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Surrender

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Part 1

How do you say good day to you this day of your time? How are you all? Let us begin once again by thanking you for co-creating this transmission and allowing our civilization to experience you in this way. Recently, during our last transmission through this window, to you, we began to speak about the idea of surrender. This is one of the most important and critical concepts that we can share with all of you. It is the concept that will, in a sense, sum up all the other tools and techniques we have discussed with you. Put them to best use by bringing them all under the umbrella of the concept of surrender. So we will continue with this idea so that there will be enough opportunities for each and every one of you to understand how to apply, how to use, how to use this idea in your lives to your benefit to create to allow profound change in a direction that is reflective of the infinite possibilities that you are. So you must first of all remember that when we talk about the idea of surrender, we are not talking about the idea of surrender. We are not talking about the idea of invalidating who you are. Rather, just the opposite. We are talking about the idea of total validation of who you are, what you are, what you are, what you were created to be. Surrender in your language, in the sense that most people on your planet usually use it, means that in some senses, the kind of giving up that you do, goes hand in hand in hand with, losing something of yourself, giving away something, giving your power over. This is not what we mean by surrender in this context. What we mean here is the stopping, the cessation of trying to be who you think you need to be and the beginning of simply allowing yourself to be who you are. To surrender the personality game, to give up. the personality game that you have been taught for many years to think you are supposed to play, and in letting that go, in giving it up, in surrendering it, then actually allowing yourself to be what you were created to be, which is in the image of the infinite, which means you are created to be unlimited possibilities, and thus then when you surrender the limiting personality, mask that prevents you from seeing that you are infinite being, that you are unlimited possibilities, when you give that up, you are then allowing the universe, which is a mirror, to reflect not just the limited personality that you think you're supposed to be, but instead to reflect the unlimited possibilities you actually are, and to allow your life, as we said before, to become an infinite series of miraculous circumstances. Because that's what you are, miracles of creation.

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seeing that you are infinite being, that you are unlimited possibilities, when you give that up, you are then allowing the universe, which is a mirror, to reflect not just the limited personality that you think you're supposed to be, but instead to reflect the unlimited possibilities you actually are, and to allow your life, as we said before, to become an infinite series of miraculous circumstances. Because that's what you are, miracles of creation. And as we said, remember, you are creation itself, each and every one of you, you are creation itself. You are the act of creation, you are the event of creation itself. So to surrender to life, to surrender to creation, to surrender to the infinite, matter by what name you wish to call it, doesn't matter. By so doing, you are surrendering to your true nature, and allowing your reality to automatically show you the miracle of creation that you are. And thus then, your reality in physical, linear terms, can represent the miracle that you are by a continuing series of synchronicities that always support you, benefit you, allow you to experience expanded creativity and abundance. remember please that this is physics not just a nice idea not just pretty words when we talk about the idea of surrendering we are talking about one of the most profound acts of love self-love creation that you can do and in so finally just letting go just stopping all the trying all the struggling all the striving of what you think you're supposed to do in order to, quote, unquote, have what you think you're supposed to have. When you give all that up, when you finally just get so tired of trying to be who you think you're supposed to be, and give up because you just get so tired of trying to push this that way, pull this, this way, and make things fit, and make things fall into place, and make things work, when you finally get so tired of doing all that, pushing and pulling, and you finally give it all up and let go, then, then the miracles happen, then you can experience life for what it is, unlimited possibility. So, remember that when you surrender your personality, when you let go and you give it up, you are surrendering to life, you are surrendering to the infinite, you are surrendering to your true self. You are surrendering to your true self. You're not a number. losing anything, you're not giving your power away. You are, once and for all, finally, allowing yourself to actually be who you are, your natural self, your true self.

Part 3

So, remember that when you surrender your personality, when you let go and you give it up, you are surrendering to life, you are surrendering to the infinite, you are surrendering to your true self. You are surrendering to your true self. You're not a number. losing anything, you're not giving your power away. You are, once and for all, finally, allowing yourself to actually be who you are, your natural self, your true self. We will continue to work with each and every one of you in this manner and on this principle, because it really is, in a sense, the most important, the most fundamental principle of all the things we have ever discussed, and every other thing, every other tool, every other technique, every other idea we have ever discussed with each and every one of you will all fall under this notion of surrender. For if you do not allow yourself to be who you are, then really, anything else we have discussed will not really be fully allowed to function for you, to work for you in the biggest, most expansive way it possibly could. You might see little successes here and there little glimpses here and there but without the surrender you're really again only working in pieces through the personality which is limiting and this is not what each and every one of you have said you want life to be so let us begin day by day step by step to just let go to trust to not care so much worry so much and again we do not mean care in the sense of no longer do you care for people we do not mean it that way but to stop caring and worrying so much about the things you think you're supposed to do and the way you think you're supposed to do them but just let life show you who you are who you are and let life show you how you can unfold in miraculous way we thank you once again for allowing us in this transmission to remind you of the importance and the power of surrender and letting go and in return for the gift once again that you are giving to us in allowing us to experience you in this exchange I ask in return in what way may I now be of service to you you good day good day Bashar I wanted to catch up on some questions probably with my personality which means I'm not doing a good job but letting go, I guess.

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power of surrender and letting go and in return for the gift once again that you are giving to us in allowing us to experience you in this exchange I ask in return in what way may I now be of service to you you good day good day Bashar I wanted to catch up on some questions probably with my personality which means I'm not doing a good job but letting go, I guess. All right, but you do not have to judge yourself, number one, and number two, you must understand before you continue, I do not mean to judge you, but before you continue, you must understand that now that we have arrived at a discussion of surrender, anything you have to ask will need to be connected to that that concept, that process, that procedure, and, though you may ask, whatever you wish, from this point forward, we will really not allow any of you to step, shall we say, backwards, too far into the old paradigm. So, some of your questions we may be able to address, some of them we may no longer be able to address, because we will now find that it is important for the timing of your planet as a collective, and the timing of each and every individual on a spiritual path to face the idea of what surrender is all about. And so, in your own best interests, not that we will live your life for you, but that we are simply reflecting what all of you have asked us to do, we will not let you go too far back into the past, but we'll endeavor to keep you present and within the concept of surrender as best we can. With that in mind, we'll continue if you can. Okay. What can you tell us about the picture that came back from Mars of the sphinx or what looked like the sphinx in the low-resolution picture, but in the supposed high-resolution picture looks like a piece of garbage that obviously is not a high-resolution picture. What can you tell us about? Well, you have, in a sense, your answer. You have just already stated what it is you have seen, and what you have seen in many ways is obviously to some degree your answer. You are not being given accurate photos of the area in question. So in other words, if they did get a clear picture of it, they're just not releasing it? It is not even so much that they have new clear pictures, but that they are allowing the signals to be scrambled so as the pictures are not clear. Do you understand? No. Can you clarify? Again, the signals that come in from your probe go through, pass through a process of enhancement. Do you understand me so far? Uh-huh. This process itself has been compromised so that they can, in all truth say, they have allowed the picture to come through.

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they have new clear pictures, but that they are allowing the signals to be scrambled so as the pictures are not clear. Do you understand? No. Can you clarify? Again, the signals that come in from your probe go through, pass through a process of enhancement. Do you understand me so far? Uh-huh. This process itself has been compromised so that they can, in all truth say, they have allowed the picture to come through. But what is coming through, in a sense, is unreadable, because it is not being allowed to be clarified properly. Do you understand? And that's being done intentionally in this instance. Yes. Okay. And can you tell us if the U.N. is going to be involved as far as any kind of a representative goes when we start to become more active in the Federation of Planets, Federation of Worlds? One moment. Repeat your question. Is the United Nations? the United Nations going to be involved with the Federation of Worlds? Not directly. Okay. There will, by the time in your near future, that your Earth is ready for participation with what we refer to as the Association of World, by the time your planet is ready, what you call your United Nations will not really exist as such. will, however, be several individuals who are at present involved with the United Nations who may also at that time be involved. Do you understand? But not so much exactly as the organization that you know now. Okay. And can you tell us anything more as far as the likelihood of the nuclear attack on the U.S. on the U.S. No. Too old paradigm? Simply not appropriate at this timing. Okay. And do you have any idea what Clinton is doing in China and in Africa, why he's going? We have some ideas. Can you share anything with us? No. Is something happening in China that... Why are you asking these kinds of questions? What is your motivation here? here? Just curious? No. You are lying. Why are you asking these kinds of questions? What is your motivation here? I was just curious. No. You are lying. What is your motivation here? I do not mean this in a malicious way. But what you are saying is not your own truth to yourself. Why are you asking these kinds of questions? It is not just curiosity. A lot of it has to do with fear. You understand? Uh-huh. The correct answer is fear. I am scared. Not, I'm just curious. That's why we say you are lying when you say, I'm just curious. The correct answer is, I'm afraid. Do you understand? Uh-huh. Well, why are you afraid? Well, I was actually, on that particular question, I was, someone had asked me to ask you about that. you about that. You cannot sidestep the issue. Well, I have... If it was of no concern to you, you would have not asked.

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Not, I'm just curious. That's why we say you are lying when you say, I'm just curious. The correct answer is, I'm afraid. Do you understand? Uh-huh. Well, why are you afraid? Well, I was actually, on that particular question, I was, someone had asked me to ask you about that. you about that. You cannot sidestep the issue. Well, I have... If it was of no concern to you, you would have not asked. Why do you find yourself in the position of asking such a question at this time? Why did you take on the responsibility of transmitting such a question if you yourself found reason to be involved? Honestly, it was just, to the best of my conscious ability, it was just sheer curiosity that I personally had the impression. No, no. This is why it is very important for you to go below the threshold, deep below the threshold of your personality. Because when you say in all honesty, you will find that while to a degree you feel you are being honest, you are only staying in a very thin strata of your personality. If you go deeper, you will find that there are other issues that you are not voicing deep within you about why you are are involved in these kinds of questions and coming from these kinds of perspectives. I'm not justizing it. But I am simply helping you to understand that these kinds of questions are surface questions that usually stem from the idea of feeling out of control, feeling like you don't know what's going on, feeling like you are not in touch with the reality you would prefer, feeling like these other realities have some kind of power over you, and that what decisions may be made in those contexts would somehow affect what it is you prefer in your life. All these ideas stem from a psychology that is born within the thin strata of a certain level of your personality. You must go deeper, and you must understand that the kind of depth we are talking about has to do with the total surrender of who you think you need to be. How intuitive you are. I am only reflecting what you are really more than you think giving off. You are actually radiating these things quite obviously, at least to me. It really requires no intuition at all. To us it is actually very obvious. Many of you are actually very transparent. I don't mean this again in a negative way. You are far more transparent to us than you think. It takes no special ability to understand. to understand, as you say in your language, where you are coming from when you ask these questions. Well, part of it is the topic I would discuss with you that I need to let go of, that I need to surrender about this is a subject that you've refused to discuss with me.

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in a negative way. You are far more transparent to us than you think. It takes no special ability to understand. to understand, as you say in your language, where you are coming from when you ask these questions. Well, part of it is the topic I would discuss with you that I need to let go of, that I need to surrender about this is a subject that you've refused to discuss with me. Yes, and the refusal is because you need to let go of it. And we are helping you do that by not providing a platform or a forum for discussing it. Because the more you discuss it, the more you become entrenched in it. in it. And we are helping you move away from that entrenchment. If the only way we can help you is to put the subject off limits, then that's what we will do. You understand? Yes. Thank you. Thank you. You! What's up, Bashar? Many things are up. Many things are down. Many things are sideways. Front and back. How are you? Great. All right. Thank you. The surrender thing has just been the biggest theme in my life in the last six or eight months. Yes. All right. Very good. And especially the last week, it's been like my mantra has been surrender, surrender. Yes. This will accelerate and it will need to accelerate for many of you. For again, as we have been saying for quite some time, there isn't much time left. In terms of the idea of really going into the flow and into the stream, of the realities you say you prefer. This is, in many ways, one of the last pieces of the tools that are required. This concept of surrender that we have saved, in a sense, until last, is, as we have said, the most important. So, many of you will find that to be the most important thing, the most important focus now in your understanding of personal transformation and growth. Yes. Continue. It's like all the other tools led back, led us back to where we are... to where we were able to even perceive this tool, which is the only true tool. We had to build, well, now, not that they are not all true, but we had to build a ladder for you. That was composed of rungs that would go from where you are familiar to where you are unfamiliar. And thus then, you can make the transition in a familiar way, step by step, rung by rung. Rather than simply having started 15 of your years ago, by saying, all right, let's get right to the end, surrender. None of you would have understood what that meant. But in giving you the pieces and the other tool, now some of you have a better idea and a better understanding of what it means to surrender.

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thus then, you can make the transition in a familiar way, step by step, rung by rung. Rather than simply having started 15 of your years ago, by saying, all right, let's get right to the end, surrender. None of you would have understood what that meant. But in giving you the pieces and the other tool, now some of you have a better idea and a better understanding of what it means to surrender. Because you can understand finally that as powerful as many of the other tools can be, this is the most powerful because it is the simplest. And now you are finally, many of you, finally, getting to the point where you are actually actually willing to let it be all right to be that easy. That was part of the reason why we had to give you so many other tools was actually to finally let you, over time, decide that you didn't need so many tools. You understand? This is the paradox of the process. And so? In my investigation into surrender, I've found, and this is my, and this is my phenomenal experience within my body, mind stream, is that the only thing that keeps God, separate from God, in the illusion, or in the physical reality stream, is actually bringing some sense of separation or some sense of darkness or some sense of whatever that is. And not that that is not a valid experience, of course. Exactly. All right. And my concern, well, concern, maybe this is a mindstream fear coming up, but it feels like that the ultimate surrender to give that up, to give that, that, there's that one grain of sand that causes the pearl to be created, you know, that kind of thing. To give that final thing up means I would wake up back to the I am, back to the one, and then, of course, I would be alone again, and then I have to come up with something else to get the phenomenon of creation to start again. Wow, fascinating. What an interesting idea and perspective you have. What you are experiencing is still mostly a personality perspective. Even though you are discussing issues of the one and the I-Am, you are still putting a personality spin on it. And that's why it feels, in a sense, like something to fear. Well, also because my perspective is from the outside of the I-M and not from the inside. And once you're inside, of course, there's nothing to fear because you're everything, you're that. All right? I mean, that's my perception. You can correct me freely. That is nothing to correct. But it is up to you to choose which perspective you prefer. Yeah, maybe I'm not ready to give up creation, physicality. Well, all right, well, that's your choice. But the idea is that you don't have to give up physicality for the type of surrender that we're talking about.

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nothing to fear because you're everything, you're that. All right? I mean, that's my perception. You can correct me freely. That is nothing to correct. But it is up to you to choose which perspective you prefer. Yeah, maybe I'm not ready to give up creation, physicality. Well, all right, well, that's your choice. But the idea is that you don't have to give up physicality for the type of surrender that we're talking about. You will still choose to remain physical. That is simply a different choice. But how can that, how can that be? Because I'm not talking about the idea in those terms. I'm not talking about you simply becoming one with the I am in that way. We're talking about the fact that even as, even as, the part of the whole that you are, you are still a reflection of the whole. And the idea is that you can experience the event of your wholeness, even as a part, when you surrender to the wholeness. You can still experience the wholeness as a part. I understand. Okay. If you're God. And you are, too. Yes, of course. The God, let's say before there was time and space, just the is. Well, there is no. before, but I understand what you're saying. Yeah, exactly. The eternal moment. Yes. The prime radiant before it intersected with itself. So to speak. Yes. They're all convention. Very much. Because we're using words. Exactly. And words do not describe it, but can describe around it. All right. Fair enough. And you know what? I totally forgot what I was going to ask. Good. Now you are enlightened. That's it. That's letting go of even the question. In a sense. Yeah. There's just the fragment. There's one fragment that I would like to. to clarify from your perspective is that if ultimately we give up all of our fear and all of our pain and all of our unworthiness or whatever, which is all illusion anyway, if we are willing to surrender that, then what's going to keep us separate from ourselves as far as the experience? Choice. You still have that choice. It is not a given. It is not a foregone conclusion that giving up all your pain and suffering and struggle means that you cannot still choose to experience yourself in any way, shape, or form you so desire relative to the whole. But once you learn how to walk, you don't want to crawl anymore. So all your friends... But what you are not understanding because you're not there yet is that there are many forms of walking. Because you are not there yet, because you're not allowing yourself to experience the kind of surrender yet, totally, that we're talking about, you have not yet given yourself the experience to understand that once you do that, there are still many forms of experiencing that kind and that level of surrender. It isn't just one result that happens.

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are not understanding because you're not there yet is that there are many forms of walking. Because you are not there yet, because you're not allowing yourself to experience the kind of surrender yet, totally, that we're talking about, you have not yet given yourself the experience to understand that once you do that, there are still many forms of experiencing that kind and that level of surrender. It isn't just one result that happens. There are still many things that exist even within that level of surrender. It is still very, very multidimensional and very, very, but it is still of a type of reality. It is more simply the idea of a big step up, but not necessarily all the way. Because you are surrendering from a particular point of view, and that point of view, you will probably not necessarily choose to give up. The overall point of view. of you. Does it make any sense to you? Are you sure? Well, you're not, and besides which we are the determiner of the timing. So don't worry about it. You follow me? What you call God is everyone and everyone does not experience the same God. Because everyone is not experience the same God. Because everyone is not the same. But everyone who is not the same altogether makes up the same God. Do you follow that? Every one wake up. Yes. Yes. But you are forgetting that it is this and that, not this or that. Yes. And therefore when you wake up and understand that it is all one, you understand simultaneously that it is also everything. And you experience both, not just one or the other. It's not an issue of one or the other. How can you experience both, but you're willing to give up the IM perspective? You have to in order to experience the other. But when you give up the I am, paradoxically, you experience the I am and everything. That's the paradox. But when you experience the I.M. You experience both. Yes. How can that be? You will find out. When you have a coin in your hand, do you not experience both sides? Do you not experience the heads and the tail? I mean, I'm excluding the coin. From the coin's perspective, there's not both. Never mind. The coin is your perspective because you're creating the coin. Do not get lost in your semantic. When you have a coin, do you not have both heads and tails? Otherwise, if you didn't, you wouldn't have a coin, would you? Well, then why is it so mysterious that you can experience both? You're just grabbing a third density. Don't put semantics on it. It's the same concept. I'll have faith and trust it. You don't have to have faith. When you let go, you'll find out from experience that it's so. Yes. You are that all the time. You are that all the time. You don't feel connected.

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you wouldn't have a coin, would you? Well, then why is it so mysterious that you can experience both? You're just grabbing a third density. Don't put semantics on it. It's the same concept. I'll have faith and trust it. You don't have to have faith. When you let go, you'll find out from experience that it's so. Yes. You are that all the time. You are that all the time. You don't feel connected. do it all the time. You are that, and you are this, and you are everything you can think of. But the idea is still that we are talking about a level of you experiencing that you are unlimited possibility, but from within a certain contextual framework, because that's what you're choosing to experience your I amness as right now. You are coming from an assumption that once you let go of the personality, that you're going to to want, in a sense, to not have any recognition of what you are calling separation. That is a falsehood. Because as you expand, you become more aware of the one and the many. You will want more experience of the separation that is created as well as more experience of the oneness. And you'll be able to experience both. There's the fear that I will end up back in the paradigm of that paradigm that I'm in now, though. Well, then you must be choosing that reality for some reason that you've invented. That's the only thing the fear would be. Do you know what I'm saying now? I don't want to fall back at sleep again. All right, but again, remember, at this stage, in your evolution, all of you, there is no concept of falling back. Again, the analogy would be like being on one mountain peak and saying that somehow you can fall to the other mountain peak. the other mountain piece. You can't do it. You have to choose to go to the other mountain piece. You can't fall back onto another mountain piece. back onto another mountain peak. It's a different reality. It's a different point of view. Completely and utterly. This notion that you can fall back is something that you are simply holding onto for your own reason. Probably, again, mostly because, as you say, you are afraid. But you have created a circular reality experience then. Your fear is generating the idea that you can fall back. The idea that you can fall back is generating the fear. Break the cycle. By knowing that you have generated it to begin with and that any other idea that you allow yourself to believe is true will be just as experientially real as the cycle you find yourself in right now. Does this make sense to you? Yes. I'll come back at the end if there's some time that everybody else is. All right. You and then you. Number two, do you know who you are? All right.

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By knowing that you have generated it to begin with and that any other idea that you allow yourself to believe is true will be just as experientially real as the cycle you find yourself in right now. Does this make sense to you? Yes. I'll come back at the end if there's some time that everybody else is. All right. You and then you. Number two, do you know who you are? All right. Number one, good day. Okay. Hi, for sure. Good day. How are you doing? Perfect on you. Well, lovey-dovey on you. Lovey-dovey, all right. It's feeling I've been getting lately. Guys. Boy, I'm extremely, even if it took me four hours to drive here tonight, I'm so relieved to hear you speak more about letting go of the personality and surrender. In a positive context, my my back pages reference to it, if this is allowed, is from some old Youngian readings on the Pueira and the Puella, the Puella Eternus and the Puella Eternus such that there's a slowing down or a fall that occurs in midlife in kind of a negative sense. And I thought that's what I had been going through in the last few weeks because I want to But now you can turn that around with this new understanding? Yeah, there's a personality that I use with children, with horses, and even within that, depending upon how I'm trying to shape the particular energy. Yes. I recognize the various personalities I've been using. All right. And I'm very tired right now, and I would like to know who I am outside of that. Also... Any time you find yourself... yourself being tired in the way that you may be saying, if it is not just simple physical tiredness. Well, it is physical. I work myself, because I'm an alcoholic, I work myself into an alcoholic state of exhaustion. All right. They call it workaholism. All right. But again, the idea therefore then comes from the resistance to the natural self, and that's what actually makes you tired. Okay. The other thing I've noticed, I've been working with some of the bits of John conversations, because I knew I was missing something, it's been very helpful to me, even if you aren't understanding everything. I'm not either, but it's working. Individuals will be very, very capable of helping others, even when they are lost in the dark. Okay. Somebody had mentioned... No offense. Yeah. Also, another piece of the puzzle was Antonet bringing up the sugar addiction. And this all ties in. All right. I use my intuition. tuition like a drug to figure things out. And I realize it has, you had said, I think it's connected into the sinus area. Yes. And I think that that's also connected into the dopamine trigger. To some degree, yes. Okay, Bill Moyers did a special on TV about addiction. Yes. And they've traced the difference in the brain pathways of addicts. Yes.

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addiction. And this all ties in. All right. I use my intuition. tuition like a drug to figure things out. And I realize it has, you had said, I think it's connected into the sinus area. Yes. And I think that that's also connected into the dopamine trigger. To some degree, yes. Okay, Bill Moyers did a special on TV about addiction. Yes. And they've traced the difference in the brain pathways of addicts. Yes. I don't know. They mentioned the medulla and the anterior cingulate. Yes. However, please remember, all of this is after the fact of the consciousness. And when we talk about the idea of addiction, we recognize that all those kinds of things do exist in your physiological structures, and you can work it backward through those pathways to understand how to allow these ideas to change. But first and foremost, these kinds of pathways are set up because... of the view that the consciousness has of itself that then creates or propagates the pathways you're talking about. Those things don't cause it initially, but they can perpetuate the state once the consciousness has decided that that's where it wants to be. This is why. When we talk about the idea of addiction and how to transform it, what we refer to as the 13th step, we always talk about the idea of being so in the present. that you know that the person you are defining yourself to be now is a completely different person than the person who has the addiction. And thus the person you are now can have absolutely no common history with the person who has the addiction and thus experience no effects from that other person when they do not make a connection. In realizing that I have been addicted to intuiting in order to know, know, I want to stop knowing. So I have to stop intuiting and identifying myself with that. You don't have to stop allowing your intuition to function. Well, it's a physiological experience. Yes. The intuiting and it's very, it's very primal, but it's also very pleasurable too, I realize. You don't have to completely stop it, but you just have to understand how to use it in context with a different personality. personality when you allow yourself to be more of who you naturally are. Then the intuiting will come in a natural way that will not put you back into the old cycle of the old personality. I'm almost ashamed of it and I'm wondering... You don't have to be. Also... That's a judgment. If in making... Do you follow what I'm saying? That's a judgment. And it throws you back into the old cycle. You don't have to be ashamed of it. But I can understand that you recognize it's not something that is representative of who you naturally are. There's...

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you back into the old cycle of the old personality. I'm almost ashamed of it and I'm wondering... You don't have to be. Also... That's a judgment. If in making... Do you follow what I'm saying? That's a judgment. And it throws you back into the old cycle. You don't have to be ashamed of it. But I can understand that you recognize it's not something that is representative of who you naturally are. There's... an experience, and this I think it's happened in a group level with what the president went through in the last few weeks of revulsion. Is that part of the surrendering? In some senses, you can use it that way. I created an experience of revulsion. Also, can I talk about that? Only briefly, because we can sense that your energy is actually going into too much detail. The idea is to keep you all in the present with the concept of surrender. concept of surrender and to understand that the act of surrender does not require. You can do it if you want, but you'll make it take longer, but it does not require this kind of analysis. Okay, I put together the pieces of a plan to find this horse named Ellie that I have not seen for one year. the plan either fell apart or the owner of the horse who I believe is past life Confederate energy. Then we will stop you there. Okay. So I've surrendered to... I've surrendered to... ...is to get back to simply surrendering. And surrendering is an unconditional act, which means you let go of any idea of possible outcome in any possible outcome in any particular direction when you surrender. I did that and then I felt a connection. No. now you must do it again. If you did it, that's fine. But now you must do it because this is what you say you want to do. Just let it go. Just let it go. Okay, I've done that. Now, as far as what John was talking about, I was with, I guess this happened because I'm closest to, well, forget that idea. What? It is forgotten. I was with my horse. Yes. You had said, and I looked at him, and I remembered that you had said that our looking, our perceiving a physical reality would change. I was with my horse and I looked at him one morning and I saw that he was my energy and I didn't know where. I thought because of my old intuitive pattern, I had to take this somewhere. Yes. And I didn't lose a connection like that, but it did kind of fade. When you thought you had to have this. take it somewhere. Yes. And instead of just being in it. It was good. All right. It was good. So you have learned from that perspective. I could still, I was still me, but I was part of the horse and I were one.

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intuitive pattern, I had to take this somewhere. Yes. And I didn't lose a connection like that, but it did kind of fade. When you thought you had to have this. take it somewhere. Yes. And instead of just being in it. It was good. All right. It was good. So you have learned from that perspective. I could still, I was still me, but I was part of the horse and I were one. And here is the point that you have brought up, that is a very good point to have brought up, especially in that you are making a connection to John. Because the idea, and perhaps this will help clarify some of what you are talking about in terms of being confused about experiencing yourself as yourself and experiencing yourself as the I am or experiencing the I am and not yourself. And that is, is again paradoxically, when you totally surrender and you become the I am, you only experience the I am as yourself. Because you are the I am from a particular point of view. So when everything falls away, you don't fall away because you are all there is. Does that make more sense? You can because again remember when you become, listen, when you become the total I am, you are and have everything. Do you follow? And you can experience the everything that you are. And you can experience the everything that you are. But they are because you make them so. It's like a special moment. The way you gaze upon something, it's just like a special moment, John. It's not like you stop being John. You know, like at the end of the movie when everybody's feeling love for the character for each other, you just feel it on a heightened different level, but you're still John. In a sense, yes, and in a sense, no. Because when you allow yourself to be immersed in that sensation, of being, you do both forget, in a sense, who and what and where you are, while simultaneously you actually have a greater sense of who and what and where you are. No. You must experience it to understand. Because you're aware that your old viewpoint has fallen away, you feel this gratitude for being able to being able to get this new... It is a humbling, humbling experience to finally allow yourself to let in the full unconditional love of all that is. Because I did not continue to maintain that heightened awareness. I shouldn't feel bad. I mean, I don't. I don't. I've surrendered to the fact that... There is no reason to feel bad unless you want to invent one, but that's up to you. No. So thank you. Yes. And then... One more thing. Briefly. Okay, briefly. I have been visiting my... my horse twice a day and it made me crazy like a week ago.

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I did not continue to maintain that heightened awareness. I shouldn't feel bad. I mean, I don't. I don't. I've surrendered to the fact that... There is no reason to feel bad unless you want to invent one, but that's up to you. No. So thank you. Yes. And then... One more thing. Briefly. Okay, briefly. I have been visiting my... my horse twice a day and it made me crazy like a week ago. And I thought this is my brain pattern and I can't go on doing this. And boom, I was given notice that I would have to move the horse by the 20th. And I really stretched and I'm moving him maybe this weekend and I'm so happy about it. Congratulations for allowing yourself to reap the benefits of remaining in the moment as much as possible. Even if I visit him twice a day, it's a new scene. Yes. about it. Thank you. And thank you for helping me to co-create it. Thank you. For helping yourself. Number two. Good evening, Bashar. And you, good day. I'd like to surrender the idea or need to even ask a question. And... One moment. May I interrupt you? Yes, you may. Thank you. Ellie. John. Yes. You asked if I could give you an example. It is not entirely truthful that I cannot. More I said that I would not. Because the only real way to give you an example, the only real way to allow you to experience what I'm talking about would be a little startling for both of you. Yes, it would be a shock to the personality. Are you sure? Are you sure? All right. May we interrupt you for one moment and come back to you? Yes, of course. Oh, thank you. Will you place yourself on the floor in front of the channel? John. Like a dog or on the court? Like a dog, like a cat? like a cat, like any animal you wish. But as yourself, simply directly if you wish, kneeling in front of the channel face-to-face. Okay. Kneeling. All right. All right. Allowing the channel's hands to extend to each side of your face. Head up, eyes forward, in full cognizance of what at least you best believe and say that you and say that you are. All right. Are you sure? All right. Take a deep breath and relax as best as you can. Are you relaxed? Head up. Is your spine straight? Is your head up and eyes forward? All right. Are you sure? All right. Now, on the count of three, We will experience together what I am talking about, all right? All right. Take another deep breath and relax. All right. Now, do you know that we love you unconditionally? Are you sure? All right. Thank you. One? One? All right. Did you hear the one? All right. Two? Two. I knew it. Are you all right? Absolutely.

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up and eyes forward? All right. Are you sure? All right. Now, on the count of three, We will experience together what I am talking about, all right? All right. Take another deep breath and relax. All right. Now, do you know that we love you unconditionally? Are you sure? All right. Thank you. One? One? All right. Did you hear the one? All right. Two? Two. I knew it. Are you all right? Absolutely. Now, in that moment, what happened? What did you experience in that moment? I was in my body totally. Probably for the first time in a while. And what else? simultaneously? You're in your body totally, but did you not simultaneously really just let go of every concept of who and what and where you were? Yeah. I know you knew, and that's why it was all right to do it. But the idea is, and that's not because that's the only way, but that is the idea of the immediacy, the immediacy of what we are talking about, and how it is that in that immediacy, you can be completely grounded and be completely expanded because everything is suspended, time space, everything, but it's suspended. suspended by the recognition that that's who and what you are. Do you understand that? Does this help you at all? It does. Let it help you. Yeah, exactly. Let it help you. Now, you don't have to slap yourself. I do all the time, so it's perfect to have you do it for me. All right. You may sit down if you wish. But the point is, is that you can can remember, now, from experience, what that suspended moment was. And you can understand that that moment, as you felt it, is the only moment that there is. There is only one moment. And that was it. And you experienced it. It may have seemed like a flicker, like fleeting, like an instantaneous moment. But that's it. That's the moment. All of creation is in that moment. Everything. The I am and you specifically as John. That moment, that experience is everything simultaneously. Does this make sense to you? And we apologize if that hurt. All right. Ellie, I don't think he won't. want the same thing. I know what I wanted as an example was... I know what you wanted as an example. But you see, he got the feeling of it. On all levels. But I think now, maybe you get the point a little bit more. Yes. And that's how it's going to be, is what you're saying, once we've surrendered. Yes. life is. It is going to be, in a sense, probably a little bit more metaphorical than what John just experienced, like a slap in the face. It is going to bring you totally into the moment and you will understand that you are, you, you are the moment.

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now, maybe you get the point a little bit more. Yes. And that's how it's going to be, is what you're saying, once we've surrendered. Yes. life is. It is going to be, in a sense, probably a little bit more metaphorical than what John just experienced, like a slap in the face. It is going to bring you totally into the moment and you will understand that you are, you, you are the moment. And in that moment, as was said by this individual over here, you will feel immediately here, but you will simultaneously feel infinite humility and gratitude and humbleness for the I am and the all that is. And simultaneously you will know and experience yourself as the I am and the all that is. But please, in all of that, enjoy life. Because that's what it is all about. Thank you for being willing to be such a bold, a bold illustration and demonstration for the others. You, as you say, you knew what was going to happen, it would be wise and a good suggestion for you to take it to heart that you do know more than you think and for you to use the same degree of certainty you experienced in this exchange in every area of your life. Because there is no reason for you not to if you want to. There is no reason for you not to if you want to. Catch my drift. Thank you and our unconditional love and profound respect to you. May we continue now? Well, you completed the experience that I was going to ask for was simply, can we just have an example or be in it? You got it. I got it. And I didn't even have to make the request. I was simply going to just sit and be with you and express gratitude in this moment. Yes. And I also would just like to reflect that I was the slap. Yes. I felt the slap. Boy, did I sting. Yes. And I was the energy of it simultaneously without having to be John. Yes. And yet you felt it because at that moment you were yourself and John. That's the point. Yes. And I think it's really simple if we would stop complicating it. Yes, yes, yes. In many ways, that is why many of the Zen masters answer their pupils with that particular kind of response. Because that really does bring you back into focus. And there really is no other way, in most cases, that the pupil will be willing to hear it, other than to experience it. And then you know. And it's that simple. And that is the quest of being in a form, I'm sure, is to experience as much as we can as this form. Yes. And enjoy it. Yes. And know that we are much more than this simultaneously. Yes. Okay. Does this help you? Thank you. Thank you. Good day. Hi, Bashar.

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cases, that the pupil will be willing to hear it, other than to experience it. And then you know. And it's that simple. And that is the quest of being in a form, I'm sure, is to experience as much as we can as this form. Yes. And enjoy it. Yes. And know that we are much more than this simultaneously. Yes. Okay. Does this help you? Thank you. Thank you. Good day. Hi, Bashar. Good day. Good day. Now everyone's afraid we're going to slap. I'm still shaking. Yes. Remember that you are all connected even now. are all connected even neurologically. And thus we knew that in many ways, in your own ways, you would all feel the slap, if only through the shock. Yeah, definitely. I didn't expect that. Some of you did, and some of you didn't. Nevertheless, it vibrated and resonated in all of you in your own way. Yeah. You know, this idea of surrender. Yes. I realized that I did connect that for a long time with the feeling of losing. Yes. And I've noticed that I'm just going through different aspects of my personality at various times, and then other times I flicker into, I think what it is, is surrender, because I feel ecstasy, I feel total connection with myself. But... But? I mean... Bought? Bought? Bought? What? What? What? to be focused on creating. Focused on creating. What do you mean by that? Oh, I just get, like, I started creating a creek in my front yard. Yes, and so. And it just, like, all came together, and suddenly I was immersed in this experience of creating this creek and having all these experiences with rocks and... Well, if you are made in the image of the creator, what would you expect to happen when you are yourself? Okay, so, you know, it's almost like I feel like I've been experiencing a lot of this, but I just didn't have this label for it. And? So I'm a little unsure. About what? Well, just that idea that when I'm in this... That's what I like to do most, I like to create. Yes. All of you do. And that's... And that's what I spend most of my time doing. It's what all of you spend all of your time doing. Right. You're creating this moment right now. There's a certain kind of creation that is so stimulating and so exciting. Yes. Well, that's because you are the... you are. You are the aspect of the all that you are. And therefore that's your specific modality. But so what? Right. So I guess I must not be clear about something. Why do you think you are not clear? What is it you think you need to be clearer about? What feels like it's missing? Well, I guess you kept talking about this idea of surrender and I go into states of surrender and then there are times when I don't.

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the all that you are. And therefore that's your specific modality. But so what? Right. So I guess I must not be clear about something. Why do you think you are not clear? What is it you think you need to be clearer about? What feels like it's missing? Well, I guess you kept talking about this idea of surrender and I go into states of surrender and then there are times when I don't. Yes, I know. So what's the point? So, yeah, is that just part of what you do? Well, it's part of what you're doing. Or do you get... That's true. Or is it something where you just are in this creative state all the time? How is the way? Yeah. Well, that is a very interesting question. Because when you say creative state, that's one thing. But when you say creative process, that's something else. Because if you make a process out of it, of it, then in some senses you can actually take yourself out of the state. If you are simply in the state, then you will create whatever comes to you in that state. You may be able to recognize that you go through processes in the creations that you do. And the creative process, if you wish to use that term, may simply be a linear expression, an outpouring of what it is that you are impelled to do while you are. you are in that state. But the idea is that they really are just really expressions of the same thing, and that is just being your natural self, in whatever way, shape, or form it feels natural to express it. Yeah, because it's like integrating surrender with being with physical and expressing yourself physically. Well, in a sense, although again you are complicating the issue for yourself when you say you have to integrate surrender with being physical. Total surrender. surrender automatically encompasses physicality and allows you to understand where physicality fits within the act of surrender. You don't have to make them integrate. If you feel like you have to make them integrate, then you are not surrendering. Yeah, because that's what I'm thinking, that I've experienced this sensation many, many times, but for years, that's been a big thought on my mind, is how can I be in this state? Yes. And create, do things physical, talk to people on the phone, you know, Because you are assuming that the act of surrender puts you into some kind of a mindless state. That's not the case. Again, as we have said to John, you are becoming more aware of all your aspects. So a true active surrender, you will know it's a true active surrender, when you find yourself more capable on all levels, not less. All right, so I feel it almost as if the personality has changed depending on the situation. depending on the situation. Well, of course.

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into some kind of a mindless state. That's not the case. Again, as we have said to John, you are becoming more aware of all your aspects. So a true active surrender, you will know it's a true active surrender, when you find yourself more capable on all levels, not less. All right, so I feel it almost as if the personality has changed depending on the situation. depending on the situation. Well, of course. But that the act of creation is what it's all about all the time. Yes. So in that sense, the personality becomes a vehicle for expression. Yes. But the knowingness of who I am. Yes. Is what I am. Yes. And the rest is aspects of the personality that are serving to assist in creation. Yes. Well, is that difficult? No, not at all. That's what I'm doing. All right. Does that help you? Yeah, that helps a lot. Thank you, for sure. You, you, and you. Number two, do you know who you are? Yeah. Number three, do you know who you are? Number one, good day. Good day, for sure. What I've been doing is is going, is breathing into that space when I remember to. All right. And is this, I guess what I'm asking you, is this a manipulation? Breathing into the space? Well, breathing into the moment. When I find myself scattered. Yes. I can breathe and center myself. Yes. With the breath. Stay there. Stay there. With what context on the word manipulation? I guess false manipulation. And why would you assume that it is? Clearing my head. Because I can stop all the thoughts in my head. Yes, and so? I guess I'm asking you. Am I doing it right? Right. Do you feel like you are? No. When you do that, when you get into that space, do you feel at peace? Yes. Do you feel loved? Yes. Do you feel humble? Yes. Do you feel great? Yes. Well? Dumb question. Well? You want one of these? No. I knew that one was coming. Yeah, I guess I used it. Yes. Yeah. Okay. But the idea really, if you just want to put it into your colloquial words, is simply more of a realization. It's more of an epiphany. It's just the idea that, oh, I get it. It's just the life. light bulb turning on. It's just the click. It's just the revelation. It's just clairvoyance, clear seeing. It's just recognizing yourself and recognizing that you don't have to work at being yourself because yourself is what you are. It's just letting go. If it helps you to breathe into that, breathe into it. But you can just let go. Do you follow? Yes. Of course, breathing into it and worrying that breathing into it is a manipulation is very far from letting go. Where it's that, right. So. Right. So. Right. So. So. That's true. So. That's true.

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that you don't have to work at being yourself because yourself is what you are. It's just letting go. If it helps you to breathe into that, breathe into it. But you can just let go. Do you follow? Yes. Of course, breathing into it and worrying that breathing into it is a manipulation is very far from letting go. Where it's that, right. So. Right. So. Right. So. So. That's true. So. That's true. And of course, remember, it's also right next to it. right next to it. Very far and right next to it because everything is here. Right. Depends on how you see it. How you choose to experience it. Does this help you? Yeah, it does. Anything else? No. Not for the moment. Thank you. Who's next? Number two. I'm sure. I know you. Good day. I had five questions, but four of them I felt were fear-based, so I decided to give up fear. And I'll just go with it. All right. Thank you. Congratulations. Thank you. Now, if you honestly feel like you must ask them, then ask them. No, that's okay. Thank you. Just checking, just testing. Oh, all right, I'll go back into the fear. Some of you are very willing to accept it again. Wanted to see if you were willing to do that. All right, thank you. I have, well, let me give you my perception of, like, how things work and then you can clarify it. All right, how things work. I'm under the impression that everything already exists, including parallel lives, future lives, etc., etc. Yes. Are we getting into this or that situation? No. We'll see. Okay. You're under the impression that everything already exists. Yes. That is correct. Okay. So when we progress from this stage, this step to the next step, yes. How infinite is it? Like, is it? How infinite? How infinite is it? How infinite is it? Do you know, if I may digress a moment, one of the things we found the most fascinating about your civilization was your ability to say those kinds of things. We were actually quite perplexed for quite a while before we understood the degree of separation and segregation that would make it possible for such a sentence to exist. How is it? How infinite is it? Is infinite not infinite? Is infinite not infinite? It is. Well, then that's how infinite it is. But this just seems like a waste. A waste. If for me, let's say, all possibilities for what I'm going to do right now already exists, which means every degree I could stick my hand, everything I could possibly say, and each, Each of those mes exist as conscious as I am here now. Yes? Why is that a waste? It just seems like there's a lot of things that I could be doing that... Well, you are, you're doing them all. So what's being wasted? All the different possibilities...

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possibilities for what I'm going to do right now already exists, which means every degree I could stick my hand, everything I could possibly say, and each, Each of those mes exist as conscious as I am here now. Yes? Why is that a waste? It just seems like there's a lot of things that I could be doing that... Well, you are, you're doing them all. So what's being wasted? All the different possibilities... Are all being done, so what's being wasted? Well, it just seems like some of them aren't very productive. Well, to you, but that's a judgment call. Okay. Okay. Well, I'll ask it to you this way. Do you like receiving presents? Sure. You do? Yeah. You're sure now. Sure. Do you enjoy that entire experience of being given a present that is wrapped in pretty paper and bows and opening it up and being excited about what you will find within the box? Absolutely. Well, isn't the paper and the bow a waste of time? Ah. It's just the... Ah. From one perspective, I suppose you could say, well, why all that paper? Why the box? Why don't I just give it to me? In fact, why do I need you to give it to me? Why don't I just get it myself? Well, yes, that's valid. You could. But it's not the same experience. Is it a waste? No, it's just a different experience. Just a different point of view. You understand the difference? Yes. Does this help? Yes. A future self that I do the same thing that they're doing now. Do I actually become that future self? Yes. Then what happens to me? And I'd leave me behind. Well, no, not really. Yes and no. Remember this and that, not this or that. Oh, okay. Does that help? Yes. You are the future self and you're not. You leave yourself behind and you don't. Okay. Can we clarify that and say it's a different frequency of knowing ourselves? You can say it's a different frequency, and if you believe that gives you clarity, bless you. But it's just a way of making it work for you. It's no more right or wrong than anything else. It's just a point of view. Does that help? Yes, thank you. Thank you. Number three. I'm sure. I'm a good day. Well, I got my slap in a different way from you. a different way from you in September. Oh, all right, yes, you did. Oh, yes, I remember. I remember. I remember. Great fun. Yes, great fun. And I've really been having some great experiences even just today. All right, thank you. Flying as the eagle. Yes. And not getting, seeing the big picture. Big picture. And not dipping down into the details and everything in the structure. All right. and letting everything flow through me. Did you enjoy that experience? Very much so. Oh, I thank you.

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did. Oh, yes, I remember. I remember. I remember. Great fun. Yes, great fun. And I've really been having some great experiences even just today. All right, thank you. Flying as the eagle. Yes. And not getting, seeing the big picture. Big picture. And not dipping down into the details and everything in the structure. All right. and letting everything flow through me. Did you enjoy that experience? Very much so. Oh, I thank you. And you know, what it did is it just really clarified for me more of who I am. Thank you. It was quite good. Do you know about the great experiment? There are many great experiments. To what are you referred? I'm referring to. We're getting information. information. This one came from Finehorn. And I was talking... Finhorn. Finhorn. Yeah, I don't know what I want to say. Finehorn. Finhorn. Oh, by the way, when I was talking to Leona, we had lunch this week. And I asked her if there was another place, like you had suggested. And she said, originally, you know, the three people that they didn't start out to do this community. But she said it was sort of the borderline of England and Scotland. Is that what you were referring to? No. Even further back than that. Further back than that? Yes. She wasn't... You'll find it. Oh, she wasn't... I've got some... I'm reading some books now and information on it. Yes. And anyway, when we were talking... You may... You may not find it in a book. You might, but you may not find it in a book. You might, but you may not find it in a book. book. Have you any suggestions for where it might be found? Not yet. Oh, okay. Yes, I do, but not yet. Oh, all right, that's fine. Anyway, as we were... Well, let's play with that. Okay. Let's stretch you, shall we? Okay. All right. If you were, oh, I'll just use your language to take a wild guess, where might you feel it goes back to? Don't think. Your hesitation says you're thinking. Yeah. Don't think. Don't think. Remember the eagle. Remember the big picture. Right. Remember the feeling and the experience. Just allow the vibration in Findhorn. What comes to you? Name a place, an area, a location. Findhorn. I would say Atlantis. No. That's all came up. All right. In some senses, yes. But we are looking to see if you can use your ability to follow the tracing rather than just jump all the way back. Ireland? No, you're guessing now. Okay. Then I don't know. I really, nothing is coming up for me. Repeat. Scandinavia. Thank you. Oh. Okay. That would have never come up for me. Yes, it would have. Yes. Oh, okay. It was closer than you think. Oh, all right. It didn't come up. This gives you the experience of understanding how easy it is to fall into your thoughts. Right.

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just jump all the way back. Ireland? No, you're guessing now. Okay. Then I don't know. I really, nothing is coming up for me. Repeat. Scandinavia. Thank you. Oh. Okay. That would have never come up for me. Yes, it would have. Yes. Oh, okay. It was closer than you think. Oh, all right. It didn't come up. This gives you the experience of understanding how easy it is to fall into your thoughts. Right. Rather than just go into that feeling. But Atlantis is also correct. Oh, okay. Because remember, the areas in which it is taking place now are the remnants of the Druids, which are Atlantean remnants. Ah, yes. Anyway, moving along. We were discussing, as I was sharing with her some of my things I'm doing with the community and having a center and this type of thing. And she said, you know, there are many, many, many people. She said, I've got friends all over the world, and she said, we all have these different dreams and everything. She said, and I noticed we all seem to be in very similar place. Yes. Not a holding pattern, but just in a very similar place where it's all getting very close to coming about. And she said, I'm wondering, she said she had gotten information about this great experiment. And she said she's gotten it from all over the place. And the great experiment is to take place. Yes. Let me tell you a little bit about it, because it was rather quite exciting. James Tyman, author of Emissary of Light. He actually, actually what? He actually saying, I'm reading, I'm looking for something here to refer to a lot. I've gotten my hand. He said that he was invited. He was invited. by the government of Iraq to perform his peace in Baghdad. He said the situation seemed that war seemed almost inevitable. This is, you know, a little while back, and diplomatic efforts seemed to have failed. I was being used by the Iraqi government, he said, but we had the same goal to avoid this terrible war. I was given permission to sing the prayer for peace to Saddam Hussein, and I wanted the world to to join us in this prayer. Hundreds of thousands of people over the world participated. And when it was complete, I felt a profound shift in the energy of that whole region. Three days later, a peace agreement was signed, something which seemed impossible before the prayer began. And then a week later, in Ireland, the peace talks were being held. Between what you call your Irish and your English. Right. And at a castle in Belfast, he said, for days, bombs were exploding all around that area. Many people were trying to interrupt the peace process, and it seemed like the talks might fall apart. Once again, thousands around the world joined us in prayer, and three days later, there was a breakthrough in the talks.

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later, in Ireland, the peace talks were being held. Between what you call your Irish and your English. Right. And at a castle in Belfast, he said, for days, bombs were exploding all around that area. Many people were trying to interrupt the peace process, and it seemed like the talks might fall apart. Once again, thousands around the world joined us in prayer, and three days later, there was a breakthrough in the talks. A peace agreement in May now seems inevitable. Now, we can go back to one of the first questions of the evening. What is now the percentage and likelihood of the idea of a nuclear terrorist your terrorist strike in your United States used to be 97 percent. Now it's 78. Wow. Well, this is going to take... It is the beginning of the understanding of the next, shall we say, chapter that we will talk about regarding surrender, because this locks into an entirely new understanding of conflict resolution that we will talk about regarding surrender, because this locks into an entirely new understanding of conflict resolution that we will call surrendering to peace. Okay. And we will discuss that next time. All right, because this is taking place on April 23rd. Yes, well, we will talk about it in the next transmission. In the next transmission? Which precedes that. Okay, great, because they want everybody to join in on this. Yes. And I will have copies of this then at the next meeting. Thank you. Okay, thank you. I don't know. The I was a good. So, you know, Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you Thank you So This This this title we will once we will once again of each and every one of you and every one of you, our deep, our deep, unconditional, and our willingness, our willingness, our celebration, too, to surrender to life with you. We thank you and bid you good day. And now we will surrender the Channel's body. How did it? How did it go? Thank you all for being. here tonight and have a good week. I'll see all again. Thanks.