Blending (Part 3 of 4)

Allow me to say many times the idea of what you experience in other individuals is a reflection of something you are viewing within yourself about yourself. But sometimes the idea simply is that you are willing to be a reflection for those individuals to see those portions of themselves without necessarily saying that is something you have to work on too. How do you know the difference? You will know. How quick are you to become involved in the idea that you have to have to have to be involved in the idea that you have to be in your terms sucked into the conflict. How loving are you of this individual? Very. All right, how loving are you of yourself? I'm not sure. Thank you. There is your answer. Understand in this way, it is an opportunity for you to understand that unconditional love begins with yourself. Otherwise, the universe that you are will not contain it. You follow me? Yes. Thanks. Thank you. Sure? Short break? Please. Thank you. You may take a short break. All right. All right, how do you say? Sharing? Sure. Yes. Okay. I've gone through this thing, like in the last seven years, I've changed my hair color several many times. And I still feel an uneasiness. My natural color is kind of a dark brown. It seems like I was at my happiest period or something in my life was when I dyed it black. And I loved it, and I loved the response I got from people. But I also, it was my own spirit. I was like in a... a certain way of being that seemed to be very attractive at the time to a lot of people. And now I have my hair, and then I had red hair for a while and I had different things. And now I have very light hair and it almost seems kind of wimpy to me or something. I feel like... All right. Understand, as we have before described you the idea of the exploration in this life of the polarity in the twinness. Understand that even in yourself you have your own twinness. Mm-hmm. You follow me. Yeah. And in this way, it is an opportunity for you to recognize the idea of choosing to explore yourself through the value of yourself and not. You follow me? The value of myself, which has nothing to do with my hair color. Yes. But it was a symbolic reflection. Not the idea that other individuals valued you, you valued yourself and so attracted that reflection. Several times I've tried to, I've died my hair dark again and didn't have the same feeling. That is not what you are exploring. I tried to go back to that, obtaining that. All right, understand. In your terminology, using your vernacular, it is not a matter of going back to that idea, but going forward to it. Keep living.

the idea that other individuals valued you, you valued yourself and so attracted that reflection. Several times I've tried to, I've died my hair dark again and didn't have the same feeling. That is not what you are exploring. I tried to go back to that, obtaining that. All right, understand. In your terminology, using your vernacular, it is not a matter of going back to that idea, but going forward to it. Keep living. You are going through the explorations of yourself that you have chosen to. Now that you understand this polarity to some degree because you are questioning it, you are bringing yourself full circle. You follow me? Yeah. Yeah. The stronger you become within the idea of yourself as completely valid as you are. In this way, you will simply once again reflect that to yourself from all the individuals in your reality. Okay. So, yet there are certain things. Yet there are certain things that will make us feel better about ourselves, like people will get a facelift and then automatically... You can sometimes use the idea of creating a symbol to reflect to yourself, a change that has already occurred within you, that you are only using the symbol to reflect. Yeah, right, right. And I also feel... I feel like I'm a different person than I was so that people... Of course. People that I knew then... There are people that I see, I haven't seen for a while, who don't see... seen for a while who don't even know who I am. Of course. You are different, as we said. You are a different person. Personality. It always changes. It is a tool. It is an artificial construct. When you change your idea of yourself, your personality has to change with it. Yes, but yet, however, I still recognize these people. And... In the idea of being an expanded you. you will always recognize that through which you have already been. You follow me. In the same manner that we still do recognize and contain third and fourth density. Even as you make your transformation from third to fourth, you will still recognize all the ideas of third. Well, yeah, well I'm saying, yeah, I recognize me, yet, how come they don't recognize me? You are in this way, still. still of an idea of yourself where you are not sure of the expansion and its effect, so to speak, on your society. Therefore, you are attracting to yourself the portions of those individuals that will come to you in a questioning manner. Because you are still questioning yourself. You follow me? Yeah. Sometimes... They will recognize what portion of you they will need to recognize in reference. in reflecting to themselves. Understand in this way, also, if they do not quote-unquote recognize you, they are not exploring those ideas within themselves at this time. Yeah. But you can recognize them because you have already explored those ideas within yourself.

will come to you in a questioning manner. Because you are still questioning yourself. You follow me? Yeah. Sometimes... They will recognize what portion of you they will need to recognize in reference. in reflecting to themselves. Understand in this way, also, if they do not quote-unquote recognize you, they are not exploring those ideas within themselves at this time. Yeah. But you can recognize them because you have already explored those ideas within yourself. You follow me. Yeah. Also, I have felt, well, I guess this ties in with the idea of you saying me looking at being in between walker, between realities, because all of my life I felt like my family wasn't really my family. I was like... This is not the same idea as a walk-in. No, I know it's not. But yet, no, because I felt this since I can remember, you know, being alive in this life that I... This is quite typical in this transformational time. Because you all are beginning to recognize that you are all... you are all from somewhere else. Well, everybody on the planet? No one is natural to this planet. Except as you create yourself to be. No one is natural to any planet. Planets are a creation. I mean, I used to be my grandparents and I would have this vivid imagination and would like imagine that they weren't really my grandparents, that they were aliens from another planet. And that... Perhaps they have been. And then I felt very, then I got afraid of them. I made up this whole story in my mind about it or whatever, whether it was chewing up. But I felt, then I was afraid. I remember when my grandmother gave me a glass of milk or something, I thought, well, I better not drink this because she might, you know, she's an alien and she might put something in here. I mean, I just made up this whole scenario, you know, about it. It was real, you know. Yes. Something to, in this way, give you precognition about some of the ideas you would be exploring in your physical life. So you could. start getting used to it. Okay. Thank you. Thank you. Yes. I have been doing a lot of self-analysis of my thoughts, just being aware of mind and how it reacts to various situations just to understand them. You have been thinking about your thoughts. Right. Right. Contemplating them. Yes. And actually trying not to be them, but just watching the flow. Trying? Or not being them. All right. And I've been watching and. seeing that judgment of others comes up, and it's almost an automaticity. And my question here is, is all judgment of others, let's say a critical judgment of others, based on and have its essence in judgment of self. Yes. Okay. So if that's so, then is there an analytic process that one could apply to oneself to uproot self-judgment? Preference. Explain.

flow. Trying? Or not being them. All right. And I've been watching and. seeing that judgment of others comes up, and it's almost an automaticity. And my question here is, is all judgment of others, let's say a critical judgment of others, based on and have its essence in judgment of self. Yes. Okay. So if that's so, then is there an analytic process that one could apply to oneself to uproot self-judgment? Preference. Explain. Simply be I. is that judgment is an invalidation. Preference is a recognition of what you vibrate in accord to. You follow me? No. You recognize in preference simply the ideas that are reflective of the type of being you know yourself to be, that you have created yourself to be in this life. Judgment is an invalidation of the type of being. you have chosen to be in this life. Also, in other words, judgment of others is really the recognition of the non-achievement of that which you want to be? In a sense, it is an invalidation of other methodologies and other portions of yourself that you are not willing to integrate. Preference is a recognition of portions of yourself which are seen to be a part of you, not something you do not want to be a part of you. of you. All right. So then how could I be aware of that and apply that in situations where the automaticity of judgment of others seems to be stronger than my awareness of what you just said? All right. You can simply recognize that you have formed a habit, as you say, automatically. Recognize in this way again. You can form other habits by simply acting as if you already are a person who uses preference instead of judgment. If you were that type of person, how would you actually have? differently. Act that way. And if you find yourself now and then judging, do not judge yourself for having done so. Right, right. That's another one to get out of. That's a sticky one too. It is as sticky as you wish to make it. Right. Understand that when you say that is a sticky one, you are right then and there, creating a reinforcement of the idea. It is something that you have to struggle to get out of. See, and that's another thing, too, is I find that when I'm in contact with this area, there seems to be an energy within my body which gets hot. Yes. It's a heat. Yes. And that heat seems to have this label on it that says, I'm stronger than you are, ha, ha, ha, ha. Understand this idea. You are simply in a negative fashion translating the idea of the friction that you create When you compare the idea of yourself as a lower vibration with the idea of yourself as a higher vibration. Oh, okay. So in other words, it's just the pushing against of the two different directions of...

heat seems to have this label on it that says, I'm stronger than you are, ha, ha, ha, ha. Understand this idea. You are simply in a negative fashion translating the idea of the friction that you create When you compare the idea of yourself as a lower vibration with the idea of yourself as a higher vibration. Oh, okay. So in other words, it's just the pushing against of the two different directions of... That creates friction, that creates heat. As we have said in this time of transformation, many of you, because you are still creating the idea that you have a more slowly moving self that is moving into a more quickly moving self, are still making a more quickly moving self, are still making a comparison between the two rates of vibration and will experience some of the transformation in terms of the idea you call fever. Ah, okay, headaches or physical manifestation? Dis-ease. Because I have been feeling a headache ever since I was 16 years old, almost 24 hours a day. Now, when I tell this to people, they go, my God, you dare you do. They actually have more pain out than I do conceptually sometimes. Yes, you recognize at that age, because that is the age of high psychic activity and opening and awareness, usually in your society, although many times it is suppressed. But in this way, you simply recognize the idea of the creative pressure to be who and what you are to be in the center of yourself. Only the idea of the imposition of blocking it creates the pressure in a negative fashion that you call a headache. Okay, so is that blocking it just past personalities that seem to be in conflict with present values? In a sense, yes. You are simply still creating those past personalities. to be presently influential when they are not. Because by definition, they are now in the past. And you are in the present. Follow me. Therefore! I just went into one of those energies again. Yes. Relax. Let it flow. Let it fill you. As you fill your universe. Well, that's the thing. It's like... I sometimes feel myself spreading out where I can touch everything. Yes! You are everything. Where I am everything. And I'm very comfortable with that thought. It's not even comfortable with the thought. It's just the acceptance of pure being. It is what you are. Right. But then when my mind takes a look at it, it goes, Ah, it's smaller. This is too wide for you. That is because you are judging that your mind can't handle it. You are assuming again the creation of the friction between the two levels as you are creating levels to exist. Understand that as long as you view physical reality to be something less than that all-encompassing idea that you feel when you are connected, you will continue to create that type of friction and judgment.

it's smaller. This is too wide for you. That is because you are judging that your mind can't handle it. You are assuming again the creation of the friction between the two levels as you are creating levels to exist. Understand that as long as you view physical reality to be something less than that all-encompassing idea that you feel when you are connected, you will continue to create that type of friction and judgment. Allow yourself to know that being physical is just as connected as anything. Right. It's just acceptance then on all levels. levels. Yes. Right. Now, if you, by your own definition, are connected to everything, you have to be connected to physicality, too. But isn't that friction and necessary part of the desire to want to grow? Because if I was really... It is one of the methodologies that you have created in your society. It is a habitual ritual. Oh. No pain, no... Yes. That is your... Prophecy. Yes. Self-fulfilling prophecies, no pain, no gain. It really is kind of a crummy concept. It is not crummy. It is the idea you wished to explore. Now, you can know that it has served your purpose. Therefore, without judgment, but with preference, you can choose something else. You know, I have an interesting question that pops up, which is that I find certain aspects of my mind, I don't think it's me, because it's because it doesn't feel like me. It feels like just thought energies. It is still you. Okay, it's still me. It seems that there's a portion of self that feels that a vice grips or barriers are necessary in order to, like pruning a tree, you know, you cut something off and then the energy goes into the other area. A suggestion. Enjoy them and they won't feel painful. Enjoy them. Yes. The pain you go, wow. That means great. Well, I do that sometimes, and when I do it, it feels wonderful. Well, then? But then it comes back again, yeah. Because you are creating it, too. Because you cannot believe it can be that simple, because you cannot believe you can enjoy it. Right. It's almost as if a certain aspect of myself needs this energy for me to think that growth is taking place, and it seems... All right, very good. I'm embarrassed with myself, thinking it. If you say so. Well, I guess I did. Yes, you did. Thus, that is what you create. You are sharing, you are giving, you are exploring, you are creating. You don't have to be embarrassed about that. Yes, it's true. Screw what I just said. That's just an earth turn. You don't have to do that. Yes. We will assume you have simply said, you are making a preference. Right. Thank you. Yes. I have a question. Two questions actually. actually I had this dream a couple of days back. I've been thinking about it quite a bit. It's...

are exploring, you are creating. You don't have to be embarrassed about that. Yes, it's true. Screw what I just said. That's just an earth turn. You don't have to do that. Yes. We will assume you have simply said, you are making a preference. Right. Thank you. Yes. I have a question. Two questions actually. actually I had this dream a couple of days back. I've been thinking about it quite a bit. It's... I'm going to ask you a question. Are you sitting up straight? Yes, I am. I am. I'm sitting up straight now. All right. The dream really has no specific beginning. I'm just in it. And... Yes. I'm going to meet a friend who has been imprisoned for a long time, say for about two years, which is kind of bizarre. I don't have any friends who have been imprisoned. What about you? I'm getting to that. So I've gone on this long journey to meet this friend who's going to be allowed to be free for a little while so that he can meet with me. Yes. Yes. I'm not quite sure. So as I get to this place where this person is supposed to meet me, the whole dream started to receive and I never really did find out. All I wanted to find out was why the person had been imprisoned and I never did. So it left me with a very strange feeling of satisfaction. Now I've just gotten through talking about this entire of this entire idea. Simply a reflection of the creation of the idea of limitation of the self and the beginnings of the realization that you do not have to be limited. You were meeting with your higher self. Right, but that the higher self didn't want to meet with me. I never really got to meet the higher self. You did not want to meet with yourself because you still fear the idea of the higher self. Because you still fear the idea of your self. You did not want to meet with yourself. being that powerful and that unlimited. You still feel that you need certain limitations in order to function. Yet you are beginning to see them as a prison. So bit by bit, you will make appointments and eventually you will get to meet this person yourself. I have gone to the realization after, you know, in the possible being up to have the dream. Are you still sitting up? Yes, I am. All right. That, um. The dream really does apply it to me. Of course. Still, the feeling of dissatisfaction was because I kept trying to chase this wisp of a dream and I could never catch up to it. You are caught up. Do not judge yourself. The limitation is judgment. The idea of the limitation is a limitation is being judged to be a prison. prison.

Are you still sitting up? Yes, I am. All right. That, um. The dream really does apply it to me. Of course. Still, the feeling of dissatisfaction was because I kept trying to chase this wisp of a dream and I could never catch up to it. You are caught up. Do not judge yourself. The limitation is judgment. The idea of the limitation is a limitation is being judged to be a prison. prison. Do not judge yourself and you will be able to meet with that person. Okay. Okay, I guess my second question is, ever since I was... Sleep on it. Okay. My second question of my first one. The first. I think I have to give it a lot more time. Sleep on it. on it, not thought. You mean I shouldn't think about it at all? We never say should or shouldn't. You can do whatever you want. We are simply suggesting that since you have begun it in your dreams, you will continue it there. Okay, I understand. Okay. And? My second question again has to deal with something I greatly love to do ever since I was on. Yes. And... And sometimes I feel that it is more of an obsession with me than an actual hobby or an actual love of flying. Alright. And I've searched in myself for the answers, but... Do you fly? Yes, I fly, but not as often as I would like to. Why not? Well, it's a question of economics. A question of what? Cost. Cost. Cost? Yes. What has cost got to do with it? Why not the ecstatic explosion of coincidence that will always allow you to be exactly where you want to be, when you want to be there? By not assuming that it takes any specific thing to get you there, except knowing that that is what you are. And also, including in that, the idea of when you find yourself doing something else, that that is what you really want to do. There are many ways to fly. Right. I'm actually talking about, actually, well, flying the literal sense. It is all the same thing. Well, I don't consider a 90-5 job in a computer factory flying, but... That is why you are creating the idea of a prison. Mm-hmm. Because you are not. making a separation between those ideas. Once you know that you are always flying, if that is what you love to do, then you will always feel like you are. And everything in your life will take on that aspect. You will fly from life. Mm-hmm. Um, is anybody you could tell me why I had I have this particular love for this concept because I've looked for answers for a long time. Because it does represent to you an idea that you are judging to be more free than the physical experience.

you love to do, then you will always feel like you are. And everything in your life will take on that aspect. You will fly from life. Mm-hmm. Um, is anybody you could tell me why I had I have this particular love for this concept because I've looked for answers for a long time. Because it does represent to you an idea that you are judging to be more free than the physical experience. Understand that when you are in your dream state, you are out of body and you subconsciously remember it to be a light unto flying. You follow me. You feel freer in that state. When you allow that. state to exist in your entire life, you will feel free in your entire life. Okay. You, then you. I'd like to talk about the tetrahedral shape communication device. Briefly. Okay. Is it something we have discussed as an artifact for construction? Is it a traveling device as well as a receiving device? a receiving device? Yes. Okay. If it's okay with you in the future, I'd like to refer to it as the tetra-transceiver. This is all right with me. You may refer to it by anything you wish. I thought perhaps you would want to be a part of that creation. We are. Great. The capstones. Yes. Polish them? Yes. Okay. I think that's all I have. Thank you. Yes. One moment. Okay. Did me. Go ahead. Okay. I have two questions also. All right. The new. The first question has to do with my great anger for approximately the last couple of weeks, centered towards the organization of asked. All right. You have not had anger toward them. I haven't. You have had judges. Okay. All right. Anger. As a natural emotion only lasts approximately 10 to 15 of your seconds and is used for aligning yourself. When you then judge, it continues in another form. Okay. It is not anger. Well, I was wondering why I feel the way, as strongly as I do about this organization, and I was wondering if it is because I feel that... Do you feel like you are some sort of... Do you feel like you are some sort of a victim? No, because I've never, I feel that maybe other people who have experienced it might be victimized and... Oh, I see. You are taking responsibility for everyone else. Well, I just, I think that they charge too much money and I feel that... Then, why are you there? Why am I there? Yes. Are you still there? Where? Where they charge you too much money? No, I have not ever... I have not ever become a part of it because that... Then what is your concern? Well, why do I feel so strongly that other people want... Because you are taking responsibility for them, rather than allowing their own path to be valid for them. Okay, right, okay.

Then, why are you there? Why am I there? Yes. Are you still there? Where? Where they charge you too much money? No, I have not ever... I have not ever become a part of it because that... Then what is your concern? Well, why do I feel so strongly that other people want... Because you are taking responsibility for them, rather than allowing their own path to be valid for them. Okay, right, okay. You are judging that they are not getting anything out of it. Right. Which they are for themselves, no matter what it is, even if they only also come to the conclusion that they are charged too much money. That is what they wish to experience. Right. Does that mean that they want to be victimized? Perhaps. Perhaps not. Many of them may not feel like victims. Many of them are getting what they need. Right. Okay. Yeah. That's whatever they want to get out of it. Yes. Okay. Okay. You are creating them to be victims, and so surrounding yourself with the energy of victimhood. And that is what you are creating as that feeling of anger. I was just wondering if it had any connection. The connection with my project, which I would hope... You would what? I know... Thank you. ...will... ...will benefit other people and my idea that I want to do it at a low cost so that as many people as possible... All right. Then that is your creation and you will attract all the individuals that you will need. Good. Okay. I'm very glad I'll do that. You will attract all the individuals. You will attract all the individuals. individuals you will need, whether it is one or one million. Oh, okay. And I will attract the number that I need when I determine for myself what the number is that I need. Is that correct? In a sense. It doesn't have to be a conscious determination. It will be automatic. As long as you are being that idea, you will automatically be being supported because you are being of service to all the service to all that is and being a part of all that is, you will automatically be supporting yourself. Good. I'm glad. All right. The other question is about this book called The Raise and the Initiations by Alice Bailey. And I was wondering if there's, if I should just keep reading it even though I really don't understand what it's about. It's up to you. Do you feel like reading it? Well, I feel that if I can tell you. that if I continue to read it and if I reread it maybe a lot, I will eventually grasp the concept. Then perhaps that is your method. Perhaps it is not. Oh, well actually I was wondering if there was something else that I could read that would tell me what they're telling me.

it's about. It's up to you. Do you feel like reading it? Well, I feel that if I can tell you. that if I continue to read it and if I reread it maybe a lot, I will eventually grasp the concept. Then perhaps that is your method. Perhaps it is not. Oh, well actually I was wondering if there was something else that I could read that would tell me what they're telling me. Why not know that you will attract to yourself what information you need and simply allow yourself to be attracted to it? Okay. Perhaps it will come in the form of someone handing you something. something. Perhaps you will simply walk into one of your stores and walk right up to the shelf and see it right there in front of you and know that that is it. Allow yourself to become the ecstatic explosion of coincidence. Right place, right time, always. All right, thank you. All the information you have attracted to yourself is exactly what you need at the moment. Trust that it is so and you will see how it is so. Of course. Great. I don't know how much you know about the arcane school, but their whole program is free. If you write to them and you let them know, they'll take you through a total understanding of it. Oh, who wrote this, you mean? Yeah. There is one idea right there. And the whole thing is completely free. You can borrow all their books, and it's only a dollar to borrow their tapes. There you go! All you need to do is draw from the pool of information you are constantly surrounded with by having the conviction to simply conviction to simply make a statement. This is what I require. Then you will find someone who will share it with you. You follow me. Yes, I do. Thank you. Yes. Hello. Hello. Hello. My big thing nowadays is fear. Your big thing. Yeah. Fear, fear, fear, fear, fear. All right, fear. Fear, fear. Fear, fear, fear. It sounds real funny right now. Yes, funny, funny fear can be fun. Fear can be fun. Fun with fear. If it'd be like this all the time, that'd be great. There's a lot of people around you. I don't have any fear. Can be like this all the time. Well, when I'm by myself, like in the house, my imagination gets really Good. Wild. Good. And I get real scared. Why? Because I... It's scary. What is so scary about you? About me? Yes, about you. Yes, about you. It is the only thing you can fear. There is nothing outside yourself. You are it. You feel your universe. What is so scary about you? I don't know. What are you afraid of? burglars and people that come in your house. That is an extension of how you see yourself.

And I get real scared. Why? Because I... It's scary. What is so scary about you? About me? Yes, about you. Yes, about you. It is the only thing you can fear. There is nothing outside yourself. You are it. You feel your universe. What is so scary about you? I don't know. What are you afraid of? burglars and people that come in your house. That is an extension of how you see yourself. Do you feel in this way that you need to be reminded that you are always abundant by having someone show you that when they take something away from you, you still have all you need? Well, I don't care about them taking things. I don't care. It's a murder and stuff like that. All right. Dying and... Why in this way do you feel the need to reinforce that idea? Why do you feel you need to experience that idea? Why do you feel you need to experience it? It means it. I don't know that's why I'm trying to think about for a long time and I'm having trouble integrating fears. Those fears and those thoughts. All right. Make it okay. Stand up. Here. What do you feel about the idea you call your your origins off this planet? How do I feel about it? Yes. On this planet? Your origins off this planet. How do I feel? Yeah, well, I feel great about it. Why? Because it's very exciting and... Is this not exciting? Being scared all the time? No, it's not... Not to me. You are not excited about it? No, I feel pain and fear. Pain and fear. All right. Anxiety, yes? Yes. Which is the same energy as excitement when judged to be negative. Oh. Now, allow me to remind you that when you are in a constant state of fear, you're not bored, are you? No. I'm sure not. Then you are excited or anxious, as you choose to call it. Yes, I'm very anxious. What is, in your terms, more positively exciting about where you think you came from than where you are now? where you are now. Where was I was from? There was no... There's no way you could have your physical body scratched. No way at all? None whatsoever? None whatsoever. Now, you have just realized a connection with that you there. You follow me? That you there is also this you here if you choose to blend. the two ideas. Why cannot this planet be that planet? This reality be that reality. Here you are. Have you not brought your reality with you? I guess I didn't. It is here. It is here with you. It is in you. All you need to know is that if you can conceive of that idea of yourself as a potential which can exist here, then understand that even as you create that concept, that is you here or you could not perceive it.

planet? This reality be that reality. Here you are. Have you not brought your reality with you? I guess I didn't. It is here. It is here with you. It is in you. All you need to know is that if you can conceive of that idea of yourself as a potential which can exist here, then understand that even as you create that concept, that is you here or you could not perceive it. You have to be equally of the vibration of that which you are perceiving at the moment. Or you could not perceive it. You are equal to it right here and right now. Allowing yourself to be that you here will allow you to transform this reality into that reality. They will be the same reality and then no one here will be able to scratch you either. scratch you either. I get your idea. All right. That is a start. Yeah. Now, allow me to say again that it is simply a matter of what we term they have habitual ritual. You simply have but to allow yourself to know that in walking down your streets in this civilization that you call you that you call your planet Earth. It is the same as if you are walking down the street in the other civilization. You are that civilization here. You are its representative. You are that civilization. It is you. You are walking in that world and this world simultaneously. Allow yourself to know that it is all right to allow your fears to relax in the sense that even if you create an interaction with another individual by allowing yourself to know that that interaction is serving the purpose of reinforcing who you really know yourself to be, then the result will always match that reality. No matter how it's true, No matter how it starts, it will always wind up reflecting the reality that you know yourself to be. Okay. I like that. Right. Love it. Yeah. Why do you have, what did you ask me to stand up? Ha ha ha ha. So you can, stand tall. Have conviction. Conviction to know that as you stand, you see, you are only sharing, you are not exposed. You follow me. You may sit down if you wish. Thank you. Understand, understand, the idea of understanding of understanding is supporting, standing under, supporting the idea of understanding under, supporting the idea of understanding. the idea. Allow yourself to know that you are understood. That the reality you know yourself to be is understood by all other individuals who can perceive you. You follow me? Yes. Thank you very much for being that reflection of that reality in your world at this time.

wish. Thank you. Understand, understand, the idea of understanding of understanding is supporting, standing under, supporting the idea of understanding under, supporting the idea of understanding. the idea. Allow yourself to know that you are understood. That the reality you know yourself to be is understood by all other individuals who can perceive you. You follow me? Yes. Thank you very much for being that reflection of that reality in your world at this time. world at this time for you are a portion of the blending and the sharing and the timing of the transformation which is perfect for sure one moment you are third you are second can you tell me something about the trilateral commission can you tell me who they are or and also what kind of polarity they're based on or they are simply representatives of those ideas you call your corporations You're saying that they're not individuals then? Yes. They are individuals. Yes. Then it's all just third density and just business related then? In a sense. There's no connections with higher densities? Of course, as each individual has a connection. But for the most part, it is rarely conscious on their part. I see. Okay. It's not, okay. It's not like an Orion conspiracy or anything. No, thank you. Okay. I wanted to ask you another question too. It's a little kind of personal. You guys tell jokes where you are? Only in a sense. I mean, other than ad living, I know you're really good. We have joy. We have fun. Could you tell me a joke? Do you have jokes like with a setup and a punchline? Only in the sense of this manner. One of the ideas we have already expressed to you is that within our society in a time past, we began to use this expression as a greeting. How are you? you? Well, things are not going as I expected. Congratulations. Things are not going as I expected either. Very good! Then we know we are functioning within our higher selves. Thank you. That is very good. That works well, thank you. Not like you. Okay. Next. Then you. Do you have a spaceship around here where we're around here, where can we see? At this time, I am still upon the idea you call a mothercraft approximately still 150,000 of your miles distant. We are within your solar system at this time. And have been for some time of your time as you count time. How long? Approximately the idea you call a month or so. Okay. So there is no spacecraft available to be seen. From time to time there is. And from time to time it has been. Ask your friend Steven. Yeah. Yeah, he already talked to back when I came. Broad daylight. Also I have friends of mine who would be interested in having a session with you, but they say that they are very skeptical. So what? Would you be interested?

call a month or so. Okay. So there is no spacecraft available to be seen. From time to time there is. And from time to time it has been. Ask your friend Steven. Yeah. Yeah, he already talked to back when I came. Broad daylight. Also I have friends of mine who would be interested in having a session with you, but they say that they are very skeptical. So what? Would you be interested? Why not? Great. As long as I can be skeptical of them too. And so it will be very enjoyable. All right? Then we'll show we can never with Randall. Thank you, Randall. Then we will enjoy our skepticism together. Thank you, yes. A couple weeks ago, you spoke of a parallel origin point time track. Yes. It's fun. I'm wondering. If that is true for all beings or if it's mainly for Earth beings or... For those that have projected themselves into the idea of multidimensional physical realities, yes. However, there are beings that in this way, in your terminology, have never been physical, as you know it, at all, and thus have no need for the idea of the parallelity. Certainly. Then this would apply also to Earth servers. Yes. Then the question that I have is... is... Though it is not as focused. And that is why there is more attention to the idea of Earth Server, as opposed to having an origin point somewhere else, even though, again, everyone has already been everywhere else. Yeah. How is it unfocused or how is it less focused? Simply the idea that you do recognize more association to other points of so-called origin than the Earth itself. Kind of within the context of importance. importance in certain... Yes, in a sense. Like, oh, that origin is not as important as my origins here, that kind of thing. Yes. Understand that you create your origin with each life. Because it is the focus for one of the reasons why you are here. In different lives, you can have different origins, so to speak. Right. You are sort of backtracking to a certain place that represents a symbol that you are exploits that you are exploring here now. Okay, the creation of the origin point for each life is this parallel origin point track, right? Yes, in a sense. Okay, in what sense? Simply that it can take many variations of form and dimensionality. Okay. Would you say that in general an Earth server is one who's been here for an extended period of time? Can be. It does not have to be. to be. You can make a decision in one life to be an Earth server, and that will bring with it all of the feeling that all of the other things are not as important. Ah, I see. What is an Earth server?

form and dimensionality. Okay. Would you say that in general an Earth server is one who's been here for an extended period of time? Can be. It does not have to be. to be. You can make a decision in one life to be an Earth server, and that will bring with it all of the feeling that all of the other things are not as important. Ah, I see. What is an Earth server? Simply as we have said, those individuals who are recognizing that they are, quote-unquote, more attached to the assistance of the transformation upon Earth at this time from an Earth point of view than they are from any other extraterrestrial point of view. Terrific. Okay. Next question. question. Has Nicolette Tesla reincarnated in this time track on Earth? Our immediate perception is that, for the most part, the idea is yes, though there is some diversification with the consciousness. A different kind of rearrangement than was previously done. than was previously done in all the other lives. So it has shifted focus to some degree. In what way is it shifted? Different connections, different purposes. I see. We did it reincarnate. The shifting of the focus track. We perceive the possibility of either the... ...will be enough. Ten feet will be enough. Yes. Okay. Well, is it really realistic that we would expect the thing to vanish into some other dimension... It might. You may research if you have not already done so. The work of an individual in what you call your country of England called Searle. Spell. S-E-A-R-L-E. Okay. Uh-huh. Okay. Will we be able to disconnect the power from this thing once we get it up to 2300 RPM? If you have not made pre-arrangements to do so, no. Understand that there is a possibility that at a certain point, it will be its own source of power. Right. Well, I'm wondering, yeah... You may lose a few of them, yes. Yes. That's fine. Yeah, I was wondering if we were... Sural lost a few. I see. Well, we could just have a switch and turn off the power and be able to... Maybe. If it's still around, in other words. Yes. That may not do it. That may not do it. Is there the first one last? Last. Okay. What era I'll be talking about? Present. Okay. Where would we find such information? You will find it. All right. Great. Thank you. Dush. You. You. Is it possible for any of us, me, to visit your spaceship and remember what we visit it? In your dream state at this time, yes. In physical? physical state at this time. Not really. No, not in physical state, but in dream state. Yes, of course. But how about remembering what we saw? Why not? Well, what would I have to do to remember it? We remember. Thank you. Create the memory. Okay. Thank you, the world. Thank you. Pachar? Yes.

me, to visit your spaceship and remember what we visit it? In your dream state at this time, yes. In physical? physical state at this time. Not really. No, not in physical state, but in dream state. Yes, of course. But how about remembering what we saw? Why not? Well, what would I have to do to remember it? We remember. Thank you. Create the memory. Okay. Thank you, the world. Thank you. Pachar? Yes. Is that to say that we all have... constantly a capability of making a connection with you. Oh, sneaky you. Of course. And you do with many, many, many beings. Many beings. Many, many, many.