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Opening Night (Part 1 of 3)

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All right, I'll say, how are you all this evening of your time as you create time to exist? We thank you in this way, and we begin this evening's interaction with the idea that we have discussed with you a few times about your physiological reality, being a shadow of the real you, the physical reality being a shadow of the soul in this way. Now, in no way, shape or form do we intend with this discussion to denigrate the idea of physiological reality. for physical reality is valid, as an experience, as an expression of life, and it is in every way equal to any other level of being. It may be more focused in many ways. Other levels of being may be more expanded, as you call it, may be grander in their scope. But the idea of physiological reality is simply another way in which you can express yourself as spirit, and the idea of your physical body is simply once again spirit, energy, coalesce. into a particular frequency pattern and in no way, shape, or form is meant to imply that physical reality is any less than any other level of existence upon which you already exist. And therefore, in this way, by the examples we will now give, no, denigration is meant of physical reality. We are not, in a sense, making light of it, but we will remind you of something you are very familiar with. You know, and you have seen many times, and many of you have, yourself, played this game, this idea of shining a light on one of your walls and raising your hands and making shadows upon the wall and living out through the idea you call fantasy, the images and the shapes that are projected therein. In this way as you play this game, you may use this as an analogy as a reference in the sense that the soul is doing much the same idea. It is in a sense using the light of creation. And it is allowing that light to pass through itself in such a way that upon the artificial screen it creates are projected the images, the shadows that you call physiological reality. Now the soul from that level, from the level you are as a non-physical being, knows that this physical reality is simply the shadows. And in this way it recognizes it as and again, no denigration meant as a game. It's simply know that what is projected upon the wall is not literally who and what it is, is not the end all, be all of its existence, but it's simply one way in which it can present and represent ideas. It is one way in which it can play scenarios out upon a particular type of stage, if you will.

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this way it recognizes it as and again, no denigration meant as a game. It's simply know that what is projected upon the wall is not literally who and what it is, is not the end all, be all of its existence, but it's simply one way in which it can present and represent ideas. It is one way in which it can play scenarios out upon a particular type of stage, if you will. And just as the shadow seems flat in a sense to you, seems two-dimensional in a sense, to you, at least the part you can see on the wall. You recognize that to the higher self, physical reality is also, in a sense, flat, in a sense, an illusion and a projection in that way. It contains really no substance. All of the substance, the essence, is in the soul that is projecting the image. But that image is still a part in that way of the soul. It is a representation of the substance, of the essence of the soul. It is an outline that represents. represents an idea, a configuration, if you will. And thus for the purpose of the scenario being played out, it will do as a representative symbol. It will get the idea across. But there has a time come in your reality. When you have, as we have discussed, forgotten that you have been playing this game, forgotten that these images are merely projections upon the wall of the soul's reality. And many times you feel that these shadow images become more substantial, more and more solid than even you feel at times yourself to be. Many times you allow the idea of these shadow actions to overwhelm you in that way. You think of these ideas as impenetrable. You see only the darkness of the shadow and think that there are many things hidden within, not realizing the true insubstantiality and flimziness, if you will, of the shadow. It is only a projection of your mind. minds, of your ideas, of your beliefs, of the things you think are real, the things you decide are true for you. And therefore, when you allow the idea of this shadow projection game to become something that happens, not from you, but to you, seemingly from outside, seemingly not under your control, then many of you have allowed these shadows to take on your own illusionary forms. You give them more dimension, in a sense, than they, truly have by themselves, and it is that added dimension of fear that gives them the substance and the solidity they seem to have many times. In this way, the fear is what makes the shadow overwhelming, but it is only an appearance. It is only something that you label the shadow to be. It is only the label of an actor in a play in that way. Fear. It is only a name.

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they, truly have by themselves, and it is that added dimension of fear that gives them the substance and the solidity they seem to have many times. In this way, the fear is what makes the shadow overwhelming, but it is only an appearance. It is only something that you label the shadow to be. It is only the label of an actor in a play in that way. Fear. It is only a name. The idea, in and of itself, is no more intrinsically overwhelming. in any other way to look at physical reality, any other idea you could label the shadow to me. Recognize, therefore, that many times all of the so-called suffering, all of the so-called struggling that you are doing in life is really nothing more than shadow boxing. You are, in this way, fainting with specters, with reflection in the mirror of your existence. They are no more substantial than you believe them to be, or want them to be. But while you are in that, that play because you have decided to be one of the actors, then you will believe that it is real. You will play it out in that sense. And the play, the more you believe it is in that sense real, the only reality it will become, the less you will remember that you have the ability at any given time to step back from that stage and be in the audience watching yourself in that sense, recognizing it for the scenario that it is, for the play that it is, for the prop that it is. It is a prop and it is a valuable prop. And you can learn much from watching a play. And you can understand much about yourself from participating in a play. But recognize you are the author of the play. And at any given moment, you can decide what lines to say, what actions to write into that play. No one pulls the strings. You are not a marionette. You are not a puppet in that way. You have set the stage. You have ordered the props. You are the designer. You are the author. You are the producer. You are the director. You are all the actors and actresses. You are the stage itself. You are playing life within yourself. Within the idea, within the universe that you are. In this way, therefore, allow yourself now to know that what is a in your play is that the house lights are coming on. You are lightening up. You are awakening. Self-enlightenment. You are saying, all right, up with the lights. And now I can see that this has only been a play. Not that that invalidates it, for it has been a beautiful piece of art. But it is a play, and plays come and go. You can change now. The new thing. play that will be on the stage that you are. A new show, a new opening. Opening night.

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up. You are awakening. Self-enlightenment. You are saying, all right, up with the lights. And now I can see that this has only been a play. Not that that invalidates it, for it has been a beautiful piece of art. But it is a play, and plays come and go. You can change now. The new thing. play that will be on the stage that you are. A new show, a new opening. Opening night. That is the title of your tape. And so, as you now lift pen to paper, if you will, and begin to write the first act. Allow yourself now to know that you are writing with the light on. And you can see clearly the paper. clearly the paper before you and every word that is there will be in your penmanship. You will decide what you will be, what you will play, what the act will be all about. You will orchestrate it. You will direct the play that you are. And all the other characters will be there because they chose to audition and you gave them the part. them the part. And this goes for each and every one of you. You are appearing in everyone else's plays, starring in your own, starring in everyone else's in a sense. You are that creative, you are that simultaneous, and you are that spontaneous, and you are that spontaneous if you are willing to believe it. You are very creative playwright. The play that you have been acting out has been going on now for some several tens of thousands of years. The seats have been full every night. Sell out performances every life. And so have no fear any new play. Any new play you write will be just as popular. You will still find as many individuals who will want to act in that play with you, you will not be alone. Just because you now find that the play you wish to write is something that perhaps has not been a part of the play you have been acting in does not mean that it will not be seen for what it is and it will not be enjoyed for what it is. and it does not mean you will not find all the individuals necessary who are willing to participate in the new play. Create. We know you are quite capable of it. The curtain is going up. Shuring! A. I was creating a very interesting play at work. All right. I really enjoyed it while it lasted. And I created this job where I was working on a seminar that Shirley McLean was putting on connecting with your higher self. Which is something that I really strongly believe in. All right. I was really enjoying it, and I created this lady coming in as the new office manager and producing a lot of turmoil and laying me off. All right.

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play at work. All right. I really enjoyed it while it lasted. And I created this job where I was working on a seminar that Shirley McLean was putting on connecting with your higher self. Which is something that I really strongly believe in. All right. I was really enjoying it, and I created this lady coming in as the new office manager and producing a lot of turmoil and laying me off. All right. And I've been wondering about why that I created such a short play because I was really enjoying myself. But the play, once again, is still going. on. It is simply act two. What is the part now you can play in the new circumstance you have written for yourself? I don't know. What does this allow you to now make room for? Unemployment. Perhaps it is simply time to realize that you were playing under study. Now perhaps it is time for you to take over the part. What about putting on your own? your own. I like that idea, but I don't feel like I'm ready to do it. If you say so. How long do you think it will take before you are? Well, I'd like to be in contact with my own higher self before I put on a... But you are. And you always have been. Now, different individuals will allow themselves to recognize they're always in communication with their higher selves in different ways. It doesn't have to be the way someone else's play has written in the park. Oh, in this player, I will be in in contact with my higher consciousness over all the telephone. In this play, I will be in contact with my higher consciousness simply in the events I discover while walking through a park. There are many different ways to allow yourself to know you are in contact with all the information you need to be in contact with at any given moment. There is no reason to assume that it must come in a specific methodology before you are allowed to act upon what excites you at any given moment. also recognize that whatever it is at any given moment that does excite you many times is representative of communication from your higher self and if you will but act upon it you will then show your higher self that you are listening you follow me yes what do you think you need to do to be the idea you wish to be but act as that idea and allow yourself to draw into your life all the props that are necessary to allow you to continue to be that idea. Is this something that truly excites you? Yeah. Then use your imagination, put pen to paper and start outlining the things you think would be very exciting for people in the idea of sharing and being of service and giving your own seminars, as you say.

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be but act as that idea and allow yourself to draw into your life all the props that are necessary to allow you to continue to be that idea. Is this something that truly excites you? Yeah. Then use your imagination, put pen to paper and start outlining the things you think would be very exciting for people in the idea of sharing and being of service and giving your own seminars, as you say. See what you come up with and see if you are not more creative already than perhaps you are willing to give yourself credit for. When you allow yourself to explore within your imagination and allow that information through without bias without invalidation and without judgment you will recognize that you have already a very strong conduit through you from your eye or self let it spill out let it come forward it is always there only your assumption that it is not is what is holding it back jump in be created you follow me yes if you wish we would enjoy very much after you sit down and write out the scenario you think would be exciting for your seminars if you would share that with us will you yes um what i would like to do is sort of to merge emotionally with my higher self so that i would always be coming from the emotional point of view all right i am like here but you are still a physical being this does not mean that just because you are connecting empathically that you are going to lose the ability to reason no i don't mean that all right then right now describe for me what do you think that will be like to merge as you say emotionally with your higher self how do you think that will be how will you recognize it when that occurs what will it look like can you describe it i know what it looks like because i've done it already all right describe it i feel that everyone on earth is one of my loved ones just like they were physically my brother or my yes they are i feel like we're all here just to have fun yes now thank you and i'm in bliss yes now what it feels like as you describe this to us are you not at that moment generating that vibration in order to be able to recall it and describe it no because i'm not feeling it i'm just feeling nervous why aren't you oh nervous nervous all right but perhaps what you are missing is that that what you are feeling as nervousness is the same energy but you're putting an invalidation on it so it comes through as nervousness instead of excitement anxiety and excitement are the same energy you are feeling it but you are interpreting it as nervousness because of your frame of mind that is the only difference you have the

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why aren't you oh nervous nervous all right but perhaps what you are missing is that that what you are feeling as nervousness is the same energy but you're putting an invalidation on it so it comes through as nervousness instead of excitement anxiety and excitement are the same energy you are feeling it but you are interpreting it as nervousness because of your frame of mind that is the only difference you have the energy anytime you quote unquote recall any experience you would like to quote unquote have again at the moment of recall you are having it right then and there because you are invoking the vibration the feeling you are creating it in the present in order to be able to describe what you quote unquote would like you are it at the moment you describe it even if you feel it as nervousness or anxiety you simply are that energy it only comes through as nervousness because you are putting stipulations upon it and do not think that you are feeling it in the the way you should you are putting your belief system as a filter in the way and allowing it to come out as anxiety rather than recognizing it for what it is as excitement as knowingness you follow me i'll listen to the tape i'm sort of getting it oh we know you are no matter what you think of yourself we believe in you utterly and know beyond a shadow of a doubt that you have the capability of doing anything that excites you yes once again do remember that you remember that as we have said the universe does not throw you a one-sided coin your ability to be excited by something is your ability to manifest it both sides of the coin are there to be able to be excited is to be able to manifest or you would never become excited about it to begin with you follow me yes trust in that trust that if you have the capability to be excited about something that is your sign that you have the ability to be excited about something that is your sign that you have the ability to manage manifested effortlessly. I'm also wondering, I would like to teach half of this seminar and then channel an entity who would teach the other half of the seminar? You go right ahead. Well, I have not been allowing myself to channel. But there are many ways to channel. And when you allow yourself to channel first as you, then you will open yourself up to anything else that can communicate through you, because first, the only way anything else is going to be able to communicate cleanly through you is if you communicate cleanly with yourself. as yourself. So be yourself and act upon the things that move you.

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have not been allowing myself to channel. But there are many ways to channel. And when you allow yourself to channel first as you, then you will open yourself up to anything else that can communicate through you, because first, the only way anything else is going to be able to communicate cleanly through you is if you communicate cleanly with yourself. as yourself. So be yourself and act upon the things that move you. And when any other consciousness sees you in the full joy of simply being who you are, they will know that you are open to other levels of communication as well. You follow me. Yes. All things will proceed in their proper timing. Trust. Trust. That is all you need. Enjoy. Thank you. Thank you. I wanted to ask you again about why that I created this lady and all of this turmoil because I really felt like I was sort of a bystander. You are perceiving it as turmoil instead of perceiving the idea as a part of the path and not an interruption in it. Mm-hmm. You follow me? Mm-hmm. You don't have to perceive it as turmoil. That is your choice to pull turmoil out of a neutral situation. Well, I wasn't really into it. Both sides were telling me how bad the vibes were. And he bought into it? No. Well, then why do you experience it as turmoil? I don't. But I was just wondering since I wasn't. I'm wondering since I wasn't. They were saying so. But you have related it as a personal experience. You have related it to yourself personally because you find yourself in a different scenario. You had made the implication that the turmoil was directly responsible for your movement away from that scenario. You follow me? Yes. Maybe I stated it incorrectly. Not really. But again, the idea is. mostly to allow you to know that while you can be of assistance to many other individuals, you cannot be responsible for them. And in this way, if you find yourself, quote unquote, being moved around because of a scenario that you are involved in, then why not simply take it for granted in a positive point of view that the vibration going on there is not the vibration you are and you removed yourself? So that you could stand clear of something that has nothing to do with you. Maybe in your terms, Once they resolve themselves, you will be able to go back in. Maybe not. But you know what reality you are. You know what vibration you are. And if you see a vibration in a situation that has nothing to do with what you know to be true for you, you will remove yourself. You will allow it to remove itself from you. I like that. Thank you. Thank you. You have the ability to recognize that yourself. Yes. Thank you very much. Please all remember one or two brief questions.

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know what reality you are. You know what vibration you are. And if you see a vibration in a situation that has nothing to do with what you know to be true for you, you will remove yourself. You will allow it to remove itself from you. I like that. Thank you. Thank you. You have the ability to recognize that yourself. Yes. Thank you very much. Please all remember one or two brief questions. questions we have so many people nowadays, but please keep it as possible. Thank you. Hi, Meshire. Strawberry. How are you doing? Perfect. Daniel. Great. Often you speak of following your excitement. Why would I follow my, when I eat, what excites me, do I get fat? Thank you. Recognize, if you will, that many times the idea that may in your terms past for excitement is actually the manifestation of the energy as anxiety. And that is why. Perhaps the idea once again is to recognize the difference between going to something and running from something. Because it is the same energy many times, you will, not necessarily in general, be clear as to whether or not you are allowing the energy to manifest as excitement or or anxiety. I see, so it's a judgment on eating the lasagna that results in the fat. To some degree, but it may also be the judgment that creates the type of energy that moves you to the lasagna instead of using the energy in another way. Maybe. Maybe. You follow them? Yeah, but it doesn't sound very Italian, fish. I followed a concept. I'll play with it a bit. I'll play with it a bit. All right, it's up to you. Okay. One other short one. All right. I have observed that there is a fascinating apparent mechanism which goes that when you invest a lot of joy, excitement, marvelousness, in something that, for instance, I go to create a mock of a dream, vision, a great love affair, that then there appears at times to be the manifestation of intense fear or terror at an idea of the idea. have the idea of not achieving that, not pulling off the objective. Wonderful! Then you are giving yourself a prime opportunity to examine what the beliefs are that you have ingrained within yourself that should cause such fear. The beliefs that you have that would allow you to think that it is more probable that you will not get what you desire than it is probable that you will. It is your opportunity to use that fear to recognize you have those beliefs and examine why you have them so that when you understand that you can change them. change them. Yeah. Since that's what I said to myself, I figured that's what you would say. Thank you. You're welcome. Thank you, Mr. Shaddy. Hi, Bessar. Hi. I. Um, I, uh, uh, was creating my reality. Why?

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than it is probable that you will. It is your opportunity to use that fear to recognize you have those beliefs and examine why you have them so that when you understand that you can change them. change them. Yeah. Since that's what I said to myself, I figured that's what you would say. Thank you. You're welcome. Thank you, Mr. Shaddy. Hi, Bessar. Hi. I. Um, I, uh, uh, was creating my reality. Why? Was, well, this is a, uh, quote, unquote, past situation. Yes. Um, I'm going to use some, uh, fill in some, uh, uh, general's for the specifics, say somebody tells me that I'm going to get cancer if I do such and such thing. That? And I say, no, I'm not. And I choose to consciously create that I don't, uh, create things like that in my life. All right. And, uh, I get it anyway. All right. So, may I remind you many times? First of all, again, that these things are opportunities to truly recognize what level of self-empowerment you know you have. For if you have co-created that I, and created it for yourself in that way. It is again an opportunity to recognize how much power you do have in creating the scenario to begin with and in recognizing that you can create the scenario in another way. But the idea also is to recognize that the way you usually respond to individuals who offer you these suggestions is indicative of the fact that you do actually have a fear and a belief in the reality of that idea more than any other. For the idea of your response, No, I don't, in a sense is a conflictive one rather than the idea of pulling out of them why they believe in that reality and assisting them to change that belief, which will then change you in that way. But just to say, no, I don't, many times is an indication of the fear you actually have. Because you are reacting, you are in this way being conflictive in your response, which is an indication that you actually are perhaps buying into what they have offered to you as a suggestion. Otherwise, you would not need to recoil in that way from it. You would dive head first into it. How fascinating that you should think so. Why do you think so? What have created this belief within you? And so forth. To explore full speed ahead, head first, as you say, the idea of why you should attract in your life, someone who would even suggest that idea to you. For again, many times, the attraction of an individual into your life who would make that suggestion, many times is an indication of belief that you do have within you. But in no way, shape or form does that mean that it must remain so.

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forth. To explore full speed ahead, head first, as you say, the idea of why you should attract in your life, someone who would even suggest that idea to you. For again, many times, the attraction of an individual into your life who would make that suggestion, many times is an indication of belief that you do have within you. But in no way, shape or form does that mean that it must remain so. And you can look at it from the positive point of view that having attracted an individual into your life who might suggest that to you is an opportunity to show yourself that you perhaps do in fact have those beliefs or you would never probably have had to have heard that individual say that to you. Now it is your opportunity there for to recognize that the belief system has been brought to the surface, that it has been pointed out. And now you can deal with it. Again, the situation. that happen in your life are not there to show you you are stuck. They are not there to show you you are a failure. They are there to show you what the beliefs are you have so that you can know what they are, so you can change them, so you can change the reality that they have shown you exists within you. You follow me. Yes. Yeah. Well, it's just, it's like, well, I was pretty sure that I didn't have a belief in a certain situation, and then I see a situation. And then I see a situation. But again, you are acting as if you think you have failed. Change that attitude. Listen to yourself. I was pretty sure. Well, I really broke my confidence. I've been sailing on quite quick. It did not break your confidence. Nothing can break your confidence but you. And again, you are once again looking at it from a judgmental point of view. As if there was the idea that your confidence could even be. broken as if you had to have the idea of confidence so that it could be broken knowingness is knowingness many times when individuals in your society talk of confidence they talk about it as something that might be able to be broken you talk about it as a wall rather than a foundation rather than an understanding you talk about it as a tenuous thing you talk about confidence as if you are walking a tightrope please don't do anything to upset my confidence You follow me. Yes. If you watch yourself, if you are watching for when situations might break your confidence, then in a sense all you are saying is that you really have never allowed yourself to simply know what is true for you. And this is an opportunity to recognize that that may be what you have been doing.

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confidence as if you are walking a tightrope please don't do anything to upset my confidence You follow me. Yes. If you watch yourself, if you are watching for when situations might break your confidence, then in a sense all you are saying is that you really have never allowed yourself to simply know what is true for you. And this is an opportunity to recognize that that may be what you have been doing. So that you can dispense with the idea of needing to maintain confidence, but rather you can simply live your life in a knowing way. There is a difference, a profound difference between the two. Again, each and every one of these scenarios is yet another opportunity to realize how many layers of beliefs you have created for yourself. You are peeling yourself like the proverbial onion. You are discovering that you have wrapped yourself in place. thousands of cloaks. You think you are dealing many times with the foundational ideas, but yet again you discover that you have wrapped yourself with another illusion, and so you will always peel them away, give yourself an opportunity to explore these ideas. Now, you have an opportunity to understand that you have been dealing in the idea of confidence as if it were something that someday might let you down, might break you. down, that you might not be able to hold it up. You were treating it as if it were something that you had to carry through life. That you had to watch out for every step. Otherwise, there might be something out there lurking in the darkness, lurking in the shadow. That might pop out and someday break the confidence. Many times when you talk about confidence, that's the definition you give it. Now you have given yourself a prime example, a prime opportunity to realize that that is the definition you gave to confidence. So now you can change the idea. You can use this like anything as an opportunity. Recognize the universe, yourself, the idea of infinite creation. Never, ever, ever, ever, is there a scenario created in your life that is too much for you to handle? Never. In a sense, you are being paid a compliment. For in this way, The amount of the idea that you think you must now deal with is directly representative of the actual strength you have to deal with it. So lighten up. Lighten up. You can, if you are willing to, laugh it completely away. Sounds like a good way to do it. The curtain is going up. This will be a cold. comedy. Definitely. If you are going to think, if you insist upon thinking of the idea of cancer with a capital C, at least let the C stand for comedy. Okay. And also for catharsis. For that is what it is for many individuals.

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Lighten up. You can, if you are willing to, laugh it completely away. Sounds like a good way to do it. The curtain is going up. This will be a cold. comedy. Definitely. If you are going to think, if you insist upon thinking of the idea of cancer with a capital C, at least let the C stand for comedy. Okay. And also for catharsis. For that is what it is for many individuals. a gate and a doorway to walk through, so that in one sense, in the old sense, you will recognize that you as the person you have been will, in a sense, die. But you do not have to physically die to be born as the new person you prefer to be. If you use the idea of cancer as comedy and catharsis, then you will allow yourself to become the person. in whose definition there is no need for that tool or dis-ease. But that will invoke from you a willingness to be that new person. And that new person is one who enjoys life itself. You follow me? Yes. Thank you very much. I have another quick one. Brief. In Maui, I asked you about my camera, and I asked you specifically if I asked you if you you could tell me if the camera was in the house as and you said yes yes were you saying yes you could tell me or yes the camera was in the house why are you still I'm still looking for it more see camera concern I love them crystal crystal does everything to you have to be in your estimation picture perfect before you will allow it very much not all right then for now perhaps you do not need to focus on that well it's just like for some reason it's always there in my mind and I'd like to just forget about it but it's like part of my life that seems like that I would just wish I knew I knew where it was I'll tell you exactly where it is oh good it is within you listen carefully it is you is you are the camera for now you remember what we have been saying to many of you your recording devices are an externalized idea many of you will now find your recording devices disappearing and in your terms malfunctioning because you are now going to function as the recording device you are now going to take the pictures and create the pictures to be what you will know will be the life you prefer to be You take the picture. You make the picture. You are the camera now for now. You will find it again physically. After you become it first, makes you shudder, doesn't it? No. No. Thank you.

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your terms malfunctioning because you are now going to function as the recording device you are now going to take the pictures and create the pictures to be what you will know will be the life you prefer to be You take the picture. You make the picture. You are the camera now for now. You will find it again physically. After you become it first, makes you shudder, doesn't it? No. No. Thank you. idea in a very literal sense in a very literal sense we are not simply being philosophical in your terms when we say you are the camera we mean it take me literally and start acting like it then you will see a difference I like the way that sounds because a camera just like takes each second and hold each second all right but you do not have to hold to it. The idea is that you will always be existing in a new second. The idea is not so much to collect images of the past. You follow me. I do. I just like to collect the images even though I don't do anything with them. I just like collecting them. It is representative of an idea that you say you are attempting to change for now. Collecting another sea. Let it wide. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Sherry. Hello, Bashar. Hello. Your humor is terrific. As is yours. Thank you. I have two questions. The first one is I've experienced considerable difficulty in getting a clear career direction. I would like some guidance in the matter. What excite you the most? That's the problem. I haven't found that. Problem. All right. Let me ask you a question. Yes. Why are you here this evening of your time? Did it excite you to come here? Yes. Then it is as simple as that. simple as that what will you do when this conversation is ended what will be the most exciting thing you can think of to do that you are capable of doing after you leave this interaction this evening of your time take it one step at a time a career can be many different things doesn't have to be one thing you are a malleable being change being the only constant in creation may be the type of career you will have will be a multifaceted multi-change one. If you are focusing upon the idea just because your society says that you should, of having one thing and one thing only that you can consider and call your career for life, then you may not be allowing yourself the degree of flexibility that will truly allow you to know that perhaps simply life itself is your career. I'll accept that. Second question. Speaking of our society, in our society, organized religion tends to condemn homosexuality. What are your comments in regard to a person being homosexual and the relationship to spiritual growth? All right.

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thing only that you can consider and call your career for life, then you may not be allowing yourself the degree of flexibility that will truly allow you to know that perhaps simply life itself is your career. I'll accept that. Second question. Speaking of our society, in our society, organized religion tends to condemn homosexuality. What are your comments in regard to a person being homosexual and the relationship to spiritual growth? All right. We will keep this brief since there already exists literature in the idea of our viewpoint upon this subject. Nothing is either in your terms right or wrong. But the idea has blossomed in your society for a very specific reason. And that is because for many tens of thousands of years, what you may refer to as the mainstream of your society has refused to accept and acknowledge that each and every individual has within them the capacity to blend the masculine and the feminine energies into one idea. In refusing to blend these ideas, in maintaining them as separate dichotomy than many individuals simply took it upon themselves, in being born into your society, to attract lifestyles that would generate within them an obvious manifestation of the polarity energy within them, regardless of their physiology. This was at first meant to be a reflection to the mainstream of your society that each and every individual contains the potential of both energies, and that each and every individual, if they are willing to blend these energies together, will then function in a balanced way, not separating the idea of this is masculine, this is feminine, and forever shall they part. But the idea was not understood. More and more invalidation was heaped upon it to the point now where it has blossomed in the idea of spreading the idea of what you call the disheases that now drop the barriers you have set up, forcing the mainstream of your society to interact and face themselves on all the different levels levels throughout time that they have refused to face. When individuals marry within themselves the masculine and feminine energies and blend these ideas, not because it is right or wrong, but simply because it will no longer be needed, homosexuality will simply not exist in your society. There will be love for all in an equal way. all way. But the idea of an individual who chooses to be born as one sexual expression or another will simply manifest the balance in that way, manifesting blending of male and female as a male or manifesting blending of a male and female as a female, and will not need to reflect the dichotomy because there will be no need for that tool any longer. You follow me? Yes. Does that assist you? Yes, thank you very much. Thank you. Thank you. Sure! Hi, Bouchar. I.

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born as one sexual expression or another will simply manifest the balance in that way, manifesting blending of male and female as a male or manifesting blending of a male and female as a female, and will not need to reflect the dichotomy because there will be no need for that tool any longer. You follow me? Yes. Does that assist you? Yes, thank you very much. Thank you. Thank you. Sure! Hi, Bouchar. I. Someone I work with recently called in sick, and then I learned later on that they were in the hospital that had an an aneurysm, stroke. And apparently the doctors have given them the hope about it's all right, hope would not help them too much. No, that's true. And when I heard about it, I wanted to go there and do all the... healing and so on and then I stopped myself and I said, wait a minute, let me get in touch with what was going on and I sat down and I kind of got in touch with myself and I believe him and instead of going gung-ho and bringing tapes and all of this, I said, wait a minute, maybe he's going through something that I need to respect. Alright, very good. There are all so many things you yourself can learn from it while that individual learns from it. Yes, that's why I'm asking describing this and asking the question. question. I then went there and his family was there and we were all helping to heal him and I've been doing some meditation and he's now, well, he was in a coma for three days and he's now going to survive. Very good. We thank you for utilizing his chosen way of allowing each and every one of you to blossom, of luring you into your higher selves. was by the idea of an agreement, to shock you in a sense into a different state, to focus you on the idea of the hard energy, to know that unconditional love is what will connect all of you and allow all purposes in life to be revealed. We thank you for using the scenario in a positive way and thereby generating the positive result. Thank you for your sharing and your observations. We thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Shooting. Hi, Bersher. Hi. A very dear friend of mine just passed away from cancer last week. Just passed away from cancer last week. All right. She was 32 and she left a husband and two children that. I want to know where her soul is right now and how she's doing in her transition to the other world. Always there is the assistance that is necessary to acclimate the being to the new understanding, the new perspective in what you call the astral realm. There is orientation going on. There is now the understanding of what the creation of dis-ease is.

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was 32 and she left a husband and two children that. I want to know where her soul is right now and how she's doing in her transition to the other world. Always there is the assistance that is necessary to acclimate the being to the new understanding, the new perspective in what you call the astral realm. There is orientation going on. There is now the understanding of what the creation of dis-ease is. There is also the opportunity being presented to this individual that she can function for a while as spiritual guides for her own. children. There may be, maybe, maybe, maybe, for this is not yet decided, but there may be an opportunity for this individual to reincarnate as one of her own children's children. Maybe. You follow me. Yes, that's what I really wanted to know because I, she was a very enlightened being and she shared a lot of wonderful love and light with many people, and she had over 500 people at her memorial service. And I just had this thought, which I don't want to continue to create, was that once you get there, there's no longer any need to be alive on this level, and so you die. And she got there at a very young age, and so it was like, I don't, myself started saying, you don't want to strive anymore if you're getting perfect, because if you do, there you go. All right. We understand what you are saying. recognize that you will never attain perfection, no matter how much you strive anyway, for you are already perfect now. You can become any sort of different perfect idea you wish to be. You can become a more expanded perfect idea, but you will always be just as perfect. You follow me. Yes, I guess that she just seemed to have everything together except her health. Understand there is a reason for the time That is not an indication of an imperfection. It is an indication of the timing that was necessary so that she could now be of assistance in another way. The idea was that she was accelerated to the point where then she could accelerate herself to another level, to be of assistance in another way, in the way she agreed to be of assistance to those individuals still physical. She can now in many ways actually do the thing she agreed to do. If she had remained physical, she would not necessarily have to be physical. would not necessarily have been able to do so. Or of themselves, because they are stretching to reach her. You follow me? Yes. Everything functions within perfect timing. Everything. It was simply a convenient way to accelerate the idea of the physiological death. You follow me? Yes. Yes, and that's helping in my own grief over her, over her life.

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to do. If she had remained physical, she would not necessarily have to be physical. would not necessarily have been able to do so. Or of themselves, because they are stretching to reach her. You follow me? Yes. Everything functions within perfect timing. Everything. It was simply a convenient way to accelerate the idea of the physiological death. You follow me? Yes. Yes, and that's helping in my own grief over her, over her life. her loss for it as much as I know that she is now free of the pain that wrecked her physical body for so long. I have my own sadness for missing her. Of course, we recognize there is no loss for she still exists. And she is still here and now in her own dimensional way. And the idea that many individuals in your terms who do choose to accelerate themselves in life. Not that they have to, but simply many of them have chosen. That if there is going to be any exploration of negativity of pain, then many of them choose to accelerate it rapidly, so in a sense they will get it all out of the way. The next life this individual has, if she chooses to live again, will be one of complete and absolute ecstasy for the time frame in which