You Are Spirit (Part 2 of 4)

or yourself in order to have it. This is what you can teach them. But teaching them that through your joy and unconditional love does not create within you a feeling of being dragged down. You elevate them. You follow me? Yeah. All it takes is conviction that the change you have made is real. And then you will not continue to create. For creating it, you are. any of the so-called negative feelings about your interaction with them. If you do interact with them, recognize that you co-created it. The idea is that when you change, if you still interact with them, then you can be of service to them. If you cannot be of service to them, you won't interact with them. But if you do interact with them, then there is a way for you to be of service. It can be as simple as simply being the changed person. the changed person you know you are. You can't be responsible for them. You are, however, completely responsible to them by being completely who you now believe yourself to be. Without getting in there and telling them about... You can share ideas with them if they seem open to the idea of that communication, but you don't have to force it upon them. You are simply telling them this is one option. Take it or leave it. I'm having a good time. Same to you. Later. You follow me. If they are truly interested, they will ask you again. They will ask you for the information and that in turn will allow you to know that they are not depleting you but that you are simply giving of your love in whatever way, shape or form you can be of assistance in. It is not that you are giving your power to them. You are simply reminding them of their own power. That is all. That is not. hire anyone. Do you follow me now? Yes, I do. I do. This is like, you know, I got off on all this stuff and I wanted to have an understanding of how to be able to create my car to be the way I wanted to be, which is not with a broken transmission. All right, but do not become focused and frustrated on that idea. Allow yourself again. to know you are open and the vehicle you are will continue to move and will attract, if you need one, a moving vehicle. There are many, many, many ways in which such an idea can manifest in your life. Do not restrict the ways you think it should have to manifest in order to be viable. When I had the awareness of how I could, of what it meant to me in my life, in the gear shifting, and I'm accelerating. Yes. on the back and said I was accelerating exactly the perfect speed I need to and I've done good job. Yes.

ways in which such an idea can manifest in your life. Do not restrict the ways you think it should have to manifest in order to be viable. When I had the awareness of how I could, of what it meant to me in my life, in the gear shifting, and I'm accelerating. Yes. on the back and said I was accelerating exactly the perfect speed I need to and I've done good job. Yes. And I thank the car for service. Yes. When I went out to the car, I expected that it was not going to have a broken transmission. But you see, that is your expectation. The idea does not have to manifest that way. You, by all means, can go and check it anytime you feel like it. But the idea again is that if that particular vehicle continues to have a broken transmission, then don't be disappointed. You are then only reinforcing the validity of that broken transmission. You are then also keeping away any other vehicle that might come into your life that doesn't have a broken transmission. Because you are insisting that the only way you will accept the transformation as valid is to have the idea of that particular transmission be repaired. I'm having it repaired, but I thought I could prepare it without that through my transformation without having to pay all this money out here. I think you are a real money out. missing the point completely. Pay attention. You can do anything you want. You can check that transmission as many times as you want. An individual that is fully in one's self-empowerment, when you go out to check that transmission on a whim, will not care whether it is broken or not. Because you trust that if it is still broken, that's the way it's supposed to be. And that is what will allow the situation to manifest in your life to most easily do what comes next. Now, if you had been willing to simply let it slide in that way, the idea could have been that you would have been provided automatically with the money to have it repaired. That is simply one way of having a repair. Do understand that the idea of expecting it to be repaired in what you'd formally call a miraculous fashion doesn't necessarily mean that somebody giving you the money to have it repaired is any less miraculous. Do not make demands of it. make demands upon the way the idea of the universe manifests itself. Let it manifest itself in the easiest possible way. If the easiest possible manner is to have someone simply automatically give you the money to have it fixed, why should you insist upon it repairing itself? Do you follow me? Sure. Can I add something here? One moment. Do you follow? Yes. Keep it easy, keep it simple. Understand. Manifestation in light takes the path of life. least resistance.

idea of the universe manifests itself. Let it manifest itself in the easiest possible way. If the easiest possible manner is to have someone simply automatically give you the money to have it fixed, why should you insist upon it repairing itself? Do you follow me? Sure. Can I add something here? One moment. Do you follow? Yes. Keep it easy, keep it simple. Understand. Manifestation in light takes the path of life. least resistance. What you think with your ego may be the path of least resistance is not always necessarily the case. The idea of having allowed that transmission to be whole is certainly far from impossible, but if the idea is to simply create it in that way so you can simply give yourself another pat on the back, that may not be the path of least resistance. The idea is that if you truly live in the moment, you will recognize that whatever is is there for a reason and you will allow the easiest manifestible way for it to change to come into your life regardless of whether or not that easiest manifestible way is a way that you may consider mundane. Nothing is mundane, as we have said. There are no mundane or boring situations, only mundane and bored minds. You follow me. Let everything in life be a miracle no matter how it happens, even if it happens in the most typical of manner. That may be the path of least resistance. I just wanted to be able to... What we are saying is that... All right, all right, all right, all right. The idea can happen in many different ways, but what we are primarily saying right now is that if you were willing to remove the focus of the expectation, not expectancy, but expectation that the idea is that the transmission simply had to be whole. Perhaps you would have allowed another avenue to manifest in your life where the money would have simply come up without you having to feel that you were putting anything out in that way. Or you may have attracted someone who is willing to simply fix it for free, for a service for something else. Who knows? Maybe you would have won a new transmission or a new car. The idea again, In recognizing what you prefer, you must be very, very, very honest with yourself about what you truly believe can occur in your life. And if you actually have an easier belief that someone can hand you the money to fix the transmission, then you do about the molecular cohesiveness of the transmission reforming, then be honest with yourself. Let it come through the money. Let it come through service to you. Do not insist that it has to be the molecular reforming of the transmission. follow me. Yes, for sure. Thank you. Thank you very much. Yes, I'll connect you with that idea. It occurred to me that... Speak up!

you the money to fix the transmission, then you do about the molecular cohesiveness of the transmission reforming, then be honest with yourself. Let it come through the money. Let it come through service to you. Do not insist that it has to be the molecular reforming of the transmission. follow me. Yes, for sure. Thank you. Thank you very much. Yes, I'll connect you with that idea. It occurred to me that... Speak up! Abundance has thousands of facets. And so when you allow it to happen, however it's going to happen, you're never disappointed because it always happens. Yes. It is a matter of not only trust, but honesty with yourself about what you truly believe is possible. Not to say that can never happen in your life. can never happen in your life. But it doesn't have to happen now in order for you to feel like you're actually making progress. There are many other ways for you to understand that idea. Many other ways. And you may have thought, well, just having the transmission popped back, well, that would be the best way. But maybe the best quote unquote way would actually have been allowing another individual to perform a service for you. Because then two individual are served by the same idea. Do you follow me? That is why you should not insist upon the manifestation, allow the manifestation, and in whatever way, shape, or form it manifests, that is the way that is of best service to all concerned. The idea of using as a visualization, as a focal point, the idea of the transmission reforming itself is all well and good. but do not insist that it has to happen exactly as you have visualized it. It will get back together one way or another. It will get back together in the way that serves the most individual. Is that a little clearer? Yeah, thank you. Happy driving. Sure! You! Then you. ago, I was traveling in Australia, and I met a guy there who, I was working in a hospital at the time, and we worked the night shift together, and we became very close friends. Can all of you hear of this individual? Could be louder. Okay. I met this individual in Australia. And we developed a strong friendship. And he stimulated in me a decision or a choice. a decision or a choice to turn my focus in life around. And that's kind of four years ago that's led me to be here and to be doing a lot of the things that I'm doing now. All right. Now, during that time, he had a relationship with a lady there who was married, who still is married, and has a couple of children. They had a strong relationship and he seemed to be very attached to her. And she to him, however.

in life around. And that's kind of four years ago that's led me to be here and to be doing a lot of the things that I'm doing now. All right. Now, during that time, he had a relationship with a lady there who was married, who still is married, and has a couple of children. They had a strong relationship and he seemed to be very attached to her. And she to him, however. However, because of her religion and the fact that she was married, she's a Roman Catholic, she didn't want to make the commitment to divorce her husband who she doesn't really love. Right. And she does love this individual, my friend Graham. Okay. Anyway, I left Australia and until three weeks ago, I had no communication whatsoever with my friend. And he came to visit me from Australia, and we talked much about our experiences between then and now. And it seems that his relationship now is one of, he's kind of, he had pulled away from the relationship with this woman and had attached himself or had developed a relationship with another woman who has a child and who really loves him. And he also loved her, but he still feels attached to this other lady. And they... You recognize, first of all, if it may be of assistance before you go on, that in our society, every single member in our society considers him or herself to be married to every other member simultaneously. And thus many different types of relationship manifestation can occur within that society. Without the ideas of the rigors of an imposed structure upon it, for each and every individual knows that they are being dealt with in honesty and integrity and true unconditional love. Thank you. Does that assist you? Somewhat. Continue. So basically what I'm driving at is that... Oh, another transmission. Thank you. He's coming... When he was here three weeks ago, he asked me before going across country to New York, if I had any suggestions as to how he's now back with this original relationship. All right. He decided to get back into that. And... However, he wants to make... make some kind of a decision to pull away from this relationship without experiencing the pain and the suffering that he thinks is going to be, that is a foregone conclusion of totally pulling out of this relationship. Again, once a relationship is created, it never ends. The definition may change. The positions of the individuals within it may shift, but it never ends. Yet, this is a truth for me also. However, he has asked me to me to, if I can, to assist him and any information I can give him in assisting him in pulling out of this relationship, that he's open to suggestions. All right. So if you can...

Again, once a relationship is created, it never ends. The definition may change. The positions of the individuals within it may shift, but it never ends. Yet, this is a truth for me also. However, he has asked me to me to, if I can, to assist him and any information I can give him in assisting him in pulling out of this relationship, that he's open to suggestions. All right. So if you can... The idea first and foremost is to recognize, however, that this individual has been involved with these individuals in many different lifetimes, and they have danced around each other many different ways, being reflections for each other many, many times. many times. Now, the idea in this particular life is the exploration of limitation and whether or not the individuals in these relationships are going to allow limitations to demand or impose the system upon what they feel to be true for themselves or not. The idea in this way, however, is that they have chosen each other at this particular timing so that they would have the opportunity to explore this idea of whether or not they will allow self-imposed limitations to truly be, in a sense, what gets in their way, or whether they will allow themselves in openness and honesty to communicate with all individuals involved in all the aspects of the relationship and allow it to come to the surface to light so that it can be balanced out in a way that is in your terms mutually beneficial, consciously, satisfactorily for all concerned. The idea is to first and foremost recognize that there may be a bit of the idea involved that we have discussed before, where you find that an individual, though it is not so prominent with this particular individual as he perceive the energy of this individual you are speaking of, but an individual many times will, in not understanding themselves to be a complete individual, will think they need a relationship in order to be complete and will only therefore usually attract a relationship to reflect their own belief in their own in completeness or inability to create completeness within their life. Rather than knowing themselves to be complete and allowing themselves to attract a relationship into their lives that reflects that degree of completeness. Now, at this time, therefore, according to the agreement that this individual has made with these other individuals, many different ideas of limitation are necessary to be explored. All that is necessary is complete and open honesty in communication, lack of fear. In the idea that if you express these ideas and share them with all the individuals involved honestly and openly, We are not only speaking of the females, but also the other males. Then in this way, perhaps it will be something that can be utilized in growth in an understanding, and many times you will find a very surprising thing will occur.

is necessary is complete and open honesty in communication, lack of fear. In the idea that if you express these ideas and share them with all the individuals involved honestly and openly, We are not only speaking of the females, but also the other males. Then in this way, perhaps it will be something that can be utilized in growth in an understanding, and many times you will find a very surprising thing will occur. As soon as you take the step toward opening up an examination in an honest way of what all of the relationship is about and let it be there for the reason it is there, rather than for what you think it should be there for, many times the original impulse or the original desire no longer exists. There is no longer a need to feel that that relationship has to complete itself in the way you used to think it had to complete itself because it has completed itself according to the reason it existed. And the reason may simply be to allow these individuals to explore the idea of whether or not they will allow the society's limitations to block them from what they know to be true for themselves. Or whether they are willing to discuss it and perhaps with assistance, with each other, with love, no forcing, to change those parameters in a way that will allow them more more expansion of self and more expression of that love. Once they may get to that point, they may paradoxically find it completely unnecessary to physiologically continue the relationship. Because the purpose of the relationship has been served. To get them to face the idea of the exploration of the limitations they are facing within the relationship. You follow me? Yes. Will that be of some assistance to you? And to him. Thank you. Thank you very much. Okay. Pauline's mental sickness in the last few weeks since I've been over here, and I returned to Australia next weekend. Can you speak up a bit? I learned of Pauline's mental sickness in the last few weeks only since I have been over here. And I return to Australia next weekend, and I would love some advice on how to proceed. Do I tell Anthony first? Do I confront Pauline? What is the best way to go? There are four children. Do you find that you have the ability to express unconditional love for this individual? Not towards this individual, no. Why not? The paranoia and the schizophrenia is just a bit too heavy. All right? I'm not yet a saint. Oh, yes, you are. You all are. In your own way. But the idea is, first and foremost, that if that if you are asking us to how to be, you are of assistance, the first step is the expression of love. If you cannot muster that, you aren't going to be of much assistance.

Why not? The paranoia and the schizophrenia is just a bit too heavy. All right? I'm not yet a saint. Oh, yes, you are. You all are. In your own way. But the idea is, first and foremost, that if that if you are asking us to how to be, you are of assistance, the first step is the expression of love. If you cannot muster that, you aren't going to be of much assistance. I can of times and then I failed dismally. Oh, not really. Do not be so hard upon yourself. Don't forget that that unconditional love goes for you from you as well. Do not be so hard upon yourself, first of all. All right? Yes, thank you. Now, the idea is to recognize first and foremost that individuals in life attract to themselves what they fear to be true, which is the same thing as saying that they believe it to be the most likely reality for them to experience. And in this way, if you are willing to look at it from that point of view, then you can simply recognize that this individual has chosen a situation that is for them an expression of endurance and expression of strength in that sense in placing upon themselves such severe limitation, such severe expressions of fear. here, then in this way you are actually seeing an individual who has been willing to explore limitation to such an extent that it may be an indication that they will never need to experience that idea ever again after this particular life or even after a particular certain amount of time within this life. If you can simply recognize it perhaps as the way the individual has created their life to be so that they can come to terms that much more rapidly perhaps than another individual might have by facing all of these fears within themselves right away all at once, well it may seem to be overwhelming, but the idea therefore is to recognize that if they have chosen this, whether it is conscious or unconscious, then simply recognize that they are attempting to integrate themselves by facing all of these fears. It may be in their conscious mind a bit overwhelming for them. That is why if you are willing to love them unconditionally and support them in what they are doing, you will paradoxically allow them to get it over with as quickly as possible. The more you may invalidate them for the way they are, the more you actually prolong their experience because then all they see in you is a reflection of what they already believe that they see within themselves overwhelming paranoia and fear. The idea is that if you love them unconditionally, then they can see within you the beacon of light that they need to see within themselves to know that there is nothing that they need to fear.

invalidate them for the way they are, the more you actually prolong their experience because then all they see in you is a reflection of what they already believe that they see within themselves overwhelming paranoia and fear. The idea is that if you love them unconditionally, then they can see within you the beacon of light that they need to see within themselves to know that there is nothing that they need to fear. And in that way they may be able to see a reflection in you of their own inner strength that will allow them to put themselves right back in touch with their connection to the infinite creation. Are you catching this? Yes, very much. Yes, very much. Are the children safe? Basically, yes. She won't endanger their lives? We find, of course, that these individuals have made an agreement to be together. Do not forget that the children, so to speak, before they were born, knew very well what they were probably getting themselves into, because then they weren't children. Now, they will work in our perception through this idea with whatever assistance anyone is willing to give them, but work through it they will. It is their own self-proclaimed karma. Karma being completely self-imposed, of course, but it is their decision to work these ideas out with each other. They are doing it in a very highly accelerated way at this time. They are, in a sense, getting the idea that they may have thought to express in many lifetimes out of the way in one. But the idea first and foremost is that every individual, every individual is as powerful as they need to be to create anything they desire in life without having to hurt anyone else or themselves in order to get it. An individual who is fearful in that way is simply an individual who has been taught to believe that they are powerless, that they are a victim in life. But they do not have to be. By shedding your unconditional love upon them, you can allow them the opportunity to understand that even in the very depths of their self-creatum victimhood, they are still worth loving. All that is, the infinite creator, loves them unconditionally regardless, give them the same benefit of the doubt. And that is what will accelerate them into their own. inner light and enlightenment. We will thank you for any assistance you are willing to give without feeling that you must force it upon them, just the love. If you recognize it as what you call in your society a dis-ease, then simply treat them in the way that you would support any person who has the dis-ease.

them the same benefit of the doubt. And that is what will accelerate them into their own. inner light and enlightenment. We will thank you for any assistance you are willing to give without feeling that you must force it upon them, just the love. If you recognize it as what you call in your society a dis-ease, then simply treat them in the way that you would support any person who has the dis-ease. Let them know that they have the strength, that they have the ability to allow the ability to allow themselves to be cured, to allow themselves to regain their zero-rest balanced state of creation relative to the universe, which automatically brings with it complete and utter health on all levels. You follow me. Anything at all that you find to be a hesitation on your part in your ability to share with them your unconditional love in all reality is simply the reflection of the belief of the belief that you have also bought into in the society, and they may be representative of the fears that you have within yourself that you are seeing reflected in this other individual. Because you may fear that to be connected to this individual may bring up the same ideas within you that you perhaps also fear to face. Love them, love yourself unconditionally as the infinite loves you. And you will be being of best service to them in that way. But they do have their own path to live out. They can choose to do it in a positive way, but it is still ultimately their choice. Do understand, of course, that everyone is completely and utterly, at least foundationally, indestructible and eternal. And in the overall sense, there is no ultimate damage. You follow me. Will this have been of some assistance to you? Very much. We thank you. Do they need any convention? Do they need any convention? treatment? There may be some balancing of chemicals, what you would call herbal intake, enzymatic balancing or action that can take place. If you are willing to send your healing energy through your hand, your electromagnetic, blue, white, violet light, that can have some balancing effects. Some ideas of crystallization, energized water may have some balancing effects, soothingness. immersion in this water may have some balancing effects, but you can heal. All it takes is love. That's all it takes. Love and conviction, the willingness to be that love. Thank you. Oh, fine to very much. Sharing. All right, you, then you. Last week on the way here, I came after it was over and. Speak up, or I will ask you to stand up. All right. Last week on the way here in my car, I had another one of those bizarre experiences. In other words, it was probably an integrating experience. But anyway, driving the car. Driving the car, I felt this glow, you know, like E.T. It's almost visually.

All right, you, then you. Last week on the way here, I came after it was over and. Speak up, or I will ask you to stand up. All right. Last week on the way here in my car, I had another one of those bizarre experiences. In other words, it was probably an integrating experience. But anyway, driving the car. Driving the car, I felt this glow, you know, like E.T. It's almost visually. Visually the idea of a pressure starting from the heart and emanating out through my shoulders. Yes. Like a warm. Yes. But then my heart started palpitating. Yes. My arms got very non-physical. I got a little non-physical. Yes. And all I could think of was just keep the car on the road. All right. And deep rest and all that. All right. In addition to the physical, for the past two months, I have had just constant, constant, constant constant buckets and buckets of draining from my sinuses to the point where I'm almost choking on it. All right. And I just want to know that that's just all part of the integration. I think it is. All right, how's your diet? Pretty decent. In what way? Balance, vegetables, probably could use a little more vitamin C. I have a fairly balanced. diet I do eat me occasionally. What about milk? Yeah, I do. Drink it. Cut it out. Okay. It aids in the production of the toxins that increase the mucus in your body. Oh, okay. I wondered about that. I wondered about it, but I chose to ignore my wondering. That's right. That's true. Oh, thank you. The other thing is, what about that stuff on the way here? stuff on the way here. First person I ran into was Darryl. And I said, hey, Darrell, I had another one of those. He goes, great. They're a little strange. I mean, you could... It's all right. You are simply traveling roads you are not used to yet. But you are fine. Okay. The other thing, since we're all talking about relationships, that past week... Maybe she means all of the beings that are her. Maybe she means all of the beings that are her. Oh, that's it. That's the thing. Oh, thank you. Honey, many, many months ago I was bitching about not having that area in action. Many, many moons ago. All right. And, boy, I've had some static action in that area. Oh, my. Yeah, it was, I don't know what it is about two people getting together and being open and in that way to each other. You don't? Oh, I do. I do. All right. the wonder of the discovery of the person that is so ecstatic and it doesn't even matter what they reveal. But then you put out new parts of yourself. Yes! That's always ecstatic. Yeah, always is. Thank you, thank you, thank you. So, oh, you're welcome, you're all, and you're welcome.

about two people getting together and being open and in that way to each other. You don't? Oh, I do. I do. All right. the wonder of the discovery of the person that is so ecstatic and it doesn't even matter what they reveal. But then you put out new parts of yourself. Yes! That's always ecstatic. Yeah, always is. Thank you, thank you, thank you. So, oh, you're welcome, you're all, and you're welcome. But anyway, here's what happened. Um, I had some... I met two people in the course of a couple of weeks and it was extremely intense and very beautiful and, you know, one person I met and the conversation lasted three hours and it was just rapid, was just sharing one thing after the other and it was just, ah. It was absolutely wonderful. And, um, there was a, uh, uh, I, actually the reflections I got was this, I saw how lovable I really was. I saw how, um, I saw how, um, the experience of myself, any other person was just, oh, it was just really. Well, thank you. Now, but here's the thing. Oh, the thing! What happened? I thought it was very... What happened is, um, one of the persons is, you know, doesn't live here, lives in Boston, but they went to Boston, that was fine. Um, and then the other person, who I've been seen for about a month, oh, during the first week, they were in New York, and I was, it was just ecstatic, ecstatic, ecstatic, and they close themselves. Oh, and I'm going, what's this? What's this? I'm saying. And, uh, what reflection is this of my pills? of myself. And, um... Do I have to take it personal, you? Well, I didn't, but I was just going... But I was looking at, now, what am I doing, creating that? I don't want that part. I want the other part where we have the, uh... I like that a lot, it excites me, I prefer that part. All right. And so... That doesn't mean you have to have it with them. That's true. So I had this other person come in that was... Yeah! It was hysterically funny, but then there was one day after this person finally finally rolls in and says, well, let me do it. tell you how I feel, and I'm going, hey, that sounds like I'm... I've been waiting for that for three weeks. And... Not so long. No, not so long. But I sort of knew what they were going to say, and they said, I'm not ready to have a relationship. And I'm going, oh, I don't want to... You know, in myself, I'm saying, why is this person saying me? And then I realized that, well, they're saying that for them, and for whatever reason they say that, they're saying it. Nice. Okay, next. I didn't really react that way right away, I want to tell you.

of knew what they were going to say, and they said, I'm not ready to have a relationship. And I'm going, oh, I don't want to... You know, in myself, I'm saying, why is this person saying me? And then I realized that, well, they're saying that for them, and for whatever reason they say that, they're saying it. Nice. Okay, next. I didn't really react that way right away, I want to tell you. All right. I had a big laugh on it. so much of a loss that the next day I experienced such a low, Bashar, that, um... No, such a low. I was amazed at how vulnerable I had allowed myself to be, and I liked it. I liked it a lot. Vulnerability and strength. Yes, it was. I felt very alive, very alive. And I was so... I took it as a loss at first, knowing that this isn't really a loss, but anyway, I'm experiencing it. All right, let it be valid. And it went... I went way down there to the point where I thought, my God, it seems like I haven't even moved on an inch. This is still it. This is still the same thing as it was before. And then what happened? And then, I even thought this stuff that we're doing doesn't work. And it's all hopeless, and I, there's no point of living. And then the next day... Then what happened? Well, then the next day, I just kept integrating that and allowing myself to really experience it fully. And the next day, Yes. It's ecstatic again. That's because you are now a different you. That's true. And it does work. Yes. Now that you are the person that knows that it works, it works. When you were the person that didn't believe it worked, it didn't. I realized that. I didn't see that. And it is kind of funny. It is also that simple. Yeah. Yeah, it's wild. And then the person remaining is very pragmatic. It doesn't want to hear about any of this. All right. Right. You know, it's just, but I prefer da-da-da-da-da. and I'm just going, what the hell. I'm just going to take it at the con. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. For being here now. My pleasure. My pleasure. And ours. Yes. Well, on the, when you're the person that doesn't believe it. Yes. Now do recognize on some level you always believe something. Otherwise, you wouldn't be physical. Well, what do you do to get back to? What you get in your physical reality is an indication of what you believe is true. If, once you get it, you don't prefer it. Use it as an opportunity to recognize that the situation that has now occurred in your life is your recognition of what the belief is. Now you have the opportunity to change the definition. And then simply believe that that is what you now choose.

do to get back to? What you get in your physical reality is an indication of what you believe is true. If, once you get it, you don't prefer it. Use it as an opportunity to recognize that the situation that has now occurred in your life is your recognition of what the belief is. Now you have the opportunity to change the definition. And then simply believe that that is what you now choose. choose to believe, then you will allow, not make, not force, allow your physical reality to transform into what you now believe according to your new definition you actually believe in. But don't expect anything. Have expectancy, not expectations. Expectancy is the emotional knowingness that A, you have changed and therefore B, your physical reality will follow suit. Expectation. is placing upon the change that your physical reality will go through the method that your ego thinks should be the way it should change to represent the change you have made within yourself. Thank you for clarifying. I have a question on a 32 second technique. Are you willing to hold on a little longer? Just a quick thing. All right. Okay. The question is, in doing the 33 second technique, I found myself asking with regards to another person, I ran up against the question. The question is, do I really want to, like, well, so I, like, for example, I desire that person to be open and receptive, and then I said, but wait a minute, if he desires to, because I thought that was a bit manipulative and intrusive. In his sense, yes. So basically, you don't ask questions like, okay, I want so and so to do, da-da-da. The idea is to function within your integrity, which recognizes that you cannot control anyone. Okay, great, thank you. And the idea is that if you attempt to control someone else, all you are doing is placing restrictions upon yourself. Right. Thank you, guys. Yes. Hey! I went to Kauai. Ah. And just got that last night. Have a good time. Yes, it was very beautiful. Thank you. Some great changes. Right. One thing I noticed when I was there, I went, I had a crystal that I got in a little while back, and it kind of helped to look. It helped to lead me there. And what it was, it was the shape of a certain mountain on Kauai. It was funny because I asked the cab driver, when I got there, I tailed a cab, and I asked him, have you seen this? And he took me there. And I went backpacking up in the rain forest up there and saw it was an exact replica of my rock. Very spontaneous of you. Yes. And I went up there, and it was very rainy, but I decided that that's where I wanted to be. Okay.

funny because I asked the cab driver, when I got there, I tailed a cab, and I asked him, have you seen this? And he took me there. And I went backpacking up in the rain forest up there and saw it was an exact replica of my rock. Very spontaneous of you. Yes. And I went up there, and it was very rainy, but I decided that that's where I wanted to be. Okay. And I camped by a stream one night, and then I went down by the ocean and kind of had this beautiful overlooking view of the ocean. It was raining a lot, so I was kind of in the tent quite a bit. But there was a lot of meditation that went on and a lot of changes. And one thing I noticed was, I kept getting this, especially after I landed, I really noticed, I kept feeling like suffocating. Every time I felt that, I would open up like a valve, and there was, was a lot of energy coming. Oh, yeah. A lot. Do not forget, you are right in the heart of the entire planet in that energy. It was beautiful. It was like I would allow myself, like the Kundalini to just kind of bury way into the ground, and then I would just expand and allow it and open up like a valve. Very enjoyable. Yes, it was very, very nice. Very centering. exactly what happened. Very centering. In fact, I feel very peaceful. Oh. And I came back a new person. Yes. Literally. Literally. Literally. Very, very literally. I also recognize a connection, not a connection, but a re-emergence with myself at that level when I was there. And also, while I was there one night, I was pretty much alone there. Not really, but go ahead. Well, as far as, you know, physiologically, you know, a lot of people. Yes. And I got different reactions on that. You know, I told somebody I went up there and they were alone. Some of them and some of them would go, oh, how interesting. And some go, you're kidding. You're wild boars up there. But it was very sickness anyway. anyway. I figured if I ran into a wild boar, it would have been synchronous. But, um... Yeah. Well, I would have said, there are no boring with a dream. I was... I was sleeping, and I suddenly woke up, and I felt this... Well, first of all, I noticed that there was a lot of energy trying through, so I just allowed it to come, too. And I felt like this ache, not a bad thing. a bad feeling. We understand. We understand. ...and around the third eye area. And I kind of saw the turn of my eyes. I wasn't wearing contact with my eyes. I couldn't see a darn same of my eyes. But I looked out and didn't see anything.

noticed that there was a lot of energy trying through, so I just allowed it to come, too. And I felt like this ache, not a bad thing. a bad feeling. We understand. We understand. ...and around the third eye area. And I kind of saw the turn of my eyes. I wasn't wearing contact with my eyes. I couldn't see a darn same of my eyes. But I looked out and didn't see anything. But I kind of felt and kind of saw like the shape of a figure, kind of a short, stocky thing. And I realized that these people that are talked about there are there on a different different... Yes. ... It was actually noticing me there and seeing what I was doing and very curious about... That is why I said you weren't alone. Yes, no, I was not alone at all. It was a very beautiful experience. Thank you. Yes. Anyway, I came out of there and I had lots of reflections of different things, and even though I was actually trying to talk me into moving there and starting a farm. It was very interesting. I have actually decided this. That would be a very nice thing.