, letting you operate, however, in an unlocked fashion, so you can rearrange the ideas that make up what your personality is all about. When you thus re-lock, remove the screen, and re-enter, your, I'll say, day-to-day stream of life, your flow of life, your flow of momentum, recognize as you do, but have not really realized what it is, that when you re-emerge from the idea you call depression, you know that you do feel like another person, and you have said it yourselves many times, I feel like a new person. You are. Your person is a product of your personality. Both are. artificial construct. You have rearranged, redefined yourself. Given yourself a new set of parameters, a new perspective, a new way to see the overall idea of what you are.

is, that when you re-emerge from the idea you call depression, you know that you do feel like another person, and you have said it yourselves many times, I feel like a new person. You are. Your person is a product of your personality. Both are. artificial construct. You have rearranged, redefined yourself. Given yourself a new set of parameters, a new perspective, a new way to see the overall idea of what you are. And given yourself the opportunity and ability to have now a new type of personality which will then be able to react and relate to new ideas that serve your purpose within the next phase of your physical life. Do you follow me? Yes. There are other ways, one of which is called revelation within yourself or insight. Same thing, really, insight, depression, same thing. Revelation and insight are, in a sense, reflections of the rapidity with which the ideas you discover in depression can come about when you do not negatively judge the idea of going within. Do you follow me? You will have simply reflective insight and revelation and no need to experience depression as such. Allow simply yourself to know that you are the mechanic of your personality, personality. You have designed it and can take it apart and redesign it any way you wish. And in that state, that is what you do. Question. Yes. Yes. The other day I was going to the park, my favorite place, not far from a condo, and I ran over a bird. and I was thoroughly upset because, I mean, for me to run over a bird was kind of like something to matter here. And I couldn't, I didn't know what the message was. And, uh... Now, in very many ways in the same manner as we have just been discussing, understand that there's no need to judge. your depression, to judge your revelation, to judge the symbols. Recognize that animal allow you to recognize within yourself that you have the ability to connect without judgment to the symbols that you have attracted to yourself and have inner revelation and insight without judgment. You may simply know that it wasn't a that it was an opportunity for you to recognize certain other judgments within yourself about the idea of, I'll say, having realities that fail to take off, fail to fly, can become in this way crushed, brought down to earth. You follow me. I found that interesting because as soon as that same day, When I was leaving the park, I was going to a friend house to back into looking at a couple of old jobs, a couple of old things in terms of career that I had previously lived in. And for some reason I just thought, you know, I'm really wasted my time and getting back into something that I have left. And I related it to that. All right. And I don't know, but...

day, When I was leaving the park, I was going to a friend house to back into looking at a couple of old jobs, a couple of old things in terms of career that I had previously lived in. And for some reason I just thought, you know, I'm really wasted my time and getting back into something that I have left. And I related it to that. All right. And I don't know, but... after what you've said, I find it kind of interesting that that would happen in such timing. But timing is always perfect. Oh yeah, I know that. Recognize that you can all cease to be astonished by coincidence. Yeah. Well, I wasn't astonished. In fact, well, it was obvious to me there's something going on. there's something going on here, you know, because I've been out of place. You have been what? Let's see. I have been much more Senate. All right. We'll let you get away with that. Exactly. I have been much more synod and over a given period of time, and over a given period of time, I seem to really the joyousness of just living and breathing and, you know, being and recognizing that oneness with everything has really been coming through. And when that isn't happening, this other thing really comes through too. You know? All right. Now, understand two things. One, that again, you will find now, as we have said, that because you are beginning to give conviction to those realities within yourself, you will... begin to experience very little gray area in your manifestations. It will usually be one way or another. Very, as you say, black and white. Either you will be moving forward in your momentum consciously all the way, or you will feel you are completely utterly stumped. Now also, this symbol is a manifestation of the idea that you are still getting used to the of being able to have an unbroken momentum and that your arms do not have to get tired of flying. You follow me. Mm-hmm. You don't have to look at the journey as a matter of having to keep something up. You follow me. The momentum is smooth. Always smooth. No matter in what locale it deposits you. posits you, it is all a part of the flight. Okay, I'll ask the other one this afternoon. Somebody else. All right. First of all, I'd like to thank you very much for your opening statement. It was really great. The second thing is, what would the dimension to which the Mayans went be like for us? Now, it will be to some degree somewhat physicalized, but there will be a great deal more mobility within it as to what type of physical reality they can experience. You follow me. It is in some senses, some senses the idea of a future Earth, in a way, but also a past one.

It was really great. The second thing is, what would the dimension to which the Mayans went be like for us? Now, it will be to some degree somewhat physicalized, but there will be a great deal more mobility within it as to what type of physical reality they can experience. You follow me. It is in some senses, some senses the idea of a future Earth, in a way, but also a past one. one, one which they felt was more representative of humanity's connection to nature. But in many ways, this is also something that you are creating in your future. It is a blending in that sense. Many of them in this way have created for themselves what you turn to be, gardens of Eden, and also very clear technology as well. technology as well. Some, not all, not many per se, but some of what you have experienced, not so much in the physicalized version, but in the energy version of what you have experienced in your society as UFO are some of them, sort of taking a look at where you have experienced in your society as UFO are some of them, are some of them, sort of them, sort of they left. Seeing what became of that dimensionality, realize that shifting into another dimension was the product of their curiosity and they have not lost that curiosity. If one were to access other dimensions via the crystal skull, would they be able to choose the kind of dimension that they wanted to access? At this time, we perceive that this will be the rarer of the cases. For the most part, you may find that they have endeavored to synchronize their vibration in such a way with the vibration of anyone who would use the skull so that you would probably be most likely to step into their reality first before continuing on. From there, you may access as many dimensions as you wish, but understand that you have that ability in this dimension as well. Simply that if you have that if you use that particular symbol or device, you are more likely to follow the flow of their direction because that is what they set up that device to do. I see. If one were to use the crystal skull and access the other dimension, would that person ostensibly disappear from this dimension? It is a possibility. We will not in this, I'll say, sense, nor at this time, lay you odds. on any such idea, because it will be at that time quite an individualized event will have to do with quite a great deal of restructuring of the personality, and as such, you will find that you will experience that ability within a great unlocking of realities, and thus, in a sense, it is wide open for interpretation, nothing we can pin down. Okay, I'm going to ask you a trick question. All right.

odds. on any such idea, because it will be at that time quite an individualized event will have to do with quite a great deal of restructuring of the personality, and as such, you will find that you will experience that ability within a great unlocking of realities, and thus, in a sense, it is wide open for interpretation, nothing we can pin down. Okay, I'm going to ask you a trick question. All right. Do you or can you perceive the reason behind why I'm asking all these questions about that skull. All right. Is it as simple as simply wanting to use it? Not so much, no. Are you looking for someone? No, I'm not. That's two down and tend to go. Thank you. Love trick questions. Let me see. No, thank you. I'm having very much fun. All right. May I ask you for a hint. Now, allow me to ask a question you may answer you do not have to. Okay. Are you telling me that you do not want to use it? I'm not saying that I do not want to use it, but that is not my use it. not my immediate purpose in asking the questions. Oh, right? Do you wish to make a story out of this? Yes, I thought that. Yes, that's very good. What kind of story are you perceiving that? perceiving that. Adventure. What medium? What medium is actually my question? Do you mean film? Right, good. All right. That is, that is in case. And the reason I'm asking him is, of course, to get reality, to make it realistic and as accurate as possible. I've expressed the idea to my agent, and he thinks it's an incredible idea. a fabulous idea put it that way. So I'm currently putting the story together. And I would like to ask your help and the help of the people of Esasani, just in whatever way they can help me to put this thing together and communicate the idea to whomever will listen to it and watch the movie. Now, our assistance to you will remain in the form in which you are experiencing it now. Yes. Understand you have your own momentum and your own dialogues with your own higher consciousness, that will assist you. Mm-hmm. I'm aware that. You always, always have the gift of our energy. You make use of it any way you wish. All right, thank you. I certainly will. Now, allow me to inform you that dialogues with the individuals who discovered, as you say, this skull will, in an of themselves bring up many fascinating stories in terms of their experiences when they first uncovered it. Are these people still alive? I know it was discovered in 27. The initial discoverer is not, but we believe the daughter is. Great. Is she accessible? Again, in that area, you call Canada. With that museum, you will be able to trace who you need to trace.

who discovered, as you say, this skull will, in an of themselves bring up many fascinating stories in terms of their experiences when they first uncovered it. Are these people still alive? I know it was discovered in 27. The initial discoverer is not, but we believe the daughter is. Great. Is she accessible? Again, in that area, you call Canada. With that museum, you will be able to trace who you need to trace. Okay. Thank you very much. May we? Wish you loads of fun. Yes. Yes. I have three questions if I might. Number one. Okay. Last week we talked about attention in the back of my neck and I understand the answer to that. Now I've got some more tension between my shoulder blade. Same thing. Same thing. Okay. I wondered if that might in a way be related to a dormant relationship that has renewed this past week. If it is, it is only because you are making an association between your ability to channel more. to channel more of yourself and be more complete and using that relationship as a symbol. You follow me. No. In other words, that is the opening of the channeling chakra, the base of the neck, the shoulder blades. You follow me. As you allow yourself to channel more of your higher self, you may then have brought back or reinstated this idea of the relationship to give yourself something to reflect that idea. that idea back to yourself with. You may be using the relationship as an association for the opening of those centers. I see. You follow me. Yeah. Okay. Second question. I have been very attracted to wearing shades of gray, mostly lighter gray lately. In the last six months, I'm also wearing more silver or white gold jewelry where I always wore regular gold. regular gold before. What does it suggest? It suggests an admixture of a couple of lives. One connecting to the idea you call extraterrestrial, one connecting to the idea you call Atlantis. Aside from that, it represents the idea that, perhaps they are simply pretty. Yeah, I've never been really attracted to that attracted to that before, it's just a little bit unusual when I thought I'd ask. You, you have been attracted to that before. That is why you are attracted to it now. The you you used to be was not attracted to it. The you you are now always has been attracted to it. You are a new you. Yes, I understand that. Number three. Okay. I was doing some work the other night. the other night in the front of the mirror and a pass line for It was very much an Indian and he was trying to talk to me. His mouth was definitely moving. Could you tell me please what he wanted to tell me? No.

you you are now always has been attracted to it. You are a new you. Yes, I understand that. Number three. Okay. I was doing some work the other night. the other night in the front of the mirror and a pass line for It was very much an Indian and he was trying to talk to me. His mouth was definitely moving. Could you tell me please what he wanted to tell me? No. You will have your own journeys out of your body and dialogues and conversations and also connections as you form them with your higher self will enable you to be able to hear what he is attempting to. is attempting to tell you. So I should pursue this. Yes. Okay. Does this connect with last night I felt Cleveland, I spoke a watching television, woke up and this has never happened to me before, but I was totally disoriented. I had no idea where I was and I was in my own living room. I've lived there for five years. To some degree it will be a representation. representation. Now, it will be a conglomerate of many different ideas. We will not, in this way, at this time, piece them all out. But generally speaking, allow me to say that that particular time of your time in being out of your body you had such a degree of encounter on another level that you completely understood and brought back with you temporarily the idea of your physical reality as a complete illusion. You were not oriented within it at all. And it took you some time to reinstate yourself. You had experienced another type of environment that enchanted you very much. And thus when you woke up for a moment, you thought you were still there and could not make sense out of why things were so different. You follow me? Yes, I definitely do. Enjoy being there again. Oh, I know. Great, evidently. Question. I'm sure. All right, Hugh and you. Okay. Well, a statement and anything you might want to say about it, about me in the Ant Kingdom, Ant, A, A few months back. You did not think a white way. I took this little ant that was in a spider web, and I took this little ant that was in a spider web, and I got him out of it, and I really spent a lot of the way. really spent a lot of time taking, getting this little web off his feet because he couldn't walk. And I really spent a long time trying to pull it off. I really didn't want to pull his legs off or anything. I finally got... I am sure. I appreciate it. And then I put him back on the tree, and then this other little... This other aunt came along and saw him, because he was still having trouble walking a little, because he had some of the...

his feet because he couldn't walk. And I really spent a long time trying to pull it off. I really didn't want to pull his legs off or anything. I finally got... I am sure. I appreciate it. And then I put him back on the tree, and then this other little... This other aunt came along and saw him, because he was still having trouble walking a little, because he had some of the... spiderwebs still a little bit on him. And he took, the other little ant took him and carried him off. And then, lately, lately, oh that's cute. Lately, I find, like, an ant walking on me at various times. I'll be, like, in my car and I'll look down, there's an ant walking on me, and I'll be in my office, and I'll look, and there's an ant walking on me. I was in a sushi bar the other night, and there was an aunt. And there, I feel like, um... I feel like, um... I feel like there's some of... Like you are one of their tribes. No, like there's a blending of consciousness. Like the aunt... What did I just say? Yeah, right. Yeah. Now, recognize that in a sense, because of your past associations, it is not inaccurate to say that you are one of their tribe now. Okay. What about my past association? With the idea of tribes. Oh. The idea again. Oh. the American Indian energies and so forth. Okay. Simply in this way, you are still continuing to open up your dialogue with the animal consciousness, nature consciousness. Yeah. You are allowing yourself to establish rapport with many different individuals and levels of consciousness. You will find again that as you do so, they also, they also will become more familiar with you. And will, at times, thus accompany you, feeling very, very much at home with you. Yeah, I'd just even let them in a couple of these answers. Let them roam around me. I figured I'm, you know, why brush them off and just let them... Very good. You will find that as you allow your consciousness to begin to blend into these experiences, they can take you place. take you places that you have never seen before. Now, is this, you say individuals, I mean, on all levels, not just the animals, but I mean other things that I don't necessarily see. On another level, other things. That, but also what you term to be, vegetable and mineral. Develop these wrappers. You will find yourself existing at all. At times, more and more, in a blending of the physical and dream realities. On that level, they will appear to be a little bit different to you. Maybe a lot different. It will be up to you.

animals, but I mean other things that I don't necessarily see. On another level, other things. That, but also what you term to be, vegetable and mineral. Develop these wrappers. You will find yourself existing at all. At times, more and more, in a blending of the physical and dream realities. On that level, they will appear to be a little bit different to you. Maybe a lot different. It will be up to you. But at that level, you will have direct conscious communication, and they will be able to share with you and you with them, and you will be able to see as they do many other things. Really? It is in the world. It is in the same thing. this sense, at this time now, the beginning of conscious recognition of your power in that way, as your own version of a nature, spirit, or essence. Okay. Thank you. Thank you. Yes. Yes, the John. I have a couple questions. All right. I'm ready for the evening, but I'll just start with a couple. All right. The first series. which is one, considered one. Is that about... Is anybody trouble? Giving yourself Calver Park question. Why not? I have so many counterparts, though? I'd just well enjoy it. All right, for you all right. I want to speak with you about... I don't know what to call him, Mr. Entity from your planet that visited us Monday night. I've been trying to name him, but I thought I shouldn't name him. I should name him. He should name himself. But you mean the visitor? The visitor. The visitor. The trainee. The trainee. Oh, I don't like that term, though. All right. Mr. Visitor. Could you explain this? Okay. Mr. Visitor came as you night. The star. We all have a mystery. We weren't there on Monday. All right, allow me briefly. Yes. There was, then, within our association, the idea of being able to use the physical channel or being before you to allow another of my society to, in your terms, practice the idea of channeling through a member of your society. Oh, a trainee. Proceed. Excuse me, before you go any friend. He had to be there now. He was going to use Darrell's body too? He did. He did. Momentarily. Momentarily. How did he do? Pretty good. Does he sound? Was it near his eloquent? Or did he have the personality of the English language? Nor the command of the English language. But he did come through. Now, realize that I also do not have, quote-unquote, command of your English language. I don't need this. Well, you have more versatility with your words than he expressed. We have connection to the physical channel. Okay. Which allows for an experience that our friend does not yet have. He will learn. In a sense. Though that being has no physical lives upon your planet. Right. So it could be different. Yes. Okay. Anyway, Mr.

Now, realize that I also do not have, quote-unquote, command of your English language. I don't need this. Well, you have more versatility with your words than he expressed. We have connection to the physical channel. Okay. Which allows for an experience that our friend does not yet have. He will learn. In a sense. Though that being has no physical lives upon your planet. Right. So it could be different. Yes. Okay. Anyway, Mr. Visitor came to see it. And I have questions about that. One, I was really glad to be there. and share with him and welcome him. And feel that one day I would like him to come through me if you'd like to do that and channel. That'd be wonderful. This is not what has been arranged. There is another being already in this way having formed an agreement. That is why he was practicing for that arrangement. Okay, fine. Well, I have made an agreement with somebody. I don't know who yet, but somebody, I'm sure. Not him. Not him. I wanted to ask some questions about some of the things he said. All right. There was a sequence that he said, spectrum, light, environment, matrix. What? Over and over. I would like to know. What he was doing was he seeing our spectrum and the light division, and he was one, communicating to you people, that he had accomplished that, or what exactly was that about? He was in this way attempting to scan and form an identification with the diversification of analytical thought that you have in your society. In this way, understand that this is an experience, that he does not have much practice with analytical thought in your terms. Thus, there was a... a forming of an identification in the only way that would relate to the thought patterns which represent the quote-unquote normal thought patterns of our society. They came out in your terms very disjoindedly because there are several concepts that were missing. In other words, what you were hearing was pieces in a sense of a sentence. Okay. He said, Bid Lending. Bid blending, become idea. When he was saying, become idea, was he asking the person out here, the humanoid, to become the idea they were expressing and thought so that he could get a better handle of the vibration? In a sense? He was also simply saying, yes. I have become the idea you have shared. I understand. And then when he said bid blending, what did he mean by bid blending, bid equal, bid I think goodbye to the idea of blending and being equal with us. Is that right? Yes. It did. Okay. Not at this time. No, it was almost like if there was enough time or more exposure to him speaking in the manner that he spoke, we could like jump a level and meet him. Right, right. Halfway.

And then when he said bid blending, what did he mean by bid blending, bid equal, bid I think goodbye to the idea of blending and being equal with us. Is that right? Yes. It did. Okay. Not at this time. No, it was almost like if there was enough time or more exposure to him speaking in the manner that he spoke, we could like jump a level and meet him. Right, right. Halfway. In a sense, it was also for you a little bit more of what you turned to be an insight. We've gotten to be an insight into our thought processes. I was just going to ask you about that. You think real differently than we do. You don't add a height like we do. And what would, what would, like, a thought pattern be of yours, would you think, boy, that building is tall. Would you think like that? I am the concept of the height of the building. Oh, boy. Be, me, me, me. Is that the same idea? Sometimes when you talk and you leave out certain words, like, you know, like you say, we'll take break now. take break now instead of take a break. I mean, is that the same kind of ideas? At times, there will be in that sense, yes, a leaping over of certain concepts in their overall form as there will be from time to time blending taking place within the physical channel as well. It's kind of like getting right down to the point, you know? Yes. Kind of like leaving it, you know, it's faster. A lot of words can be, a lot of times we use a lot of excess excess words. You know, it's just words like right now. You speak so much about words being vibrations, and, you know, that I know that's true, and the way that we speak exemplifies fully what it is that we are and what is that we think. But? And... Thank you. Ah. You got out of that one. And I wonder how how, I wonder how, I don't mean to say this faster, or I wonder how much more we could acclimate ourselves to a different idea, closer to the way you are, if we were to be, if we were to be talking more in that way. You know how when someone in Spanish talks to you, well, you know, after a while, you start to understand them and blend with them. blend with them, even though you don't speak span, you understand. Yes. And you become the idea of what that person's language is. So... Yes. Would that not be possible to have conversations in that way more literally towards the way you speak? Would that not, in a sense, raise our vibrations? We have become the idea.

talks to you, well, you know, after a while, you start to understand them and blend with them. blend with them, even though you don't speak span, you understand. Yes. And you become the idea of what that person's language is. So... Yes. Would that not be possible to have conversations in that way more literally towards the way you speak? Would that not, in a sense, raise our vibrations? We have become the idea. So if you were to begin to speak to us in a way more closely align to the way you think, we would be able to be able to be able to speak to us. able to understand that way of thinking by communicating with our words in that way. We have become the idea. Thank you. Thank you. What? Share of the creation of the momentum pattern as you in this way choose. Ask your next question. Okay. Okay. I got it for sure. Um. Okay. There's, just throughout three, there's so many of twilight. It has to do with my purpose. I know we've been talking about purpose for a few months with me in the film project, and that already is a given for me. But I've been talking for a while with Daryl about, I don't know, feeling. I've been feeling, you know, this, expectation, so it has to be valid to help sort of spread your consciousness in ways that I can, vis-a-vis the radio shows, trying to design seminars that we can offer to people to bring in a newer audience, new audience. We talked about working on some books on IDMA manifestation, and I've talked extensively about that with him for a couple of months. May I interrupt you? May I interrupt you? for a moment. I prefer you didn't. I prefer you let me finish this thought. All right. Thank you. So, Monday night, you at the end of the thing, you talked to Margo about a book idea. And when you said that, I experienced such sadness all of a sudden because I thought, that was my idea and that's what I wanted to do. It will be of a different nature. Understand that the information in the book with Margo will be quite different. Different than what? Than the information in a book we would do with you. Okay. Anyway, I went through that sadness for a moment, and it made me think, I mean, obviously the idea of manifestation of idea is my whole thing, that and the idea of personality, personality really hit strongly as I've gone through some of these shifts for this life in my own. But I was thinking about that, and I wanted to ask you, I was sadness, I went through the sadness, I looked at it.

Anyway, I went through that sadness for a moment, and it made me think, I mean, obviously the idea of manifestation of idea is my whole thing, that and the idea of personality, personality really hit strongly as I've gone through some of these shifts for this life in my own. But I was thinking about that, and I wanted to ask you, I was sadness, I went through the sadness, I looked at it. I had lots of conversations yesterday with many different beings and was assured that I shouldn't be sad about that, that there's plenty of work for me to do, and I don't have to worry about my work not being there, because I sort of felt like a little kid who wanted to help set the table and couldn't, in a way. That was the symbol I came up with, and I, you know, I wasn't really hit with the symbol, but that's what happened for me. But I remember it a couple of years ago. I had an idea for a book called Morning Glory, and I had thought about it for a while and written a couple of lines and, you know, just, I have doors and drawers of ideas that have never been taken action on. But one day I walked in the grocery store and there was a book called Morning Glory, and it was almost like the first chapter was very similar, it was set in the country, walking down a road, and it just made me wonder if sometimes if the ideas just aren't sort of the, ah, you're in the ethereal, then somebody just grabs them and takes action, if they're not there for everybody. Yes. So when they are there for those who take action. So it's to take action on. Yes. Now, allow me to say that one of the reasons in this way, that our choice to communicate with you in terms more closely related to the ones you normally understand will be for the reason of what we have just experienced from you. In the sense that in our sense that in our citizens, civilization, the conversation, now, now, do not take this wrong. I'll try that too. Thank you. The conversation or the dialogue that you that you just gave to me would almost be completely non-understandable in our civilization. There were so many tries and butts and lacks of conviction in knowing yourself. It would have seemed as if, in your terminology to us, the closest perspective, is that you would not be sane. Huh? I like that much.