Self Created Journey (Part 1 of 3)

Right, I'll say, good evening. How art you all? Perfect. Thank you. Very good. Realize that your own sense of your own perfection will, in a sense, allow you to know beyond a shadow of a doubt that each and every one of you, by what I will call, birthright, is, in your terms, quite psychic. If you have emotionality, you are psychic. If you can feel, you are psychic. Many of you feel that you cannot feel. You understand. Those sword are say of traps. You can play any game you wish to with your emotions, pretending that you cannot feel and acting like you feel bad about that. All right, but in terms of your abilities, in what you turn to be able to be, In what you turn to be, psychic functioning, you'll find that your allowance of your feelings will be, I'll say, 99.99% of your self-awareness, your sense of being, as you say, connected, you'll find that what you turn to be, analysation, thinking about it, checking, judging, each and every idea which flows through you will have the effect in a sense of bringing you into very, very, very, very sharp focus in only one only one aspect of the idea will not allow you to experience the entire connection. That is one of the ideas behind the creation of what you turn to be physical reality. It is a focus specific to one idea or expression and so purposely you have created blinders in a sense sense, psychic blinders to a degree so that you could bring yourselves two points of your own understanding and self-awareness through very, very specific paths. Now, in this time of your time on your planet, you'll find that you are now en masse approaching a different idea, a different reality, a different reality. You are allowing yourselves to, in a sense, step up, your vibratory rate of existence, enter what you have turned to be your new age awareness, which is simply more awareness of your whole total self-identity. And therefore, You have reached a point, when? A bit. Well, really. Well really. In a sense, in your terms, quite a lot, of that specific path, blindness has already served its purpose. Now you are choosing, in a sense, integration. The idea of integrating all those paths, all those ideas, all of the ideas represented by what you turn to be, past life connections, future life connections, counterpart connections, into one understanding of forward momentum for yourself here and now, all of which will bring you very, very, very easily if you let it, to an understanding of yourself, in a sense, as only here and now. Now, this is not to say, that you will lose, or sense of the idea of time. No, as long as you exist, physically, you will retain a reference point with which, too, in a sense, interact with your other fellow consciousness identities round and about you.

now, all of which will bring you very, very, very easily if you let it, to an understanding of yourself, in a sense, as only here and now. Now, this is not to say, that you will lose, or sense of the idea of time. No, as long as you exist, physically, you will retain a reference point with which, too, in a sense, interact with your other fellow consciousness identities round and about you. However, you will find that each and every one of you can share a different form of momentum, a different form of connection, a different sense, of identity, a different sense of purpose, a different sense of momentum, of choice, within your overall mass identity as a planet. You find that you have brought with you, however, to this time of your choosing many, money, many, are, say, remnants of these other paths, specific paths, certain belief structures, which You may find that you will now choose to, in a sense, unlearn. Recognizing that you no longer need, in a sense, restrict yourself with those blinders in order to experience the fullness of your own identity, the fullness of your own being, of your own overall consciousness. Are you following me so far? Yes. From you. Now, now, You will find, therefore, that you will, throughout the idea of exercising your abilities, you will come up against many, many portions of your identity, which you have not even been consciously aware of to date. You will find yourself, allowing yourself, to let these mirrors shine right in front of your face. You will know that you have chosen to come, as you say, face to face with various portions of yourself, and you will at that time then choose, in your terminology, to deal with it or not to deal with it. In other words, you will choose to allow yourself to be equal to that portion, allow that portion of your identity to be equal to all other portions, allow that portion of your identity to be equal to all other portions, allow that portion of your identity, identity to be equal to all portions collectively within you, or you will not. Will be up to you. Will be all right, one way or another. Makes no difference. Your path, your free will, your choice. You will neither be better nor worse, either way. You will simply be more aware of yourselves. Do you follow me? Yes. Yes. most that is one of the ideas. When you allow yourself to connect with other consciousness, you will always be given the opportunity to become aware of more of yourselves. In the process, it is a two-way path. Do you follow me? Yes. You will never find the so-called as you say, great psychic, being who will only be a one-way street. This is the way it is. I am handing down the law. I have nothing more to learn. You are all below me.

yourself to connect with other consciousness, you will always be given the opportunity to become aware of more of yourselves. In the process, it is a two-way path. Do you follow me? Yes. You will never find the so-called as you say, great psychic, being who will only be a one-way street. This is the way it is. I am handing down the law. I have nothing more to learn. You are all below me. You will find that, to the degree, that individual removes themselves from the connection with his or her her fellow individuals will be the same degree they will have removed themselves from self-awareness. Do you follow me? Yes. Thank you. Now, therefore, also realize that because you have arrived, in a sense, at a time of your choosing, when you are integrating all these ideas, you may also realize that since you have chosen to be here, to be here, since you will be facing these little doubts, little concerns, little wonders, will I be able to do this or not, am I good enough or not, and so on, and so on, and so on. You may simply allow yourself to experience them again equally. Realizing that, in having brought yourself to this point, you will also be able to view those eyes. those ideas in a very easy manner will be all right if you allow yourself to experience them. Once again, it is only when you refuse to experience your emotionality that you really begin to focus yourself on one very restrictive idea or path. I will once again formulate an idea which will have spoken up very briefly to illuminate that concept, you will find that there are civilizations. Who? Not in a, well, derogatory manner meaning to be mean, no, refer to you as the shell people. You will find that what this refers to is the shells of artificial emotionality with which you surround yourselves at times to allow you. To allow yourselves to not have to deal with your true emotionality in as much as it frightens many of you to do so. You will find, therefore, that when you experience the true emotion of anger, you will create the synthetic emotion of guilt or frustration in order to relate to that anger. thereby removing yourself one step from actually dealing with that anger. And again, you will create... Analyzation to deal with your guilt and frustration. So you will be two steps away from dealing with that anger, creating shell after shell, after shell. Therefore, realize that in having chosen to understand your own abilities, express that connection within each and every one of you, you will find that...

frustration in order to relate to that anger. thereby removing yourself one step from actually dealing with that anger. And again, you will create... Analyzation to deal with your guilt and frustration. So you will be two steps away from dealing with that anger, creating shell after shell, after shell. Therefore, realize that in having chosen to understand your own abilities, express that connection within each and every one of you, you will find that... you will find that you will benefit in your terms the most if you simply allow yourself, as these emotions come welling up within you, to allow yourself to recognize them as messengers bringing you the gifts so that you may view these various portions of your identity, these gifts, and allow yourself to recognize that they all form their own portion of your overall consciousness, and as such, in allowing yourself to integrate, you will find that you will automatically be integrating with every other consciousness round and about you. You will feel your own connection as you allow each portion of your personality to feel their connection within you. Do you follow me? Yes. Yes. All right. Then you will see that I will say now, Now that you have, in a sense, been properly bolstered that if you, during your expression of what you're trying to be, psychic ability, allow the slightest doubt, it will cease the functioning of your ability to listen to yourself. Now, I will keep that idea brief. If you, allow it not to set up a block within you, but allow me also to say, it will not make a difference if you allow yourself to understand that you have chosen to be here and that you would not deceive yourself. You have chosen to be here because you know that you will, in a sense, be able to know yourself to that point, to that point where you will be able to connect yourself to all other points. Therefore, when you experience that idea of doubt, simply, simply, simply, do not create more complexity for yourself. Allow yourself to say, tis all right, it is part of the overall idea, it is part of the process, I will absorb the doubt. the doubt. It will only add strength to my momentum. By accepting that energy, it will add more momentum, more energy to my momentum. Realize that when you deny any portion of yourself, you are really, in a sense, robbing yourself of momentum, of energy. Do you follow me? Yes. All right. Doubts, therefore, will be all right. Though again, paradoxically, you will find they will, in a sense, allow the sense, psychic functioning idea to cease, return you to physical focus. Now, again, that will be all right. There will be no better or worse. There will be no judgment of time. Oh, well, this person can be psychic in three days. I need three months, oh dear.

energy. Do you follow me? Yes. All right. Doubts, therefore, will be all right. Though again, paradoxically, you will find they will, in a sense, allow the sense, psychic functioning idea to cease, return you to physical focus. Now, again, that will be all right. There will be no better or worse. There will be no judgment of time. Oh, well, this person can be psychic in three days. I need three months, oh dear. No, you will find again that each of you will have chosen a specific timing to express your own own chosen path within your here and now physical life. However, on the other hand, as you say, I will tell you that since you are all, by birth, automatically psychic, realize that you are not learning how to do anything new. You are not even learning how to do anything at all. You are doing it all the time. What you will be. Teaching yourselves will be simply to be quiet. quiet and listen to yourself. Because you are always receiving, always receiving, connections, always sending. You simply, within the society that you have created for yourself, for those specific purposes which served you, past tense, have chosen to shift your focus away from that idea. Now you are shifting your focus back, back to that integration, back to the that whole self. And so, back to your connection and as such, back to your psychic ability to communicate and feel, and be connected to every other being within your here and now reality. And, in a sense, many other realities that you can perceive. All right. All right. All right. You might. Therefore, become very, very, very relaxed. You may close your eyes. And before we begin, allow me to tell you that in the suggestion of certain, that I will give to you for your exercise. Once again, each and every one of you is different. It will be quite alright if you do not experience even in any way, shape or form. The same image that I am suggesting. You will have your own inner knowledge of exactly how to translate the energy that he will be feeling. Therefore, do not judge yourselves. by how able you are to retain an image, if you are all right, if you are not, all right. In other words, remove all sense of judgment. Secondly, allow yourself simply the free license to take it for granted that you are doing, the exact proper thing that you need to be doing. And if you cannot do that, pretend you. Pretend you can do that. It will be the same. For now, you may simply allow yourself to suspend all ideas which relate to any level of judgment within performance one way or another. It will not matter. And also, we will do this a few times. So again, you will have a few times. So again, you will have a little.

you need to be doing. And if you cannot do that, pretend you. Pretend you can do that. It will be the same. For now, you may simply allow yourself to suspend all ideas which relate to any level of judgment within performance one way or another. It will not matter. And also, we will do this a few times. So again, you will have a few times. So again, you will have a little. opportunity to allow yourself to become used to the feeling. All right? Therefore, I will say, each and every one of you may now take a very deep, slow, relaxing breath in and out. One more time. And yet one more time. And yet one more time. one more time. Now simply, allow yourselves to be at ease. It will not matter what in your terms you feel about your life. It will not matter what you feel about the type of day that you had. Will not matter. Would you feel, in a sense, about your state of health? For right now, you are, whether you consciously feel so or not, simply in a state of knowing that you are exactly at the perfect, state of being that you need to be for you to function psychically. You may find there will be pictures, images, feelings if you allow them to simply come and go as they will. You may review any sort of imagery you feel so inclined to review. Or you may create a new images which you may find yourself having an affinity foe. You may also utilize to very great benefit any imagery, any feeling, any word, any idea at all that allows you to feel at peace with yourself, even if only for the moment. You may allow yourself, become aware, Of. Now one moment, all right. Now, allow me to say, I realize that you wish in your terms to replay these ideas upon your machines. For now, let them go. If they go, they go. You will have, as I said, ample opportunity and you will not need any more than you are getting. than you are getting right here and right now. You will not need to practice again and again and again and again. This is one of the most simple ideas you can possibly express. Very, very simple. That will also be part of your trust, part of your knowing. You need no backup system. You need no reinforcement. You need no reminder. You need no reminder. You need nothing to jog any deep hidden portions of yourself. You have everything you need. You are, in a sense, by allowing those machines to go out, allowing yourself to disconnect, disassociate, realize that you can always, if you really wish to, Find yourself within your terms a copy at a later point in time. For now, allow yourselves to float.

system. You need no reinforcement. You need no reminder. You need no reminder. You need nothing to jog any deep hidden portions of yourself. You have everything you need. You are, in a sense, by allowing those machines to go out, allowing yourself to disconnect, disassociate, realize that you can always, if you really wish to, Find yourself within your terms a copy at a later point in time. For now, allow yourselves to float. Allow yourselves to be within your own worlds, free of those ideas of attachments, free of the idea of the need to tend to those physical things, and yet let yourself be very, very aware of any physical manifestation that comes to you, any physical sensation at all. You are simply viewing, viewing, running down the aisles of the vast library of your soul, reviewing all the images in a sense that have ever imprinted themselves upon the fabric of what you know to be space and time, anything you wish to. to feel anything you wish to see, anything at all. Allow yourself simply to become used to the atmosphere of this environment. Allow yourself in many ways to feel that you are daydreaming as you say. You will find that in many instances that is exactly the correct feeling when you are functioning psychically, you are daydreaming. All right, when you are psychically functioning at night, you are night dreaming. But you are dreaming, nonetheless. You will begin to realize how quite real your dreams are. In a way, how quite more real they are than what are you turn to be your physical waking and life, but you will not lose your sense of waking life. You will not lose your sense of identity. No, you will find that, again, quite paradoxically, the more you allow yourself a stronger, fully integrated self-identity, the easier it will be for you to integrate and make those connections with all other consciousness, because you will know. that you will never lose your sense of identity and so you will not experience negative fear. Do you follow me? Yes. Continue to drift. Continue to play. Continue to create within your minds anything, any sound, any color, any vibration, any feeling, any situation, anything that you wish. And once again, when I suggest something something that you wish, suggest something to you? It is all right if you have quite another creation that will simply be your own set of reflections will be reflection of your own path and those doorways which you have chosen to explore only you, as your own self-creator, know what is appropriate for you, but you will receive the energy nonetheless. You will be operating on that level, nonetheless. Nonetheless, you will be vibrating in harmony to the idea, being very, very equal to the idea of being connected to everything nonetheless. Therefore, allow yourself to imagine in any way, shape or form, the color of red.

path and those doorways which you have chosen to explore only you, as your own self-creator, know what is appropriate for you, but you will receive the energy nonetheless. You will be operating on that level, nonetheless. Nonetheless, you will be vibrating in harmony to the idea, being very, very equal to the idea of being connected to everything nonetheless. Therefore, allow yourself to imagine in any way, shape or form, the color of red. Allow yourself to feel whatever feeling it gives you. it gives you and imagine that this will determine that as you imagine this your physical form will be stimulated in health, excitation, adventuresomeness, but mostly also relaxation, ease of being, Being, simpleness of form, beauty, in whatever concept you wish to view it, will occur at this level of relaxation of the entire physical form. You may view your internal organs as well being bathed by this red, soothing, warm, vibration, energizing, energizing, flowing, beating, living, vibration of energy. Allow yourselves to absorb this energy with one deep, slow breath in and out. That energy is a part of you. You are a part of that energy. You may now allow yourself to shift to shift. quite smoothly or rapidly depends upon you to the idea of green energy, green vibration, green light. Allow yourselves to feel every idea of mentality, every idea of action and reaction, every idea of meditation, to have its free play within you. Every idea of analysis, of brain function, of electro-mechanical stimulation, electrochemical stimulation, to feel that it is connected together through this green vibration. You might allow yourselves to understand yourselves as being equal to that vibration once again. again with one breath in and out. You may then, quite readily, allow yourselves to feel the vibration of blue, clear, crystalline, effortless, energy, yet supportive, vibrant, clarifying, blue energy, which stems from the source of your own soul is expressed physically in the interaction of your soul with physical dimensionality through your aura and through all the energy points that radiate from your body outward and radiate inward to the center of yourself. Realize that when you allow yourself here and now to experience that expansive and yet focused idea of blue, radiant, energy, that you are exactly not one small decimal point in either direction but exactly at the point you need to be to function psychically to feel connected to allow energies to flow and channel through you for the best benefit of all concerned that above all it will always be for the best benefit of all concerned that above all that above all it will always be for the best benefit of all concerned for the service of yourself, for the giving and the having simultaneously. You may understand yourself to be equal to that vibration at any time, any place, in any circumstance that you wish with one breath in and out.

best benefit of all concerned that above all it will always be for the best benefit of all concerned that above all that above all it will always be for the best benefit of all concerned for the service of yourself, for the giving and the having simultaneously. You may understand yourself to be equal to that vibration at any time, any place, in any circumstance that you wish with one breath in and out. Realize that while you float in this serene center of primal pace, no matter how that is represented to you, in very slow motion or very, very quick, high-paced energy, it will always be that point at which you know yourself to be the creator of your universe. totally responsible and therefore totally possessing freedom of choice to be all that you wish to be and to feel all that you wish to feel regardless of circumstance regardless of cause and effect here is your dream world where all such notions are in equal, where all such notions blend and none takes precedence over the other. You may now allow yourself three more deep breaths, as you allow yourself to rise slowly back to your conscious, aware, state of existence, feeling more at peace, more creative, more relaxed and more aware of all that you are, in a very general sense of new well-being, and knowledge that that is yours any time, any place that you wish it to be. You may open your eyes, you may be here and now, presently aware of yourself and your situations, But realizing that you have passed all the situations in your life, positive and negative, through this field of activity within you, through this field of peace, through that doorway of energetic creativity, and know that each and every one of those situations, thoughts, and feelings have been subtly changed, suddenly blended, integrated, and allowed. and allowed. How do you all feel? Perfect. You may ask questions. I've experienced a psychic heal from the Philippines yesterday, and the experience was one of awe and one of skepticism. I saw a skepticism. I saw actual, the body open and the hand go in, and I saw the things come out like the blood. And then I heard him speak in very broken English about the process of opening the molecules of the skin with the power of his third eye. Can you, there are still people who feel that it just, that it's fraudulent and that it was an act. is an act. Can you speak? Once again, you know that there are, in a sense, three variations on that idea. Those? Which you will call, in a sense, in your terms, fraudulent, yes. They will exist. The other end of the spectrum, so to speak, will be those very, very, very few individuals on your planet. upon your planet who can actually in a sense accomplish that idea as expressed to you.

an act. is an act. Can you speak? Once again, you know that there are, in a sense, three variations on that idea. Those? Which you will call, in a sense, in your terms, fraudulent, yes. They will exist. The other end of the spectrum, so to speak, will be those very, very, very few individuals on your planet. upon your planet who can actually in a sense accomplish that idea as expressed to you. You will find, for the most part, that what you are dealing with is what you know to be power of suggestion. In other words, it is, in your terms, a form of hypnosis, or hypnosis being self-hypnosis, no matter what. You will find that there will be individuals who will be able to convince those people who feel themselves to be ill, that they can cure themselves under just the appropriate circumstances or that they can be cured in their own minds by someone else. But they will always cure themselves. You will find, therefore, that while they will, in a sense, in your terms, play act, the idea of entering physically through the skin producing what seems to be diseased portions of the body, but which in reality are simply portions of material hidden beforehand, you will still find that there will be a percentage of individuals who will find themselves to be cured. Through their own ability to express their belief systems in that way and so find concurrence with their belief system and heal themselves. Realize that any individual will only heal themselves if they allow themselves to be healed by a system which is an accordance to their belief structure. In other words, those who do not believe that your medical profession can heal them will not be healed, no matter how sophisticated the equipment, no matter how advanced the technique. You will find, conversely, there will be those individuals who will... Against the opinion of the medical establishment, as you call it, be healed regardless of everything that your practitioners of medicine feel to that will happen to that individual. will always be a matter of belief one way or another. Do you follow me? Yes. Now many, many, many individuals on your planet will choose to exercise to exercise their channeled energy in the form of what you turn to be healing. You will find, however, that for the most part, this will take, I'll say, the simpler form of simple proximity to what you turn to be the patient by the healer, simply the exchange of energies either by, again close proximity or actual physical contact through mostly the hand area, sometimes through what is turned to be the third eye area, but you will find it will simply be an exchange of energy, an exchange of ideas, which the patient. is always free to accept or not to accept.

the simpler form of simple proximity to what you turn to be the patient by the healer, simply the exchange of energies either by, again close proximity or actual physical contact through mostly the hand area, sometimes through what is turned to be the third eye area, but you will find it will simply be an exchange of energy, an exchange of ideas, which the patient. is always free to accept or not to accept. However, you will find that those who feel they are expressing the channeling of their own higher consciousness. The channeling of their own creative energy in that way of healing may simply allow themselves to view themselves with the same amount of trust as in any endeavor and know that those individuals who will be attracted to them, will find what they are seeking. Otherwise, they would not be part of that experience. And so you may, in a sense, also allow yourself in your terms to bolster your own confidence and ability in sharing and being of service in that way. Do you follow me? Yes. One other question. All right. They say that there's a lineage in the Philippines of nine. healers who are different from the others who have come with a gift and handed it down to their brothers or their nephews or whatever, is this true? To a degree, you will find that they are, in a sense, maintaining an idea, which is in your terms very, very, very ancient. It is so ancient that it will have derived, in a sense, from a single source on your planet. And so you will find in this your planet. present, day and age, in terms of time, as you reckon it, there to be many societies who understand, in a sense, the idea of a council of nine elders. Do you follow me? Yes. You will find there to be many societies who express that concept. Now, a few of them recognize the origins of that concept, in a sense, but many do not. Yet, At the same time, still recognize, in their terms, the importance of the service done by that group. Do you follow me? Yes, thank you. Question. Sure? Yes. The feeling that you spoke of that sometimes occurs, does it occur instantaneously or is a gradual process? Can be either. Again, will be up to you, your sense of your self-timing. you will find it will be exactly right for who and what you are. So someone with, say, a diseased organ could actually reverse that practically instantaneously. You are nothing but in your terms energy, impressed upon by a view of yourself. Now, realize that what you turn to be dis-dis-ease is simply allowing that energy to be held in a particular pattern. If you allow yourself to go back to your zero rest point, you will always be in your terms in perfect health.

and what you are. So someone with, say, a diseased organ could actually reverse that practically instantaneously. You are nothing but in your terms energy, impressed upon by a view of yourself. Now, realize that what you turn to be dis-dis-ease is simply allowing that energy to be held in a particular pattern. If you allow yourself to go back to your zero rest point, you will always be in your terms in perfect health. Also, you may view that idea of instantaneous, what you turn to be, miraculous healing in another way. Since you create your idea of past and future from your here and now present time, you may view it the idea of healing instantaneously in this way. If you feel that a surgeon, as you say, affliction or disease requires a specific amount of time to be healed, you may allow for the beginning of the healing of that disease to take place at the appropriate amount of time in the past so that in the present it will already be healed. Do you follow? me. It will therefore seem, because you no longer, in a sense, perceive the past to have occurred simultaneously and instantaneously. Do you follow me? Yes. Question. Sure. All right, all right. I want to know if it's possible if a certain number of people require it in a special time to set aside for Nehemiah to come through for, say, a healing. You will follow. that there will be a specific portion of this idea expressed of healing within your overall exercises that we will go through. You will find? At that time Nehemiah will make one appearance. Yes. In the next few sessions? Yes. Yes. Yes. Is, is timing always perfect? Yes. Realize once again that you are always in control, even when you create a situation in which it seems you are out of control. I was thinking in a larger I understand it. Thank you. I was thinking in terms of when two different consciousnesses are interacting or two mass consciousnesses are right there. Realize once again that the time will all ways being necessary to be there before the interaction will take place. Thank you. I understand. Thank you. Bishah. I think that they can be here, but on the subconscious level, they are fighting it. Then they do not believe. Realize there is a difference between the idea of believing believing. and simply wanting or desiring what you turn to be true belief extends to all levels of consciousness. You will find that if you simply have a true belief, you simply know. You simply know without a shadow of a doubt, without even having to consider the idea that. it will occur. And therefore, there will be within that idea no separation of the consciousness into a consciousness and a subconsciousness at that time. The belief will cover all portions of the consciousness of the consciousness. Do you follow me? Yeah.

of consciousness. You will find that if you simply have a true belief, you simply know. You simply know without a shadow of a doubt, without even having to consider the idea that. it will occur. And therefore, there will be within that idea no separation of the consciousness into a consciousness and a subconsciousness at that time. The belief will cover all portions of the consciousness of the consciousness. Do you follow me? Yeah. If they do not allow themselves to be healed, it is their belief not to. Okay, but on the other hand, some people are healed and they believe they cannot be healed that way either. That is not the case, obviously. Realize once again they may pay much lip service to the idea that they cannot be healed, but if they are healed, then their belief structure made them understand that they were proposing, in their terms, as the skeptic, to act out a particular lesson to all concerned within the healing, most of all themselves. Do you follow me? Yes. Your physical reality allow yourselves to keep this idea very simple, and it is exactly this simple. Your physical reality is all the way. ways, the direct reflection of your innermost belief structure, your core belief, no matter what shells you may surround yourself with, no matter what you may, in a sense, assume to be your...