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Simple physics. Thank you. Thank you. Recognize that you are a vibratory pattern of energy. Therefore, everything in your reality is the same. Right. When you vibrate to an idea, your reality must synchronize and become that vibration. I don't have to think about the concept of vibrating. I just have to think of the idea. Very good. Thank you. It's like one runs into trouble when they have an opinion of judgment. One runs into trouble when they have the idea that they run into trouble. You follow me? Yes, that is a judgment and a separation. Intellectually I follow you, but that I'm not feeling with you. All right, but... Understand that you do understand exactly how you need to understand. how you need to understand at this time. And then you would instantly feel that you have got it. You follow me. You guess? Well, I mean it's so simple. Oh, yes, yes, very simple. Understand that we recognize that in your civilization something which seems too simple can possibly be real. Many individuals, when they find things moving along just fantastic. just fantastically are worried that nothing is wrong. This is too easy. But is that nature of this particular plan? It was. Now, because you can interact with us, it is no longer. Otherwise, we would not be here. Because we would not be in accord to the vibration. You would not be in accord to our vibration, which knows knows that you are losing your use for that tool. It was valid at its time, but you are now the ending of that cycle. You are losing the need for separation, struggling and striving. You are now recreating the idea of yourself as a totally integrated idea, which simply recognizes itself as all that it needs to be. To achieve whatever purpose it is now unfolding. So there's the ultimate purpose of the same way. There is no ultimate purpose. Understand that all that is needs no purpose to continue being all that is. Since all that is always has been. Life needs no purpose other than the idea that you may create more life to live. It is all that because all that is can experience itself from all these different viewpoints that it does. that it does. Just because it can. Why not? You follow me? Yeah. Thank you. Yes. Yes. This is a question about dealing with something. I think I have an idea already how to do it, but like I recently had a very big confrontation with somebody who basically said to me, quote unquote, I don't understand emotions, I don't, I don't, I'm not emotional, don't talk to me with any emotions, if you have something to say be specific, and as a matter of fact, the Bible says that emotions should not be listened to, we're not emotional people, I'm, you know, I'm a person of action, a person of...

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but like I recently had a very big confrontation with somebody who basically said to me, quote unquote, I don't understand emotions, I don't, I don't, I'm not emotional, don't talk to me with any emotions, if you have something to say be specific, and as a matter of fact, the Bible says that emotions should not be listened to, we're not emotional people, I'm, you know, I'm a person of action, a person of... Do you mean that when in your scripture you call the Bible, in that portion you call New Testament, when the being you call Jesus said, my joy I leave with you. That was not the expression of emotion. I asked him about that too and basically the answer was, what? Yeah, I asked him that and basically the answer that he said to me was that that is action that's not emotion, that's an action that's taking something and putting it into a positive emotion. It's nothing to feeling. And I did, I did question him on that and I was... All right, understand simply that when you do allow yourself total knowing then it may be that you no longer need the tool of what you call emotion, but realize that there will always be, always be the energy that you call compassion. Do you follow me? No. What you call compassion is the total granting of beingness to all other paths and viewpoints of expression within all that is. all that is. Now, as you allow yourself to totally know yourself, because knowing comes before believing, which comes before feeling, you may not ever reach the level where you need in that way to express emotionality in the sense that you mean it, but you will always be within compassion. So then would you say that that particular idea that the Bible represents is more geared with that idea, not that people, we're not emotional beings, not that we should listen to what each other's feelings are about any particular idea. In a sense, understand that many times, the allowance of communication through emotionality will allow you more direct experience of that which you do know yourself to be, since in your terminology, feeling is one step closer than thinking to the center of yourself. Now, any individual in that way who wishes to create that for themselves, that is their path. But understand that for them in that way to deny you the expression of your own unique emotionality as you have chosen to create it will only be the denial of their own willingness to truly know. because they are denying a portion of themselves if they feel they do not contain emotionality they are then in that way rejecting the entire portion of themselves which exists within that universe. Understand simply that this may be done, knowing that you need not necessarily experience what you turn to be in your cognizant's emotionality.

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as you have chosen to create it will only be the denial of their own willingness to truly know. because they are denying a portion of themselves if they feel they do not contain emotionality they are then in that way rejecting the entire portion of themselves which exists within that universe. Understand simply that this may be done, knowing that you need not necessarily experience what you turn to be in your cognizant's emotionality. But when you allow yourself in that way to grant beingness to everyone, you will still in that way allow there to be emotionality in any communication because you recognize it as a valid method of communication. You're not judging? Very good. To deny that the individual will not understand you if you are emotional is to deny that they can simply know what do you mean regardless of how you say it. They are then not trusting their own ability to truly know. Realize that if they truly allow themselves to To know that they know, it will not matter what form any communication takes toward them. They will understand it. To enforce you to be so specific in that way means that they themselves lack a link of communication within themselves that they are not willing to experience at this time. Grant them the validity of experiencing that idea. For that is their path. It is unique. But not so. special for all paths are unique. Is, isn't by nature though, as human aren't we... Understand what you mean by nature. For you as the automatic creator, our nature. And you create whatever symbols you feel represent the naturalness that you are willing to express at any particular time. It is natural for you to contain every expression possible. Therefore, it is always natural for you to express anything in any way. Therefore, in that way, yes, it is natural. But understand that because you are a creator with free will, it is also natural to deny any portion of yourself, in the overall sense. It is simply in that way, not in the best interest of integration, however. But it is simply in that way. is still natural to create separation as well. If that is what I wish, you follow me. Yes. Thank you. Michelle, I want to express how much I appreciate and love being here. Then realize you have thanked yourself, for you have brought yourself. I, at times have this tremendous love for all people, all things. people, all things. At times? At times. This is what, and I'm feeling it more and more, becoming more all the time. All right. But at times, I do have the tremendous withdrawal of putting this shell back around me. All right, but realize, it's only your vernacular which creates the confusion.

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Then realize you have thanked yourself, for you have brought yourself. I, at times have this tremendous love for all people, all things. people, all things. At times? At times. This is what, and I'm feeling it more and more, becoming more all the time. All right. But at times, I do have the tremendous withdrawal of putting this shell back around me. All right, but realize, it's only your vernacular which creates the confusion. Do you understand that because in that way there is no past, there is no future, there is only one eternal now, that any time you feel that love, then at that moment it is all the time. Right. You follow me? Yes. Then you may play with words as much as you wish. But understand that you do, when you feel it, you feel it all the time. Because in that moment, that is all the time there is. I'm sure. I'm just saying you all that time and I'm there. Yes. Thank you. Just to say that when she doesn't feel it, she doesn't ever feel it? Right. That's interesting. In other words, in that moment, that is her entire universe. Feeling something else. because you create time. Therefore, all time becomes permeated with that immediate feeling of yourself. Just to say that when she doesn't feel it, she doesn't ever feel it? Right. In other words, in that moment, that is her entire universe, feeling something else. Because you create time. Therefore, all time becomes permeated with that immediate feeling of yourself. That is why you do create the past and the future from your present. And the tonality of what you call your past lives and your future lives are determined by what your present understanding of yourself is. It represents itself as those portions of the past and future lives you are willing to focus. focus upon. In other words, if you feel pretty rotten about yourself in the present, you will focus on all the rotten portions of your past life and blame your present situation upon them. In this discussion of time and timing that earlier you said that, well, in my case, the timing was perfect that I am perceiving or not perceiving or thinking I'm not perceiving beings or whatever. Timing is always perfect in every case. You cannot be off track. Right, I believe that. I understand that. I guess my question is that, um, I ask you something along the lines of then I have already determined a timing for myself. And, uh, the first question is, does that mean that I am at the effect of a decision that I can't remember making? In a sense. How can I become not the effect of it? How can I... By recognizing... Is that? The timing can be now. Okay, now, if I say, okay, well, it's now, uh, for some reason... Not if you say now, if you know, it is now.

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a timing for myself. And, uh, the first question is, does that mean that I am at the effect of a decision that I can't remember making? In a sense. How can I become not the effect of it? How can I... By recognizing... Is that? The timing can be now. Okay, now, if I say, okay, well, it's now, uh, for some reason... Not if you say now, if you know, it is now. Oh, how can I know? Right. How, how, how, how, how? First of all, by recognizing that every time you ask how, you are separating yourself from the now, understanding. Right. Because you believe that I must ask how, because it is not here, Now. Did you like that? Well, I understand what you're saying. Thank you. Then, at that moment, right then, of understanding. And right now, if you wish, you are completely there. Yes, this is the way it feels. This is the way it feels. Right now. Oh, I see. When you said, I understand, what makes you think you do not still understand. And again, and again, and again, understand. And again, understand, and continue to understand. And know that you understand. Well, I believe that I intellectually understand. Alright, that is your belief. But I'm not certain that I'm perceiving them. Why not? Because I'm not... So what? Aware of it. That is an expectation. You're assuming it will feel such and such a way. When you allow yourself to know that you do experience it, then you will begin to feel it. What's required in allowing myself to do that. Recognizing that cause and effect are the same event. Okay. Many individuals feel that before they can be happy, they need a reason to be happy. If you allow yourself to simply know that you are happy, why not? The nature, you as the automatic creator, which does not allow there to be a vacuum in creation, will supply you with all the reasons, causes necessary to support the happiness you have created as. you have created as an effect. You cannot have an effect without the cause. Therefore, if you create the effect by knowing you are happy, the cause will be there. In other words, your life will become that ecstatic explosion of coincidence bringing to you every situation necessary to support the happiness you have created within that life. Because it cannot leave you hanging with happiness and no reason for it. You follow me? Yes. The same with any idea. If you know you are abundant, you will be abundant. Because you cannot be left hanging with the knowledge that you are abundant and nothing to support it in physical reality. Why is it that we even have problems with this? We have apparent problems. You create the idea of problem, which is only a situation we will not allow to change shape.

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reason for it. You follow me? Yes. The same with any idea. If you know you are abundant, you will be abundant. Because you cannot be left hanging with the knowledge that you are abundant and nothing to support it in physical reality. Why is it that we even have problems with this? We have apparent problems. You create the idea of problem, which is only a situation we will not allow to change shape. It is again a remnant habit from a tool which has served you. You are now developing a new habit, a new way of looking at more of yourself. It will change. I see. So it's really just mad of overcoming it. have it? Yes. Okay. First of all, recognizing that you even have one. Recognize that because you can question the idea that you may have a habit is in and of itself, at that point, the moment of complete transformation. Because when you are totally living in one reality, you will not question that there may be another one that might be possible. The moment you question the idea that you might be able to make a transference, you can't make a transformation from one idea to another, in that moment of the question you have made the transformation because you have recognized another idea. And by being able to recognize another idea, you must have, of course, then become the vibration to be equal to recognize, to perceive that idea, and by becoming the vibration in the insert of recognition, you were the idea, therefore you were the reality in that moment. But then comes the habit of believing that at that moment it is not real, and it is something that must be attained. If you allow yourself to simply recognize that in the moment of revelation, that represents a total reality, you will continue to experience the reality of that revelation. You will not need to grab for it, nor hang on to it. It will simply continue in that way. So we're just trying to break through bad habits here. In a sense. Trying, we're not doing it. Yes. You are changing your idea of yourself. Thank you. Thank you. What is an urge server? Simply again, the idea of the idea. that there are beings, in a sense, who identify more closely with the Earth plane vibration and have had many, many lives in that way here in the Earth plane. Do not so much identify specifically with other civilizations. In other words, do not feel directly so much they are here newly born, but have been here for a while, but identify with the purpose of other consciousness coming to your planet at this time by being here already, in a sense, being familiar, very familiar with the Earth vibrations so that they may then assist in a smooth transition of the other Earth vibrations which are going through the transformation.

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with other civilizations. In other words, do not feel directly so much they are here newly born, but have been here for a while, but identify with the purpose of other consciousness coming to your planet at this time by being here already, in a sense, being familiar, very familiar with the Earth vibrations so that they may then assist in a smooth transition of the other Earth vibrations which are going through the transformation. And in recognizing the transformation to be occurring by being willing to be of service in aiding that transformation, they are then Earth servers. They are helping the Earth assisting it through its transformation. Oh. Will that have explained the idea? the idea? Oh, yes. Are you sure? Um, I understand part of it. All right. Do you feel you need at this time to understand anything more? Um, so an Earth server would be somebody that's been here before? Can be, yes. Most often, in a sense, you may look at it that way, yes. That they identify most strongly with the Earth's vibration. It is at this time in your terminology, Your terminology, let us say, in all the possible lives they may have had in other civilizations, simply at this time the most overriding vibration. It is how they view themselves, more connected to Earth than any other civilization. I understand. Thank you. I hope to show. Yes, yes. When I'm feeling a lot of energy rest to my body, I also, it feels like, well, my eyes get real tight. And I'm just wondering. is that because the energy is rising up to you? Yes, yes, yes. Have you noticed then physically with the physical channel before you that this experience also occurs prior to the connection of our energy? Then simply understand it is the physical symbol of, in a sense, attempting to contain the rush of energy. Of feeling, in a sense, pushed headlong at high speed through many levels of the self. Right. Is that, am I stopping something that would happen? No, not really. Oh. It is something in a sense you will get used to. I mean, it feels good. Yes. Yes. It will ease. As it is easing for the physical medium as well. Thank you. Yes. The question I wanted to ask you is, are you familiar with numerology? To some degree as a tool? Yes. Is it just a tool? Now understand that you have contradicted yourself. Any tool that is created always has validity according to why the tool was created. When you say just a tool, you are then for yourself removing the validity. But those individuals who feel the connection to the idea they have created feel it is valid for their own path. It is always subjective. You follow me. The same thing with astrology. Anything. Any physical symbol is as valid as you wish it to be for the time you have created.

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has validity according to why the tool was created. When you say just a tool, you are then for yourself removing the validity. But those individuals who feel the connection to the idea they have created feel it is valid for their own path. It is always subjective. You follow me. The same thing with astrology. Anything. Any physical symbol is as valid as you wish it to be for the time you have created. Well, even like a chair is a tool, right? You believe in it would just fall on the ground. That is an idea, yes. Yes. Physical objects are also symbols. Understand if you weigh, I'll say, in a pragmatic idea. You may simply view in that way that you are simply by sitting in a chair. air, sending the transmission idea to another being that you are in a state of repose, of acceptance, of rest. It manifests into physical symbology in that way, in your civilization. In other civilizations, it may be that they begin to float. Or that they begin to defocus their physical form. Or that they pick up a physical form. Or that they pick up. another object. While I am carrying this red rock, I am willing to listen. When I carry the blue one, I am wishing to be by myself. There are many different ways to interpret the same idea. Each will be a valid tool for those that are creating it to experience themselves in that way. When they no longer need the tool, they will create another one. Is that like when we close our eyes to sleep, we're telling people we don't want to be disturbed? I don't want to be concerned. In a sense. There will be a few more of your minutes in your terms of time left question. Yeah, I wanted to talk to you. Let's see. I wanted to talk a little bit about my Sedona ship. I was very glad to hear about, hear you talk about this buffer thing because I know I've been grumbling and finding a lot about the slowness and how bored I was. And so I guess I gave myself. So I guess I gave myself an opportunity in this five days of the Sedona trip to not have a buffer zone. And, I mean, you know, it was obviously summer I would have just been torn apart, but to have very little buffer zone. And I experienced many, many, many realities, many different time frames, simultaneously, many different dimensions, many different trips at the same time. Gosh. And all totally unexpected from what I have been consciously expecting. Yes. It was, the whole trip was quite agonaging as I, agonizing as I experienced it until I could get home, it's taken all this time, you know, to start to integrate. Yes. Yes. Then you may also understand it was an opportunity in that way to experience the idea of expectation.

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simultaneously, many different dimensions, many different trips at the same time. Gosh. And all totally unexpected from what I have been consciously expecting. Yes. It was, the whole trip was quite agonaging as I, agonizing as I experienced it until I could get home, it's taken all this time, you know, to start to integrate. Yes. Yes. Then you may also understand it was an opportunity in that way to experience the idea of expectation. And what results from that? No, indeed. Real drag. Well, anyway. Does not have to be. Do not judge your judgment. Oh, I know. It was then. All right. Thank you. Also, the speed. I think the speed was. more, actually more associated with my son because it's more the speed that he could easily and naturally go as far as that kind of speed. He wouldn't need. That's about how much buffer he needs, which is enough to just tear me apart, you know. And he had a fine time. Anyway, one interesting thing, a couple interesting things. One was when I was out in the desert, just above Winslow, Arizona, not just above, but going north from Windlow, Arizona towards the Hokie Reservation. and there was a bunch of buttes in the area, and I suddenly realized that I was in the future, or the significance of what I was doing right then was actually the future significance. Gosh. And I saw a landing on that, um, on one of the buts. And I just felt great joy with that particular, um, uh, thing. And I felt that it was about nine or ten years and that it was a very widely known. Yes. Okay. Is there anything else you like to say about that? 1992 Oh, okay. Great. Um, the other thing that was, that I wanted to say was, um, on the way home, let's see, I guess this was between about needles and Barstow, California, out in the desert again. Um, I was, uh, sleeping in my car, because it was overheating, and I was, um, felt a very strong presence, but I don't know what to call it, like, I felt a very strong UFO presence is the only way I could describe it. Um, a number of presence is perhaps. presence is perhaps. And some, I wouldn't say negative or positive necessarily. I just know that I did not want to see them and I didn't, I actually put a barrier around me. All right, but recognize that when you allow yourself to fall asleep next to a free way, you have to expect you hear of the rush of traffic from time to time. You mean if you go out of sleep in a desert along, you got to expect that sort of, I know. In that area. That area, right? I knew what I was doing.

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and I didn't, I actually put a barrier around me. All right, but recognize that when you allow yourself to fall asleep next to a free way, you have to expect you hear of the rush of traffic from time to time. You mean if you go out of sleep in a desert along, you got to expect that sort of, I know. In that area. That area, right? I knew what I was doing. But I wanted to say something was that I didn't experience with that I didn't experience what I didn't know at the time, but I only realized several days later, something got activated in my body that had been latent and made it, um, uh, basically impervious to a lot of physical, um, used to be very sensitive to chemicals and to Los Angeles, a lot of things that are in Los Angeles, you know, smog and this and that, and the other plastic and blah, blah, blah. You mean allergies? No, not really. In a sense. In a sense, yeah. Not with, no, I would recognize this. All right. Just kind of weak. Yes. It made me very strong and, um, like I can... Are you paying attention? Maybe very strong, I think, and I see now, because I think that I'm going to have some more time in LA, but it's perfectly fine with me because I'm, uh, those sorts of things won't affect my body anymore. I'm just, it's just very, very strong. Because what you're now considered to be your body vibrates in a different reality from those ideas. You follow me? All right, pretty nifty. Yeah. Yeah, so anyway, it was a real, it's a real, it's a real neat trip, and I realized, I realized the main thing that occurred, or one way of looking at it is that an invitation that's gone out, and when I go, when I do go to Sedona to live, or temporarily or permanently, whatever, that's not exactly permanent, but it's going to be the beginning of a very, it's already excitement happening, but there's going to be a lot of very exciting things going on there. But I was invited, yet I was also invited to come back here to partake of what's going on here for a little bit longer. And now that I understand it, I could have just simply gone here when I went and come back when I came back, but it's because I didn't understand that I fought it a lot of the way, but I wanted to stay. Anyway, I guess that's about it for the moment. Well, thank you for the sharing of your gifts at this time. Understand we have already made in that way the engagement of our field, and in that way we must say good night. It's nice.

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when I went and come back when I came back, but it's because I didn't understand that I fought it a lot of the way, but I wanted to stay. Anyway, I guess that's about it for the moment. Well, thank you for the sharing of your gifts at this time. Understand we have already made in that way the engagement of our field, and in that way we must say good night. It's nice. As then briefly, you would understand it in that way, as was expressed to you, there was the engagement of the field around about the ship and so the leaving was taken. You follow me? Yes, yeah. In that way, then that will be explained to you at this time, that will be all to thank you. Thank you. I don't know. That was, um, something different then, right? Right at the end. Yeah. You have an understanding of what happened? Just briefly, there was like, um, I had it once before and it's when, it's when, a lot of times, a lot of times, I think, when, when, um, wait a minute, when, um, wait a minute, I'm fuzzy, hold on. When they're communicating, he's still sometime, he's in his ship. And once before, when he engaged the field to begin to move, when I was still connected, I felt that way. It's as if I'm still, I'm still, I'm still, they're still connected, and they're starting the field of their ship to start moving. And it's like I get caught up in it. And when they start that, according to whatever is they're doing, then, you know, if they're leaving, but they haven't broken the connection. then I get sort of wrapped up in it, you know, and I usually, you know, then I sort of almost feel more like, um, I'm really there on the ship more than I usually do. It's like all of my focus, wherever it is during the channeling, is suddenly brought right into the ship because the field isolates it from one universe. And so then... And so then when the connection is broken from that point, it's more like, It's more like wherever I am collects in the ship and then it's broken, rather than just coming back to coalescence like normal. You know? So he activated the field, I think. Was that a missed timing or just something different? No, I got the sense when it happened before that it was something that was for me because it helped me get closer to the idea of being able to be in that kind of a reality, to be able to physically feel it, feel the field around the ship, as an extension of consciousness, you know, as an idea. So it's kind of like, I guess, for me, it's like a tease. You know what I mean?

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the sense when it happened before that it was something that was for me because it helped me get closer to the idea of being able to be in that kind of a reality, to be able to physically feel it, feel the field around the ship, as an extension of consciousness, you know, as an idea. So it's kind of like, I guess, for me, it's like a tease. You know what I mean? That's interesting, Carol, because over the past month, a month, I've gotten the idea, feeling that there's just a much stronger connection happening in. Yeah, it is always getting stronger. Yeah. And the stronger gets, it seems the more I'm able to directly experience what they physically experience. You know? Yeah, right, too bad. Y'all have a good time? Yeah. Thank you very much for being here. Thank you.