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Conviction (Part 1 of 4)

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Part 1

I'll say I bid you greeting this night of your time as you create time to exist. I do not ask this night of your time how you all are, for I know exactly how you all are, perfect. Yes, in this way, as one of your own individuals in this way, last night of your time, has decided to create a new word to express the idea of what you are when you are, when you have the sense of your own vibrational resonance, it was termed in that session last night of your time to be bold flowing. In this way, therefore, I will bid you all happy bold flowing. Now, recognize that we had discussed the idea of the interactions that we'll be taking place from this time for it to be taking on the aspect and the coloration of activity. For in this way this is the idea you are called your April month the idea that shall be the fulcrum of all endeavors you shall choose to allow yourself to experience upon the face of your earth in this way. Whatever opportunities you are giving yourself now that you act upon will determine for you what reality you shall experience from this point forward upon the face of your earth. And in this way, therefore, as we will later on proceed with this interaction tonight of your time, we will begin not to tell you, but to suggest ideas that you may be willing to undertake, to endeavor, to allow each and every one of you the opportunity to feel that activity for yourselves and to take it upon yourselves the responsibility of creating the world you desire to live within in this way, not by forcing, but by simply doing by being who and what you are by being true to yourself, and acting upon it in that way. And in whatever way, shape and form your own imagination may alter the suggestion we will make, will be a perfect manifestation of your willingness to co-create those activities so that there may be, through the expression of each of you as an individual, the unification of your planet as you may so desire in that way. Are you all following along? Yes. In this way, recognize their follower that the entire higher idea will revolve around what we have discussed many times about what you call processes. Now, each and every process that you choose to create is valid. Very creative. Can be, as you say, very much fun. And in this way, we are not saying that you should try to eliminate any process you are creating. Also, however, at the same time, you may recognize simply that, that this is your opportunity to know that you know on some level that a process is not necessary when you have life itself to create all that you need.

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choose to create is valid. Very creative. Can be, as you say, very much fun. And in this way, we are not saying that you should try to eliminate any process you are creating. Also, however, at the same time, you may recognize simply that, that this is your opportunity to know that you know on some level that a process is not necessary when you have life itself to create all that you need. Life is the only process that you actually need, and you may create many processes within life, but living in and of itself will bring you all, will bring you all. all you chose to experience in this physiological life. You will, one at a time, meet every single circumstance, situation and relationship, and endeavor and experience you chose to experience in this life. You will not miss any of them. You will not pass any of them by. They will not pass you by. By definition, it is not possible. Recognize in this way they are following that the entire idea, hinges on your willingness to act as the idea you know yourself to be action, action, creating and attracting an opportunity, and then rather than sitting around going, well, is this the right way, well, is that the right way, well, I don't know, looks scary to me, looks like I could get blocked there, well I don't know. Spending, not only spending, but create creating the additional time that you feel your endeavors to be taking. You follow me. Only by analysis of the past you have chosen to be, do you create additional time that allows you to experience the idea of not being on the path you are on? In this way, as we have described, the idea of the idea of not being on the path you are on. The idea of what many of you have called blocks within you are not blocks. They are friendly road signs, pointing the way very cheerfully for you, letting you know that now is the time to turn left, to turn right, not to stand there and stubbornly beat yourself against the wall. Recognize that the wall is there for the purpose of letting you know that turning left and turning right at that moment is exactly the correct way to go straight ahead. Blocks are only the unexpected that is judged by you to be something that doesn't belong in your reality, and there is no such thing. You cannot be interrupted. Everything you experience is what you chose to experience. Once you allow yourself to act upon that knowledge, you will allow yourself to transparently see how everything you that occurs in your life is what you have chosen to experience. There will be no self-judgment. No need, oh poor, poor me. Here I am again. Which, by the way, never happens. There never is an again, never.

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is no such thing. You cannot be interrupted. Everything you experience is what you chose to experience. Once you allow yourself to act upon that knowledge, you will allow yourself to transparently see how everything you that occurs in your life is what you have chosen to experience. There will be no self-judgment. No need, oh poor, poor me. Here I am again. Which, by the way, never happens. There never is an again, never. It is always now, and it is always a new, eternal now moment. moment. Anything that seems to you to be a so-called repetition is never exactly the same. For this is always a new now. And in that sense you can realize that many times when you feel you are in repetition, it is only the judgment that you place upon the opportunity to view a certain idea from many different perspectives. It is not that you are repeating the same mistakes, is that you are now examining one idea from a different point of view. You follow me? Yes. It is only your judgment of that situation, of that examination that lets you feel, lets you think that you have not made any progress. You are always in the act of creation. You are an act of creation. Anything you create is not an objectified act. It is an action that you are. You are. the creation you are creating. Separation allows you to think you are an objective creator, even when you allow yourself to think you are the creator at all. There is no true, in that sense, objectivity. Everything you experience is a creation of your own subjective awareness and belief about what you think you should be experiencing and creating. Therefore, allow yourself within the opportunity to now know that you can become the acts. You can become the situations. You can become the relationships. You desire to experience upon your planet. You will know that in forming any situation, any relationship, you are the idea. It is you being reflected in a separate way, seemingly outside of yourself. You follow me. Shady! Pasha! Last night we were talking your channel and myself and a couple other people about some of the experiences that a lot of trans channels have had before they became trans channels, such as being struck by lightning or a severe blow on the head, something like that, and the way it restructured the brain. Guys. Yeah. you might have to say about that. Is that a very common thing as we've noticed a few people have had that? Upon your planet it is. Yes. Yeah. In this way, you will find, first of all, that individuals who have entered this life, as you call it, with the idea of allowing themselves to break through the preconceived notions and the structures that you choose to agree with up to a certain point in this physiological life.

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say about that. Is that a very common thing as we've noticed a few people have had that? Upon your planet it is. Yes. Yeah. In this way, you will find, first of all, that individuals who have entered this life, as you call it, with the idea of allowing themselves to break through the preconceived notions and the structures that you choose to agree with up to a certain point in this physiological life. Many times will know that they have chosen a way that abruptly allows them to remove themselves from the previously held belief system and enter a new one. And in this way, you will find that many times the idea of a sudden shock to the nervous system in that way will be one way that many of you have chosen to be something that will get you there very quickly, and because it comes as a surprise, you do not fear it. You follow me. In this way, it is a rewiring of the brain, of the idea of what you are in that way, though it may not immediately be apparent as to what the rewiring is headed for. But you will always find it. In this way, you will find there is, though we will not go into this in great detail at this time, a similar idea to the energy, the energy that is experienced and expressed in what was discussed the term of what you call an epileptic seizure. Right. What is an ephdoic, what is a seizure an epileptic? It is, in a sense, the willingness to allow for the rewis, to allow for the rewisone, the rewis, wiring of certain patterns, but in this way not the expression of them outwardly, but inwardly. It is channeling to the self. Experienced in a way that allows the individual to act as a sign, as a symbol, to other individuals for the idea of allowing them to share, not pity, but compassion and support. At the same time, it is simply a few. in this way to be a dis-ease. Now, individuals who are allowing themselves to be born into your physical life with the potential for what you call the idea of epilepsy, are simply allowing themselves to come in genetically wired in a certain fashion so that all the channeling energy will flow inward to the center of their being, and will allow them to accelerate at such a rate that you may find that many individuals, if they choose to reincarnate after that, will have remarkably free lives or not choose to reincarnate at all. They have expressed all of the potential of their own creativity inward, and if they choose another life physically, all of that potential will then flow in service outward at what you would call a high rate of acceleration in a very obvious fashion.

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accelerate at such a rate that you may find that many individuals, if they choose to reincarnate after that, will have remarkably free lives or not choose to reincarnate at all. They have expressed all of the potential of their own creativity inward, and if they choose another life physically, all of that potential will then flow in service outward at what you would call a high rate of acceleration in a very obvious fashion. You will find that many beings that you might recognize as masters, so to speak, upon your in a previous incarnation have been epileptic. You follow me. That is what we will be able to discuss at this time. There will be more at a later date. Sharon. You, then you. Yes. I have had some wonderful experiences lately with abundance. Yes. And I wanted to share some of those. Oh, right, by all means. I hardly know where to start, but where to start, but... How about what do you want? Good idea. Thank you. Giving and receiving. Nice. I was considering this idea recently, and I realized that what abundance is, is merely or simply, the basic cycle that is always... It is a flow, yes. It is nothing static. It is a flow. It is not a state... It is not the collection of things. It is the flow. It is a flow, and it's comprised of giving and receiving. Yes, and allowing others to give. Yes, which is receiving. Yes. Because there can be no true giving unless there's allowance to receive it as well. Yes! Yes! And so I began to see, in looking through my own life, how much giving and how much receiving I have been in I have been enjoying all my life. Guys. And I realize that abundance always is there and it's therefore all we really need to do is tuned to that and enjoy the flow of the giving and receiving. You read it's not simple! I'm afraid so. Afraid. Just to see you're speaking. Yes. Anyway, I wanted to thank you because because your ideas helped me to this realization. I will thank you for allowing yourself to create those ideas in your own reality, and thank you for allowing me to reflect what you already know. Good. Thank you. Yes. Sure, first kind of personal note, I would like some reflection on the idea of I find myself not acting in a number of areas. You find yourself? not acting? Yes, sir. Find yourself. Yep. I discover. I go, here I am not acting. Oh. I wish to be active and I run into this judgment. Is this the correct path? No such thing. Just like you were talking about. All right. But I've run into this for some time and I'm still, I will rekindle when you get these concepts. I rekindle them and I go forth for a while. May I remind you of something? Yes, please do it.

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discover. I go, here I am not acting. Oh. I wish to be active and I run into this judgment. Is this the correct path? No such thing. Just like you were talking about. All right. But I've run into this for some time and I'm still, I will rekindle when you get these concepts. I rekindle them and I go forth for a while. May I remind you of something? Yes, please do it. Anything that you find to be an influence from us while you are in this interaction with us is only your willingness to influence yourself. I understand. We are not doing anything. I agree. Therefore, in this way there is no need to accord to us the idea of having influenced you and that when you leave, so to speak, the influence fades. phase. You choose to stop influencing yourself. Good. That's what I would like to reflect. Why are you doing that? Yeah. Well. I don't know. It seems shitty as hell. Why? What is it teaching you? That it isn't a very pleasant way to live. All right. Is it equal, however, to any other way you could live? It has the same magnitude of intensity. Intensity. All right. Then why not simply choose the way you wish to live? I don't know. All right. At this point in time. That's what I'm trying to... How do you wish to live? Actively. Successfully. Doing what? Abundantly. Doing what? Sharing. Um... Affinity, love, humor, joy. All right. How can you do this? By creating an audience to share it with. with in some way or fashion. How about you, first of all? You are your first audience. How about sharing it with yourself? Good idea. Actually, I have found that when I have done that, then it naturally does. Yes. So keep doing it. Sure, so. Good. Okay, that's a good one. I shall work on that one. Work! Work! Work! Why? I should I shall work on that one. You are choosing to create the belief that you need to create a process to achieve something you already are. Remember that the idea of having the concept is the end of the process, not the beginning. Your imagination is as real as physical reality. As soon as you choose to believe that, you will know that as soon as you can conceive of the idea, you are the idea. You have but to therefore act like. act like that idea to have your physical reality reflect that to you. There is no need to assume that having the thought means you need to begin a process to achieve it. It is the end of the process. The moment you can even conceive of it, you are it. Act like it. And your reality will reflect it automatically. It has no choice. Good. Good. You! All right after that. I'm being bold. I'm being bold. All right.

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have your physical reality reflect that to you. There is no need to assume that having the thought means you need to begin a process to achieve it. It is the end of the process. The moment you can even conceive of it, you are it. Act like it. And your reality will reflect it automatically. It has no choice. Good. Good. You! All right after that. I'm being bold. I'm being bold. All right. Are you bold enough to know that if you have a question, you also have an answer? Yes. I am. I am. What is the question? The question is, what was the nature of the civilization that is now an asteroid felt in our system and what happened? Why did it explode? What occurred? They were a little bit, shall we say? Well, abrasive. Yeah, okay, I get the concept of abrasive. No, all right. Abraises to the point where they chose to pulverize their planet. They're still over to do it. In a sense, not quite what you would understand in that way, but similar. Okay. What's the difference? How would they pulverize your planet? You can, yourself, you know. With your own nuclear devices, you can do this. By setting out a chain reaction internally. All it takes in this way is several key positions upon the crystalline structure of your planet. To allow there to be an imbalance that will allow the planet to tear itself to pieces. You do not need to, I'll say, carry out the entire destruction with the devices. The planet will finish it for you. I understand. Thank you. What was this civilization like? Many of them are here now, you tell me. Similar to this one. Yes. Okay, good. Thank you. Yes. Yes, for sure. In the last couple of months, I have been really dedicating my energies to finishing a screenplay on Crystal Skull. Yes. Are you having good time? I am. Yes. I have therefore not been dedicating those energies that I would normally have been dedicating toward gainful employment. Why not? Because I wanted to put my energies to the screenplay. I thought... Alright. I was channeling a feeling that that was more important to me. Or at least that was the thing that I wanted to do. You can do more than one thing, you know? Yeah. No, all right. And I do so you know you made the choice to only do the one thing. Absolutely. Yes. Yes. I do more than one thing. Yes. I sleep. That's one thing that I do. Yes. But one of the things that I do is. Not to do. Not to do. It was to spend the time to make money. But it was a large chunk out of the day that I wanted to dedicate toward the screenplay. All right. So it was my choice, totally. Yes.

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only do the one thing. Absolutely. Yes. Yes. I do more than one thing. Yes. I sleep. That's one thing that I do. Yes. But one of the things that I do is. Not to do. Not to do. It was to spend the time to make money. But it was a large chunk out of the day that I wanted to dedicate toward the screenplay. All right. So it was my choice, totally. Yes. In that respect, I talked to a friend of mine who's also a channel, channels, who called himself he did. And when I told her that I had dedicated my time toward the screenplay, even though I hadn't been making an income for a couple of months, she said, And I said, I really felt right about it. She says, I've got a very strong confirmation on that. Nice. And I'm wondering, would you talk about the idea of conviction, I guess, in this regard, devoting one's time to something that one's really convicted about, even though it may not apparently serve the social, economic needs for a period of time? Are you, in your terms, expressing conviction? in the way that will allow this endeavor to manifest whatever it needs to show you, no matter what it is, whether it ties itself into what you call your expected social structure or not. Are you that convicted? I'm convicted to the point of that I'm doing what I want to do. Yes. Then there's no need for worry. The idea is that that if you are doing the idea totally, as you know you are, then if you need to do, if you need any other type of support to continue to do that idea, it will be there. Yes, well, I have been thinking that I've been actually going very much on faith in that regard. Continue. Yeah, okay. Understand. Faith knows no end. In your terms, you may say it is persistent, but that does not mean it needs patience. It simply knows that if this is what you are and what you wish to do, There is no question of whether or not you should stop so that the idea can keep going. In other words, should I stop and do this so I can support myself so I can continue to do that. If you are doing that, that will support you in any way, shape, or form. You need to be supported to do that if that is what you need to be doing. doing.

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wish to do, There is no question of whether or not you should stop so that the idea can keep going. In other words, should I stop and do this so I can support myself so I can continue to do that. If you are doing that, that will support you in any way, shape, or form. You need to be supported to do that if that is what you need to be doing. doing. If you find that by doing that, you allow yourself the opportunity to experience that that is not going to support you in that way, then trust, like we spoke about the idea of the wall and the block, that it is a road sign for you to know, in this way, that you can allow yourself to do anything else you wish in this way, and it may be an opportunity for you to explore something in another direction, so that later you will bring back to the original idea you started, something that it requires to be complete. Certainly. But that, if I'm operating on what I really want to do. In other words, allow your physical situation to be the barometer. If you are involved in a project and you find that as you are involved, you have chosen to create someone coming to you and saying, by the way, you need $500 by tomorrow, then that in and of itself is a sign to you, that if you are aware of any other opportunity that will allow you to raise that idea, do that, and let what you were doing sit for a moment. Because obviously, if you were not supposed to, in your terms, divert for a moment, you would not have created the attraction of someone coming to you and saying, by the way. you follow me Yes, I do. Now, you know, there's two ways of doing this. All right. How so? It's probably more than two. Maybe, maybe not. Yes, you can, you can have somebody come to you and say, I need to extract from you $500 for rent fee. Yes. You say, okay, well, I don't have it. Let me do something to get it. Or you can just say, well, I'm not going to get it, throw me out. Or else. you can find a way to not have to stop the activity that you're doing besides you mostly. Yes. To get to 500 some other way. Now, may I ask you a question? Can you therefore, within these, let us say two to three ways you have suggested, find any one way that has any more meaning than any other way? Meaning, more meaning only in the context of what excites me to do, what I feel most is doing. All right, very good. Then in this way you can. And know that if you have the ability to discern that your excitement points to a specific way, you can do that.

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these, let us say two to three ways you have suggested, find any one way that has any more meaning than any other way? Meaning, more meaning only in the context of what excites me to do, what I feel most is doing. All right, very good. Then in this way you can. And know that if you have the ability to discern that your excitement points to a specific way, you can do that. If you find that the idea allows you to sit there and say, well, any three, any one, any one of these three ways is equally probable, then know and trust that it doesn't matter which one you do. If you create for yourself a situation in which it is obvious that a decision cannot be made in that way, then it obviously doesn't matter which one you choose. Right, right. If you find that you do have a sense of excitement about one particular one, follow it. If they are all equal, it doesn't matter. Right. Well, I've been basically operating on what I really wanted to do. Yes. And it was more important... Than stay with the excitement. Yeah. Another question. Right. I'm going to read this because it's kind of lengthy. All right. We've discussed fact and consciousness into our mathematical. equations which represent our understanding of physical reality in order to build computers and spacecraft, etc., which operate on the principles yours do. In your perception, can we actually derive that understanding of physical reality by introducing factors representing consciousness into our calculational mathematics, or will we need to begin to perceive physical reality outside the context and concept of our mathematics to derive that understanding of physical reality? In your terms, it will be that first of all, you can recognize that anything you do experience in your physical reality, including the creation of a new set of scientific equations and modality, will always be the reflection of having looked at your reality differently first. Right. So I'm wondering, in our quest to factor consciousness into our equations, are we kind of putting the cart before the horse? In a sense, you can simply know that consciousness is a factor in your reality, and then by knowing that and acting as a person who knows that and living that way, you will be the type of person who will discover the equations that will include consciousness to reflect what you already know. Right, that's what I'm saying is that you don't really, we, by the time we get to the equations, we've already perceived how it does that. Yes. Yes. Although you make it usually unconscious so that you rely upon the equations to make it conscious for you. As we said in the same manner, that when you create a question, the question is your conscious way of recognizing that you have an answer that you refuse to allow yourself to recognize you have.

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don't really, we, by the time we get to the equations, we've already perceived how it does that. Yes. Yes. Although you make it usually unconscious so that you rely upon the equations to make it conscious for you. As we said in the same manner, that when you create a question, the question is your conscious way of recognizing that you have an answer that you refuse to allow yourself to recognize you have. So you create a question to let yourself know that such a concept exists within you. And you do it in a way that removes the responsibility from you having to have the answer. Thank you. Thank you. Bashar. I have a quest on an idea that I would like to explore with you. It has to do with last week. I spoke about my forehead swelling up and there was an entity which gave his name to me as Ventar. And I would like to know, I've been trying to understand what he was trying to understand what he was trying to to teach me and I would like to know what perceptions you have. No. Can you tell me why? No. Can you tell me? Are you sure? Would it help if you stood? Would it help if you stood up? Does that help? Does that help? Would it help if you turned around? Does that help? Would it help if you hummed your favorite note? All right? All right. Oh! No. Would it help is you sat down and relaxed? Now, the whole point is that are you willing, are you willing to relax into your own imagination? To determine what is relevant to you about the experiences you co-create? Yes. Yes. All right. Then, using your imagination, what can you tell me about the idea of the reason for creating that type of interaction? What has it served? How has it allowed you to feel and look at yourself? Well, the idea that I've been exploring is the understanding that polarities are equal. Yes. And I feel like the entity wants to express to me, to explore the dark side, to be able to vent negative polarities, to be able to see that they're equal to positive. All right, and you can, in your terms, vent them in a positive way, so that you are not in this way acting, let us say, without integrity. You follow me? Yes.

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been exploring is the understanding that polarities are equal. Yes. And I feel like the entity wants to express to me, to explore the dark side, to be able to vent negative polarities, to be able to see that they're equal to positive. All right, and you can, in your terms, vent them in a positive way, so that you are not in this way acting, let us say, without integrity. You follow me? Yes. In this way, recognize that many individuals, when they form certain connections, by being born in your civilization at this time, as you have done, will come upon that time where they explore this negative aspect of themselves and know that it must, in that sense, come through, but that it can come through under control within your self-empowerment and in a positive manifested way, so that it will be viewed as equal, and not overpowering to you, and allow you in your exploration pay attention, allow you in your exploration of the polarity that exists within you to not be so hard on yourself and lighten up and have a little fun or a lot of fun. It's not a test. And you do not have to view your exploration. of the idea of the polarity as a test. You are where you chose to be. You knew what you were doing when you chose to be here, and you still know what you are doing, though many times you may choose to not think so. Allow yourself to know that you are not going to have instructed for yourself to have an experience that would not in this way be able to be absorbed by you and add to the overall understanding of why you chose to be here. Therefore, as you explore this idea of the idea of the explore this idea of blending the polarities within you, trust that your imagination, specifically finely tuned to the being that you are, that it is, will always allow you to invent whatever methodology is perfect for you to go about exploring that blending. And you can trust that simply you can always feel free to exemplify the manifestation of that blending, and you do not need to exemplify it in a way that infringes upon anyone else in a non-integral manner. You follow me. Now, does that assist you at all? I think, yes. We realize that in this way, let us say, the reflection we are sharing with you is a bit nebulous. But from our perspective, you are being a little bit nebulous yourself, about the ideas that you truly can allow yourself to know are yours to express. You follow me? Yes, yes, yes. Go with the feeling. Okay. You feel like what? Spaghetti. All right. What does that mean to you? Um. Loosely connected? Intertwined. Yes. All right. Changing from one idea to another. Yes. Malleable. Allow yourself to use.

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you is a bit nebulous. But from our perspective, you are being a little bit nebulous yourself, about the ideas that you truly can allow yourself to know are yours to express. You follow me? Yes, yes, yes. Go with the feeling. Okay. You feel like what? Spaghetti. All right. What does that mean to you? Um. Loosely connected? Intertwined. Yes. All right. Changing from one idea to another. Yes. Malleable. Allow yourself to use. Allow yourself to know that many individuals in the transformational time will begin to create a sense of the transformational mechanism itself. Something that your civilization for many hundreds of thousands of years has not all permitted itself to feel. So it may seem disorienting, it may seem confusing in that way. But that is all right. That is the definition of the process. Disorientation and cofusion. All right. Relax. Relax and enjoy. Now, you can also add this to the idea, if you wish. If you are willing in this way to love living, then you will allow yourself to live the idea of loving. You follow me. I am doing this. Thank you. Then continue to enjoy. Yes, sir. Yes, sir. You. Then you. Then you. Me. All right. I would share with you. An experience I had. An experience I had. After I had attended Steve seminar and had found so much help help from this seminar in getting rid of the negative eagles or knowing where all this negativity comes from. Comes from. Well, yes. From the way that I handled it from not putting a judgment on it now. What the judgment is. And so I'm back to Denver to be with my sister-in-law who is very ill with cancer. She was getting a patient and paralyzed. All right. And I dreaded doing it. I didn't particularly want to do it, but it was a beautiful experience. Oh, very good. And I had to lift her a lot and hold her. Nice. And it was like my heart chakra had opened up. I felt the deep, deep, deep love. Oh, very good. Going through her and into her and back to me again. And it was a very beautiful experience where I had dreaded it. I found that any time I looked at anything, like I put a gentleman on, and I knew what was coming from. Yes! And immediately, you and of course, it would no longer be there. Thank you for living through your fear instead of attempting to avoid it. Yes, and it was a beautiful experience all the way. Thank you very much. And I want to thank you for all the sharing you've done with it. You are very welcome. Yes. Would you discuss addictive personalities as an overeating and alcoholism? In this way, you may find that the end of alcoholism. In this way, you may find that the...

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Thank you for living through your fear instead of attempting to avoid it. Yes, and it was a beautiful experience all the way. Thank you very much. And I want to thank you for all the sharing you've done with it. You are very welcome. Yes. Would you discuss addictive personalities as an overeating and alcoholism? In this way, you may find that the end of alcoholism. In this way, you may find that the... idea of addiction is the lack of willingness to take responsibility for what you are creating in your life and the willingness to put that responsibility on the tools that surround you. You follow me? It is an exemplification of what you call victimhood. The illusion and the game of victimhood. Is that enough? What else do you wish to explode? The creation, as we have just said, of an addictive personality is created in the moment someone is more willing to place the responsibility outside themselves than within. The second they take back the responsibility into themselves, they are no longer an addictive personality. Thank you. Does that assist you? Yes. Thank you so much. Okay. I have a couple of questions. One concerning my health. I had a hernia operations six years ago, and I've had intermittent pain since. All right. And another is just today I had a checkup, and my doctor told me there was something going on with my heart and one at EKG. Palipations? Yes, so I wonder what it is. All right. Allow what you call ITEG to be undertaken, but in this way, do not fear. do not fear. You will find that you are not alone at this time. The transformation that is taking place upon your world causes massive fluctuations within the electromagnetic field of your planet, and these are most sensitively perceived in your heart chakra and in what you call your sinus area. And in this way you will find that many individuals when you perceive the increase in activity in electromagnetic fluctuation expressed in what you turn to be also earthquake and volcanic activity will be very sensitive in the heart area and experience high degree of palpitational. high degree of palpitations and some degree of pain, or in the sinus area, which is filled with what you call magnetite and very sensitive to electromagnetic frequencies. You follow me. Understand that, let us say, from our point of view, it is a higher degree of probability, like many other individuals who have also expressed this to us at this time, that when they have their tests run by your medical personnel, they will simply say, well, I don't know what's wrong. Go home, relax. Take a vacation. vacation. Are you doing anything that you should stop doing? Stop doing it. You follow me. Therefore, first and foremost, relax.

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say, from our point of view, it is a higher degree of probability, like many other individuals who have also expressed this to us at this time, that when they have their tests run by your medical personnel, they will simply say, well, I don't know what's wrong. Go home, relax. Take a vacation. vacation. Are you doing anything that you should stop doing? Stop doing it. You follow me. Therefore, first and foremost, relax. Into the understanding that you, like many others in your civilization, are only becoming sensitive, increasingly aware of your sensitivity to your connection to the planet upon which you live. And the changes it is also going through as a reflection of the changes you are going through are going through as a mass consciousness. All pain in that way is simply the product of still making a comparison between the you you think you are now and the you think you are becoming. Allow yourself to exist in the now moment without making a comparison between a past and a future, and all friction that is caused by bringing those two unlike vibrations together in the same space will cease. When you allow yourself to think of yourself as being less and becoming more, that you are a slower vibrational now you, and you will become a more advanced, higher vibrational, better you, you are creating there to be a separation within yourself in the present of two dichotomies, to seemingly opposing polarity viewpoints of yourself. Because you are creating there to be a slower vibrational you and a higher vibrational you in that way, You are allowing yourself to bring these two frequencies together, and when you force them together, the difference in the rate of frequency causes friction. The friction exemplifies itself in physiological form as pain, fever, dis-ease. When you allow yourself to know that exactly where you are in the moment is exactly where you need to be and live in the moment and do not say, I will become this better thing, I am focusing on the future to become something I am not now, which is a horrible, nasty thing that I am now, then you will be existing in the moment, both frequencies will be equalized, and you will no longer be creating the friction that translates into your body as pain, dis-ease, and fever. You follow me. Yes. Well, I do on one level, but another level, I wonder about the, like you said, about the medical treatment. What about it? Kearney operations. Okay. Understand if you are. let us say, involved within a certain belief system that you require that treatment to allow you to cure yourself, which is all you are doing. Since manipulation of matter is only an illusion, you are agreeing to be fixed, you are agreeing to be manipulated, to have your material form shifted. That is an agreement. Without that agreement, it cannot be done.

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medical treatment. What about it? Kearney operations. Okay. Understand if you are. let us say, involved within a certain belief system that you require that treatment to allow you to cure yourself, which is all you are doing. Since manipulation of matter is only an illusion, you are agreeing to be fixed, you are agreeing to be manipulated, to have your material form shifted. That is an agreement. Without that agreement, it cannot be done. Therefore, you are simply expressing to yourself that you obviously have a belief system that says, the way I need to heal myself is to have someone else do this for me, to reflect my own ability to heal myself in that way. Now you are changing the idea of who and what you are. So you are finding that that may no longer be necessary. You follow me. Thank you. My other question involved, just over seven years ago, I had a contact with a... alien. And in what manner? I was a physical contact. I passed someone who was stuck in a car and offered my help, which was refused, but I offered it several times, and then got involved in a process of trying to start a car that wouldn't start and then pushing and becoming increasingly scared at the start. time and then he told me that he was from beyond this galaxy and that my help was recognized with a gift, the help I had given him. And I wonder about the gift. What happened was, I just think, I said I was glad to be a service and left, but then when I thought about the opportunity I missed to ask him where he was from, what he was doing here, what was going. on. You might turn around and you disappear. I mean, Disappear. I don't know. The idea is the willingness to allow yourself to allow yourself to know that you are functioning on more than one level simultaneously, most of all. The idea, so to speak, in the fundamental sense of the gift, is that you are an unlimited being. You follow me? Just as you perceive the projection of that consciousness to be unlimited, you follow me. Recognize that when you have co-created an agreement to be of assistance in that way, that is the gift. The gift being given to you is the gift of allowing you to give. You follow me. Exercising that gift of being of service always will always create for you automatic support from the entirety of creation. Continue to exercise the gift of giving in that way.

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of that consciousness to be unlimited, you follow me. Recognize that when you have co-created an agreement to be of assistance in that way, that is the gift. The gift being given to you is the gift of allowing you to give. You follow me. Exercising that gift of being of service always will always create for you automatic support from the entirety of creation. Continue to exercise the gift of giving in that way. And no, beyond the shadow of a doubt, because you have created such a strong symbol to represent it by, that as long as you are willing to be of service in that way, to give of your own gifts of your own being, own being, you will automatically be supported by the rest of all that is in your ability to give the gift of yourself. You follow me? No. Continue to do so. And you will always lead yourself to more and more interactions with whomever you have made agreements to interact with. All right. Are you waiting for something? To begin giving? No. No. Giving in certain ways, I guess. You guess? Well, I am giving all the time. I mean, maybe not as much as I could. Not as much as you could. There is no need in the way of the idea of giving to feel that you have to deplete yourself. How are you giving? How am I giving? How are you giving? By expressing... No, very good. Good. My creativity. Very good. And my love. Yes. Yes. Sharing. Sharing, sharing, sharing, sharing. And being completely the person you chose to be. The person you chose to be. Not feeling incomplete. You do not have to push yourself so hard to the point where you find you are rupturing you. are rupturing yourself. Wow. Do you follow me? Never. Allow yourself to also understand the idea of piercing a veil between two dimensions, which is what happened in your interaction and your encounter. There is a positive and a negative reflection of the symbology of your operation. You follow me? sleep on it.