The Prime Radiant (Part 4 of 8)

many times before we always thank you the channel but i know there are quite a few others who assist you in oh yes when we say we are talking about a lot of different beings that are telempathically plugged into this communication well i would like to also thank all of we all right thank you do understand that again we also includes many aspects of yourselves there are aspects of your future cells aspects of your higher cells many different aspects of your over-soul consciousness that participate in this interaction so in many senses when you are dialoguing with us you're also dialoguing with other portions of your collective consciousness okay in particular one pretty little silver-haired girl that i've met could that be my future so or is that just a friend it is more a close friend good okay does that help you yes it does quite a bit quite a bit i couldn't see myself sending back and doing these things uh at any rate it is not that it is impossible that you can but that is simply not the case in terms of the vibration or the entity you are referring to right now for the history of the civil war oh all right i i um we assume you mean the one in the country in which you now reside yes all right yeah brother against brother well there were sisters against sisters against sisters brothers against sisters brothers against sisters mothers against fathers you know which time around for many people during that entire the conflagration okay um there was a uh part of this life that i took off and i went down to texas and i stayed quite a while and there was someone there that i felt like i had known forever in which i probably have um the area that i was most familiar with unbeknownst to me at the time was galliston because i could walk around and see and know what was around the corner of the corner of the corner of the without turning the corner so to speak all right and i would like for you to if you if possible to give me some kind of a brief synopsis of that that era in other words was i in galveston yes in the area now you know as galveston yes the familiarity with the area is familiarity with the area is familiarity with the energy of the area even though there have been many changes you took the familiarity with the energy of the area and translated it into a familiarity with the specific layout of the area now in present time it was a time of relief for you of breathing space for you in the midst of great strike and so you enjoyed partaking of walks and talks and not having to worry about conflict and death and despair and so in this lifetime you are picking up upon that

the familiarity with the energy of the area and translated it into a familiarity with the specific layout of the area now in present time it was a time of relief for you of breathing space for you in the midst of great strike and so you enjoyed partaking of walks and talks and not having to worry about conflict and death and despair and so in this lifetime you are picking up upon that resonance that freedom that openness and translating it into a familiarity that you can now create to be related to the specific pattern of the city as it now exists in present time many of you do this many of you sometimes will feel so at home in certain places even though physiologically those places may not have existed physically back in ancient times it may be that the energy vibration of the area is similar to what you experience experience in other lives that you felt were places and vibrations that put you more in touch with your true self and now in this life can be recognized as having the ability to do so again was uh this time perhaps around the 1890s 1870 1875 to 1880 and again you visited in 1883 okay uh let me see if i uh at the time i was a gambler on a riverboat i knew every lady in town no not everyone almost you gambled from time to time on a riverboat a few times in other places more often what you call saloons bars so on and so forth you knew a few ladies the so on and so forth is the part that i'm getting at the red light district yes yeah it's all right yeah and so um i i kind of wondered about that because in this lifetime i've been a bartender i've waited on many girls of the evening and i have never felt the urge to campbell this is not necessarily a mysterious thing just because it is something that may have have occupied your attention in one life doesn't necessarily mean that it must in another but you can recognize an affinity for it and certainly you have wound up in what is recognized as the capital of this past time on your planet okay did did the last 1883 lifetime end in oklahoma or better what was known at that time as the nations wyoming yes you were actually in wyoming you thought you were in oklahoma many things were not quite as clear-cut as they are now in your present society and sometimes many individuals thought they were in one state when in fact they were an entirely different state okay that you're in wyoming but it might as well for you have been oklahoma can we agree it was the indian nation yes okay um at that time did I meet my demise by a flu a virus it is one time yes more what

as clear-cut as they are now in your present society and sometimes many individuals thought they were in one state when in fact they were an entirely different state okay that you're in wyoming but it might as well for you have been oklahoma can we agree it was the indian nation yes okay um at that time did I meet my demise by a flu a virus it is one time yes more what you would call smallpox okay and you succumbed to the same kind of things that many individuals in what you call the Native American nation succumbed to it was in that sense transferred in many of the goods that they were traded purposely you understand yes yes many of the good that many of what you call your army individuals traded to the Native Americans were purposely infected with smallpox and you simply were well I'll just put it this way though you know I don't mean it at the wrong place at the wrong time yeah the reason I asked that question was on the basis of images that I've gotten in my mind dreams etc and so forth thanks of being on the run yeah because I had killed the man on a riverboat was a 32 caliber captain ball you did have an altercation it wasn't necessarily originally your intention to cause terminal harm to that individual but yes you did and you knew that there would be no way you could explain it now can you allow for the moment yourself to digest this information and let us allow another individual some access time i sure i can thank you very much thank you hello bouchar and do you good day thank you um i meditate very regularly oh all right usually when i finish meditation i'm in a very peaceful calm state that carries over into most of my life all right is there a butt coming up well there's an end and an end all right okay And then sometimes a person, event, something comes along and certain things like emotions come up. Yes, very good. It's all right for them to do so. Yes. They seem to be a totally different quality to me. They seem to be something that's, I don't know. That's why I'm asking the question is, could you compare the meditated? Usually, still, still remember, you have been for thousands of years a planet of fragmented consciousness. And you have still, still, in still, still, still in many of your consciousness as certain portions of yourselves that have been shoved into compartments and closets and need to come to the surface. There are still many portions of your consciousness that you need to integrate. It is all right. It is, as you say, par for the course that goes along with the territory. You are integrating all of you. You are doing your best in that way.

in still, still, still in many of your consciousness as certain portions of yourselves that have been shoved into compartments and closets and need to come to the surface. There are still many portions of your consciousness that you need to integrate. It is all right. It is, as you say, par for the course that goes along with the territory. You are integrating all of you. You are doing your best in that way. Do not worry that you still will find from time to time that these ideas of old issues, old patterns, old pains, old fears, old doubts will come up. The very fact that you are creating a space of peace for yourself is what allows you to know that when they come up, you can handle them, you can transform them by getting in touch with why they're there to begin with, by re-experiencing the vibration as it was, shall we say, imprinted into you when you were younger and didn't know what to do with it then, and now that you're an adult, can bring back to the surface and know how to deal with it, by flowing through the experience as it happened before, and then in feeling what did happen, allowing yourself to recognize why it happened, allow yourself to recognize what you would have preferred to have happened, feel that emotion instead that empowers you, instead of disempowering you, and replace the belief system with a new belief system that allows you to have truly learned from the experience and transformed it into what you prefer it to be. You understand? Yes, thank you. It is your meditation and your spiritual activities that allow you to know it's all right to let these feelings come up. For now, your society is still going to experience many of these things. Please do not assume that just because you are on a spiritual path, that that means you're not going to experience any more of these particular kinds of emotional energies. For right now, you're actually going to experience more of them because you are willing to integrate them at this time, and you have to bring them all up to the surface very rapidly. So you can, in fact, get about the process of acting more holistically by integrating these components within you that are still functioning as fragmented aspects of your consciousness. Make sense? Yes, so sometimes it's okay to go into workshops in a child and things like that, where you actually bring them up consciously? Yes, of course. The more consciously you are willing to do this, the more you will consciously recognize why they were created, what you have to learn from them, and once you own it, more consciously will you be capable of transforming.

still functioning as fragmented aspects of your consciousness. Make sense? Yes, so sometimes it's okay to go into workshops in a child and things like that, where you actually bring them up consciously? Yes, of course. The more consciously you are willing to do this, the more you will consciously recognize why they were created, what you have to learn from them, and once you own it, more consciously will you be capable of transforming. it because remember you do not get rid of these things you do not go from that to something else you only have one energy out of which all of your experiences are created so it's an issue of transforming the form that it's in now to another form but it's the same energy the only way you can transform it is to acknowledge and own whatever format it happens to be in now and this does not necessarily mean that it is blaming you for it being in that form, but you have been convinced that it must be in that form through some particular kind of definitional belief structure that perhaps your parents or your society spoon fed you as a child because their parents did it to them and their parents did it to them and their parents did it to them and their parents did it to them. You are now in the transformational age where you have the greatest opportunity to break this chain by taking the responsibility to deal with the issues instead of continuing in a pattern of denial. Make sense? Yes, thank you. find you for your strength and your commitment to conviction.