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is a miracle. And to trust it and let go and experience it. That's the secret. That's the key. You have to just do it. You have to be willing to just let go to find out. Somehow, though, it still seems very painful to do so. Then that's your choice. And that's your desire to experience it that way. I don't wish to experience it. Yes, you do, or you wouldn't. Remember all the talks we had about motivation? You're all highly motivated. If you didn't wish it, you wouldn't. I shouldn't experience it. Something is telling you that that's what you want, so that's what you choose. You have to change that idea, and have to be willing to believe that if you let go, it will be all right. If you're not willing to believe it yet, that's all right too. But it simply comes down to the fact that you're not willing to believe it yet, for some reason of your own creation. Well, I want to choose to believe it. Then go ahead. Now, you yourself, and I will simply take your word for this, said that you did it before. Very briefly. So what? So what? So what? Yeah. You did it, you got that far? Yeah. Well, then you know you can do that. Did the world fall apart? Actually, the miracle started to happen, and then I decided to stop letting go. And then you panic. Stop letting go. Why? If the miracle started to happen, why did you panic? Because I figured what I want is already here, so my little I'll grab onto it. But then it had the reverse effect of going away again. But you see, the idea is that you don't grab onto it. To possess it, you just let life happen. But you have to know that the things that happen will be dynamically geared to you, perfectly to you, because it's a reflection of your true self that you are willing to be. So you don't have to grab onto it and make it stay. That is the opposite of allowance. And this takes, if anything, allowing. You must just allow what is going to happen to be the thing that needs to happen and to know that it will be exactly perfectly, miraculously the correct thing and not grab on and make something stick. That's when you start the process in the opposite direction and put the limitations on everything again. You must be willing to let go at every moment. At every moment. It's not an idea we are talking about that you let go and then once you let go, ah! I have tricked my reality into giving me a miracle because I let go and now I can lock onto it again and I don't have to open up anymore. It is an ongoing state of being.
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put the limitations on everything again. You must be willing to let go at every moment. At every moment. It's not an idea we are talking about that you let go and then once you let go, ah! I have tricked my reality into giving me a miracle because I let go and now I can lock onto it again and I don't have to open up anymore. It is an ongoing state of being. It is not a temporary thing for the purpose of tricking reality into manifesting something you want. It is an ongoing state of being that allows reality and the universe to give you everything that you desire and to fulfill all of the things that you need and to allow your life to be joyful and abundant. and rich and creative and loving and to feel love. Another thing that the apprentice and the channel discovered is that because of the way you have been taught all of you, it is a difficult thing for you to allow yourself to be loved unconditionally. It scares you. It makes you uneasy to be loved unconditionally for many reasons. But nevertheless, that's what you need to do. You need to allow yourself to be loved unconditionally and you need to allow yourself to be in that state all the time. Just be open without expectation all the time. Not just to use this as a technique, forgetting things. But to truly trust that if you just give up all the time, every moment, no matter what comes your way, you will constantly accelerate the flow. Because you will constantly be in the state of receiving, of being willing to receive what you what the creator has already given you, constant abundance and joy, unlimited possibilities. You can't stop that process if you want to experience more of it. Make sense? Well, I hope so. All right, well, it's up to you. I'm going to try and put it into practice. All right, it's up to you. Find that spot and at least give yourself a chance. Give yourself a chance to feel what it's like to just give up, and say, okay, I give up my personality, I give up who I think. I need to be. I give up what I think I need to do. I just surrender. I just stop. I just let it be okay at least for now to not have a care about anything. To not care. I know I am cared for so I don't have to care. My personality doesn't have to care in that sense about what's going on. I don't mean you become an uncaring person. I simply mean you don't have to care about what's going to happen because you are cared for. Trust that. And what it feels like. I guarantee you will like it. A lot. A lot.
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a care about anything. To not care. I know I am cared for so I don't have to care. My personality doesn't have to care in that sense about what's going on. I don't mean you become an uncaring person. I simply mean you don't have to care about what's going to happen because you are cared for. Trust that. And what it feels like. I guarantee you will like it. A lot. A lot. And once you finally get a taste of it, a real taste of it, you won't go back. You won't give it up. Not for anything. Well, I hope you're right. I'm taking you up on your guarantee. It is a guarantee, but it's not mine. It's the creator. I can guarantee it because I'm guaranteeing it to you secondhand from creation. I didn't invent this. This is creation. Talking to you in that sense. So it will be. work, I guarantee it. And when you feel it, you won't go back. And that'll be the clue that lets all of you know when you've actually felt it. Because you won't go back. Believe me, you won't give it up. You want to give it up? She has felt it. It actually came with a visceral sensation of shifting reality. It actually came with a true sensation on all levels. Emotional, intuitive, correct me if I'm wrong, physical. It came with a complete sense that she is shifted. She won't give it up. What, if you, if I could get you maybe to elaborate for the group, I don't, I think I'm, I don't think I'm the only one who doesn't know what's going on here as far as what happened between the channel and the person you call apprentice? Just a conversation. Just a realization. A realization of exactly what we're talking about. in other words it is giving up the struggle. In other words you don't have to do. You don't have to earn. You just have to be. You just have to be. And if you just being, you step up to the plate at every moment in this moment with no concerns about tomorrow. Be with whatever God is put in front of your face at that moment and just believe what's going to happen. Just, just kind of like, when did you know what about? And I was laughing. Are you convinced? Maybe, maybe not. But the point is, she is not proselytizing. She is not trying to get you to change. She is coming from an earnest. experience the conviction in her energy can be enough to convince you if you want to be convinced that what she's experiencing is real. That's up to you. And that will do for now. Okay. That will do for now. Every thing we've ever been taught. It's going to get everything. Let it sink in. You know, you've got to get up in the morning. You've got to go to work.
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coming from an earnest. experience the conviction in her energy can be enough to convince you if you want to be convinced that what she's experiencing is real. That's up to you. And that will do for now. Okay. That will do for now. Every thing we've ever been taught. It's going to get everything. Let it sink in. You know, you've got to get up in the morning. You've got to go to work. You've got to pay it up. You've got to take it up. You've got to get a lot. You've got to do it. You know. And then all of a sudden, I have to get up in the world. You know. And then all of a lot of you have to get to get up. You know. You know. there's a way, you know, that's why it's scary, you know. Apprentice! Now you are channeling. Yes. Yes. Yes. Channeling who you are. I'm just not in the same reality that I was in a new No. And the same reality is not in you. No. And the same reality is not in you? It is. Full of all. What is the same? Not really. What you look close enough? You'll find out they don't. Not to you anymore. Because you are talking to them in a different way than the other you would have. Because you are talking to them in a different way than the other you would have. And that means you must be seeing something different in them. You must be seeing some potential in them that would allow them to experience what you have experienced and therefore you do see them differently. And how you're seeing them right now is how I see them. And why? we have always said we believe in you utterly. But it doesn't matter what we believe in. It only matters what you believe. I feel like I just crossed over the river. We've all been running together and I jumped over the river and I'm just looking back to see if they're all jumping with me and they're all kind of going, ah, I'm going, look, I did it. You can do it like, come on. You know, it's really cool on the side of the river. There's like, there's no stress. All right. Maybe that's what it takes. Maybe they need to hear it that way. All right. One more time. It's really cool on this side of the river. Yeah, okay, I know there's some cool things on that side of the river, but it's really cool on this side of the river. Come on over and see. Whatever it takes, whatever it takes, let yourself go with it. You will find it is true. Number two. Hi, Bishar. I'm doing good day. Good day. I am so ready to let go. All right. We'll see. Oh. We'll see. Yeah. It's all right. Just let go. Just give up. Just stop.
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things on that side of the river, but it's really cool on this side of the river. Come on over and see. Whatever it takes, whatever it takes, let yourself go with it. You will find it is true. Number two. Hi, Bishar. I'm doing good day. Good day. I am so ready to let go. All right. We'll see. Oh. We'll see. Yeah. It's all right. Just let go. Just give up. Just stop. Let your personality go. Let it go. It's not really who you are. It is, but it's not. It's a piece of who you are. Let's just put it that way for now in your colloquial terminology. It's a piece. Don't invalidate it. Love it. But love it enough. to let it go and stop forcing it to do all the work. It's tired. All your personalities are tired. They've been forced for so long to do all the work. Poor little personality. Give it a break. Give your personality a break. Maybe that would work for you to hear that catchphrase. Give your personality a break. Yeah. Give it up personality by you. Yes. Give up your personality party. That's very creative. There you go, you see. But in giving it up, we don't like pick another one. We just stay open, right? You just give it up. Period. And you become who you are in essence. And who you are in essence is what? Unlimited possibilities. That's who you are. You are the miracle of creation itself. itself. You are the miracle of creation itself. You are the miracle of creation itself. You are the the event itself of creation. You are not an aspect of creation. You are the the event itself of creation. Yes. Yes. So. Give up. Okay. What limits your ability to experience yourself as the event of creation? If you're willing, do you think it sounds like it might be fun? Oh yeah, it does. All right. I'm just not quite sure what it looks like. So, who cares? Why do you need to know? That's just my brain. Yeah, well. We're talking about giving up your brain for now. It doesn't mean that you all become jabbering idiots. It doesn't mean you forget how to think. It doesn't mean you never have a linear thought ever again. What it means is that whatever thoughts you do have will be synonymous and in harmony with your being and will not be contrary and counter to. her to your being and so it will appear and feel as if you hardly think at all because it will not be as necessary to think. You will actually get used to being, oh well, dare I say it, a little quiet. You will actually begin to get peaceful. Your mind will actually shut up. And start relaxing and start going, hey, this isn't. Hey, this isn't so bad. I don't have to talk all the time.
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being and so it will appear and feel as if you hardly think at all because it will not be as necessary to think. You will actually get used to being, oh well, dare I say it, a little quiet. You will actually begin to get peaceful. Your mind will actually shut up. And start relaxing and start going, hey, this isn't. Hey, this isn't so bad. I don't have to talk all the time. I was getting a little tired. No, in fact, correct that, I was getting very tired. I don't have to talk all the time. I only need to talk when I need to talk. This isn't so bad. Yeah. Yeah. Okay. Okay. Okay. Um, Bashar, you were absolutely right. absolutely right. I got pregnant when you thought I would get pregnant. Yes. That's because I didn't think it. I knew it. You knew it. You knew it. You knew it. Time for us is all one thing. And I saw the event here and now. Because you were willing, because you were willing to trust that I could see that, you were willing to see that too. And then you became the event. And so. the pregnancy manifested. You follow? Yeah. It's all right. Yeah. It's been the most huge time of growth for me. Well, yes, in many ways, I suppose. In many ways. You are expanding your horizons as long as your waistline. Yes. Yes. All right. And like I wrote that piece about three feet from the edge last summer. Three feet from the edge. Oh, I jumped. I'm not on the edge anymore. Yes. That's the point. You give up your personality, and when you give up your personality, you have no fear. You jump because you know you are only going to land in the arms of creation. Do you understand? Yeah. I know that, and I feel that. Sometimes I just get so tired in the dredge of feeling awful and cautious and staying home all day. But you can change that too. Yeah, I want to change that. Same way. Give up more of your personality. personality, give up more than you've given up. You'll harmonize on all levels. You'll equalize. Chemically, you will go into equilibrium. You will be fine. Are you willing to pay attention to that idea to the same degree you were willing to pay attention to the idea of getting pregnant to begin with? Then go into chemical equilibrium. Go into chemical harmony. Go into molecular harmony. harmony. So that's where nothing's fighting. It's like my body is fighting the chemical changes. In a sense. Yes. Yes. In a sense. Do you have a favorite piece of music? Oh. That would help harmonize you if you will immerse yourself in that more often. And there's this piece called surrender that I love. Well, aptly titled. What a coincidence. Yeah. Well, then, why not fall into that surrender? Okay. All right.
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molecular harmony. harmony. So that's where nothing's fighting. It's like my body is fighting the chemical changes. In a sense. Yes. Yes. In a sense. Do you have a favorite piece of music? Oh. That would help harmonize you if you will immerse yourself in that more often. And there's this piece called surrender that I love. Well, aptly titled. What a coincidence. Yeah. Well, then, why not fall into that surrender? Okay. All right. Does that help you? That helps a lot. All right. Well, well, well, we still have a third. You can be fourth. Are you done? All right, number three. Hi, Bashar. And are you a good day. Since, um, I guess in the last three weeks, four weeks, I had, I went to the desert for a week. Yes. During the time that I was in the desert, I had decided that I didn't, that I just wanted to be who I was and do what I wanted to do when I wanted to do it. And if I was going to go do something and in the middle of going there, I decided to do something else, I did it. There was no reason. Oh, no. To follow the plan. Oh, no. And it seems like, without going through all the events because all the events are like meaningless now, meaningless now because that was then and this is now. And I had been feeling like I didn't want to talk about anything. I just wanted to be quiet. I just wanted to allow myself to be who I was because I don't know who I am and you know what? It's just going to unfold and I'm going to let it unfold. And that's what's been going on. Recently we talked about the idea that the beginning of knowing who you are is to finally admit that you don't know who you are. Right. And by finally admitting that you don't know who you are, you let go of your personality. And when you let go of your personality, you know who you are. By experience. Right. It's not any longer simply an intellectualization. You know who you are. By experiencing it, by allowing yourself to let it be all right to know that you don't know who you are and letting your personality go. Well, this is becoming a great relief. During this time, you know, where I work, they talked about having a retirement plan and all this stuff. And I'm looking at that and I'm going, you know what, I need to be right here now. I'm not worried about, I'm not going to worry about all that stuff. And I have a long way to go, but it's becoming a great relief to me. Right? Because I have not allowed myself to relax and to be. All right. Then you can retire right now and be active forever. Yes. In your retirement. Yes. And people are kind of.
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I'm going, you know what, I need to be right here now. I'm not worried about, I'm not going to worry about all that stuff. And I have a long way to go, but it's becoming a great relief to me. Right? Because I have not allowed myself to relax and to be. All right. Then you can retire right now and be active forever. Yes. In your retirement. Yes. And people are kind of. coming are like very much attracted to me. Oh yes. You become very magnetic when you become your true self. For your true self is very, very attractive in all meanings of that term. Right. Integrative. Right. Yes. When you gather yourself together by letting go of the personality in that way, you become holistic. And when you become holistic, you act and attract holistically. I was talking to Sam about this last week, about it's the remembrance. I mean, obviously, I didn't have the shift that Kim had. Well, now, in your own way. I am moving toward it. In your own way. No, no, not moving toward it. Don't put it on a linear framework would be our suggestion. Whenever you decide just to let go and to be, that's fine. And if you then in the next moment decide not to be, that's fine. But, We would suggest that you don't put it in some kind of a linear framework, even though we know what you meant by that. Be proud of whatever you want to call progress, but be careful not to put it in a linear structure that makes you think that you can't have it in the next instant. Because you can. And, and, and, and, don't put it in a linear framework that makes you think that if you don't have it in the next instant, you're doing something wrong. Right. You follow? Yes, I've been having these sort of conversations with myself. Oh, very good. As they were coming up, like just let it go. Yes. Okay. And I do agree with you, Kim, about, and you with this fear of being unconditionally loved. Yes. It's scary. It is very scary. For many of you, yes. Yeah. For me. All right. Does that help you? Yes, it does. And I just want to thank you. Thank you. And I love to you. And I love to you. Our unconditional love to you as well. Number four. And are you good day? I want to share a dream. Well, actually, it's not a whole dream, just a couple parts. Maybe it was like there was food offered or a buffet or something, but somebody set a little, like a lunch bag size bag next to the wall, and it was full of little tiny kittens. They were almost like, it made me think of popcorn, and I was wondering why somebody would leave that. unattended.
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good day? I want to share a dream. Well, actually, it's not a whole dream, just a couple parts. Maybe it was like there was food offered or a buffet or something, but somebody set a little, like a lunch bag size bag next to the wall, and it was full of little tiny kittens. They were almost like, it made me think of popcorn, and I was wondering why somebody would leave that. unattended. And then one other thing with a cat in the same dream, I remembered there was a white cat standing up on its legs walking. Yes. And it had its hands together, its thumbs were together, and its fingers were pointing forward, and it was walking towards our back gate. Yes. That's all I remember. All right, thank you. On the way down here, because I couldn't think of anything before, but on the way down, I thought it might have something to do with the hybrids. Some of it does, but not all of it does. There are many levels to these symbols. Some of it is an interpretation of an experience of beings that you would call hybrids, yes. But it is also symbolic of many things. And again, remember, in general, the cat animal on your planet represents doorways into other dimensions. Yes? Yes? Yes. And so kittens represent new possibilities. represent new possibilities, new possible avenues. You understand? Let them out of the bag. Let them out of the bag. Kittens in a bag. Let the cat out of the bag. Let the new possibilities out from their limitations. So they will not be confined. So they will grow and stand tall and walk straight and be an obvious doorway to spirit. Which is what the white cat represents on that symbolic level. It made me think of popcorn, too. That's sort of like something that pops and grow. Yes. Pop, pop, pop, yes. Instantaneous transformation from one state to another. From a state that you generally consider to be inedible to a state that you consider to be edible. You follow that analogy? The seed, in that sense, is the potential of things. But when it pops, instantly it transforms into something, you can ingest. Something that supports you. Something that nourishes you. Very good. It is that state from that seed. that you need to transform into you need all of you to pop. Maybe that is your symbol, the popcorn, to pop to pop to that state to let go. If the seed held on and insisted on holding on to its hard core personality, it would never pop and become the light fluffy popcorn you love. So become the light fluffy popcorn you love. Let go of the personality, let go of the confinement case of the seed, and pop, pop open. Now, another analogy.
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to pop. Maybe that is your symbol, the popcorn, to pop to pop to that state to let go. If the seed held on and insisted on holding on to its hard core personality, it would never pop and become the light fluffy popcorn you love. So become the light fluffy popcorn you love. Let go of the personality, let go of the confinement case of the seed, and pop, pop open. Now, another analogy. Many of you understand, again, not that it has to be this way per se, not meant in a negative way, though some of you may do it this way. The idea is raise your vibration and you will pop. That is the idea of the pop corn. You raise the temperature and it pops. Now, some of you will simply allow your vibration to raise and you will pop. But some of you, in refusing to pop, in trying to still be the seed and hold on to your seedness, will let things get very hot. Well, let the heat build up, let the friction and the tension build up before you will finally let yourself pop. You will almost be burnt to a crisp before you will pop. The idea is to transform that energy into a higher level of energy so that it will not burn you before you pop. It will simply be the acceleration and raising of your vibration, and you will pop in a, shall we say, less disruptive manner, so to speak. You follow? Yeah. As a matter of fact, I've been noticing the same thing, like when I've chosen to do, even with myself, one day I was like choosing between working out in the yard. It was a beautiful day, and I really like to do that. Yes. And I love making my art, which I can maybe bring in some money. Yes. And I said, well, you know, I want to do this and I want to do that. And I just said, okay, just do, I know, I got to just do something. something so I just started and I just stayed in the yard and several times lately literally double money comes in to so I've got it loud as clear that is the final secret of the money seminar stop trying to make money let go of your personality be yourself you make more money than you ever dreamed of it's true I say it is true it's true because money on your planet is part of the unlimited possibilities and when you let go of your personality the personality that thinks it has to try so hard to make money and be yourself. One of the unlimited possibilities is to have all the money you need, and so you will.
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of your personality be yourself you make more money than you ever dreamed of it's true I say it is true it's true because money on your planet is part of the unlimited possibilities and when you let go of your personality the personality that thinks it has to try so hard to make money and be yourself. One of the unlimited possibilities is to have all the money you need, and so you will. I realized too that I had to learn how to, like, I didn't want to look at my bills, I didn't even want to look at him, and that I realized was an energy that made it so terrible. It depends on how you look at them. It is not about the idea of being irresponsible, but it is how you define what you're looking at. Well, what I decided to do is pretend that the universe gave me an unlimited account and all I had to do was tell it what I wanted and I wasn't even having enough self-esteem to say this is what I need exactly and it then you must allow yourself to be loved enough to have the self-esteem to say this is what I need and it's okay you don't have to earn the right to be unconditionally supported and loved if you didn't have that right you wouldn't exist let go of the personality and all of the teaching that are stuck in the personality from childhood let them go with the personality because they're not embedded in your essence they're only embedded in the personality structure so all those beliefs you have been taught about not being worthy and not deserving and having to struggle and having to strive having to earn having to deserve all of that will go with the personality when you let it go all right okay I have a question for you about gardens on Esassani. Yes. Because you've said that it's very park-like. Yes. I just wondered because you said you don't have seasons. Not really. So people don't do like growing and planting? Now and then if they enjoy it for specific reasons, yes. But it is not something that is necessary in the same sense that you must grow food to eat. It's all self-contained? It is simply spontaneous and automatic, when and where it crops up, when and where someone wants to do it for whatever reasons of their joy and their expression of being who they are. It's not a formalized ritual. Now and then we may come across a garden that someone has done. But we don't have to do that. The entire planet is garden. The entire planet is park-like because it's a reflection of our consciousness. It simply grows that way because it's a reflection of our consciousness, of who we are. It's not because we go around and mow the graph and manicure the lawns and clip the trees and prune the flowers.
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Now and then we may come across a garden that someone has done. But we don't have to do that. The entire planet is garden. The entire planet is park-like because it's a reflection of our consciousness. It simply grows that way because it's a reflection of our consciousness, of who we are. It's not because we go around and mow the graph and manicure the lawns and clip the trees and prune the flowers. It just grows that way because it is an expression of who we are. That chop-wood-carry-water stuff is fun, though. Yes. That is the essence of it. The last thing I was going to ask you about, you said that you would talk again about it, and me and my girlfriend, we did go to the 13th floor. Yes. We will conduct a special seminar on the 13th floor. Well, since you cut that one. Well, since you cut that one, I'll... Just one more sharing. I've been playing with my breath, and I'm not exactly sure with the circular breath. I never had anybody, like, technologically explain it to me, but I've been playing with breathing my consciousness in a circle, and then just recently I've been breathing around a sphere. All right. This is good. This is fun. This can be one of the things that might help you allow yourself to let go of your personality. If you wanted to, it can work that way, and you can use it from any other creative ideas. It's up to you. Thank you. Thank you. You!