You Are Spirit (Part 1 of 4)

All right, I'll stay. How are you all? This evening of your time is you create time. To exist. Allow us to begin this interaction at the evening of time with a few more ideas of sharing of the individual paths that you have chosen to be in this physiological life this time around. In this way, recognize once again that even though you are, as you understand it, a reincarnational being, the you that you are right now is the only time you will ever be this you, this is the only one life you as you are now have to live. Therefore, in the idea that we have been sharing with you for quite some time of your time, about the willingness, the conviction and the expression of the unique individual that you have created yourself to be, the unique facet that you are of the multi-dimensional crystal of the infinite creation, more and more and more that you are willing to express what you know to be true for you, then more and more and more do you make as an individual, yes, as an individual, a difference in the entire structure of the society in which you exist. For you will find that you are connected to everything and any change you make within yourself affords an opportunity for the entire community, the entire civilization, if you wish to call it that, in which you exist, to be able to then draw upon the change you have made if they prefer within the reality, the unique reality that they are themselves to share that reality with you, then by you creating your unique version of what you know to be true for you, do you give them the opportunity to see in you? Yet one more way that there may be of expressing themselves and living the lives they have chosen to live. Thus you add to the overall ability of the society you are in to have that many more options of choice, that many more recognitions of expansiveness. Recognize, as we have said, in this way, there is no one way to do anything. If there is only one way, there would only be one person. Look around you. Each and every single one of you is one of the ways that the infinite creation has of manifesting itself. What you, quote unquote, quote unquote brought with you, what you feel to be that within you, that moves you in life, is your very simple and clear recognition of the path that is correct for you. Your excitement, that which we have spoken up with you many times, what you call excitement, your knowingness, that which you know to be true for you, or that in life which excites you, which moves you, that is your cognition of the path you chose to be. That's what excitement is for.

within you, that moves you in life, is your very simple and clear recognition of the path that is correct for you. Your excitement, that which we have spoken up with you many times, what you call excitement, your knowingness, that which you know to be true for you, or that in life which excites you, which moves you, that is your cognition of the path you chose to be. That's what excitement is for. It is there to let you know that if you simply follow the idea that excites you, you will be congruent, if you will, synchronistically harmonious, if you will, with the original idea that you chose to express yourself as in this physiological life. That is why you can follow that excitement and recognize that your life can proceed to unfold without effort, without strife, without struggle. We do not mean you will remove the idea of discovery. You will not remove the idea of growth. You will not remove the idea of challenge, if you will, but you will alleviate the ideas of struggling, of suffering, of striving, of pain. You do not need those. Those are tools that have served you well in the past. But you are now a new you. This is the transformational age upon your world. when you are beginning to recognize that there are many more levels of consciousness to be in communication with than you previously conceived of as a society. And that cognition alone in and of itself means that therefore you can now transform your life, your individual life, and therefore the opportunity of all the lives upon your planet, you can transform them in ways that are indicative of your new awareness. For if you are aware that there are many levels, of consciousness, many different beings within creation, then you are aware that everything can function as a whole, can function as a unit, everything can be shared. Individual consciousnesses and whole groups of consciousness can be of service to other groups, be of service to individuals. All can be explored together within ecstasy, within love, within light, within life. In this way, therefore, draw upon your certain that there are scapes, if you will, landscapes, spirit scapes, consciousness, scapes of existence, with which you are intimately intermingled, intimately melded, and intimately blended, and with that assurance within yourself, allow yourself to expand in the representational way that is correct for you into the understanding that you are, spirit. The idea of the so-called spiritual paths that many of you have been seeking, as you say, upon your planet, is the simple cognition that you are spirit. Everything you do, in a sense, therefore, is spiritual. The idea is now for you to decide whether you wish to exemplify and reflect and express yourself in a positive or a negative spirituality. But the idea is that now you can know you are spirit. You are one with all the different levels.

that many of you have been seeking, as you say, upon your planet, is the simple cognition that you are spirit. Everything you do, in a sense, therefore, is spiritual. The idea is now for you to decide whether you wish to exemplify and reflect and express yourself in a positive or a negative spirituality. But the idea is that now you can know you are spirit. You are one with all the different levels. You have conceived the idea that there are, in fact, levels out of the one homogenousness of the infinite creation. It is your doing, it is your own illusion, if you will. Not that that invalidates it, for it has served you. Like anything has served you. It has brought you to where you are now. Now, therefore do not deny and do not invalidate that of your past. Incorporate it, knowing it has brought you to where you are, treat it and think of it as a stepping stone. Love it for the experience that it brought you so that you could be understanding what you are understanding now, and then by loving all of those ideas that in their own timing may have seemed to be so painful, so negative, by loving them now, you. will then create the type of past, for you do create your past from your present, not the other way around. You will then create the type of effect coming from your past that will support you in the present, will allow you to create whatever type of new present you desire once again without struggle, without strife, but only within joy of expression, within ecstasy in that way. Are you all following along? Now, last week of your time, we discussed the idea of your sensitivity to electromagnetic shifts upon your planet, some of which may or may not be expressed as you call it seismically. This evening of your time, after what you call your break time, we will engage, if you will, if you are willing, with you in what you may call a visualization, a man. meditation to allow you to begin to function each and every one of you and collectively function as a valve, so to speak, through which the electromagnetic field of your world can be channeled, and any energy that you perceive might have the potential of manifesting in your world in a negative way can then be re-channeled through you and manifested in a positive way upon your world. For now you are recognizing that because you innately deserve happiness, You do not have to shake yourselves up or go through trials by fire in order to believe that you deserve happiness.

electromagnetic field of your world can be channeled, and any energy that you perceive might have the potential of manifesting in your world in a negative way can then be re-channeled through you and manifested in a positive way upon your world. For now you are recognizing that because you innately deserve happiness, You do not have to shake yourselves up or go through trials by fire in order to believe that you deserve happiness. And so if you are willing to take those steps and take them now, you can then release much of that energy that may be pent up in that way, expressing itself or potentially expressing itself in negative way, catastrophic ways, and transform that energy into another type of energy and energy that can support and sustain and enliven and enrich the entire society in which you live. Use it creatively. You all follow me. In this way, therefore, the idea is that all we are sharing with you and all that any consciousness is sharing with you at this time is that you do have the power to create your lives as you desire them to be. The idea is to simply wake up and start dreaming and live and live. those dreams. Live those desires with knowledge, with intention, with integrity, with knowingness, with faith and with trust, and unconditional love. Sharing. You. Thank you. I've been having horrendous, I've been having horrendous headaches. Yes, you are not alone. There are many individuals in your society at this time that are expressing that particular idea. We were speaking to one of them just last night of your time. Okay. For how long? This has been going on that I've been aware of for several years. Okay. How long? How long has it been going on? Yes. Several years. Can you remember the counting? When I first noticed it was back in 1980, three or four. And it was right at the time at the time. At the time that a friend of mine, her husband died. And I started noticing right after that, every time I'd have a headache, and then days to several weeks, something disastrous on the planet would happen. All right. And it was very painful. Nice. Again, this is some of the idea we have just spoken of. The increased sensitivity to the shiftings in the electromagnetic field upon your planet. The electromagnetic field is what mentality or mind is created from. Any shiftings, any major shifts that take place within any mass mentality in catastrophic ways will now begin to be felt by various individuals that are becoming sensitive to those ideas. The two prominent ways that you will find that most individuals upon your planet will interpret this energy is through the heart or through the sinus temple area. You are simply sensitive to it in the upper end. area. Your sinuses contain a high degree of magnetite.

major shifts that take place within any mass mentality in catastrophic ways will now begin to be felt by various individuals that are becoming sensitive to those ideas. The two prominent ways that you will find that most individuals upon your planet will interpret this energy is through the heart or through the sinus temple area. You are simply sensitive to it in the upper end. area. Your sinuses contain a high degree of magnetite. And in this way, it is very sensitive to any electromagnetic shift taking place upon your planet. Now, the idea is that it does not have to continue in a painful way, but the pain may simply be coming from the fact that you are still harboring old ways of doing things, and now that you have actually expanded your sensitivity in a new way and are allowing more awareness of more energy to pass through you, you are allowing more energy to attempt to pass through you that is still constricted by the old beliefs. Thus, you are attempting to force a great amount of energy through a very small channel. And that is painful. The idea is to open up, relax in love, light, and trust, and faith, and may I ask you a very standard question at this point. Okay. Are you doing in life what excites you the most? Sometimes. Sometimes. All right. May I ask you another question? question. Okay. What is that thing that excites you the most? I think the thing that excites me the most is becoming more and more aware and more and more able and capable and things for what they are. All right. Now, you can understand that you are receiving, nothing is being forced upon you, but you are receiving guidance from the individual that you mentioned to some degree. The idea is that you made an agreement to receive guidance at the appropriate timing, but the belief systems that you bought into within this physiological reality are still making it such that the agreement you are fulfilling now to receive more energy is going through you in a constrictive way. All you need to do is begin to open up in your meditation, open up in the realization that you are having communication with other levels of consciousness, and begin to interact in earnest in that way and to express yourself in earnest in that way by letting that energy flow through you rather than holding onto it because you don't know what to do with it.

is going through you in a constrictive way. All you need to do is begin to open up in your meditation, open up in the realization that you are having communication with other levels of consciousness, and begin to interact in earnest in that way and to express yourself in earnest in that way by letting that energy flow through you rather than holding onto it because you don't know what to do with it. Most of this is taking place in what you would call your sub or unconscious framework, but nonetheless, this does not mean it cannot become conscious, if you are but willing to have the trust, the level of faith necessary, beyond the shadow of a doubt, to do in life what it is that excites you the most and to express yourself in life, regardless of how you may think people will judge what you are doing. As long as you are functioning within your integrity and you know you are not expressing yourself at the cost of intentionally another individual or. a group it does not matter what other individuals think of what you are doing if you are expressing your integrity then what is true for you is true for you is true for you you follow me now in what ways have you perhaps perhaps perhaps imagined that you can give voice that you can vent that you can channel that you can express yourself in creative ways that perhaps you have been reluctant to do I don't know, other than the fact that I feel that I can help and be creative in many different ways. I know that I'm receiving all sorts of awareness and different levels that physically I cannot express, but that I know I have been in cannery for some time. As a matter of fact, all of this physiological life, I don't know an answer to your question at this point. All right. When I asked you if you were doing in life what excited you the most and you said sometimes, What are you doing when you are not doing? What excites you the most? I think that no one likes to do. There are no such things. Basically emotional things. Basically emotional things, such as probably anger and grief and all of that. All right now. Anger in and of itself does not have to be a negative expression. Anger is only alignment. If you take it any farther than that, then it becomes what you usually refer to as the negative anger, the rage, the frustration, the guilt, the hate. But the idea of anger in its natural state is not a negative idea. Anger in its natural state is simply alignment. You see a situation, you interact with the situation, you align relative to that situation that you see, you align with what you know to be true for you regarding that situation. You see your relative point of view.

refer to as the negative anger, the rage, the frustration, the guilt, the hate. But the idea of anger in its natural state is not a negative idea. Anger in its natural state is simply alignment. You see a situation, you interact with the situation, you align relative to that situation that you see, you align with what you know to be true for you regarding that situation. You see your relative point of view. The idea of anger being an unpleasant experience comes when you then invalidate something in the situation. You follow me. If you accept that you always encounter in life situations that are there to reflect to you different portions of yourself that you can then integrate so you can be a more expanded being and then be of service in the situation, you will not judge it, you will not invalidate it. It will not cause frustration. It will not cause rage. It will not cause no. negative anger. Anger may still bring with it that adrenaline rush that comes with alignment with self-cognition, but it does not have to last any longer than approximately 15 of your seconds, and that's it. If it lasts any longer, you are invalidating something. You follow me. Grief in this way is generally, once again, simply a habitual ritual of supposition that things can be taken from you, that you are separated from something at any given time, which you never can be. No matter in what way things may transform, no matter what appearances may seem to be, you are always, always, always, always in some way, shape, or form in connection to something that you have been in connection with at one point in your life. Once a relationship is formed, it goes on forever. Now the differences that occur in that relationship to how it is defined can change radically. But the relationship still exists. and on some level you are still in communication with anyone, anything, any place, any idea, any situation you have formed a relationship with. So grief is only the supposition that you can lose something. And many times the paradox is, is that the grief itself is the only thing that keeps you from recognizing you are still in touch. You follow me? Oh, laughter. I have lost of that. All right. Do you have it when you have the pain in your head? No. Why not? I didn't think it was something to laugh at. It hurt too much. All right. But we are not saying to laugh at it in an invalidating way. The idea is to, first of all, recognize that it is the product of your belief systems, and it is still something that represents a change going on, a transformation going on within you that can be looked at in a beneficial way. You are growing. You will acclimate to the idea, and it will not have to be painful for very long.

we are not saying to laugh at it in an invalidating way. The idea is to, first of all, recognize that it is the product of your belief systems, and it is still something that represents a change going on, a transformation going on within you that can be looked at in a beneficial way. You are growing. You will acclimate to the idea, and it will not have to be painful for very long. But the idea is that if you know it is that if you know it is. is there for a positive reason, then why not accept it with joy? And again, the paradox may be that as soon as you do accept it with joy, your joy and your laughter may completely and utterly erase the sensation of pain. The idea is that to invalidate yourself is what continues the pain. Oh, no, I have pain. I'm doing something wrong. What am I not doing right? Oh, no, oh no. I am incapable. I am powerless. Oh, no. I'm not in control. Oh, no, oh no, oh no. All of these ideas are the continuing. of the separation of a portion of yourself from the rest of all that you are, and therefore you actually create an inability for the totality of yourself to support and send nourishment to that particular portion of yourself, and it is that cutting off through invalidation that creates pain. All pain, physical pain, mental pain, spiritual pain, emotional pain, all pain is the result of the separation of a portion of yourself from the rest of the all that you are that can nurture and support that portion as well. It is simply old remnant habits of the way your society thinks of itself, always judging itself, always getting, as you say, down upon itself for any particular experience, always assuming, and here's the big one, always assuming that experiences that at one time, perhaps in your terms were negative, have to always be so every time they seem to reappearned. It is only that assumption that continues to reinforce the reappearance of those situations in what you would call a negative way. When you say, I have chronic pain, well, listen to what you are saying, regardless of what the experience has been, well, you say, well, I say chronic, because I have had it chronically in the past. All right, we understand that idea. But every moment is a new moment. You are always a new you. And the present is not a result of the past, no matter how much that illusion holds strong for you in the physical reality. Linear time is an illusion. Every moment is the present moment, and it is its own unique now moment. And any definition you give to any present now moment becomes utterly what that moment is, regardless of what your life used to be. You follow me.

are always a new you. And the present is not a result of the past, no matter how much that illusion holds strong for you in the physical reality. Linear time is an illusion. Every moment is the present moment, and it is its own unique now moment. And any definition you give to any present now moment becomes utterly what that moment is, regardless of what your life used to be. You follow me. Yes, I've been getting that clearly from you for quite some time. All right. Now, now. The idea is to recognize in your relaxed state also this can be of some assistance and this can be for any one of you that wishes too part take of this idea at any time. You are an electromagnetic being as a physical being. The headache is the product of the idea of tensions within the electromagnetic field within your brain in that sense. The idea therefore is to simply recognize yourself as an homogeneous electromagnetic field. Envision yourself, if you will, as a sphere. of blue energy, transparent blue energy. Imagine your body to be a part of that idea, not separate from it, but merged, melded, immersed, and blended. Simply allow yourself to balance out that energy and allow it to diffuse outward to a comfortable distance so it will be more expanded and see within that homogenous sphere of blue electromagnetic energy, no one portion standing out from any other portion in color or shape or any other way. Allow yourself to very gently allow the whole field to be a homogenously blended, transparent, crystalline blue energy field. Let all the ideas that represent pain, the concentrated knots of focus, diffuse into that field. That's one way. Another way can be, all right, you have the pain. Imagine that field again. Imagine the pain. Go into your meditative state. Let yourself relax as best you can. And allow yourself not in concentration, but in relaxation, to focus upon the area of pain. Encapsulate the area of pain in a small blue energy bubble. Focus on it. You are not isolating it. You are simply holding it. You are cupping it. You are caressing it. But you have focused on it and you know where it is. You have located it. You have defined its space-time coordinates within you. Then gently. Gently, gently, gently, a bit at a time, at whatever rate you are comfortable, move the bubble that contains the pain outside of your body into your electromagnetic oric field. Let the sensation be one that simply becomes a type of vibration rather than the sensation you would normally attribute to the idea you call pain. Let it diffuse. Let it go through the membrane of your body.

its space-time coordinates within you. Then gently. Gently, gently, gently, a bit at a time, at whatever rate you are comfortable, move the bubble that contains the pain outside of your body into your electromagnetic oric field. Let the sensation be one that simply becomes a type of vibration rather than the sensation you would normally attribute to the idea you call pain. Let it diffuse. Let it go through the membrane of your body. oric field and pop on the outside let the pain that was inside the bubble sprinkle back on the surface of the oric field in a diffused way so that it is everywhere spread out evenly then let yourself reabsorb it in a diffused manner now that it is not focused on any one particular pinpoint area you have the ability and the power and the strength to handle the idea because it is now so spread out so diffused then you will reabsor it at whatever rate you are comfortable in reabsorbing it and that means you deal with it at a rate that you are comfortable in dealing with it. You follow me. I got it. This is two ideas. Your imagination can provide you with many more. We thank you for your sharing. Oh, thank you. Very much. Sharing! You! Um, I've got something to share. All right. And I'm so excited about it. I'm a little bit afraid I'm just going to go blu-l-l-l-l-l-l-blu-blu-blu-blu. That is all right. Okay. Last week I shared an experience that I had. an experience that I had with the idea of polarities and exploring that and having some tremendous areas of turbulence just straightened out completely. Well, I continued exploring that this week and decided that one area I would like to explore polarities in was the area of relationships that I've had in the past that have hung up a bit. If you say so. Okay. Yes, I do. And in my universe, hung up for one reason or another, either because there were, from my opinion, negative aspects to them, or something that I didn't understand about them, or something that I was judging myself on, or something I was judging others on. Okay. Same thing. Yeah. Right. Right. So anyway, I went back over several relationships and just centered myself on them and allowed myself to experience the positive emotions positive emotions and the negative emotions that came to you with no, no significance, all right. Attached. No judgments. All right. Either self-judgments or judgments on the person or on the situation. We perceive. Right. And I just allowed that to integrate. And I started just popping off relationships one after the other. And my self began to expand expand and expand and I felt so full of the love of the experience that I had had, both positive and negative, that I was just going crazy with the exuberance of it. Oh, very good, exciting. Very.

self-judgments or judgments on the person or on the situation. We perceive. Right. And I just allowed that to integrate. And I started just popping off relationships one after the other. And my self began to expand expand and expand and I felt so full of the love of the experience that I had had, both positive and negative, that I was just going crazy with the exuberance of it. Oh, very good, exciting. Very. And plus, there were things that were being shown to me about myself, like one thing in particular that loomed up as a... Oh, loomed. Loom. Loom. and showed up as this huge thing that I have been judging myself with for eons, and it just went, ring your chimes. You know, here it is, and big, bold red letters, and here it is you can deal with it. That was absolutely wonderful and blew me out of my skull. Thank you. And I will mention that your synchronicity is most timely, of course, by definition. You will find that some of the ideas we will be discussing after your break will involve the idea, quote-unquote, as you say, colloquially, of ringing your chimes. I've got one more. One relationship that I explored in that fashion was, and I think this might help some people that may have been in similar situations. Maybe. There was one relationship that I had that was a romantic type relationship that went on for quite some time and was extremely high and low. High and low. Yeah. Turbulent and exciting. and messy and crazy and just all this stuff. All right. Very exciting. Yeah. And after it was over, my decision on that relationship was to file it away in the section where it has no value and in the section where we know that that was a rotten experience and you don't have to look at it anymore. All right. Interesting section. Yes. And the person that was filed away in that section was really a turkey. I just... Turkey, do you understand turkey? Nice. El-G. And not to be communicated with ever, ever again, and hopefully not even ever thought of again. Well, that is not possible. Right. Well, I thought I could see. But it was held out, it was held into that position, that filing cabinet. And any time I looked at it, I went, I don't like that, right? That is still communication and thought. and thought. And of course you are communicating with all individuals on many different levels more than you think. Right. But go on, we know what you mean. Right. Okay. So anyway, I took a look at this experience. Yes. Yes. And I started to re-experience visually and with perceptions. Nice. Little vignettes of the interaction. Nice. First starting with some positive ones that I totally forgot and were there.

is still communication and thought. and thought. And of course you are communicating with all individuals on many different levels more than you think. Right. But go on, we know what you mean. Right. Okay. So anyway, I took a look at this experience. Yes. Yes. And I started to re-experience visually and with perceptions. Nice. Little vignettes of the interaction. Nice. First starting with some positive ones that I totally forgot and were there. And then going into some negative ones that were just, from my viewpoints, some hair-raising negative ones, for my experience, right? Okay. Well, I don't have any hair to raise, so go ahead. If you did, you know what I mean. Okay. So anyway, it took about 45 minutes of reviewing and viewing this relationship and just centering myself with it and knocking off any judgments that came up, and knocking off any judgments of myself that came up, and myself that came up in relation to it, and just letting it permeate me. Nice. And when it was over, the most incredible, the most credible, thank you. Love, consuming love for this being just came flooding into my space. My, my. This is that amazing. What a surprise. Yes. And it was just like, I couldn't contain myself. I felt like I was splitting at the seam. at the scene. Yes, you were. And because that was the real and true emotion for that being that was always there, and it was channeled and changed, not channel, changed, with the polarities of the relationship that we mocked up to show us certain things. And those significances that I put in there that held the thing down into the file encampment that said bad, right? Yes. Evil, wicked, nasty. Right? All those significances meant like nothing but a piece of liver. I mean, it was nothing. Absolutely. I didn't understand that totally myself. It means that it meant nothing, right? The significances were nothing. The polarities were nothing. The negatives and the positives were nothing. The experience of life that we experienced together was fantastic. The highs, the lows, the lows, the... going nuts so. You see, now you are in synchronous harmony with what may be termed the higher self or the over-soul, which sees all experience as pertaining to its growth. Right. And that is the viewpoint that comes out of it, and it's just like... You also, therefore, recognize from the same viewpoint that there is only one emotion. Love. Right. And everything is that. Everything is a variation of that idea. Right. and the things that we had done with it in order to experience it and experience different things with it. It was obvious to me when that emotion of yuck, this being as yucko, turned into fantastic love. Right. They were the exact same thing. They never changed. Nothing changed. Except the lack of invalidation. Right. Exactly.

is only one emotion. Love. Right. And everything is that. Everything is a variation of that idea. Right. and the things that we had done with it in order to experience it and experience different things with it. It was obvious to me when that emotion of yuck, this being as yucko, turned into fantastic love. Right. They were the exact same thing. They never changed. Nothing changed. Except the lack of invalidation. Right. Exactly. And the lack of pushing out that stuff that I considered negative and not letting it be a part of me and let it become the holes that it became. that it became. Thank you. Very much. Yeah. Thank you. Yeah. Thank you. Bichard. You. Thank you. Thank you. Bichard. You. Last week you had shared about about... Speak up! Last week you had shared a little bit about how we create, for growth reasons, certain experiences that that liven things up, that growth occurs, I'm getting it confused, that growth occurs sometimes through it, like not being so dull and mediocre. Nice. Okay. So this week I had the experience of, I'm feeling a little spacey today. Oh, nothing to excuse. Okay. It's a very natural way to feel. It is for me anyway. Anyway, I am always spacey, as you say. I'm feeling real detached from everything. That is now typical symptom of fourth density transformation. You are unlocking from your previous preconceived universe and you are expanding into infinite probable universes. You are having infinite choices. So you feel disoriented, detached, floating around, not anchor to any one particular structure. This is typical. This is typical. is the first step in the recognition of your ability to choose what you prefer to choose in your life. Okay. This is a joyous event. Yes, and what I'm experiencing right now, I'd like to be able to... Well, I prefer a different reality than what I'm experiencing, and yet I understand that what I'm experiencing I need to my growth. So I'm having... You are going to cease invalidating what you are experiencing. You are experiencing. to be able to enjoy it. Okay, well, my car is blown into transmission. Okay. And I... Many of you may create that type of a reflection in your life as you shift your own gears. Okay. Well, that's exactly what I'm coming to... All right. ...to the realization of is that my car... car, and then somebody who shared a few weeks ago, that had a car situation. I worked at Fade Fest. I worked at loving the car and thanking you very much for giving me this opportunity to see how I was judging my acceleration. I wanted to accelerate at a faster rate than what I was doing. Right. So my car was saying it was stuck in second gear, which was kind of the way I was feeling. What? And I wanted to get to third gear to experience relationships, male-female relationships. Okay.

Fade Fest. I worked at loving the car and thanking you very much for giving me this opportunity to see how I was judging my acceleration. I wanted to accelerate at a faster rate than what I was doing. Right. So my car was saying it was stuck in second gear, which was kind of the way I was feeling. What? And I wanted to get to third gear to experience relationships, male-female relationships. Okay. And you were given a very loving symbol that in order to get to that next gear, you have to allow the structure as it used to exist to completely come apart. The structure that used to exist cannot handle the type of... the type of shifting you prefer to do. You have to recreate the structure. That is why you are now in neutral. You follow me. That is the sign. That is the reflection. That is the symbol. The old system cannot handle the change. Create a new awareness. Create a new system. That can handle the change. You follow me. You follow me. I follow you. I don't know where to begin to create a new system. You have already begun by allowing the old one to disassemble. You create the new one once again by simply acting upon that which moves you, which drives you. Forward. You are the vehicle. Let yourself be moved by that which obviously moves you. And you will be flowing into the new system. You follow me? Let yourself in this state of seeming disorientation simply recognize that it is your prime opportunity in that state to allow whatever needs to be in your life to be synchronistically attracted to you. Because now you are not in such a rigidized structure as to prevent what needs to be there in your life to assist you from coming into your life. It's true. Relax. Okay, I've... Oh, easier said than done by shot from time. No. I don't mean this is a yes but for sure. What I'm experiencing is that I feel very open to whatever needs to come into my life. Yes. Yes. And what I have had the experience of is that I've had the experience of is that I've had, um, I have, um, A lot of my old ideas of relationships and men... A lot of my old ideas of relationships and people that I used to be attracted to have been becoming attracted to me. And I'm able to see that this is not what I prefer in life. All right. All right. But what I do prefer, I'm not attracting. And so... But yes, you are. First of all, what are? What is? you prefer, the first sign of what you prefer is to recognize what you don't prefer.

my old ideas of relationships and people that I used to be attracted to have been becoming attracted to me. And I'm able to see that this is not what I prefer in life. All right. All right. But what I do prefer, I'm not attracting. And so... But yes, you are. First of all, what are? What is? you prefer, the first sign of what you prefer is to recognize what you don't prefer. And now you are simply attracting yourself situations that give you the definition of what you don't prefer so that you can, as you say, hone in on the definition of what it is you do in fact prefer. So you are getting reflections of your preference. You are simply getting them in a way that allows you to actually define consciously what it is you do prefer. Because obviously you don't yet know. So you are creating that opportunity. creating that opportunity in whatever way you can by attracting situations you don't prefer so that you will then have a clearer understanding of what it is. You do prefer and won't feel like you are wandering around in the dark. Okay, well I had one experience of an individual when I went to San Francisco on the plane. Speak up. I had one experience with an individual on a plane which was an experience of an individual I would prefer. and he was very spiritually active and we had a lot of the same metaphysical feelings and he was into a lot of creative stuff. I was saying this is the kind of individual he was physically interactive. I mean, we had a lot of connections and I felt that he felt the same way and he took my part and I have yet I have yet to hear from him and I said, And I said, do not put expectations upon this idea. If you have already communicated in any way, shape, or form with that individual, you already have a relationship. You are now putting demands on how you think the relationship should manifest. Relax. Talking to that individual and discovering each other is a part of the relationship. Stop pushing. Stop pushing. I don't see how I'm pushing. I'm just... You're saying I've been waiting and waiting and waiting for this individual. I haven't returned my call. I hadn't tried to call. I mean, I haven't had his number, but I've just been, you know, it was like, I thought maybe last week... Are you waiting for this individual to call? Or are you getting on with your life? I'm getting on with my life. I'm getting on with my life. I'm just looking at the reflection that this individual has to show me. Yes. And I'm... I want to glean from it whatever. What does it show you? Share that with me right now, if you will. Okay. It is very simple. Keep it simple. Keep it basic.

you waiting for this individual to call? Or are you getting on with your life? I'm getting on with my life. I'm getting on with my life. I'm just looking at the reflection that this individual has to show me. Yes. And I'm... I want to glean from it whatever. What does it show you? Share that with me right now, if you will. Okay. It is very simple. Keep it simple. Keep it basic. What does it show you? Your ability to interact with such an individual, what does that show you? It shows me that I'm attracting a higher... Keep it simple. What does your ability to attract such an individual show you? I want four... Four words. I want him. Four words. Four words. Um. That is not what it shows you. Uh. Would you like some assistance? Yeah. Repeat after me. I am the same. Same. Same. Repeat it. I am the same. I am the same. That is what attracting that individual shows you. You are the same. You are the same. You have changed. Only by changing can you attract an individual who reflects those ideas to you. So what it immediately shows you is I am the same. I have changed. What you actually want is to know that. Not so much that you have to have him. But you have interacted with an individual that has been willing to interact with you to show you that you are now on that level. Or more than one of those individuals will interact with you in ways that represent what you are expressing your desire to be. But don't put a demand on the timing. Simply assume that now that you have attracted such an individual, you know you are of that vibrational frequency. Therefore, you will, in the appropriate place and timing, attract whatever is necessary. Okay. At the wedding that I went to when I got to San Francisco, I attracted two of the same old types that I used to attract people who are into drugs and drinking cases. Okay. Okay. I prefer the one on the plane. Then simply understand that that is the one you make the conscious decision with to say to yourself, I am the same. And with the others, you make the conscious decision to recognize you are not the same. Then that reinforces your ability to create more attraction of the first type. But as long as you continue to get used to the idea, instead of fully 100% trusting in the change, you may still continue to attract for a while the idea of the other individuals just to let you know that you have in fact changed just to remind you. See, what I had taken from the attracting the people with the gross and the drinking problem that I was back in my own... No, no, no, no. Have we discussed with you the idea that no situation has built in meaning?

in the change, you may still continue to attract for a while the idea of the other individuals just to let you know that you have in fact changed just to remind you. See, what I had taken from the attracting the people with the gross and the drinking problem that I was back in my own... No, no, no, no. Have we discussed with you the idea that no situation has built in meaning? Yes. Yes. Yes, no, maybe. Yes, yes. You have. Then why have you put the meaning that you have in that neutral situation rather than simply recognizing it as another opportunity to know you have changed? You are different. Why assume that the situation is representational of a so-called failure when you have the opportunity to simply recognize it as an opportunity to see how much you have changed? Okay. I just wanted to say what I had shared. about you had told me about the rescuing in my girlfriend's situation a few weeks back. And so that was in that same week, I was getting to see situations in which I had rescued. And Mel's getting involved with alcoholics, for example, were situations in which I used to be able to play rescuer. So I said, okay, this is an opportunity for me to see that. I don't need to play this anymore. I don't prefer to do that. do that. You do not have to be a rescuer. You cannot rescue anyone, but you can be of assistance to them by being the fully changed individual you know yourself to be because then you reflect back to them their opportunity to change as well. You can be assistive to them in any way, shape, or form that they have attracted you into their lives to be of assisted, but it does not have to be anything in any way, shape, or form that is a reflection of the idea is that you are actually living, nor does it have to be in any way, shape, or form depleting to you. be of service to them by simply reflecting to them the idea of the change you have made and the peace that it gives you. You are then a reflection to them of your belief in your own self-empowerment to create the reality you desire and in allowing them to understand that from you if they are willing to hear that from you, then you can teach them that they are also as powerful as they need to be to create anything they want in life without having to hurt anyone else or themselves in order to have it. Do you follow me? You can be of service after you have changed. Understand it is simply now that you are still reluctant to hear this. Because you think that being of service to those individuals keeps you embroiled on that level, and it doesn't.

they are also as powerful as they need to be to create anything they want in life without having to hurt anyone else or themselves in order to have it. Do you follow me? You can be of service after you have changed. Understand it is simply now that you are still reluctant to hear this. Because you think that being of service to those individuals keeps you embroiled on that level, and it doesn't. I'm confused of how to be of service without getting into. By being who you are. By knowing that if you have changed, the idea you are showing them is that the change you are showing them is that the change you have made, represents your knowledge that you are now self-empowered and are not putting your power in the symbols around you. You are not relying on the symbols around you for your power as individuals who create addictions do. You are now a reflection of the idea that your power comes from within, from your connection to infinite creation, and that you can create anything you desire in life without having to hurt