The13th Floor (Part 1 of 3)

Okay. Hi everyone. Thank you for coming out tonight. Thank you, dear. Oh, you're welcome. There are a few new people here, I think, so just very briefly to get everyone up to speed. If there's any questions about how this channeling began, I'll be happy to answer those after the session in the interest of getting right into it and allowing people enough time to interact, we'll just kind of go ahead. But new people, you'll catch on pretty quickly how this interaction occurs. It's very informal. You'll see that when Bashar comes through, he'll probably talk about something for a second and then he'll turn it over to you for questions and answers. If you have something that you would like to ask, all you have to do is say out loud Bashar, and he will point at you in whatever order he thinks is necessary to call on you. And then just ask your question straight out, whatever it may be on any subject. It doesn't matter what subject it is. There's no restrictions or limitations in that sense. If it's important to you, by all means, ask it. The only thing we ask is that if he does pick on you, we do have a remote mic, so just wait until the mic gets to you. It'll be handed across so that we can make sure we get your question clearly on the tape so that everyone can hear it. And that's just about all there is to it, except have to it except have fun. Thank you again for coming. And I'll see you all later. Have a good time. I don't know. Oh. Oh. To to To each To each and every one of you this We extend once again out a deep appreciation and unconditional love. Remember the 13th floor. Go looking. Go exploring. You'll find it. You'll find it. You'll find it. And won't you be surprised to find who's waiting there for you? On the 13th floor. Go see. Push the button. Go see. Make a big button for number 13 and push it. Our unconditional love to all of you and to all of you. A good day and a good moon. We shall speak again. Good day, Bishar. And are you good day? We had discussed my MRI. Yes. There's a tremendous opening experience for me. Oh, right. Right prior to that, I had moved into a new home, a new office. Yes. Sort of really meditating and consecrating this move to an expanded state. I moved through that eye of the needle as I had with the MRI. Yes. And I find it very interesting that everything is now falling apart. Yes. And it feels perfect. Yes. It feels appropriate. Yes. It's as though you move into this higher frequency, this finer vibration, and everything doesn't come with you. No, everything does not. That is what it means to move through the eye of the needle. Exactly.

expanded state. I moved through that eye of the needle as I had with the MRI. Yes. And I find it very interesting that everything is now falling apart. Yes. And it feels perfect. Yes. It feels appropriate. Yes. It's as though you move into this higher frequency, this finer vibration, and everything doesn't come with you. No, everything does not. That is what it means to move through the eye of the needle. Exactly. Only the true essence of yourself goes with you. And that in those transitional moments is really all you need. It doesn't mean that something else won't reform on the other side. But since change is the only constant, the point is to understand that, understand that the essence, the template is always with you. Allow the template to be clothed physically by whatever is more representative of what it needs to be clothed in on the other side of having gone through that passage. Don't insist that it has to look the same or that the same structure must come with you. It can't. It can't pass through the eye of the needle. There is no space in this eye of this needle. The idea is that when you go on the other side, then, in the end, then in having brought the template and the essence with you, then physical reality will once again take its cue from that essential template and will clothe it with the appropriate structures to represent the new level you have gone to. That's essentially it. The essential template is all that comes. Yes. Everything else, if you wish, is a sock puppet. A sock puppet. You know, on your planet how you stick your hands in your socks and make puppets. puppets? The hand always goes with you. Even though you may lose the sock, there will always be another sock you can stick your hand in on the other side. Physical reality is sock puppets. You are the one that always has the hand. Okay. Always forms the skeletal structure of the next sock puppet and gives it life. You follow? I do. Thank you. It might actually help many of you to start looking at physical reality as a bunch of sock puppets. It's very clarifying, actually. Yes, I know. It is more literal than you think. The other thing I wanted to explore with you because I really want to use this window here for this month. Yes. Yes, yes, yes. Three things happened around my son recently. around my son recently and they were all subsequent to a conversation I had with him where I told him he had one of the soul conversations. Yes. I said that if this is what your choice is this lifetime, I will be by your side forever and I will give you whatever help I can. All right.

this window here for this month. Yes. Yes, yes, yes. Three things happened around my son recently. around my son recently and they were all subsequent to a conversation I had with him where I told him he had one of the soul conversations. Yes. I said that if this is what your choice is this lifetime, I will be by your side forever and I will give you whatever help I can. All right. But that I was his mother and that I needed to work to heal him and that I would never stop. Well, being by his side and accepting him in whatever way or form he chooses to present himself is being his mother and helping him. Right. Yes. But that I need to try to heal him on this level also. Well, yes, but you don't need to try. You can explore. I can explore, which I've been. Yes. When I talked to him about that and I said, I was crying at the time and I said, and it would be really nice if you could help me out and just heal. Yes, and what did you get? And he put his arm around me and he said, okay. Yes. Oh. He said okay. Yes, okay. And he's been talking. Yes. He's been talking. He's been saying these words, you know? Yes. Yes. It's like this miracle. Well, miracles are the natural order of things when you relax. It's been really quite wondrous and there were three real special things because this has been a real profound time for healing, my healing and his, which is inextricably linked. I know that. Yes. I went to this woman whom I had a great deal respect for and she saw a past life of his that was relevant. All right. The reason I took note of it was that I had seen the same thing. All right. Very good. And... That he had been in a war. Yes. And that there was this shattering of his soul over it and that he had... In a sense. ...chosen Chris and I to work through that anger and that violence. Yes. And that the violence and anger between us was an important component that needed to be healed. Yes. Yes. So that's been something I've been working with. Okay. The next thing that happened was during a meditation, a Lakota, I wouldn't say Lakota. He was just a Native American shaman came to me and taught me many things and has been coming ever since. A few days later, I picked up this old magazine I'd kept for 10 years or whatever, for some unknown reason. It had had an article about a Lakota Healing Man, and it looked. just like this man. All right. Only younger. All right. And I thought I was just so drawn to do a healing ceremony with him wherever he was.

to me and taught me many things and has been coming ever since. A few days later, I picked up this old magazine I'd kept for 10 years or whatever, for some unknown reason. It had had an article about a Lakota Healing Man, and it looked. just like this man. All right. Only younger. All right. And I thought I was just so drawn to do a healing ceremony with him wherever he was. And I find it perplexing that I can't seem to get a hold of him. Say wash day. Wash day. Yes. Very good. Want to say it again? Yeah. All right. Say it again. Okay, that's it? Yes. Exactly. Now I will find the man in the healing ceremony or now I don't need it? Both. Because wash-day means? Wash-day means? Wash-day means? I am healed. Well, it means it means it is. It means it is good. It is okay. Oh, okay. You follow? Wash day. I do. And the last thing that happened was just a very, I've prayed and meditated for a great deal of time before I went to bed this night. A white. Guidance on what I needed to do to help him along this process, which I believe he's turned a corner in choosing now to heal. Yes. And the image was. was so strong. I didn't get any specific information, but the dream imagery was so strong. We were going down, not up, but down, a mountain of crystal. Yes. And he was, there were these huge shards, and they were slippery, and they were beautiful. Yes. And he kept falling and cutting himself and falling, and there were precipices everywhere, and I kept catching him. All right. And it was an arduous process. All right. A good metaphor for what you feel you've been going through. Yes, very much so. All right. And there was a female present. presence, which just sort of held the energy in a sense and watched. Yes. Very good. And, uh... Just both your higher self and your guides simultaneously. I thought... You have help, both from yourself and from others. You are not alone. I feel that so strongly. Yes. And at one point he had a crystal shard in his throat. Yes. And he couldn't speak. Yes. I knew I needed a tremendous amount of strength to pull that out. A lack of fear. Yes. And just strength at sort of zen-like clarity of just the sword, you know? Exactly, so. Exactly, sir. Just, just need to do it. Yes. Very good. And I did. You are doing well. And at the end, we were all right. Wash day. What are you? Look out. Yes. All right? Yes, that's it. Wash day. Thank you. Greetings. And do you good day? Or aloha, if you wish. Aloha.

lack of fear. Yes. And just strength at sort of zen-like clarity of just the sword, you know? Exactly, so. Exactly, sir. Just, just need to do it. Yes. Very good. And I did. You are doing well. And at the end, we were all right. Wash day. What are you? Look out. Yes. All right? Yes, that's it. Wash day. Thank you. Greetings. And do you good day? Or aloha, if you wish. Aloha. When you were saying what would ruin the earth, whatever words you used, I was thinking fear and I guess that's the same thing as cynicism, right? Well, it comes from it. It's connected to the idea, yes. Cynicism is derived from fear, yes. And in that sense, that is the basic fundamental cause. But as the expression of the fear, that is, in your terms, one of the most detrimental. Yeah, that was my guess I wanted to share. Thank you. I struck gold this week. Oh, all right. In what sense? I've talked to you about my older brother a couple of times, and you know, brothers or your relatives could always push your buttons the best. Well, that's in some cases what they are designed to do. And I am so grateful because I found two beliefs. All right, congratulations. That I want to share. You are an excellent minor. minor. An excellent what? Minor. Prospector. Oh, yeah, thank you. Finding those nuggets, those belief systems within you. It's a trip because I know better, but there is still there. I was still using them, even though intellectually. Yes. Like the first one was that I couldn't do what I wanted to do. All right. Thank you. It seems pretty simple, but it's like... It can be profound. Yeah, I know. As soon as you think you can't do something, you just... That's it. Can't do it. Yeah. Beautiful. And the second one was that somebody else could have a negative effect on my reality, which I know better. Yes. I have been listening here. Someone else can have a negative effect on your reality when you believe that they can. Yes. But I know better because I'm a positive person and a good friend of mine said even if a negative, their intention is negative, I would only get in a positive way. You can make that decision for yourself and thus derive only that effect when you decide to. When you decide to, yes. Well, those were two big, beautiful beliefs that I was happy to learn about. Congratulations. I had the idea about, since you said that our, a lot of us are interacting with our future selves as grays on ships and things. Or more precisely, your alternate cells. Okay. Well, sometimes people think of going to a doctor or do you.

and thus derive only that effect when you decide to. When you decide to, yes. Well, those were two big, beautiful beliefs that I was happy to learn about. Congratulations. I had the idea about, since you said that our, a lot of us are interacting with our future selves as grays on ships and things. Or more precisely, your alternate cells. Okay. Well, sometimes people think of going to a doctor or do you. doing things like that, but I thought of the idea of interacting with my great counterpart and telling what I need or what I'd like to explore. Yes. Sometimes this will fit the agenda and sometimes it will not. Yeah, I could see that. But I thought I'd share that. Oh, all right, thank you. When you told us this story about the great spirit wanting to hide something from the humans. It is what you call one of your ancient American Indian stories, yes. in stories, yes? Well, I was wondering why the Great Spirit wanted to hide it. No, the idea is told euphemistically, in that you decided to hide it from yourselves. The aspect of the Great Spirit that you are decided that you would hide it from yourselves so that the discovery, the rediscovery of it, through the process of living in physical reality, would make the awareness and its existence of it much more sweet. You understand that? Yeah. In other words, in the same analogy that you have used in digging for gold, the digging and then the discovery of the nugget brings about rejoicing. So you hide the gold so that you can dig for it so that it will be rejoicing in the discovering. You wanted that experience and so hit it from yourselves. But the euphemism, great spirit is used because it is the one It is the oneness of all of you that decided to do that. So we could have all this fun. Exactly. Okay, two more things. Nice. A few weeks ago, my ring finger on my right hand sort of felt like I sprained it or something. I hadn't done anything. And times before that's happened. Yes. And I thought of a possible interaction. Nope. Oh, thank you. That was quick. Next. And the last thing was. one time we were here and I had been practicing saying thank you yes and I was going to say I said one more thing and you said nope and I kind of like felt cut off and now I've been through both sides of that when you're saying note because there's more things more people or time thing on it and I really enjoyed your interaction with Georgia when she says I'm going to finish anyway yes so I just I just I just, I want to get my hands around your neck for, to thank you for teaching. Because I got a big lesson off of that. All right, you are welcome. Yeah.

been through both sides of that when you're saying note because there's more things more people or time thing on it and I really enjoyed your interaction with Georgia when she says I'm going to finish anyway yes so I just I just I just, I want to get my hands around your neck for, to thank you for teaching. Because I got a big lesson off of that. All right, you are welcome. Yeah. You get a hug and after I get my hands off your neck. All right. Thank you. I love you. I love to you as well. Number two. And are you good day. Good day. My question is regarding teeth. Teeth. Teeth. Teeth. In these bodies. This just came up for me. Teeth. Yes? This just came up for me today. Yes. And so I don't have any knowledge on the subject. So I'm going to ask for some guidance here. All right. Are you certain you don't want to ask a dentist? That's why. I am asking because it came from a dentist. Oh, right? And that would be what? Root canal. Yes. What about it? And where he feels that I need to have a root canal on one tooth. And in that experience day of finding out what is done and then sharing with just a couple friends of mine when I came home because that has never been in my life experience. Well, so what? Well, saying that it really messes up your frequency. Maybe, maybe not. Okay, so that's where I was asking for guidance. Maybe. me not. You must make the determination based on the beliefs that are strongest within you as to what you determine is best for you at this particular moment based on the circumstances. If you feel you can rebalance and heal yourself in another way, by all means allow yourself to do so. But follow the path of least resistance within the strongest beliefs within you. If having the root canal is the path of least resistance, I would strongly suggest you simply follow it. It will not have to mess you up. But there are a real resistance. ways to rebalance your health. The idea is going to depend upon the degree to which your belief system believes this has gone, the degree to which it has gone. You may have a belief system that says it has gone so far, I cannot reverse it. You may have a belief system that says, no, it doesn't matter how far it's gone. I can reverse it. Now when you say reverse it, meaning not having to have it or have it and no. Not needing it. Ah, not needing it. Okay. There are people on your planet that could actually become another person sufficiently enough that the new person they become no longer has the root canal problem. It simply, in your terms, disappears.

a belief system that says, no, it doesn't matter how far it's gone. I can reverse it. Now when you say reverse it, meaning not having to have it or have it and no. Not needing it. Ah, not needing it. Okay. There are people on your planet that could actually become another person sufficiently enough that the new person they become no longer has the root canal problem. It simply, in your terms, disappears. Not because it actually leaves that person, it's because they become a different enough person, a person who never had it to begin with. You understand? That is possible. But do your belief systems allow you to believe that such a change can happen to that degree? That is the question. I certainly would like to step up to the plate to do that. All right. Well, but again, the honesty comes in where you understand that it doesn't matter what you would like to believe. The question is, what do you believe? And if you believe that the actual path of least resistance is to have the tooth taken out... ... life and who you are in any given moment with regard to this experience and why you have created it in your reality. That was another question. Is another question, yes, too, that I need to figure out the why you do. Well, what is it putting you in touch with? Perhaps nothing more than the examination of your beliefs and what you believe is possible. That might be one reason why you have created it. Or it might be symbolically representative of something more specific. You know, as in your language such as, and I'm not saying this is the case, but euphemistically, you know, biting off more than you can chew. Those kinds of ideas sometimes will reflect themselves in your teeth. You follow me? Or the idea that you have to have a root canal being symbolic of the idea that maybe you need to get to the root of something, to dig something out, to go deep within yourself, to find out what the fundamental and foundational belief is that might be causing something in your life to fester. Sometimes if you get in touch with that, you'll find that the physical symbol, in a sense, will go away. Because you have gotten you've got in touch with that. in touch with the meaning and the reason behind the manifestation, sometimes. It's up to you to decide how to use this. But these are all suggestions that may help you. Most definitely. Sometimes, in general, as a general idea of health, blue light frequencies shown on the teeth can be very beneficial. Gargling and rinsing your mouth with clean seawater water can be very beneficial for your teeth. Okay.

got in touch with that. in touch with the meaning and the reason behind the manifestation, sometimes. It's up to you to decide how to use this. But these are all suggestions that may help you. Most definitely. Sometimes, in general, as a general idea of health, blue light frequencies shown on the teeth can be very beneficial. Gargling and rinsing your mouth with clean seawater water can be very beneficial for your teeth. Okay. But mostly you will find that when these things occur, anything that occurs as an unbalance or a dis-ease within you, they will be generally symbolic of something you need to look at, and they will usually not be too far off the mark in terms of literal interpretation, such as we have said getting to the root of something. Okay. Do you follow? Yes, I do. may need more of a spiritual root canal. Yes. But you may have been allowing that to fester for so long that you may now have created a physical need for a root canal that may or may not be capable of being reversed. But the idea is to figure out how to use it regardless of what the physical outcome might ultimately need to be. I think you hit it there, the spiritual... Did I hit the nerve? You did. Oh, all right. You actually hit the real nerve, I think. All right. Does that help you then? much. Thank you. You and then you. Number two, do you know who you are? All right, number one, good day. Number one, good day. Hi, Bashar. This orange cat a year ago that came to my house that had the bloody ear by nickname Van Gogh. Yes. Well, he showed up again. All right, Van come back. Remember that we learned puns from yours. Well, he's all healed now and he's very well fed. Yes. But he has, I guess he's decided to move in, which was funny because you said something about that. Nice. And I thought, no, no, there's no way. What? Yeah, well, I don't know. I don't know, he's spending time sleeping in the house sometimes. Oh, right? And I seem not to be throwing him out, so... You seem not to be, yes. One way to put it, yes. You enjoy the company, yes. You enjoy the energy, yes. Yeah, I do. He's different than... Yes, well, also, connecting your conversation to the last conversation. Yeah. Remember that it is no accident that on your planet, the area that is attributed to the beginnings of flight is called Kitty Hawk. There is synchronicity in the order of these conversations. Yeah. And the idea of flying high and getting in touch with yourselves and seeing the big picture. Well, I feel like I'm getting in touch with myself, but I don't really feel like I really know what's going on.

conversation. Yeah. Remember that it is no accident that on your planet, the area that is attributed to the beginnings of flight is called Kitty Hawk. There is synchronicity in the order of these conversations. Yeah. And the idea of flying high and getting in touch with yourselves and seeing the big picture. Well, I feel like I'm getting in touch with myself, but I don't really feel like I really know what's going on. In fact, I wanted to ask you about that, this idea about powerlessness and powerlessness. Now remember, of course, there is really no such thing as powerlessness. But you can use your power to pretend that you are powerless. Right. So, and, you know, for me, it had more to do with understanding how to communicate with that aspect of myself, which is really like my total self is what it feels like, because it's so enormous. Yes. I've definitely been impressed upon me that that is within me. All right. And I guess understanding. how to relate to it. How to relate to what? To my greater self. How to relate to your greater self? Yeah, because when I say that, it's like, isn't that power since we're beings that perceive reality through our egos? If you break yourself down too much, you will always have difficulty in finding the correct perspective from which to look and understand yourself. If you start to function more holistically as if you are the greater self, even though you may be experienced, yourself as not, then you will have a better perspective. I don't know if I got that. You are the greater self. You are the whole self. Though you may be experiencing yourself as the lesser self, you are the greater self doing that. If you come from the idea that you actually are the lesser self and you are trying to relate to the greater self, you will only reinforce that you are not the greater self, even though you are not the greater self. are. I understand what you're saying about that, but at the same time I recognize that I've had experiences where... Yes, which is only another way of saying that you like coming from that point of view and staying in that perspective. So is that, you're saying that's the point of view that would make one experience power negatively? Yes. Is seeing yourself as... That is the point of view that allows you to experience the concept of coming from a powerless place. All right, and so then when you experience, but you can experience yourself as very power, yourself is very powerful and without experiencing like your total self. I understand that. But the point is, is that in any given moment you actually are experiencing the total self, no matter how you arrange the experience. Well, I understand that and that's why... No, you don't. Well, what I don't understand is sort of how to manage it.

right, and so then when you experience, but you can experience yourself as very power, yourself is very powerful and without experiencing like your total self. I understand that. But the point is, is that in any given moment you actually are experiencing the total self, no matter how you arrange the experience. Well, I understand that and that's why... No, you don't. Well, what I don't understand is sort of how to manage it. Manage it. I know. But it's real that... Well, maybe for you, you should get an accounting book. And manage your power. according to the way that you are familiar in working with numbers. Use that as an exercise and see if you balance in the bottom line. I think I'm still afraid of it. Why? You're using it. Because it's because... Because... What you are saying is that you are afraid to acknowledge that you're using it. You're not afraid of using it. You're using it. What you're saying is that you're afraid to admit it. you're afraid to admit you're using it. Well, I feel like I can have experiences where I'm overwhelmed. You are afraid to admit you're using it. You are using it. None of you can help using your full power. It's impossible to truly be a fraction. You are one. It's impossible to be a fraction. But you can pretend you're a fraction, but you're using your entire power. I understood that. I understood that. I felt that. So it's not about the idea. I am attempting to allow you to understand that there is an important differentiation here. Okay. You are not afraid to use your power. You are afraid to admit you're using all your power. There's a very important difference there. Why would I be afraid of that? You tell me. Since you know you're already using it, why would you be afraid to admit it? Maybe what you are confused by is the idea that you were assuming that you weren't using it. Right. And that you were afraid to use all of it. But I am now telling you you've always used it all. So if you're still afraid, it can't be about using it. It can only be that you've transferred your fear of using your power to use it. to a fear of admitting that you're using it. I seem the way I'm experiencing it is being afraid of experiencing it. But you are experiencing all of it in order to create the experience of being afraid of experiencing. I understand that. No, you don't. Or you would stop right now. You wouldn't be afraid. You would feel it. I'm not arguing with you. I'm not arguing with you. I'm just discussing mechanics. If you understood it, you would be it. I'm not talking about intellectualization. I'm talking about the same kind of experience you're talking about.

you are experiencing all of it in order to create the experience of being afraid of experiencing. I understand that. No, you don't. Or you would stop right now. You wouldn't be afraid. You would feel it. I'm not arguing with you. I'm not arguing with you. I'm just discussing mechanics. If you understood it, you would be it. I'm not talking about intellectualization. I'm talking about the same kind of experience you're talking about. If you allowed yourself to experience that you are using all your power to make it seem as if you're not, then you would experience all your power in doing that. But it wouldn't take away. It wouldn't take away from the experience of not feeling all your power. That's what's confusing you. You think that feeling all your power means you can't feel the idea of using only a part of it. But that's not true. You can experience simultaneously that you are using all your power to pretend that you're not. I understand that. Are you sure? Well, maybe I can understand it at a deeper level so that I wouldn't be afraid of it. What are you afraid of? What am I afraid of? What are you afraid of? That was the question. In experiencing the idea of your whole power. Filtering my power through negative definitions of myself. Why are you afraid to do that? Because it's painful. So what? Why is that a reason to be afraid? Well, what's the point of... Well, that's my question. What's the point? You see, you don't have to be afraid. I mean, that's very common. Well, yeah, because when you're experiencing that, you may not be able to change the way you're perceiving your power. If you believe so, then that's true. But then why would be... I think that's what I'm learning. Well, yes. Not to do that. Well, all right, but that's your choice. It's always your choice, and you know that. So what's the point? What's the point of doing that? Trying to understand better how to do that so that I'm not afraid of experiencing it through negative definitions. All right, but again, that's your choice. That's your choice. Well, what other choice is there? To not do that. Well, right. To feel it all, and not be afraid to feel it all. You know, when you say it all, you mean like both the negative and the positive polarity? Everything, everything, everything. Remember, as you expand, you become more aware of the negative and the positive because you become more aware of all of it. Exactly. But you don't have to be afraid of it because you know you're making choices. you choose to experience what you prefer. All right, but that's what I'm working out is experiencing both... The point.

say it all, you mean like both the negative and the positive polarity? Everything, everything, everything. Remember, as you expand, you become more aware of the negative and the positive because you become more aware of all of it. Exactly. But you don't have to be afraid of it because you know you're making choices. you choose to experience what you prefer. All right, but that's what I'm working out is experiencing both... The point. The point in the paradox, in the power of paradox, fully, fully, fully, when you allow it to be all right to experience the pain, you don't feel it that way anymore. So resisting it or fearing? or fearing? Resistance causes pain, yes. And fearing it causes pain? Yes. That's resistance. I mean, that's harder to do than... If you say so. That's a bully. But when it's all right to experience pain, when you accept that as a valid experience, paradoxically, you don't have to experience it in the way that you do when you resist it. You can experience it in another way. That will not be translated as to what you recognize in your experience as the thing that you call pain. But you will experience it, but not the same way. Well, I kept thinking there's this balanced place where you can channel that energy. The balance place is the total acceptance of all of it. And then the taking conscious command. It is the total acceptance of all of it. It is the total acceptance of all of it. it. That's all that needs to be done. In that comes the conscious commandment. The total acceptance of all of you is where it comes from. That's all you need to do. The total acceptance of all of yourself. So you look at it all, you experience... The total acceptance of all of yourself. Wow, well, okay. There is no other way to say it in your language. The total acceptance of all of yourself. You know that almost sounds abstract. To you, yes. But it isn't. It is the experience. The experience. That's the aligned experience. That's the experience. The experience. Yes. That's it. Thank you. Next. Can I ask another question? Next. I want that to sink within you for a while. A lot of thinking. Yes. Let it sink. And good day. Happy Valentine's Day. All right. And to you as well. Well, thank you. Actually, just as an aside, tomorrow is the anniversary of my chosen death date in the 19th century. Oh, all right. How romantic. Yeah. Well, anyway, I don't know if you might have a message from my general. If not, that's okay. I want to jump to something else. All right. Very quickly. The last time I was able to come up and be part of the group, one of the ladies mentioned having seen the movie the Titanic and how powerful it was. Yes.

my chosen death date in the 19th century. Oh, all right. How romantic. Yeah. Well, anyway, I don't know if you might have a message from my general. If not, that's okay. I want to jump to something else. All right. Very quickly. The last time I was able to come up and be part of the group, one of the ladies mentioned having seen the movie the Titanic and how powerful it was. Yes. Yes, and I went to see it, and I started to cry immediately because I wish that my father could see it. He was one of the top set designers in motion pictures and television. It was my closing thought on the movie also as I walked out with tears, and into my third eye came my dad. Yes. I'm getting very comfortable with this third eye thing. Yes. Well, you know your father has seen it then, yes? Yes. All right. And I was told that he would come back later to assist. me in creating rather than dictating what I should do. So that was really nice. Yes. And I'd like to ask you, is the Titanic a metaphor for the 90s? It is a metaphor for transition from one age to another. Yes. It is the sinking of all the things that no longer float. Does it have any connection to what they're calling the Thailand Thailand meltdown, the economic imbalance... It is connected to all the systems that will fall away on your planet. It is connected to the passing of an age and of course is no accident, nor in the sense accidental coincidence, that the recreation of this event, the event that was a large archetypal symbol of the passing of one age into another from what you call the 19th to the 20th century, should now in a sense be quote unquote, unquote dredged up to serve as a symbol for the passage of the 20th to the 21st century in the same idea that old things must be let go of before new things can come in. Yes. It is acting as a symbol again for a similar idea of passage, yes. And then what about the Hindenburg? Many things, not just arrogance, but many things. Yes. What about the Hindenburg? Is there a connection to that? disaster. Yes. It is the idea, again, perhaps more of the idea of arrogance and lofty aspirations that are not well thought out. The idea that things must be grounded if they are to truly fly. Or there must be a greater sense of responsibility. That, as always, is true. Okay. Responsibility is the key. And this is what each other. and every one of you are learning in taking back your own power. Yes. Okay. Okay. Sometime around the 4th or the 5th of December, I can't remember what date was Friday. We had a big storm. Right. Big, big storm. Yeah.

be grounded if they are to truly fly. Or there must be a greater sense of responsibility. That, as always, is true. Okay. Responsibility is the key. And this is what each other. and every one of you are learning in taking back your own power. Yes. Okay. Okay. Sometime around the 4th or the 5th of December, I can't remember what date was Friday. We had a big storm. Right. Big, big storm. Yeah. And for things were happening around my horse. And I spent Saturday morning. Yes. intuitively with him in the storm. Yes. And I could see a collection of energy on that property that I didn't require. All right. Okay. Certain disasters and catastrophes and with another horse there also. Yes. But also remember that some of these phenomenologies are also cleansing phenomenologies. Oh, absolutely. And not always necessarily should they be labeled as disastrous. Yeah. No, absolutely. All right. thought in mind and having listened to your talk about gravity, the property next door is also horse property and empty. And I went and knocked on the man's door and said, we have an extra horse this week. And, you know, can you help? And he said, sure. Yes. And there seemed to have been a feud with the lady that owned the property where my horse was. So anyway, I just filed it away. But within a few weeks, I called him up and I said, Paul. up and I said, Paul, I need to get my horse out. He has dermatitis. I can't do this therapy for him. Can I bring my horse there? And he said, sure. And I said, the only thing is I won't be able to take him back. And you know that. And he said, I don't care. Bring him over. All right. So I, it was a metaphor for an energy shift. Yes. To a different plane. Yeah. At that time of the big storm, teacher called and canceled the channeling class. And I had the probably the most amazing dream I've ever had that night outside of my white bear dream, which I won't talk about. And I feel at this point that I am in the class. Yes. Okay. For the things that have happened on this property, Paul is waiting for Sandy to come home, and I said, great, because I need to do a new balancing with my animus. All right. And look at my block about having a relationship and definitions around that. Yes. And I've done that. Why? Not finished, but you are working. Right. Okay. I feel a lot better. I'm into Jean-Claude Van Damme and it's all right. We understand the Appalachian. Okay. Anyway, then last week, a hawk landed on the tree right across from the driveway. Yes. And when you are impacted with something, that is the power of the archetype. This is how I deal with the animal energy. Anyway.

around that. Yes. And I've done that. Why? Not finished, but you are working. Right. Okay. I feel a lot better. I'm into Jean-Claude Van Damme and it's all right. We understand the Appalachian. Okay. Anyway, then last week, a hawk landed on the tree right across from the driveway. Yes. And when you are impacted with something, that is the power of the archetype. This is how I deal with the animal energy. Anyway. It is the harbinger of the delivery of information and messages, yes. Okay. Then right on the line nearby it were two morning doves. And I said, okay, they mate for life. Paul and Sandy are Sandy's coming home. They're going to get back together. That's good. But what does this bird mean for me? Then I got wrapped up in this tremendous possibility of moving up to Newport Beach, to the back bay. I had interviewed for this job almost two years ago. I had to have my horse on the property. It's really neat. And the lady that I work for was called for reference, and she just blew it. She just blew it. She started asking the hours, telling the man that was too much. And she went into her whole attorney modem thing of defending me, which I appreciate. The point of this projection is what? So I said, okay, there's a gift in this somewhere. Are you finding it? Am I staying within your power? Yeah, I am. As does the hawk? Yeah, but then what happened, just let me jump back to the hawk for a minute. All right, that's why I said the hawk? I looked at, yeah, right. I looked, I came across a picture of this red-tailed hawk in the paper a week later, and it turned out it wasn't a red-tailed hawk. It was a teenage American Golden Eagle. Yes. Which is my totem for a writer. All right. And so? And it got whacked by a car just a quarter mile up on the San Joaquin Hills Road that we all love. All right. And boycott. And he was taken to Scott Weldy, who does a raptor rescue and got his picture in the paper. So I called him up and I said, well, I heard gunshots on the property, you know, where this bird had been and maybe you should check them out. because the man- Wrap this up. Okay, anyway, the bird's all right, and it's been released. And what I would like to do is to write a letter to the man that I interviewed with. Because? Because I still want the job. Well, go ahead if you want. But are you allowing yourself to truly glean the symbolic representations and reflections for you? Well, this is why I'm running it by you because... All right, well, if you are dealing with raptors, then pay rapt attention. Okay.

and it's been released. And what I would like to do is to write a letter to the man that I interviewed with. Because? Because I still want the job. Well, go ahead if you want. But are you allowing yourself to truly glean the symbolic representations and reflections for you? Well, this is why I'm running it by you because... All right, well, if you are dealing with raptors, then pay rapt attention. Okay. And allow yourself to stay within the energy state that these animals represent rather than getting caught up in too many details. The idea is that they fly high and see the big picture. Right. They focus on what they need to focus on when they need to focus on it to make the dive and to make the catch. But that is simply one thing at a time. They do not get caught up in too many linking details, chains of details. They do not need to see. They see the big picture. That is the clue for you. Stay within that energy and don't get caught up in too many details. That is what will allow you to fall to earth and get whacked. All right. Can I ask you one more thing? Briefly. All right. I'm staying with my mom and I just went through four weeks of bronchitis because of her cigarette smoke. All right. And I would like to be in a different space where I could have room to write and I could have room to write You can create that. If you stay in the energy of the big picture, you will move to where you need to move. That will represent, in a sense, better air for you. But stay in that energy. If you focus on too many of the little details and give them power as if they are doing something to you, you'll get caught in them. Don't get caught in them. Stay high. Fly high. See the big picture. And flow on the currents of the winds of synchronicity. So just let that other thing go. Let that other thing go then. Let it go. All right, great. Thank you very much. Thank you. You! And then you, number two, do you know who you are? All right.