Illuminati (Part 3 of 4)

expectation, then it will. You follow me. Cry all you want. Grieve all you want until you are truly tired of it. Yeah, I can see that. Understand therefore that you're not tired of it yet. It is still serving a function. Therefore enjoy it. And when you enjoy it, then it will not be grief. Do you enjoy the blue light? Do you enjoy the blue light? Do you feel that you can in that sense? Place yourself in that state, enveloping yourself in that blue light that allows you to disconnect from all choices except the choice of being disconnected from all choices for a moment. for a moment. Then how do you feel in that state? I feel in that state. Do not say but? You know, I just said I can get that state. All right. There are many ways to say but. Doesn't have to be the literal word. Do you enjoy that state? Does that state represent an idea of yourself that would feel? more like the idea or reality you wish to be. Oh, yeah. Then what is stopping you from allowing yourself to know that you can create that state always? I'm just judging myself because I get in that state and then I get with my son. And all of all hell breaks this. All hell. Yeah? What about all heaven? A little of that. Oh, just a little of that. of that. Well, actually, there's quite a lot of that. Quite a lot, obviously not equal. That is your judgment as well. Yeah. When you allow heaven and hell to be equal symbols, then you will recognize that you will not spend eternity in either. But that you are eternity itself. You will spend eternity in you. Yes. I think that I was doing so much because of what other manifestations that were occurring. Like there may be something wrong or not something wrong. Yes. Understand that you may, without suggesting of being that other you, that future you, then recognize the suggestion from us that many times when incidents occur in your life as you you create them, you you judge them. in the moment in the sense of saying, well, what has this got to do with the way I have been? What about the way you will be? Many times, incidents, when you then get to that future self, you look back as you say, and oh, I understand completely why I went through that if I had not gone through that and I would not appreciate what I am right now. Then why not while you are going through that incident that your future self will appreciate so much? Why not be the future self and appreciate it now? Looking at it as a connection to your future self which are creating from your present anyway. You are very malleable, allow yourself to be so. You are everywhere, go where you want to be. Mm-hmm.

that and I would not appreciate what I am right now. Then why not while you are going through that incident that your future self will appreciate so much? Why not be the future self and appreciate it now? Looking at it as a connection to your future self which are creating from your present anyway. You are very malleable, allow yourself to be so. You are everywhere, go where you want to be. Mm-hmm. Thank you. Question? Yes! Yes! I have a question for me. Oh, right. I talked about my feelings with movie movies with movie productions and wanting to work on A. and what was the connection there? And you told me to follow my feelings, but to... You said something, and I know what I'm hearing is be careful instead of what you said, and I'm going, why do I color it with such trepidation and fear? Because, and I want to know, did you mean it with trepidation as they moved forward? No. Could you clarify? Because I see myself instead of... looking at the doorway. Pay attention to yourself. Pay attention to the idea that you are creating that trepidation. I just did. I just wondered, you know, I was like, cried. I was getting so sad because I realized I was so afraid of that doorway, which I was thinking about at the time, which I know you knew I was thinking about. All right, very good. Then you have expressed it emotionally, and you have now done with it. Right. can just get rid of it. You cannot get rid of it. Well, I mean, it's not here. I think... Thank you. There's no negative effect. Right, no, I don't mean if it's just and throw it away. Yes, yes, yes, we know. I've been through it and passed it and it doesn't have to maintain. It's not like, I was feeling like, oh no, I have to be careful and pay attention because something's going to happen. And I was projecting in the future. Is that correct? You were projecting one idea. One idea. Okay. So in any... Okay, question. Okay. And one of the experiences I had Saturday in healing, going back to a past life, which is now, it is life obviously, into a bow I had made about punishment to myself. Feeling I have not been in tune with God, which of course is not true. But feeling that and sort of making a personal bow, I have seen where in many lifetimes I have kept up this sort of self-punishment. Yes. And that I can choose to let go of it. Oh, thank you very much. And I guess there's a part that really believes it can't be that simple, but it really is, isn't it? The part of you that believes it can be, is beginning to be the reality that is manifesting into physicality.

making a personal bow, I have seen where in many lifetimes I have kept up this sort of self-punishment. Yes. And that I can choose to let go of it. Oh, thank you very much. And I guess there's a part that really believes it can't be that simple, but it really is, isn't it? The part of you that believes it can be, is beginning to be the reality that is manifesting into physicality. Otherwise, you would not be here now at the time of a positive transformation on your planet. I do. Thank you. I feel very in tune with the transformation and committed to helping me. helping me any way I can. Then the way you can help is to be who you are fully. Knowing in faith and trust that you have chosen to serve as the viewpoint that you are. Only by serving as that viewpoint will you then be helping. You follow me? Yes, I do. Thank you. Also, by serving as that viewpoint. You do. You then allow for the expansion of awareness of all that is. In other words, you make more and more and more of all that is for everyone to share, for which we will thank you. Thank you very much. Question? I'm broke. I need money. You are broke. Your need money. Money for one. I'm about to live. To live. Are you living right now? I'm breathing right now. Is that not living? Um, shaky. Why? Now, recognize that right now is the creation of that idea. If you say that breathing is at best a shaky reality, then you create many different symbols, one of which you may call asthma. Because you will not be giving breath the validity of existence of fullness. fullness. So you know about my allergies. We have discussed it. Yes, we have. Okay. I have this last eight months is about going through some tremendous change in my life. All right. And right now I've gotten to the point that I have just about one body. All right. All right. Are you tired of struggling? Yeah, but survival, frankly, with the necessities of, you know, food, clothing, shelter, etc. Understand you are simply tired with the idea of creating those things to be a struggle. They are not in and of themselves, a struggle. You have created the idea that you must achieve them. As we spoke before, the idea of separating yourself from them. begin with so that something can intervene to keep you from being there. But you are there. You are all those ideas. You do exist. You are existence itself! Now how can existence itself need to struggle to exist to exist? You follow me so far? You know, if I wasn't on Earth, I could follow you easy. Oh, you can follow me just fine on Earth. for your earth is becoming the idea of not needing to struggle anymore.

can intervene to keep you from being there. But you are there. You are all those ideas. You do exist. You are existence itself! Now how can existence itself need to struggle to exist to exist? You follow me so far? You know, if I wasn't on Earth, I could follow you easy. Oh, you can follow me just fine on Earth. for your earth is becoming the idea of not needing to struggle anymore. Otherwise, we would not be here talking to you. You follow me? Well, yes. I don't want to say yes because when I tell you yes, it means that I'm not going to... I realize you're not going to tell me stuff, but there is a certain amount of satisfaction that I'm trying to get from you. I'm seemingly not being able to... being able to... All right, but you are not getting that satisfaction from us. It will be coming from you. Yes. Can you help me get it better? We can help you understand that everything is always the best. There is no better then. Simply in that way, allow yourself to know with your imagination that you are, as we described before, simply assuming that if something does not occur in exactly this manner, it will be able to know. not serve you. Allow me by analogy then this way to describe a scenario. Follow along in your imagination, all right? You have created the idea that you must, as you say, on your planet, pay rent. You follow me? All right. You create the reality that if you do not have this money by such and such a day in such and such a way, such a way, you will not be able then to sustain the idea of the dwelling. Oh, so you know that. We have watched you for some time. Allow me to say simply that by creating the assumption that if you do not get that money in such and such a way by such and such a time, you are reinforcing the idea of creating that deadline, as you say, for yourself, through which you will then have the negative manifestation of losing your dwelling. Well!