The Prime Radiant (Part 7 of 8)

Hello to all. And who are you? From all. Good there. On my path up here, I've had a lot of questions, answers, but I'm going to go forward. Oh, all right, by all means. What information can you give me as to my purpose of service in this life? Oh, please. What excites you the most? It's as simple as that. At any given moment, do the most exciting thing that you are capable of doing something about. That is the purpose of your life. You are a unique individual, even though you have many lives, as all of you do. You have never been this you before. You will never be this you again. This life only has one life to live. So, the purpose of this life is to be this you as fully as you possibly can. That simply means that the purpose of your life is to act on the thing that excites you the most because the excitement vibration, the unconditional love, vibration. The balance vibration is the vibration of your highest self. So if you always take action to the best of your ability on the opportunities that are presented to you that contain the highest degree of excitement that you are most capable of doing something about, you are a step at a time fulfilling the purpose of your life and living as best as you can in the moment. And that's really it. It's up to you to decide what that exciting thing is at any given moment. And to know that by choosing it, you're actually being of best service to everyone by being your most total self and acting as a living example to everyone else that they can do so as well. In other words, when they see how ecstatic you are, being you, they will want to know what your secret is. And all you have to do is say, just be yourself. Very good. Does that help you? Well, that helps me a lot. I just recently have met a gentleman that we connected on a very high energy level. All right. And so what do you want to do with this connection? How are you having a good time? That's my question. Well, answer it. What do you want to do with it? I want it all, but I see a block around the physical relationship. It may not necessarily be a block, but it may be an area of exploration that will allow you to move forward. If you allow, are you paying attention? I'm paying. If you allow the relationship to be what it is and not what you expect it ought to be for. I have not a clue what it's for. Good. Then don't.

I want it all, but I see a block around the physical relationship. It may not necessarily be a block, but it may be an area of exploration that will allow you to move forward. If you allow, are you paying attention? I'm paying. If you allow the relationship to be what it is and not what you expect it ought to be for. I have not a clue what it's for. Good. Then don't. and just let it be what it is, and you will not experience anything about it as a block, but it will be an arrow pointing in an unexpected direction that is exactly the path and the direction you need to explore. To give you the information to more fully be yourself, and to allow you to allow the other person or people in the relationship, to more fully find out who they are, so they can be more fully themselves, which after all, is really the purpose to all relationships. to all relationship, to allow everyone in the relationship, allow the other people to discover how to be more of themselves as they allow you to discover how to be more of yourself. Does this make some sense? Yes, but I still have a lot of confusion around it. Yes, well, I took your hesitation to mean no. That's true. You're right. You're right. All right. That is no. What is your confusion? Um. Um. I feel like if we follow a physical relationship, that I'm going to be, and he's going to be out of integrity. All right, then don't do it. But then I have all these feelings. All right, one moment, one moment, one moment. Unless you can together explore these feelings, these beliefs, and together perhaps discover through open, clear, honest communication, with everyone that might be involved on any level as to how perhaps there might be avenues that would allow you to move in that direction that would not be representative of being out of integrity. Thank you. And if you discover that there are no ways to move in that direction that would not be representative of being out of your integrity, then know that if you feel badly about that, then it is the issues that allow you to that allow you to feel badly that the purpose of the relationship is for to get you in touch with those issues that allow you to feel that way and find out why you would react that way when presented with a particular concept of a relationship. Then the relationship is serving you in its actual purpose by allowing you to get in touch with why you feel the way you feel and integrating those concepts within yourself and allowing the relationship to really serve its purpose. serve its purpose in that sense. Then, who knows, as you use the relationship for what it's for, it could also change.

would react that way when presented with a particular concept of a relationship. Then the relationship is serving you in its actual purpose by allowing you to get in touch with why you feel the way you feel and integrating those concepts within yourself and allowing the relationship to really serve its purpose. serve its purpose in that sense. Then, who knows, as you use the relationship for what it's for, it could also change. Because once something serves a purpose, it no longer needs to stay in the same format and different kinds of things can then come up that may all of a sudden open doors that were not open before because you were willing to use the relationship for what it was for. Many times individuals find they get nowhere, so to speak, in a relationship, and it never changes and they go around and round and round about the same old thing because they are not willing to begin with to allow the relationship to really be why it is there. Once they allow it to be what it is, many times it changes automatically and ultimately they actually do wind up with what they originally thought they wanted. I'm not saying it always works that way, but it will not make a difference because if you use the relationship for what it is for it will change you in a way that will still attract to you. No matter who it is, whatever relationship is absolutely. appropriate for that moment and if you get in touch with that, you will not care who it is because it will feel exactly right. This is how these things work themselves out. Everything is aligned and everything in allowance automatically balances and feels correct and appropriate. Thank you very much. Does this make some sense? Absolutely. Thank you. Why? Thank you. And please, do remember the first relationship is with yourself. Absolutely. If you do not have that relationship, you're not in a relationship with anyone else. with anyone else anyway. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Hello, Bichard. And to you? Oh, what's the phrase? Good day. Good day. I need some help on trying to figure out. Oh, what are you attempting to figure out? I really hate snakes. Hate snakes. And I... I do not know where it comes from. May I ask you question? Yes. Thank you. Do they hate you? I have no idea. Oh, all right. Why didn't you ask one? Don't want to get that close. Well, you can shout. No. Hey! Snake! How do you feel about me? No, no, no, no, no. No, it is. I don't even want to see a picture of one. Oh, too late, you probably thought of one in your mind. I did. I don't like it. I don't like it. I can't. I can't under, I really can't understand it. You don't understand.

didn't you ask one? Don't want to get that close. Well, you can shout. No. Hey! Snake! How do you feel about me? No, no, no, no, no. No, it is. I don't even want to see a picture of one. Oh, too late, you probably thought of one in your mind. I did. I don't like it. I don't like it. I can't. I can't under, I really can't understand it. You don't understand. I've had no experience in this lifetime to give, to, for a reason for it. Always. Now, there are a variety of ways to begin this concept of exploration. Let's go back to the foundation we lay down just to see how that plays, or shall we say, rattles around in your mind. Do you remember that we talked about this? idea that everything is made out of the same one particle. Yes. Well, you are the snake, and the snake is you. First of all, what do you hate about yourself? Woo. Woo. Hiss. Oh, my God. Was that too biting of a question? Oh, my God. What do you hate about yourself? I'd have to think about it. All right. I'll take your time. Oh, my God, I don't know. Oh, come, come, come. No, I really don't. I understand the concept. Yes, I know. I understand the concept. Unfortunately, I understand the concept. We do not say that individuals sometimes do not bring with them from other life experiences reactions that seem to be out of proportion to the experience of their present life. And to some degree, this is the case with you. case with you. But that doesn't matter. There are still present ways of dealing with this that are not necessarily saying that you are controlled by your negative experience in other lives with the concept of that animal. Even though that may have happened, it doesn't mean that you are limited and restricted in this life from dealing with it in a variety of different ways. You understand? Kind of. Kind of. All right. The idea again is to remember that even though you may have had, experiences that were scary in other lives with snakes and that you may, to some degree, be carrying that vibration through to this life. It doesn't necessarily mean that you cannot alleviate that vibration with the elements and the tools that exist in your present life rather than feeling you have to necessarily go back to that life to figure out what happened. Although sometimes that can be a beneficial idea as well. We prefer to help you remain in the presence with this idea. with this idea. And the first thing to recognize is, even though it may actually have been the result, your fear, of an actual encounter physically in another life, with this animal that, well, left a bad mark upon you.

have to necessarily go back to that life to figure out what happened. Although sometimes that can be a beneficial idea as well. We prefer to help you remain in the presence with this idea. with this idea. And the first thing to recognize is, even though it may actually have been the result, your fear, of an actual encounter physically in another life, with this animal that, well, left a bad mark upon you. Allow yourself to simply recognize that still it is interpreted by your consciousness in a symbolic way and it is the alteration of your consciousness that is necessary to change the quality of this experience in your present life. So, If you cannot immediately get in touch with what the snake represents for you, allow yourself to start by amplifying the fear that you are in touch with. If you find that you are afraid of something, you've got a good, solid grasp on that experience. You know beyond a shadow of it out. You're afraid. You want to have nothing to do with this idea, with this being, with this animal. So, let's work with what you know is there. What's there? The fear. So work with it. The way you work with it is carry it further. Don't run away from the fear. Even if you run away from the snake, don't run away from the snake. Don't run away from the fear. Ask yourself, what do you really fear? What is the fear really all about? Let's work with what you know how to do best. So, the question is, what is the worst possible thing you are afraid might happen should you come in contact with a snake? pick the worst, the most terrifying, the most horrible. Let's use that negative imagination to its full benefit to help you. I can't stand it. It's thought that he used to touching it. All right. So, you're saying that the worst possible thing would be just to touch it, or is there something worse? What if it touched you? Would that be worse if you didn't initiate the touch? Oh, I... I couldn't, I... I could... Then I assume what you're saying is, yes. I can... That would be worse. Is that what you are saying? Yeah. Thank you. All right. Is there something that would be worse? What if it started crawling on you? Oh, no. Ah, I think we are discovering different degrees of fear, different levels of amplification. So you are now implying through your energy that the snake crawling on you would be worse than it just touching you, and worse. than you touching it. Is this a fair assumption so far? At this point, I would have strokes out of it. Ah, so I'm assuming that means you would be very afraid. Yes. All right. Is there anything? Oh, well, you've just given us a clue.

fear, different levels of amplification. So you are now implying through your energy that the snake crawling on you would be worse than it just touching you, and worse. than you touching it. Is this a fair assumption so far? At this point, I would have strokes out of it. Ah, so I'm assuming that means you would be very afraid. Yes. All right. Is there anything? Oh, well, you've just given us a clue. I suppose what would be worse is that the snake would crawl on you and you wouldn't have a stroke. You'd have to continue to put up with it. Yes. That would be worse. Yes. A stroke would be a way out. I would, yes. But let's say you don't have a stroke. There's no way out. You would have a stroke. have to feel it continue to crawl on you and that would be worse. Oh boy, we're having fun with the fear now. Our imaginations are running wild, looking at all the ways it could be worse and worse and worse and worse yet. Let's carry this further. Don't want to give up on this, having way too much fun with you. Thank you for providing such sparkling entertainment, by the way. What would be worse than having it crawl on you and you not being able to pass out, blank out, blank out or get away. What if it crawled right up and look to you right in the eye? Then what would you do? Would you be paralyzed, frozen with fear? Would you be unable to speak? If I could break the paralysis, I'd kill it. Ah. Would you? Yeah. All right. Go ahead. Can you see yourself doing that? Can you see yourself breaking through the fear? and killing it. Um, if I asked, it's against the wall, yeah. All right. Imagine you are, absolutely beyond the shadow of a doubt. No other option pushed against the wall. In the corner, it's right there, one inch from your face. You have no other option. Do you feel what you do? Do you feel yourself reaching out and boom? It's dead? Now, how does that feel? Does that feel freeing, releasing? Yeah. All right. All right. So, the snake has now acted as a symbol to take you through at least one level of a fear to the point where you are actually capable of acting and releasing it. So the snake has actually served you. You follow me? All right. This can happen layer at a time. Whatever layers are there. What we are proceeding is that the snake is your, as you used to put it in a colloquial way, medicine totem. It is your animal totem to help you learn to break through fear. To know that even in the most paralyzing fear, you can still break through and act and do the things you need to do for yourself.

me? All right. This can happen layer at a time. Whatever layers are there. What we are proceeding is that the snake is your, as you used to put it in a colloquial way, medicine totem. It is your animal totem to help you learn to break through fear. To know that even in the most paralyzing fear, you can still break through and act and do the things you need to do for yourself. The snake is this teacher for you, a very strong medicine for you. You can use this exercise again and again to strip away the layers of fear by imagining this confrontation and taking yourself over and over again, practicing over and over again, this confrontation, stripping away, breaking through the fear, killing the snake in this metaphor, in this exercise, until such times as you have stripped away all the fear and actually find yourself on neutral ground with the snake. And ultimately, believe it or not, and you don't have to believe it right now, you will actually come to love the snake. The snake is your teacher in this life because of the connection you had in another life and a lot of those connections were very, very positive. But you've also had some great fear handed to you and the snake has come back to act as your guide and your teacher. through this experience to help you strip away these fears layer by layer as a snake sheds its snakes. You understand. So use this exercise. Go through it all the way so you break through, kill the snake, see and feel the relief. It would again and again and again and again until you arrive at a place of balance with this idea. All right? Thank you. That is our suggestion. and the suggestion from the consciousness of your snake died. Thank you. Now, let it off.