Sex (Part 2 of 3)

Very healthy evening. Mostly serious. Most of my channeling what I've ever experienced. The candle walks around and does her thing. Yes. It's almost like a completely, like she's doing all with herself. I want to hear something with you this morning to start. I, uh, early wine in bed, doing the rhythmic breathing. breathing and just more or less thinking, meditating. And I saw a fantastic, bright crystal-like light, and it seemed like it came right down, right into the third eye. And then I saw, and I was absolutely, and then I saw a very light form being, like it was total light, little light like I had seen before on the spaceship. And then it was just like a beautiful experience to me. All right. More often than not, and we will not differentiate any further than this at this time. When you create the archetypal symbol of the idea of a crystalline beam intersecting the idea you call your third eye chakra, you can understand you are actually, I'll see. actually, I will say, in a sense, physically perceiving the idea of the focused coherent energy of your own path. Recognize that many times you will perceive that it comes from outside yourself to your third eye, but recognize it is actually moving from your third eye outward. Follow it. Yes. One moment. moment. I just want to add on to 10's thing. I forget how are we talking about this with, about smelling and saying that I was noticing that when I rehearsing for long periods of times, or when I teach you have a long day, I can have body odor. But whenever I perform, I can sweat buckets, and I do not perform. I mean, I sweat. And, um, so... No sweat? I don't sweat. I don't know. Oh, Mel. And no matter how much I sweat. And I also want to ask you, do you perform the idea of, um, no I forgot the word, um, circumcision on your children. No. Do you masturbate? Do you masturbate? There is some yes. It will again be within the idea of the emotion of the moment, and can be, as you say, in this way, alone or with others. When you interact sexually if you're acting within the emotion of the moment, if that moment comes, I have a feeling I already know the answer. If that moment comes, you feel free about doing it. about doing it, I want to use the word in public, you feel free. So, you know what I'm trying to say? So if there was a moment where you, all of a sudden, a bunch of you felt like... Allow me say, it is something that has occurred, but does not occur, but rarely. So most of the time you find some private time to do that. Again, understand it is nothing we have to find. Right. Recognize again what it means, yes, the timing.

you feel free. So, you know what I'm trying to say? So if there was a moment where you, all of a sudden, a bunch of you felt like... Allow me say, it is something that has occurred, but does not occur, but rarely. So most of the time you find some private time to do that. Again, understand it is nothing we have to find. Right. Recognize again what it means, yes, the timing. the timing, it will always be exactly when and where it needs to be with regard to everyone else. If there are individuals thus who are present during that event of other individuals, then it is understood that they should be. There's never any judgment on that. No. Your emotional system, is your emotional system, is your emotional system similar to ours and that, well, I can't recall, I think we discussed guilt or something. For the most part, although again, we do not choose to create what we turn to be the artificial cells of negatively expressed emotion. No emotion in and of itself is negative until you judge it. Then you create what we turn to be the artificial cells, hate, guilt. Fear? Fear. It is not negative until again you judge that it is. Recognize that even in your own vernacular, fear can be what keeps you from stepping over an edge of a cliff. This then will be a positive manifestation of that idea, simply defining the parameters. But many times, when you create fear within yourself due to separation or judgment, it also will take on that negative aspect. Do you follow me? Do you follow me? Yes. Do you people have what we call neurotic behavior or... No, thank you. No? Or pick up bad habits that parents have and live them out through their lifetime? Understand in this way, in our civilization at this time, first of all, we do not have the concept you call bad and good. We have the idea of expressing positive or negative manifestation, but to us it is all creation. However, in our civilization, At this time, there is no negative manifestation. All quote-unquote habits have positive effect. So the term irritation or aggravation is not a term that consistent with... Okay. When we talk with you and certain people ask certain questions like myself I've asked many times. And you pick up the idea of irritation? Yeah. Understand again. we are reflecting to yourself, your own impatience with yourself. In this way, recognize that what we do mechanically is push a portion of our consciousness into a fourth-dimensional matrix wherein we can safely, quote unquote, experience the full range of emotionality, even the negative ones. So it does not have effect in the third-dimensional matrix that represents our civilization.

I've asked many times. And you pick up the idea of irritation? Yeah. Understand again. we are reflecting to yourself, your own impatience with yourself. In this way, recognize that what we do mechanically is push a portion of our consciousness into a fourth-dimensional matrix wherein we can safely, quote unquote, experience the full range of emotionality, even the negative ones. So it does not have effect in the third-dimensional matrix that represents our civilization. We do this so that we can gain the experience that we need in order to be able to communicate with you, otherwise we would not be able to understand your concept at all. at all. In this way, we can choose to reflect the idea. I myself will not experience the irritation. It will be something reflected in, so to speak, the oric field of the physical channel before you, so it is a mirror for your own impatience with yourself. Okay. Well, your communication, there are times like when you communicate to me and I have to see a lot of enjoyment, enjoyment, it's light, and it's love, and it's... Then you are enjoying yourself. Okay. And then there are the other, there's the opposite. Okay, like what we were just discussing. Yes. So is that totally my perception, and you totally have nothing to do with that on the wavelength that I'm perceiving it? Only in that we are willing to co-create that with you so you can reflect to yourself what you are choosing to create. But in that sense, it does not mean that we are personally creating that attitude towards you. Is there a component of Daryl's filtering that also enters in and maybe reinforces this irritation of that? It has happened in the past rarely at this point. No. Recognize that in this way the integration of the physical channel's own personal life has allowed him to reach the point where within the immersion of the energy he experiences in the channeling, he really does not care what goes on in the room. Well, one of the things, too, that I thought was really interesting, when you often mention that you say that the channel does not have the capability or the capacity to talk about a certain subject or something. Okay. But yet, when... Ken, as I perceive Ken is fairly technical, and he would ask you a technical question, you would rattle off something that's fairly esoteric, I would assume, and I would really wonder if Darrell is that technically oriented myself. In a sense, though not, as you would say, trained. understand the physical channel's own personal background and purposes for being physical in this life do involve to some degree and identification with that particular type of approach. Thus, the consciousness of the physical channel is more receptive to communication of that type coming through. Do you follow? Uh, could you explain that another way? I'm not technically.

if Darrell is that technically oriented myself. In a sense, though not, as you would say, trained. understand the physical channel's own personal background and purposes for being physical in this life do involve to some degree and identification with that particular type of approach. Thus, the consciousness of the physical channel is more receptive to communication of that type coming through. Do you follow? Uh, could you explain that another way? I'm not technically. The particular lock that is represented by the physical channel, channel will be of a shape that will accept that type of a T coming from us. Okay. Yeah. Thanks. Yes. I have a couple of questions. Um, if you're mind currently going on on the room? What's long? What's the location? The notion? No. Earth? No. Is it one in our solar system? No. No. physical apparatus that they use? Yes. Do our government officials know about this? Solved. Okay. Another question. The other night, I saw you on Monday, and I was not feeling well if my energy wasn't grounded. And I went home and immediately, like, passed out. It's so tired. And I know you had told me to sleep when I'm tired, and I've been sleeping a lot. and I've been sleeping a lot. But as soon as I hit the bed, it's like I felt there was another being by my bed, and I felt like my, I don't know, which body it was, left my physical body, and this other being was there to take me somewhere. And I became conscious of that and sort of woke up and got back to my physical body, and then immediately it happened again. Was that, was there another being there? Spitter guide. It was there. Yes. Great. And what was, he was, like I got today when I was communicating with him, that like I wasn't willing to slow down or be receptive, and yet there was something that I needed to do. So basically I just... Now understand that you quite often, as all of you do, in your sleep state, go off on other, quote-unquote adventures with other beings. Simply in this way, you have become somewhat sensitive. What sensitive to it, so that you were aware they were waiting for your usual excursion. Well, you know, in the next morning then I woke up and I was in such a foul mood. And I, it took me about five hours to figure it out. I was driving down the road and I thought, damn, why am I back in this body? I mean, I really understood, I didn't understand why I was so, it's like I was angry in a way, I realized it was because I was feeling limited again. And it was good, though, because then I had sex, and I was glad I had the physical body. I don't know. You've got to help, but then I have another question.

the road and I thought, damn, why am I back in this body? I mean, I really understood, I didn't understand why I was so, it's like I was angry in a way, I realized it was because I was feeling limited again. And it was good, though, because then I had sex, and I was glad I had the physical body. I don't know. You've got to help, but then I have another question. The other night, too, I had a dream about me and another being. The little child, and this man was taking us sort of through the mountains, and we were raised with the animals and things. animals and things. Later, in that same dream, me and the male child were dressed like an ermine and things, and I was like a little princess, but a child princess. Do you have any idea what that correlates with? Yes, all we are allowed to say at this time is that is a life that you shared, I will say, in the same, in the same vicinity as another individual now alive that you will meet. So it's not She that was the other person. I thought it was Shea. That may be so. Understand what we are saying is that you have not yet discovered in your recollection of that life who the other person was. once. You have not met them in your memory yet, and you have not met them in your physical life yet. But it is of a time that they also lived, and when you make the physical connection, you will find more coming up that will link you to that specific life, as they also lived there, though you have not seen them yet. Where was that place? Uh-uh. Uh-uh. You traveled widely. Our perception at this time is that the majority of the focus of the energy is in the area you call Nepal. Yeah, I think in Mongolia or something. I have another question too in reference to what we talked about, which is you're reflecting back our own irritation at our own process. A couple years ago, when I first started experiencing channeling energy, I would look in the mirror up and And I saw an image of being, you know, sort of in the mirror through me, but he had gray and pink splotched hands. It was like a Spider-Man outfit. And one, if you could tell me anything about it being gray, if not I understand it. And two, I realized when I looked into the mirror and into the eyes, and I saw the see that I was frightened because he didn't smile. So I've been thinking about that a lot lately and wondering if the lack of the smile, the lack of the smile was because the being is beyond emotionality, and that's not necessary. All we can give to you is one vibrational name. Mukta. Mukta. Mukta.

understand it. And two, I realized when I looked into the mirror and into the eyes, and I saw the see that I was frightened because he didn't smile. So I've been thinking about that a lot lately and wondering if the lack of the smile, the lack of the smile was because the being is beyond emotionality, and that's not necessary. All we can give to you is one vibrational name. Mukta. Mukta. Mukta. We can tell you nothing else at this time. And that same night when I looked in the mirror after that, like trying to deny that, I saw as if my total energy body rose out of my physical body and stood right beside the my other body. Is that what happened? I looked into the mirror and my physical body is here and right beside me was an identical body, but it was all of vibrating white energy. In a sense, yes, the experience of what you turn to be the etheric body. It just totally displaced basically for me to have that experience. Yes. Thank you, Bajar. I love you and I'm so glad to be here again. Even though I see you when you're not here, but I really... I really... How do you feel about yourself? I love myself. Thank you. I'm so happy. I've been dancing all day. Oh, thank you. It's wonderful. You know, it's great. One moment. Can you hold on to it? Yeah. You may all take your break. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Why you say? Question. Yes. Yes. I'm feeling really angry that, um, I noticed that you answer other people's questions that have to do with my path like this and... And... Some, not all. Okay. And I also noticed that I created that way that you don't answer my question. Yes. Understand, however, many times we do. Not in a way you think. Recognize. many times that if you realize, not that we are better, but simply that we view ourselves as an integrated wholeness, that we are the idea of relationships, that all of our communication to and from any being involves more of a totality of the self, many times But you may allow yourself to recognize that in the form we often do answer you. It is an answer as you would wish it, if you would listen to it from an integrated point of view. Well, I understand that, and I get it from that point of view. And I also have relationships with Earth's being here on this planet where I can ask them a question and they can sound all through to me an answer. Yes. And I don't always want to have to hear it from my question. my own, I understand what you're saying. It really, um, it validates my perception, my knowing that I know, all that part. And I don't want to have to do it all myself.

I also have relationships with Earth's being here on this planet where I can ask them a question and they can sound all through to me an answer. Yes. And I don't always want to have to hear it from my question. my own, I understand what you're saying. It really, um, it validates my perception, my knowing that I know, all that part. And I don't want to have to do it all myself. You have to do it all yourself anyway. No matter how many reflections you create, you're still creating them. You are doing it all yourself in that way. Okay, but I like to have my reflections. Okay. my information about myself expanded and that maybe it's all the lesson of, I get it. I know it all. I do. Yes. All right, let's get on with some more. Yes. You know, like, I know about my intuition and my knowingness. Are you acting on it? Well. Well. To what it's, I feel like, I don't feel as alive as I would like to feel. Why not? All the time. Why not? I don't know. I think because of, I feel, I feel something weighing me down is my, my impression. What could that possibly be? Well, I think it's, you know, I think it's my weight. because you are waiting for something rather than doing something. Do not wait for things to happen. But I don't know what to do. Yes, you do. I... You have already expressed many different ideas. I have many, many different ideas. Do them all. Earth beings can't do all things at the same time like that. Did not say at the same time. time. Oh, I intend to do them all. You intend to do them all? Are you doing any of them? Or are you only intending all of them? They're in thought form. All of them? Are you doing any of them? Well... Pick one. Okay, well, what I'm doing now is I'm working on a healing environment. All of them. right? Are you enjoying it? It's not as grandfine as I'd like it to be. Why not? Because I feel it's very limited. Why do you feel that? Because it's in, um, because there's no, there's no finances to be. So what? There's limited amount of time? What does finances have to do with healing? Because, um, Um, more interesting things could be brought into this environment. More interesting. Yes. More interesting. Judgment, judgment and more judgment. Interesting things could be brought in with the finances there. And you are saying then that interesting things without financing will not occur. So you feel bored. You feel limited. I've created some interesting things in there. Oh, now it comes out. Yeah. Good things are happening. All right. Understand again that the only limitation is your expectation of things needing to occur in a certain way. Do you follow that?

judgment and more judgment. Interesting things could be brought in with the finances there. And you are saying then that interesting things without financing will not occur. So you feel bored. You feel limited. I've created some interesting things in there. Oh, now it comes out. Yeah. Good things are happening. All right. Understand again that the only limitation is your expectation of things needing to occur in a certain way. Do you follow that? Well, I've already created healing environments before, and I'm interested in creating this on a on a higher level. All right. But again, understand that if that takes financing, then by going ahead and being that idea of that higher level healing center, you will have whatever financing it takes if it needs it. Maybe it doesn't. Well, already today I actually had someone proposed to me, you know, a possibility. So, you know, you know, Then why aren't you allowing yourself to know that those ideas will always be attracted to you exactly when and where they need to? You do not have to work on it. All you need to do is be that idea and act as if you are already doing it. Understand that when you assume it is something that is going to happen in the future, then you do not act as if it is already doing it. act as if it is happening now. Act as if you would act if the center already existed. Be the type of person you would be if it were already under operation and something you were doing every day. Then you will be being of the energy that will attract what the idea needs to support itself. You are still assuming that you are not yet. that you are not yet at that point. Uh-huh. That you have to work towards it. But that immediately implies it is separate from you. Well, this morning I had a direct experience of what it would be like to be in that healing center as a client receiving the healing. So I... Alright. You know, I felt the whole energy of the center. Alright. Then act as if you still do. still do. Okay. Understand you will not maintain the same actual energetic interpretation as you have in those moments of connection revelation, because then you will be able to physicalize and act it out. Otherwise, if you maintain the same energy level as those revelatory moments, you would be sitting around in a stupor all day, not doing anything but having the revelation. It's so fun, though. Yes. But they also serve a purpose. They give you a kick. Use the energy that they impart to you. Do not sit around wondering what to do. Do the revelation, act it out, become it. Do you follow that?

it out. Otherwise, if you maintain the same energy level as those revelatory moments, you would be sitting around in a stupor all day, not doing anything but having the revelation. It's so fun, though. Yes. But they also serve a purpose. They give you a kick. Use the energy that they impart to you. Do not sit around wondering what to do. Do the revelation, act it out, become it. Do you follow that? The more you do, the more you do, the more you do, you do, the more opportunity you will thereby be creating for your momentum to increase and attract what you need that much more quickly. I remember having that experience a couple of months ago of really just knowing that my actions just to do was right. But I have a... And I have a... Thank you. Something I've noticed, I was going to ask a question about, you said I could do all the things that I've envisioned to do. To some degree, unless you are creating what in your terminology is fantasy. And what I noticed is that I often, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I've been told that I need to get focused. Be more focused. Understand that focus is not a mentality idea. Focus is exactly what we are saying to you. A doing. A doing. Yes. When you are completely doing, you are completely focused. That is why time flies. That is why you pay no attention to the idea of the outside surroundings that would normal be created to judge you in your perspective. You do not care. You are too busy having fun. You are focused. We are loving what you are doing. I sense that there is an interest leaving a connection between all the components of my talents that it seems so diverse, but I feel like there's a project or, yeah, I feel like there's a project that will incorporate all the aspects of myself. All right. Okay. But, now that you know that idea, you do not have to sit and analyze it to death. Keep living as you are living, and then you will physically experience that idea. Now, just one more question about the doing, and I feel like I'm a kind of, in a sense, a compulsive doer. Like, I'm very, very active, and I feel one of my greatest attributes is being a a kind of behind-the-scenes channel for energy. Like I just know I move a lot of energy just not doing it. You are always doing something. But it might not have to move it, physically moving, moving out in the world. I feel a lot of strength from just sitting and... Understand that you can do that as well. But many times, you can do that, Many times, you will catch yourself in an analytical loop and assume that you can do everything that way.

know I move a lot of energy just not doing it. You are always doing something. But it might not have to move it, physically moving, moving out in the world. I feel a lot of strength from just sitting and... Understand that you can do that as well. But many times, you can do that, Many times, you will catch yourself in an analytical loop and assume that you can do everything that way. Recognize that the idea of creating a static, spontaneous explosion of coincidence is not that you have to make anything happen, but that when you attract an opportunity to yourself, you do act on it. Yes, I've also been learning those discrimination, too, because I feel like as I attract one idea, I know that I can attract others and that the initial one might not exactly be the perfect one. What? What? Well, for example, I was working for... One moment! We need no example. We know exactly what you mean, but do you know what you mean? Understand again. That is why you are stopping yourself. That is why you are sitting and not feeling your momentum. You are assuming that what you create is a less perfect version of something else. of something else. There is no such thing. So always the first thing that comes up for me. Is exactly the perfect manifestation of that idea. There are no pieces of ideas. You are not going to reach a state of perfection. You already are perfect. Everything that you do is for the doing of that thing perfect. Do what you create. Do what you create. Do not wait and judge it to be less than something which could come along later. Then the only thing you are doing is waiting for that ultimate thing to come along, because you always judge that there is going to be something better. I don't always judge. In fact, I have been feeling it's a positive thing I've called the discretion because I have often sold myself short by taking an offer, you know, an offer. an offer that was not... Stop. You have never sold yourself short. Do you not understand that your attitude and definitions alone are what are causing the limitations? So you say just jump on everything that comes my way. Yes, because you have created it to do so. Nothing happens to you. Nothing happens to you. Everything happens to you. Everything happens to you. because of you. Nothing happens to you. These things in your life do not just come along from nowhere. You are co-creating them. And, okay, so what if I could co-create, what if I, when they come, I say, oh, I would like to co-create something higher than this, or better than this? There is no better. Everything is exactly the best thing. Everything is exactly the best thing. that that experience can be. For that experience. You are not living in the moment.

in your life do not just come along from nowhere. You are co-creating them. And, okay, so what if I could co-create, what if I, when they come, I say, oh, I would like to co-create something higher than this, or better than this? There is no better. Everything is exactly the best thing. Everything is exactly the best thing. that that experience can be. For that experience. You are not living in the moment. You are not focused. Okay. I'm not focused. Yes. The idea is that you are extending your senses to some ambiguous future all the time. Not all the time. You understand what we mean. Yeah. I see what you're coming out of judgment. Yes. As long as you continue to make comparisons, then you will always extend the idea of yourself to someplace in the future. Live fully what you give yourself in the moment. You will find then that you do not need to create patience because you will be too busy enjoying yourself. yourself. Uh-huh. Patience is not a necessary tool for creation. Yes, I've never really wanted to experience very much with that. Okay, I understand what you are. Thank you. We know you are. How do you feel? Well, what I'm getting an understanding right now is why I'm to why I'm waiting for this relationship to happen because I'm judging. All right. How do you feel? Yeah, I feel relieved. Thank you. For relieving yourself of the duty that you had ascribed to your path. Your path is not a duty. It is a joy. Thank you. You may step down. Thank you. Thank you. I have the jacket, darling. Oh, right. Can me. Thank you. Do you perceive a lady with glasses, sort of, blonde, a white hair. Are you being purposely ambiguous? No, no. Okay, well let me just go ahead. Thank you. I have seen this being, who is a lady that's about five, six, and she has long blonde hair, she wears glasses. She wears glasses. has blueish-gray eyes and I have her and I have a focus in my mind but I can't. How does she feel? Are you getting emotionality? Yeah. It's a feeling of this person, her eyes is just a feeling of this person. Her eyes is just very distinct. You know, when she looks at me. Intense? Yes. It seems like it almost piercing through me. All right. What about her? Uh, I guess nothing. You know, I like to know who she is. All right, but we did not ask you to ask the question. We asked you what about her. Well, I'd like to know who she is. Who she is. What about her? Speak of her. Speak of her. Who is she to me? I don't know if I can't turn into how you want you to. We do not want anything. Who is she to you? In the sense of your feelings? What types of impressions?

right, but we did not ask you to ask the question. We asked you what about her. Well, I'd like to know who she is. Who she is. What about her? Speak of her. Speak of her. Who is she to me? I don't know if I can't turn into how you want you to. We do not want anything. Who is she to you? In the sense of your feelings? What types of impressions? Somebody seems very close or... In what way? Possibly a spiritual guide or possibly a... Or possibly a... All right. She has, there is a love about her that really seems to stand out. She's stern, but yet very loving. Why do you think at this time you have picked up upon this vibration? I don't know. In fact that this picture comes in my consciousness. When and for how long has it been coming? It started early this morning. Do you, if you relax within yourself, sense in any way, shape or form at all, no matter how vague in your terminology it may be, a direction in which that energy might lead, do any images come to mind, even if they do not make sense? Feel her, think of her, image her, and then allow yourself simply without trying to to put two and two together, see what equation you get if you simply identify with the energy, where does it take your imagination? I thought it was me at one time. You know? But that's how I started to getting in trouble. Now, now, stop, stop, stop. Now, pay attention. Now, pay attention. We did not ask you what you used to think. We asked you what you used to think. We asked you to do in your terms of real time. real-time exercise right now. First, maybe if somebody to help me, I'm aware of that. All right. I'm very much aware that. But what I was saying to you is I got into a... We do not need to know that at this time, and neither do you. Okay. Forget about the idea of your past, controlling your presence. Okay. Now, Put yourself again, simply into the imagination position of feeling her energy. What right now do you create in terms of images in your imagination? Anything at all, even if you do not think, it relates. What are you getting? Alright, what else? A lover? What else? Do not think you are thinking. Do not ascribe typical associations to the images you are getting. Simply describe in this way What else? What else? Now, I won't know. I will give you a clue. Recognize that all that you are perceiving right now is bouncing off the inside of a shell. It is all right that this shell exists. It is part of being physicalized. Simply that this being is, I'll say, sparking this energy within you.

are thinking. Do not ascribe typical associations to the images you are getting. Simply describe in this way What else? What else? Now, I won't know. I will give you a clue. Recognize that all that you are perceiving right now is bouncing off the inside of a shell. It is all right that this shell exists. It is part of being physicalized. Simply that this being is, I'll say, sparking this energy within you. But what you are perceiving are your multitudinous interpretations of the energy coming from this being. in symbolic forms that makes sense to you. Attempt in your imagination to pierce gently through that shell to experience the being itself. What do you get? Then I'll think about it. What do you get? What do you get? Say it. I'm afraid to say it. Why? Because I wanted to say God. Alright, that is another idea, but you are experiencing the idea of an integrated wholeness, again, symbolically which represents the idea to you of God. Well, this being has been with me, but I have just started to really recognize it. Very good. Now, I know that about that. Very good. Very good. I will give you another clue. It has something to do with that being's interest in connecting up a portion of its energy to the idea of Earth servers because of what that being knows Earth servers will be doing. Therefore, it lends support into that endeavor, because it assists in that being's endeavors. I guess. The physicalness of this person's house, and the statue outside, the steps, the marble floor, and her seemingly abilities in terms of she stretches, but she stretches. well, she stretched over a period of, I mean over... Oh, hell, I don't know. All right, we will give you another blue. All that you are perceiving is something that is being spontaneously created into existence by you to represent the feminine aspect of your sense for... that is stimulated by this being's presence. What you are perceiving to some degree is a somewhat accurate representation of the original being, but you are experiencing it through an identification to your own feminine side. There are many, many steps removed, in a sense, to this being. There are many shells between your own, between your being-ness on your planet and this being's reality. And you will find that you will pierce one after another. But recognize the assistance is coming from this being, and in this way, giving you the opportunity to integrate more and more within yourself some specific ideas of your own energy that you will require to recognize at a specific timing. Could you suggest the email? No. She does not wish it. You will find out. Perhaps we will tell you. Perhaps she will tell you. Perhaps someone else will tell you. But for now, for you to know, would completely turn you upside down. You would lose your focus.

the opportunity to integrate more and more within yourself some specific ideas of your own energy that you will require to recognize at a specific timing. Could you suggest the email? No. She does not wish it. You will find out. Perhaps we will tell you. Perhaps she will tell you. Perhaps someone else will tell you. But for now, for you to know, would completely turn you upside down. You would lose your focus. You know, I got to tell you, I've been working very hard and unworking, whatever, to get it to this point. And you are doing very well. Thank you. And just by the fact that this being exists in my consciousness now, is far as far as the fact that this being exists in my consciousness now, is far also validation. Very good! And in my doing the things that I have been doing, the beginning to go a lot more comfortable than it. To make a long story short, I sense that I am well on the way. I know what I want to do. I know I don't have the logistics of everything that worked out, but it's... You don't need to. Yeah. That's a part of the whole game. Yes. So, well, I guess we could get off the subject, then. All right. But you have opened another door. Thank you. But you know this is going to come up at the end. Oh, yes. But we know that from the other point of view. Okay. Okay. One last question. I know that's another time I will say of us. About the decision, what if anything can one do to help this thing? You do not have to help anything be positive. Everything contains positive and negative. Choose. You know yourself in that way to be manifesting the idea of positive manifestation of energy. Thus, You may simply take it for granted that if you know yourself in this way to contain that idea of expression, everything in your reality will also be of life vibration. But is it not a collective consciousness that we need to get handled on this thing? No. Not get handled again. The idea that you have agreements with all these other consciousnesses does not mean that you, at this time, At this time, because you can recognize the opportunity to choose between them, cannot simply choose. Part of the idea of the agreement at this time is to make a conscious choice without regard to what anyone else is choosing. That is part of the agreement. Oh, okay. Well, I misunderstood. I thought it was, it had to be a collective global effort. It will do. And it's not.