Edge Of The Coin (Part 4 of 4)

Conscious recognition. For there is a high degree of malleability in your reality as well. But you're not focused on the malleability or have not been. You have been focused on the so-called continuum or consistency. Other physical reality are focused on the malleability. And in a sense, that is what you are shifting towards. Right, right. Very rapidly. Hey. Thank you. Thank you. What about me? And then you. Now, all right. So I need some of your assistance in understanding some things. You do? Yes. Oh. Or your question, please. First of all, I was referring to the word need. But go ahead. Okay, I don't need it, but I would like it. Thank you. This week, starting from Monday, I suppose, I'd say, has been very exciting, very many ways. looked at everything as being positive. Right? Yeah. And on Monday, I found myself doing something in service for someone else. Found yourself. I did it. Yeah. Yeah. And I was at a deposition, and I had not started out my day knowing I was going to be in deposition helping somebody else. Yes. I spent my whole day till 10.30 at night. being a service. And I got home, and I actually went in, I started crying. And I thought, what the hell was I doing today? Because I could have been married some money, which I haven't been doing recently. And I could have been doing something else. Are you playing what is instead of what is? Well, what is is that I did that that day. Yes. So why not let your life continue to unfold so that eventually you will find out why you did what you did then and see where it fits into your life later. later. Yeah, okay. On Tuesday, yes, I could do that. Right. It's up to you. You don't have to. It is simply that many times. The so-called negative puzzlement that many of you experience about, well, why did that happen? Simply is because you do not allow yourself to live the life and see eventually why it happened. If you allow yourself to gauge any situation in your life, not simply against what has already happened, but also against what is yet to happen. what is yet to come, then perhaps you will extend your understanding to the appreciation of situations that have been similar in your life when maybe in the past, as you say, a certain thing happened that you do not understand at the time, but now, where you are now, you do appreciate and understand the idea. So why not simply assume that the experience that you are having now, if you do not understand them immediately in the present, will someday be understood, and when they are understood, will be exactly when they need to be understood, and not a understand. second sooner.

as you say, a certain thing happened that you do not understand at the time, but now, where you are now, you do appreciate and understand the idea. So why not simply assume that the experience that you are having now, if you do not understand them immediately in the present, will someday be understood, and when they are understood, will be exactly when they need to be understood, and not a understand. second sooner. And get on with your life and live in ecstasy and joy, knowing that you will understand everything you need to know about this life you chose to live. Otherwise, if you don't, what's the point? Well, there isn't any point. I mean, I am having fun. Yes. And... Then why play all of these what is games with yourselves? Oh, I could have been doing this, I could have been doing that. Well, I did that in that particular instance. Oh, what? You will learn from that as well, then. Yes. And I don't... normally do that. On Tuesday, I had a lousy day, but it was positive. No, it was positive. I feel now physically, I feel faint. All right. And Tuesday, I knew I was not going to die, but I felt like I was going to die. And what I was doing was actually just ending a process. All right. Yeah. So? But I went into a lot of grief on it too. All right. I guess that's okay. Of course. Well, okay. I'm confused. All right. What do you want to do with your confusion? I would like to put my life in some order, except that it is probably, in fact, it isn't probably, my life is in order. It's just that there's so many things happening right now. It's in spontaneous. orchestration. It is spontaneous. And it's even not too fast for me. Of course not. Right. I was going to go to Europe this evening. Not the evening. I was going to go to Europe at Christmas time. Oh, right. Okay? This evening, before you started talking, and why you were talking, that whole idea just, well, I already traveled there and did it so I don't need to do it. And I thought, well, what? It would be kind of fun to go, actually, in the full universe. Then go. I don't want to. Then don't. Well, now I have to create something else, which I will do. You already have. I know I have. And I don't know what it is yet. What are you doing right now? I'm creating. Then you know what it is. Whatever you are doing right now in this moment is what to have created next. Well, I'm still feeling like-headed. Actually, it's okay. I just feel like, it's okay. Yes. Maybe you are lightheaded because you are lightening up. And becoming enlightened. Well, I am. Then don't be so hard on yourself. Relax. Enjoy it.

don't know what it is yet. What are you doing right now? I'm creating. Then you know what it is. Whatever you are doing right now in this moment is what to have created next. Well, I'm still feeling like-headed. Actually, it's okay. I just feel like, it's okay. Yes. Maybe you are lightheaded because you are lightening up. And becoming enlightened. Well, I am. Then don't be so hard on yourself. Relax. Enjoy it. Well, Pierre, next to me here is solid. No, the body is here, and so I can touch it. That's it nice. Okay, fine. Yeah. Whoa. It's just fun and it's exciting, and I'm still light-headed. Enjoy it. Okay. Next week, she'll be saying, you know that light-headed feeling? Boy, I wish I had that back. How can I get that again? That was so euphoric there for a while, then all of a sudden everything became so solid again. I now want that euphoria back. Hey, you're learning how a human's work. Okay. And in one sense, I have already learned that. Well, I'm going to be a grandmother in March, and I just want you to know that I'm really, really happy about having another physical being in the family. Well, that being in all reality is probably very happy and happy and happy and happy, happy to have you as well. Yeah. Thank you. Thank you for sure. For sure. Now? Now. Thank you. No time like the present. You actually have a situation of the past. They want to share. Come on. You won't share it in the present. This morning, my first client. Okay, in the work that I do. Fifty-seven-year-old Jungian Psychologist. Okay. And I are working together in a situation that's come up in the last three years of our interaction, let me see, I was going, they repeated itself, provided another opportunity to look at a similar situation from a different view. view. And I chose a whole different task, which in communicating with this individual, he has this way of, if there's something that needs attention in his physical body, I provide a specific alteration for that area. All right. Okay. That always to be included within everything else. All right. And so that every time there'll be something. added if there is something extra needed at that particular moment. Okay, so when I perceive no need that special attention, I forego it. Yes. And he always calls my attention to it. Oh, what? Did you forget this? And you say it? No. No. Right. Well then, is it better doing it this way? I go, no. Different. And then he goes, different. Don't give me any of that shit. You know, in the sense of that I'm copying out, all right, in his terminology. So. Okay. So then I go, oh, the judge is here. All right. We call the certain part of himself the judge. Okay.

what? Did you forget this? And you say it? No. No. Right. Well then, is it better doing it this way? I go, no. Different. And then he goes, different. Don't give me any of that shit. You know, in the sense of that I'm copying out, all right, in his terminology. So. Okay. So then I go, oh, the judge is here. All right. We call the certain part of himself the judge. Okay. So as soon as I said that, he went into beyond the judge mode, more the attack mode. What? The attack drug. Right. Beware of attack drug. So he said, oh, I found a spot and I've got my finger in it. And did this thing that I got, well, you're projecting your idea on me. I go, that's not my truth. And he said, you're act, well, were you asleep? Did you not want to add this? Or is it better? And I go, no, it's different. And it doesn't matter whether I add it or subtract it. This is the way it is. right now. So we got into this thing where he wanted to engage me definitely, like actually threatened that he was going to hit me, right? And I said, all right, that's it. That's the end of today's session. I don't want to talk about it. And I left the room. Alright. Okay? He got ready, came out and said, we still have time, we can talk about it. I don't want to talk about it. I said, I don't want to engage you. I don't want to engage you in your psychological mode. All right, because talking is his tool. All right. So. Yay. So when I'm, my question, you know what my question. Not really. I can feel your intention, but not the specificity of your question. All right. My intention is to know that because I, in the past, I chose the mode to humor him. You know. You know, allow him to, like, manipulate me, allow some of my power to be given to him. All right. And now you are allowing him an accurate reflection of the being you actually are. Right. All right. Okay. Now, when that comes to a point, now I don't look at it. I didn't look at it today all day as negative. Right. But rather, a very different, very exciting change, because this personality that I was dealing with is very strong and overbearing. All right. And it has been overbearing. And it's the first time I stood for who I was for who I was. am and who I know myself to be. Oh, you are a very good patient. And that individual. a very good teacher. And vice versa. So he left in really a confused state because I would not deal with him on the level he wanted. So now he must deal with himself. All right.

right. And it has been overbearing. And it's the first time I stood for who I was for who I was. am and who I know myself to be. Oh, you are a very good patient. And that individual. a very good teacher. And vice versa. So he left in really a confused state because I would not deal with him on the level he wanted. So now he must deal with himself. All right. What I'm looking for, or what my intention is, because it was such a volatile thing, and I chose not to talk. Yeah. I kept, you know, going back to the situation, looking, I know I handled it exactly how I should have at that moment, because that's obviously what I did. But as I look back, is there, you know, where was I on the positive negative on the edge of the coin, as we talked about, to discuss? From our perspective? Positive. Positive. Let us say, at the one point where you refuse to refuse to re-engage, there was, what you are sensing is that there was the opportunity to allow that to be either positive or negative in the sense of either simply acting or reacting. All right. It is our perception that for the particular individual you are describing, it was an action in the overall sense. And now this individual must rely upon themselves and cease to rely upon you. Because you have now shown them who you have now shown them who you actually are, and they must decide whether or not the reflection of you that they have created in their lives for themselves to see is something they wish to continue or not. Now you have put them squarely in touch with their own self-empowerment and their own ability to see an example in you that they can either choose to become life or not. You are giving them their power, you are allowing them to create their life and make their own deterrent. make their own determination. Thank you. Thank you very much because the last three months has allowed me to see that ability and have demonstrated in doing this of my work. Yes. Thank you. Oh, thank you very much. For sure. I do have one other questions. All right. Is it possible? Okay. I have a friend that recently. A friend I've recently engaged a sharing with, okay? And when I perceive any kind of like connection, I don't get anything necessarily in the past. But what I do is get an immediate idea that this is actually a relationship of the future. Alright, in a sense, understand that you have many connections, but what stands out at any even moment is simply those portions that you need to look at. you need to look at to be the person you need to be in this movement.

any kind of like connection, I don't get anything necessarily in the past. But what I do is get an immediate idea that this is actually a relationship of the future. Alright, in a sense, understand that you have many connections, but what stands out at any even moment is simply those portions that you need to look at. you need to look at to be the person you need to be in this movement. If you are exploring much ideas of centering, then if you have already centered with many ideas in the past, then perhaps the strongest reflection with any relationship will be one of the so-called future, simply because you are creating the past and the future from the present. So you have the opportunity to look in either direction. So it's actually creating or focusing your idea into a future. into a point which will, in a sense, in our time-based reference, draw us into or magnetized... Yes. To allow you to become that idea you have of yourself as a so-called future being. Okay. In the present. Thank you. For you. Bishat. Male, female. I had a question for the dreamer. I wondered if it would be possible to ask it directly. Can you speak up to the mic a bit? Can you speak up to the mic a bit? Question for the dreamer. Ask me. All right. A week ago, we had an interaction in Florida between a group of people and a group of dolphins that was monitored very successfully by a physician, by doctor. It was rather marvelous. In spite of an incident which occurred the day before the interaction, when we introduced the doctor to the dolphins for the first time. He had never been with dolphins. Not true. You answered my question. A, many interactions in dream, B, many, many, many interactions in A. This is something familiar, and that is why the change was so abrupt. The incident that I was referring to was not in context. He went into the water with three very gentle, very lovable dolphins, one of whom bit him pretty severely. Yes. Wait, him up. That was a pretty angry dolphin, I think. Not really. It was simply, let it say, that they recognized an old friend asleep. and that friend needed to be awakened. Very quickly, very abruptly, very shockingly. Wow. They know what they're doing instinctively. Thank you. Thank you. Good time. You are! Finally. I am learning from a situation in my life. situation in my life, which... Speak up. Which is how to... Speak up. ...which is how to... ...which has to... ...which may relate to another situation, which I'm also learning from... ...which house of you was a injury I've created in my life twice, which is spraining my right wrist.

Wow. They know what they're doing instinctively. Thank you. Thank you. Good time. You are! Finally. I am learning from a situation in my life. situation in my life, which... Speak up. Which is how to... Speak up. ...which is how to... ...which has to... ...which may relate to another situation, which I'm also learning from... ...which house of you was a injury I've created in my life twice, which is spraining my right wrist. And in learning from this opportunity, I've looked and seen some feelings that may be represented in this injury, such as a fear of expressing myself or a lack of integration between, like, the arm as an expressing outward from the heart and the hand as somehow interfacing with the world. All right. All well and good. That's symbology. Does it? fights to allow you to be in touch with the fact that you are expressing yourself just fine right now. Yes, but earlier this evening, I felt very out of touch with that. That was then. That's true. So, anyway, I'm looking at the situation and my roots is taking a fairly long time to get back together and seems to not quite be totally there. And I'm looking at that and then saying, well, then there's something more I still am trying to learn for this or still wanting to wait from this situation. Sorry. Do not be sorry. Those other people. Okay. So then when I was reflecting on this and what it is I want to learn, these images came to me at one point where I got the feeling of a fear which related to my own sort of negative self-image, This is sort of part of myself that I didn't like or wasn't relating to or in that sort of a dark spot. Dark spot. One moment. Will you do me a behavior? Will you take one deep breath and hold it? Okay. And go Oh. Oh. Okay. Okay. Huh. One more time. Ha! Ha! Alright. All right, one more time. Ha! Ha! Ha! All right now. All right now. Inhale, exhale, and then make the noise. Ha. Exhale all the way, then make the noise. Oh. Oh! Ha! Now, where do you imagine the sound to be coming from? The body. The body. All right. Or the energy of the body. All right. Very good. Now, while what you call air will be responsible to some degree to some degree, Voice is very largely a manifestation of electricity. The vibration of your vocal cords is as much an electrical phenomenon as it is a vibration from air. In many ways, actually more so. Allow yourself to get in touch with a resonating frequency of the idea of the expression of yourself, and allow yourself the opportunity, perhaps, of inhaling, inhaling, exhaling, then allowing yourself to see that you have the capability of generating the idea of vocalized expression without as much expulsion of air.

vibration of your vocal cords is as much an electrical phenomenon as it is a vibration from air. In many ways, actually more so. Allow yourself to get in touch with a resonating frequency of the idea of the expression of yourself, and allow yourself the opportunity, perhaps, of inhaling, inhaling, exhaling, then allowing yourself to see that you have the capability of generating the idea of vocalized expression without as much expulsion of air. This perhaps will tie into the understanding that you are not giving anything up that sustains you in order to communicate, but allows you to rely you to rely on a much more simplified and a much more energetic source of capability. You will begin to vibrate in accord, in a harmonious accord with the energy being that you are. You follow me. No, I don't follow this concept that you just mentioned about... You are energy. Do you follow that? Oh, something like... Do you follow that you are energy? Yes. Yes? Yes. Yes. Yeah. All right. Allow yourself the opportunity to communicate as energy rather than thinking that you have to expel something from you in order to communicate in order to be heard. You follow me? Yes. I'm like, I don't really seem the distinction. It seems like the expression. The expression would be the energy. Not necessarily. The idea also can allow you to create a scenario in which you will simply know you are being heard regardless of what you call the decibel level. You follow me. I'm not really. Could you re-state that in a different way? What? Could you restake that? What? What? Could you restate that? Now, do you know that I heard you? Well, I think you did. You think I did. But you said what? Like you said... So. Do you know that I heard you? I assume so. I don't know I don't know with them. What? I assume that you heard me. What? Are you getting the picture at all? I'm not sure. When will you be sure? I don't quite understand what we're not right now. All right. When would you like to understand? Right now? Yeah. Yeah? Yes. Yes. Why? What? Do you like Zen? Mm-hmm. Somewhat? I don't know a lot about it. All right. Perhaps it will be of some assistance, too. It is one suggestion for one symbology, for one tool, that you may find some association with that may allow you the opportunity to recognize that as soon as you believe you are worth listening to, you will be heard. and you will know you are being heard regardless of someone else's reaction. And therefore you will not have to be insistent about what you are saying. You will simply express yourself as clearly and concisely as you know represents the being in the vibrational energy that you are. And you will not have to expend effort in being heard. You know that I heard you.

you are worth listening to, you will be heard. and you will know you are being heard regardless of someone else's reaction. And therefore you will not have to be insistent about what you are saying. You will simply express yourself as clearly and concisely as you know represents the being in the vibrational energy that you are. And you will not have to expend effort in being heard. You know that I heard you. You know I heard you. But you are simply completely unwilling to trust that you knew that. So the real issue is trusting myself that I'm working to be hurt. In a sense, yes. Allow yourself to know that what you have to say and what you feel like sharing from your heart, from your very core, from your being, is a gift. Not that you have to force it on anyone. Not that anyone really has to listen. But the idea is that if you are willing to know that the expressions you share, are sufficiently shared simply because they are being given in service, they are being shared so that you know what you are all about, then it doesn't really matter how anyone else takes it. You know how it was meant to be taken. Therefore, you know that on that level that you intended it to be taken, somehow, some way it was heard. Whether it appears to be taken. or not on the surface doesn't necessarily matter. You follow me? Right. So don't be concerned with the effect? Yes. With hammer three feet. In general, yes. If you are sharing with integrity, then you simply recognize that the effect will be a reflection of that integrity and positive wins. So do you agree with what I said about my risk? Does that make sense in this scenario? It is connected to some degree, but more in the sense, let us say it is a parallel symbol. If you feel that you have not got a handle on things, and the communication is a very important handle, then you may also be reflecting the idea of your incapacity to get a firm grip. grip. In this way also, it is another form of communication. It is another level, which you see being expressed to this physiological channel all the time. It is another level of the dialogue we are having with you. Perhaps if you are willing to know, if you are willing to know, that sometimes simply reaching out to touch is all the communication that is necessary, perhaps you will not put a high demand on the way you think you should be able to communicate and will reinforce and strengthen all modes of communication within you. rather than cut yourself off. You follow me. Everything except for the last... Sleep on it later. Do things, gentle things, loving things with your hands, things of your hands.

know, that sometimes simply reaching out to touch is all the communication that is necessary, perhaps you will not put a high demand on the way you think you should be able to communicate and will reinforce and strengthen all modes of communication within you. rather than cut yourself off. You follow me. Everything except for the last... Sleep on it later. Do things, gentle things, loving things with your hands, things of your hands. And the energy that flows through your wrist and your hand will also center and heal you. And it will be a form of communication. And it will paradoxically strengthen all other forms of communication. All right? Yes. Thank you. You're welcome. Thank you. There will be but a few moments remaining. when you were talking to Joan earlier, and she mentioned her friend from Switzerland, you said something about March and April, and I thought it was really strange because I had I have tentative plans to be in Switzerland in April and I was wondering what was that related to Switzerland or was it related specifically to Joan's friend and her relationship with Switzerland? Which? I am so very happy that you will find out. Okay, thank you.