Patterns (Part 3 of 4)

And this is again, once again, why you are now finding, as a reflection in your technology, that you are now beginning to invent computer circuits that rewire themselves for different tasks. Okay. This is one reflection of the fact that you're beginning to realize that you can rewire yourself at any given moment. So if we were to look at my DNA, for example, whether it was a year ago, 20 years ago, or a week ago, because it is so long, it's what is it, 6 billion bits of information is for, far as we see it, chemically encoded. If we were to look at that 6 billion bits of information strewn out in a row and could read it, which we're working on, if we could do that accurate, or when we can do that accurately, we will then see that there are very minute these switches, et cetera, that are turned off and on, and we are recreating ourselves every moment. Yes, that is one way it will be understood. Of course, there are individuals who understand that without having to do it that way. But yes. Okay. Does that help? But that, yeah, that's great. And so we're really, for example, love then, becoming loving, choosing to be loving, literally becomes its own reward, and it literally allows the switches to fall to their more neutral positions. Let's put it this way. Love is the most powerful lubricant there is. Yes. And in that sense, therefore, it allows you to become as slippery as possible and reconfigure yourself most effortlessly. And what is that then? Because that's the way it seems to me that the drugs do for me. They return me back to what I call the natural state. They give you a hint of what your natural vibration may be. They don't do it for you, but I understand what you mean. But they are to some degree of a vibration that in having attracted yourself to them and in using them in the appropriate way may then be an amplification of a reflection of what you already knew was your more natural vibratory state. It's not in that sense the drugs do it. They don't take you to that state as much as they simply act as a reflection or a magnifier for the state that you originally attracted yourself to that tool to begin with for. They seem like they open up the chakras and allow the energies to course through this body. Again, your natural state is that every valve is in balance and completely open. So that love can function as the universal solvent that it is. And so when we come back to that, down when I come back down, what happens is I literally choose to recreate the normal mental patterns that I've been creating my whole life. Well, not the same ones exactly, no.

and allow the energies to course through this body. Again, your natural state is that every valve is in balance and completely open. So that love can function as the universal solvent that it is. And so when we come back to that, down when I come back down, what happens is I literally choose to recreate the normal mental patterns that I've been creating my whole life. Well, not the same ones exactly, no. Right, right, because fortunately there is some evolution and that's what it's all about. Well, that is the idea of unlocking and rearranging, and then in a sense, yes, you have agreed to recrystallize, but recrystallize as a different person. Right. So somebody once said that when they were taking mescaline, they said something to the effect, now I know how Adam felt on the morning of creation. And it made me feel the same way. I realized that that's a cool way to put it, because, or in other words, now we know how you feel before we have a chance to create our mental patterns that tend to lock out or help us obscure from seeing our perfect state. It can allow you the opportunity to experience that core self, yes. And again, no accident in the analogy of using the metaphor of the apple that you are looking to be your core self. Very good. I like that. Thank you. Number two. Hi, again, Bashar. Yes, to you good day again. Just, I had this thought as someone else was speaking about music and the vibration and stuff, and I'll just ask you this. The vibration and stuff. Yeah, yeah. Do we respond to the vibration of the Earth, or does the Earth respond to our vibration? You can still ask such a question in my presence? Well, I haven't been in your presence in so long, I'm rusty, so. I see. You need some of that lubricant. Yeah. Oh, all right. Then I remind you. remind you it is not this or that it is this and that it is always both sides of the paradox. Okay. Okay. That makes sense. Yes. What made me think of that is that back in the Renaissance era, the frequency of the tone C was different than today's frequency. Yes. But you saw things in a different way. Was that because? Because the Earth's vibration was a different frequency as well. Because all of yours was too. Right. So that there's a direct relationship. Yes. Now, do you have upon you a coin? Let me see here. Of any kind. That's stretching it for me to have a coin. Not even a penny. I have one. Oh, all right. Use this coin from here on out for every. out forever more as a reminder to you that when you have an either or question, it is always both. Heads and tails. Heads and tails.

that there's a direct relationship. Yes. Now, do you have upon you a coin? Let me see here. Of any kind. That's stretching it for me to have a coin. Not even a penny. I have one. Oh, all right. Use this coin from here on out for every. out forever more as a reminder to you that when you have an either or question, it is always both. Heads and tails. Heads and tails. For if you don't have heads and tails, you don't have a coin to spend. So, use the coin when it comes up the question of either or, remember, coin, currency, and mint yourself a new reality. Very good. I love it. All right. On the Art Bell show, he does a little thing where he asks millions of his viewers to meditate on having the UFOs appear. Does that have any effect? Yes. It makes us stuff our ears with cotton. You know we are joking. Is that working? Is it working? Okay, let me ask you this. He did it two weeks before the big sight. Before the big sighting in Phoenix, was there any relationship? Yes. Okay, and he did it again what was it last night or the night before. So can we expect then something else? You can expect all you want. Can we not expect something and will that something happen anyway? Again, I give it to you this way. That particular sighting and others are reflective of the willingness to change your reality to be more conduit. to be more conducive and literally more conductive of such interactions. Thus, any suggestion and any endeavor undertaken with that in mind will have an impact, yes. Because you are changing yourselves by doing so and thus then giving all of us those that wish to participate in this way more of an opportunity to reflect more of you back to yourself. So in that sense, yes. Yes. And if he can actually get millions of people to do that, then that'll be a big impact. Yes. Okay. Now, the idea, of course, is that the inspiration here is to also allow you and all of you to undertake similar things that open up the reality and not just leave it up to one person. You follow? Yeah. person does make a complete difference. The idea is that if you find that this idea invigorates and stimulates you, then do things in like fashion, even if it's not exactly the same thing. Do things in like fashion that allow you to express a similar kind of energy, then that will also have the same kind of impact. Cool. One of the question. question here, is the Mars probe going to land at Sedonia? No. It's not going to land at your Sidonia region. There is another probe that will take what you would call photography of the Sidonia region.

even if it's not exactly the same thing. Do things in like fashion that allow you to express a similar kind of energy, then that will also have the same kind of impact. Cool. One of the question. question here, is the Mars probe going to land at Sedonia? No. It's not going to land at your Sidonia region. There is another probe that will take what you would call photography of the Sidonia region. The probe is not scheduled to land in your Sidonia region, but this is easily found out by simply contacting those agencies. Or are you suggesting that you would not believe them? Yes, I'm suggesting I would not believe them and that The July 4th landing is not going to occur, and they're going to delay it to the 20th, and at the 20th, it'll be right over Sedonia, and it's going to land there. It will not land in Sidonia, but there will be calibration taken of the Sidonia region. But it will not, in that sense, land there. Because, were that to happen, then anyone with even a rudimentary access to a directional radio antenna would be able to calculate and triangulate that the signals are coming from the Sidonia region from the craft. Do you understand? They would know that the signals are coming from the Sedonia region. In other words, if the craft landed in that area, then people on your planet with access to certain radio telemetry equipment would be capable of triangulating and finding out that even though they may not necessarily be able to read or translate the coded signals, they will know the signals are coming from the craft and that it did land in Sidonia. Oh. They don't want you to know. They don't want us to know that. Right. That they don't want you to know. So they will not land the craft there because anyone would be able to tell that the craft was in the Cydonia region just from reading the direction of the signals. And the Martians will allow the probe to get close enough to make photographs? In this case, it would seem that this may be 80% likely, yes. Whereas the other probes in that sense were stopped. At this particular point, it may seem that in this particular case there may be an 80, 85% maybe even more that this one will go through. There may be some, shall we say, fine print in this agreement that may not necessarily allow for every single thing to happen that your scientists would want, but they may allow the overall event to proceed 80, 85% likelihood. We will see. But as it stands now, it's about 80, 85%. And is there a connection between Phoenix and Sedonia? Yes. And can we expect something interesting to happen in Phoenix around the same time? Well, in some senses it already has.

print in this agreement that may not necessarily allow for every single thing to happen that your scientists would want, but they may allow the overall event to proceed 80, 85% likelihood. We will see. But as it stands now, it's about 80, 85%. And is there a connection between Phoenix and Sedonia? Yes. And can we expect something interesting to happen in Phoenix around the same time? Well, in some senses it already has. For this is another aspect of the sighting that you are talking about. In the sense of it being a kind of reciprocal response to your probe going to the Martian area and that probe going to your Arizona area. Oh, okay. Look at it that way, and you may begin to see. to understand some very interesting things that we are not allowed to reveal, but you are. Okay. Does that help you? Yeah, sure. Thank you. Thank you. Good day. I was thinking about the, you told us about the pyramids that were on Mars and on Earth and on the moon. Yes. And that they're the different sizes in the, are the pyramids, are they like the pyramids. Are they like in the 1 to 1.618 ratio? Some of them will exhibit that in certain aspects. It is not exactly that they are the same structures, but they will exhibit all the same basic ratios in their interrelated geometry. Yes. Well, then I was wondering about the size of our planets, the moon, the Earth, and Mars. Yes. One half and one quarter. Are they like seeds? What's the bigger picture of this pattern that that we're being shown here. You are keying in intuitively to a certain idea, and remember that the idea of the ancient Martian civilization when the planet was more inhabitable, is that incarnationally, many of you, were there in that civilization and came from there to the Earth, incarnationally. The moon is used as a type of balance and or regulator to help bring back into balance the cycles of history that go from the Earth back to Mars, and even beyond. But within your solar system, the moon is acting as a regulator between the two planets to help bring back some idea of the balance of ancient cycles that were perturbed long ago. So it's not just part of the pattern that all these threes, because that's kind of like a broad-in thing. It is part of the pattern. There is an actual pattern that you are perceiving there, though it is very multidimensional and means many things. But yes, there is a lot of things that are based on threes and those kinds of ratios. shows inherent within the overall meaning of these connective energies and places and times, yes. The other thing I was curious about is that, you know, I know all these are like generalizations, the grades, the hybrid agenda. Yes.

is an actual pattern that you are perceiving there, though it is very multidimensional and means many things. But yes, there is a lot of things that are based on threes and those kinds of ratios. shows inherent within the overall meaning of these connective energies and places and times, yes. The other thing I was curious about is that, you know, I know all these are like generalizations, the grades, the hybrid agenda. Yes. I feel like I've been told that they are making the hybrid so they could extend their race. Yes, that is one reason. But then they're giving them to us. That's the part I'm not sure. part, I'm not sure. Like, does that mean they just want to live here? Or? The idea is to recognize that as the hybrid symbolizes the blending of things together, that each side unto itself does not fully express, then the idea of the actual proximity of the living of the hybrids in the future with you also represents a balance and a blending that will have been achieved within your species as well. species as well, in that you can then function side by side in the two representative forms of the blending and the balance that the hybridization symbolizes. And that makes sense to you. Well, I'm wondering, are the souls of the grays coming into the hybrids or is it some other kind of souls? Incarnationally, linear speaking, you could say so. Yes, although again, every different thing is truly completely different. But as you mean it linearly, energetically, incarnationally, so to speak, speak for the purposes of this conversation, yes. Mostly, so not humans are not, human souls are not incarnated into the hybrids as well. Well, again, remember that a soul is not any one particular thing. But yes, in some contexts, what you would recognize as a humanly patterned soul energy may also allow itself the incarnation into hybridizational bodies, yes. And so, and again, the idea is that Some of the hybrids in the future do actually incarnationally represent an incarnational balance between the two species of the gray and the human. Okay. Does that help you? Yeah, is Ruby's birthday in December? I said, no comment. Well, I know it's... That was then, this is now, still now, no comment. Okay, thanks. Thank you! You! Good day. Good day. Right now I'm facing one of my fears. Facing your fear. Talking. Talking is a fear. In front of everyone. Well, in front of everyone. Oh, well, you're not actually in front of everyone. You're behind some of them. I have some questions. Yes. About my meditation. Yes. Yes. I've been really sleepy every time I'm meditating. Every time I'm meditating. Yes. And then I'm losing. losing my interest in meditation because I'm feeling sleepy or... Then why not meditate when you are not as tired? I've tried that. You tried that. I think there's some kind of fear. About? What?

well, you're not actually in front of everyone. You're behind some of them. I have some questions. Yes. About my meditation. Yes. Yes. I've been really sleepy every time I'm meditating. Every time I'm meditating. Yes. And then I'm losing. losing my interest in meditation because I'm feeling sleepy or... Then why not meditate when you are not as tired? I've tried that. You tried that. I think there's some kind of fear. About? What? What do you think you're going to find in the meditation? Well, let me back up and ask you even an earlier question. Why do you meditate? Relaxation and to find answers from guides. Relaxation and to find answers from guide. from guides. Or just energy flow. Or energy flow. All right. Now, out of those three answers, relaxation, answers from guides and energy flow, is there something in your mind that is fearful about these things? Well, that's another question because... Yes, that's why I asked it. Yeah, I know. So... So... So... Because I want to have that energy... Because I've been having these energies that come through me, and it's pretty powerful back then... Right. All right. What do you fear will happen if you simply let it through all the way? I mean, I don't know because I have these. Yes, you do. Yes, you do. If you didn't know, you wouldn't be afraid. If you didn't have some idea, you would have nothing to be afraid of. So the fact that you're afraid means you do know. Or at least you're creating an idea that you think is true. I think I'm afraid because I don't believe in it. You think you are afraid because you don't believe in it. What does that mean? I feel skeptic about it? Well, so, then why would you be afraid of it? you be afraid of it? Being skeptical wouldn't necessarily mean that you're afraid of it. It would simply mean that you would probably ignore it or be nonchalonged about it. That's maybe what I'm doing. It's ignoring it. That's why I feel sleepy. Yes, but don't get ahead of the conversation. You are not skeptical because if you were, you wouldn't be afraid. However, you may be using skepticism as a cover for your fear. Do you understand the difference? Yeah. So you may be acting skeptically because you are unwilling to face the definition that you have within you that allows you to be afraid of this experience. You follow? Mm-hmm. I'll tell you this. It does not matter whether it is actually coming from outside you or not. It does not matter. Because the only way you can have the actual experience is to create the experience with the experience with the experience. with your own and from your own energy anyway. So even if, even if there were another being in some way shape or form suggesting that you could do this, it wouldn't matter.

tell you this. It does not matter whether it is actually coming from outside you or not. It does not matter. Because the only way you can have the actual experience is to create the experience with the experience with the experience. with your own and from your own energy anyway. So even if, even if there were another being in some way shape or form suggesting that you could do this, it wouldn't matter. Because only if you accept that you can do it, will you do it, and when you accept it, you won't do it, and when you accept it, you won't actually be accepted. be accepting their energy, you will only be agreeing to match their energy with your own. Do you understand? Yes. You, all of you, you. Now pay attention. Are you paying attention? Yes. All right. You are inviolate. Do you know what that word means? What is it again? Inviolet. No. You are incapable of being violent. being violated. You are incapable of being entered. There is nowhere for anything to enter into because you are your own complete, solid idea. You fill yourself up. There is no room for anything else to be in your space. Anything that happens in relation to another or what you perceive to be another, only happens in relation to it, not actually from it or by it or of it, but only in relation to it. You are taking your solid energy that fills up all your space in which there is no room for anything else to exist. And you are changing the pattern of your energy to exhibit itself in a certain context relative. relative to the relation you understand you can have with this other being and or idea. So, in that sense, there is nothing to fear, and it doesn't matter if it really is, really is someone else or not, because it can only be you that expresses it. This is exactly what is going on right here in front of you with regard to my relationship with the channel. channel. I am not in the channel. I am not actually really even coming through the channel. In that sense, channel is a misnomer if you really think of it as a conduit. It's more like the channel on your television set in that the channel is tuned to a frequency that is like unto the frequency I am choosing to operate on. And as such, we are patterning ourselves simultaneously. simultaneously along a certain agreed-upon wavelength to transmit a certain agreed-upon block of information. I am not actually coming through the channel in the same way that the channel's left hand cannot actually come through the channel's right hand. Even though both hands are making the same motion, it's only because they are in agreement to do it at the same time. So there is nothing that the right hand has to fear about the left hand taking over.

agreed-upon wavelength to transmit a certain agreed-upon block of information. I am not actually coming through the channel in the same way that the channel's left hand cannot actually come through the channel's right hand. Even though both hands are making the same motion, it's only because they are in agreement to do it at the same time. So there is nothing that the right hand has to fear about the left hand taking over. You understand? Yes. Because it can only move in accordance with its agreement to the left hand. And that's all you're doing. It's always your energy. What you're experiencing right now is in a sense a representation and a model of my thought patterns. Yes, this is how I think. Yes, this is how I perceive. Yes, in a sense, this is how I am. But what you're seeing is a model of how I am made out of the channel's energy, like clay, being molded, but only because the channel is willing to allow it to be molded by his willingness and intention to match my frequency. I'm not molding it. You understand? I'm not molding it. What you're seeing is the channel's willingness to be so in the moment with me that he allows the molding to take place instantaneously to match the frequency that he perceives, I, am giving off, moment to moment to moment, fluidly, theoretically. You follow? Yes. Does this help illuminate the process and the mechanism a little more clearly for you so that you can understand that there really is nothing you need to be afraid about inherent in the process of what you're experiencing? I guess why I was afraid of it because I had an experience about New Year's and I did go through that that energy and I had a lot of violence, violence in me, a lot of crying, laughing. Yes. Well, that's a good thing. Yeah. Because you're getting things out of your system. You are getting in touch with the fact that you may have compartmentalizations and ideas that need to be integrated, smoothed out, and blended. You're owning and accepting the idea of the different experiences within yourself. That is part of the process of allowance. allowance. You cannot deny anything that exists within you in that way. You can only change what you own. And the more you expand, the more you grow, the more aware you become of the possibility of negativity, but you don't have to choose it. Do you understand? So do not assume that just because you're becoming more spiritual, that that means you will actually have less cognizance of negativity. In fact, just the opposite, you'll have more. You will have more cognizance of your potential to be as negative as you want to be positive. Because as you expand, you expand in all directions.

aware you become of the possibility of negativity, but you don't have to choose it. Do you understand? So do not assume that just because you're becoming more spiritual, that that means you will actually have less cognizance of negativity. In fact, just the opposite, you'll have more. You will have more cognizance of your potential to be as negative as you want to be positive. Because as you expand, you expand in all directions. So, while I choose in the recognition of my preference of congruency, the idea of what you classically would refer to as a more positive or constructive expression, I know that I have the equal potential within my vibration for what you would call the same degree of destructivity. Do you understand? But because I know that, and because I allow it to be all right that I know that, and I can even experience the feeling of that vibration, because I allow that to be all right as an experience equally valid to the constructive side, then it is left up to me to choose. to me to choose which I prefer to express. You see the difference? You cannot deny yourself and then express yourself in full spirituality. You have to accept and unconditionally love all of the ways you can be and all of the ways you really are in order to then be capable of having the freedom to choose the way you prefer to express yourself. Does that make sense? Yeah, I think this is what I really needed to Thank you. Because I was just afraid of it. Yes, I know. Well, you're afraid of yourself is what you're saying. Because that's all your feeling is your own power and you're simply afraid by your own definition that you can't handle who you really are. But believe me, you can't. Because that's all your feeling is you. And all you have to decide is that you're all right. No matter how that feeling comes through. Even when you all of a sudden are put in touch with the fact that at a given moment just to use this colloquialism, you may feel completely evil. evil. That's all right to feel that that is a component of your totality. Then by knowing that that's a component of your totality, you can say, ah, I still then am left free to choose how I prefer to express who I want to be. You see? And then it's easy because there is no charge on the idea of the so-called evil side. It's just an equal choice, like anything else, because you allow it to be so. But when it's an equal choice, then you are always left with the power to choose.

of your totality, you can say, ah, I still then am left free to choose how I prefer to express who I want to be. You see? And then it's easy because there is no charge on the idea of the so-called evil side. It's just an equal choice, like anything else, because you allow it to be so. But when it's an equal choice, then you are always left with the power to choose. It's only when you deny that it is equal, do you then make it appear to have more power than you do to choose, because you are attempting to push a portion of yourself away that can only have nowhere to go and must by definition spring back even more strongly the stronger you push. Because there is just as no place. place inside you for anything else but you. There is also no place outside you to push anything of you away because you fill it all up. So if you try to push a portion of yourself away to deny that's not me, that's not me, I don't want that. There is nowhere for it to go but literally back in your face. So as soon as you say, yes, that's me too, then it's an even equal choice. Nothing has more ability, more. power, more tendency to be manifested than anything else, except what you intend. Makes sense? I, yeah, it does very much. Then, meditate on that. Yeah, because I just recently did meditate for once again, and I did hear a voice in me that was thanking me to finally sit down again and I got that energy once again and it's all right. All right, very good. Then trust yourself. yourself and go with your own flow. I will. Thank you. Thank you. You and you. Number two, do you know who you are? You. And? I'm one. Yes. All right. And the male. Three. All right. Number one, good day. Hi, Bashar. And are you a good day? I want to ask you a question about patterns. About? Patterns in my life. Patterns, yes. About two months ago, I went back to the town where I grew up and all of my relatives have passed away. All right. Moved out of state. Yes. The homes that I grew up in have all been torn down. Oh, all right. So I thought that this was a very positive statement in my life. All right, thank you. Moving on in my life. Oh, well, thank you. So... Anything is everything. Yeah. And if you believe it is positive and give it positive meaning, then you can extract a positive result from that. Okay. and give it negative meaning, which of course will then mean you'll extract a negative result from that. Well, I saw it as being able to move forward in my life. All right. Now, having said that. Oh, having said that, yes. Here it comes.

well, thank you. So... Anything is everything. Yeah. And if you believe it is positive and give it positive meaning, then you can extract a positive result from that. Okay. and give it negative meaning, which of course will then mean you'll extract a negative result from that. Well, I saw it as being able to move forward in my life. All right. Now, having said that. Oh, having said that, yes. Here it comes. What do you really believe? Well, no, there's a whole bunch of things I have to say now. All right, a bunch. For the past five years, I've made my living as a massage therapist, Polarity Healer. Yes. And about three weeks ago, I went into this to this fear mode of not having money, and I went back to corporate America. And I've been working in corporate America at a very stressful job. Oh, I see. And at the same time, maybe two days after I got the job, a whole new door to my life opened up. Yeah, such as. And I've been having alien accounters for the past six or seven years that I've been aware of. All right. Keeping a journal. Oh, all right. Someone that heard me speak on my experiences approached me and asked me to write a treatment letter to be submitted to a movie studio. Yes, all right. Which I did. Yes. And I had a meeting with someone at a studio who could really make this happen. You know, he has the connections and the time. I understand what you mean by that, but remember that if it does, you're also allowing it to happen. It's not just one-sided. Yes. Watch the idea of the power balance. Okay. Now, I truly. really believe that this can happen because of the way it came to me. And I know that . Grumbling about slipping back into You don't slip. You choose. Oh, yeah. About choosing to go back into corporate America. And why am I here? Yes. Well. This opportunity for change and moving into a and moving into a new vibration has presented itself to me. Well, what do you want to do? I want to go with the new. Well, go. What do you want me to say about it? Again, you have to be true to your beliefs. Therefore, if you really find that some of your strongest beliefs are the fear about the idea of being supported, then it would be truer to stay in corporate America, as you say, because you'll be being true to the idea that you've been true to the idea that you've been to the idea that you may not necessarily be able to bring yourself the abundance you need without being there. If, on the other hand, you find that it is being true to yourself to not be there, then you won't need to be.

then it would be truer to stay in corporate America, as you say, because you'll be being true to the idea that you've been true to the idea that you've been to the idea that you may not necessarily be able to bring yourself the abundance you need without being there. If, on the other hand, you find that it is being true to yourself to not be there, then you won't need to be. But the idea is to be honest about what your strongest belief is so that you do not, in a sense, quote unquote, lead yourself astray and strand yourself by thinking that you should have been capable of doing it without that, but that you actually don't believe you are, and so it might be best to serve you to stay where you are until you believe. where you are until you believe you can do it without that. You understand the difference? Yes, I do. But when you believe you really know that that's not who you are, then by all means change, because that's the only thing then that will support you. Well, I'm seeing that already because I have headaches and I'm stressed and I can't do it anymore. Then in that sense, you are giving yourself the clue that you're going against your grain. Yes. So it simply remains as a question of, is that enough to convince you or not? Oh, I think it's enough to convince me. Because... Then do you find, just to test your answer, if I may, that you do have absolutely, be honest, you have absolutely no hesitation and no reservation that moving in the new direction will support you somehow, even if you don't know how? I'm almost there. All right, thank you for your honesty. That's the test of believability. If you hesitate at all, then that means no. And to whatever degree. you hesitate is the degree to which it will not occur until there is no hesitation. And doesn't mean it has to occur that way, but it will occur some way that is representative of your truth and your joy if you are willing to move in that direction with zero expectation that it has to happen the way you have it pictured or imagined it. You follow? You use that as a guide, that that's the energy you want to focus on in general. But you allow yourself to be open that it could actually pattern itself in some way that is even grander than you are capable of perceiving. That's why you never want to hold on to the expectation that it's got to happen this way with exactly this person saying exactly this thing, exactly now, because you may actually be limiting the way it actually could come to you.

you want to focus on in general. But you allow yourself to be open that it could actually pattern itself in some way that is even grander than you are capable of perceiving. That's why you never want to hold on to the expectation that it's got to happen this way with exactly this person saying exactly this thing, exactly now, because you may actually be limiting the way it actually could come to you. You use what is happening as a guide to let you know that you are in league with your highest joy, but you also allow your highest joy to pattern itself in the way that is actually representative of the level on which you are in the way. which you actually could and are capable of functioning in your reality. Because you may not actually have an absolute concrete idea of exactly how grand you are. So trust that your reality will show you. And when it does, I would strongly suggest you don't argue with it. And say, oh no, I can't possibly handle that. You never get more than you can really handle. Except that sometimes you use that as an opportunity. opportunity to see that you may be denying a portion of yourself. Okay. That doesn't mean you really can't handle it, it just simply means that you're willing to use a part of that energy in denial as opposed to acceptance. Hmm, okay. You follow? Yes, I do. Does this help? Yes, it does help. It gave me a little more support. You gave yourself the support. Okay. I simply sent you vibrations that you agreed were close to the vibrations of your preference. And so. So in agreeing, you gave yourself the support. I thank you for doing so. Thank you very much. Thank you. Hi, Wachar. And to you again, good day. Good day. On this idea of... Yes. One thing I find I experience is that in situations where I don't feel that I'm manifesting that. Yes. Maybe. to a small degree, but enough that I feel the incongruity. Yes. What I choose, I guess, is that I feel that difference and I feel guilty. That I'm not being... Why do you feel guilty? Because I'm not being at the level that I know that I can be. I understand. But you are saying that you perceive a difference between what you are and what you perceive to be your idealized self in any given situation. To feel guilty is to add more difference. So in that you're perceiving the difference, and that's not what you prefer, why would you want to add more difference by keeping guilt on top of the difference you perceive to be there? Instead of using the difference as a gauge to calibrate what would allow you to be more congruent with your preference.

what you perceive to be your idealized self in any given situation. To feel guilty is to add more difference. So in that you're perceiving the difference, and that's not what you prefer, why would you want to add more difference by keeping guilt on top of the difference you perceive to be there? Instead of using the difference as a gauge to calibrate what would allow you to be more congruent with your preference. Why do you use it to create more difference as opposed to creating more similarity between you and your idealized self? Because I question whether I perpetuate a situation. Of course you do. All of you do. You all perpetuate. what you perceive of your situation, no matter what anyone else is doing. So that's a given. You perpetuate your perception of the situation, no matter what anyone else is doing. Have we not said this in so many terms? It doesn't matter what another's intention is. What you perceive is what you have created for yourself. And again, there is simply the bipolar testing of A, is what I am perceiving truly not representative of my preference, or am I coloring it to? coloring it to make it appear so. And I see that. Yes. Well, once you have determined in that sense, whatever it is, it still doesn't take away from the fact that whatever it is you perceive is still your creation and you can decide what to do about that. Yeah, I guess I go into some place where there are boundaries, you know, like, and discerning what you're doing. Yes. And discerning whether or not. It's what you want to do. Yeah. Well, discerning whether or not it's what you want to do. So the idea, again, is you can explore the idea as to whether or not what you are perceiving can in some way shape or form represent a shift to come into more congruency, or you can simply shift yourself into circumstances that you feel are more congruent. With who you prefer to be? Or you can spend time creating more difference. It's up to you. you. Yeah. And the idea of following your excitement, I mean, I think that that can come up. Yes. But again, remember that if you do that without expectation, then the excitement will not necessarily have to manifest in any particular pattern. You won't have to insist that it's got to represent itself this way. Right. And, okay. I think the concern is more of engaging in something negative. Gaging in something negative. Yeah. Can you be more specific about what you mean by that? Well, I guess the whole idea of utilizing the energy, that the higher energy, that I experience in a way that would prepare, but with the intention of being of service. Yes, well. So discerning that is what causes me concerns sometimes. And that's, I think, what I get stressed about that. All right.

of engaging in something negative. Gaging in something negative. Yeah. Can you be more specific about what you mean by that? Well, I guess the whole idea of utilizing the energy, that the higher energy, that I experience in a way that would prepare, but with the intention of being of service. Yes, well. So discerning that is what causes me concerns sometimes. And that's, I think, what I get stressed about that. All right. But again, the idea is that all you have to do is explore, both within yourself and with anyone you are in communication with in any given situation to determine what is going on and to determine whether or not there are incongruencies and to determine what you would prefer to do that is more representative of your preference. Instead of the idea of not only noticing a difference, A. B, making more of a difference by being guilty about noticing that there's a difference and C, worrying that you have been guilty about noticing that there was a difference, which creates even more of a difference. And in that sense, you are worried about using your energy in a negative way. D. now you actually are doing it in the way that you said you didn't want to by A. being guilty, being worried about being guilty, and noticing that there's a difference, in that sense, going on and feeling that somehow that is wrong, and D, worrying about spending your time that way, which now reinforces that that's exactly what you're doing. So, and that idea is sort of turning a blind... Oh, I didn't say that. I said, give up all of that, give up all the guilt, and simply assess in clear communication internally, what you're doing and why you are experiencing, what you're experiencing relative to your belief system, and engage outwardly in communication to assess and determine what signals you are receiving and why or why not, certain patterns may be being perceived in the way that they are, and compare that to the idea of your own belief systems and see where there's congruency and where there is not and where changes need to be made within you as regards to what it is you prefer in life to deal with. Make sense? I think I can see that. No, all right. Does that help you? I'm working on it. All right, you are working on. We trust that the pay is adequate for the work. More than you can imagine. Oh, no. Not more than I can imagine. More than I can. Not necessarily. But equal, too. And that's the point. But it's the point. depends on your definition and whether it is congruent with others' definitions. Yeah.

think I can see that. No, all right. Does that help you? I'm working on it. All right, you are working on. We trust that the pay is adequate for the work. More than you can imagine. Oh, no. Not more than I can imagine. More than I can. Not necessarily. But equal, too. And that's the point. But it's the point. depends on your definition and whether it is congruent with others' definitions. Yeah. And what definition serves you and what definitions don't, and whether you are the one coloring it to make it seem as if it doesn't serve you, or whether it truly does not, and then you can be in that sense deciding what does. Well, it feels like it does. Then? Okay. I'm all right with it. Then look at whatever comes up as a discrepancy and allow yourself first to recognize what may be being imposed and what is actually there. Okay. Does that help? helps a lot. Thank you. I love you. I love to you as well, endlessly, eternally, infinitely, infinitely, without reservation, without hesitation for all of you at all times, including number three. And are you a good day? My question is on patterns also. Patterns. There seems to be a pattern developing here. I've been having, well, what I perceive as problems with, control issues with other people. All right, challenges. Challenges? Yes. Let's remove the onus of it being a problem in the sense that a problem is difficult to solve, and let's look at it as a challenge and change the definition right there, as something that potentially does have merit and benefit and can be learned from. Okay. So this challenge is control issues. Can you be more specific? Yeah, it seems to be a pattern or at least a reoccurring. a reoccurrence with different people. In what sense? Again, can you be somewhat more specific with an example, at least in general terms? Sure. Money issues with my mother. Money issues with your mother. Right. Now, again, can you be a little bit more specific about what you mean by money issues with your mother? Can you describe, in a sense, a kind of scenario and or example? Sure. What is your approximate physiological earth age? 30. All right. Continue. Let's see. It has to do with her paying my health insurance, basically. Paying your health insurance. Yes. All right. And the, but that's not really what I feel it is. What do you feel it is? Or what are you implying that it may not be or may not being being presented as being that you may feel it is another thing? What are you saying? I'm not sure what I'm saying now. Well, thank you. That's clear. Would you like to get to the point? Yes. What's the point? The point is that I'm having, I'm not sure how to communicate with her. What do you feel is happening?

is? Or what are you implying that it may not be or may not being being presented as being that you may feel it is another thing? What are you saying? I'm not sure what I'm saying now. Well, thank you. That's clear. Would you like to get to the point? Yes. What's the point? The point is that I'm having, I'm not sure how to communicate with her. What do you feel is happening? What I feel is happening is happening is, is there is not a truth is not being said. Truth is not being said. Yeah, there's hidden agendas maybe. Hidden agendas. All right. And I'm not sure if I want to be dealing with these anymore. And it seems to be with many different people in my life also. All right. So what you are saying is that you're ready to give up your own hidden agendas. Okay. Yes. Do you understand how we mean that? Generally speaking, though it may not always be clear, clear. When you experience the idea of the reflection of hidden agendas from other individuals, it is, in fact, on some level, that, that there is within you a hidden agenda, which sometimes can only be the hidden agenda of being reluctant to make statements that are representative of your truth. Because reluctance to speak your truth is representative of a hidden agenda of manipulation. And so if you have a hidden agenda of manipulation by not letting people know who you actually are because you're afraid of some reaction, then you have a manipulative hidden agenda that is being reflected back to you. Okay. You see the point? I do. Well, as soon as you give that up, then you are free, in that sense, from anyone else's hidden agenda. And circumstances can begin to be allowed by you to rearrange themselves to be more representative of the responsibility you are willing to take for yourself and your decisions about what is true for you. What if I'm not consciously aware of my hidden agenda? All right. Well, this is where the reality itself comes in because physical is nothing but a mirror. Okay. And so the fact that you may be running into the idea of individuals with many hidden agendas should be seen, in a sense, by you, as a reflection. Therefore, that makes you conscious of the fact that you have one, two. I think. So that's how you know. Okay. Because physical reality, that's what it's there for. I understand. It's that if you do have a belief system that is relatively unconscious, believe me, your physical reality will show you in no in certain terms exactly what it is. It may not necessarily always be an exact one-to-one match in the sense that you're doing precisely the same version as the other person's reflection to you.

I think. So that's how you know. Okay. Because physical reality, that's what it's there for. I understand. It's that if you do have a belief system that is relatively unconscious, believe me, your physical reality will show you in no in certain terms exactly what it is. It may not necessarily always be an exact one-to-one match in the sense that you're doing precisely the same version as the other person's reflection to you. But basically, there is still a reflection there, that there is some congruency and reflectivity to what they're doing to what you're doing somehow. You follow? Yes, I do. Even if only that you allow them to do it in your life, which must be speak somehow of hidden agendas on your part that you would want them to do that and allow them to do that when you know better for yourself. You follow? Yes. Not being yourself carries with it automatically by definition a hidden agenda. Okay. Makes sense. Yes. Does this help enough? Yeah, well, yeah. And I've been trying to develop my more spiritual path. Meaning? Well, meditating, you know, yoga. Why is that more spiritual than simply? And also, yes. I'm sorry to interrupt. Well, that's all right. Well, to help me get closer to what I, you know, understanding my beliefs. All right. Would you do me a favor? Yes. Oh, thank you. This is going to be an interesting exercise. Okay. We will have fun with this if you want. Okay. All right. Are you ready? Just checking. Name one thing, one thing that you believe is not representative of being.