The Awakening Iii (Part 3 of 4)

going to think that what you have manifested in your life is something that will work for them. You are not responsible for the way they choose to believe what your life is all about. That is your responsibility. You are not responsible for their choices. If you know you are functioning within your integrity and are not consciously attempting to do anyone malicious harm in the creation of what you desire most, then simply don't worry about it. You will attract the individuals that will be able to appreciate it, And if those other individuals do not wish to appreciate it, that is their choice. They will go and appreciate something else. Was the other thing that I am, I'm working toward, somehow I don't see it in the future, or I don't, I don't see it happening, but I want it to, and I don't know if I should just stop and not try. One moment. First of all, recognize there is no need to try, but you are also contradicting yourself. If you cannot see it happening at all, then, And how is it you are aware that this thing exists within you? How do you know it is something you want to do if you can't see it? Well, it's existing, but not to the potential that I want it to yet. Then design it in your imagination to exist at the potential you desire it to. And again, stop judging where you are to be less worthy of where you are going. You follow me? Yeah. Where you are is where you need to be. And again, the paradox in life is that when you let where you are be the perfect place you need to be, you get to where you want to go that much more quickly. Because you are not invalidating where you are as one of the stepping stones that will take you where you are going. When you don't let where you are be all right, you can't use it to take the next step. Because you are avoiding being now. And you only exist. exist now. You will always only exist now. If you avoid existing now, then you do not create a place for anything in your life that you desire to come to. Now is the only place they have to come. And when you don't let the now you are be valid, you have locked them outside. You follow me. Thank you. Thank you very much for your own awakening, your own awareness, All it takes is the fact that you can love yourself as unconditionally as infinite creation loves you by having created you to begin with, which obviously therefore lets you know you deserve to exist. Don't fight yourself. Relax. Love yourself. Trust yourself. You know what you are doing. Do not put so many demands or expectations upon the idea. Have the expectancy that you deserve what you want.

your own awakening, your own awareness, All it takes is the fact that you can love yourself as unconditionally as infinite creation loves you by having created you to begin with, which obviously therefore lets you know you deserve to exist. Don't fight yourself. Relax. Love yourself. Trust yourself. You know what you are doing. Do not put so many demands or expectations upon the idea. Have the expectancy that you deserve what you want. But there is no need to rigorously define exactly how it must come to you or you won't accept it. won't accept it. Because there are many ways that it could come to you that your conscious mind may not be able to be aware of. And if it comes to you in any of those other ways, if you're only focused on saying, well, it won't be valid, if it doesn't come in this form, then they can knock at the doors until they are blue in the face, and you will never hear them because you will not allow those doors to be open, because you will not accept this idea that you want to come in any other version, any other fashion. Other than the way you are rigidly defining that it must come. When it comes, no matter in which, what version it comes because it is the fulfillment of what you desire, it will still feel correct. All right? Thank you very much. You may all take a short, relaxing, and loving break. I don't see, sharing. Thank you. I just want to tell you that last Wednesday night, I guess. Wednesday night, I guess it was, I seemed to a step through a doorway, and that doorway is, I guess you could symbolize it by saying that I stopped smoking, but it's not the stopping smoking that did it. It was what preceded the stopping smoking. And what occurred was, I was instantly excited by everything. And the excitement, and I found through some of the stuff that we've been talking about, about, well, do you know, nothing excites me, and then a little, but... But... Whatever this was, perhaps it was a distraction, and it no longer was a distraction. I was really, really in a present time. And being there, I discovered that place, I seemed to be in the middle of everything, or the center of everything, or whatever it was. I still am. And in that place, it's like every cell was vibrating. That is the vibration of excitement. Nice. So, therefore, every... It's exciting. Yes. So when everything is exciting, everything just unfolds. Yes. And then I went to the grocery store, and I thought this little child, she must have been a year and a half years old. Apropos. She was the most, really? Okay. The excitement you felt was the excitement you feel as a child. Oh, we should, if you could have seen her, she was the most beautiful.

excitement. Nice. So, therefore, every... It's exciting. Yes. So when everything is exciting, everything just unfolds. Yes. And then I went to the grocery store, and I thought this little child, she must have been a year and a half years old. Apropos. She was the most, really? Okay. The excitement you felt was the excitement you feel as a child. Oh, we should, if you could have seen her, she was the most beautiful. She was the most radiantly loving child I've ever seen. and she looked at me so directly and was such... Takes one to no one. Yeah. Yeah. She was almost in tears looking at her, but I kept my eyes off at her. She was so wonderful. And I went, oh my God, that's me. Yes. All of us. And all these wonderful, beautiful symbols and the kind of synchronicity I've been waiting for. Yes. It is all right here, right now, in the very same moment with everyone. The same moment with everything else. Yeah, it's just exquisite. The other thing, I also noticed that in that idea of blending the male and female polarities, and the universe tending towards the positive, it seems you've got a positive and a negative somehow revolving around a neutrality. Is that correct? Because of what seems to me. I mean, I know there's a little more two than that is when you get down to molecular, whatever, biology. But that constant. The fact that it is revolving around something means that it is attracted to that center thing in some way. Or somehow it's held together by that. We went through this last week. It is held together by that because it is it. Right. In other words, they're all the same thing. Yes. Yeah, that's all. Pretty obvious. Thank you. Thank you for feeling this gate, this doorway, and sharing of this recognition and realization. so that others can co-create with you their version of the same doorway and recognize that many times when we say to you, well, what excite you the most? The idea is that when you do live in the moment, everything excites you. The other thing is that there is just a fearlessness that is so wonderful. It's like a thaw that's made out of lightning or something. I will do anything. I have, and I can't wait to do it out. Why? It's that kind of feeling. It's just inspiration, just, I am inspiration. Thank you very much. Thank you. Sure. Yes. Further in the adventures of the wizard. The wizard has encountered the little boy who didn't get to go to the circus. No long, right? And it seems like there's a battle of who is stronger between the two. Between which two? The little boy who didn't get to go to the circus and the wizard. So cannot the wizard take it? the little boy to the circuit?

you very much. Thank you. Sure. Yes. Further in the adventures of the wizard. The wizard has encountered the little boy who didn't get to go to the circus. No long, right? And it seems like there's a battle of who is stronger between the two. Between which two? The little boy who didn't get to go to the circus and the wizard. So cannot the wizard take it? the little boy to the circuit? The little boy seems to be more powerful at this moment than the wizard. Do you mean that the little boy does not want to go to the circus? The little boy is holding a position which is I'm not clear about, and maybe you can throw some light on that. What does the little boy seem to be saying? Seems to be saying I'm not going to let you do whatever you want to do. Will you ask the little boy if the little boy does or does not, or does not want to go to the circus. He doesn't want to go to the circus. All right. The bigger issue is being chopped in the middle of the same of going to the circus and not getting to go and then the position that he took as a result of that. All right. Is the wizard capable of recognizing in the little boy those qualities those qualities that created ultimately So Wizard is somewhat That's only a perspective Yes, that's the way it appears All right. But do you recognize that the wizard came from the little boy? I haven't considered it up to this moment. Is it an aspect of you? This idea of the wizard is the little boy an aspect of you. Are they not all aspects indirect lineage of the idea you are being right now? Yes. Then one is connected to the other and they all share the same power. You can allow the little boy to understand that regardless of the stance they chose, notwithstanding, they still became not only capable of visiting the circus anytime they wanted to but of actually being in charge of the circus by becoming the wizard eventually. Regardless of the stance they took, regardless of what the little boy created for himself to experience in life with regard to the cutting off of his expectations, even that which at the time may have seemed to be such a negative scenario, still led to the creation of an individual who was now pondering himself as a wizard. So, no matter what the stance of the little boy was, you were still undaunted. You. still created the ability to recognize yourself as becoming the wizard. So in no way, shape, or form did that stance inhibit you. You have still created and are still creating what you desire. You are visiting the circus every day. You are the circus.

to the creation of an individual who was now pondering himself as a wizard. So, no matter what the stance of the little boy was, you were still undaunted. You. still created the ability to recognize yourself as becoming the wizard. So in no way, shape, or form did that stance inhibit you. You have still created and are still creating what you desire. You are visiting the circus every day. You are the circus. All the little boy needs to realize is that at any given moment, he always had the ability to be the circus. the circus rather than feel it was someplace beyond his reach to attain by himself. That's good. And limitations are only definitions and not always to be believed. And if one seems to be a limitation in one direction, then that is an indication that you have the ability to go in another direction to create the same idea, which is what you have done. You have you. used one apparent limitation to create a being that is now beginning to recognize himself as unlimited. Congratulations. Thank us. Thank you. Welcome to the show. Does that assist you? Yes, it helps. Thank you very much. May I ask another question? Of course. I've heard that somebody by the name of Newman is running a car around and around a track somewhere in Kentucky without any fuel. I don't know anything more about it than that. This device will be one of the devices that will become more and more prevalent in your society, as you recognize once again, that the Earth itself is a generator and that you can tap into it in many different ways, regardless of what, let us say, your power companies tell you. Is there a way of getting more information about that? Yes. I can give it to see. You got, okay. There you go. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you both. Yes. Yes. Then you. Oh, yes. I want to ask you about frequencies. I've become very interested in radionics. All right. And before, when I was in Eugene, it's extremely quiet in Eugene. quiet in Eugene, Oregon. And at night, I would hear like this high frequency. It was almost like a morse code. And at first I tried not to hear it. And then I allowed myself to go with the sound. Very good. For more and more individuals are beginning to perceive the background vibration of the collective consciousness that you are upon your planet. Right. And that's what I thought it was. And when I would go with the sound... Thank you. When I would go with the sound, I would go with it all the way. and suddenly it would stop. Very good. Since I've been here, I don't know if it's noisy or what, but I haven't been tuned into the sound. It is all right.

vibration of the collective consciousness that you are upon your planet. Right. And that's what I thought it was. And when I would go with the sound... Thank you. When I would go with the sound, I would go with it all the way. and suddenly it would stop. Very good. Since I've been here, I don't know if it's noisy or what, but I haven't been tuned into the sound. It is all right. Many times recognize you will simply give yourself a temporary, auditory manifestation of that vibration to simply let you know you are of that frequency. The idea is not to simply continue to sit around and listen to it, but to do something with the energy that you now know you are the frequency of. You will always shift the frequency of. You will always shift the frequency of. a little bit to give yourself the opportunity to do something with the energy. That is all. Thank you. Have a good time. Thank you. Thank you. Guys? Hi. Hi. Well, first of all, I got my piano. I don't know if you remember our little talk. Right. Okay. And I had budgeted that it, getting this grand piano I wanted was about $15,000 worth of piano. thousand dollars worth of piano. Um, and going back to music school would take me financially about a year and a half to do the money and my credit, whatever. But anyway, 17 days after my conversation with you, I got the piano and went back to school and I finished finals a week ago. Congratulations! You have graduated in more than one sense. Yeah. Um, I am playing a lot more music now and doing more performing. Oh, what? I've won it all along. My, my. I'm going. Okay. One thing I noticed... Some people get so excited by success. Thank you. Thank you. One thing I noticed is that a part of my identity that I've had for a long time, I'm one of those, or my past has been one of those seriously trained Juilliards. Juilliard elitist pianists. All right. Quite a mouthful. Yes. And it has served me in a lot of ways positively. It looks great on a resume and I've gotten a lot of values out of it. All right. But I'm finding that... And... And... And... And I'm finding... And I'm finding that the new era musically that I want to move into now in my life, that won't work anymore. It's... This elitist thing is... Building more fear, more self-expectation, more paranoia about whether other people will like my craft. And I want to just let go and not... And let divorce my craft from this intense judgment. Go right ahead. Continue by all means to experience the same degree of joy and ecstasy that has gotten you to this point.

that I want to move into now in my life, that won't work anymore. It's... This elitist thing is... Building more fear, more self-expectation, more paranoia about whether other people will like my craft. And I want to just let go and not... And let divorce my craft from this intense judgment. Go right ahead. Continue by all means to experience the same degree of joy and ecstasy that has gotten you to this point. And it will allow you to be a flawless version of whatever you are being, and you will be being enjoyed by many individuals. No reason to stop using joy now. I'm experiencing a lot of confusion about, well, with this shift is an entire shift in all of my musical values. Yes, so. I no longer know what kind of musician I am. You are a happy one. Ha ha ha ha. You are now free to explore any form of expression you desire. You are no longer limited. What do you mean you have to know what kind you are? You are a musician. Play as you feel so inclined. Well... Okay. Oh, thank you. Enjoy. All right. Thank you. Keep it simple. Let it be. Share. Are you? Yes. I may ask more. A friend of mine has somewhat a low self-esteem and has fits of a very severe depression. And I've been working with this person for a few weeks. And last week I brought them here to this meeting and she was very impressed with the positive feeling around. Anyway, at the end of last week, she disappeared. She disappeared and went away. Nobody knows where. Without money, clothes or anything. And all her friends and boss and everything was extremely concerned. We got the police on to it and everything. Anyway, she finally turned up this afternoon and is not communicative to anybody. She's in one of the very severe bits of depression. Again, I'm not sure whether a person I'm perhaps being too encouraging. or in some way, and I'm bewildered as what I can say to be most effective. All right. First of all, start trusting yourself. Otherwise, you're not going to be very effective for anyone on any level. All right? Start trusting your own instincts. Start trusting your own compassion and your own empathy and sensitivity. Now, that individual took many things that were discussed to heart, both from us and from you, and simply went about attempting to apply them. But this individual still did it in the form of a test, and so very quickly reached a certain limit. They will pass through it. It is their own enforcement of their own type of limitation for now in which there is much connection taking place. They will reemerge when they understand that the so-called depression is only a meditation and is only looked at as negative by a society that thinks that that is a form of running away.

it in the form of a test, and so very quickly reached a certain limit. They will pass through it. It is their own enforcement of their own type of limitation for now in which there is much connection taking place. They will reemerge when they understand that the so-called depression is only a meditation and is only looked at as negative by a society that thinks that that is a form of running away. instead of understanding completely yourself. When you know the answers cannot be found externally, you go to where you know they are within. That is simply a meditative act. It does not have to be looked at as negative depression in that way. And when the individual re-emerges from this idea, they will be a new person, literally. What they are doing now is going through major reconstruction of the artificial construct of the persona that they are. You follow me. Send your love. send out energy. Allow them to know they are always supported unconditionally, always loved. To some degree, you may approach this individual in much the same manner as you would approach an autistic individual. For that is similar in terms of its idea of complete withdrawal. Love them, support them, share with them, touch them physically, if that is all right with them. Let them know you are simply there. Let them know you accept them as they are. And then they will reemerge. Perhaps while your back is turned, they will say something. You will turn around and find a completely new person staring at you. Thank you. But begin to trust yourself as well. Otherwise, then you will not function as a reflection of that infinite support. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Yates. A couple of things. First is, um, excuse me. A recent friend I just made a friendship with, she told me about an experience she had with some dolphins. I kind of record it was a few years ago. It was off Malibu, and she was with eight other people on a boat. And there was a lot of other boats around for a while, but then all of us, you know, like over a period of time, all the other boats went. And they were the only craft. there. Nice. And then over a thousand dolphins surrounded their boat and kind of hung out there for a few hours and just kind of played and stuff in water. Nice. And I was just wondering if you have any reflections on that. We have already suggested that that is a very highly active area, one of the very highly active areas containing many dreamers, which are the dolphins we refer to, that are specifically the ambassadors between their species and your species and willing to communicate. with you not only in dream states, but in physical awareness as well.

played and stuff in water. Nice. And I was just wondering if you have any reflections on that. We have already suggested that that is a very highly active area, one of the very highly active areas containing many dreamers, which are the dolphins we refer to, that are specifically the ambassadors between their species and your species and willing to communicate. with you not only in dream states, but in physical awareness as well. They will simply always show up when they need to reflect to any individuals present aspects within themselves, generally speaking that those individuals now need to be aware of physically, because the individuals that the dolphins generally show up to, particularly on that level, in that magnitude, are individuals that whether they consciously know it or not, have had many dream interactions with those dolphins before. and have simply led themselves into a waking dream. You follow me? Yes. It is one way of beginning to learn how to blend the dream and the physical reality into one ecstatic moment of experience. Let them follow their hearts. They will discover more. Thank you. Can be in the same area if they wish. Perhaps I'll present an idea. All right. They are only. invitations to share, to swim in the same sea, to swim in the same dream. Perhaps I'll be there. By all means. The other thing was, yesterday I got on the bus to go to work and I've been exploring this whole idea of abundance and the whole money thing because... Money thing. Money thing. In this life, uh... I've chosen to not experience a lot of abundance financially. And anyway, I got on the bus and... You mean up till now? Yes, up till now. All right. I got on the bus and this lady sitting next to me, she just kind of leaned over and she said, did you watch the big spin on Saturday? And I said, no, did you? And she said, yes, my daughter. And she said, yes, my daughter. won $3.8 million. And... My, you attract your symbols, don't you? I've been wondering what this symbol really means. Well, there's an opportunity for you to realize that you cannot see something in someone else unless you contain the same potential. And that you will attract to you the reflections of what you are on the same vibratory level. So become just as excited as she is. and you will attract the same vibrations. It is an opportunity for you to see a symbol that you can home in on. A frequency that you can identify with to create your reality to be similar to their reality. So something will rub off, so to speak. You give yourself a symbol that you can form an identical identification pattern with. You felt the vibration of her excitement, did you not? Yes. Create it as your own. own.

the same vibrations. It is an opportunity for you to see a symbol that you can home in on. A frequency that you can identify with to create your reality to be similar to their reality. So something will rub off, so to speak. You give yourself a symbol that you can form an identical identification pattern with. You felt the vibration of her excitement, did you not? Yes. Create it as your own. own. And that vibratory frequency will lead you to the same type of experiences. And it doesn't have to be about money. No, but if that was the specific vibrational frequency of that particular event, in all likelihood it might be. Because that's the particular frequency she was excited about. The one you attract to you so you could learn how to identify with it, copy it, and create it to be your own. Copy it in a literal sense? In a sense, yes. sense, yes. Identification is mimicking other patterns and creating them to be your own. So that you will then be of a similar frequency and attract similar experiences. Hmm. Hmm. Understand. Yes. It is simple physics. Is that the same as the abundance formula? the abundance formula that you shared with this last year? To some degree. But it is, in many ways, not dissimilar to many of the ideas being put forth on your planet now that you colloquially refer to as neurolinguistic programming. The idea of finding someone that is doing what you want and acting like them, so that you will be of the same vibratory frequency and attract similar events. Thank you. For sure. Are you through? One other thing. Then you. Yes. The idea of lightness that's been coming to me today in body weight. And yesterday I weighed myself for the first time in quite a while. And I found that I had actually lost bodily weight. Oh, I... You are turning mass into energy. You are moving. You are accelerating. Because I don't feel physically any different. I feel fine. We understand. You are stopping waiting. you are now doing. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Yeah. I was wondering what your perception was of the energy associated with the following idea, there may be a possibility for me to become part to start, well, of a new company kind of thing. And... Will it take as long to happen as it took to say? Yes. Well, it's still very vague. Nothing's been decided. And at times I'm excited over it. And at times I'm not, but I'm not unexcited. And... My, that sounds exciting. Well... Well... And it's not something I'm anxious about. I mean, it won't happen, but I was curious if you sensed any... What kind of energy you sensed around that idea? Yes, I sense it is vague. Oh! Thank you.