Kachina Dreams (Part 3 of 4)

all right like from a sun like from your son all right what does the symbology of the sun represent to you in terms of the places upon your planet source of energy life the places upon your planet the sun yes i don't understand why i say sun what is the first place you think of up up looking up looking up All right. The beat. One more time. Places upon your planet. Okay. Ready? Okay. Sun. Central America. All right. Central America. On the Yucatan? Maya. Maya. Maya. All right. In the Mayan area. Then, do you feel like going there? Then do you feel like going there? You have felt like going there several times. I haven't. I've been slow. I think I've ever been exactly in the Maya. I've been to Costa Rica and Panama, but never, I mean, I go to Mexico all the time. All right. But I haven't been to that part of Mexico. All right. Do you feel you need to go to that part of Mexico? Or are the parts that you visit sufficient? What about New Mexico as opposed to old Mexico? Anything there? Any bells? I like Arizona. You like Arizona? Why do you like Arizona? Why do you like Arizona? I've been reading about Arizona. Oh, you've been reading about it. Arizona. I visited there several times. There was interesting enough, there was a private engine called the Anasazi who disappeared in Arizona about 1,300. Yes. And what interests you so much about that? Just that. Part of the legend is that they may have traveled to a different dimension. That they return to a dimension from which the head comes. Well, wouldn't you like to find out if that's so? That's interesting, yeah. That's interesting. I'm still more interested in me, what I'm doing, me doing. What makes you think that's not a part of you? No, that's true. And what makes you think that what you're doing won't find connections there? there. That's true all. You see, the idea is to begin to look at everything as a part of what you are doing. If it interests you at all, there must be a reason for why it interests you. Yes. So follow it. It may not play out as you expect, but you will get out of it what you need to be who you are. Do you follow me? Yes. There will be more information coming to you very soon. Not from us, but from another sort. Thank you. Thank you. Shitting. Hello, Bashar. Howdy strong? How you doing? You know. You know, it is wonderful that we can talk at this moment. You know, it is wonderful that we can talk at this moment. Yes, but I have something to share with you. Go for it. Now, we have spoken many times about the idea of doing the things that really excite you, yes. Yes.

from us, but from another sort. Thank you. Thank you. Shitting. Hello, Bashar. Howdy strong? How you doing? You know. You know, it is wonderful that we can talk at this moment. You know, it is wonderful that we can talk at this moment. Yes, but I have something to share with you. Go for it. Now, we have spoken many times about the idea of doing the things that really excite you, yes. Yes. And we have spoken many times about different ways of manifesting these ideas into your physical reality, yes. We have done that. All right. No way, shape, or forward! Are we calling up any shortcoming on anyone's part? However. There it comes. I can now give you a little bit bigger hint than I was capable of doing before. I'm glad your capabilities increased. Oh, thank you. This is only a reflection of your own increased capabilities and awareness. Remember the strawberry patch? On Esasonic. Oh, very well. Oh, very well. And you know how you are dearly waiting to experience the planting of the strawberries in that patch with us? No, no more. Ah, no more. Why not? Well, I can simultaneously be planting them with you. My awareness is expanding into that. Ah, yes, that is so. However, there is one idea you may have missed. Yes. Why not plant the patch? plants the patch on earth. Lovely. So that there is a doorway at both gates. I like it. You see, that is what we are really saying in terms of playing out your dreams. Play them out where and when you can. And that is what brings the full dream into contact with itself. But until there is a matching vibration on this end, this end has nowhere to go. know where to go? Well, the patch will be planted very short time. Well, that's up to you. That is up to you. But we would find it most exciting if you would. I will. Thank you. Let me ask my question. Yes. Traditionally in our culture as masters of limitations, we have created well-defined focus in being separate from individuals. And this takes the manifestation of physically separate to the point where when we, when someone dies or someone goes in a direction that we consider away, out of our dimension. Yes. We experience loss or the feeling, this particular emotion that is defined is lost, grief, sadness, the feeling of missing the individual. Yes. And I've been practicing and at times very well able to get the feeling of them not to be being separate, yet there is still the non-focused physical dimensionality when someone is... Yes. Okay. I would like some suggestion in accelerating the transition to the point where it is as physically satisfying as when they are physical present. Do you like what you call the traditional form of meditation? That is, sitting quietly. Clothing your eyes, entering yourself and truly stretching out with your imagination.

to get the feeling of them not to be being separate, yet there is still the non-focused physical dimensionality when someone is... Yes. Okay. I would like some suggestion in accelerating the transition to the point where it is as physically satisfying as when they are physical present. Do you like what you call the traditional form of meditation? That is, sitting quietly. Clothing your eyes, entering yourself and truly stretching out with your imagination. Yes, I like it very much. All right. Then what you can begin to do, when you are rested, not when you are tired, when you are rested, but still in a very dreamy state, this is especially good when you are not in an excessive need for a nap, but nonetheless take a nap. Take a nap during the day. Then, as you simply drift and float in your imagination, begin to defocus yourself and project yourself into their reality or what you imagine it to be. And therefore, go to them on their terms. And you will begin to feel your heartstrings being played by those consciousnesses. And you will know, very certainly, beyond the shadow of a doubt, that they are there. and you can speak with them, but you see the idea is more often than not that you will speak through the heart once they are in that defocused state. So we simply suggest that you expand and defuse the idea of your limited focus of yourself and play their game in that sense, meet them halfway, rather than assuming that they have to come all the way back to let you know they're still around. In other words, create a vibratory frequency that is in harmony within. Go to the threshold between both worlds. Look at you. Yes, and also the strawberry pack. Create that reflection on your end of what you imagine that end to be like. And then you will be able to meet them halfway because you will begin to speak their language. You see, many times individuals do, quote unquote, make an attempt to communicate back to physical reality, but no one's listening. Because they do not listen with their heart. Because they do not listen in the same way that they are speaking in that diffused and open manner, non-focused manner. So enjoy those imaginations, and you will begin to hear the music from the other side. That's fascinating, sure. This also applies, you know, I noticed that, for instance, when an individual who is in physical dimensionality is separate from them, that the difficulty in the apparent difficulty in getting them is because I am imposing a particular structure. All right. Very interesting. So that, yeah, so the... allowing the particular way in which they need to manifest the deep focus and then allowing mutual creation outside of our individual focus. Yeah, I see where you're going. Do not be afraid to really redefine the reality.

individual who is in physical dimensionality is separate from them, that the difficulty in the apparent difficulty in getting them is because I am imposing a particular structure. All right. Very interesting. So that, yeah, so the... allowing the particular way in which they need to manifest the deep focus and then allowing mutual creation outside of our individual focus. Yeah, I see where you're going. Do not be afraid to really redefine the reality. Oh, so you're interacting with me now remotely, eh? You follow me? I do. Because to a positively oriented being, Everything is an interaction of one type or another, because that's all there is. Interaction is all there is. The individuals doing the interacting are the interaction that creates the apparent illusion of individuals doing the interacting. You are the interaction. So how can you possibly be separate? A coin cannot have one side. It is, again, recreating that awareness rather than the traditional awareness. Yes. So, all you need is a little more boldness with your definition. Love you. Thank you, my friend. Thank you very much. My pleasure. Getting. I'm wondering if you can clarify something for me. I don't know. Okay, let's see if we can work on this together. Lately I've... You can work on... Okay. All of them. Lately, I've been feeling a mechanical kind of metal feeling coming through my crown chakra and playing out and trying feeling. feeling as though it's breaking through my throat. All right. Okay. And I'm wondering if that is a channeling or if that is the beginning of a channeling. And I'm wondering if my ear and throat problems that I've had for the past year is a result of me not allowing that to come through in some way. To some degree, but it is also a memory. To some degree, it is a connection of a past life memory. and some of it has to do with ordeals, as you call them, that you created in those lives, that have to do with listening and speaking, and a fear to do so again so that you will be put through the same ordeal. You follow it. Now, in a sense, it is more of yourself breaking out of the shell. of the shell and some of those cracks can feel like a strain for a while until you recognize that the shell has the ability to expand rather than break. Get a little more rubbery. If you feel this energy to be so mechanical, get a little more rubbery. You follow me. I can. Soften it in that way for yourself. It is never going to push faster than you are. capable of taking, but you may be creating the assumption that it is doing so, and therefore creating the so-called difficulty that you are having. Now, what would you say if you would allow yourself to say what you know that energy?

this energy to be so mechanical, get a little more rubbery. You follow me. I can. Soften it in that way for yourself. It is never going to push faster than you are. capable of taking, but you may be creating the assumption that it is doing so, and therefore creating the so-called difficulty that you are having. Now, what would you say if you would allow yourself to say what you know that energy? I would say the teachings and the experiences that I've had in this lifetime, what I'm conscious of and the duality of what I'm aware of what happened. Repeat after me. Foo! Foo! I'm a reminder for you. A reminder for you. More laughter in your life. more laughter in your life. resonating in those cabins, more laughter. Relax the muscles in your throat. Relax the glands. Relax the glands. Relax the secretion. Let yourself be lubricated. Let yourself be lubricated. Let yourself be lubricated. smooth as oil. Let yourself be honey-thick, but not choked, nor guide. Let yourself breathe the sweet atmosphere of the knowledge and the light and the beauty that you want, and smell the flower and the fragrance in nature. That fragrance in an herbalistic way can assist in clearing and purifying and freshening and opening. Some ideas of mint, some ideas of evergreen for you. Very strong, evergreen, very strong, evergreen, very strong. Breathe. the evergreen air. Breathe the evergreen air. All right? Energy is yours. Dip into the well and drink of its pure crystalline water. Drink and refresh and soon the parched ideas. ideas that you have come out of. The desert is over. You follow me. Thank you. Rejoiced in the evergreen air on the high slopes of the mountains. We thank you. Pleasant dreams. Thank you. At this timing, you may all enjoy a short break. Enjoy a short break. We will resume contact momentarily. Oh, I don't say, continue. Hello, Bashar. I'd unto you. I'd like to share something. All right, by all means. Yeah, last week I had a realization about my dream I'd had the morning before. I had, uh, I'd been dreaming that it was Saturday morning, and I had this whole day to doeth as I pleased, and I was going to go to the good earth and eat breakfast and read for a while, and then my alarm went off at 5. It reminded me this was a work day. I thought that was just interesting. thing, but what I realized was the job I had last year, I was working about six hours a day. I had a lot of time, actually, and, but I was so aberrated on the subject of time. I wouldn't even ride my bike to work because it took an extra 10 minutes. I had computer programs, and every one of them took too long. I was just going nuts on the subject of time. All right.

what I realized was the job I had last year, I was working about six hours a day. I had a lot of time, actually, and, but I was so aberrated on the subject of time. I wouldn't even ride my bike to work because it took an extra 10 minutes. I had computer programs, and every one of them took too long. I was just going nuts on the subject of time. All right. And so recently I've had a job working seven to seven and driving over the hill, 40 minutes each way, and I realized from the job from the day. from the dream that I really, I don't even have not hung up on this time anymore. I've got all the time in the world. Yes, you do. All the time in the universe. All the time in creation. Because you created. Right. I realized I think it was because something I heard on one of the tapes where you'd pointed out to someone that they were overextending yourself. Anyway, whatever it was, I'd like to thank you for that reflection, because it hasn't been improving the quality of my life. Thank you for choosing to do so. Thank you for allowing us to be a part of your choice. Thank you for allowing us to be a part of your choice. in that way. Okay, thank you. You are welcome. Shuddy! Hi, Bishar. Hi! Um. Um. He's waiting for me to finish laugh. That will never end. I'm. basic standstill. A basic standstill. Um. Can't. All right. Is that off the shelf? Is that off the shelf? No clue. Um, can you say, there is a space that I like being in more than any other. Which is? Feeling like everything is equal. Yes. That there is absolutely no big deal. Yes. None. Yes. And yet? And yet, I always go back to little issues that distance me from that. Like reputation. You know, I play out in my mind's eyes, what if? What if I did something absolutely horrendous? Alright. You know, da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da. In order to really understand for myself what unconditional love really means. All right. You're playing what if? What about? So what? Yeah. Well, what if I did something really horrendous? Well, so what? What if, so what? Okay. Um... I guess it's just a matter of me really believing that. It can be a matter of you simply trusting your conscious commandment, really believing that. Really believing that you have the... conscious ability to do what you prefer to do, and that if you consciously know what you prefer to do, there is no reason to assume that you will do what you don't prefer to do. Because your conscious commandment has that much power. Is it perhaps a matter of believing you simply consciously have that ability? That you can simply know what you're going to do and what you're not going to do?

the... conscious ability to do what you prefer to do, and that if you consciously know what you prefer to do, there is no reason to assume that you will do what you don't prefer to do. Because your conscious commandment has that much power. Is it perhaps a matter of believing you simply consciously have that ability? That you can simply know what you're going to do and what you're not going to do? No, I think it's a matter of willingness to even act. willingness to act at all because I am sick of being within judgment and very much crossing my arms and saying I'm not budging until I really feel free without judgment. I mean not it doesn't have to be complete 100% free of judgment, but enough so that I want to act. You'll see the paradox of this situation is that standing still therefore is a judgment on everything. Acting is the cessation of the judgment. but you must act in order to cease the judgment. If you stand still while you are waiting to be free of judgment, you are compounding your judgmental interest. Because you are refusing to act upon the things that motivate you and that is a judgment in and of itself. You follow? I mean, I'm sure you're right, but I don't really... You don't have to be sure, I am right. The idea simply is... The idea simply is... is that judgment is the cessation of action. It is the invalidation of motion. It is the idea of ultimate limitation and confinement. So refusing to act in that sense is the ultimate judgment on every single one of those actions you represent and do understand represents your interests in life. The action, the trust of the action, is the cessation is the cessation of the judgment, of that action. Okay. Is it too simple? No. Okay, I have another one to move on to. You speak of integrity a lot. Yes. When I was taught what integrity was all about, to me, it was taught in a negative way, or at least I, for me, it was a negative way to say it. The way it was a negative way to say it. The way it was told me was, which I broke out of later and later had miracles and no judgment, the way it was told me was, well, you can't possibly love yourself if you're not acting within your own integrity. I see. And thus, one becomes, or I did, a bit of a robot, because at first it was wonderful to be in touch with that. Afraid to be a rogue, eh? Huh? Afraid to be a rogue. You know, those individuals that do all sorts of what you call bastardly things and think, They're just grand. I am just wonderful. Look at all these horrendous things I have done. You can at least like yourself a lot, even if you are a rogue.

a bit of a robot, because at first it was wonderful to be in touch with that. Afraid to be a rogue, eh? Huh? Afraid to be a rogue. You know, those individuals that do all sorts of what you call bastardly things and think, They're just grand. I am just wonderful. Look at all these horrendous things I have done. You can at least like yourself a lot, even if you are a rogue. Right. Okay. That was the biggest issue that, that I had bought into that extensively for like three years. Yes. And now? No. No. No, I don't think that I really buy into it. Well, all right, then why the cessation of action? Do you really believe, it is all right if you really do, but do you really believe that you would choose to create something horrendous? No, not if, no. Well, then. Then what stops you? I don't know, I think lack of desire. Oh, lack of desire. Oh, lack of desire. All right. So you're saying nothing interests you whatsoever, except perhaps standing still for the moment. Right. Do you find standing still fascinating? Sort of. Sort of. All right. Do you understand what absolutely perfect standing still represents? Something like ultimate action or ba-b-b-b-b-b-b-b-b-ba. In a sense. I could not have said it better than. I thought have said it better myself. We have discussed the idea that when you are moving at infinite speed and are everywhere at once, the same feeling of standing perfectly still is created. Well, I think that's where my desire for accepting all experiences, not just experiences that are with integrity. That's why all these dastardly things, you know, that's that. All right. All right. We understand to some degree what you are going through in the sense that you are now collecting and and recognizing in the collection of all things everywhere that you do accept the negative as well as the positive side of yourself. But accepting that, balancing that, and blending that has absolutely nothing at all to do with what portion of that you choose to manifest. Okay, but what are these... I mean, I'm with you on that I would not choose to do that most likely. Let me just leave that little bit open for the moment. All right. I don't know. There's just, there's something about it that is not ringing great for me. It might have something to do with the way I was taught about integrity, but there's always that, though I would prefer, probably not to, right? It just seems like, wouldn't it be an invalidation to say not to? Wouldn't it be invalidating to say don't behave out of integrity? Well, in a sense, it is judgmental, yeah. Yeah. But the idea is simply a matter of recognizing what you prefer to do, and whether or not you are actually exemplified.

with the way I was taught about integrity, but there's always that, though I would prefer, probably not to, right? It just seems like, wouldn't it be an invalidation to say not to? Wouldn't it be invalidating to say don't behave out of integrity? Well, in a sense, it is judgmental, yeah. Yeah. But the idea is simply a matter of recognizing what you prefer to do, and whether or not you are actually exemplified. exemplifying what you say you want, or whether you are, in a sense, fighting your own integrity, fighting your own ecstasy. Whether you are creating a so-called contradiction or not. Going upstream, going with the flow. Yes, in a sense, it is judgmental to tell an individual that is fighting their ecstasy, don't do that. But it is not judgmental to say, you know, you don't have to do that. Absolutely. Okay. And there is many, many, many ideas that certainly can be explored in the act of standing still. So perhaps you are excited about exploring all the different ideas, the multidimensionality that comes out of the act of standing still. For if you are in that sense choosing to stand still, then in a sense that's an act. It is an action. Now, if you, quote, unquote, use it after having made the choice that you will stand still, then you can use it in positive ways. And the act of standing still does not have to be an act of belligerence. So you can transform even the idea of standing still into an act of creative expansion and explosion. Perhaps it is simply that you will go ultimately inward instead of expressing yourself outwardly for a while. Okay, I think it also has something to do with this feeling that somebody is watching me. You know, that when... Somebody is watching you. Yeah, other than myself. Everyone is watching you. But I think you know what I mean. There is that sense of, I haven't really let go of the fact that it's me that will ultimately look at my life, yada, yada, yada. Ba, ba, ba, yada, yada, yada, yada. Fascinating language. fascinating language. Why does it bother you this idea that someone is watching? Because I feel that I would be more likely to perform. And that's something that I would much prefer not to be doing. If you know what I mean. If I know the whole thing, the whole karma, the whole this, the whole that, I know you've clarified karma to a great to great. Okay. But I don't know. Somehow it's still, there's still that reputation to uphold. It's like I don't feel free to honestly do. honestly do whatever I want to be doing. All right. I still feel a little bit like, like it really, you know, there are limitations, there are whatever, there are. All right. Of course you know you're absolutely free to feel that way. Okay. Well, that, all right.

a great to great. Okay. But I don't know. Somehow it's still, there's still that reputation to uphold. It's like I don't feel free to honestly do. honestly do whatever I want to be doing. All right. I still feel a little bit like, like it really, you know, there are limitations, there are whatever, there are. All right. Of course you know you're absolutely free to feel that way. Okay. Well, that, all right. Thank you. One moment. While you are standing still, one suggestion can be to function as a singularity. Are you familiar with the term? Yes, I am. See what happens if in your imagination while you are standing still, you function as that singularity. And see if you function as that singularity. propel yourself through yourself into another universe. See who you meet. Have dialogues with all that you do. And you can go on a wondrous journey that will create the type of conversation that will allow you to come to terms with the idea of who is doing the watching and who is being watched. And when you find them both to be yourself, then we shall see where you choose to go from there. But play as you will. You are free to do anything. Even consider yourself not free. That is how powerful you are, all of you. That is what being a creator means. Pleasant dream. Thank you. Thank you. Shady! Hello, Bashar. Hello! I'm very, very happy to be here tonight. I've known for a long time that I'm from Orion, and I miss it terribly. And so this is very exciting to me. Well, while they all have lots of friends. Yes, I know. That's part of what I wanted to ask is, since I was very little, I knew that I belonged in Los Angeles and have been drawn to the movie industry. industry. And through hits and misses, I've been in and out of the area. Now I'm back permanently. And lately, I've connected incredibly in my office building and with people who I recognize as old friends, and there are some with me tonight, and others from Orion who say, yes, I'm from Orion. You know, it's like, hey, I'm from Des Moines. And it's fabulous. What planet is that? Well, you know, stick around. We'll show it to you sometime. Well, thank you. You're welcome. But it's tremendously exciting. And all of us are feeling a tremendous connection and a sense of urgency and a sense of anticipation. And like, even that electrical storm last Saturday seemed to affect all of us in such an incredible way. It's not what you call your ordinary storm. It was a great release of electromagnetic activity in your consciousness. Well, all of us have been feeling the results of that. And I'm fascinated with...

it's tremendously exciting. And all of us are feeling a tremendous connection and a sense of urgency and a sense of anticipation. And like, even that electrical storm last Saturday seemed to affect all of us in such an incredible way. It's not what you call your ordinary storm. It was a great release of electromagnetic activity in your consciousness. Well, all of us have been feeling the results of that. And I'm fascinated with... fascinated with, as I said, the connection, even in this office building where we are, in this particular hallway where we're working, we're all coming together. Yes. Exciting. Yeah, tremendously exciting. Is there some... Electrifying! Yes. So is there something that we're going to be working on? Is there something in the movie industry? Because this is centered by Universal Studios. Is there something... Because that's what I feel drawn to. Yes. There's a powerful influence of the movie industry on people. Yes. Yes. And I'd like to be connected with that. Is there something coming up that? Yes. What? If you please. Only that individuals, as we perceive it, are moving into position. And will co-create at least three manifestations. Three expressions you call film that will function as a trilogy, as a triad, that will take many. individuals to another level altogether. Because they will be utilizing the medium, pun intended, so what can be truly gotten out of it, they will understand the interrelationship between matter and mind. And in this way, transformation can truly be created at the flick of a switch. Now, the structure of the message can be gleaned out of all the individuals present that you are associated with, and in recognizing those that also are connected to the pattern, and in looking at the pattern itself, and in recognizing the entire story, one having to do, having to do with the origins, one having to do with the transformations, one having to do with the transformations, and one having to do with the integrated result, one, two, three. I hope I will be connected with that in some way. Why hope? I will be connected with that. You are connected. Or you would not have the capacity to ask the question you have asked asked. For you would never know about it. Well, I feel this is what I've been drawn to for many, many years. Yes. Thank you very much. Thank you very much. Be creative. Trust your instincts. Use integrity. It is what the whole Orion idea now is all about, the blending of the polarities of the old negative and the new positive into a new light. A new balance. A new home. Earth. You follow me. Yes. Thank you very much. Thank you. Very much. Sharing! Thank you, Bashar.

I've been drawn to for many, many years. Yes. Thank you very much. Thank you very much. Be creative. Trust your instincts. Use integrity. It is what the whole Orion idea now is all about, the blending of the polarities of the old negative and the new positive into a new light. A new balance. A new home. Earth. You follow me. Yes. Thank you very much. Thank you. Very much. Sharing! Thank you, Bashar. I'm sitting there just laughing because I responded when you said about creating gateways here on Earth so that we can link up with the gateways on your planet and elsewhere throughout the universe, the infinite. universe. And the little piece that I've been carrying around, building it gradually for six years, I've been calling the best game on Earth. The goal of the best game on Earth is to create peace, prosperity, health, security, well-being, joy on Earth together by the year 2000. Sounds like fun. Doesn't it, though? And the game is basically an interactive media game, which involves television and radio and print media where we tell the true story of real people's lives and real entities' lives as we live out our lives joyfully and start piecing together this new reality that has been talked about a great deal here and in other places around the country. And I'm certain throughout the universe. Nice. And then having a 900 number up on the screen, if you want to get involved, call. And then begin to let people... organize themselves into the new patterns so that people can go where they will most gain out of this game. And it just when you, just this last little segment here, it was just such a beautiful little alignment, you know, people are getting in a position and I'm sitting there, you know, on the runway, you know, coming down in a position. About to take off. Yeah, as it were, you know, so I want to thank you for this opportunity to share this. And I would just like to say that I'd like to work with you and with other people. You already are. Absolutely. I'm thrilled. Thanks. Thank you. More power to you. And to you. Shedding. Hi. Hi, Bashar. Hello. I have a question. All right. I'd like to know how I can open up more in my meditations. What are you doing now? I'm using some audio tapes sometimes in the mornings and in the evenings, and in the evenings, and then I'm also meditating on my own. Do you like bells? Yes. You like tones? Yes. Are you like color? Yes. You like light? You like sweet-scented breezes. Yes. Do you love animals? Yes. You love trees. Mm-hmm. You love water and all of nature? Yeah. You like mountains? Yes. Like to climb on rocks, let them support you and uplift you to the sky. Mm-hmm. To the sky. Yeah.

and in the evenings, and then I'm also meditating on my own. Do you like bells? Yes. You like tones? Yes. Are you like color? Yes. You like light? You like sweet-scented breezes. Yes. Do you love animals? Yes. You love trees. Mm-hmm. You love water and all of nature? Yeah. You like mountains? Yes. Like to climb on rocks, let them support you and uplift you to the sky. Mm-hmm. To the sky. Yeah. Can you imagine leaping off that mountain top, spreading your wings like a bird and flying and soaring, and soaring, floating upon the breeze. Can you imagine these things? then do you not see that you have the primary tool right in your imagination to take you wherever, however, whenever you wish to go? Yes. Do you not trust that your imagination is the fundamental tool of all meditation? I think I haven't been trusting myself enough. Oh, all right. You can, you know. Paint a pretty picture. Then live in it. Really? How's that? I like that. Thank you. Thank you. You're welcome. Sharing! Sharing! Yay! That's what I want to do tonight. By all means. I want to share an experience, I add. At the same time, everybody went to Mount Chasta. On May 30th, when the people were in Mount Chasta, I had a very beautiful experience. And mine was in a restaurant in Thousand Oaks. My experience changed me and the way I felt about myself. Thank you. I felt like a failure all my life. I've always created the fear of failing in any situation, any task, or with any person. All right. I wanted to try so hard. Yes. I'd stumble and fall and hurt myself. All right. I've always been awkward and slow, and my parents thought I was dumb. All right. And my classmates would call me stupid. All right. I couldn't stand tall because I didn't feel tall. I would hunch my shoulders. even if I'd accomplish something, I could not accept praise because I'd think I was just lucky, and next time I'd fail, and I would. And if any moment I felt powerful and joyous, I knew it wouldn't last, and it didn't. I didn't know how not to know that, or to know I could know some else. And that was what my friend Vita, who sees into past lives, helped me change because I saw the past life experience where I had drawn the conclusion that I was a failure. She said, I see you standing on a sandy desert all alone. You are like a sparkler, but there is a flame in front of the sparkles. to sparkles. The flame is getting larger and is engulfing you. You let it. You decided to stop the flame so it would not destroy your people. You stopped the flames by letting them engulf you. You believed you knew how to do this. You went forth into the flames. You did it.

standing on a sandy desert all alone. You are like a sparkler, but there is a flame in front of the sparkles. to sparkles. The flame is getting larger and is engulfing you. You let it. You decided to stop the flame so it would not destroy your people. You stopped the flames by letting them engulf you. You believed you knew how to do this. You went forth into the flames. You did it. Do you understand? that you did it because you believe that doing this would prevent destruction by fire ever again. And when you incarnated into the following life, you came in at the time of war, flames, and destruction. You drew the conclusion that you had failed. I could see the picture in my mind, and I knew that you had failed. I could see the picture in my mind, and I knew that you had failed. and know it is true. You did not fail, as she said. And as she said this, she took hold in my hands. I felt such love and energy coming from her. I started to cry. I'm not a failure. Then I got the most beautiful feeling of joy and release. I started to cry. I'm not a failure. Then I got the most beautiful feeling of joy and release. I started to cry because she she saw how I felt all my life. I couldn't explain the feeling to anyone, and it wouldn't go away. Then I saw that life. I saw how I was dressed and I was standing in front of my children saying goodbye and telling them I would not be back and what I had to do. As I walked across the desert alone, I knew I would stop the fire. I knew it was an evil energy that would destroy my people. I saw the fire coming and prepared myself to stop it, and I walked into it. I felt the fire go up my spine, into my jaws, and then a great pressure building in my head. Then an exhilarating, joyous feeling of bursting out the top of my head with immense energy. Then I came back to now. I felt so light and airy and like a July 4 sparkler with sparks coming out of my little fingertips. When Vita and I walked outside, it was dark, no moon, but the sky had a beautiful, rosy glow and the stars looked like diamonds in the sky. It was clear and so was I. I felt I could see behind objects such as stop signs and streetlights. I could see the other side. Vita said, You are perceiving in the fourth dimension. I feel love for every creature on earth. You know how you are perceiving in the fourth dimension. you feel when you have done a job and you've done it well and you say to yourself, job well done, that's the way I feel. I feel like that now.

I could see behind objects such as stop signs and streetlights. I could see the other side. Vita said, You are perceiving in the fourth dimension. I feel love for every creature on earth. You know how you are perceiving in the fourth dimension. you feel when you have done a job and you've done it well and you say to yourself, job well done, that's the way I feel. I feel like that now. I know I'm not a failure anymore thanks to my lovely friend, Bita, and myself.