Re creating Yourself (Part 2 of 4)

Greetings. And are you good day. I like your monologue, the one about not connecting the past with the present. Yes. Because a lot of times I think of questions I want to ask you and I always think that you're not going to answer them straight. So then I hesitate to ask them. All right. But I'm going to not be connected to that past. That is also for you a good reflection of the eye. reflection of the idea that certain hesitations within yourself will prevent you from knowing you already have the answer. Thank you. I have a question about the hybrids, hybrid babies. Yes. Have any been in me since the time in October, over a year, not this last October? Not physically, no. Energetically, there have been. Energetically, there have been some connections made, if theoretically, yes, and physically no. I asked you before about Violet, if you would tell me what her birthday was, and you said not at that time. Yes. How about tonight? No. Why is that? Are you asking why? Yeah, why is that you don't say? Because this is representative of a certain process that is leading you towards something that we do not want to interrupt. You know, I really want to interrupt. want to be more in communication with her, and I'm open to it, and I explored the idea of the hybisciscus, which we... And what did you get in that exploration? What came into your imagination about your connection to that being? Nothing. Nothing at all? No. Then this is why we cannot give you the analogous birth date yet. When you get something, it may be more likely that we will be capable of sharing that with you. Is there something I can... I feel like I'm saying, Violet. violet, I want to be like, you know, on an open communication, and then I'm letting it go. And then I don't think I've had anything, you know, like I said. So I could say it's just timing or... No, we give it to you this way. Allow yourself to make what you would call another attempt. And if you get nothing, make another attempt. And if you get nothing, make another attempt. And keep making it until you get something. Be persistent. in this. Okay. That is part of the lesson. Okay. I can do that. Three years ago, the earthquake they had here in L.A. Yes. I was in Hawaii and I had a tooth abscess, which we have talked about. All right, yes. And like it was exactly three years to the day. I was at the dentist and they're doing a prep work to do a real new, fangled kind of way to get a tooth without metal and such. Yes. and um This will be healthier for the system. Well, you know what? This is kind of interesting.

I was in Hawaii and I had a tooth abscess, which we have talked about. All right, yes. And like it was exactly three years to the day. I was at the dentist and they're doing a prep work to do a real new, fangled kind of way to get a tooth without metal and such. Yes. and um This will be healthier for the system. Well, you know what? This is kind of interesting. The tooth, one of the teeth that he prepared is sensitive and he didn't tell me if it would be sensitive or anything. So now I'm like, got the big fear that something might happen with that tooth and I'm going, okay, this is my opportunity. Yes, it is, but also pragmatically, if it is done correctly, if it is prepared properly, prepared properly, there will be no sensitivity. What I'm saying is I connecting with the past, I'm scared that that that tooth might need a root canal or something instead of just be ready to do what you're doing. I understand and once again we give it to you this way, pay attention. You do not have to look at this so metaphysically. Look at it pragmatically, simply in your physical reality. If it is prepared properly, there will be no sensitivity. So it is your understanding as to how to communicate with the individual working on your tooth to understand that something may have been prepared improperly. Okay, so it's not my tooth is sick or whatever. Not so much that, although if it is prepared improperly, it may become so. But it does not have to become so if it is done properly. There may be an adjustment that is required. The last thing, well I wanted to say that the think again part from conversations with God is like really fun. like really fun. Yes. Just, if you think this, think again, think again. Yes. I really love that. And what you said tonight, it's so magic, I could just like apply it to so many things. By all means, do so. It's like in the moment, you could be anything you want. And what I was thinking, I go, well, here I am in this vehicle that the last inhabitant had, so I still have their car, but I'm in it new. All right. But that could change too. Everything will. The last thing I was going to ask you about was anopath. Was that the correct pronunciation? Repeat. Anopath. Anapath? Anapha. Oh. Well, thank you all. Can you tell me anything about anapatha? Only when you begin to get anything about Anapatha. Only when you begin to get information about Violet. I love you. I'll love to you as well. You and then you. Number one, number two. Do you know who you are? Yes. Number two, do you know who you are? Yes. Thank you. You can be number three. Number one, good day. Good day, Bashar.

thank you all. Can you tell me anything about anapatha? Only when you begin to get anything about Anapatha. Only when you begin to get information about Violet. I love you. I'll love to you as well. You and then you. Number one, number two. Do you know who you are? Yes. Number two, do you know who you are? Yes. Thank you. You can be number three. Number one, good day. Good day, Bashar. In your monologue, you mentioned the one light, and we were discussing the same thing last session, but the one light, where did it come from? It always is. Did not come from anywhere. Remember, again, isness only has one quality. Isness. There is no before to isness. Isness has never been not Isness. But before awareness, it was dark. Is this true? Again, this is an allegory. Remember that when we say before and after, these are only concepts that exist within Isness. There was never truly a before and after within the infinite. You understand? Not in its experience of before and an after. and after. This is difficult to translate into your third density reality domain. Nevertheless, this is the best that can be done with your language. I understand non-linearity somewhat. All right. Now all you have to do is learn to pronounce it. And so the light, I understand it to be intelligence. You can understand it that way, although more specifically, just to just to put a more precise definition upon it that is more relevant to your reality, intelligence, though it can be used in the way that you are using it. Intelligence is really more precisely the application of awareness, not awareness itself. Consciousness is consciousness. Awareness is awareness. Intelligence is what do you do with that awareness? The application thereof, although again, we understand. again, we understand, we don't have to necessarily be that strict with the definition, and if you want to say that it is simply intelligence, we will understand and acknowledge that idea. Okay, so this was another question I have. What is the difference between consciousness and awareness? Yes, in a sense, again, it is the idea that there may be consciousness that can be aware in a variety of ways, although consciousness, to some degree, implies the idea of awareness, self-awareness, so on and so forth, there may not even really be a term for what you might call that substance that is unaware. Do you understand? Okay. So we, just in your language, translate it to is-ness. That would be the term that would best represent the idea of that substance you are referring to, that once it becomes aware, is referred to as a term. is referred to as consciousness. Does that make sense? Okay, yes, to some degree. So isness is simply like the fabric of existence itself. Consciousness is when the fabric knows it is the fabric.

understand? Okay. So we, just in your language, translate it to is-ness. That would be the term that would best represent the idea of that substance you are referring to, that once it becomes aware, is referred to as a term. is referred to as consciousness. Does that make sense? Okay, yes, to some degree. So isness is simply like the fabric of existence itself. Consciousness is when the fabric knows it is the fabric. And also immediately creates the idea of reflective self-awareness that creates difference in the fabric. In other words, awareness of the threads that make the fabric up. Does that make the fabric up? Does that make sense? So isness, then awareness of itself as the fabric, and then self-reflective awareness of the threads that make up the fabric. But at the same time, going back to isness, and understanding that every single thread is also the whole, the isness. Okay. Does that make sense? That makes some sense. All right. And I'm going to go back and forth here, but... Oh, all right. Since time is well. what you make of it, go right ahead. Okay. You mentioned non-physical, serious energy. Yes. Now I'm understanding that these bodies, these entities... Do you mean your own? No. What bodies are you referring to? Sixth density. They are not bodies physically. Well, not like mine, but they are... But you call them non-physical, but because they are entities, they must still have some physicality. It's just a... Physicality. Again, this may be simply a matter of semantics. They can have cohesiveness, but it is not technically what you call physical. But it is not the density you recognize as physical. Right. In the same way that you would not call energy physical. You understand? It is not matter. That is what we mean by they are not physical. They are not material. But then is light matter or is it just... No. It is in your terms energy. Okay. I understood. Is Ariana's birthday July 17th? No comment. Oh. I know it's the 17th. Okay. And in my lecture that, introductory lecture that I give, I explain how physics has uncovered what is called the unified field. So speak, yes. Yes. How, then I just, I just say, consciousness is this unified field because I know it to be true. Yes. Although, of course, again, terminology will advance as they have greater understanding on your planet. It is not literally a field, but that is close enough for them now and their equations to use that term. Okay, yes. And yet, I am not understanding it to the full degree because I'm not able to explain. People go, how can you say consciousness is? this basis of creation. How can you say this and I just go, you know, I know it to be true? Yes. But I don't know how to explain it. Will you help me to explain it? Are you conscious? Yes.

and their equations to use that term. Okay, yes. And yet, I am not understanding it to the full degree because I'm not able to explain. People go, how can you say consciousness is? this basis of creation. How can you say this and I just go, you know, I know it to be true? Yes. But I don't know how to explain it. Will you help me to explain it? Are you conscious? Yes. That's all there is to it. It's the basis of all that is, then. Yes. Because there is only one single moment, and this can be shown, as we have explained the concept of the prime radiant. And once you show that there is only one place here and one moment, now. then if consciousness exists within the here and now, anything and everything is consciousness. Okay, I have to do some more homework. All right. I don't know much about the prime radius. It is simply the idea that even physiologically all is one, literally one. Oh, okay. This can be, in a sense, illustrated, described, and demonstrated. And once everything is understood to be one thing, then if you are conscious, then everything is conscious. Because everything is conscious. Because everything is one thing. You understand? Okay. And that's how to explain it to people. This is a simplified version of something that might ultimately result in a more detailed conversation. Yes. But that is the simplified ABC of it. Yes. Something that a lot of people aren't going to want to hear at this time. Well, that's all right. They don't have to. They don't have to. Okay. And on the children, I had a dream also that was about 12 boys. Yes. And were these 12 boys? Yes. boys, my own? No. Okay. This is representative of the idea of a coming together of a counsel, of a level of consciousness, of a level of awareness that represents one aspect of your relationship to them and to yourself and to many other things. It is the idea of a kind of counsel and the idea of several other ideas. Uh-huh. Okay. And you describe yourself as a hybrid, and yet you are grays, actually, right? I mean, humans are hybrids as well. Yes. Yes. You're actually gray. No. We are hybrid of human and gray. What do you call yourself then besides hybrid? We're hybrids. Okay. SSIN. But we're human. We are using the term hybrid because it is representative of what is going on on your planet in the idea of the hybridization between the species that you are now, hybrid though you may be, the species that you are now and the species you know of as the gray. as the gray. So in that sense, we are a hybridization of those two elements, even though, of course, in your own history, humanity in and of itself, is the result of hybridization. Yes. Yes.

what is going on on your planet in the idea of the hybridization between the species that you are now, hybrid though you may be, the species that you are now and the species you know of as the gray. as the gray. So in that sense, we are a hybridization of those two elements, even though, of course, in your own history, humanity in and of itself, is the result of hybridization. Yes. Yes. And I can call myself an earthling, and that's the same as calling yourself an Sassani. Yes. But I'm a human. Yes. You are a hybrid of a type. But when we use the term hybrid in your language, you are simply linearly referring to the concept of the juxtaposition of the genetic material of humans and grays to create. and grays to create our race. Okay. Is that not clear to you? It's clear to me, but I... What is the confusion or the frustration? I'm a human. So? And I'm an earthling. Okay, we can say I'm an earthling. All right, we can say that. You're an earthling. We can call yourself Esassani. Yes. What else? In human, like, what would be your... You know, parallel word for human as to what you are? You are? part human, part gray. Yes. But, I mean, Earthling describes where I'm from. Esasani describes where you're from. Human... But to us, it also describes what we are. Because in our ancient language, Sasani, the name of the people. Eh, Sasani is the name of the place. Sasani is the name of the people. Living light. That's how we describe ourselves. That's what it means in our ancient language. Does that make sense to you? Yeah, it makes sense to me. And you use a word Shiva? It is an ancient word in our ancient language that can be translated in a number of ways, but ultimately its most basic meaning is, get out of my way. But meaning this, meaning I am now so focused, I am going for what I know is me and my truth that nothing can stop me. So in a sense, Shiva, is to some degree a statement of intent. of intentional focus, and also, in a sense, a hailing, or a greeting, or a cry of congratulations to someone who is going for something with such clear intention that nothing can stop them. So in that sense, get out of my way. You understand? I understand. So, Shivai, in that sense, has many different meanings in our ancient language. Okay, and you will come to our world personally at some time in the future? I have been in your world in my spacecraft. but in terms of setting physical foot on it, yes, in what you call your future, I will. And if I'm not in Los Angeles, where you find me.

get out of my way. You understand? I understand. So, Shivai, in that sense, has many different meanings in our ancient language. Okay, and you will come to our world personally at some time in the future? I have been in your world in my spacecraft. but in terms of setting physical foot on it, yes, in what you call your future, I will. And if I'm not in Los Angeles, where you find me. We will be where we need to be, and the timing of all those who need to be where we are, they will be there. Shivai. Shivai. Number two. Much love to you. And to you, good day. Currently, I'm working with the healing energy of the universe. energy of the universe. All right. Speak up and be bold so that all may hear what it is you have to share. Okay. Currently, right now I'm working with the healing energy of the universe. Is that a pun? No? Yes it is. Why? Currently. Oh. Thank you. Because that's how you use the healing energy of the universe by flowing it through yourself like a current. Yes, you're right. Thank you for your humor. I enjoy it and appreciate it. We learned a lot of it from you. you. Oh. Remember that in our civilization, we no longer use our language, and in that sense, therefore, in learning your human language, sometimes, some words, we have come to understand that even though we always had humor, in our society we never had what you call the pun. So thank you for creating the pun for us to enjoy. You're welcome. Well, one of the things I was seeking... Yes. Some guidance and understanding. About what? About what? About the service that I'm doing for my brothers and sisters. What kind of guidance and understanding do you need beyond the fact that you know you are doing your joy? Well, a lot of it just happens. Yes, well, that's the way it's supposed to happen. So it will just keep doing that. Are you doing the thing that excites you the most? Yes, I am. Well then, what else needs to be said? Do you understand that by doing the thing that excites you the most? You are validated. yourself to the level that the universe can then support, that whatever it is you do that excites you the most is representative of your natural, true vibrational self and thus will support you to that same level in life? Uh-huh. I get an idea of that. All right. Well, is there anything about this that you doubt? Well, verbally, I can't explain it to. A lot of people seeking some reference to what it is I do. When I tell them I'm an energy healer, that's not enough for them. That's not enough for them. have a category. All right. How about this analogy? Do you understand tuning fork? Yes.

same level in life? Uh-huh. I get an idea of that. All right. Well, is there anything about this that you doubt? Well, verbally, I can't explain it to. A lot of people seeking some reference to what it is I do. When I tell them I'm an energy healer, that's not enough for them. That's not enough for them. have a category. All right. How about this analogy? Do you understand tuning fork? Yes. You understand that if two tuning forks are, in a sense, tuned to each other, that if you start one vibrating, the other one will also vibrate in what you would call sympathetic harmony. Yes. That's healing. Okay. A healer gives off a certain frequency, like the original tuning fork. Gives off waves and pulsations of energy. Frequency, pitch. pitch, vibration levels of energy. Any individual attracted to that healer is asked, is invited to match that frequency, and if they match that frequency, it is a frequency representative of their more natural self, and in the natural self, no dis-ease can exist. So if they take the challenge and rise to the challenge and literally match their frequency to that given off by the healer, they will be vibrating in heart and thus they will cure themselves and that's how a healer heals. Does that help? Yes, very much so. One of the techniques that I use commonly referred to here in Earth is chiropractic. Yes. Is this something that I need to still use or can I... It has great benefit when and where you believe it fits your pattern of joy, yes. But it's up to you. Do not need to ask, is this something I still need to do. All you have to do is ask yourself, is there something? Is there some aspect of this that still excites me, that is still representative of my highest joy? Is it a part of the things that I want to do that in doing them are representative of me being in my joy? Whatever is still representative of you being in your joy, continue to do that. Whatever is not, stop doing that. And it can be, as you would say, part and parcel. One from column A, one from column B, you understand? Yes. Whatever you decide to concoct as the equation, as the variables that come together in a new definition of who and what you are all about that represents your joy is correct for you. And when you change your mind and want to drop this and add this or change the way you go about doing that, then that's correct if it's representative of alignment with your highest joy. And that's all there is to it. Does that help you? Yes, very much so. Does that satisfy your question or was there something else? There's one more. Oh, right. Brina, my girlfriend and I, are very much interested in crystal balls. Crystal bowls. Yes. Oh, all right.

to drop this and add this or change the way you go about doing that, then that's correct if it's representative of alignment with your highest joy. And that's all there is to it. Does that help you? Yes, very much so. Does that satisfy your question or was there something else? There's one more. Oh, right. Brina, my girlfriend and I, are very much interested in crystal balls. Crystal bowls. Yes. Oh, all right. Are you familiar with them? We understand to some degree this apparatus. And we were going to incorporate that. Can you give us... Are you asking the same question again? No, it's the relationship. Why? I guess just because of our passion and interest is indicative of why we need to pursue it. Gee, I guess so. Okay. Well, wonderful. Just because... Because, as if that were a trifling reason? No, that is a great reason. Yes. Because it will help and train your understanding of vibration more clearly. That's great. You understand? Yes. Is that obvious now that I say it? Yes. Why wasn't obvious before? Because of my lack of confidence on my own inner guidance. It is not that you lack confidence. It's that you are confident about your inability to understand them. Do you see the difference? Yes. You lack no confidence. But you are placing your confidence in a definition that is not aligned with your true self. So place your confidence in a definition that works for you instead of placing your confidence in a definition that works against you. Thank you for the reminder. Thank you for allowing us to reflect. Does that help? Yes. Thank you then. Number three. Hello. And to you good day. How you do? I'm so nervous. I just get so nervous every time I talk it up to being excited instead of nervous. Okay. Okay. Well, I was hoping you could explain something or help me get through something. The last sort of experience I had was a couple of weeks ago. I was in Oregon. Yes. And... Experience of what? Of being something which I had. Something which happens to me quite often, but I can never really quite remember, so I wrote some of it down. Oh, all right, do share. Um, not being able to, um, I couldn't go to sleep because I was terrified. Of? Of... Of... Whoever was in the room. Oh, all right? There was somebody in the room. Yes. And, um, I turned lights on so I could sleep, and I couldn't close my eyes, because every time I closed my eyes, I thought somebody was going to come up and cut me. I don't know why. I kept thinking I was going to be cut. Oh, all right. And, um, I don't know, there was just somebody there all night, keeping me awake. Oh, all right. I was just really, really scared of every corner and...

turned lights on so I could sleep, and I couldn't close my eyes, because every time I closed my eyes, I thought somebody was going to come up and cut me. I don't know why. I kept thinking I was going to be cut. Oh, all right. And, um, I don't know, there was just somebody there all night, keeping me awake. Oh, all right. I was just really, really scared of every corner and... And why didn't you get up and make tea? Well, I was actually in a hotel, so, well, I did sort of wander around, and I turned the TV on, and I did all sorts of things, and then, but it was just there the whole time. But that's not the point. When we ask you, euphemistically, why you didn't get up and make tea, we're not talking about just making it for yourself. We are talking about forming a relationship with what you believe is in the room with you and offering it some tea. Yeah, you explain this to me before, right? Yes, but I can't... But I'll do it again, if needs be. Yeah, I just, I was really... And also, um, my body started to vibrate that happens something. Good! Exciting! It means your vibration is stepping up. stepping up. Only your definition of that experience as a negative thing makes you experience it as a negative thing. If you will begin to have some fun with it, even if it scares you, we know that people on your planet have fun being scared sometimes. Otherwise you would not have amusement parks and roller coasters and scary movies. So, understand that all you're doing in a sense is co-creating your own scary movie, your own roller coaster, to wake up something within you. This is the symbology of forcing yourself to stay awake, is that you know deep within you some awareness needs to wake up about your connections and interactions interdimensionally with other consciousnesses and with yourself internally. So, the idea of giving you this notion of making tea is a way to set a table that would allow your imagination if you will settle into that familiar ritual to actually have within your imagination the appearance of a conversation with whatever that other consciousness or energy might be so that it can begin to reveal itself to you so that you can begin to feel more at ease with this relationship and bring it into the light so you will not have to reveal itself to you you will not have to remain frightened by it.

you will settle into that familiar ritual to actually have within your imagination the appearance of a conversation with whatever that other consciousness or energy might be so that it can begin to reveal itself to you so that you can begin to feel more at ease with this relationship and bring it into the light so you will not have to reveal itself to you you will not have to remain frightened by it. So I would suggest that the next time it happens you literally go through the ritual of assuming that you simply have a house guest and that you set the table for tea, sit down, have some tea, pour a cup for the other, how many ever you might perceive are there, and begin to engage in a conversation and see what your imagination comes up with. You may be quite surprised at what you get if you will Do this. Okay. All right. Yeah. Have a tea party. Why was I, why do I keep thinking I'm going to be cut? From time to time, some of these interactions do involve in what you typically call your past things that you would recognize as medical procedures. Do you understand? Yeah. Sometimes literally your body has been cut. Who was it? Grace. A faction thereof. But again, it does not mean that this cannot be equalized, but it will require great presence and great hospitality. The last time I was here with you, I went home and I went to bed and I said, okay, guys, you come out and we can talk because I feel I'm not going to be afraid. And of course nothing happened. And then... You see, the eyes... You see, the eyes. If I may interrupt you, is not to convince yourself that you're not going to be afraid. That's exactly the incorrect thing to do. The thing to do is to say, if I'm afraid, that's all right, I can still use my fear and learn something. And in accepting that I might be afraid, paradoxically, by accepting it and learning from it, I can allow it to transform into joy. So it's not the idea I won't be afraid. be afraid, but that if I am afraid, there is still a way I can positively use it so that it will transform and then I won't be afraid. But the only way to not be afraid is to understand that you might be afraid and let that be all right instead of trying to hold off the fear. Remember, it's not the fear itself that stops you from doing anything. It is being afraid to be afraid that stops you. Yeah, I understand. So then, use your fear, use your creative imagination. your creative imagination and transform. Because again, remember, fear and joy are the same energy. They're made out of the same energy.

that you might be afraid and let that be all right instead of trying to hold off the fear. Remember, it's not the fear itself that stops you from doing anything. It is being afraid to be afraid that stops you. Yeah, I understand. So then, use your fear, use your creative imagination. your creative imagination and transform. Because again, remember, fear and joy are the same energy. They're made out of the same energy. Fear is just, once again, by analogy, that little sour note on the piano that simply tells you that there's an idea within you that's out of tune with the rest of your instrument. When you hit the sour note, plunk, plonk, plonk, on your piano, you don't go running away in panic, screaming and never touch the piano again. No. You tune that key. You say, why is it off-key? In terms of fear, the fear is saying you have a definition within your consciousness, within your belief, when you go plunk and go, discordant, oh. That's all it is. It's another physical analogy of that same idea to put you in touch with you need some fine tuning. So if you know that's what it's for, then you can use it with that attitude and you will get in touch with the definitions that make the energy translate into fear and by fine-tuning them, you will allow the key to come back into harmony. Make sense? But for you, the way we scan your energy, one of the ways you can most strongly go about this to involve and engage your imagination in this relationship is to have a tea party. Just for you and them. Your finest China. Absolutely. Yes. Good day. Good day. What you spoke about earlier, the idea of becoming a new person every moment, I found most helpful. Thank you. And the idea of not having any baggage seem to come up, and that seems to be what we do by constantly bringing up. Yes. passed with us and I love that idea and it helped me in what I am going to speak to you about, but I want to share with you this situation anyway. Oh, all right. Even though I felt peace with it and understanding and I released it, I still want to talk to you about it. If you insist? I insist. Thank you. It's very important to me. Oh, all right. Proceed. I have a friend. You do? Yes. Can you believe? I can. Yeah. And I've helped him a lot in his business. Oh, all right. He came to me for him. helped in starting his business, and I gave him an idea which has been a very large part of his business, and he has done very well with it. Oh, all right? By giving him this idea, I turned him on to the source for where I get my parts, for my lamps. Oh, all right.

Yeah. And I've helped him a lot in his business. Oh, all right. He came to me for him. helped in starting his business, and I gave him an idea which has been a very large part of his business, and he has done very well with it. Oh, all right? By giving him this idea, I turned him on to the source for where I get my parts, for my lamps. Oh, all right. And in giving him this idea, I asked of him that he not make anything but the tops for his canisters with these parts, and he agreed to that. Yes. And we've gone along in that direction. And recently he has gone back on his word and he has made something that's very similar to what I make. Oh, all right. And sort of snuck it up and wasn't going to tell me. Oh, all right. And so? It brought up the idea of betrayal to me. Oh, all right. And I went through pain with this. Why? He betrayed himself. He didn't betray you. Exactly. And I just... In some ways, I feel that, you know, I know what I consider to be a life of integrity, and I live my life that way. Yes. And by helping him the way I did, I feel like was an example of that. Then you were being true to yourself. And I don't think that it's not about, he keeps talking about how he's not trying to take business for me, and it really wasn't about that for me. But I know that that. that this is a great lesson for him and that I will continue to leave my life. If he pays attention to it, yes. If he does. But I also feel that I co-created this. You did. And I know that it was important for me to speak my truth to him. Yes. I mean, it was very powerful for me in a way. Yes. Because it was, I felt like it totally was connected to my intimate relationships with men also. This whole idea of... Very good, very good. Yes, you are gaining insight into this, yes. And I felt that this was important because... Yes. It put me in touch with stuff that I felt like, like you say, the idea of going through the eye of the needle, it's like... It was one of those experiences of going through and really experiencing the idea of lack and abundance and all that. All that. All that. Yes. Camille killed a rodent yesterday and had it in the house all over the place. And today there was a bird. Yes. And I know this whole idea for killing things. I always go back to the notion of victimization. In what sense? Well, I feel like, you know, when I see those little creatures dead and like ripped up, I feel like, oh, poor little thing, right?

all that. All that. All that. Yes. Camille killed a rodent yesterday and had it in the house all over the place. And today there was a bird. Yes. And I know this whole idea for killing things. I always go back to the notion of victimization. In what sense? Well, I feel like, you know, when I see those little creatures dead and like ripped up, I feel like, oh, poor little thing, right? And I feel like that's the idea of the reflection that I seem to be getting from this. Yes. It's not that it has to be necessarily that that is the end result of your relationship with that animal. You can recognize that the death of the animal may not necessarily be representative of what you would typically call an ideal animal. all an ideal communication link to it. In that sense, you might say, oh, poor animal, and the idea of also perhaps the poor understanding of what other kind of relationship could possibly have been had. But nevertheless, proceed. Well, okay, but that's what I wanted to talk to you about. Was I feel that I've limited myself in this idea, and I would like to explore it further. Go ahead. Because I do believe that every time she does it, every time she does it, every time she kill something, I feel like there has been a gift given to me. She's giving me a gift, but also the animal that died, is giving me a reflection. And I want to understand more of what the reflection is. And I feel that in speaking with you, I can stretch my imagination more. And like being in your presence, I feel my imagination stretches. Remember that what you are feeling is your own presence, in that you're simply matching our energy. Right, yeah. And so? And so. How have you stretched so far in this idea of the relationship within what you call the animal kingdom of itself to itself? Well, a mouse sees things very close to the ground. All right. And a bird sees things from high up. Yes. And so there are the two polarities, right? In a sense. So that's something I came up with. Yes. And what about the cat? The cat sees interdimensionally. Yes. Does that mean it incorporates the high and the low into its vision? I guess so. Yes. Because it did incorporate the high and the low into its body. Ah. Sure. That's great. Understand this reflection for you, then. Insufficient terms to expand upon it on your own right. Yes, no maybe. No. Well, maybe, but if I had more time to think about it, maybe. But at the moment... Oh, well, maybe, yes. All right. Which is it? I could talk about that a minute. Is that something that you prefer to talk about? Is there something that you feel is of more import? Um... Okay. I guess that I...

for you, then. Insufficient terms to expand upon it on your own right. Yes, no maybe. No. Well, maybe, but if I had more time to think about it, maybe. But at the moment... Oh, well, maybe, yes. All right. Which is it? I could talk about that a minute. Is that something that you prefer to talk about? Is there something that you feel is of more import? Um... Okay. I guess that I... Well, that definitely clicked when you said that. All right. Do you want to work with that for a while, though? Yes, I do. And I want to tie it into this whole situation with Simon and also just the whole idea of what relationships... Go right ahead. Tie it in. Well, I definitely see how in this situation with Simon and in relationships, I sort of fall into just not seeing past my own nose in a way. Oh, all right. And so that is the idea of the notion of the mouse, maybe. mouse maybe. All right, very good. And then? And then? Tying in the bird? The bird, I mean, the whole idea of like actually being here and in your vibration and just perspective, looking back, being farther away from something. So you can look back on it and have understanding of clarity. Yes. So in this sense, in tying all this up and condensing it into one simplified, symbolic, reflective understanding, by allowing yourself to balance the energy of the mouse and the bird, by looking at things close, by looking at them from a farther perspective, and combining these two things in everything that you approach, you will then, in combination of these things, be insightful and crafty as a capture. And you will be able to, shall we say, walk more down that line, that is the line of balance. by having examined all aspects, all perspectives of any relationship and interaction and exchange of information. This does not mean you have to analyze anything to death. But the idea of knowing how to see close, how to see the details, and how to see the big picture, simply, clearly, simultaneously will allow you to have the insight of the cat in seeing into other dimensions that will tell you exactly what energy you really are dealing with. Right. And whether it is commensurate. and compatible with your vibration or not, which will then tell you whether or not to share certain bits of information or not. Mm-hmm. Does that make sense to you? It does make sense to me, and it makes a lot of sense in reference to the situation with Simon, because we were very much involved with each other in our businesses, and now I'm wondering if we're of the same milk. Well, then you have your answer, don't you? What do you mean, you are wondering? Not wondering. You know that at least it's not.

or not. Mm-hmm. Does that make sense to you? It does make sense to me, and it makes a lot of sense in reference to the situation with Simon, because we were very much involved with each other in our businesses, and now I'm wondering if we're of the same milk. Well, then you have your answer, don't you? What do you mean, you are wondering? Not wondering. You know that at least it's not. That, at least in that incident, you are not of the same frequency. No, not at all. Plain and simple, seen with the clarity of cat's eyes. Mm-hmm. Understand? Yes. Thank you. Thank you. Wait.