Suicide Excitement (Part 2 of 4)

Listen to the feedback that you, the fragment, is telling it you want to experience. Allow yourself to be in touch with the overall, you, be in communication with yourself in that way, and then you will be able to coordinate the experiences between you rather than feeling shot off. You follow me. It's pretty much owning it all, right? Find you, yes. Okay. One other thing, well, two of the things. Oh, I don't like. One is, I noticed, if something happened a little different with you, you are you more of an emotional high? I'm saying, I'm serious, I'm not being perceived. I know. I noticed tonight when you started, your energy and your attention, your attentiveness and your you seem to want to give more right now. Your energy seems to me. And what does that mean if that is what you are perceiving? We want to get more. Nope. You're mirroring. You follow me? That which you can perceive must exist within you. Otherwise you could not perceive it. You follow me? Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm? Mm-hmm. Yeah. What else? Yeah. Yeah. Would you tell me what the mission is, the event that's supposed to happen on the 6? Could you give us a little information in terms of what's supposed to happen? Why are they coming? Could you repeat that one? And who are, friends? First! of all, assume nothing. Assume nothing. Okay. There is simply an opportunity. There is simply an opportunity for identification, for interaction. Different individuals will experience different ideas. There will be. No, not at this time then. Understand that we pull back the information when we sense, that the words will be locked onto in such a way as for every individual to assume in that sense, that they will then invalidate the experience they would have had and put expectation upon what they want to have. Follow your feelings. We have suggested 545 a.m. of your time, we have suggested the generalized area nearby your area that you call Malabu. That is all you need to know. The rest will be up to you. Thank you. How about the rest is history? Why? Well, who was it just coming? George, one moment. As we said, assume nothing. Oh, okay. Did you have questions? Yes, Dasha, how are you doing? Perfect. I would get better. Thank you. Much better? Yeah. Better, better, better, better. Well, much better, yes. Much better. You are the best right now. right now at exactly what you are doing. You are perfect in what you are manifesting right now. Yeah, I agree with that. Is anyone else doing it better than you? No. No. That's true. Whatever it's happening and whatever has happened, it's been totally perfect. Thank you, then how are you? Well, I'm perfect. Thank you. Do you have a question or statement? I have a statement. Thank you. Well, I have been really. the magic of Finnhorn.

what you are doing. You are perfect in what you are manifesting right now. Yeah, I agree with that. Is anyone else doing it better than you? No. No. That's true. Whatever it's happening and whatever has happened, it's been totally perfect. Thank you, then how are you? Well, I'm perfect. Thank you. Do you have a question or statement? I have a statement. Thank you. Well, I have been really. the magic of Finnhorn. And it is a way for me, which has made me more aware of the divine intelligence, or my higher self, or income Indians with mass consciousness. Yes. And the thing that I was looking at this lifetime. this lifetime, what was my purpose in life? And I could never find out what was my purpose, because I always felt that, or the idea what was generated from the people that those said to me you have to have a purpose, what's to have, to be something that I would have to do, a doing this, like a physical doing this. Did you ask them? Is not life enough? To live? No. But the thing is that I realized that more what's going on with my life right now, that my purpose, this lifetime, was to attain an awareness or to go to a transformation or... Of course, that is everyone's general purpose. General purpose. Does not everyone have the general purpose to attain awareness? Yeah. To attain awareness, which would mean made me made me really in a tune or in vibration in which everything there is. Yes. Okay. Now, I've been, I have been very fortunate to have someone that I can stay at this place. Everybody want? Fortunate. Fortunity. Perfect. Yes, you have created it. Yeah, right. So I can really have time to meditate. To rest and rest. All right. And all this. Anyway, I don't know what I'm going to be doing in the near future. Oh, very good. Very good. I know, right. I agree with you. Actually, I just go with the flow. Yes. Go with the flow. Whatever is going to happen. You have? Ven. If I may again use your vernacular, achieved quite a high state of awareness by not knowing what you are going to do in the future. Because you are totally then here right now. been here right now. That's right. Not in a great time. Thank you. Oh, very aware. Very aware. Oh, John. Oh, oh, oh. You're not tonight, sir. Alright, would you like to wait one moment while we deal with Oh, oh, oh, oh. Oh. Oh. I'm not sounding fun. Um. Jost? Yeah. Yeah. Thank you very much. I'm having fun. I was connecting into what Don, God, was saying about, and you were telling him to stand out straight, and it made me think of a dream that I had, um, about, um, and the physical channel was in it.

tonight, sir. Alright, would you like to wait one moment while we deal with Oh, oh, oh, oh. Oh. Oh. I'm not sounding fun. Um. Jost? Yeah. Yeah. Thank you very much. I'm having fun. I was connecting into what Don, God, was saying about, and you were telling him to stand out straight, and it made me think of a dream that I had, um, about, um, and the physical channel was in it. And, um, he was channeling and somehow he was grounding himself by touching me. And I was, I slumped and he said, oh no, you broke the, you broke the, you broke the, um, you broke the, um, you broke the connection. He said, sit up straight. And so I set up straight and then it reconnected. And I was thinking maybe it had some reflection in terms of my own channeling. But when you told him that, that made me be aware of it's not just the channeling, it's just the channeling of life in general. Yes! And that's what the reflection was for me. Thank you! Yes. Okay, I have to have a question. First, when I was about 15, 16, I was I was tackled in a football game, and for three or four days, I mean, I was consciously in my house with people around me talking to me, but I don't remember anything in those three or four days. And I was wondering if you could give me on any insight onto where the majority of my consciousness was at that time. I feel like... In what you term to be, astrostates. Is your purpose for that happening? Of course not. Of course! Sure what. Oh, you are waiting for me to tell you. Well, no, I'm saying, ask for more information, and then I go, well, I'm sure you'll get it if you need it. So if you want to tell me, great, if not I'm sure I'll get it. Why do you think you will get it if I do not tell you? Because I'm supposed to have it, or the question after 12 years would have it. after 12 years would have never arisen in my mind. Very good. Now as you allow it to arise in your mind, as you call it, You might also allow it to arise within your consciousness. Feel those few days of those few days of time days of time, feel. Close your eyes, are your eyes closed? Feel. Those days of time, feel them. Feel, feel, feel, feel. What do you feel? I have six of feelings. All right. One is of confusion at the physical body. Yes, very good. What else? Very much confused, because I'm there with all these people and maintaining, but I'm not even really there. All right. Where are you? Sort of rolling around and laughing and... All right, very good. And a different dimension and there's a lot of sparkles.

time, feel them. Feel, feel, feel, feel. What do you feel? I have six of feelings. All right. One is of confusion at the physical body. Yes, very good. What else? Very much confused, because I'm there with all these people and maintaining, but I'm not even really there. All right. Where are you? Sort of rolling around and laughing and... All right, very good. And a different dimension and there's a lot of sparkles. Oh yes, lots of sparkles. Very good. And I'm in a sphere. In a what? Spear. All right. What color? It's changing colors. Very good. What is it made out of? All right. Is there anyone with you? Are you alone? There are many people with me? What do they feel like? I'm still identifying with the body, but I'm not the body at this point. And they're not bodies. They're just, I don't know, we're all together. What do they feel like? You have to talk to them, you know? What do they feel like? Well, you feel like, um, sprinkles of energy and light. All right. How do those sprinkles feel? Oh, invigorating. All right. It seems in such a conflict to what my physical body is undergoing. I'm supposed to be like in pain in my room, not being able to think straight. And yet, you feel I'm in a different place. Yes. Yes. Now, allow yourself to absorb all those sprinkling sprinkles. Allow yourself to the idea that the absorption of those sprinkles will compile within you to form one overall idea that you know is the idea you will then take back with you to your physical body. What is that idea? Do not think about it. What is the farewell message from your astral friends as you get ready to go back to your body? What do you know you are taking back with you? Dimension. Dimension. What else? Light. What does that? Light. All right. Stop. How does the light feel? All right. Ease of creation. of creation, ease of creation. It's easy, isn't it? Yes. That is what you brought back with you was the knowingness of the ease of creation. Now, you are allowing it to be the ease of creation. Now you are allowing it to come to outer aware consciousness. Fifteen years is no time at all. That's true. And you knew it in the astral state. When you had the conversation, you knew it would fall into perfect timing as it is. And the 15 years now has afforded you the opportunity to know, as you say, the other side of the coin. So that when you now are beginning to allow for this ease of creation, you will understand.

to outer aware consciousness. Fifteen years is no time at all. That's true. And you knew it in the astral state. When you had the conversation, you knew it would fall into perfect timing as it is. And the 15 years now has afforded you the opportunity to know, as you say, the other side of the coin. So that when you now are beginning to allow for this ease of creation, you will understand. you will understand that there is nothing you have not experienced, that you do not need to experience in the negative effect of struggle and strife, and that when you now allow this ease of creation to begin to manifest, you will know that not one thing is left that will cause you to slip back into struggle and strife. You follow me. Yes. Yes. Yes. How do you feel? I feel great. I've been feeling great for a while now. Yes. I just don't believe it sometimes because I'm so used to not feeling great, you know. It's lying I don't know how it feels so great all the time. It feels unnatural. Well, why not give yourself a chance to find out? Oh, I'm going to. All right. Thank you. Thank you. Can I ask another question? Yes. I have so many. Now, may I make a suggestion? Yes. I'll answer my. Oh. Yes. You may ask as many as much. But allow me to say, you will find that now you are, I'll say, allowing yourself to become used to the ease of creation. Therefore, you will find that your questions will begin to dissolve. Well, most of them, I'm getting my own answer. Yes. I have, okay, I'll wait and ask my own individual questions later. It's up to you. Okay, I'll ask them later than night. What I want to ask now is something I, I just want to know your feeling on or your information. information on because it seems to be like this epidemic of AIDS is like the whole consciousness has like been so all right thank you stop all right continue for a moment you have been away all right then stop again thank you all right then stop again thank you I'll say the thought It's almost as if the conscious, the mass consciousness has manifested this dis-ead to teach them how close we are together in a way. All right, very good. That is one idea. Allow me say we have discussed this with, I'll say, your civilization, and I will be brief. Understand simply that the major idea behind this is a judgment upon those individuals by themselves.

right then stop again thank you I'll say the thought It's almost as if the conscious, the mass consciousness has manifested this dis-ead to teach them how close we are together in a way. All right, very good. That is one idea. Allow me say we have discussed this with, I'll say, your civilization, and I will be brief. Understand simply that the major idea behind this is a judgment upon those individuals by themselves. by themselves and by other portions of the mass consciousness, that is a recognition that the symbol for which they were created to reflect back to the mass consciousness is the idea at this time that there is a lack of willingness to allow there to be an integration of male and female energy, both as males and females and as male female energy within each male, female, within each female. Follow me. It is a symbol of the idea of the blending of male and female energy. When you allow that blending to take place, there will not need to be the physicalized symbology of those individuals now experiencing the judgment created by themselves and the judgment created against them by the rest of mass consciousness because of what it is they are so willing to show the rest of mass consciousness. Then there will be no need for that symbol in that way. You follow me. I do. I, for me, I've learned and believed and know that disease is a manifestation of our own creation like everything. And it's been very difficult for me because I see, like I don't even, I don't read papers, I don't radio, but you hear things from different people and you see, I've seen this like terror going on around people in the city and things about this. about this experience. That is what lack of willingness to integrate will do. It makes my heart hurt. I wish there was something I could do as a person to help you do it. There is, there is, there is, by allowing yourself, by allowing yourself to become totally equal to the ease of creation. Then you will be allowing them an opportunity to see that reflected from you and they may then choose that as they observe it within you if they wish to. You cannot make anyone do anything. You cannot really even help anyone except by being the totality of an idea that then you will be giving them an opportunity to choose if they so desire. By pitying them, you're only reflecting to them the energy in that way. That is all they will perceive from you. They will not then have the idea from you that they can choose. another way. You will be reinforcing that they are, in fact, to be pitied. You follow me. Right. Right. Thank you. Thank you. Question. Yes. Is there free will? Did someone make you ask that question? Did someone make you ask that question?

them, you're only reflecting to them the energy in that way. That is all they will perceive from you. They will not then have the idea from you that they can choose. another way. You will be reinforcing that they are, in fact, to be pitied. You follow me. Right. Right. Thank you. Thank you. Question. Yes. Is there free will? Did someone make you ask that question? Did someone make you ask that question? Does that answer your question? Why not? Because, for example, in the Bible, there are predictions and there was this person Nostradamus. Yes, yes, yes, all right, thank you. We are aware of that. Now allow me to say a few words before you go on, all right? Or do you wish to continue? No, sir. Thank you. Understand, first of all, that certain ideas within some forms of literature that you have were described in a context. in according to the understanding of the times that they were described. Recognize that in one sense there is really no such thing as predicting the future. You are creating the future from the present. Understand that when you make a quote unquote prediction, what you are doing is you are sensing at the time that you are making the prediction, you are sensing the energy that exists at that moment that has the most likely potential to become. to become physically manifested. You are sensing at the time the prediction is made, the idea that has the most momentum behind it. Predictions, as you say, or sensing for the mass consciousness, as was the want of the individual you call Nostradamus. Sensings for the mass consciousness will have a great deal of energy momentum behind them. They are not as likely to change as predictions for individual. for individuals. Individuals within the mass consciousness are far more changeable than the overall energy behind the mass consciousness. Are you following me so far? Simply understand, therefore, in that way, that when sometimes a prediction is made, the purpose, even for the prediction being made, is to allow the individual for whom the prediction is being made to change the prediction, if that is not what they want to have happen. Therefore, many times predictions, predictions as they are made are simply for the purpose of making sure the prediction does not come through. You follow me. Because it gives you the opportunity to then exercise your what? Free will. And to know that only when you make a choice within an agreement of the ideas you have agreed to accept within certain ideas of the mass consciousness after having made that choice, then for a, I'll say, in a sense, determined period of time, there will be predetermination because you have agreed to follow a certain path. Once you get to the end of that particular hallway, there will be another set of choices to make with your free will.

you make a choice within an agreement of the ideas you have agreed to accept within certain ideas of the mass consciousness after having made that choice, then for a, I'll say, in a sense, determined period of time, there will be predetermination because you have agreed to follow a certain path. Once you get to the end of that particular hallway, there will be another set of choices to make with your free will. So you have the creation in a sense of both predetermination and free will, but understand that all of it comes from the idea that you do have the ability to choose. And any idea you call a prediction in that way is not set in stone. Now understand that you have within your mass consciousness, yes, still several ideas that are the predictions in that way, that still have a great deal of energy behind them and are likely to manifest in some way, shape, or form. Allow me to say, at this time, however, that because of the willingness of the individuals within your society and the mass consciousness as a whole, its willingness, to begin to allow the idea of not separation from the self, but integration of the self, to be valid, and to change the habits of separation too, I'll say, the habits of separation. integration, you now have given yourself the opportunity to, I'll say, re-channel some of the energy of those predictions into slightly more positive ways, and you have given yourself the idea. Allow me to say, up to approximately, I'll say, 20 of your years ago, the ability to know that you wanted to go from transformation in many ways of struggle and structure. You have given yourself 10 catastrophes, cataclysms to experience, so that you would know you had arrived at the time of the transformation of what is termed in your literature, Armageddon, but understand that you have since, because you are been willing to form integration rather than separation, now transform those ten catastrophe ideas into three, and they are not even as bad as the original three that they were. You follow me? Therefore, understand that while there is still the potential of the idea of the transformation to be allegorically understood from the point of some of those ideas that were, quote, on, quote predictions, many of them will have transformed into quite something else. Will I have answered your question? Yes, thank you. Thank you. You might take a short break. Thank you. Thank you. Wrong sorry! Question! Does that mean the raw materials, the catastrophic things that are describing the raw materials aren't necessarily going to happen then? That is correct. Understand there will be transformation. There will be these ideas, somewhat. Some of them will remain, somewhat. They will not transpire in exactly the manner as foretold in that way.

answered your question? Yes, thank you. Thank you. You might take a short break. Thank you. Thank you. Wrong sorry! Question! Does that mean the raw materials, the catastrophic things that are describing the raw materials aren't necessarily going to happen then? That is correct. Understand there will be transformation. There will be these ideas, somewhat. Some of them will remain, somewhat. They will not transpire in exactly the manner as foretold in that way. Some of them must transpire, as you understand the term must, to allow them to be the normal, natural, cyclical events that will take place within the idea of the adjustment of the energy field of your planet. There will be what you turn to be! Polar shift. Understand it will not be as physiologically cataclysmic as heretoforedeemed. It will be mostly magnetic. There will be some, I'll say, increased activity in what you term to be. The idea you call quake activity, but again, understand that much of it will be channeled in such a way as to not cause loss of life. You follow me. Yeah. Oh, that's good. Wonderful. That's good. Thank you. You have decided to do this yourself. Of course. Yes. I want to take a look at a pattern I'm going in my life. All right. Um. I work in show business. And I've been working a lot of years, developing contacts and that sort of thing. And I've got scripts with major studios that are just sitting on the verge. I've got clients working in New York, Frisco. And I don't give a damn right now, though. I don't want to pursue it anymore. Oh, I... Well, I can't make it all right with myself, though. I put a lot of time and that sort of thing into it. But it's like I have these things sitting out there, and I bring them up to a certain point, and then I don't just, I don't want to push through with it. How about instead of having to make it be all right, allow it to be all right. Understand if you are allowing yourself to feel that way, you are allowing it to be all right to feel that way. Otherwise, you would not feel that way. That doesn't remain constant with me. So what? I don't know I still watch. All right, why must it remain constant? Why must you remain constant? Why must you see? That peace of mind comes with consistency. Understand that change is the only constant in the universe. Perhaps it is an opportunity for you to get used to the idea that constant change can be just as peaceful, just as creative, just as rewarding. You do not have to think you will seem scattered to other individuals. You follow me. Yeah. That is a judgment. a judgment. You can do and are doing many different things. Why should you not increase your scope? Why should you not add something else?

the universe. Perhaps it is an opportunity for you to get used to the idea that constant change can be just as peaceful, just as creative, just as rewarding. You do not have to think you will seem scattered to other individuals. You follow me. Yeah. That is a judgment. a judgment. You can do and are doing many different things. Why should you not increase your scope? Why should you not add something else? Perhaps if you allow yourself the validity of the feeling you are going through, you may then give yourself the opportunity to find out what it is you are, adding on to the list of things you are doing. And perhaps in adding that to the list, you will allow the rest of the list also to be valid and you will find yourself getting excited about all the other stuff as well. What do you think about that? That makes a lot of sense. See, I have another project too. I wrote a book a couple years, which is out on the market. A couple of years ago. It's out on the market now. Publisher want another book. Yeah. Which is great, but I just sit there and don't do anything with it. All right. But again, the blockages are only coming from the belief that you think you are doing too many things. Allow me say that when you allow, allow all of these ideas to be equally valid and do not feel like you have to pair yourself down, then you will find that the time that will be needed to perform all of these functions will be automatically there because you will be allowing for the timing to be valid. Time is determined by timing. You follow me? Yeah. Relax. Enjoy! Enjoy! Whatever you wish to is. you wish to enjoy. Can I take a break? By all means now recognize that taking a break creatively is just as valid as writing a book creatively. You follow me? And within that break, recognize that there will be a wealth of information and knowledge that may go into your next book. Perhaps you would like to include that as well. How do you feel? That's great, yeah. Thank you. For your willingness to continue to expand your awareness of all that is, all that you are, all that you are, all that you create. Because in your willingness to share of yourself in that way, Within your own perfect unfoldment and timing, you then allow there to be that much more of all that is for all consciousness to share and explore. For that gift, we will thank you. Question. Question? Yes. One moment. I've been feeling a lot of blocking in that very area. I feel I'm very ready and pregnant of being ready to serve the planet, and I'm not... How would you like to do so? Well, I'm not feel clear at all. I'm publishing a poetry book.

to be that much more of all that is for all consciousness to share and explore. For that gift, we will thank you. Question. Question? Yes. One moment. I've been feeling a lot of blocking in that very area. I feel I'm very ready and pregnant of being ready to serve the planet, and I'm not... How would you like to do so? Well, I'm not feel clear at all. I'm publishing a poetry book. All right. That is one way. What else? I don't know. I'm working for USC and running an institute of physics. All right. That doesn't seem to be enough either. All right. What else would you like to do? Use your imagination. It is your tool of service to yourself. Allow the tool of imagination to serve you first. Then you will be able to serve. What is your imagination? tell you what excite you? Excitation, after all, being the identification of the vibration which does represent your path. Right. Right. What excites you? What's exciting me now is fear of what excites me. All right. Man, is it any wonder that you are just sitting around creating that fear. Yes, there's plenty of you. All right. If you are excited about it, then enjoy it. Now, Let us suppose you have gotten through with the idea. What else excites you? I would like to, for some reason, I think this big answer is going to come out of the sky and say, this is it and hand it to me in my lap, and then I could be happy and do it. All right, you might be able to create it that way for yourself, but understand you will be creating it anyway, but it can happen that way. It's up to you. Depends upon how silly you are willing to be. I'm afraid of being silly. I'm afraid of being so. Oh, stand out. You write poetry. You run a physics institute and you're afraid of standing out? How can you do these things if you're not already? Stand out? Well. Nothing. Oh, no big deal. All right. Very good. It is nothing. No big deal. Yet it is also magnificently, uniquely creative at the same time. Everything is magnificent and at the same time, yes. No big deal, not special. Because everyone is unique. Everyone is unique. Therefore, no one is special. Understand that, simply, to many other individuals, the idea of running an institute of physics would be just as fearful as you think something simple to them would be. You follow me. It is all your relative viewpoint. Now allow me to say, first and foremost, that you do create every opportunity. Allow yourself to simply recognize that many of the ideas that you would like to do. You do not do simply because you do not consider them to be exactly valid things to do in your world.

physics would be just as fearful as you think something simple to them would be. You follow me. It is all your relative viewpoint. Now allow me to say, first and foremost, that you do create every opportunity. Allow yourself to simply recognize that many of the ideas that you would like to do. You do not do simply because you do not consider them to be exactly valid things to do in your world. You fear the idea of judgment and having chosen to be something that is usually thought of as silly, yes. But allow there to be the validity in whatever you choose and you will always get the reinforced feedback of knowing you are on the right path for you because it will be in synchronous harmony with your understanding of excitement. And if you are always excited because you're always exactly what you need to be, You will not care who thinks you're silly. True. I have another question. All right. May I also say one more thing? Did you think you were going to feel silly in asking your question? Uh, no. Thank you. Then understand that with that same boldness, you will find that every other idea that you create will find the level of vibration that will also be your own validation for having done so. I understand. I understand. I've done that a lot. It's so instant that it scares me. I'm aware of the power and I want to be responsible with that power. All right. Now that you have said you will be responsible, you will be. Enough said. Okay. The other question is that I've been in contact with a lot of people that are in contact with extraterrestrial. And I've been throughout my life connected with those people. with those people and I wondered what connection that has with me personally. When you are willing to be a little bit more, silly, you will find out. Recognize that in one sense of the word, we extraterrestrials. Like vibrations will find like vibrations will find like vibrations. All right. If you are in the midst of that experience, you will find out why. Is it important? There is no such thing. It is as valid as it needs to be for you. Thank you. Thank you. Yes. Yes. I was about my perfection, but one thing that I want to tell you, I still have a lot of pain in my legs, and I wasn't in a carpenturer yesterday.

find like vibrations. All right. If you are in the midst of that experience, you will find out why. Is it important? There is no such thing. It is as valid as it needs to be for you. Thank you. Thank you. Yes. Yes. I was about my perfection, but one thing that I want to tell you, I still have a lot of pain in my legs, and I wasn't in a carpenturer yesterday. today and I received a treatment and my blood vessels broke so I have my hand is blue and a lot of blood you know came out and you said it never seen anything like that I should go see a chemist and have my blood examines and my blood was very very thin of death my chemistry was really wrong all right you have yes you have altered your chemistry in that way recognize that what allowed you to go to the acupuncturist was for the purpose of recognizing how much control you have over yourself physically in terms of altering your chemistry. Realize also that to some degree it was also a little bit of fear still within the idea of what you are creating for yourself. Allow yourself to know that it is still only a matter of timing and you can allow yourself to begin, to begin to act as if you can do. do things that you do not think you can do because of your condition. Allow yourself to act as if you can do. Those things allow yourself to know within yourself that the idea you call a condition is simply a manifestation of your own belief structure. It is serving its purposes. It is transforming. It is transforming. Do not judge it to be slowly or it will be. You follow me? Allow yourself to discover whatever you discover during this process as in you have this ability to alter your chemistry. One idea you have discovered because of this process you are going through. There will be a few more ideas. And when you allow all of these ideas to manifest as valid ideas, you will then then be dissolving the manifestation of this particular process you are going through, you will be allowing it to transform, thus having served his purpose, which was to bring you all of these new ideas about yourself. Okay. Thank you. That's very good. Also, I have something else that I want to come and put you to me. I had a very beautiful dream a few days ago. I really enjoyed to be working with children, so the dream was, was children, but it was very, very bright. There was a lot of gold light in the end of play with these children. And the play was very, very theta and very harmonious and very ecstatic.

very good. Also, I have something else that I want to come and put you to me. I had a very beautiful dream a few days ago. I really enjoyed to be working with children, so the dream was, was children, but it was very, very bright. There was a lot of gold light in the end of play with these children. And the play was very, very theta and very harmonious and very ecstatic. And it just came in at night time and I, in the morning when I woke up, I had this dream facing me again. It was like, you know, I could see it right away. Is there, can you explain that dream to me? What is there to explain? You are simply observing the astral blueprint of that which you can do. Understand that every idea is created astrally before it is created physically. You are living out your dream, as you can now do physically. By acting it out, by acting as it, it is already real, which is what the dream gave you the opportunity to experience. Oh, I think. Keep that emotion. Live it, feel it, be it, do it. Lead yourself where you need to be able to physicalize that dream. Live your dream. Live your dream. Recognize many times in the culture you call American Indian, they recognize the idea of having dreams and then physically acting them out. They recognize that this was the mechanism of physicalized creation, acting it out. it out as if it already were happening, then it would. Thank you. Very good. Also something else. There is something which is going on in California right now which there is a killer and the loose which is called the walking killer. And a lot of people have a lot of fear about this killer because he has a killer, you know, he chooses people in a house and he walks in. May I make a suggestion? Yeah, I go again. Would you please, rephrase your statement? Do not speak for everyone, speak for yourself. Thank you. Okay. I have a lot of fear. I don't have a lot of fear. Thank you. End of conversation. If you do not have the fear, there is no need to be worried about anyone else. I am not. Why not? Because you are reinforcing the experience in the negative for them. for them by worrying about them. I wanted to know what was the math consciousness was experiencing as far as having a person like this who is attacking children and killing people. It is the exemplification of victimhood. Victimhood. Yes. The idea to give them the opportunity once again, once again, to understand that there does not need to be a victim when they understand they. are creating their reality because of their belief systems. And many times, fear will be the overriding belief. I see.

was the math consciousness was experiencing as far as having a person like this who is attacking children and killing people. It is the exemplification of victimhood. Victimhood. Yes. The idea to give them the opportunity once again, once again, to understand that there does not need to be a victim when they understand they. are creating their reality because of their belief systems. And many times, fear will be the overriding belief. I see. So this morning I was to sleep and I had a dream that this killer came into where I was living. And I saw him and I jumped out of the window and I ran to another apartment and I looked at the door and I called the police and they caught him. And it was so vivid, it was like black and white, like a black and white. went film, you know? All right. And I thought, gee. But it was not where I was living, but it was not where I was living. It doesn't matter. It doesn't matter. Understand you were giving yourself the opportunity to realize that you are almost through with being a victim. All right. Uh-huh. Thank you. Sure. Guys. A couple of things I want to clarify with you. My perception of the events of the last, last two weeks which were an angiolome effect you described. Yes. Okay. Now, as it was told to me Monday, there was arguments within the factions, both positive and negative of the Illuminati, and then they made an agreement, and then the negative and positive met and made an agreement as to what was to happen creating contact? Understand that what you are experiencing is something in a sense which has already long since occurred. You are only catching up to your own image of it. You are beginning to realize that there is a lot of energy being spent running around, worrying about the conditions of this and that when many different things have already achieved a balance. Allow yourself the opportunity to begin to feel that all ways within having made the choice at this time of being in this physical life, at the time of the transformation, and knowing what part you will play, that for you, the scenario has already been arrived at that in terms of a peaceful agreement. You follow me. Yeah, which happened one day, or at least the play out of it. For you. Okay. Okay. And now... How does that relate to, so with that scenario being played out, now the creating contact will go ahead smoothly? At this time, yes, unless there is still lack of willingness to be of service. So there's still other people playing their scenario out? Yes. Also recognize that when there is, no matter whether you may judge, you may judge it not to be valid at the time or not.

you. Okay. Okay. And now... How does that relate to, so with that scenario being played out, now the creating contact will go ahead smoothly? At this time, yes, unless there is still lack of willingness to be of service. So there's still other people playing their scenario out? Yes. Also recognize that when there is, no matter whether you may judge, you may judge it not to be valid at the time or not. But when there is in that way, vibrational agreement that are made, allow yourself to recognize that they do serve a purpose and they do not in that sense, really hold you back if you should then allow yourself to go ahead, stick to that agreement, and play it out. You follow me. Recognize there was what you turn to be within this week of your time. week of your time, a symbol created by yourself that we interacted with that would have allowed you in a very specific way, to be of service to specific individual, to allow you to know you were right there within your own timing on the right track. And in that sense, you have chosen... message of the entire idea is that everything unfolds when you are willing to be of service to others, rather than of service to yourself in terms of feeling that there must be somewhere you need to rush to get. The fulfillment of the timing is in the relaxing into the idea of being of service to others. Follow me. Yeah. Well, I'm so much better, though. Thank you. Thank you. Just one moment. Things are proceeding as planned. With a contact shortly due. Yes. Rest and relax in that knowledge. All right. Yes, thank you. All right. Do you understand at this time that the idea of the physical channels store of transformational material in that way in being used as a translation device needs to recognize the vibration itself for us to make sense of a symbol. Okay. Thank you. That's what I want to know. Um, I have a question about a gentleman named Michael Lou, a German that I met recently. And, um, there was a symbol given to me during my interaction that was very, very brief. And I just remember a glimpse of it, and I was just wondering if you could give me any information on that. It was simply a symbol of a person in white clothes. Um... I can't... Those as you recognize clothes are different from your styles. Different from my style, different period, maybe early Indian. I can't even, there wasn't enough information for me to gather it. I'm just trying to understand a little bit more of our connection. Do you have, in your near future, any, I'll say, plans to associate yourself either with... with one of three areas for all three, that what you would call, either Shasta, Tibet or India.

you recognize clothes are different from your styles. Different from my style, different period, maybe early Indian. I can't even, there wasn't enough information for me to gather it. I'm just trying to understand a little bit more of our connection. Do you have, in your near future, any, I'll say, plans to associate yourself either with... with one of three areas for all three, that what you would call, either Shasta, Tibet or India. I have a thing to have an incredible connection lately with China, if that is one of those places. Tibet. Tibet, possibly. I've been drawn to study. Can I change my tape, please? Yes. Okay. I've been...