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A Change Of Pace (Part 1 of 3)

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It's unusual when we have a group this intimate, so you get to take advantage of it, I guess, in terms of getting more questions in, maybe than usual. We'll see. So have fun. Oh, yeah, right, that's, is that? They haven't been here in a while, but they know that all, they know that, they remember that, right? Small group is like, yeah, focus group. It's like, hmm, let's see. Okay, so we'll have fun, guys. Thanks for being here tonight. See ya. Are you? Are you okay, temperature-wise? Are you guys okay temperature-wise? temperature-wise you want the air back on? Are you okay? Alright? Okay, all right? Not any body? Not any body, so. You know what's that one? Mm-mm. Oh. Oh. Oh. Okay. Oh. Oh, Okay. Okay. Oh! Oh! How do it's a good how to How I'm to thank each and each and every and every for the co to this, David, Rakaima. How are you? Once again, we take this opportunity to thank each and every one of you for the co-creation of of this interaction in this way at this time. We will begin this interaction with a little bit of a briefing on the concept of pacing. Many of you are now discovering that it is required that you alter your pacing in life. While there is, of course, a general acceleration going on that will be continuing for quite some time. Many of you may actually need to slow down a bit. Some of you may be utilizing the acceleration a little bit too frantically, in a little bit too much of a hurry to get where you think you need to be. So some of you with an honest self-assessment may realize that there is perhaps a little bit of desperation, a little bit of anxiety, and you may actually need to slow your pacing down, as you say, enjoy. enjoy life, moment to moment, live in the moment in that way. Some of you, of course, yes, may need to speed things up a little bit, may need to take a little bit more action in certain directions, may need to have a little bit more willingness to act, more willingness to move, more willingness to show what your beliefs are rather than simply contemplate them. So some of you may need, yes, to speed up a little bit. Again, honest self-assess. honest self-assessment relative to the situations and circumstances and symbols that exist in your life can put you squarely in touch with exactly what you need, what is correct for you. Some of you will need to remain exactly where you are. Some of you are moving along just fine at the perfect pace, but maybe worried that you're not worried, worried that there is no obstacle.

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speed up a little bit. Again, honest self-assess. honest self-assessment relative to the situations and circumstances and symbols that exist in your life can put you squarely in touch with exactly what you need, what is correct for you. Some of you will need to remain exactly where you are. Some of you are moving along just fine at the perfect pace, but maybe worried that you're not worried, worried that there is no obstacle. You may be looking for it, peering around every corner for it, wondering when it's going to hit, come out of the blackness, surprise you, hit you on the head, but you may actually be going at exactly the perfect pace, and need not worry that your pace will fluctuate in any way, shape, or form. Some of you will, in that sense, be static, and need to develop a pace, may be sitting too still in that way, may not allow your reality at this time to be coherent, may be creating confusion, within your reality in a limbo-type stasis, not activating anything at all. The idea, again, is to simply allow yourself to take a moment of meditation, of relaxation, no matter what pace you may be going at, give yourself a moment of reflection of pause, make an assessment based on your joy, your excitement, and also take a moment to assess all the symbols in your life in terms of the actions you do exhibit, the things that you do surround yourself with, the things that you don't surround yourself with, the things that you portray in your behavior, and what the symbols really represent, so that there is a clear assessment and understanding of what it is you are presenting as an energy, and therefore what it is you are actually truly getting back as a reflection, even though sometimes you may think it otherwise. Take a moment to have an honest self-assessment of exactly what it is you are presenting as a symbol, as a reflection, as an example, as an idea, and what it really, really means to you, what meaning you have really put into these things. This is the time to align with your true pacing so that you can ride the wave of your own momentum rather than experience the continuation of the idea of confusion or struggle or resistance or pain, the idea is to know that you have a particular frequency, and that translates as a particular style of pace, of reflectivity, of symbolic presentation. Ride that wave, synchronous, harmonize with it so that you will neither, in a sense, be quote unquote, ahead of it, nor behind it. it so that you will be in sync with your true self, your true vibration, and then you can allow life to flow through you as an expression, effort, let's simply. So, take that moment, use that moment, it is always within you in the center of your being.

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symbolic presentation. Ride that wave, synchronous, harmonize with it so that you will neither, in a sense, be quote unquote, ahead of it, nor behind it. it so that you will be in sync with your true self, your true vibration, and then you can allow life to flow through you as an expression, effort, let's simply. So, take that moment, use that moment, it is always within you in the center of your being. And allow yourself to find the pace that is you, rather than take your cues from the pace as you think you need to take a cue from that are, perhaps going on all around you, but may have nothing at all to do with you. We thank you for allowing us to share this idea and reflect this notion to you this day of your time, delivered at this particular pace. And in return now for the gift you give to us in allowing us to experience each and every one of you, I ask in what way may I be of service to you. You, good day. Hi, Bashar. Good day. Um, pace is exactly what I wanted to discuss with you. Oh, thank you for your synchronicity. Yes. So, um, I'm not really, I'm not sure where to begin. Well, take your time. It's your pace. The pace that I have been going out for the last few months is that it just doesn't cease to amaze me. It's just been a whirlwind. Yeah. And? Of, of integration. I've had so much healing and so much, um, just, yeah, it's just, it's just really blowing my mind. Congratulations. Many of your minds require blowing. Yeah. Well, it's just been so much past life stuff and current life stuff and past life stuff as well. Yes. And so, you are having fun with this, yes? Oh, yeah. Oh, yeah. I mean, I, I, had, last month or so, I think I've had just a much tears of joy as I have tears of release of pain. Alright, thank you. And I'm very grateful for all of this. I'm just, I guess, at a point kind of wondering, is this, this is obviously a cosmic thing. I think I see a lot of people going through a lot of change and integrating a lot of stuff. It is the time of transition on your planet, so yes, there's a lot of it going around, as you say. So is this something that's going to plateau up at some point? In a manner of speaking, yes, although, of course, course, your joy will never plateau. Right. But the idea of some of the symptomology of transition, yes, of course. Okay, right. Once you reach a so-called critical mass, you will, in a sense, plateau relative to certain kinds of experiences, and from that point forward, only experience other kinds of experiences, yes. Right. Well, yeah, the joy is definitely increasing, increasing.

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up at some point? In a manner of speaking, yes, although, of course, course, your joy will never plateau. Right. But the idea of some of the symptomology of transition, yes, of course. Okay, right. Once you reach a so-called critical mass, you will, in a sense, plateau relative to certain kinds of experiences, and from that point forward, only experience other kinds of experiences, yes. Right. Well, yeah, the joy is definitely increasing, increasing. And it's just that I've, like, physically and my health and everything have been very out of sorts. Out of sorts. while going through all of this. So, and I don't really mind because I know I'm getting a lot out of it, but that's, that was sort of what I was wondering about. I understand that it is appropriate to validate whatever you are, but that doesn't necessarily mean that you have to choose to remain in a state you know is not you. Right. When you say, I don't mind, that can mean either a positive or a negative idea. Mm-hmm. You follow? I think so. The idea can be that you simply, as we have already said, are validating that we're wherever you are is what's going to be responsible for getting you where you want to go. And in that sense, you can say, well, I don't mind. I appreciate that where I am is allowing me more insight to choose the things I prefer to be. On the other hand, individuals can say, well, I don't mind in a type of settling for less attitude, as if they really feel and believe deep down that they have no way to change these things, and therefore they will not even make the attempt. In that sense, it is like a giving up and they will say, in its place, I don't mind. Well, actually, what it's been for me has been, all of the symptoms that I've had have led me to some new information. All right. You know? Then you might be using it in a positive and constructive way. Yeah. Um. Yeah. I guess that's really what I was just wondering. It's just, I feel like it's just been really, really, really incredible amounts of, of this integration. More to come. And it just, right. Well, okay. More and more and more and more. As you say, you have seen nothing yet. Right. Yeah. It will accelerate and with it will come the ability to handle more. And with the ability to handle more will come the ability to know yourself more. And with the ability to know yourself more will becoming the ability to be more. And as you be more, you will then create more. And all this goes hand in hand. Mm-hmm. All right. A couple of questions.

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say, you have seen nothing yet. Right. Yeah. It will accelerate and with it will come the ability to handle more. And with the ability to handle more will come the ability to know yourself more. And with the ability to know yourself more will becoming the ability to be more. And as you be more, you will then create more. And all this goes hand in hand. Mm-hmm. All right. A couple of questions. Some of the past life stuff that came up for me was, well, one in particular, it took me a couple of weeks to sort of integrate this whole thing, which had to do with my friend John and Marie as well. And that we had been in this past life where, to make a long story short, he and I were going, in this past life, 14th century, we were going to go. century, we were going to get married. And then at the wedding, a woman showed up and said, you can't marry him, he's married to me. Oh, all right. And so then it's... How melodromatic. How, very mellow and dramatic, exactly. And so we created this whole symbolic, you know, past life for, and that's what I really don't understand is like, I understand what it brought up for me in terms of the emotions. And in that life, I lost a child as a result, and he was killed, and it was killed. dramatic. Oh, all right, yes. And I felt like I relived this experience. Many times you will. In this transitional age, many of you will connect into certain dramas in what you call past life scenarios because they are part and parcel of certain processes that may be going on within you now along the line of total integration. Some of them may be in the forefront of your awareness as to what they represent, and some of them may not be. Some of them may be very deep internal consciousness processes. But nevertheless, it may trigger something that is an experience in another parallel reality past future time stream that you can make a connection to consciously to have a symbolic representation of a particular format of integration you may be going through now to become more of who you are. Did you get that? I think so. All right. Yeah. Well, what was really interesting out of it all, it all made a lot of sense in terms of, you know, symbolically in my life now, but what was, the one thing that was, the one thing. that I was really curious about was that my connection with Marie, who I don't know very well, and I always really liked her, and before I became aware of this past life, I was feeling love for her, but once this came up and I opened up this can of worms, went, oh, my gosh.

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of, you know, symbolically in my life now, but what was, the one thing that was, the one thing. that I was really curious about was that my connection with Marie, who I don't know very well, and I always really liked her, and before I became aware of this past life, I was feeling love for her, but once this came up and I opened up this can of worms, went, oh, my gosh. And then when I would think about her during this whole healing or integration, I would feel this incredible overwhelming love for her. I would just cry at how much I felt this love for her. And so. Well, that's what I'm just curious. There's got to be more details here that I haven't gotten. Well, yes. You know? And I got that she was my mother at some point. All right. And. So there is the idea of relationship recognition in that you have served each other many times, and so there is the gratitude for that you are feeling. There is also the recognition of vibrational similarity in terms of the things going on in this transitional life so that you can reflect to each other again, certain things that will help each of you become more of who you are. And there's gratitude for the recognition of that vibrational synchronization. Right, right, right. Yeah, and there was always some, and I never quite put it together, but I always felt that there was some significance in that her name is Marie, and it's not my name, my name is just Kimberly right. I don't have a middle name, but my mother has always called me Marie. All right. Well, then in that sense, you complement each other. Yeah. Well, anyway, I just was wondering if you might give me some more detail to sort of make a little more sense out of that experience. I will remind you on your planet what worms do. Yeah. What do they do? But more specifically, they errate the soil. They enrich the soil so things can grow more fully. Oh, that's great. So this can of worms is enriching the soil of relationship for you. Oh, it has... So that relationship and other relationships, all forms of relationship, can grow within you more fully. Right. Yeah, no, it was definitely a really beautiful and incredible experience. Yes. Because my heart opens so... But this is a more specific way to state it. Right. Yeah. In terms of the specific dynamic, that is being... is being utilized in this particular case. Well, can you just tell me what we came up with was that she was my mother, but she was also... She was also an aspect of the same oversaw. The wife. Oh, right, okay. But she was also the wife? But was that in the same lifetime, in that lifetime that we were integrating with the whole thing about...

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terms of the specific dynamic, that is being... is being utilized in this particular case. Well, can you just tell me what we came up with was that she was my mother, but she was also... She was also an aspect of the same oversaw. The wife. Oh, right, okay. But she was also the wife? But was that in the same lifetime, in that lifetime that we were integrating with the whole thing about... Yes, because again, it was a counterpart energy. Remember that the over soul can split itself into many different parts that can be contemporarily simultaneous. And thus you can have someone who is, in a sense, a mother, a wife, a brother, a sister. You can have a whole family created out of one oversaw. Oh, I see. And relationships created out of one oversaw to many different people. Right, right, okay. Because that may be the simple drama that needs to be experienced by the oversaw. And so it will play all the parts. You follow? Yeah. Does that help you then? Yes. Thank you. Okay. Yes, good day. Hello. Wonderful to see you again. You are not seeing me, but thank you for the sentiment. Or to feel you again. Oh, right. First, I just really want to tell you that of all the things I've done in terms of my growth and so on, all the sessions that I came to, like 10 years ago, were the most influential. I still feel that... Your influence upon your sense. influence upon yourself. Yes. Thank you. Well, that's you are part of me. Well, in a sense, we are all part of each other. Right. But you are using your own energy to match my frequency and thus feeling the influence of your own energy upon yourself through the idea of the formation of your energy into a modality similar to mind. Right. And I mean, you're really part of me all the time. The question I have... You are all always a part of us. Right. The question I'd like to raise... raise... How high? Fair high. Oh, all right. Go ahead. Raise it as high as you want. It has to do with obsessive-compulsive behavior. Oh, all right. Now, since I last talked to you... Yes. I've become a hypnotherapist and a biofeedback therapist. All right. And I love doing it. I followed my excitement. Thank you. I have a young client, 11 years old, whom I care about, I care about an awful lot. And I don't specialize in those kinds of things normally. And I told the mother that I didn't, but she'd heard about me and she said, we want to come and see you. All right. And I was hoping, no, I would like you to give me some understanding of what obsessive-compulsive behavior is. Now, his particular... Lack of completion. Lack of completion. a sense of lack of completion. Okay, his particular film takes... Yes. He...

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I don't specialize in those kinds of things normally. And I told the mother that I didn't, but she'd heard about me and she said, we want to come and see you. All right. And I was hoping, no, I would like you to give me some understanding of what obsessive-compulsive behavior is. Now, his particular... Lack of completion. Lack of completion. a sense of lack of completion. Okay, his particular film takes... Yes. He... It started a few years ago. It hasn't been... And he's only 11. He started having these weird thoughts. Weird thoughts. Define weird thoughts. Such as that he might become a vacuum cleaner or that he might become an animal or something. I thought he said he was having weird thoughts. thoughts. That's not weird? No. Okay. I'll tell them. It is creative. He is very creative. He's very bright. The definition put upon the child early in life that such things are weird in the sense of being unacceptable may be causing some strain within the structure of the child's personality construct now, but the thoughts themselves inherently are not weird. weird, as you say. If the child has the proper structure and or guidance for expressing these notions creatively, then it will be a positive and constructive thing. Okay. One of the thoughts that he came up with, one of the first ones, was that he was going to become pregnant. Yes. And that he was going to have a baby. Yes. And... Well, in other lives he has. Okay. So again, what you are seeing here, as with most ideas of creativity, is simply a very thin veil of separation between other parallel reality experiences in this one. But the child isn't necessarily taught the way to organize this energy, and so it is confusing to the child because he has not given the understanding of how to, shall we say, apply or adapt information that might be bleed-through or leak through information from other reality experiences in a way that is meaningful and applicable in this particular one. That is what the child needs to understand. Okay. That these are representative of other real reality experiences, but that there is a way to learn to discern which portions of that thought or that idea or that experience are applicable in this immediate reality and which can simply be used as symbolism or or creative inspiration, but not necessarily come to fruition in any physiological sort of way. Right, okay. I'm just wondering whether... This origination of a sense of incompleteness or a sense of a lack of completion to some degree is what is allowing the confusion to exist in the child and allowing the child not to understand the necessary structure in which these thoughts can be proper. thoughts can be properly applied and thus resulting in what you would call the obsessive compulsive behavior.

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in any physiological sort of way. Right, okay. I'm just wondering whether... This origination of a sense of incompleteness or a sense of a lack of completion to some degree is what is allowing the confusion to exist in the child and allowing the child not to understand the necessary structure in which these thoughts can be proper. thoughts can be properly applied and thus resulting in what you would call the obsessive compulsive behavior. I'm not quite sure I understand what you mean by incompletion from from his point of view. How would I explain to him? The idea being that he has been instilled with a concept, that he is not whole as he is. And because of his creative connection to all these things, he's in a sense scanning, across the timelines, across many other realities to search for an identity which he has been taught to believe is not present here. You understand? So he's trying to fill the gap with something and many things are seemingly nonsensical because they simply have no immediate application to the identity structure he required in this reality. So there is something in the upbringing or something in the energy structure of the personality. of the personality, that is allowing the person to feel that there is a gap in what they believe they need to understand to feel that they have a cohesive and coherent identity. And the obsessive-compulsive behavior is the search for this missing puzzle piece to what the identity of self is all about. Thus, you see it reflected by a confusion of identity. I see. Now, the other part of it is that he has, in certain rooms of his own, house only, he is absolutely sure they're full of germs. And he has to wash his hands, that's part of the thing. And he also spits a lot. He spits into his hands. Again, this kind of idea, of lack of identity, will very often manifest in all sorts of ritualistic behavior in the search for some kind of structure he believes he is missing in his personality construct. All these things are extreme versions or extreme representation of the idea of structure taken to extremes in a ritualistic sense, or phobias that are representative of the collapse of the identity, things that can attack him, things that he feels are disintegrating him. It is all about the concept of disintegration, of disincorporation, of discontinuity, and anything that has to do with the concept of discontinuation will be prevalent. Wow. So... Yeah. What could I tell him? How can I explain this to him so that he can integrate it? You can, in one sense.

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or phobias that are representative of the collapse of the identity, things that can attack him, things that he feels are disintegrating him. It is all about the concept of disintegration, of disincorporation, of discontinuity, and anything that has to do with the concept of discontinuation will be prevalent. Wow. So... Yeah. What could I tell him? How can I explain this to him so that he can integrate it? You can, in one sense. Allow both of you to go on what you might typically call imaginary journeys, two different reality ideas in the imagination, but allow them to understand the concept that all these things in some senses are real, and because they all are real, real, it is still possible for him to pick and choose which of these ideas he wishes to become part of the personality construct. You can explain in some terminology either pictorially or musically or imaginatively or creatively or creatively or physically or however you wish. The idea that the personality is constructed of beliefs like blueprints, of emotions that do the work of building the house from the blueprint, and of behavior. which is like the builders who do the building and the building materials. Thus, then, it can be shown that if any one of those are not coherent or cohesive, the house will be, as you say, wobbly, and may fall down under the slightest stress. But you can explore in creative ways the concept of blueprint, that is, the ideas, the definitions, the beliefs, the foundation of physical reality, of what is experienced, the emotions as the actual builders, builders, whether experienced in what you typically call positive or negative because of definitions that allow your energy to be experienced as joy or fear, and the behavior being like the builders themselves and the building material. Use these kinds of graphic visual analogies, and it will be easier for the construct of the personality in its present state to absorb and understand this information if you will approach it in these kinds of ways. Does that make sense to you? I'll get the tape and listen to it again. All right. Because he's very important. Could you tap into him to see? What do you think we're already doing? I know, but is there anything else that I said no to help him? One moment. One moment. What is the family structure like? Well, it's... What is the situation? What is the situation? with the father? The father is commuting to San Jose. They live in Huntington Beach, I think, and the father commutes during the week and comes back, and that, in fact, created. That's when it started this whole behavior. Yes. And the mother is, and there's a sister and a mother, and she works part-time. All right. Then the idea is that there is some connection between certain things that are going on with the father and the behavior of the child.

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to San Jose. They live in Huntington Beach, I think, and the father commutes during the week and comes back, and that, in fact, created. That's when it started this whole behavior. Yes. And the mother is, and there's a sister and a mother, and she works part-time. All right. Then the idea is that there is some connection between certain things that are going on with the father and the behavior of the child. in terms of this having triggered this sense of self-incompleteness in terms of the identity. This needs to be bolstered as well. Okay. One moment. One moment. Aside from providing the idea in some format of a strong family structure for this child, Is it possible for short durations to allow the both of you to go on some sort of field trip? In the sense of exploring nature while you're exploring these concepts together of how he can strengthen his own identity. Well, that's like you're difficult people. They come to wooden hills from hunting and the beach, and the mother's there, and she waits. Yes. I mean, I could go down there, I suppose, but... I am not saying that. Right. I am saying to simply spend some time with the child out in a natural setting rather than what you call a building. Yeah. Maybe. All right. If you can. He loves rocks. All right. And I don't know if you remember, but Steve had a big crystal way back when. It's a huge crystal and he sold it to me. And I have it in my office and Jason saw this crystal and he just loved it. So the following session, I brought him one, I gave him one. And I didn't say anything. He said, oh, that's my healing crystal. All right, then the child knows what he is doing. Right. And he is giving you all the clues you really need if you will simply use your own intuition and follow it. All right. Okay. Does that help you? Yes, thank you very much. You and then you. Number two, do you know who you are? All right. Number one, good day. Good day in Yahoo. It's been quite a while. All right. I have two questions. Yes. About six weeks ago, one of my dear friends died of cancer. All right. Yes. And it was colon cancer, lung cancer, and a very large brain tumor in the back of the medulla. All right. And when I gave her massages before she left, I could tell that she really wanted to go. She didn't want to be in her body. Yes. And I had a dream about her a couple of weeks ago. Yes. And in the dream, she had to be in her. had a book that she wanted to give me. And it was just a small portion of a dream before I went to another part of it.

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I gave her massages before she left, I could tell that she really wanted to go. She didn't want to be in her body. Yes. And I had a dream about her a couple of weeks ago. Yes. And in the dream, she had to be in her. had a book that she wanted to give me. And it was just a small portion of a dream before I went to another part of it. And this book, I really tried to remember the name of it, and I couldn't.