Abundance Evolving Times (Part 1 of 3)

Thank you all for coming and welcome you to Expo 91. I know I've talked to have about half the term by now. It's my pleasure to present this speaker this evening is Darryl Anka. I've personally read some of Darrell's materials. Darrell is a channel of an extraterrestrial named Ashar. I've read books, listen to tapes, and tons of information on personal development. and without any question, what I read in that book was more foundationally impacting my life right now today than anything I've read so far. That's a big statement because I've listened to so much stuff. That's about it's the best I can say for Darrell. I think that he's got some incredible information. I think it's a real blessing that the Creator Wellness Center and all the sponsors could bring them together today. Before I introduced. Daryl, I'd like to call your attention. We have some information on Daryl's materials, the books, the tapes and things from past sessions that he's doing this evening, similar to this evening on tape. And as you leave this evening on the way out, there would be a gentleman at table right outside this door handing out these books, tapes, and materials, or at least the paper saying that they're where they're available. Not handing out the materials. Those materials and actually the information. If we do run out, they will be available in the Creative Awareness Center. The copies I'm holding in my hand will be those copies. So you can come and get those. And without any further ado, I'd like to enter and say hello to Daryl. way to the back of the room? It's okay? Hi, back there. Thank you all very much for coming that. This is an unexpected surprise and a pleasant one to expect quite this kind of a turnout, but thank you very much. It's nice to be back and sat from itself again. It's been a while. I forget exactly how long it, I think, a couple of years maybe. How many people here have never been to A. Bishar channeling session before, okay? Before we actually start the channeling, what I will do is I'll give a little bit of a synopsis of how this channeling started just to bring everyone up to speed with the background of what's going on here. My basic understanding of most channelings is that they are usually the product of an arrangement or an agreement that is made very often even prior to this physical. life and that your life will contain certain situations that will allow you to remember that you made such an agreement and give you the ability to fulfill such an agreement if such an agreement has been made. And obviously for everyone, how that happens, how that comes about, how it's remembered is different according to whatever is going on in your life.

an agreement that is made very often even prior to this physical. life and that your life will contain certain situations that will allow you to remember that you made such an agreement and give you the ability to fulfill such an agreement if such an agreement has been made. And obviously for everyone, how that happens, how that comes about, how it's remembered is different according to whatever is going on in your life. Now, for me, this whole experience began, not specifically the chance, but what led up to it began about 18 years ago. On two different occasions in the same week, with four friends present with me the first time and two friends present with me the second time, I had very, very close broad daylight sightings of a UFO over Los Angeles. First time, about 150 feet distant, second time about 70 feet distant, of an equilateral, triangular-shaped, dark, metallic craft. Now, that started me to research more and more about the ideas of UFOs and metaphysical concepts because before that I thought, well, maybe such things exist, but after you see something like that physically, it changes your whole perspective on life and you start wanting to know more about those kinds of things. So in doing the research in the 10 years following the sighting, I learned what channeling was because a lot of UFO information, a lot of metaphysical information seems to wind up in the books very often, lumped into the same categories. And eventually I was introduced to several channels that were practicing at the time. One of the entities coming through one of those channels eventually offered to teach channeling to any individuals who were interested, and I took them up on the offer, went into the class, not so much thinking that I was going to become a channel, I just wanted to learn more about it. Because at that time, there wasn't much written on channeling. There was the Jane Roberts set. books, and I wasn't aware of too much else that really existed that was comparable to that, so I thought it would be a good chance to see firsthand how this process works. When I went into the class, and after spending several weeks going through the different meditational processes that the entity was giving, and in conjunction with a combination of several other things that had happened in the weeks previous to this one particular week, this class, I was in a receptive state due to the meditations. Bashar and his people made a telepathic contact with me at that point in that state of receptivity. And at that one moment in that split second, the memory of having made the agreement came back, who they were, who I was to them came back, dream conversations I had had had with them for years came back that I had blocked out of my consciousness. And this all just snapped back as a memory.

Bashar and his people made a telepathic contact with me at that point in that state of receptivity. And at that one moment in that split second, the memory of having made the agreement came back, who they were, who I was to them came back, dream conversations I had had had with them for years came back that I had blocked out of my consciousness. And this all just snapped back as a memory. Also in that moment was the real-time telepathic message, which was, okay, now you remember who you are, who you made this agreement with, what we are going to be doing this for. Do you still want to do it? And I stress that because it's always a choice. It's never something that's forced upon you. We are always given the opportunity to decline something like that because you have to be in full cooperation to want to do something like this. And I had to think about it for a while. First of all, to make sure that I just wasn't going nuts. I wasn't hearing voices in my head. I had to believe. for myself that what was happening was real. And over the course of the next couple of weeks, I got enough unsolicited outside confirmation in synchronous kinds of things that would happen from other people saying things that they perceived simultaneously that validated for me that there was something going on that was not just what we typically call one's imagination. So I went further through the class and I began to agree to allow it to come through more and more easily. And as I did so, it gained more momentum, came through more clearly, and was able to disperse more information. This really brings me to the main reason why I continue to do it. And the thing that I really like to underline, especially for people that have never experienced a Bashar session, I can't speak for any other channeling session, but I really like to stress it for my own sessions. It is absolutely not important that you've been. believe that Bashar is real. There's no way I can prove this to you anyway. I have my own validations for the experience, but the fact that Bashar may or may not be a separate conscious entity from myself isn't really the bottom line. The bottom line is that the information that comes through seems to have impact, seems to have validity, seems to bring a different point of view that sometimes helps us unlock from certain habits or patterns that we want to unlock from and seems to have the ability to allow us to make the kinds of changes in our lives that most of us say we want to have. That's the main reason I keep doing it.

line is that the information that comes through seems to have impact, seems to have validity, seems to bring a different point of view that sometimes helps us unlock from certain habits or patterns that we want to unlock from and seems to have the ability to allow us to make the kinds of changes in our lives that most of us say we want to have. That's the main reason I keep doing it. And it's also, let's just say if Bashar, as he presents himself, is a real being, it's also one of the reasons that he says that they stay in the background on purpose and do not present themselves physically to us out in the open because they want the information to be the most important thing right now so that you decide what you want to do with it and that their presence or their reality has nothing to do with it. On that note, just for the moment, going ahead and assuming that Bashar is a separate consciousness, he does present himself as an extraterrestrial consciousness. Many channelings involve what might be called discarnate, disembodied consciousness. Bashar and his people do actually have a type of physicality, different from ours. It's in a different dimension than ours, but they are physical as we understand the concept generally. But the word itself, Bashar, is not actually literally his name. In their society, they're pretty much telepathic at this point in their evolution. They don't use names as such. But when he first came through of that very instant, the word came through with it, with that consciousness as a name to represent him by. The word is actually an Arabic word, and he chose it because it has a lot to do with my background and my connections to other things and to him and my own personal history. The word Bashar actually simply means messenger or bearer of good tidings. Now, I don't speak Arabic. I had no idea what the word meant and didn't even know it was an Arabic word until other people came up to me who spoke Arabic and said that it has many different meanings, all of which seem to be generally appropriate for how he's presenting himself. So even though it's not literally his name, it fits what he's doing, and it gives us us something to call him by instead of just A.U, since we're used to using names, and we need that. Now, in this particular situation, a lot of times he will conduct basically lectures, workshops, sometimes question and answer sessions right now, obviously in this format. The amount of time we have being relatively limited, he's probably just going to come through and plow right on through to the end. I don't think we'll have the opportunity to have anyone ask any particular questions at his time. But we'll leave that up to him. He usually knows how to simply guide that.

of times he will conduct basically lectures, workshops, sometimes question and answer sessions right now, obviously in this format. The amount of time we have being relatively limited, he's probably just going to come through and plow right on through to the end. I don't think we'll have the opportunity to have anyone ask any particular questions at his time. But we'll leave that up to him. He usually knows how to simply guide that. Bottom line to this whole thing, again, is to really be open, have fun, have a good time. The more he senses that your energy is willing to play, the more playful he is, and I think the stronger the impact of the information on our line. I thank you very much, once again, for coming. While I'm going into the trend, that's the last thing I ask you. When I'm going in, when I'm coming out, I just ask you to be quiet for the couple of minutes it takes me to get into the altered state to allow us to connect and allow him to come through, especially also when I'm coming out. Please reserve making any noise until I actually speak to you as myself. It just helps me because it's like coming out of a daydream for me. I am here. I am conscious. I'm aware there's an interaction going on during the whole interaction. But I don't hear the words. It's like being lost in an energy dream. I see pictures. I feel energy. I feel emotion. But it's very different kind of an experience. And when I come out of it, it actually takes me a minute to remember not only where I am, but who I am. So if you just give me a second of quiet, then I can reorient myself, and then I'll be back. Have a good time. I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. Oh. Oh. I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh, Oh, You as you as you create to exist How are you Hi. Hi. Hi. Thank you. Good day to each and every one of you this day of your time. As you create time to exist, how are you? Hi. Hi. Thank you for the co-creation of this interaction, this day of your time between your civilization and ours. Allow us to proceed in the following manner, if we may. Let us discuss a few notions that we have discussed many times with members of your civilization, but allow us to add a new tangent, a new impact, a new perspective to many of the ideas that many of you have been discussing in your new flowering, awakening age of consciousness. Let us begin with what you very often call in your language, the big A, abundance. Abundance.

in the following manner, if we may. Let us discuss a few notions that we have discussed many times with members of your civilization, but allow us to add a new tangent, a new impact, a new perspective to many of the ideas that many of you have been discussing in your new flowering, awakening age of consciousness. Let us begin with what you very often call in your language, the big A, abundance. Abundance. Abundance seems to be an issue that absorbs much of your attention lately and has seemed to absorb much of your attention for quite some time as you count time. Let us address the notions of abundance so that you can under understand that attracting abundance into your life is quite a simple matter, and does not have to be in any way shape or form the struggle or the effort that you have created it to be. Many of you have been told that abundance is certain things and that is not other things. Many of you have become wrapped up in the definitions that create either abundance or an apparent lack of it. Allow us to address the notion and make very things. and make very, very clear in your understanding that it is only, only, only your definitions of abundance that prevent you from experiencing it in your lives. There is absolutely nothing inherent in the idea of abundance or the experience of abundance in and of itself that is difficult to attain. Only your definitions of abundance make it seem to be beyond your reach. Remember. As many of you are now beginning to understand, each and every one of you are actually literally the creators of your experiential physical reality. No more do you feel or do you believe in general that you are simply at the mercy of the universe, that you are lost within some vast dimension, that you are the victim of infinite, uncaring space. Now you are beginning to understand, though socialized, metaphysically, and scientifically, that each and every one of you individually and all of you together collectively have everything to do with the reality that you experience. You are completely responsible for your experiential physical reality, and you are beginning to understand this now from many different points of view, not just what you may have in the past called the fringe element. This is now creeping into your mainstream scientific and physics understanding. it's understanding that you cannot have an experience without in some way, shape, or form affecting that experience, creating that experience, being absolutely inseparable from that experience that seems to be, underline that word, seems to be outside of you.

beginning to understand this now from many different points of view, not just what you may have in the past called the fringe element. This is now creeping into your mainstream scientific and physics understanding. it's understanding that you cannot have an experience without in some way, shape, or form affecting that experience, creating that experience, being absolutely inseparable from that experience that seems to be, underline that word, seems to be outside of you. Therefore, when you talk about the idea of abundance or any other aspect of your life, you must understand that the definitions that you have created and that you have been brought to believe, that you have been taught for thousands and thousands and thousands and thousands of years, the definitions that say abundance is something beyond you, something outside of you, something separate from you, something unattainable. All of these definitions of segregation, all of these definitions of separation are what create the apparent concrete reality of lack of abundance or lack of this or lack of that in your lives. But you have been playing this separation game, you have been playing this forgetful game for many thousands and thousands and thousands of years to have gotten very good at, very good at. You excel at limitation and separation. And as such, very often we have remarked, and we do not in any way shape or form mean this unkindly, we have labeled you or nicknamed you the masters of limitation. limitation. Understand that this, in a sense, is quite a blessing, because you have experienced just about every way, shape, and form that is possible to experience limitation, and this means that you are strong beings, that you have played the game out almost all the way now and have been willing to do it all to explore that aspect of creation, of the infinite all that is. And it is something to explore. It is a valid part of creation just as valid as anything else you could have done or will do. So do not in any way shape or form, first of all, judge yourselves to be any less than anyone else, any other civilization, any other dimension. Do not in any way shape or form devalue the experience that you have had of limitation and separation because it is one of the ways that all that is can be experienced and it has only acted to strengthen you, to allow you to grow and add to your soul experience in your experience in unique ways that are not experienced in other dimensions of reality. So first and foremost, pat yourselves on the back and give yourself a hearty congratulations for having done that, for it took great strength to know that you could experience such a reality. And now that you have been doing it for many thousands of years, you are truly almost at the end of that particular game of consciousness.

experience in your experience in unique ways that are not experienced in other dimensions of reality. So first and foremost, pat yourselves on the back and give yourself a hearty congratulations for having done that, for it took great strength to know that you could experience such a reality. And now that you have been doing it for many thousands of years, you are truly almost at the end of that particular game of consciousness. And that's why, that's why now in recent time you have begun to explore the concepts of expanded consciousness. Because you are remembering instead of forgetting, you are awakening instead of being asleep, because there are almost no more games of limitation to play. You're running out. And so you have to look around for something else to do. And after you're done with segregation, the only thing left is integration. You have to work the other side of the polarity street, so to speak. So now you are beginning to fight. beginning to find yourself curious and attracted to the concepts that you are more than just the body, that your consciousness is something more than just the brain and the mind and the mentality that your old science that heretofore allowed you to believe was true. And as you remember more and more and more of yourself, as you gather back to you, more and more of yourself, as you reconnect, as you re-center, as you reintegrate, to great. You begin to question all the old ideas, all the old beliefs, all the old limitations, and this also makes for a very exciting time. You begin to redefine and re-evaluate the concepts that you have been taught. And you begin to say, well, wait a minute, doesn't really have to be that hard, does it really have to be that difficult? Do we really have to suffer? Do we really have to struggle in order to know that we deserve happiness? No, you don't. That is the simple answer. But now that you have experienced so many thousands of years of the habits and the patterns of being locked into limitation and negativity, sometimes the methodology, for allowing yourself to know that the answer is simple can be quite complex. So many of you are so used to going through processes, taking a step at a time, step by step by step, by step, climbing up that ladder, rung at a time, that now you find it very difficult to allow things to be that simple. So, this is the great paradox of your time and age, the great paradox of your reality and your exploration now, how to allow yourself, not make yourself, not force yourself, not try, but how to allow yourself, but how to allow yourself, to let life be simple, how to relax back into your natural state of grace. Because remember this, very importantly, let this sink in, and turn the key in the lock in your consciousness.

is the great paradox of your time and age, the great paradox of your reality and your exploration now, how to allow yourself, not make yourself, not force yourself, not try, but how to allow yourself, but how to allow yourself, to let life be simple, how to relax back into your natural state of grace. Because remember this, very importantly, let this sink in, and turn the key in the lock in your consciousness. Remember this. Any pain, any resistance, any struggle, any difficulty, any at all, that you have a ever experienced in your life comes from resistance to your natural self. Because you have been taught that what you feel, what you dream, what you imagine, what excites you, what gives you joy, what gives you passion, is bulk, is childish, is not reality. is not the way the real world work. Oh, grow up, that's a childish dream. That's silly, that's stupid, that'll never come true. That's too good to be true. Oh, you can't get it by wishing, or you can't have that. Oh, you don't deserve that. Have you worked hard enough? Have you earned it? No pain, no gain. Over, over and over again, we hear you reinforcing the idea that you must suffer in order to have a worthwhile life. Now, we are not saying that you will have no challenge. We are not saying that you will have no mystery. With openness, with positive vulnerability, with integrity, none of you needs nor deserves to struggle or suffer in order to earn anything. You already deserve it. deserve everything just because you exist. You do not have to do anything special in order to be created. You exist. Polk yourself. You exist. Question yourself. Am I here? Yes, I guess I must be. I'm asking the question. Who else will be asking the question? Therefore, I exist. You have said it many ways, many times in your literature. I think, therefore I am. am and so on and so on and so on and so on. The idea is to recognize the fundamental truth behind that statement I am. If all that is, if infinite creation, if what you choose to call God, goddess, all that is, if that infinite creator believe you deserved to exist, why question that? Why argue with that? Yes, here I am. Obviously the creator feels that I deserve to exist, but I don't think so. It's your right and your ability to argue with that because you have free will. But why? Why do it? You don't have a need or a reason to do that anymore. When you are playing the limitation game, all right, that was the rule then. But not now. Now you are remembering that you are an aspect of the infinite. That it is all you, that you are it, that you are it. That it is all within you. You have it all.

that because you have free will. But why? Why do it? You don't have a need or a reason to do that anymore. When you are playing the limitation game, all right, that was the rule then. But not now. Now you are remembering that you are an aspect of the infinite. That it is all you, that you are it, that you are it. That it is all within you. You have it all. So the concept of abundance in any form in which you desire it in your life is not about having to go get it, having to reach out there and someday work toward having that out there somewhere. I don't know where. I can't see it yet. Someday. No. It's about remembering that you are already abundant. And in truly remembering, and I'll tell you what I mean by remembering in a minute, by truly remembering that you are abundant, that's when you start acting like you're abundant, and that's when you start vibrating. like you're abundant, and that's, when you start having the physical reality that is reflective of the abundance you say you are. As long as you think, someday, someday, I'll be abundant, your reality says, all right, someday, someday, someday. Here's the reflection that you're putting out. Someday, someday, just out of reach, just out of grasp. Your reality, the universe, all of creation, always, always supports you 100%. The universe has never not supported you, not even for a nanosecond. You have always been absolutely 100% supported. But what you must understand and what you must get in touch with is what it is that you are telling the universe to support you in. Beliefs, definitions, unconscious beliefs, unconscious definitions that you have bought into, that you buy more strongly than something else, the ones that you believe most strongly, and sometimes what that means is the ones that you fear most strongly might be true. Because the universe will always key on your strongest belief, your strongest emotion. And if you have fear that is stronger than your passion, the universe has no choice. But to give you the reflection of the reality that says, here's your strongest vibration, the vibration of, I don't quite have it. And I'm afraid I never will. that's what you get reinforced. Now listen, one of the things that you have created in your reality when playing the game of segregation and limitation are big, giant, thick rule books, laws. Thou shalt not this, that, and several thousand other things. There are, in existence, three laws, three absolutes. That's it. One, two, three, you don't even know, a whole hand to count the lot. Just three fingers. One, two, three. Not ten? No. Not a hundred? No. Not a thousand? No. Certainly you have your own social laws. But all of these are simply for your convenience.

limitation are big, giant, thick rule books, laws. Thou shalt not this, that, and several thousand other things. There are, in existence, three laws, three absolutes. That's it. One, two, three, you don't even know, a whole hand to count the lot. Just three fingers. One, two, three. Not ten? No. Not a hundred? No. Not a thousand? No. Certainly you have your own social laws. But all of these are simply for your convenience. when you are not functioning within the center of yourself, to allow you not to bump in to each other in a sense, not to run into each other in a sense, not to cross each other in a sense, but when you are acting with full integrity, you will not need these. Your automatic positive synchronicity will allow everything to occur in the proper place and the proper timing automatically. Everything that is a law, everything that you understand as a law, can all be rendered down to the three abs, And that is really all you really need to understand. The first absolute, you exist. That is true for everything. It is the one thing common for every being, every dimension, every level of reality. The second thing that is common for every being, everywhere, every when, the second absolute, the one is all, the all is one. all is one. That's the second absolute. And there's only one more, and that's it. The totality of the laws of existence, you exist. One is all, all is one, and the third, what you put out is what you get back. That's it. Every single experience you have ever had, every experience you're having now and every experience you could possibly ever have in creation will always be based on those three absolutes. That's it. Everything else is, as you say in your colloquial language, your ballgame. It's up to you. How you want to manifest those three absolutes is up to you. Whether you want to do it negatively, whether you want to do it positively, whether you want to do it slow, whether you want to do it fast. It's up to you. It's up to you. free will, totally up to you. You are free, absolutely free, to create any reality you so desire. Now obviously, since we are speaking through a channel on your planet to you on Earth, we will assume, I think, quite safely, that you obviously chose to be on Earth at this time. And therefore you chose to some degree, to some degree, to abide by the soul. called rules that define a typical earth experience. So when we say you can create any reality you desire, this is true. The idea is, however, you may find that it is not necessary to manifest yourself on earth to be a 13-foot-tall blue being with 12 arms. You can do it, but you may find that you have no reason to do it.

to some degree, to some degree, to abide by the soul. called rules that define a typical earth experience. So when we say you can create any reality you desire, this is true. The idea is, however, you may find that it is not necessary to manifest yourself on earth to be a 13-foot-tall blue being with 12 arms. You can do it, but you may find that you have no reason to do it. It is a real reality, but you may also find that when you chose to abide by the Earth game, you also chose to fall in line with some automatic ideas that will allow you to automatically play the game without having to think about it. And so, while it is possible to do anything at all, you may find that there is some resistance in the direction of doing something that doesn't immediately find a direct application in your Earth vibration generally. However, here's where you are truly free and truly released. The things in life that excite you the most individually can absolutely be attained, absolutely be attained by you in your life on Earth. If it is a true representation of the true excitement that represents your true sense, true centered self, your highest self. It can be created. No matter how ridiculous some other person may think it is, no matter how silly you may have been taught to believe it is yourself, if it is your true wish and your true dream, you can attain it. And I'll tell you why, and this will come back around to the concept of abundance. But let's begin with a more fundamental concept that leads directly into abundance of every four. And that's excitement. Excitement. Now, some of you have heard us talk about this concept. But listen, this will always be a new experience, and we have many new things to say about it. Excitement. All right, what is excitement? What is it? Well, it's feeling it's good. I jump up and down. I'm having a good. Well, yes, all right. But it is something more than that. And it is something. more than that. Let us, if we may, share with you our definition of excitement. Are you paying attention? All right, all right. Just checking. Excitement. Dot, dot, dot. The physical translation, the physical translation of the physical translation of the vibrational energy that represents your true self. Oh. Can I hear that one more time? All right. Excitement is, that feeling, is, your physical translation of the vibrational energy that represents your true self. Oh. You mean what excites me? Excites me because that's the thing I really really ought to be doing? Yes. Many of you, we hear you calling, what is my purpose in life? Why am I here on earth? What is my mission? We hear you calling. I've been doing it for a long time.

time? All right. Excitement is, that feeling, is, your physical translation of the vibrational energy that represents your true self. Oh. You mean what excites me? Excites me because that's the thing I really really ought to be doing? Yes. Many of you, we hear you calling, what is my purpose in life? Why am I here on earth? What is my mission? We hear you calling. I've been doing it for a long time. When you ask these things, you become so focused on wanting to know the answer that very often when something exciting comes along and taps you on the shoulder, you say, go away, don't bother me, I can't pay attention to that now. I am looking for my purpose in life. This is a serious matter. Roll away, I have no time for fun. I am not trying to find my mission. Excitement. Now, excitement doesn't mean that you have to experience it as the energy that makes you jump up and down and yell and scream all the time. Excitment can also be translated simply as that balanced sense of knowing peace. That is also one way to manifest the vibration you call excitement. and understand something else very important about that vibration. When you follow it with trust, you call the energy excitement. When you doubt the energy, it's called anxiety. Same energy. It's the same thing. But when you doubt yourself, your true dreams your true passion, I'm nervous, I'm anxious, I'm afraid. But when you trust yourself, you're excited, you're free, you're creative, you're clear, you're intuitive, you're inspired. Same energy, but the polarity manifestation. So, understand that when you know you have something, whether in the moment or a life-spanning doesn't matter which, when you have something that really moves you, something that really excites you, something that gives you passion. Following that is fulfilling your purpose, is fulfilling your mission at that moment. Because it is the unerring compass needle, magnetically pointing you in the direction of your path. That's what excitement is for. It's the sign you all ask for. Give me a sign. What is my purpose? What is my mission? Oh, I'm excited about that. That's your sign. It's the vibration. It's a direct communication from all that is. You are touched. Understand the original meaning of that word. Touched by God. Excitement is the touch. Get used to it. You're going to be experiencing more of it. Learn to love that touch. Learn to follow that touch. Excitement is who you are. It's your highest vibration. It's you unconditionally loving yourself. That's what excitement is. Now, allow yourself also to understand this. You are reincarnational beings. It is true you have many lives. But the you you are right now only has one life to live. You're only going to be this you once. And that's it.

be experiencing more of it. Learn to love that touch. Learn to follow that touch. Excitement is who you are. It's your highest vibration. It's you unconditionally loving yourself. That's what excitement is. Now, allow yourself also to understand this. You are reincarnational beings. It is true you have many lives. But the you you are right now only has one life to live. You're only going to be this you once. And that's it. Therefore, the fundamental purpose of your life is to live this life, to be this you as fully as you can. That's your purpose. How do you do that? By following the thing that excites this you for most at any given moment. Now here's a little secret. Some of you may find that when you fall in your excitement, it will lead you in one direction, then all of a sudden it will change direction. Oh, what happened? I thought I was excited about this. Now I'm excited about that. Now I'm excited about that. about this. What's wrong with me? I can't stay focused. All right. It is true that you can divert yourself from your path, in a sense, in a sense, you can divert your attention from your path through denial. It is true. You could be avoiding issues that you don't want to look at out of fear. It is true. It is true. However, if you know for a fact that that's not the case, and you still find yourself going hither, thither, and yon, like a leaf in the wind, you must trust those directions. If you're following your excitement, truly, and that's where your excitement lead, follow it. Your excitement is the thread that leads to all other excitement. Understand that when excitement, lures you in a certain direction. Do not take with you the expectation that what the excitement has lured you too must be completed in the way you have been taught that it must. If your excitement lasts until the end of the completion of the act, then by all means you need it to complete it. If it doesn't, you don't. Many times you are lured by excitement into a certain endeavor, into a certain situation, because there is a certain thing you need from it and nothing more. and nothing more. And then all of a sudden your excitement diverts. Follow it. It may seem to be a very crooked path, but that's the straightest one, following your excitement. When you look and analyze it with your mind and say, well, wait a minute, wait a minute, I'm excited about this. But now I'm excited about that, and I don't see any connection. What does this have to do with that? They don't know. have anything in common whatsoever. I don't get it. You have been taught for so long to judge books by their cover that you still do it, and you still think that surface appearance means anything.

with your mind and say, well, wait a minute, wait a minute, I'm excited about this. But now I'm excited about that, and I don't see any connection. What does this have to do with that? They don't know. have anything in common whatsoever. I don't get it. You have been taught for so long to judge books by their cover that you still do it, and you still think that surface appearance means anything. It means nothing, except the meaning you give it. But you have been taught to give surface appearance certain kinds of meanings automatically. Therefore, many times you don't see the connection, because you are attempting to analyze a connection, to logic a connection out. It's the feeling of excitement that tells you that this event and this event are connected. They don't have to appear connected. They don't have to look like they have anything at all to do with each other at all. It's the feeling of excitement that tells you they are. And it's the feeling of excitement that tells you they are. segment that tells you, go this way, because that's the shortest path. If you insist that, oh, no, no, that can't possibly be right. I know it feels exciting, but I can't see how that could possibly have anything to do with this. I must go this way. I must go this way. You'll sit there and you'll bang your head against the wall until you build up more resistance and more suffering and more struggling until one day you'll finally say, all right, all right, all right. I'm tired of fighting. All right. Now, what was that other thing that excited me way back then, many years ago? Oh, yes. I remember now. All right, I give up. I'll do that. It is more exciting. Oh, now I'm doing it. Oh, well, yeah. This is fun. Why didn't I do this years ago? I don't know. Why? Because you were taught not to believe in yourself. You were taught not to believe in your dream. You were taught not to follow your feeling, your excitement, your passion, because it was silly, because it was childish, and a variety of very creative reasons in the negative. Now, let's talk a little bit about trust. The big tea. All right. Very often when we talk about the idea. of having 100% trust. All right, I know now what excites me, and now you're telling me, Bashar, that I have that 100% trust and move in that direction only in order to create that reality. But, oh, my goodness, 100% trust, everybody, everybody knows how hard that is. There's always a little doubt, a little tiny doubt, creeps in here and how can I have 100% trust and have it all the time? Oh, you ask too much. That's too difficult. I can't do that. No one can do that. Oh, yes, oh, yes, oh, yes, you can't.

and move in that direction only in order to create that reality. But, oh, my goodness, 100% trust, everybody, everybody knows how hard that is. There's always a little doubt, a little tiny doubt, creeps in here and how can I have 100% trust and have it all the time? Oh, you ask too much. That's too difficult. I can't do that. No one can do that. Oh, yes, oh, yes, oh, yes, you can't. Because it's the simplest thing you could possibly do. You know why? I'll tell you, thank you. You're already doing it. You're confused again by definitions. You say, but doubt Doubt, doubt, doubt, doubt, doubt creeps in. Well, yes, okay, doubt creeps in. But what is doubt? Well, doubt is a lack of trust. No, it's not. Doubt is a 100% trust in a reality you don't prefer. Big difference. Big difference. It's a 100% trust in a reality you have been taught to believe in. Big difference. That's all doubt is. It's a trust in a reality, in a belief, in a definition other than the one you want. That's it. You never, never, never don't trust. You always trust in something. If you didn't, you wouldn't have an experiential reality. Because with your trust in something you don't.