Choices And Opportunities (Part 2 of 3)

When we had the memorial for her on a Saturday, I felt afterwards that, like you were discussing earlier, I crossed a threshold. My being was open, and I met my soulmate currently, whom I'm in love with deeply. All right. Thank you very much. And she's the one that started me on you. and it's just been very interesting from the beginning, which was about two weeks ago yesterday. All right. It will always be interesting, interesting forever. That's my desire. Then it is your reality. And I am creating my own opportunities, as you spoke of earlier also. Yes. And happiness fills my life now, being with her, and imagining and imagining where we will be further on in our life. By the way, the woman that passed, as you say, over, attended the memorial service in a red dress. Do you understand? No, I don't. The grandmother, as you say, the grandfather, as you say, attended both, attended, non-physically attended, her mom. memorial service. She chose to appear as if wearing a red dress. Red was her favorite color. Yes. He remained in formal attire for the occasion, black tie, as a symbol of the expression that they now can move to a different level altogether and share a different kind of life all together. But they were there in attendance and simply wish you to know. Thank you. Thank you very much. I have one question. All right. When we pass from this physical body and we are guided to a higher dimension, are we greeted by somebody that we have loved in the past or... Very often. Somebody that we've known. Very often. Not always, but very often. So they're recognizable to us. Even if it is not actually literally the same soul, very often, they will make themselves look as if they will make themselves look as if they are. someone that you recognize to put you at ease. Then this may change later. But very often, in a sense, as you intend to mean this, very often it is actually someone you have interacted with before, and therefore they will be recognizable to you. So we're comfortable. Yes. Traveling to the next dimension. Yes. I wish you a good life, Bashar. I have one. Thank you very much. Thank you for your wish. For your wish will always come true with us. Next, sharing. Hello, Bashar. And to you, good day. This is Henrietta. All right. Bashar, I talked to you a bit ago, several months. Speak up, speak up, be bold, so that all may hear. Okay. And you asked me to practice breathing with you. Yes. And I've been holding my breath for more or less 40 years, something like that. Are your lungs tired now? No, they're very happy. Oh, all right. It changed my breathing so that I have a new habit now of breathing even when I'm worried, even when I'm scared. My body has one. All right.

speak up, be bold, so that all may hear. Okay. And you asked me to practice breathing with you. Yes. And I've been holding my breath for more or less 40 years, something like that. Are your lungs tired now? No, they're very happy. Oh, all right. It changed my breathing so that I have a new habit now of breathing even when I'm worried, even when I'm scared. My body has one. All right. You are finding your center. Very good. And I think one of the consequences of that is that I'm feeling a bigger self. I'm feeling a much higher bigger self. Yes, you are expanding. Yes. And I love it. Yes. You are worth loving. Thank you. Well, thank you. And I want to do more of it. Well, go right ahead. Expand until you pop. And then you will continue to expand in a different way. Is there anything else you have to share? Yes, I have a question. All right. My question is, what more can I do to keep on expanding until I pop? But you already know the answer to this. What is the answer? Answer from your expanded self. It feels like love is what it feels like. Yes, of course, because you are tapping into the primal energy of all that is, which is unconditional love. But what is it that you can do to use that energy, as we have discussed many times? Answer from your expanded self. I can keep it. on following the thread of what excites me. Yes. Will you? I will, but I'm awfully afraid, Bashar. I still see that blocking me. I keep trying and I sometimes doing fear. What's blocking you? What's blocking you? Fear of what? I think my bigger self has no fear, but my smaller self has a fear of, I think, of non-existence. Non-existence. Non-existence. And I know you've said I can't non-exist if I exist now. But you still think it's possible, yes? My little self does, yeah. Your little self? My big self doesn't. I know it. I can get in touch with that. But my little self thinks, if I do this thing, the next thing that will happen is I'll be squashed or stomped or something like that. You mean like the cockroach? Exactly, like the cockroach. See how afraid cockroach is all out of you? Now you have something to relate to in that sense. Allow your bigger self to hold you in its proverbial arms, to take you under its proverbial wing, to let you know you cannot in any way, shape, or form, be separated from the bigger self. Smaller self is just a terminal. It's just a focus. That's all. Smaller self is simply another way of saying, I'm looking at a chair in the room instead of looking at the whole room. So what? No real difference here. Just a matter of focus. No intrinsic foundational difference.

to take you under its proverbial wing, to let you know you cannot in any way, shape, or form, be separated from the bigger self. Smaller self is just a terminal. It's just a focus. That's all. Smaller self is simply another way of saying, I'm looking at a chair in the room instead of looking at the whole room. So what? No real difference here. Just a matter of focus. No intrinsic foundational difference. You are the bigger self. If you feel like a smaller self, then you are the bigger self pretending to be the smaller self. the smaller self. The smaller self is not actually literally a separate part. You are a total being, no matter what you're pretending to be. So if you feel like a smaller self, it's you as the bigger self, pretending to be a smaller self. My bigger self feels that its only goal here is to love. Yes. My smaller self, and I think I understand. I think I understand and believe even at this time that they are integrated. But there is another belief that there is like busy work that I need to do. Busy work? Yeah, little stuff I need to do. Like what? Like what? Like what? Throwing buttons back on shirts? Yeah. And right now I'm terrified about job situations, working situations. But what is it you wish to do? What is it you wish to do? I really wish to be. to be very free. What is it that you are terrified of doing? What I want to do is just do what I want to do minute by minute. I don't know what it is. Each minute it would come to me what I want to do the next minute. I don't know. All right. And you feel that this is not something that you can do? You can do? You feel the bigger self could do it, but the smaller self can't. Yeah. Yes. All right. All right. That's fair. That's honest. That's admitting how you feel. And that's all right. One moment. One moment. What is the most exciting thing that you can think of to do right? What is the most exciting thing that you can think of to do right? now? Be here. I like talking to you right this minute. This is it. All right. And if I were to right now end this conversation, then what would you do? Then I'd walk around and I talk to people. All right. How do you know that? That hasn't happened yet. I haven't ended the conversation yet. So how do you know what's going to be the most exciting thing that you would want to do when this conversation ends? I'm just imagining it. All right. However, really being in the moment is not necessarily projecting in that way.

this conversation, then what would you do? Then I'd walk around and I talk to people. All right. How do you know that? That hasn't happened yet. I haven't ended the conversation yet. So how do you know what's going to be the most exciting thing that you would want to do when this conversation ends? I'm just imagining it. All right. However, really being in the moment is not necessarily projecting in that way. It is really allowing yourself to find out in that moment when the conversation is over what it is that you will really feel like doing. Not supposing, you may have a good idea with your imagination what might be the most likely thing. But at the same time, you can allow yourself also to simply let it go and trust that in that moment, moment, whatever will be the most exciting thing will obviously make itself apparent to you, will it not? Yes. That is obvious, isn't it? Yes, it is obvious. It is obvious, yes. So where's the fear? If it's that obvious to you that at any given moment, the thing that really would be the most exciting thing is going to make itself obviously apparent to you, then where's the fear coming from? What place? What time does the fear have to exist in? The only place the fear is coming from is when you are projecting, projecting from the present into some imaginary future, projecting in the present from some imaginary past, not actually being in the present. The fear is not coming from the concept of the present. It is coming from the concept of the present. it is coming from the concept of the future or the past in the present. But if you simply allow yourself to relax into the present and just allow whatever needs to happen to be obvious in the present, then fear will have no room because you will not be creating it to come from the apparent future or from the apparent past. You understand what I am saying? Yes, I do. Does this allow you to feel different about the concept? Yes. It feels like walls that I've created are disappearing from inside my body. Well, thank you. Thank you. You are the bigger self. You are the total self. Even if you wish to pretend that you are the smaller self, these are not two separate things. It is not a matter of the bigger self and the smaller self. Being connected, they are one and the same. They are you. You playing the big self. You playing the small self. You playing the small self. You playing the fearful self. These are all roles that you are playing on the stage of your existence. That's all just roles. They are just a script, pages in a script. If you don't like the script, if there is fear in the script, say, this part is not right for me.

one and the same. They are you. You playing the big self. You playing the small self. You playing the small self. You playing the fearful self. These are all roles that you are playing on the stage of your existence. That's all just roles. They are just a script, pages in a script. If you don't like the script, if there is fear in the script, say, this part is not right for me. Where's my agent? Oh, I'm my agent. Agent? Find me another script. Create me another script. Oh, yeah, I'm the writer too. All right, I'll write another script. Oh, yes, I'm the director. I'm the producer. I'm the cinematographer. I am the film. I am the whole picture, the big picture. I am the whole idea. What you want that whole idea to be is what it will be at any given moment. Even if you choose at any moment to have fear in your script, it's just a line of dialogue. Rewrite it. You are all the players behind the camera, in front of the camera, everywhere. How does that make you feel? Very happy. Do you have a propensity for acting? Not that I know of so far. Is it something that attracts you in any way, shape, or form? I've always been afraid of. You've always been afraid of it. Yes, very. Yes. Then it's definitely the thing you ought to do. You are absolutely right for the part. Since you are also the casting director. Let your synchronicity open up for you. Take those opportunities, act on them. It will really. Really, I guarantee, especially in what you have created your life to be, it will really make a big difference if you simply move in that direction. Play with it a little bit. Just play with it. Play with the acting. See where it leads. It's all right to be afraid. You can use the fear to enrich your acting. Boy, is she ever believable. She's acting afraid, and boy, do I believe her. You can use it. Use the energy. energy. Convert the energy. Transform the energy of fear into the different parts that you can be. Learn how to do that. And you will be an invincible actress. All right? All right. Thank you. Thank you, Bashar. Next sharing. Good day, Bashar. And good day to you. My name is Amy. All right. Thank you for establishing that. And I would like to know if emotions are reactions to beliefs, what do beliefs play in telepathy? What part do they play in telepathy? A very strong part. And how, in what way? They guide, in a sense, the vibration that you would be most attracted to. That would be most aligned with your emotions. They are in a sense like the guiding. track, the guiding beacon.

All right. Thank you for establishing that. And I would like to know if emotions are reactions to beliefs, what do beliefs play in telepathy? What part do they play in telepathy? A very strong part. And how, in what way? They guide, in a sense, the vibration that you would be most attracted to. That would be most aligned with your emotions. They are in a sense like the guiding. track, the guiding beacon. They set the foundational stage for what kind of telempathic occurrences you are most likely to have, which are then reinforced by the alignment of your emotionality, which reinforce the belief systems, and create a closed loop to create and manifest a reality that is then reflective of the original belief, the reinforcing emotion, and the thought pattern manifestations. You understand? Mm-hmm. Does that answer the question specifically enough? Yes, it does. And then our thought patterns, they're more related to telepathic communication versus, you know, emotional telepathy. Is that correct? There is, in a sense, an aspect of thought patterns that are expressed in the electromagnetic field of your planet. Telepathic linkage does occur to some degree within those electromagnetic fields, but it is a is more for the purpose of creating actual structural alignments within the magnetic fields that can then actually begin to coalesce and manifest as your physical materialized reality. And beliefs would also play a part in telepathic communication and the electrical magnetic Well, again, beliefs are more foundational. Beliefs set the stage. You understand? Emotions in that sense are the script that gets acted out, the concept, and the thought patterns are the actors and the audience. So belief is the foundation that allows the play to go on. Emotions are the concepts, the messages being delivered, the reason for the play's existence. Thought patterns are the actors on the stage and the audience listening to what is being said and reinforcing what the actors are saying. You understand the analogy? Yes, I did. Does that help? Yes, that does. Well, thank you very much. Yes. And then I would like to know why I chose to be born on the fall of Atlantis. On the what? Fall of Atlantis, October 31st. Ah, ah, ah, ah. Halloween. Yes, yes, yes. Understood. The anniversary. Not the actual fall. The anniversary. The anniversary, okay. One moment. One moment. There is a lot of data here. Give us a moment. We are fifting and scanning through one particular chart, so to speak. How do you feel about mistletoe? Mizzletoe? Yes. It's a wonderful thing. Why?

be born on the fall of Atlantis. On the what? Fall of Atlantis, October 31st. Ah, ah, ah, ah. Halloween. Yes, yes, yes. Understood. The anniversary. Not the actual fall. The anniversary. The anniversary, okay. One moment. One moment. There is a lot of data here. Give us a moment. We are fifting and scanning through one particular chart, so to speak. How do you feel about mistletoe? Mizzletoe? Yes. It's a wonderful thing. Why? Because it deals with rebirth in week and Christmas time and the and kissing and emotion yes and you love to play in that energy yeah uh-huh you are very cherubic in that sense yes yes yes I believe so yes I believe so yes one moment I am playing with you a little bit because there is a lot of play in this chart that sprig the sprig of Missile toe is very very strong as a symbol for you especially from Celtic times is a direct tie-in to Atlantean existences for you. One moment. You are quite a joker, quite a punster, throughout many of your lives, quite a court jester. One moment. It is because you have the ability to lighten up a situation by anchoring yourself to the data, of the fall of Atlantis, you firmly fixed yourself in energy to an ability to allow that energy to rise again through levity, through enlightenment, through alightening of the energy, to act as a safety valve, the release of energy in a positive way rather than the buildup and the collapse and the destruction this time. You are very connected to the idea of natural healing in the earth. Again, the sprig of mistletoe as a very strong wand for you, almost like a lightning rod, to gather and attract the spiritual energies, the archetypal spiritual entities and energies that you can direct cherubically outwardly from yourself in laughter, in bells, in song, in light. There are very light energy in this sense, always allowing the long faces, that wear the seed of power, the bird in the mantle of power over the ages, to forget their cares and forget their troubles and lighten up a bit, and allow them to remember that they are children too. Children were very important to you in Atlantean times. Children were very important to you in Celtic times. Children in many ways are very important to your energy now, and you yourself are very childlike in that sense. especially the idea of Halloween when it is a lot of fun to play with the dark side in a very childlike way to know that you are free to balance both the light and the dark in such a way that no negativity, no harm will come of it, but it is a release and an expression and an admission that you are all expressing the light and the dark within you. And it can be done in creative and playful ways.

a lot of fun to play with the dark side in a very childlike way to know that you are free to balance both the light and the dark in such a way that no negativity, no harm will come of it, but it is a release and an expression and an admission that you are all expressing the light and the dark within you. And it can be done in creative and playful ways. No need to use it for destruction anymore, only upliftment now, only the rising of Atlantis within you. Of its true self, the creation of a future Atlantis, the future energy, the idealized state that it was archetypally meant to be and which will live again on your planet freely. You're also very connected through the dolphin energy, serious energy in that sense to some degree, although peripherally, tangentially, tangentially, and through the concept of bubbles. bubbles are also another strong symbol in that sense. One moment, one moment. You have quite an ability to be abundant, quite an ability to be abundant. Through the sharing of stories, of children's stories in that sense, dealing with children, dealing with people as if you were telling them stories like they were children, you have quite an ability to do this. Again, the court jester telling tales to lighten up the whole court. Does this answer your question? Yes, it does. And then, but what kind of a symbol are bubbles? You said that they're so important. How do bubbles allow you to feel? Very light. Yes. And they just pop with enthusiasm. And release their secrets and their sweet-scented perfume and aroma and aroma and flower-like-like energy into the atmosphere of reality, blending together, allowing you to laugh and be tickled, and to share your joy effervescently through the whole of your reality. Okay. And in the sense, as you understand it, with regard to abundance, not that we are necessarily saying that you have to go out and become intoxicated, but through the archetypal symbol of what you call champagne, the idea of the symbol of abundance. You understand? Yes, I do. Does this help you? Yes, it does. Thank you very much. Well, thank you very much. And I just would like to ask one more quick question, and that is regarding the idea of being in the desert area on October 17th. Is there a special idea behind that? We have already allowed many individuals to know that, magnetically speaking, October 17th will be a very strong format time to be in several of the desert regions around your Western and Southwestern United States.

very much. Well, thank you very much. And I just would like to ask one more quick question, and that is regarding the idea of being in the desert area on October 17th. Is there a special idea behind that? We have already allowed many individuals to know that, magnetically speaking, October 17th will be a very strong format time to be in several of the desert regions around your Western and Southwestern United States. states for there will be much activity interdimensionally in the vortices there you will be drawn to where you need to be drawn to if that is something that excites you all right okay thank you very much thank you awesome you may all at this time take a short break we will resume contact in approximately 10 to 15 minutes of your counting How's it going? Hello, Bashar. It's nice to meet you. And good day to you. A pleasure to interact with any or all of you. What is Jewish to discuss? I would like to discuss a troubled relationship that I'm in. Trouble, all right. Proceed. I'm in a relationship with a woman. We have been on again, off again for several years. We've been living. We've been living. together for about the last year and a half and it seems to have gotten to a threshold where at least a physical separation again seems inevitable. All right. The paradox seems to be that we both love each other, but on a day in a day out level, we can't seem to really connect with each other in a way that's mutually empowering. Thank you very much. There really is no paradox about this at all. However, we understand how there can seem to be one. And of course, you are always each and every one of you, most successful in allowing yourselves to create the reality that you desire when you dissolve or collapse the paradox by dealing with it from the center of yourself. Very often when you deal with an apparent paradox, that is your clue that you're very close to the threshold of being able to resolve the situation for yourself. If only you bring the apparent dichotomies into the center of your being and look at how they blend within the center of yourself since they both, both sides of the issue, that is, issue from the the center of yourself to begin with anyway. That aside, let us discuss this idea of relationship specifically. The notion that you love each other deeply doesn't in any way shape or form mean in and of itself how the relationship ought to be played out. The notion that you love each other deeply simply means that you have brought yourself together in a relationship to reflect to each other whatever it is you need to learn about yourselves from each other within the relationship.

let us discuss this idea of relationship specifically. The notion that you love each other deeply doesn't in any way shape or form mean in and of itself how the relationship ought to be played out. The notion that you love each other deeply simply means that you have brought yourself together in a relationship to reflect to each other whatever it is you need to learn about yourselves from each other within the relationship. The fact that you are drawn into relationships through love is simply the mechanism that gets you in there to allow you to be open to whatever it is you need to learn about yourself in order to choose from what you learn in the relationship the reality that you really prefer for yourself. Now sometimes the reality that you recognize yourself to be doesn't necessarily synchronize in all the details with the reality that the other person in the relationship needs for themselves. That doesn't mean that there is no love in the relationship just because it may not flow in the expected direction or the direction you have been taught to expect it must flow in. Love is still there because love is still bringing you together so you can learn what you need to learn and sometimes what you may need to learn is simply that your vibration and their vibration are not necessarily synchronized in the way that will allow you to remain interacting in the way that you think but may choose other ways to interact by being more yourself in a certain direction by allowing that other individual to be more themselves in a certain direction by being true to yourself is paradoxically as you say the way to stay quote unquote in the relationship but that doesn't necessarily mean that you will actually physically stay together you understand what we are saying so far very well thank you the idea is to really be true to who you really are to allow yourself to grow and learn what it is you really want what your life should really be for you and for the other person as well because if you're not being true to yourself if you're not really being who you are if they're not being true to themselves and being who they really are and having the life they really want then you're not in a relationship with each other anyway you're in a relationship with someone you think they are they are in a relationship with someone they think you are but if it's not the real you then you're not trusting that the true you whoever that may be and the true other person whoever they may be you're not trusting that the true you have a real relationship unto itself whatever the definition of that relationship may be you won't find out what it is until you allow yourselves to be the true you that you each need to be you follow

you are but if it's not the real you then you're not trusting that the true you whoever that may be and the true other person whoever they may be you're not trusting that the true you have a real relationship unto itself whatever the definition of that relationship may be you won't find out what it is until you allow yourselves to be the true you that you each need to be you follow all yes I do does this help you a lot is it clear enough or is there some other aspect of this you you feel needs clarifying or discussing before you feel you have what you need well the implication of what you're saying in the specifics of my situation sound to me like if we don't feel like we can truly be who we are in what we consider to be the form of the relationship that we've been taught as you put I think then what we should be about is creating a relationship in which we can be the best of who we can be whatever that relationship looks like is that an accurate in a sense yes what we are more specifically saying is that that you should be on and about creating the relationship that you need to be with yourself that you need to express yourself as and if for some reason that means that you cannot physically be with that person then that's what it means but it really will not matter to either of you because if you're being your true self you're going to attract whatever people need to be in a relationship with you and they will feel like the right people and you won't really care who it is because it will feel correct however again paradoxically when you which allow yourselves to be the real people you need to be then there really is no reason why you you can't continue to interact with each other throughout your life in some way shape or form because you're being honest with each other about who it is you each need to be and therefore there's no fear there's no threat there's no arguing there's no conflict between you because you can still love each other for who you are you can love the relationship for whatever form it takes and you can communicate with each other because you know that you are helping each other really be who you need to be even if that means helping you be with someone else if that's who you need to be with in a specific way that's unconditional love Does that help clarify the issue further? Yes, very much. Does that answer your questions efficiently? Yes, it does. Well, thank you very much for sharing this aspect of your being with us. Can I ask you one other question? Oh, all right.

really be who you need to be even if that means helping you be with someone else if that's who you need to be with in a specific way that's unconditional love Does that help clarify the issue further? Yes, very much. Does that answer your questions efficiently? Yes, it does. Well, thank you very much for sharing this aspect of your being with us. Can I ask you one other question? Oh, all right. Due in large part to an empowerment by a previous tape of yours, I engaged in a project which seems stuck right now. What is the nature of this project? This is a project that you've heard mentioned before. It's called a heart center retreat. Oh, well. Right? How in what way do you feel? Fuck. People are not signing up to come. To come to what? To the Heart Center retreat. Is the Heart Center retreat really everything you really desire it to be? Not, no. How and in what way do you feel it is lacking, being what it needs to be? I think a certain... I think a certain... and loving communication between the principal players is off right now. All right. Are you, as this may be your... Is this a shared vision or your own vision? This is my own vision. Are you in the driver's seat? Yes. All right. There you must remain. Now, it doesn't mean you can't have individuals helping and assisting and working with you. Doesn't mean that this is a control issue or an ego issue, but you must remain true to your vision by remaining in the driver's seat and directing it. And directing it. not the way you feel it needs to be, then that vibration is going to filter down through every single aspect of your vision. And if it's not on target, on key, then many aspects of it are not going to be allowed to work. You understand? Yes. You must clarify the things you feel need clarification. You must be bold about putting out there what needs to be put out there and you must make sure that you are communicating to those individuals who might want to be attracted to it. Everything that you really... really want it to be. It must be in exactly the right place, where you want it to be, it must be exactly what you want it to be, so you can, when communicating it to other people, allow other people to know that you believe totally that it is where it needs to be, that it will serve, that it is something that excites you. If it is not what you want it to be, you're not going to deliver the message that it exists and you won't attract the people to it. Because they will know, they will sense from you that it's not completely, It's not what it needs to be. It will not serve them. You understand? Yes.

that it is where it needs to be, that it will serve, that it is something that excites you. If it is not what you want it to be, you're not going to deliver the message that it exists and you won't attract the people to it. Because they will know, they will sense from you that it's not completely, It's not what it needs to be. It will not serve them. You understand? Yes. Does this help you? Yes. Now, how close, if you want to give it some sort of percentage measurement, how close do you feel it is to being what you really want it to be? Oh, it's close, but it's not where it needs to be. There's definitely something off about it. Is it 95%? 75. Oh, well, you have a little bit farther to go then, don't you? Yes. You wouldn't want to give them a 75% vision. and they don't want to pay for a 75% vision. Understand? Yes, I do. Thank you very much. Thank you. Mr. 100%. Nick, Sherry! Hi, I'm Cassandra Christensen. Alright, good day to you. Good day to you. For a long time I've wanted to make a video or a documentary to help people through the dying process. Oh, all right. Very exciting. Yes, it is. And until this weekend, I've wanted to make a video I didn't have anyone that would be willing to share that experience with a camera. Now? I have a very, very special man who's willing to do that. In fact, I have two. All right. And maybe a third. All right. So I was thinking something like the story of four men's lives at death. All right. Very powerful tool it can be. The thing is, is I want the top video equipment. Yes. And now that I have a filmmaker, I'm not sure he's the right one in that I want someone who really knows what they're doing, like very, like very, I'm not. I was thinking of John Borman or, you know, somebody that's really fabulous. Have you gone and shared this idea with the people that you want to do it with? Oh, the men definitely, they want to do it. They're ready. They're dying soon. That is not what I am asking you, and you know that's not what I'm asking. No, I haven't. I haven't shared it with the men I want to do it with. You mean the ones I want to produce it with? Yes. No, I haven't. Well then. What are you waiting for? I'll do it tomorrow. Thank you. Are you any ideas on that? How do it? Be genuine? Let them see your compassion. them see your compassion. Let them understand it is your vision. Entice them into it by getting them excited about it and let yourself be attracted to exactly the proper people that you need to deal with that are representative of the vibration of your vision.

Well then. What are you waiting for? I'll do it tomorrow. Thank you. Are you any ideas on that? How do it? Be genuine? Let them see your compassion. them see your compassion. Let them understand it is your vision. Entice them into it by getting them excited about it and let yourself be attracted to exactly the proper people that you need to deal with that are representative of the vibration of your vision. Do not put expectations upon it that it must be this person or it must be that one. You will wind up with exactly the appropriate person if you simply put the vibration out there and trust that you will be led to exactly who and what and where you need to be led to. Okay. But you must take action in that direction. I will do that tomorrow. with the individuals that you are already aware that do exist that could help you. All right. All right. Now, yesterday when I came down from this man's home, underneath a Hollywood sign, there was a dead deer, a doe that had just been killed on the side of the... All right. I thought maybe that was a soul. What did you learn from the dough? Well, she was in a dream of mine once and said that gave me three symbols, a circle, a cross, and a tree, and said, keep these all of your life. And how do you wish to use these symbols in your work? in your work? Oh, God. Well, it seems like whenever I see these symbols, it always means here's something important. I suppose the cross is being solid and grounded, and the circle is the continuum of life, and the tree is the symbol of all of our life, our totality, reaching up and sinking our roots into the earth. Do you feel that as you describe it? Kind of. Kind of. kind of. It's a lucky guess kind of feeling. I don't really have a connection with it. It was a very powerful dream, but I don't have a real connection with what it could mean other than what I just said. All right. One moment. When you think about the dough itself, how does that make you feel? Badly. She was so vulnerable. A very sweet symbol. She like melted into the sidewalk. It was like... to see this wild thing that it just died. All right. That's one side of the story. What about the power side of vulnerability? Of being open to the unknown in that sense, knowing that it can only be more of yourself. What about that as a symbol for the transition itself? The idea of open arms, of vulnerability, but in the powerful sense, not the negative sense. Yeah, the only way to do this is to be totally vulnerable. Totally like melting into the sidewalk. Yes. great power. Melting into the power, the totality, the light of yourself. Yes.

being open to the unknown in that sense, knowing that it can only be more of yourself. What about that as a symbol for the transition itself? The idea of open arms, of vulnerability, but in the powerful sense, not the negative sense. Yeah, the only way to do this is to be totally vulnerable. Totally like melting into the sidewalk. Yes. great power. Melting into the power, the totality, the light of yourself. Yes. Do you thank that doe for doing you such a service? I thank that dough for doing me that service. Do you love with all your heart that animal? Yes. Do you know that that animal loves you? Yes. With all her being. Mm-hmm. How does that feel? Deep, soft, painful. Why painful? It seems to be some sadness about it. Do you feel that you have lost something? Or do you feel that you have gained? I feel like I've gained incredibly and have lost. something. What do you feel you have lost? Oh, it's not real joyful. I mean, I have some incredibly joyful experiences, but in general I don't go out and play. What do you feel you have lost? The hope of playing, the hope of passion in relationship to men and man-woman kind of passion. Why do you feel that that does not exist for you? Because what I've chosen is very extensive. It's very inclusive. The work. I do. Yes. And so why should there not be a reality, no matter what its definition, that would include everything that you desire? Why should there not be an overall, all-encompassing definition that would bring to you everything that you want? Why should you feel one part should be left out? I'd like that. I would like that. Do you believe it? Well, it didn't seem like it was possible, but the more I open up to my higher self, the more it seems like it might be possible to do everything. All right, then. You have lost nothing. No, that's true. You will only gain, and this understanding and this emotional experience will help you in helping the individuals who are dying. This understanding, this key, this pivot point is one of the things that you yourself must process and must integrate within you so that you can also help them in their transition. Nothing is lost. Nothing. About two weeks ago when I started the training for people, volunteers to help people through the dying process. At four o'clock in the morning, I was sitting on the steps outside my house waiting for somebody. Yes. And I saw two coyotes, one with a huge dead cat in his mouth. The cat I'd seen a lot the past week sitting in the middle of the streets, sitting beside me. Yes. Well, I just thought there was an incredible image and that there was something message for me. Yes. Yes. In that sense.

At four o'clock in the morning, I was sitting on the steps outside my house waiting for somebody. Yes. And I saw two coyotes, one with a huge dead cat in his mouth. The cat I'd seen a lot the past week sitting in the middle of the streets, sitting beside me. Yes. Well, I just thought there was an incredible image and that there was something message for me. Yes. Yes. In that sense. realize that you are developing the seeds within yourself now of acting as someone who actually facilitate, as you know, the passage of people from one dimension to another with their eyes open. Yes. Going into death with their eyes open.