Mutability (Part 3 of 4)

not yet turned on. I think when I use the word I've sort of studying some metaphysic. Recognize that is not the idea that stands in your way. You are simply unsure. Listen to how you are describing it. Yeah. To anyone who was already doing it, you sound like nothing but hesitation. Yeah, it's blanking you. They recognize that it takes a person who is willing to be right here and right now to be of service, to be of service, to be. of service to people that are going through transformation you call death. Okay. Be within your own life, and you will be able to assist those going through death. Be willing to be alive. Otherwise, in that way, you will never convince them that life also awaits them. Okay, I like that. Thank you. Oh, one other question. Yes. Does shadows have any other purpose other than casting, say, the reflection of a solid object in this universe? Shadows! Do you mean physical shadows? Yeah, you can't touch, I guess you can see them, yeah. All right. You may recognize that that which you can see as a shadow, usually, except in certain conditions, will represent the only actual two-dimensional structure in your three-dimensional structure in your three-dimensional world. You follow me? One side of a shadow is completely two-dimensional. It has no thickness. Yet you recognize it as an object. Therefore, it will be just as accurately, symbolically reflective as a doorway into that idea in the same way that the physical universe three-dimensionally is a shadow of the fourth. To the fourth-dimensional viewpoint, three-dimensionality is flat, in a sense, and many times many individuals, individuals in your society when they form a connection in their fourth dimensional cells, will begin to look around them and feel that the reality around them is a little bit like cardboard, little flat of no such things. It's getting like that already. Yes. That is the symbol connection of shadow. So will we, now that you've mentioned it, will we, are we in this transformation that we're making, will we be operating more in the fourth? This is the idea. You are going, as we said, from third to first. fourth density. You are expanding into another dimension of yourselves. But isn't both dimensions without bodies? There is physical and non-physical fourth density. It is the last level in which there can be both. Fifth, sixth, and seventh are completely non-physical. You follow me. You will have light bodies. Question. Richard? Yes! You mentioned a connection between physical fever and transformation. Is that what I'm experiencing in my life? To a degree, understand that within the mass consciousness at this time, the idea of experiencing more rapid acceleration which is brought on by the integration of your consciousness will actually physically raise the temperature, because as we described before, of the friction between the higher and the lower vibration. and the lower vibration. You follow me.

Yes! You mentioned a connection between physical fever and transformation. Is that what I'm experiencing in my life? To a degree, understand that within the mass consciousness at this time, the idea of experiencing more rapid acceleration which is brought on by the integration of your consciousness will actually physically raise the temperature, because as we described before, of the friction between the higher and the lower vibration. and the lower vibration. You follow me. Yes, I think so. Maybe not totally. All right. Yes. You may simply understand it as simple mechanics. When you have something moving slower, pushing against something moving faster, it creates heat and friction. Mm-hmm, yes. You follow me. Yes, now I do. I had thought that that was what I was going through. Recently I received some advice that said, actually this fever is consuming important substance in the way. substance in my body and I had to supplement it and I What was that substance? Some oriental herbs, medicine herbs. Have you already acquired it? Yes. How do you feel? Any different? I had been, well basically the fever continues. All right. Oh yes. Now understand the idea is not to abate the fever. because that is the outside recognition of the acceleration. But many times because it is also a physicalized effect, many times it can in that way have certain chemical effects in that way, can be depletions. I see. I see. It's not that the idea of supplementation will abate the fever. It will simply make it so that you can go through it and transform and then lose the need to experience the friction because you will be identifying with the higher vibration. Yes. You may also replace your zinc. replace your zinc. Thank you. I received instructions a few years ago to learn to live on air and water. I didn't feel that that was something to apply immediately. Oh, very good. Allow me to say we would not have this conversation tonight if we have it. But I did feel that it was valid. Yes. advice of the transformation from the physical to the less and less physical and more into life. Yes. Yes. Thank you. Do you wish to take your break? Good idea. I'd like to ask one question first. All right. For sheriff. I mean, there's both a statement and the question because I guess there's a little bit of uncertainty on it and then sometimes there isn't any certainty. I find that I can take what is considered to be a heavy vibrational food. and accelerate the atomic and vibrational structure of it so that it doesn't have the friction that it would for a, for instance, I can take pasta, apparently accelerated to the point where it has the same vibrational pattern as a fruit. In a sense. Yeah. And what's the in a sense?

it and then sometimes there isn't any certainty. I find that I can take what is considered to be a heavy vibrational food. and accelerate the atomic and vibrational structure of it so that it doesn't have the friction that it would for a, for instance, I can take pasta, apparently accelerated to the point where it has the same vibrational pattern as a fruit. In a sense. Yeah. And what's the in a sense? In a sense being that there at that level then will simply be no differentiation between the different idea you call pasta and fruit. pasta and fruit. It will all be one vibrational idea. Right. So, so in actual fact, you can put those ideas in a vibrational pattern where you're not in any way negatively the effect of them. Yes, it will be for the purpose of experimenting with your ability to control reality in that way. But also understand the more you become of that vibration. Allow me to use a colloquial term, the more natural effect will simply be that you will lose the urge for that which does not. for that which does not already exist at that vibrational level rather than go through the entire process of needing to transform it. I've, you've said that before, I don't feel that the foods that I eat are because of urge, they're because of enjoyment. Same thing. Urge and enjoyment, same thing. Okay, fair enough. In that sense, in that sense, usually with food, same thing. Same thing. There can be the enjoyment from simply knowing that it is supplying what you need. There is that, yes. Right. But many times people will confuse the enjoyment and the urge. Simply understand again, you're not having to really worry nor think about it in either case. You will simply find that when you change your vibration, it will simply not occur to you that that would be something you would want. It will be as if you never had it to begin with. It will be always. almost like a foreign substance that you have never heard of. Beautiful. It will be a quite natural transition. By all means, continue to experiment of all the lines that you are. It will serve its purposes. True. Thank you. You may take short break. All right. Yeah, I want to ask you a question about the separateness of beings. Is it true that I have been channeling for the last six months that I call my spirit guides? Is it true that they are not, in fact, separate individual beings? Are they just a part of me? No. Recognize that when you say just a part of me. Okay, forget the just. All right. Are they separate individual entities or are you just? Or are they separate individual entities? Are they a part of me? How many do you feel there have been? Three? Three or four major ones, yes.

my spirit guides? Is it true that they are not, in fact, separate individual beings? Are they just a part of me? No. Recognize that when you say just a part of me. Okay, forget the just. All right. Are they separate individual entities or are you just? Or are they separate individual entities? Are they a part of me? How many do you feel there have been? Three? Three or four major ones, yes. Three or four that I have been primarily concerned with and had a lot of, like, a lot of, a lot of... Allow me say they are for the most part, two of them, mostly the idea you call portions of your consciousness. One of them. them is expressing and experiencing more the idea of having a connection, yes, but also being its own individual. In the future sense, you follow me. Yeah. Are you talking about our... I forgot. Okay. Okay, go ahead. In the sense that you have the ability. The ability as your future self to act as a guide for your present one. You follow me. Thus, it has its own life, in a sense, its own consciousness, in a sense, yet it is still connected in much the same. Why? But it would be the most separate of the three. It would be the most separate of the three? One that represents the future self will be the most separate of the three. One that represents the future self will be the most separate. of the three. The other two will be more connected to portions of your own consciousness that you are simply at this time willing to allow to blend with your overall consciousness. I see. Is the one that you're talking about, is that Billford? Do you have names for the others? Yes. Trumble and Punjabi. Do you have a name also for the idea you call spirit teacher? No, I was wondering if you had one, or if you could locate one, or if there was supposed to be one. The idea you experience that we will refer to as punale, will be the future one. Spunave? Your name? Oh, the one that I mentioned? Yes. Punjabi. Yes. Puneave for us, all right? Yeah. Will be the future idea. A spirit teacher? Of the guide? Of the three? You follow me? According to your own question. Spirit teacher! There are at this time too many different vibrations, which could result in too many different names for the same teacher. Okay. All right, thank. How do you feel about Punei? I have a tremendous amount of love for him and for Trumbull. What about Bill of her? Bill for tremendous love. All right. Is there a difference in the feeling between them for you? Yes. In terms of how you regard them, how you look at them, how you say, look at them, how you sense them, how you feel them. Personality wise, you follow me?

All right, thank. How do you feel about Punei? I have a tremendous amount of love for him and for Trumbull. What about Bill of her? Bill for tremendous love. All right. Is there a difference in the feeling between them for you? Yes. In terms of how you regard them, how you look at them, how you say, look at them, how you sense them, how you feel them. Personality wise, you follow me? Yeah, right. Yes, I would say, as far as my regard for them, there's no difference, but as far as how they feel, I think, I don't know, maybe it's just my imagination, but I thought there was a difference in their vibration. Oh, yes. There is nothing just about your imagination either. Now, what do you sense about the different viability? about the different vibrations of three. Start with Trumbull. Trumbull has a very heavy, billowing type of vibration, like a low voice. All right, what about Billford? Billford has a more finely tuned vibration, and he comes through with more of a flavor. All right, and what about Bunjave? Bonjave comes through with a... I don't know, it's kind of like a combination there of the two, and he has kind of a... It's hard to... It's hard to... put in words. Very good. Now you understand why that represents the future? Do you see the difference? I don't understand why that... You have started with the idea you call Trumbull, being the lower vibration, Belfour being second, Puniavi being the highest, because it is less, I'll say, describable, you follow me. Less definable. Yes. Understand in this way that when... when you know there is no need to define, as you somewhat do, you will simply be able to sense the idea of the connection you have with Punei. In an active sense, rather than a definitive sense. Yes. You follow me? Yes. From interaction with the idea of Puneabe will come some more inkling of the idea of the spirit. the spirit teacher as well. Oh, yeah. Yes, what I thought. Thank you. Thank you. Question. Yes. Just a statement. I had, as you're pronouncing Puyabe, I have a very nice high feeling of elation and familiarity with that. Thank you. Very good, yes. I guess that's me, huh? I guess. I'm just trying to assess who else spoke up at the same time. I have a series of questions. Now, obviously, you recognize at least some of the people who come, you know, week after week. Do you recognize all of them after they've been here a couple times? It will depend upon what changes they have made in their signature vibrations. We will usually recognize the basic signature vibration. There are always differences in the patterns that we sense. Okay. But are you normally? Many times we may have in a sense, if you will simply follow that I must use colloquialisms of your own language.

know, week after week. Do you recognize all of them after they've been here a couple times? It will depend upon what changes they have made in their signature vibrations. We will usually recognize the basic signature vibration. There are always differences in the patterns that we sense. Okay. But are you normally? Many times we may have in a sense, if you will simply follow that I must use colloquialisms of your own language. We will sometimes have more recognition for someone who has not been here than for some who have been here several times. And changed. I see. Okay. As there will be identification many times with those who have not physically been here, but we have had, in a sense, the opportunity to observe or interact with them on other different levels. Okay. Okay. Next question is, how, there seems to be a difference in how thoroughly you tune in the various individuals. Yes. Why is that? Why is that? It will be because of many things. One will be the willingness and allowance of the individual to open themselves to communication. Another will be that if we sense there is within the communication the opportunity to interfere with their free will or take their power away from them, the communication will be automatically limited. You follow me? Yes, I do. Okay, well let's, let's, I would like to look into a subject that you and I have discussed last week, that of Rita, and it seemed at the time that you did not tune into me at all, yet I didn't have any awareness, at least at the conscious level, restricting my willingness to communicate and be open with you. And the reason I feel that you didn't tune into me is because what you were discussing was 180 degrees off of the way I felt about the situation. All right. Could you comment on that? Simply again, recognize that we will never interfere with a chosen path. And in that sense, when you are choosing a vibration that is not in sync with our own in that way, you will be a closed book to us. You follow me? Yeah, I understand that. This is our service to you. We limit ourselves in that way so as not to interfere with your choices, so as never to give you the impression that we are telling you what you should think and what you should do. and what you should do. I absolutely follow that and I wasn't looking for that. We know. Okay. We are answering your question. Okay. All right. I'm interested in starting out, I'm interesting in knowing more about this. In fact, I'm still interested in knowing what I was looking for last week and, last week rather, and so the next question will hopefully... Hopefully. Well, we'll enlighten that. I use the term... Figuratively. Okay, hopefully, figure. Anyway.

you should do. I absolutely follow that and I wasn't looking for that. We know. Okay. We are answering your question. Okay. All right. I'm interested in starting out, I'm interesting in knowing more about this. In fact, I'm still interested in knowing what I was looking for last week and, last week rather, and so the next question will hopefully... Hopefully. Well, we'll enlighten that. I use the term... Figuratively. Okay, hopefully, figure. Anyway. Okay, well, I've looked at this, the fact that you were not really discussing with me the things that I already knew about the thing, about the relationship between Rita and I, and I, and I, aside from the fact that you from the fact that you said that you were closing yourself off from it because it was not in tune with your vibration. It was a reflection that you were closing off a vibration that reflected how we would look at the situation. You were creating your own vibrational reflection of the situation, much of which did not synchronize with our vibration of the situation, vibration of the idea of being expressed. Okay. Well, if that's the case, it was... You see, what I observed going on, at least consciously, is different from what I was feeling about the situation and from what I understand about the relationship between her and myself. All right. Now, simply, simply, simply... Okay. What we were... observing, if we will, within the energy was a contradiction from what he were saying and what he were hoping for. We observed, from our point of view, the contradiction of saying, I really do not care what she does, but only if she would do this. You follow me. I understand that, yeah. That that is what prompted our discussion with us. discussion with you. Was the sensing of that particular what seemed to us to be a contradiction within yourself? Okay, well, of course, I have projected myself into physicality in order to experience contradictions and the kind of stuff, you know, so that's... Additionally, as you may remember from, if you do recognize me currently, we talked about my viewing things from a Zen basis. Yeah. But don't forget, you can change that from time to time as well. Sure. But I haven't changed it to the extent that I don't do it anymore. All right. So, um... Are you doing it now? Can, if I, I mean, I haven't looked at specifically doing it that way. I mean, basically just... In other words, no. All right. Go ahead. Okay. Uh, okay. Okay. Okay. In any case, I'm interested less in what I'm doing, or less in what's going on with me in relationship to my relationship to Rita, then what's going on with her. That is our point. That is what we were describing to you last week of your time. Okay, let me, let me qualify that.

it that way. I mean, basically just... In other words, no. All right. Go ahead. Okay. Uh, okay. Okay. Okay. In any case, I'm interested less in what I'm doing, or less in what's going on with me in relationship to my relationship to Rita, then what's going on with her. That is our point. That is what we were describing to you last week of your time. Okay, let me, let me qualify that. From a standpoint of being of best service to her. Being a best service to any. best service to anyone is being interested in what you are doing within the idea of the relationship, not being concerned with what they are choosing to do. Okay. Yeah, it's not a concern. And it's not a concern with what they are choosing to do. I'm viewing what she is doing, but it is not, I see what is throwing me off is I don't feel the strength of concern or strength of that he seems to... All right. Allow us to then perhaps identify another word, see if this one settles a little better. All right. Fixated. How about strongly interested? Fixated. I don't buy it. Why are you strongly interested? Because I want to be. It's my choice. Yes. Okay. Then it is a fixation. You are choosing to affix yourself to a particular viewpoint with regard. with regard to being in that way more interested in how that individual is perceiving the relationship than in how you are perceiving it for yourself. Not more interested, equally interested. I'm interested in both how both of us are perceiving it. All right. Then, if you are equally interested, is there any need to pursue anything? As if you are totally equally interested, you will understand that you will give yourself all the information you need from yourself. information you need from yourself and that other individual will give you all the information she needs to for the idea that you need to explore as well. Therefore, whatever it is that does come from that other individual will be exactly the information that you need if it is truly equal interest. Okay, the information may not be on a conscious basis because I don't get that information for that other individual on a conscious basis. Let me see, what I'm coming from here is I was, it was indicated to me via a somebody who does spirit guide sessions, from my spirit guides, that she was interested in exploring suppression this lifetime. And my, flowing her, the love that I had for her, in our terminology, threatened her ability to experience suppression without popping out of it, without... How did it threaten? How does love threaten? Well, in this particular case, in a previous lifetime from the new point of time. All right, never mind all of that. Love does not threaten. Individuals may choose to be threatened. Love does not threaten.

in exploring suppression this lifetime. And my, flowing her, the love that I had for her, in our terminology, threatened her ability to experience suppression without popping out of it, without... How did it threaten? How does love threaten? Well, in this particular case, in a previous lifetime from the new point of time. All right, never mind all of that. Love does not threaten. Individuals may choose to be threatened. Love does not threaten. Okay, well, I said, you know, in our terminology. All right, stop. All right. Do you understand that through the translation device you call the medium? Yeah. We are still able to use your terminology and understand that we still said it differently than you. than you. You said it differently? Understand that you said, my love threatened. Yes. We said love does not threaten. I get that. You understand that in what you turn to be plain English coming through the mouth of the physical channel. Therefore, in that way, when we say that there is a difference in saying it that way, understand that there is a difference. The idea that, well, I was just being colloquial, does not do it. The way you said it is the way you meant it subconsciously. Therefore, there is a difference subconsciously, unconsciously and consciously from understanding the difference between saying, my love threatened and love does not threaten. But that people choose to be threatened. All right. I totally understand that. And I realize that it was her choice. Right. Okay. It is her choice, yes. Indeed. Right. Totally. So in that way, when I do flow her love, she rejects it for the purpose of not wanting to blow her suppression games for the next few years. Right. Okay. Now, I wanted you to comment on that and... There is nothing to comment on. If you are sending her unconditional love, she is still doing what she wants to do, you are doing what you want to do, no comment necessary. There is no expectation of any change. of any change within the sending of unconditional love. Therefore, get on about your life. Okay, well, see, the question was this. Since I still have a great relationship with their kids, and I'm therefore around her on occasion, I want to deal with her in the best possible way. What has felt right is currently for me to deal with her kind of in a cold fashion. And I was wondering if I am... Do you feel that in that quote-unquote cold fashion you are still not sending her unconditional love? conditional love. Oh, I know that I am. All right? Then no big deal.

kids, and I'm therefore around her on occasion, I want to deal with her in the best possible way. What has felt right is currently for me to deal with her kind of in a cold fashion. And I was wondering if I am... Do you feel that in that quote-unquote cold fashion you are still not sending her unconditional love? conditional love. Oh, I know that I am. All right? Then no big deal. Within the idea that it is all right for you to express unconditional love and allow yourself to show that in your beingness, without necessarily in that way physically interacting, but simply knowing that it is there within your beingness and allowing yourself to relax within the idea that it is all right to exemplify that. However, she is there. chooses to react as her choice. Okay. You cannot coddle her. Well, on that point then, I was, see, it has kind of puzzled me why I felt it would, it was, it was, um, it was of service to her to treat her somewhat coldly. I mean, this is what I'm confused about. It seems like it's right for me to do this at this time. this time. You can recognize that an individual may be requesting of you to be aloof. You may feel that there is validity in granting the service of acting that out for them. Yeah. Does not mean that you have to feel any different about the idea of still sending them the unconditional love. Oh, I do it simultaneously. I'm told to them and I'm loving her at the same time. All right. But the weird thing about it, see, I'm still, I'm still experiencing, um, dropping old habits and dropping old viewpoints, okay? So for me, it's like, here I'm treating this person coldly, and it's like, gee, this is something that I was trying to get away from. All right, quote. Then you may redefine the term coldly. Okay. Understand that if you are simply in that way, following, I'll say, allowing yourself to be of service to her wishes to act aloof, then you can understand that, since you are sending unconditional laws, since you are being of service to act aloof because she requested, you are not acting coldly. I understand that. I was just not sure that I was getting the message from her, the request from her to act coldly, or whether it was something that I was doing for myself. It seemed like it was for her. All right. And this is what I was asking you last week. All right. Allow us to suggest Yes, please. There is no need to, in your vernacular, act coldly. Be yourself. But, within yourself within that idea. Be warm. Be cordial. Be open. Be open for the opportunity of that individual in that way. To then share whatever she may wish to share with you.

for myself. It seemed like it was for her. All right. And this is what I was asking you last week. All right. Allow us to suggest Yes, please. There is no need to, in your vernacular, act coldly. Be yourself. But, within yourself within that idea. Be warm. Be cordial. Be open. Be open for the opportunity of that individual in that way. To then share whatever she may wish to share with you. If you would rather understand that you may simply be not cold, not aloof, but simply press. simply preferential. Preferential. In the sense that you may be more acting within a professional attitude, but not coldly. In other words, all right, if you wish to make this idea of this relationship something that will give you, in your terms, space, and allow me to still send you the unconditional love, then I will come, I may still talk to you openly, lovingly, in that you lovingly in that way. Simply you, this is speaking to the other individual, may know that in no way shall perform how I speak to you has any bearing upon any assumption that I am making of what my communication with you must do for you. Therefore, you may even, if you wish, go so far as to actually express this. My being warm in speech and tone and demeanor towards you has nothing to do with expecting you to change. It is simply that I know that my reality is in sending you unconditional support for any choice you make. Therefore, why should I not... Therefore, You may even if you wish go so far as to actually express this. My being warm in speech and tone and demeanor toward you has nothing to do with expecting you to change. It is simply that I know that my reality is in sending you unconditional support for any choice you make. Therefore, why should I not? Simply act the idea of that unconditional support and be one warm in my demeanor towards you. It does not carry an expectation with it. Therefore, there is no bind upon me to cease being the way I know I am. You can express it this way quite blatantly. Yes, in certain respects I have a while back. All right. Then let it go. Okay. How does that feel? Well, it feels fine. Uh... It is my preference to just be warm for her, but I'd rather not create an uncomfortable position. You are not. Condition for her if you are not. She is creating it for herself. Right, okay, I understand that. There is a point beyond which you need not take responsibility for their creations as long as you are clear and straight with them and with yourself about your intentions and your integrity and your feelings. Beyond that, it is their choice to feel if they decide to. Yeah, I understand that. Well, see, I can do either way.

her if you are not. She is creating it for herself. Right, okay, I understand that. There is a point beyond which you need not take responsibility for their creations as long as you are clear and straight with them and with yourself about your intentions and your integrity and your feelings. Beyond that, it is their choice to feel if they decide to. Yeah, I understand that. Well, see, I can do either way. I can, at a moment's notice, I can change. And I'm wondering, is there one way? Which way do you want to be? I want to be of service to her. Then be of service and be of service to yourself as well, by not denying yourself the feelings of being of service in the sense of simply knowing that you can be warm and cordial because that is what feels better to you. Well, yeah. Yeah. All right. Again, do not coddle her. Yeah. In some levels, you then will be offering her to the chance to feel that you are actually removing support. I understand that. All right. Okay. Thank you. It just doesn't feel all that terrible bad to attack totally to Earth if that helps her could feel the surprise. Again, since you have clarified the idea. It is up to you how you wish to act, but understand if you are acting cold out of deference to something you have already explained, then you are not being yourself. Yeah. All right. Okay. In other words, really doesn't matter what I do. Not really. Except that it matters in the sense that if you allow yourself to be yourself and know that the communication is already understood, that being yourself in no way poses an expectation. expectation, then there is a difference. Because then in saying, well, now I must act cold is not how you feel like acting. Yeah. Then you are denying service to yourself in that way as well, and actually denying service to her. And if I feel like acting cold, then I should act cold. Oh, yes. Got it. All right. Thanks very much. Thank you. Van you. Okay. I noticed something like my observation at me and it seems like with other people, but people, but this tremendous excitement that I used to feel the energy that I felt last spring when you were all here, is winding down to feeling like we're more becoming in a not so excited, not so in a dream state. I mean, the more like we're walking around half in a dream, half in reality. Yes. Both are really. I miss the excitement that I used to feel. Do you recognize? and realize how many times you have said this? Yes, I'm still missing it. And I'm wondering if other people are missing it too. What difference does that make? Are you saying misery loves company? No, not particularly. I'm just wondering if they are feeling the same thing.

like we're walking around half in a dream, half in reality. Yes. Both are really. I miss the excitement that I used to feel. Do you recognize? and realize how many times you have said this? Yes, I'm still missing it. And I'm wondering if other people are missing it too. What difference does that make? Are you saying misery loves company? No, not particularly. I'm just wondering if they are feeling the same thing. There may be the feeling of allowing yourself to begin to be more in step with the accelerated energy and thus not feeling there to be such a difference between the state you were in the way. the state you were in than the state you are in. It does not have to translate into missing anything. They may be feeling it, but they may not be missing it because they may be of recognizing that what rate they are traveling at now represents the rate of a new idea. And they are not making the comparison as you are, you follow me. You only miss when you make a comparison, when you make a judgment. There is no loss. Where you are now. is more of an integration of that momentum. To allow you to do the things that you said you wanted to do in Fort Density, what is there to miss? Thank you. Thank you. Nice. Hi, old Bajar. It's nice to see you again. I just wanted to share something, but I need to ask a couple of questions too. All right. I think a couple weeks ago I came to see you and I told you I've been in touch with certain beings and they were They were light blueish. Yes. And almost transparent. And that they had been wrapping me in this light. It's almost like they were preparing me for something. I finally figured out what they were doing. Oh, yeah. But yes, I will. What I got was that lots of love, extreme amount of love, was there. Guys. It was unbelievable. Oh, oh, oh. obviously you could believe it. I know, but it's so much there. It's just hard to put it in the words. All right. I feel it. Very good. And what they were doing is because of this, this going from third to fourth and fifth densities here, it was like I was speeding so fast and I was having problems with energy. And they kind of like wrapped me up in this light. And it kind of like, have helped me. All right. Physically. Alright. And... Understand you made the agreement in that way you created for yourself as well. Right. Therefore it was not a problem. No, no, there's no problem there. Thank you. But also, I have a feeling... At first I thought they were you. And I was going to ask you if they were or not, the beings were... And now?

in this light. And it kind of like, have helped me. All right. Physically. Alright. And... Understand you made the agreement in that way you created for yourself as well. Right. Therefore it was not a problem. No, no, there's no problem there. Thank you. But also, I have a feeling... At first I thought they were you. And I was going to ask you if they were or not, the beings were... And now? Now I have a feeling they're very similar to you. similar to you. I think they're from serious. Or, yeah. Alright, why? Just, I don't know why. I just decide to have a feeling. Alright, very good. And I was going to ask you if you knew who they were, though, anyway. Not specifically the personalities, but yes, the serious energy, yes. Yes, we know. Great. You know, but you didn't, yeah. Now, but I also know that it was also you too, because... Only in the sense that our consciousness, as yours is linked to ours, ours is linked to theirs. That's what I meant. Yes. Now, what has been going on with my body, the last couple weeks, is... It's, you know, like little atoms going off. It's... the insides of my body are changing. Yes. The blood, the metabolism, and so forth. And it was really a great feeling. It was just so different than I felt good about it. Yes. Wonderful, isn't it? Yes! And this week, it's kind of subsided to some want to a tingle. All right. And I always wonder what else I can expect. expect. You can expect nothing. Otherwise, you will not allow it to happen. When you put expectation upon it, you do not experience what you are giving yourself right now as valid. That is a part of the unfoldment. What is happening right now is a part of what you expected some time ago. Allow this to be valid, and more can occur. All right. The Timling! in that way is, again, your ability to synchronize with the energy you were given, and there is not now such a great comparison between the two levels, because you are now in a different level. Thus, having acclimated to some degree, now allows you to do things. If you are in a constant state of feeling overwhelmed, you would not be able to do anything with that energy, with that acceleration. You follow me? Yes. Therefore, you have lost nothing. Nothing has subsided. subsided. You have only acclimated. You have climbed another rung. Great. Now, I understand that there is going to be a lot more coming in the autumn months. Yes. Can you just tell me a little bit about that?

If you are in a constant state of feeling overwhelmed, you would not be able to do anything with that energy, with that acceleration. You follow me? Yes. Therefore, you have lost nothing. Nothing has subsided. subsided. You have only acclimated. You have climbed another rung. Great. Now, I understand that there is going to be a lot more coming in the autumn months. Yes. Can you just tell me a little bit about that? Only at this time that within the mass consciousness, there is within this opportunity of the 9th, 10th, and 11th months to do a to do as you are doing, to acclimate to the accelerated rate, so that you can provide energy to certain situations which you are creating to happen, mid-1986 of your time, so as to involve yourself globally in making a decision to what vibrational reality you wish to subscribe. You follow me? Yes. There will be events and primarily a few very large events that will affect the global consciousness in such a way that each individual, not in the colloquial sense of the term, forced, but each individual will force themselves to take a stand on what type of reality for the entire world they really wish to identify with. I see. I also am moving to Phoenix, Arizona. I just... Oh, what a coincidence. Yeah. It's like I was, it's almost like a, well, I was tall in a sense, and I'm compelled in a sense to move there. Alright. And I did drive up to Sedona. Nice. And it's beautiful. I understand why it's such a place. And I did see a ship, uh, distant. All right. It was great. It was like a shooting star and it was going in the opposite direction, not down towards the earth, but out of it. All right. You're right. But, um, so I am moving and, um, it's like I'm, I'm expected to move, so I am. You are already there in a sense, yes. Oh yeah, I'm there, yeah. Thank you. Thank you. I really appreciate it. I'm sure. I want to make sure. Yes. Well, I want to make sure you were done there, but I still wanted to get in my, I guess like two cents, but I'll say my million dollars. All right. Thank you. We talked about my future self as maybe not being in physical form. Yes? And yet, there's still no reason why I couldn't be in contact with my future self. Of course not. Okay. Sometimes I feel alone. I guess it's because I don't have a... Pamela. Pamela. Yes. There is no reason why you cannot be your future self as well. Mm-hmm. I guess I think, well, it's supposed to have some kind of other name besides my name and that. But then I've also said, well, maybe with that, I'm creating separation, which is more aligned with my purpose, is to create none. Very good.

not. Okay. Sometimes I feel alone. I guess it's because I don't have a... Pamela. Pamela. Yes. There is no reason why you cannot be your future self as well. Mm-hmm. I guess I think, well, it's supposed to have some kind of other name besides my name and that. But then I've also said, well, maybe with that, I'm creating separation, which is more aligned with my purpose, is to create none. Very good. Also, because I was thinking when this other young lady was sharing, and Chris? Mm-hmm, Chris. Hi, I'm Pam. Okay. And... And... And I use this a lot too, and she used it and a lot of people do just the terminologies. I was told to do this. I was told to do that. But really, we're telling ourselves. Yes. You are creating the situation which brings to you the symbology that seems to tell you. Right, because it's sometimes that seems like fun. Yes. Now also, a few months, well, it's been a while now, but I did have the experience of voice mediumship very briefly, and it was very real for me. I mean, I have no doubt about that particular. out about that particular experience. Oh, yes. And so I know I can do that, and yet at the time I had stopped it because a great amount of fear came up within me. And I, well, I feel like I'm still working with that fear, that kind of fear of not being in control. All right. It just seems funny to me, the thing that I wanted so much, and then when it happens, it's like... Yes, that will usually be the paradox, yes. This tremendous fear. You know that your future self does not have that fear. Yes. Then when you are your future self, you as well will not have it. Then there can be the blending. Okay, thank you. Thank you. There will be in your terms a few more of your minutes. Shosh. Nice. I have noticed that, you know, years ago there was a lot of talk about the gap between younger and older people, that sort of thing. But I've noticed that there are more relationships, marriages, that sort of thing, where age difference is a much wider range. Yes. Does that have anything to do with us moving in? Oh, come now, of course. Do you not see it? Well, yeah, I'm just sort of, okay. Understand that what you have turned to be your generation, gap, quote unquote, was not so much a gap as an overlap. You follow me. There is the bledering of the idea of youth and old age in that sense, representing polarities, but also at the same time similarities within viewpoint, outlook on life. It is usually in your society only the middle, which has all the confusion. confusion. You follow me? Mm-hmm. Thus, there is a natural symbol taking place within the idea.