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Choices And Opportunities (Part 3 of 3)

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Yes. Going into death with their eyes open, you'll find that the power of the trickster is to get you to look at the true self, to acknowledge the true self, all aspects of it, in power, not in segregation, not in separation, not in loss, but in true power. You have much, much, much that you can do, much that you will do. You have only begun. You are right at the threshold, right at the beginning, in this sense of fledgling, truly. But you can grow quite a bit in power in a very natural way in assisting individuals to transform from one dimension to another. Even somebody who's well and wants to commit suicide. understand that an individual who is centered within themselves that no longer wishes to be physical will simply be able to leave. Suicide in that sense, as you understand in your society, is generally not a sign of wellness. If they wish to leave and they are centered within themselves and they truly know they have no purpose in being any longer upon your planet, they will be able to leave without the idea you understand that suicide, they will simply leave. It will either be through what you may call, in some cases, an automatic, quote-unquote, accident that kills them instantly, or simply they will lay down, close their eyes, and leave. If they are in anxiety about the idea of whether or not to kill themselves, generally that is an indication that there is still something they haven't dealt with and all the more reasons for them to stick around. You understand? I do. Totally. Does that help you? Yes, it does. One moment. There is going to be some very powerful communication for you once again in your dreams. Be open to it. Do not be afraid. It may seem dark. It may seem fearful, but it is exactly the shadow you need to walk into to really gain your power and to really be able to help others by you becoming the person you need to become that can really help in the transition from one dimension to another. This responsibility must be integrated within you fully, and it can be, and the dream and the guide can help you. Even as they have already begun to help you, through the doe, through the coyote, through the cat, through the dreams, through the symbols, through the attraction of these individuals who are dying, and everything else that you will need. You have all the tools. All the tools are there. You simply need to be open to receive them. They will be there. All right? Thank you. Thank you very much. Sharing. Hi. And who you are today. Good day, Washar. I was wondering if you would just share and just talk a little bit about vision. I've heard a lot about it in the one through five, seven, nine.

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else that you will need. You have all the tools. All the tools are there. You simply need to be open to receive them. They will be there. All right? Thank you. Thank you very much. Sharing. Hi. And who you are today. Good day, Washar. I was wondering if you would just share and just talk a little bit about vision. I've heard a lot about it in the one through five, seven, nine. And it seems that all the questions that come to my mind, really, that's the bottom line. Vision. Your own personal vision. The thing that gives you excitement, do you mean? I think, well, I know there's a connection between a blockage in my third eye or some sort of higher self-blockage that's manifesting as lots of vision. Well, or something that I'm not looking at, something's not clear, and I've been thinking about, I'm totally following my excitement 100%. I'm in bliss. hours and 59 minutes a day and the rest I'm just taking a breath, you know, because that gets and not. It doesn't. What do you feel is the blockage to your vision? What do you feel you are being prevented from seeing? I'll put it that way. It's something very obvious. I can't put my finger on it. It has something to do with my childhood. Something to do with your childhood that you think is doing what to you? Preventing you from doing it? I don't want to look at it or something. I don't know, and it's... All right. I've been trying to go about it in another way by... All right, all right, all right, all right. Have you asked for the assistance of what might be called a therapist? A what? Therapist? No. Have you asked for the assistance of what might be called a hypnotherapist? No. Why not? I've been not attracting that way to go about it. I've asked the universe for help. Yeah. I've asked nature. Yes. I've asked people that I run into, but not in that direction. Yes. What about yourself? Have you asked yourself? Yeah. You have? All the time. All the time. Very frequently. All right. All right. Would you do me a favor? Of course. You don't have to. Are you sure you want to? Yeah. Yeah. I don't want you to be afraid. I love to do favors. All right. You love to do favors. All right. Come on this side of the channel. Sit down, on the ground, cross your legs, and relax in a meditative position. Just stay there for a moment, all right? Allow yourself to just breathe and drift, breathe and drift, breathe, breathe, breathe, and and drift daydream, but daydream with your heart.

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to? Yeah. Yeah. I don't want you to be afraid. I love to do favors. All right. You love to do favors. All right. Come on this side of the channel. Sit down, on the ground, cross your legs, and relax in a meditative position. Just stay there for a moment, all right? Allow yourself to just breathe and drift, breathe and drift, breathe, breathe, breathe, and and drift daydream, but daydream with your heart. Let your heart slowly, slowly, slowly, open up, become warm, just soften and melt, and let it go coursing through the entire time track of your life, all the way back to your birth, all the way ahead to your death, whatever it might be. he's specific, just open to the entire time track. Let yourself imagine this for a moment. Just be in your heart and let the images come as they may. All right? Just take a few moments to do that while we continue. We will come back to you. Just bathe in the energy. Next, sharing. Hi. And do you a good day. I hope I can express my thought in English, which is not my first language. This is all right, you don't have to hope. Okay. Ever since I was early teen, I've been really attracted to Caucasian people. Yes. And, well, and I started to... And I started to... develop this inferior feelings to them. You know, my mindset, you know, I am as intellectual as they are. And, well, you know, that's only my mindset, and I can't get rid of this feeling. And probably because not being able to use this language as much as I want to, maybe that puts me down. I really don't know. All right. But you know how to use it. your heart. You know how to speak from your heart. You know what is true for you. Right. It is just as true for everyone else. That's right. Only when they speak from their heart anyway, are they really being their true self? And on that level, you all know that you are saying the same thing. On that level, you all know you are the same one consciousness, the same one being. On that level, you all know, you are equal. All the ideas of mentality and intellectuality. These are all different ways of expressing the self that you may choose to be in any given life. That is true. But where it counts from your heart of hearts, you are all the same heart, beating the same rhythm. Beating. Beating. living, feeling, desiring, wanting love, giving love, wanting love, wanting love, giving love. All the same, where it counts.

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you all know, you are equal. All the ideas of mentality and intellectuality. These are all different ways of expressing the self that you may choose to be in any given life. That is true. But where it counts from your heart of hearts, you are all the same heart, beating the same rhythm. Beating. Beating. living, feeling, desiring, wanting love, giving love, wanting love, wanting love, giving love. All the same, where it counts. This concept of inferiority simply comes from using yard sticks of measurement, which are in that sense artificial creation, which do not come from your center, which do not come from your heart, which do not come from your heart, which do not really come from the true being that you are. And they, all of them, are just different ways of you expressing yourself, and you are just a different way they have of expressing themselves. You are all mirrors, looking at your own reflections in all the different ways that that that reflection can shine. It is all you. You are they. There is no difference. Do you understand? Yes. How do you feel? I feel better. All right. You are a child of the infinite. What you have to say has worse. What you have to share has merit. What you have, what you want, what you desire, what you are excited and passionate about creating. will have impact on those that know themselves. Those that don't know themselves may not hear it. They may say unkind things, but if they are not themselves, it is they are not themselves, it is they who are missing your gift, your impact, your love. It is they who are deprived of your special treasure. But do not judge them. Do not berate them. Do not judge yourself. That is an unkind thing to do and is not what the unconditional love of creation wants for you. Love yourself as unconditionally as the creation loves you in having created you. You deserve it and you deserve nothing less. Do you understand? Yes. How do you feel? A lot better. All right. One moment. One moment. How are you doing? Are you releasing? What in this person sharing was important to you? The whole entirety was timely for you. This person has done you a service? Do you feel that what this person is experiencing is something that is relevant for you? I'm sorry, I don't get it. What? Do you feel that what this person is feeling is similar to what you are feeling has something for you to learn in seeing what this person is feeling? Do you feel connected in some way to this person feeling what she is feeling? Do you feel connected at the heart? Yeah. Do you feel that the heart connection is the important connection and that everything else is, in a sense, superficial? Right. Do you feel that? Yes. All right. Yes? Yes. Okay. Who is Eddie Hart?

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what you are feeling has something for you to learn in seeing what this person is feeling? Do you feel connected in some way to this person feeling what she is feeling? Do you feel connected at the heart? Yeah. Do you feel that the heart connection is the important connection and that everything else is, in a sense, superficial? Right. Do you feel that? Yes. All right. Yes? Yes. Okay. Who is Eddie Hart? I don't know, this name popped out on my mind and probably he is English. That's all I know. I thought it was one of my past lives, but I'm not sure. In a sense there is a connection, but it is also a symbol of a guide. Say the last name aloud again. HART. Again. Again. Heart. Spell it. H-E-A-T-A-T-H. And what does that spell? Do you see the heart energy in it? Do you see the warmth of the heart, the fire in your heart that is symbolized by that name, by that energy, by that vibration? I see. It is your guiding spirit, in a sense. Yes, you have had connections, and it is a guiding spirit. Okay. Does this help you? Yes. Thank you very much. Thank you. How are you feeling? Will you go back to the amplification device? I'm back. How are you feeling? Relieved. Take a deep breath in and let it out. A deep breath in and let it out. A deep breath in and let it out. A deep breath in. and let it out. You have died and are reborn. Pleasant dreams to you this night. You will open up a new level and hear new things. Thank you very much. Thanks. Next chairing. Hi, Bouchard. And to you, good day. Good to be with you again. And you as well. for the first time. Yeah. The marvelous piece of synchronicity is going on right now, where I just came back from Canyon DeShay. Have you been there? Not personally. I mean, do you know where I'm talking about? Yes. I was there with Carol Haas, who you know, who's right behind me. And we decided to both put our names into at least one of us get to ask you about it. I see. Good blam. We came up right behind each other and she's right behind me, so I'm not sure what that's about. Anyhow, we had... It means your plan work better than you thought. Yes. Much better. Anyhow, we were both down there, had an utterly phenomenal experience. All right. Utterly phenomenal. Yeah. It was extremely exciting. And we didn't have much time there, but... You didn't need much time. I didn't need much time, although my impulse is taking me right back out there again to me. All right. But that's a different time. This is true. What I would like to know is... Yes. Well, first, what I experienced was... The opening of a gate.

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there, had an utterly phenomenal experience. All right. Utterly phenomenal. Yeah. It was extremely exciting. And we didn't have much time there, but... You didn't need much time. I didn't need much time, although my impulse is taking me right back out there again to me. All right. But that's a different time. This is true. What I would like to know is... Yes. Well, first, what I experienced was... The opening of a gate. It was a wide open gateway. It felt like a very powerful seventh chakra sort of uproft. Yes. It was happening there. Yes. also felt to me that this was the point of inception of possibly the original consciousness of one of our root races. Yes, very good. And... They still exist in that area. You are in communion with an aspect of their consciousness. Very good. It is connected very strongly to the Native American culture. It is not something that they talk about very often, but you found it. Mm-hmm. Yeah. I hadn't heard anything about it, and in fact, it seems to be shielded by the Navajos, and that seems to be a strange irony that they are in possession of it. In a sense, yes. But the only reason that they would seem to be in possession of it is because it is very rare that the frequency of anyone but their own kind would understand how to know that that gate is there. Mm-hmm. Okay. I have a specific question about the Navajo's there. My impulse is to go back there and spend two or three days there. And I'd like to go down and sleep inside of it close to the, I think it's called the spider's leg, I think, which is this very tall pinnacle. One question I have is about confirmation of my perception that starting at the pointed end of it's a V, it's a V shape. It goes off in two directions to the canyon. And I feel a progression of the energy from the pointed end to the... to the more outward end, almost like a series of rites of passage or levels of initiation that end at the pinnacle. All right. Take it as you feel it. That's what I am being instructed to say. Okay. So you won't tell me anything about that? I can't. Okay. But they will. Yep. However. However. Are you sure you want me to play with him like that? No, no, no, no. All right. Are you ready for what they have to show you? I mean right now or when I get down your... When you get there? Well, part of my... Are you ready? Um, part of my question to you, I'm answering your question is... It's not my question. Oh. It is a question I am passing on. Okay. I am ready as long as I am have a sense, which I'm hoping to get now from you or them.

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for what they have to show you? I mean right now or when I get down your... When you get there? Well, part of my... Are you ready? Um, part of my question to you, I'm answering your question is... It's not my question. Oh. It is a question I am passing on. Okay. I am ready as long as I am have a sense, which I'm hoping to get now from you or them. I was very aware of some powerful black medicine. All right. And there's a place where I have naively gone into some pretty outrageous situations, and I don't want to do it on this sort of level by myself in this canyon. So I didn't have an experience of what was possibly known which is a rattlesnake right outside the car in the dark. in the dark, when I did go down in the dark, halfway down into the canyon, and encountered different levels of my own fear in time, transmuted them, regained spaces, and continued. But that was after passing a rattlesnake at the top that presented itself fairly ominously, but then gently slid away. And that felt like this strategic... All right. Very good. Very good. Be ready for more. Okay. All right. Have a good time. So is it safe then for me to go down there and... I don't know. It depends on the you that goes down there. Does it depend on my ability not to buy the what could be quite powerful manifestations that may present themselves to me? It depends on your ability to be afraid of and use it and transform it in a positive way. It depends on your ability to allow yourself to know your own dark side and to blend it in a positive way. So this is definitely a sort of right of passage for me if I go ahead. Yeah. They are willing, more than willing to allow you to use that particular methodology as long as you're ready. You say that in the most disturbing way. I know. That's why I asked them if they were sure they wanted me to play with you in this way. Ah. Because it would get you going. Yes. It would start you off. It would give you a little taste of what's in store. Yeah. Right. Okay. Well... So that you can feel that you have begun the trip now. Thank you. Things moving faster than I thought. Yes. I will definitely wear my boots. Another good plan. I would like to know also what my connection is with... End of story. Okay. Thank you. Thank you so much. Next, Sherry! Hi, old friend. Well, well, what a surprise. Yes. Good day to you. One who follows, one who is behind. Yes, really. Well, not always. Yes, I know. I wanted to ask you, when I first came into the canyon, because Daniel and I were there together, Yes.

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boots. Another good plan. I would like to know also what my connection is with... End of story. Okay. Thank you. Thank you so much. Next, Sherry! Hi, old friend. Well, well, what a surprise. Yes. Good day to you. One who follows, one who is behind. Yes, really. Well, not always. Yes, I know. I wanted to ask you, when I first came into the canyon, because Daniel and I were there together, Yes. I felt almost like there were tangible beings that came up. Yes. Very angelic. There are still actually consciousnesses in that area. Yes. Yes. Yes. Up to the Navajo that are presently there. Yes. And I took the rattlesnake, which I saw when I stepped out of the car, as a warning, because I was because we were thinking that going back, it was closed, the park at the time, but they don't run people out of there. And I didn't feel right about going down into the energy. There's a very guardian medicine type, black medicine type energy at that entrance. Each of you must decide what level you're at and what you are ready for. Well, I felt that it was a very, it was snake-like, the energy, the black energy. In a sense. I felt that I wasn't welcome there at that time and I was comfortable with that. And I won't be able to go back. able to go back with Daniel now. It is not that you are not welcome. It is simply that they read that you may not be prepared. Right. What I wanted to know is I felt such a tremendous emotional connection that I wondered if have I lived there in another time or did I have a connection or was I just reading the energy of the place? One moment. Okay. All right, all right, all right, all right. I'm going to tell you something, and I have been allowed to say something and I have been allowed to soften it a little bit. Go ahead, give me the best job. All right, all right. Your attempt at such an initiation in another life, ended in your death from the bite from the snake. That's interesting because I've no one that saw it. I almost stepped on it, getting out of the car. Me telling you this in this way will actually work to soften any fear that you might have about this happening again. Yeah, I don't fear it actually. All right. Because the snake, when we acknowledged the snake, it crawled away, and it was a very small one. It was kind of an old echo, an ancient echo. Yeah. Now, one moment, one moment, someone else budding in. Dolphin energy went with you and goes with you. In the background, off to the side, just sort of as a casual friend, can't be involved directly in the experience as you enter directly into the gate, but can go and cheer you on.

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snake, it crawled away, and it was a very small one. It was kind of an old echo, an ancient echo. Yeah. Now, one moment, one moment, someone else budding in. Dolphin energy went with you and goes with you. In the background, off to the side, just sort of as a casual friend, can't be involved directly in the experience as you enter directly into the gate, but can go and cheer you on. you can go to a threshold, but not beyond. But is there with you, rooting for you, there's a double entendre in that phrase. The root, yes. Yes. You know, I don't fear it particularly. I'm not going back with Daniel, but, and I wanted to ask you another thing. You are going back in another way. Yes. Absolutely. Absolutely. Yes. Yeah, I imagine that I would because I feel a great need to paint the place and to All right. Very good. Yes. Yes, it will be one of the strongest paintings you will ever do, and in and of itself can be the beginning of a whole series of paintings that in and of themselves are actually, literally, gateways that actually contain the vibration of the gates. Sacred sites. That's what I've been wanting to do. Yes. Oh, good. It is appropriate and timely. Oh, good. I wanted to ask you something about last year. Last year I went to Machu Picchu with a dear friend and with a tour. Remember once years ago you told me that in South America I had been an Indian in another life? Yes. And had traveled out of body extensively and all of that? Yes. And I'm getting an emotional reaction. Yes. Yes. Yes. Relax. Let it out. Let it out. Let it out. Feel. Feel. Have a good time. No more needs to be said at this moment. About a good moment. I didn't ask another little question about much. No more needs to be said at this moment. Okay, Bashar. Thank you very much. Our unconditional love to you. Thank you. Next, sharing. Yahoo, Bashar. And shivai to you. Good day. Good day. I need some assistance with some balance in my life. Balance. Friday afternoon I started crying at work with a lot of of pain on my right side in my head, and they sent me home. On Thursday, I twisted my foot on the end step of my right foot, so I assumed that this had something to do with it. And then I thought it might be maybe a root canal, and I don't feel that it, that is it, because I've had all of the fillings removed and two caps, and I don't think that's it. I don't know where the pain is coming from. I left work in Santa Monica.

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I twisted my foot on the end step of my right foot, so I assumed that this had something to do with it. And then I thought it might be maybe a root canal, and I don't feel that it, that is it, because I've had all of the fillings removed and two caps, and I don't think that's it. I don't know where the pain is coming from. I left work in Santa Monica. to go home in Burbank and for 45 minutes I'm driving around Santa Monica crying that saying that I can't find my way home, I just want to go home. I ended up in Mandeville Canyon. It's a dead end. And I finally got on sunset by the 405 and I didn't know if I went north or south. And a little voice inside said, we live in the north. Once I was in the valley, I could find my way home. That was very scary. I realized. that evening that that person that was crying so afraid was my adolescent child about 11 to 13. I've done a lot of work on little Karen from one on up to 10, and this is the first time my adolescentness popped out, so we've got some work to do. All right. Very good. In dealing with balance. For you, the highest, quickest, and strongest recommendation we can make at this time to help. Bring more of this to the surface so you can integrate it, is to avail yourself of some very deep body work. Very deep. Deep neuromuscular body work. I had acupuncture yesterday in a Swedish massage this morning. Deep. Deep. Okay. That will help begin to release all the children that you are. All the frozen children. Okay. You understand? Yes, I do. Last night I asked for help for my guides, and I did a little channeling when I was able to go to Centerpoint and they talked about balance and the integration that I'm doing. In the past, I've been dissecting it and going from one child to another, putting it away and to do it from a whole viewpoint. I don't quite understand how to do that. That is all right. It will come up in the appropriately timed fashion if you attract yourself to an individual who can help you through the deep body work. Okay. Deep, deep, deep, deep, yes. All right. All right. Thank you very much. One moment, don't go anywhere. Yes, I have another question. All right. The pain. Yes. It's more severe than anything I've experienced in this life. It's more intense than a migraine. Yes. And... I feel it in my right temple, my right ear, up to my teeth in the shape of a triangle. I don't know what to do to alleviate this pain. I tried to go into it and I couldn't. One moment. Do you feel like crying? No. One moment.

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have another question. All right. The pain. Yes. It's more severe than anything I've experienced in this life. It's more intense than a migraine. Yes. And... I feel it in my right temple, my right ear, up to my teeth in the shape of a triangle. I don't know what to do to alleviate this pain. I tried to go into it and I couldn't. One moment. Do you feel like crying? No. One moment. Tell this to the person that you attract who will help you with the deep body work. You may find that some of this will come out in emotional expression, such as crying, releasing in that sense. It will alleviate some of it, not necessarily all of it, but a lot of it. Enough so that you can work with the rest of it. Okay. One moment. How is it? How is it? your mineralized intake? I was thinking about that this morning, and yes, I need more. All right. There is some electrolytic imbalance through depletion of your system. One moment. Potassium. Mm-hmm. Eat it. All right. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you very much. Shibai. Shibai. And... sharing. Shivai, Bashar. And who did you. Shavai. Some time ago, you told us a some time ago you told us a story about some gods who decided to see what it was like to forget who they were. Yes. And... Sound familiar? Yes. Somehow it does. I was wondering if you could tell us another chapter about those. about those gods regarding how they developed the imbalance between male and female energy. In the reality that you recognize as your polarized physical reality, in creating the ability to express yourself as male, as female, and in the ability to forget to forget your connection to all that is. The dichotomy, the polarization that you created between yourself totally and all that is, also created a polarization between all of the components that you had become. You allowed the concept of polarization to leak to every level, to cause everything to become, to cause everything to become suspended in a type of polarized magnetic field, to separate itself from everything, to become fragmented, to continue to fragment all the way down the line into every possible segregative particle that you could become. The idea male and female polarization is simply one level of this overall effect of polarization that has taken place throughout your entire. reality, which is all based on the fundamental polarization of your total selves from all that is. Still, it serves you, serves you to see reflections of different aspects of yourself from each other to each other, to know that you contain the totality of what you see around you. It is one of the unique ways to experience yourself, separate from yourself, seemingly, and the coming together of the self. of the self, especially through the interaction of male and female in this way.

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your total selves from all that is. Still, it serves you, serves you to see reflections of different aspects of yourself from each other to each other, to know that you contain the totality of what you see around you. It is one of the unique ways to experience yourself, separate from yourself, seemingly, and the coming together of the self. of the self, especially through the interaction of male and female in this way. Now let me tell you something specific about the manifestation physiologically of male and female and the coming together in what you would call the sexual act. Understand that in very real ways you are each in physical terms like batteries, and in this sense in the coming together in what you would call the sexual act, it is no wonder that there is the creation of a liquid medium to lubricate your connections. For in this liquid medium of lubrication, there is electrical conductivity that allows you in that electrical electromagnetic conductivity to actually rejoin and become one. And that is why you feel as one in the joining together in that physiological way. You actually become one electromagnetic field exchanging electricity, literally. through the conducted fluid of the lubrication that allows you to perform the sexual act. That fluid in and of itself, therefore, to some degree, is an electromagnetic version of your consciousness, wherein you allow yourselves to blend and know yourself as male and female one-all-all-that-is. Do you understand what we have said? I think so. As we develop in fourth density, will that imbalance change? Yes, you will find again that as you become more receptive, more crystalline to higher energy, these interactions will take on overtime, more also of an energy act, more of a balancing and eventually, to some degree, more of what you would call androgeny. But again, you will be exchanging and interacting with each other like several circuits, in a network of circuits, until you pulse as one, eventually, as I will be exchanging and interacting with each other, as our civilization is doing, until you transform yourself from physicality to non-physicality and blend back into the oneness of spirit. You understand? Yes, thank you. Thank you very much. Recognize the strong gateway of your timing now in this your October month. The end of things, the beginning of things, the cycle, the fulcrum, the moment of transition. We thank each and every one of you. We love each and every one of you. We love each. and every one of you, we will see you again again. Good day. Thank you all very much for being here for being here and supporting us in these sessions. Thank you.