A New Reality (Part 1 of 3)

Alright, I will say, how are you all the evening of times you create time to exist? Before we begin this evening of your time with the idea of sharing love, me, to illuminate for you as we have for other individuals so far to exemplify the idea that you have created. that which you call your new year which is a reflection of the ideas that you are willing to be as a new idea of yourself a new consciousness a new you a new reality as any new idea that you have of yourself will create a new reality now therefore the idea that you have given as we have discussed with your year one thousand nine hundred eighty six will be the idea of activation participation conviction the acting out of what you are willing to be and thus in this way recognize you are now in this idea allowing yourselves to become more of the idea forced entity than previously and as such we will allow ourselves to begin to address you in this way in the co-creation of this idea this entity this acceleration this conglomeration in the collection of yourself we will then simply say this questions you may ask for anything that you have to say whether a statement or question will always be considered a sharing and something that can be a teaching and a learning for you and for us. In this way, however, recognize that if you are now willing to have the conviction to share what it is, you see yourself as being what you are willing to perform to act out as service, to play out as the idea of yourself within the agreement that you made to be within this transformational life with everyone else in which you are in it, then we can with you explore the ideas that you bring to the surface and in this way can endeavor to create a more equal basis for activity upon your planet, part out. upon many others. Therefore, once again, questions you may ask, for recognizing this way, we will co-create a situation where we will walk down the path together to discover that which exists within you as the answer before you have asked the question. In this way also, each and every one of you who is willing to show simply discuss what you have chosen to allow yourself to be, to represent the idea of yourself in this life, the service you are willing to perform, we will also be very joyful and appreciative of that sharing of your idea, of yourself, as this will be a statement, a vocalization, of conviction that you have in this way shared with the rest of the people that you have co-created to be with you this night of your time.

have chosen to allow yourself to be, to represent the idea of yourself in this life, the service you are willing to perform, we will also be very joyful and appreciative of that sharing of your idea, of yourself, as this will be a statement, a vocalization, of conviction that you have in this way shared with the rest of the people that you have co-created to be with you this night of your time. and will accelerate the vibration of your own being to allow that lifestyle, that idea of yourself you have chosen to be, to bring to it all the situations, relationships and opportunities that you require to continue being what you are willing to be. Are you all following along? Yes. Yes. Now your acceleration into point you are you all following along. Yes. density will allow for us as well certain ideas which have already begun to blend little further as they have the past week of your time the consciousness of of the physical channel the consciousness of myself of my own future self and the conglomerate consciousness of your entire civilization can now begin to participate within a blending and ease of creation, a sharing of energy as you find yourself accelerating into fourth density. Then, as you make that step up, so to speak, it is, in so many words, quote, unquote, easier for us to meet you halfway. Therefore, recognize that the idea of the fluidity of our conversation and our ability to be, in a sense more with you, will thus be our symbol and our offering and our gift of our participation with you in the formation of the fourth density reality in which you now begin to find yourselves and feel free to participate within. Are you all following along? Yes. Yes. Sure. Yes, for sure. You. Thank you. Happy New Year, Richard. I'd like to share a few things. First is that the explosion of coincidence is that the explosion of coincidence my life, that has always been my life actually, is more and more ecstatic as I go through. Thank you. It is fabulous. It's very exciting. Nice. One of the things that I noticed is a reflection in our automobiles of what I see as a transformation. Right. Up to 1985, automobiles had two taillights, one on the right and one on the left, in the position of eyes. Now we're starting to add a third taillight above and between. between in the third eye position. How very creative of you! To create and notice that idea. Thank you. Yes, it's quite quite fun. Another thing, let me see I have a question here that I want to ask. For sake. The term live and learn in the past has been used by many people almost in a negative sense in that somebody makes a quote, mistake, unquote. And they say, well, live and learn. Nice.

in the third eye position. How very creative of you! To create and notice that idea. Thank you. Yes, it's quite quite fun. Another thing, let me see I have a question here that I want to ask. For sake. The term live and learn in the past has been used by many people almost in a negative sense in that somebody makes a quote, mistake, unquote. And they say, well, live and learn. Nice. But in fact, live and learn is a statement of the very fabric of our existence here. Nice. That's kind of a nice way to put it into a positive. Can also be viewed positively as the idea, really, that there are no mistakes and that the idea that you created is something you can learn from. Right. Right. I just am thinking on the terms remorse and guilt. And... What? There seems to be a stealing that occurs. When somebody has allowed his integrity to drop, we talked about this one time before where a person might do that, and they look, let's say that they, I'm going to say, hurt somebody else as a result of they drop in integrity. Of course, it's plan and it's in agreement, but the other person is being of service in allowing themselves to, let's say, be hurt, okay? Oh, fine. And there's a feeling that comes when the person who has allowed their tag integrity to drop views the other person from their viewpoint. and goes, oh, my God, I've heard this other person. Nice. And I would say that that feeling would be called remorse. And I distinguish that, distinguished that from guilt, is that guilt is a judgment on, you know, somehow right or wrong or bad, that doesn't necessarily relate to a drop in integrity. Oh, right. I just wanted to know if you had in comments on that, I would say that, that the emotion that I'm calling remorse is a, is the emotional problem. fraud to get us to reinstate our integrity. Yes, very good. It's as simple as that. The idea is that there is really no reason, as we have said, and as you have just said, to be sorry, so to speak. Simply the idea that you recognize the idea of the shift out of your integrity and the idea that you are calling the remorse, yes, the ability to recognize how you are calling the remorse, yes, the ability to recognize how you can reintegrate yourself and then create the scenario that does, with that of the remorse. individual then co-create the type of relationship that will allow you to offer them another option, a more positive option, in terms of how they can see themselves reflected in you. I have one last question here for now. When I was in Scientology, we had what we called charge, which was an uncomfortable feeling, for me anyway, of sort of anxiety, would be one way of describing it.

does, with that of the remorse. individual then co-create the type of relationship that will allow you to offer them another option, a more positive option, in terms of how they can see themselves reflected in you. I have one last question here for now. When I was in Scientology, we had what we called charge, which was an uncomfortable feeling, for me anyway, of sort of anxiety, would be one way of describing it. And it could be accompanied by increased heartbeat, gnawing in the stomach, something like that. And I found that I had charge occur in the midst of a relationship with a female when things that I judged would come up and I'd create this charge for myself. Now I'm looking at a relationship with a female in which these same feelings are coming up. However, I have a new viewpoint to view them through since coming and chatting with you sense. last July and it's very very interesting in that first I remove the judgment from whatever it is that I had been judging before so now whatever it was that I was that I was judging is okay but I'm left with a feeling and then I look at the feeling and I remove the judgment from the feeling said said judgment being that the feeling is uncomfortable right now I have I'm left with kind of an excitation it's not exactly the excitement of oh yes I'm going to go do something all right that very good but you are sensing the zero rest point vibration of excitation which in polarity express becomes excitement or anxiety positive or negative same energy uh-huh now it does feel different from the excitement of I'm going to go do something that I enjoy but I'm wondering is it but it's definitely an excitation yes it's an excitation of integration that's what yes it is your awareness of as we just said a zero rest point the natural background vibration of activity of existence of your very being the idea of all the pieces of yourself integrating and how they create the vibration of the temporal manifestation of your physical existence you are on idle so to speak but not idle in the negative sense yeah okay you are feeling the potential of your expandability uh-huh kind of camping into the the fabric vibration of my existence yes thank you very much thank you very much and to return me I yeah not only a happy new year but happy new you thank you thank you for you yes yes I am willing I'd like to share what I'm willing to be this year by all mings but before I do that I would like to ask you a quick question about the out-of-body experience I've related to you yes uh you that really surprised me that the man with cardboard face with a great cardboard face right on the hill that was killed you said that

thank you thank you for you yes yes I am willing I'd like to share what I'm willing to be this year by all mings but before I do that I would like to ask you a quick question about the out-of-body experience I've related to you yes uh you that really surprised me that the man with cardboard face with a great cardboard face right on the hill that was killed you said that with my father was that my father in this life yes and um okay my father actually died the year before that experience uh I'm not I wasn't real close to him I wondered why my father was in that experience and why the cardboard face should be in this way understand that what you recognize in the symbology you saw in the out-of-body experience took on the blankness in a sense the two-dimensionality that you had felt with regard to the experience of that relationship with the being here in this life and in that way because they had already removed themselves from the physical life they were no longer to you in this way solid but you recognize the same spirit and the same ideas that that individual was experiencing from many different lives to many other different lives and as you witness that individual create the same that took their life in what you call the avalanche you can find that there is much to relate to that incident with many incidents that took place simultaneously within your present fathers like this life before he allowed himself to move on now understand in this way that it was a simultaneous experience what you were perceiving in that other reality was an alternate version an alternate self of the same soul and because it was simultaneous then they died about the same time you follow me yeah so it was his choice to be in that experience for me of course it is all choice right well i i always assumed it was um i i i never thought about it well i did have some ideas but uh i didn't know what it was i never saw it with my father so why so okay okay now um you've been telling us to um I can, I hope, I hope I can do. I think that I have the potential for opportunities to talk to the army. And I would like, before I tell you exactly what I think, how that I think this can happen. Um, and I'd like to help with it. We'll see. Understand, I think you do not need help. But go ahead. All right. Um, well, let me tell you. Very briefly, the kind of work I do, I work for a place called Logicon, and we have government contracts, and right now I don't work on a project. All right. I need a project to be able to talk to the army. May I suggest something?

and I'd like to help with it. We'll see. Understand, I think you do not need help. But go ahead. All right. Um, well, let me tell you. Very briefly, the kind of work I do, I work for a place called Logicon, and we have government contracts, and right now I don't work on a project. All right. I need a project to be able to talk to the army. May I suggest something? Uh-huh. Understand that the methodology of how you arrive at what you are willing to do is of no concern to us, though we care, that you are creating something that you enjoy. Recognize it will suffice to simply state what you are willing to do. state what you are willing to do. Okay. If I have, assuming I have the opportunity to talk to people. Which we will assume. Continue. To talk to people, there are probably people that represent various intelligence agencies. And my typical way of dealing when I go to business meetings is to keep it a business and not to be very social, except... May I suggest something else? You have still not answered my question. still not answered my question. What I plan to do. Yes. Well, you have... The paramble does not matter. The parameters do not matter to me right now. Okay. What are you willing to do? I am willing to do my part in communicating the ideas that need to be communicated in order to bring about the blending about civilization. And what ideas do you feel the God? Okay, that's what I need to talk to you about. You do not know. Well, I don't know how to do. go about it because even though you say the methodology doesn't matter, it doesn't matter because these people... The way I would start would be to sort of fraud them and find out if they're willing to listen to different kinds of ideas. All right. Well, have you done this? I have not had any opportunities and I haven't thought about it. I do it with people that I meet on everyday basis. Do you not believe that you will create the opportunities? Yes. Exactly when and where you need them. them. Yes. Then all you need to do is allow yourself the idea of knowing what you want to say and when you know what you want to say, the individuals and the opportunities and the situations will be there. I think in order to know what I want to say, I would like to know from you, you said that there has been contact with various representatives of our government and of the armed forces. Yes. And now I would like to know a little more what that contact consisted of. Why? Because I think it would give me a better framework for talking to these people. But they have a lot invested in their careers.

in order to know what I want to say, I would like to know from you, you said that there has been contact with various representatives of our government and of the armed forces. Yes. And now I would like to know a little more what that contact consisted of. Why? Because I think it would give me a better framework for talking to these people. But they have a lot invested in their careers. Now I know of a general, I think it's a general soul bind. Does that mean anything to you? No. Okay. Who is, who was very open to outlandish ideas, that's something. ideas, I'll say. How flambish. I don't think he's with a department or defense anymore, because I, from what I heard, I don't know how much about it, from what I heard is that he tried to do some things to open people's minds and he really got sort of pushed on the side. So if I know... Are you afraid that will happen to you? No, because that can't happen to me. I mean, I don't have that kind of career in my background. All right. But also, why do you need to assume what you will entourage? how they in terms of the type of individual you will attract to tell what you want to tell? Why do you assume that you will have to find an individual with whom you will have to struggle to tell your story? Because they may not want to hear it. Why would you want to attract someone who would not want to hear it? Oh, I don't, but it's probably what it could happen. And I might... Is it? Is it? Why is it possible that it could happen? If that is not your reality, why is it possible that it could happen? Okay. Maybe... Now, we realize that you are only attempting to be fair. I mean, I do have, you know, I do have a certain amount of experience talking to these people. I know what they're like. Alright, but understand this. Much of what you feel you cannot change in your life. You blame upon the experience that you have previously had, which keeps you exactly what you don't want to be. Now, if you know you are creating your past and you have. your past and your future from the present. So what about all that previous experience? The you that you are now is not the you that experienced what you experienced then. Let's say too. Then understand you are creating your reality in the moment, and you will attract, if you are willing to be the vibration of an individual who can attract. Only the individual who will be able to listen, and be able to listen. to do something about what you say. Okay. Experience not with something.

previous experience? The you that you are now is not the you that experienced what you experienced then. Let's say too. Then understand you are creating your reality in the moment, and you will attract, if you are willing to be the vibration of an individual who can attract. Only the individual who will be able to listen, and be able to listen. to do something about what you say. Okay. Experience not with something. Because the idea of experience only has to do with the idea of experience only has to do with the idea you had of yourself when you were creating those relationships with those individuals. You are now creating a new idea of yourself and a new relationship with new individuals who will vibrate on the same frequency that you are willing to be. Okay. So what is your purpose in asking us to share, we said you would be of help? In what way would you be of help in this case? Simply, the idea of discussing with you what you are willing to do and assisting you to clarify as I am the idea that you truly are willing to do, what you want to do. Let's say that consciously, by out of your way consciousness, I know I'm willing to do. to do it. I think it's very exciting and I think that... Then define it. What do you want to say? Uh-huh. I haven't. I thought, well, when the time comes, I'll know what to say. That's what I thought. In a sense, yes. Therefore, you are telling me that since you do not know now, the time is not now. No, the time is not now. I know that. It may be some time in a few months. All right. Now, do you think you would like it to be sooner? to be sooner. Sure. Why? Because I'm very excited over it. Alright. But I really don't know what to say. Because I... I heard a tape in which you discussed your contact. Was it you personally or whether other people from Esasani? No. It was you? Understand in this way. Our civilization has not physically contacted yours. So who physically contacted these people? Many other civilizations, there have been pleading, there have been reticulum. Who actually become, then, taken on human shape, human form? Not so much. How do they meet these people? There have been face-to-face. Uh-huh. And what kinds of things do they offer to do? They discuss mostly the ideas of what degree of willingness may exist within your society at this time. at this time for them to allow the information to be released. There have been some exchange of what you call scientific information, but in a very limited sense. There have been discussions of some of the ideas of what you call politics and economics, but very limited again.

kinds of things do they offer to do? They discuss mostly the ideas of what degree of willingness may exist within your society at this time. at this time for them to allow the information to be released. There have been some exchange of what you call scientific information, but in a very limited sense. There have been discussions of some of the ideas of what you call politics and economics, but very limited again. For the most part, any interactions we are describing are very limitedness and very rare, but they have happened. Okay. So you think simply releasing the information would be enough? What I'm trying to figure out is it'd be nice if somebody, me or anybody else, could actually suggest ways of bringing about this landing. Well, why don't you? Because I don't know how to do it. Why not? If you don't know how to do it, how do you know that is what you want to do. You must have something. When you say this is what you want to do, you must have some feeling or idea or picture picture about how you think you might go about doing it. Otherwise, you would have nothing to do. you would have nothing to view that you think, well, that would be exciting to do. That's very true. I thought that's where you... Then what is your picture? What is the picture you have created? About how you will go about doing this idea if that is what you want to do? What, if you had a person right now in front of you that you knew, was someone who would listen to you, what would be the first thing you would say to them? Well, I think I would think I would say to them. I think I would at least find out where they stand, let's say, okay, they're interested, and I would simply ask them how they would view the possibilities, because they know more about the organization that they deal with than I do. All right. So I would ask them how do you think this could be done? Then do you not assume that if you attract such an individual and initiate the conversation, that the reply you will get will allow the conversation to continue and you will know what to say? Yeah. you will be playing off of them. Right. That's why I stopped thinking at that point. Then simply know that you have all you need within your at least time right now to attract such an individual and allow yourself to know that you can and that you will know what to say when you do. Okay. Keep it simple. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Last week I had an experience that was never happened.

will be playing off of them. Right. That's why I stopped thinking at that point. Then simply know that you have all you need within your at least time right now to attract such an individual and allow yourself to know that you can and that you will know what to say when you do. Okay. Keep it simple. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Last week I had an experience that was never happened. never happened to me before and it was a ball of energy sort of appearing in my brain and it expanded and glowed and then kind of flowed out towards my girlfriend that was in the same room and she was able to observe it. How do you feel? I feel wonderful. How did she feel? That good. All right. So I want to know if you could give me some advice on what it may have been. I've been thinking, I have my own idea. I have my own idea. All right. Well, your own ideas will be paramount to mine because it is your life and your experience. What does your imagination tell you? This is what we will assist you with. The recognition that your imagination is a dimension of reality that you can rely on to be giving you valid information for what it is you are wishing to explore about yourself. So trust what you give yourself through your imagination. What does your imagination tell you? What's the meaning of the experience for you at this time? It told me that it was a cleaning out of a channel for energy and information to come through. Oh, right. All right. Then how does that feel? I feel wonderful. All right. Is that sufficient for you? Yes. Well then. There's no need to complicate the issue. Was it not simple to understand? Yes, it actually was. I've been wondering in relation to that, so where it begins to get complex. begins to get complex is how to go about... You mentioned in one of your tapes that the physical channeling that is set up as an agreement arranged prior to this lifetime with the medium. Usually? Yes, that's right, usually. So I had the idea of, well, where would I go to further increase any latent skills? All right, you're saying, where do I go from here? Now that I've had this experience, is this what you are saying? Yes. Well, allow me to ask you this. What did you do to get to the point? What do you do? did what you did. Well, I think you've answered my question. Understand that you, as a physical being, will experience every single idea that you chose to experience when you chose to become physical, you will not miss one of them. So all you need to do is keep living. keep living to experience all that you have chosen to experience in life. Act upon your intuition.

get to the point? What do you do? did what you did. Well, I think you've answered my question. Understand that you, as a physical being, will experience every single idea that you chose to experience when you chose to become physical, you will not miss one of them. So all you need to do is keep living. keep living to experience all that you have chosen to experience in life. Act upon your intuition. Be willing to have the conviction to give validity and reality to your imagination by acting it out, acting upon it as if it is real to you, as if it does represent the reality you wish to be to you. And then you will be consciously creating your imagination to be that be that reality and you will live your dreams. Simple. Yes. Thank you. Thank you. Michelle. Yes. Yes. I want to first share and experience I had over the holidays and then have your comments on it. I went to New Jersey and I saw a person named Sandy Stein. Now this is a person that 18, about 18 years ago I'd gone out with a few times and I didn't I didn't like him much then. And this time I liked him better, except I still had, I didn't trust him totally. But there were times where I felt like we had a really nice time together. He told me he was glad we were friends and he wanted to remain friends and he enjoyed my openness. And he said some really nice, friendly things to me in our last conversation before I came back to California from New Jersey. from New Jersey. Nice. Okay. So I felt really good about that. And I also was building up ideas in my mind romantically that have since aren't quite there anymore like that. It was kind of like when you're initially with someone in that fantasy thing for maybe about a week and then reality sets in. Another reality sets in. Okay. So I went and asked another entity who's channeled through someone called it. someone called the agent. And I asked him about the relationship. And I told him that I, you know, like this person yet felt like he was dishonest. And he assured me he was very dishonest. And he assured me that he didn't care. Well, he said at that point that he said, this person, Sandy, doesn't care as much about you as you as you think he does. And that he doesn't, it's not that he's lying to you, but he doesn't tell you kind of everything. And I said, well, is it true that he really is it true that he really wants to be friends with me? And he said, well, yes, you know, and there's just other things that he doesn't tell you. And I felt tremendously sad. Why?

as much about you as you as you think he does. And that he doesn't, it's not that he's lying to you, but he doesn't tell you kind of everything. And I said, well, is it true that he really is it true that he really wants to be friends with me? And he said, well, yes, you know, and there's just other things that he doesn't tell you. And I felt tremendously sad. Why? Well, I felt sad because I felt like it was important for me to the time that I spent with him was really nice. Yes. And I felt like the things that he said he really meant. But when I was sharing with this other entity, I wasn't so sure. All right. Well, understand this. Well, the idea of the things that he said felt nice because you created them to be nice because your vibration and your reality will always create the idea of the positive manifestation now that you are moving in the idea of yourself in that manner. Again, you can form relationships with any type of individual. Recognize that no matter what they are in the relationship for, you will always benefit in a positive way if that is the type of reality you have set up for yourself. So while they may be being in your terminology dishonest, the idea still will allow you to utilize whatever information comes from them for yourself in a positive way. Okay. And then for you, you can recognize that what is honest about the information is that it is a valid symbol that you have chosen to co-create with them for you. Well, okay. Yes, I'm a real... Yes. everything you're saying and yet it feels important to me to know how another person really feels and what you're saying is we actually create what they're feeling to in this sense yes I mean how would you know for sure then how a person feels about that I mean someone says they care about me I understand that the idea so to speak is not so much that an individual that is collected within total integration and self-love It is not so much that that individual needs to know how other people feel. They will simply be able to perceive all the ideas for which they have attracted any particular relationship. They may know how another person feels. They may not know exactly how another person feels. But the idea is this. You, in your integrated self-love, do not need to differentiate the idea of how they feel precisely to simply recognize what you are allowing the relationship to exist for. Well, I, yes, and I think that's very well put, and I, I am, and I have made that an important part of my life. How other people feel about me has been, has been important to me.

another person feels. But the idea is this. You, in your integrated self-love, do not need to differentiate the idea of how they feel precisely to simply recognize what you are allowing the relationship to exist for. Well, I, yes, and I think that's very well put, and I, I am, and I have made that an important part of my life. How other people feel about me has been, has been important to me. All right, but understand again, even that idea, as you are now describing it still does involve a little bit of the idea of judgment, even though it is not so much that you are concerned about how they feel about you, but just to know how they feel is still a judgment of differentiation. There is not so much of the need to really pick that out and diversify that from all the other ways in which they might feel. If you are simply willing to allow the interaction to be known to you, for the reasons that you have co-created it, because you see, when you are in a knowing state, you do not necessarily have to go through the panorama of feelings to know what it is about. Okay. Well, that's a different reality for me that I'm learning about me. Yes. It's like I'm in the midst, I'm in the middle of something. I'm making a switch, but I haven't quite... But that is why you attracted that type of an opportunity to show you that you are, no matter what, another individual is offering to you going to translate it into positive effect for yourself. And so it is not so much that you have to know what they are really feeling per se, because you simply do know that no matter what they are in the reality for, they are still being of service to you and you can feel that and only the service that they are doing. Okay. Okay. Now, and I just have one more thing, and that is that I have a feeling I'm feeling that this person has sexual relations with a lot of people and he's a very sexual person. Because I distrust him, I feel like, at one hand, I don't feel like I've picked up like any disease or anything from him. I don't, I don't really feel that, but there's a part of me that, the part that doesn't trust him thinks like that would be something he would do, you know? Like they wouldn't tell me or something. right, but you know that is not what you need. Hmm, okay. All right, yeah. You're right. Right you. But I do have a fear that, okay, I could create something like that out of my own fears of sex, my own things that I have going on about sex, like, oh, that would be convenient way out, you know.

would be something he would do, you know? Like they wouldn't tell me or something. right, but you know that is not what you need. Hmm, okay. All right, yeah. You're right. Right you. But I do have a fear that, okay, I could create something like that out of my own fears of sex, my own things that I have going on about sex, like, oh, that would be convenient way out, you know. When all you need to do is get in touch with the fact that you love yourself unconditionally. And when you are integrated in loving yourself unconditionally, unconditionally, you will always be consciously knowledgeable of the fact that you will never need to do that to yourself. So even if I have that fear, it doesn't mean that that fear is going to cause it to happen. You can understand that you can recognize something that might be a probability without instilling energy behind it. Okay, so I don't have to be like afraid that certain fears I have are absolutely going to manifest in my life. I can just recognize that they're fears. Yes. Yes. Once again, the library. You may read every book on the shelf. The ones that are frightening, the ones that are joyous. Right. The only ones that will become your reality are the ones you check out. No. Thank you. All right, thank you. Nice. Hello, Miss Marr. Hello. We have back some day from our trip. Yes. Have a good time. Yes. Yes. I have a wonderful. time. I'm, I don't know how to even express myself. Of course you do. Well, I have to create trauma with that. Oh, no, you don't. For instance, I perfectly understood you to now say, I do not know how to express myself, and you express that idea perfectly. Thank you. Oh, thank you. Well, okay. We got to New Hampshire, and I was, the first four days, I wasn't all that, I wasn't thinking too much about, oh, the contact's going to happen, what's it going to be? But as the days went along, I started thinking, well, gee, one day left, one day less, when's it going to happen? But I was centered. I wasn't driving myself straight. Oh, well, I remember what we said to you before you left about expectation. Yes, I remembered that. Oh, right. I really, I was proud of myself. Oh, alright. Before we got to New Hampshire, when we were in New York, I had some dreams that I think are related. All right. I'd like to mention them briefly and maybe... Go right ahead. I think I had contact, a lot of contacts on the trip with the league. Um, one of the dreams I had was... Three. Three. Three. Compacts. Yes. Dream state? Yes. That's perfect. That's exactly what I have written down. The first one was, it was in an office environment, and I'm sure that's a symbol I created.

I think are related. All right. I'd like to mention them briefly and maybe... Go right ahead. I think I had contact, a lot of contacts on the trip with the league. Um, one of the dreams I had was... Three. Three. Three. Compacts. Yes. Dream state? Yes. That's perfect. That's exactly what I have written down. The first one was, it was in an office environment, and I'm sure that's a symbol I created. All right. And there were many employees in this office, but there were certain ones that wore these pink robes. And it was understood that the people wearing the pink robes were this secret club membership. And it was almost like we were having a large convention. a large convention or a conference. And I don't remember a lot of the details. I just remember that my friend Butch was in the dream and he was one of the people. And I got a lot of pleading, pleading feeling. There was a lot of people from that area. Oh, right. But as far as that's concerned, I just felt, I woke up and I felt like it was a very large meeting. Nice. Am I correct? Yes. I love it. Simply the idea that you were recalling, recreating in the present, the idea of, in your terms, a past visitation in astral state that you had made with regard to the idea of learning what you needed to learn to set up the type of system you want to set up on your planet now. Thus it was formed the idea of conclave to illuminate to you. to you all the methodologies that had been undertaken to that point so that you could pick from among them all the ways that you wish to implement upon your planet this time. Yes, that sounds good. Coming out of your mouth, I couldn't verbalize that, but that's how I felt. The other one was, I believe, I categorized the memory of my early studies with Blackleaf, when in the early days, I believe. This is also, in a sense, when the meeting took place. I see. Okay. This was really interesting because I felt that I was very much an outsider. Yes. And I would physically go to and from wherever they were holding the teaching by myself in the physical. And I remember leaving one of the learning days, and I was going home to where I was residing and I remember feeling that I did not really quote-unquote like these people that were teaching me. I didn't agree with a lot of their methodologies, but the reason why I wanted to be taught this. Understand that ultimately they also did not agree with their own methodologies. Yes. That is why many of them are upon your planet again now because they have realized the idea that in attempting to, to meet the opposition on their own level.

that I did not really quote-unquote like these people that were teaching me. I didn't agree with a lot of their methodologies, but the reason why I wanted to be taught this. Understand that ultimately they also did not agree with their own methodologies. Yes. That is why many of them are upon your planet again now because they have realized the idea that in attempting to, to meet the opposition on their own level. They only drew the opposition to themselves so that they could be wiped out. Yeah. Anyway, I was going home and I just knew I had this terrible purpose. Oh, terrible. Well, I'm sorry, that's from me. That's from a book, too, and I could pick it up all of a sudden. Where did that came from? Anyway, I was standing at the shore and there's a river. river. This was really beautiful. I've never experienced anything like this before I'm dreaming. And I had to wait to cross the river. And it's much like when the tides would go out on earth. However, the tides here went out like a ten minute interval. And what they do is it was almost like the splitting of the Red Sea. Certain pieces across the river would just split and there would be a walkway and you would walkway and you would walk through. And I was just sitting there waiting for the tide to split. And that's what I was thinking, that I was unhappy. I didn't really like the people, but I had to learn this stuff. So I was wondering if I, if I, imagine that correctly, if that was... In this sense, it was also symbolic for you in the idea that you attracted yourself to that particular symbol to represent the idea of the split that would have to take place, the idea of the creativity flowing in both directions. One, realizing that it could no longer use the methodology, that it had already chosen, and the other realizing that the so-called rectification of that previous methodology would take place in the other direction. You were performing. The idea of beginning to set up, to co-create with many other individuals the 180-degree opposite direction, quote unquote, in case the original idea, failed, so to speak. So you were in this way willing to institute in this timeframe, this transformational, the idea of the type of network that would allow them, in your terminology, to have something to fall back on later. Yes, as you've told me, and as I felt, that I'm not quote-unquote a member of the Black League, I'm like a... Yes. Yes. Okay. And now you said there were three, and I had two other than worth mentioning. They're very brief. One was, a friend of mine for Christmas gave me... I call it a Christmas. pistol.

network that would allow them, in your terminology, to have something to fall back on later. Yes, as you've told me, and as I felt, that I'm not quote-unquote a member of the Black League, I'm like a... Yes. Yes. Okay. And now you said there were three, and I had two other than worth mentioning. They're very brief. One was, a friend of mine for Christmas gave me... I call it a Christmas. pistol. It's two quartz crystals and they're fused together in a way where you can hold it and it's just like a pistol, a laser gun. Nice. And I didn't bring it with me on the trip, but when I got to New York I had a dream that some being or beings were teaching me how to use it and that it was a tool for me. Nice. And the alarm went off and it jolted me so much I couldn't bring up that conscious... I couldn't bring the memory to my consciousness. You will? Will? Will you allow yourself a little more freedom in play? Time. Oh, okay. Thank you. The other dream, if this was in, I don't know. An entity appeared in the bedroom I was sleeping in New York. And it was a man with dark hair and mustache. He had three quartz crystal balls in his hands. They were small. He held them towards me and he said, Take these. If you learn to scry into them with patience, you will begin to have. vision and that was it. Very good. Very good. Yes. You have given yourself all that you need. And you have consciously brought forth contact. Maybe I'm really dim. You are becoming more so, yes, that is the eye. Yes. Forty-four pincity. I'm on the Johnny Carson. I'm not. Do I mean okay if I start scrolling? Or is it more enough? I don't know. I really am. I'm having... I'm creating... Stop up! I didn't even get the other part. Would you in this way proceed physically to walk before the channel's body? standing in front. Facing? Yeah, it's facing. ...touch the three fingers, with your own. With your imagination at this point, can you allow yourself the freedom to scry into those spheres? To know that you can't create for yourself if you wish? The eyes. of attracting yourself to physiological representations of those spheres, if you wish, you may have them physically. With you, you may find your own versions of those ideas, so that you may utilize them in that way. You may also simply keep them in your imagination if you wish in this way. All that you need to do is endeavor to perform the act that you perceived was being suggested to you in any way to perform whether you have the physical spheres with you or not, and you will allow yourself in relaxing into the idea of that type of meditation.

ideas, so that you may utilize them in that way. You may also simply keep them in your imagination if you wish in this way. All that you need to do is endeavor to perform the act that you perceived was being suggested to you in any way to perform whether you have the physical spheres with you or not, and you will allow yourself in relaxing into the idea of that type of meditation. type of meditation to be able to see through them as doorways and to contact in