Changing Your Life (Part 2 of 3)

And why are you choosing to play that role? Well, because I just see myself as, I'm not really, I would, that's what I would, I mean, that's what I'm called. I choose to see it as independent. All right. Are you saying that the term aloof is simply someone else's term for you? Yeah. What is your hesitation? I can buy into that. I can see how that could be. I can see how, from the other person. how, from the other person's... Just because you can understand that perspective doesn't mean you buy into it. It simply means you understand it. Right. Or comprehending. So, I mean, I just, you know, in... May I ask you a question? Yes. Why are you in a relationship you obviously don't prefer to be in? Because of what you said in the past, of allow anything that comes in the moment. But allowance doesn't mean that you don't learn and... choose what you prefer from what you have allowed in your life. Allowance doesn't mean you put up with something that is not your vibration. Allowance means you let what is there be there to teach you more of what you prefer to be. And then act accordingly. I could simply say I don't prefer this. Correct. That's still allowing the situation to have served you for what it is. And I could simply be... And that could simply be to show me what I don't prefer. It could be. It can also be an opportunity for many different kinds of reflections. And remember, in relationships, since fundamentally relationships are for the purpose of reflecting to each other what you need to reflect to allow each other to be more of who you are, if you respond according to what you really prefer, if you're clear that that's what you're doing and not really reacting in a negative way, if you respond according to what you clearly prefer, you are then sending to the other person or people the most loving message you can because you're letting them know who they're in a relationship with. If you are not being yourself, you're not in a relationship anyway. And you're not letting them be in a relationship with you because they don't know who you are because you're not showing them who you are and letting them decide whether or not, once they discover who you are, if they want to be in a relationship with who you prefer to be or who you prefer to be or or not. If they no longer prefer to be in a relationship with who you prefer to be, then you have done the most loving gift you can give them, letting them know who you are so they can go find someone they prefer to be with. You understand? Yeah, I do.

you are, if they want to be in a relationship with who you prefer to be or who you prefer to be or or not. If they no longer prefer to be in a relationship with who you prefer to be, then you have done the most loving gift you can give them, letting them know who you are so they can go find someone they prefer to be with. You understand? Yeah, I do. And you can then automatically make space for someone to come into your life, if necessary, that is more reflective of who you prefer to be with, or shall we simply say, more reflective of who you prefer to be. Because it isn't necessary that you be with anyone. automatically happens as a reflection of who it is you are being. Now, does that make some sense to you? Yeah. Does that help clarify the path, the action? Immensely. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Hello, I was going to... Good day. Hi. I was going to say, you're good, but now I know I know you're going to say, we're good, and we are. I will still say... Thank you. I will still say, you're welcome. Over the last few months, the issues and importance of the will in living, existing, my own personal issue of developing and awakening my will. Yes. Has become much clearer. Oh, all right, thank you. Freedom has been a very strong call word in my life. Yes. And over, this relates to, over the last few months, periodic, what I would say, interactions with possible extraterrestrial. that I would call intrusive or meddlesome or what you might call less preferable. Pesky. Yes, questionable. Of questionable intent. Oh, all right. And I wanted to know if you could clarify what some of those experiences that I've had, and also, I know it's serving me very well in challenging me to awaken my will. Yes. The idea is to simply recognize that it is not so much that their intention is lacking, but simply perhaps their methodologies and their level of understanding of the reactions you experience to their interactions. Outwardly. The idea is that, again, this literature and this understanding already exists in your society to a sufficient degree that can help you understand more clearly what is going on. We have already referred to the piece of literature in your world called the book Cosmic Voyage. Yeah. Have you read it? No. Read it. I won't. You will understand many of the things you are asking us. Okay. Also with regards to the issue of walk-ins and walk-outs in the will, is there anything that you can advise me with regards to the issues that I'm going through on this?

what is going on. We have already referred to the piece of literature in your world called the book Cosmic Voyage. Yeah. Have you read it? No. Read it. I won't. You will understand many of the things you are asking us. Okay. Also with regards to the issue of walk-ins and walk-outs in the will, is there anything that you can advise me with regards to the issues that I'm going through on this? Most of the ideas that your people call walk-ins are simply shifts in the frequency of the collective oversoul or the higher self, and thus it automatically needs to create a new personality structure to reflect the shift in the over-soul frequencies. It is not literally that the soul has left and another soul has left. has come in in the sense that you trade off your car to another driver. That is an analogy in the sense that it works for you as a physical analogy because you are a physical being, but more often than not, although we are not saying it is impossible that the energy can be more like that. More often than not, what you typically recognize as a walk-in is simply a change in the overall energy of the soul that is there to begin with, but it must now create a new personality structure to represent that shift. So it's sort of like reincarnating back into yourself. A more advanced form. Yes. Yes. Okay. Also one question. A name came to me upon considering changing my name. The name is Brayal, if you could give me any significance on this. And anything else I should have asked about or would have done it? Anything else you should have asked? Yeah, I know you're going to say that. Anything I would have done well to also have asked about, but I might have left out. If there is anything else that you would have done well to ask about, you would ask it. I would have asked about it. Thank you very much. One moment. Let us say it is a connection, this vibrational appellation. It is a connective guide for you, a beacon in a sense, to other experiences you are having you would say have had another life. One moment. Perhaps what you would call Celtic, perhaps also what you would call East Indian. In the sense of the natural path, the feeling your way on the natural path is what this vibration is helping you to reflect to yourself. Does that make sense to you? It is functioning like a guide. It is functioning like another idea of yourself. But it is simply connections to energies you have experience. with already that help you learn to instinctively and intuitively trust to feel your way along the path and let that be your guide. Like a landmark of consciousness? Yes. Okay. Does that help you? Very much. And thank you for coming. Fine. You're welcome.

Does that make sense to you? It is functioning like a guide. It is functioning like another idea of yourself. But it is simply connections to energies you have experience. with already that help you learn to instinctively and intuitively trust to feel your way along the path and let that be your guide. Like a landmark of consciousness? Yes. Okay. Does that help you? Very much. And thank you for coming. Fine. You're welcome. Shavai, and good day to you all. And to you, good day. I'd like to discuss a previous conversation we had... Oh, all right. Go right ahead. In regards to Ethel? Yes. At that time, you told me that I would have to, if I chose to go that way, I would have to walk alone for a considerable amount of time. Yes. If I chose to disconnect, I could. If I chose to stay connected, I could. Yes. What have I chosen to do? I'm not going to tell you about that. Oh, come on, Bashar. Obviously, right now, you are choosing to do. Now you are choosing to remain connected. Now is all that counts. When you learn that, you will not have to ask me these things. This is the strongest answer I can give you if you will allow yourself to be open to the information that this simple answer contains, you will understand what we have said to you before and what we are saying to you now. Okay, fair enough. How is he doing? Perfect. Good. Good. Okay. The last time I was here, we discussed, where you told me, that during my stay in the hospital, for those five days, I was making a decision and I was out. Yes. However, you didn't say where I was. No, I did not. Why? Why should I? Why not? Because it doesn't serve you. It is not the idea of where you were. It's the idea of where you were. of where you are now based on your experience. Well, obviously I chose to come back. So to speak. So to speak. I mean I didn't? I am. I'm here now. Yes. Now you are here. But it is not a matter of having come back. It was a matter of realizing where you are. This may sound cryptic and mysterious, but it is this that it's going to take to really pull you into this understanding. You are still looking at things too linearly. You must learn what it means to be in the now. So the idea of having gone somewhere and come back is really simply the process, the experience of learning to know where you are. Okay, maybe you can answer me this then, was that decision based on the first based on the first question. And if so, to what degree? 100%. Okay. And one final question. Yes. I've been sketching a few likenesses of yourself.

must learn what it means to be in the now. So the idea of having gone somewhere and come back is really simply the process, the experience of learning to know where you are. Okay, maybe you can answer me this then, was that decision based on the first based on the first question. And if so, to what degree? 100%. Okay. And one final question. Yes. I've been sketching a few likenesses of yourself. And I want to know which one you like the best. It will require that these likenesses be fed into the eyes and the circuits of the brain of the channel. of the channel for us to receive them exactly as you have rendered them. Otherwise, all we are perceiving are the diffused patterns of many probable connections. Okay, well, there are just sketches now kind of rough. It does not matter. We can, in that sense, access the degree of vibrational synchronicity, even with what you would call a very rough sketch. So first the channel must see it. One of them was a take off on what the channel drew himself. Still. We would have to see it. see in what direction you took it. Okay. Okay. Good day. Thank you. Good day. One moment. One moment. One moment. Our final piece of information to the last interaction. Still, there must be the removal of information to the last interaction. of mystery. Still, there must be the simplicity, the clarity, the basic, fundamental understandings before what you call the mysteries of creation can reveal themselves. If you approach the mystery in a mysterious way, there will be no revelation. revelation. If you allow yourself to know yourself, then all mystery will be revealed. This is from a friend. Thank you. And before I go. Yes. Does this have to do with a question I ask you a long time ago, of the principles of this Esassani to be applied here, I mentioned. I mentioned. And they do not work. And you said to me, quote, if I remember exactly, if you were meant to use those principles, you would be here and not there. Do you remember that conversation? Yes. Where do you want to be? Well, it's obvious I'd like to be there. Then be here, there. That's the key. I am both. I am there. You are not functioning as a thing. such. You are not acting as such. You are still generating barriers and mysteries. I get it. Remove the compartmentalization in your thinking process and you will understand what is meant by being here, there, and truly being both. There are, in that sense, not the actions to back up the assertions. Okay. I get it. Thank you. Thank you. again. Yes. You already have. Hi, Bashar. And a good day! Well, I came here tonight to, I'll say first by saying I've been experimenting with the monotomic gold. Oh, all right. But I... Uh... Yeah. How come... What...

and you will understand what is meant by being here, there, and truly being both. There are, in that sense, not the actions to back up the assertions. Okay. I get it. Thank you. Thank you. again. Yes. You already have. Hi, Bashar. And a good day! Well, I came here tonight to, I'll say first by saying I've been experimenting with the monotomic gold. Oh, all right. But I... Uh... Yeah. How come... What... Have you been experimenting without expectation? Yes. Yes. the time. Most of the time, all right. Well, sometimes I think. Sometimes, all right. It's getting less and less. Right. But, uh... Yes. What exactly is a gold supposed to do for you? It is supposed to allow you more opportunity to do for yourself. It's not going to do anything for you at all. It is going to give you an opportunity to know you can do more for yourself. more for yourself. That's its power. It is a great equalizer. That's all it does. It's a catalyst. Remember, a catalyst allows an interaction to occur, but it does not participate in the interaction. You understand? Yes. That's all it's doing. It's forming a stage. Wherein you can allow yourself, literally. allow yourself to allow more if you wish to put it that way. But it still requires that you make decisions, take actions. It is simply that. It gives you a better opportunity to do so. But it's not doing anything for you. It's not taking you anywhere. It's lubrication. You must still start the ignition and allow the gears to turn. allow the gears to turn to take advantage of the lubrication. All right. Just adding oil into your vehicle is not going to get the car to move. You have to step on the gas to use your Earth technology analogy. Does that help clarify the idea? Yes, it does. And so, where would you like to go with this? Well, I'd like to, since you just told me that, I understand. I understand. I don't expect to go anywhere, really, except it does help my take it. I do feel more open-minded. Oh, I may I ask you a question? Sometimes it's not enough. May I ask you a question? Yes. Thank you. Why are you taking it? What reasons did you give yourself for doing so? What reasons did you give yourself for doing so? Specifically. Is there some particular? some particular thing you thought it would make you more capable of doing? In a way. And that way would be what? To help me a lot through life a little better and understanding things a little better, I guess is one thing. So what you are saying is that without the monatomics, you do not have the ability to understand? Well, yeah. That's just, well, at first, it's just, well, at first.

some particular? some particular thing you thought it would make you more capable of doing? In a way. And that way would be what? To help me a lot through life a little better and understanding things a little better, I guess is one thing. So what you are saying is that without the monatomics, you do not have the ability to understand? Well, yeah. That's just, well, at first, it's just, well, at first. somebody told me about it, and then I started looking into it, and I don't understand everything about it. So that's why I'm kind of experimenting, so I don't know if I should take a particular child. I am not saying that the monotomics do not actually have a physiological effect on your body, because it does. But the idea of the monotomics is similar to the notion you call karma, and I'll give you the analogy in this way, and let you extrapolate across the bridge from the carmic analogy to the actual physiological monotomotomy. physiological monotomics. Karma is broken when you realize that karma is yours to break. That's all it is. The realization that you are free from karma frees you from karma. Frees you from karma. Now you make the extrapolation of this analogy to the monotomics. monotomics. Okay. You don't have to do it right now. Right. But use that as an analogy, as an understanding, to help you understand how it is the monotomic functions. Because that's what it's doing. Just like the karmic structure. When you know that you are free to determine, when you know you are free to determine, when you know you are free to determine who you are free to determine who you are. who you are at every moment. That recognition is what breaks the karmic tie. Okay, well, I think I have an answer for the first question you asked me anyways. Yes. The reason why I was taking it was, well, for some things to, to, because they say it's super conductive and when you take it, then it helps your energy to build better, better. It can, but again, remember, it's only doing it to a certain point. You have to go the rest of the way. Okay. Is there any particular diet that I should do like for? In general, a light one. You already have the ability to do your research and recognize that much of the material on your planet now that you call foodstuffs are heavily toxified. Find what is natural as best you can. Find what is lightest as best you can. Find what is lightest as best. you can listen to your body language, listen to your body consciousness, as to what it is you believe you need from moment to moment, but recognize that it is difficult on your planet now in most what you would call normal avenues to access food that is not polluted.

are heavily toxified. Find what is natural as best you can. Find what is lightest as best you can. Find what is lightest as best. you can listen to your body language, listen to your body consciousness, as to what it is you believe you need from moment to moment, but recognize that it is difficult on your planet now in most what you would call normal avenues to access food that is not polluted. Such as fruits, vegetables, herbs, things like that, okay. So allow yourself as best you can to choose what is light, both in substance, and intoxification. Okay. Well, with my kidney problems, I also have hyperparathyroidism, and the monotomic gold is calcium also, so and my doctors tell me to kind of take it light with things with calcium. Yes. But, but normally what should happen. Right, but, but what I should, well, I'm trying to ask you is, can you tell me any way that I can help my hyperparathyroidism to come down so that they're normal, so I don't have this problem anymore with my calcium and my phosphorus? It may only come down to a certain level for you in your physiological reality, but what can be of some degree of assistance are some of the essential oils of plants in their absolute and pure form. Some of this, when applied to your body and perhaps also inhaled, along with perhaps lightning of the diet and the ingestion of other mineralogical substances and juices of vegetables may help balance out the condition that you have named, but you must do your own research with this. All right. One other thing. One moment. Yes. What is your diet like now in terms of the idea of vegetable juices? Vegetable juices? That was the question. I'll drink carrot juice or I'll drink I'll drink about any kind of vegetable juice so long as it doesn't have a lot of sodium I have to stay low with my sodium but like a VA juice I drink that but it has too much sodium you know but How often do you drink the juices of the vegetables? We understand that you are saying what you are willing to drink but how often do you do so? Oh, maybe once a week or something, but it's not in its real natural state. It's off the shelf somewhere, you know, but it's not. Get it as fresh as you can, that what you feel compatible with in your body. Get it as fresh as you can and once a week is not enough. Right. I've been trying not eat any meat, more fish, and more fruits and vegetables. and a lot of water, drink a lot of water. Yes. But the idea is that by your own admission, there are things that perhaps are required by your body mineralogically that you are not ingesting with the adequate frequency.

feel compatible with in your body. Get it as fresh as you can and once a week is not enough. Right. I've been trying not eat any meat, more fish, and more fruits and vegetables. and a lot of water, drink a lot of water. Yes. But the idea is that by your own admission, there are things that perhaps are required by your body mineralogically that you are not ingesting with the adequate frequency. Oh, can you tell me what that should be that I should be? I have just told you. Oh, the fish do. Yes. Right. Do your research into their mineralogical components. Find what you are compatible with. are compatible with and in that way infuse your cellular structure with those things that are in as best as you can natural fresh form more often than you do. Okay. Is there any for taking the amount of atomic gold? Should I take it a little bit every night or once a week? I heard that they, or from what I've been reading, the ancient Egyptians took it once a week and that is a very different thing in a very different time in a very different state with very different intentions thus resulting in a very different frequency okay you do have strong ancient Egyptian connections in your vibrational matrix however as we read you there is some merit to making that connection for yourself thus let's do it this way for you since you are making that connection and since in that time you may a very strong ritualistic connection to this vibration, we are allowed to say this to you. In the morning when the sun is rising, one 350 milligram amount ingested in the middle of your week, once a week. Do you understand? Yes. Wednesday. Do you understand? Yes. Once in that morning, once a week, everything else handle in the natural way we have discussed, but also do your research into the idea of the effect of some of the essential plant oils on your system. Although, again, some of these will be efficacious and some of them will not due to other physiological conditions that exist within you. You can take yourself to a certain point. Beyond that point, it will take a restructuring of your idea, of your identity of yourself in order to go further than that. Is this the substance that helps you to learn to move into the fourth density or this isn't the, this is low concentrated stuff, right? We will not address it in that way. You are the only thing that is going to allow yourself to accelerate your energy. Do not rely on any vehicle to take you there. I understand. Understand that we may give a very different answer to a very different person, but for you, this is the answer we will give you. There's a feeling I've had.

or this isn't the, this is low concentrated stuff, right? We will not address it in that way. You are the only thing that is going to allow yourself to accelerate your energy. Do not rely on any vehicle to take you there. I understand. Understand that we may give a very different answer to a very different person, but for you, this is the answer we will give you. There's a feeling I've had. It is the work you need to do that is in harmony with this particular way the information is being delivered. Thank you. Thank you. Good evening, Bashar. And a you good day! I have been in a good day. interacting with three masculine entities, energies. One I'm not very happy with. He is evil in that sense. He's very intimidating and very strong. The other two masculine energies, one his name is Tarek. And what my understanding is that it's an Egyptian relation. And the other one, his name is Tarek. And what my understanding is that it's an Egyptian relation. And the other one, his name is name is Paul and he's a shape shifter. What does this knowledge do for you? How do you apply this in your life in the direction of your joy, if at all? To enhance it as a teacher. And your joy is? My joy, I feel as Tark is my hybrid brother. And your joy is... My joy is... My joy is... What is your joy? You, you, you, your joy. Strength. What is it? My strength. What is it? What? I don't understand. What do you do that is representative of your highest joy? How do you express? I'm a dancer. Thank you. Is that your highest joy? Yes. Are you sure? And teaching. All right. There can be many expressions of your highest joy. To educate and to reach out to other troubled individuals. Are you expressing your joy to the fullest you possibly can? No. Why not? I don't know. Yes, you do. Why not? Fear of success. Fear of success. Well, you're successful. Are you afraid? Yes. Why? I don't know. Yes, you do. What do you mean fear of success? Define that more specific. specifically for us. What do you think will happen? What do you think will happen? What's the worst possible thing that you believe might happen? If you allow yourself to fully be the you, you know you can be? I don't know. Yes, you do. I don't know. I feel like I'll just... Where's your imagination? Come, come. My imagination as to what? What is the worst possible thing you fear might happen that you imagine might happen if you allow to if you allowed yourself to be who you know you are. If you have a fear, get into it, amplify it, find out what it means, what it's there to tell you.

I don't know. Yes, you do. I don't know. I feel like I'll just... Where's your imagination? Come, come. My imagination as to what? What is the worst possible thing you fear might happen that you imagine might happen if you allow to if you allowed yourself to be who you know you are. If you have a fear, get into it, amplify it, find out what it means, what it's there to tell you. Use your imagination to imagine the worst possible scenario, the most fear-inducing, petrifying, bone-chilling possibility that you believe might actually happen if you allowed yourself to be who you know you are. who you know you are. That's what fear of success means. If you're afraid to be yourself, why? What do you think will happen if you are yourself? Because being yourself is what success is. So, why are you afraid to be yourself? What do you think will happen if you are what you deem your true self could be? I don't know. Yes, you do. Of course you do. Of course you do. It will come to me later. No, it will come to you now. There is no later. There is only now. It may come to you in another now, but it won't come to you later. I guess I'm afraid of not being as creative as I know that I'm capable of being. Now define this to me, is this fear of success or fear of failure? Fear of failure. Is that more accurate? Yes, that's more accurate. All right. You will not be as creative as you would like to be. Oh, is that I know that I am. As you know that you are. are, then how in that way will the idea be that you would become more of yourself and not be as creative or even more creative than you're being right now? If you understand the equation that success is being yourself, how will being more of your true self be less creative than what you're doing now? How do you make that connection? Where did you learn that equation? It makes no sense. Yes, you're right. Well, then why would you fear that becoming more of your true self would make you less creative? I don't know. Yes, you do. I don't. I don't, but my original question. No, stop. No, no, no, no. You can't run away. I won't let you go. This is what you want me to do. Believe me, those that really need a lot of time we coddle them. Believe me, those that really need a lot of time we coddle them. Those that are right on the threat. of breaking through we push. So be honored. We are pushing you. It means you haven't got far to go. Now listen. The reason you know why you believe that you will be less successful by being your true self is because someone taught you to believe that.

a lot of time we coddle them. Believe me, those that really need a lot of time we coddle them. Those that are right on the threat. of breaking through we push. So be honored. We are pushing you. It means you haven't got far to go. Now listen. The reason you know why you believe that you will be less successful by being your true self is because someone taught you to believe that. Who taught you that? My mother? Is that a guess? Is that a guess? No, it's very true. Well, why are you allowing yourself to believe that you are your mother instead of you? Because she also, perhaps, as many of the parents on your planet do, taught you to be someone else, too, taught you to be her instead of you. She did not do this maliciously. This was not an evil intent. It was, however, the best she knew how to do. It was how to do. she was taught. You understand? But that doesn't mean you don't know why you have the fear. You do know why. And the reason you know why is because you know you learned it. You know it's a belief. You know you learned it growing up. So get in touch with that belief and find out why you believe in it so strongly. Why are you motivated to buy into that concept when all it is is a definition? It doesn't have any empirical reality to it. It's just a definition. It's only real as long as you choose to buy into it as being such. So, why would you be motivated to continue to buy into that? Probably because of another belief, where you were taught to believe that if you even attempt to be successful, you might find out that you can't possibly be seen. But you see, all this takes as a rearrangement, a rearrangement of your definitions. You don't want to even make an attempt to be successful because it might be true that you cannot be successful, and so you never even begin to be. to make an attempt. You catch yourself in what you call a catch-22 loop with all these different definitions that reinforce each other in a negative spiral downward. The idea is to completely redefine the whole concept of success as we have begun to do with you right now. Success is just being you. That's all it is. It isn't the achievement of a goal. There is only one goal in your life and that's just to be you. No thing you call a goal, no thing you call a career, no thing you call a project is your purpose or mission in life. The only mission you have is to be the best you can be and that's it.

with you right now. Success is just being you. That's all it is. It isn't the achievement of a goal. There is only one goal in your life and that's just to be you. No thing you call a goal, no thing you call a career, no thing you call a project is your purpose or mission in life. The only mission you have is to be the best you can be and that's it. If you're doing the best you can at every moment with what you have to work with, then you have already succeeded in this moment as much as you can possibly succeed in this moment. So you're already successful. So see, you've done it. Nothing to be afraid of. You've already been successful. Now in the next now moment, you will be successful again, but in a different way with a new definition. Every moment is a success. You are not striving for success, meaning you don't have success now. You are successful, so you've done it. You know how to be successful because being successful is just being whatever you are at any given moment and doing the best you know how to do. That's it. So you're already successful. So you can brush away this big charge you have on having to be successful and the additional charge you have put on it of all of a sudden being worried that you might not be successful because you're already successful. You've done done it. You've been there. You don't have to worry about learning how to do that. Is any of this sinking in? Yes. Yes. Is any of this helping you learn to really love who you are? Yes. It will also help you with your interactions to do so. Because the more present you are, the different the interactions can be because you will be interacting with different levels of whatever other entities or levels of consciousness you may be interacting with. Your only acting with those levels that are reflective of how you treat yourself. Do you understand? Yes. Can you answer my original question though? Do you know what origin these shapeshifters are from? Yes. I do. And that's the only answer you're going to get. Except it's a very, very ancient race. Very, very, very ancient. And you will find out more about them in the that we have already told you will be being released into your society in literature in this, what you call, your upcoming springtime. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.