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engaged and involved and in a relationship of this type with someone who is having this kind of stress they may or may not ever want you to assist them in this it may or may not ever change for him but that is up to you to decide okay you are coming up with interesting things that do not translate one I'm sorry cataloging that means frustration frustration thank you that one was already on okay okay that the last question I have is regarding my my family I have been talking to my uncle who I lived with as a child who works for NASA on the space shuttle and he's he's kind of amused by all this and I'm wondering if I if any my interactions happened when I was living with him in Huntsville Alabama if they started that young yes yes and if he knows about them there is a suspicion on what you would call an unconscious level but nothing conscious per se exactly except for rumors that he has heard that he is not certain to give credence to at this time okay and then my adopted mother I feel much more of a connection with her than my natural mother yes and again this is not uncommon in that sometimes a spirit will decide that there is only one particular conduit that will actually serve as the doorway for the appropriate timing of the birth and to make a connection to another member of your species that ultimately actually has an agreement with you as a family member may not always be the biological one okay that makes sense but I think she's might be involved too just the way she thinks and the way she talks and I remember when we saw close encounters when I was a little kid the first thing she said when we got out of the movie we sat in the car and she wouldn't start the engine and she just looked at us and she said I want you kids to know if a spaceship came down I would leave you I would go and it really shook me as a child to have my mother say this to me but I totally got it I mean even as a kid I got it I was like it's okay mom I understand you have to go and so that kind of lends me you know to think that she might be a man but what that actually was was the only way at that particular point that her mind had the capability of concocting the information to let you know that in fact that was already happening that she already had left you many times during the night and been brought back but she didn't know any other to say that because she was not fully conscious and cognizant of the fact that that was already going on so she did the best she could
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only way at that particular point that her mind had the capability of concocting the information to let you know that in fact that was already happening that she already had left you many times during the night and been brought back but she didn't know any other to say that because she was not fully conscious and cognizant of the fact that that was already going on so she did the best she could in framing it and phrasing it that way but now you can understand that what she was actually saying is kids I leave you all the time but sometimes you come with me and sometimes you go without me that's what was actually being said wow thank you wow which is upside down mom ah all thank you number three the mail can be number five all right six six that's enough three four five six seven three go thank you Bouchard good good day it is a perfect day thank you it's June 6 and I'm here to ask you if you can tell me more about June 6 this feels like a really important day for me you you tell me Because it is you to whom it feels that way. Okay, well it's an exciting time. Why? This is a pivotal time for me. Pivotal. Are you spinning? I am. All right. Get up and show everyone. Okay. Are you pivoting? Oh, my. All right. I'm spinning. I'm spinning. Still pivoting. Yes. That's another thing, isn't it? It can be. However. Am I pivoting? Yes, in a sense. Is one foot placed while the other is moving? Like what you would call a pirouette? Yes. All right. You may sit down. Thank you. Now it is a pivotal day. It certainly is. Thank you. Thank you. And so? Okay, I want to talk with you about. May I remind you of something before you continue? Absolutely. We do nothing by accident. Correct. Yes. Thank you. Then as you go on, remember what just occurred. Okay. That stumped her, didn't it? Well, I'm going to roll that around a bit. Roll it around a bit. Oh, no, no, no. Oh, no. Oh, no. Oh, no. I'm speaking metaphorically. Oh, you think so? Well, one never knows around here. I want to ask about the gray kitten that kind of slipped in and out of reality about a week ago. Go ahead. a darling little kitten. Often animals and birds have symbolic meaning. And I'm not certain about this little kitten, though I thought I saw a mother cat also. And now that I think of it, I've kind of been surrounded with them. But anyway, it occurred to me that this hearkened back to a time when I observed a mother and a kitten, and it seemed that they taught me a very important lesson. Which was? Watching them, I looked down at the basket. The mother was feeding the babies.
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about this little kitten, though I thought I saw a mother cat also. And now that I think of it, I've kind of been surrounded with them. But anyway, it occurred to me that this hearkened back to a time when I observed a mother and a kitten, and it seemed that they taught me a very important lesson. Which was? Watching them, I looked down at the basket. The mother was feeding the babies. And the lesson that came to me was, this is the way life is supposed to be. Whatever is not like this, meaning peaceful and natural, is pathological. All right, thank you. Okay, so... An appropriate recognition. Okay. What is the gray kitten? Is this just a reminder now? In a sense, it is many things, but it will do as that as well, yes. Okay. To allow you to remember that that's the energy you need to be in in order to really matter. in order to really manifest who you want to be. Ooh. Meaning the loving, playful, natural. Yes. Okay, this is what I've been. Playful as a kitten. Ooh. Well, I was that with my granddaughter the other day. Be that all the time. Okay. In every circumstance, in every situation, at every moment, and every day will be a pivotal day. I like that very much. I really like that. like that. I want to ask you about Robert, who has what I think, I'm intuitively getting that he's a really strong gray hybrid, and I'd like to flash this by you and get your response, please. There it went. Okay. I know you know what I'm talking about, so can you please give me some help on this? How far are you? willing to pivot? Verbally? Very. How far are you willing to pivot? Ah. Why did you make the distinction? When I asked the question, why did you say verbally? Okay, be more clear, please. You be more clear, please. Why did you say verbally as if there was some other way you knew you could do it, but didn't necessarily think you ought to do it? Verbaly is a lot easier. Then what? Than physically. Why? Just a little. definition I have. And why do you have that definition? I... How does it serve you? To think that verbally is easier than physically. Did you not physically pivot a moment ago? I did. Was it that difficult? No. Then, why do you have this distinction? Probably something I've just done a lot and I'm familiar with. That's not the answer. Why do you have this distinction? Meaning, how do you believe? How do you believe, how do you define that it serves you to have a distinction, to have this definition when you also, in a sense, ideally know it is not your preference? Why do you believe that it serves you to keep this distinction intact? That it is easier for verbal than physical expression.
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lot and I'm familiar with. That's not the answer. Why do you have this distinction? Meaning, how do you believe? How do you believe, how do you define that it serves you to have a distinction, to have this definition when you also, in a sense, ideally know it is not your preference? Why do you believe that it serves you to keep this distinction intact? That it is easier for verbal than physical expression. I'm not sure. Yes, you are. Oh dear. You're not being the kitten. Ah, hmm. I'd like to be. Well, go ahead. Be well. I feel... Do you think that the kitten would sit around verbally playing? No. No, no, no. Never. Oh boy. No. I got you on that one. All right. And so. Do you now have a recognition of why you think it is easier verbally than physically? Are you? willing to allow yourself to believe that it is just as easy to be physical in that sense? Yes, no, maybe? It just doesn't feel familiar. I'm willing to believe it. It doesn't feel familiar. So, in other words, it's got to feel like you've already done it before you're willing to do it. Is that what you're saying? I guess that was what I was saying, but I'm not going to have that definition any longer. I guess, I suppose, I imagine, that if the kitten waited until it had already done something to do it, it would never do anything. That's true. Is that where you find yourself? Yes. Waiting? Yes. The only way you're going to do is to do. If you wait until it feels familiar, you will never do it. Because you don't want to do things that are familiar in terms of creation. Because things that are familiar are already done. Thank you. Good point. Thank you. Okay. So, I would suggest that you practice pivoting in new directions. Spin yourself in new directions. Don't wait for it to be familiar. The unfamiliarity is what you want. If you approach that as playfully as the kitten, you will find that the unfamiliarity will be an enjoyable experience. experience. I have been finding that. Yes, but obviously you want more of it. Yeah. Well. It seems to be kind of scary. And I... Seems to be kind of scary. Oh, boy. Yes, frightening. And yet I find when I am willing to... Where's your mantra? I'm not sure. So what? That's my mantra? Yes. So what? Yes. Yes. Yes, it's scary. So what? Okay, I like it. Then you will be able to still act even though it's scary. Okay. Okay. So what? So what? It's all right that it is scary. We are not saying that it ought not to be. But the way you do it is by saying, yes, it's scary, so what? Then do it because that's what you really want to do. That's how to pivot. So what? is the pivot point.
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what? Okay, I like it. Then you will be able to still act even though it's scary. Okay. Okay. So what? So what? It's all right that it is scary. We are not saying that it ought not to be. But the way you do it is by saying, yes, it's scary, so what? Then do it because that's what you really want to do. That's how to pivot. So what? is the pivot point. Okay, I like it. Does that help you? Certainly does. Then sufficient unto the pivotal day, you betcha. This conversation is. Thank you. Number four. Good day. Hi, Vashar. Last week when I was two weeks ago, I was talking about the interaction I had with the dolphins. Speak up and be bold so that all may hear you. In this interaction that I had with the dolphins in Las Vegas. Yes. Desert dolphins. Yes. I chose the reality where I acknowledge that the contact happened. And one of the things I remembered now was that this dolphin was showing me this sensation of support. All right. And the way that it was being shown to me was sort of laying on the water in that sense of buoyancy. Yes. And just being held afloat. Yes. This is really the level of support that I have in my life. even if I don't realize it. Correct. Thank you for your realization and thus then the ability to create in your own life, Girlency. Oh. That's great. And also, last week, I was there two weeks ago, when you were channeling, Yes. I experienced contact with what I felt like felt was... And so? And I have to laugh because... Oh, all right. If you have to go ahead, I will wait. One of the things that happened when I felt the contact was I heard someone sort of cautioning me. Like, I think it was put colloquially, don't be a bull in a china shop. Yes. In terms of the sensitivity or in terms of our consciousness or Or my consciousness being overpowering? Or in a sense, yes, hearkening back to the idea of what you would classically refer to as appropriate expression in context. Okay. And I sensed that with this one and they were very interested in what we were saying. Yes. You were to some degree experiencing a field trip. Oh, explain. A field trip. Do you not understand this terminology? I went on a field trip. No, no, no. They were on a field trip. So they don't always sit in and listen? No, not always. There is always some connective link, but they are not always paying attention to all the information they're in. Sometimes they are focused elsewhere, but the point is that they were on a field trip, and you encountered them at a particular moment on their field trip. Oh, oh, how fun. It was fun for me. And the other thing that I realized also was...
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they don't always sit in and listen? No, not always. There is always some connective link, but they are not always paying attention to all the information they're in. Sometimes they are focused elsewhere, but the point is that they were on a field trip, and you encountered them at a particular moment on their field trip. Oh, oh, how fun. It was fun for me. And the other thing that I realized also was... Yes. something that's so different than what human children experience. And the best word that I could think of was reverence or acknowledged appreciation for their existence that they receive from you all. Yes, though this is not impossible to be felt by human children and was felt by all of you a long time ago until you forgot. That you are connected to the one. When you know you are connected to the one, You know you are connected to the one, that's what you feel all the time. Yes. Okay. Well, for them it was not even a question. No, it is not. It is a part of what they are. It is a part of what it is to be. And they get that reflection by the beings that they interact with. Yes. And from themselves. Because they are not taught to ignore it. So by my having that realization. that realization then... Then you can also reflect it to them, and in that sense, close the gap between you. Because I can understand better how to perceive them. Yes. And can communicate on their own terms to them. And they can relate to you more easily and you to them, and so communication can be clearer. No, I just... The way that they're so non-judgmental and unconditional, or I felt very strong for me. Yes. All right. So anyway. So anyway. Thank you. Well, that was really special. I'm so happy to have connected with it. All right. There was also a dream that I mentioned to the channel last week. Yes. Anything that you could add that? Yes. Anything that you could add that? Not at this time. All right. Okay. Thanks. That's all right. Thank you. Number five. And are you good day? I understand that we all have infinite versions of ourselves? Yes. You're talking about the concept of parallel reality. Yes. Yes. And is each one of these selves, does each one have an autonomous, separate... Yes. That is the nature of creation. That every point. in creation sees itself as the center point of creation. Is there any communication between those? Yes. Many times you do not recognize the communication. Sometimes it is experienced as bleed-through inspirations and imaginations and things that suddenly dawn on you. But sometimes these things are actual bleed-throughs from other parallel selves. Having certain experiences, some of which may simply strike you as interesting to try in your own reality. And vice versa.
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every point. in creation sees itself as the center point of creation. Is there any communication between those? Yes. Many times you do not recognize the communication. Sometimes it is experienced as bleed-through inspirations and imaginations and things that suddenly dawn on you. But sometimes these things are actual bleed-throughs from other parallel selves. Having certain experiences, some of which may simply strike you as interesting to try in your own reality. And vice versa. Is the degree to which we have such a communication any different than would be communication we would have with other past lives? In the general context, no. It is all simply based on resonance identification and what piece of information has the frequency that is most germane for the frequency that you are operating on at any particular given moment. When you speak of frequency of vibration. Yes. Yes, vibration. What is vibrating? What is vibrating? Yes. A number of different things. But you can simply right now sum it up as your collective energy. You have a particular signature collective vibration. And that is what magnetizes anything of similar frequency to you and is translated as information or experience. But the energy that's vibrating is vibrating in what sense? I mean... in relation to everything else. For that is the only way there can be a vibration. Is that it has to be in relation to anything else. Otherwise, if there is nothing to relate to, you would not know that there is a vibration. And there would not be. A vibration is simply a motion, an oscillation in relation to everything else. Does that make sense? Not totally. All right. I mean, I know what a vibration is in a period and an oscillation. and an oscillation. I'm just not sure how that applies to the general concept of an energy. Well, again, as a simplistic analogy, look at what you would call your visible spectrum of light. You understand that it's all the same basic type of electromagnetic energy, but that green is a different frequency of that electromagnetic energy than red. Right. Well, similarly, different parallel realities are all of a particular kind of energy expression or consciousness, but it is different because it is vibrating at a different pitch. That's why you don't perceive it. Because it is vibrating at a pitch that is simply not the pitch you are vibrating at. And therefore, whatever is not vibrating at your pitch is invisible to you. Incapable of being processed and experienced by you until you come into more direct contact with its particular frequency. Okay. Did that make any sense? Well, it's... Well, it's not getting to the question that I have about exactly what is vibrating, what the period is, but it doesn't matter. Well, there are different periods. Ultimately, it is simply all consciousness. But consciousness expresses itself in different dimensional reality domains as different types of energy.
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Incapable of being processed and experienced by you until you come into more direct contact with its particular frequency. Okay. Did that make any sense? Well, it's... Well, it's not getting to the question that I have about exactly what is vibrating, what the period is, but it doesn't matter. Well, there are different periods. Ultimately, it is simply all consciousness. But consciousness expresses itself in different dimensional reality domains as different types of energy. You could say it is simply light, if you want to put it that way, since that is one of the first manifestations of consciousness in physiological reality. And since we are talking about the idea of different parallel physiological worlds, then you could simply say that what is vibrating is light at different pitches, different frequencies, different vectors. Okay. Let me, I'd like to ask you more about the concept of the bleed-through that we get from past lives and other selves. Yes. If there's a bleed-through that is not like creative energy, but there's a another self or a past life that's in jeopardy or is in fear. Yes. How do we deal with that kind of an energy? Well, again... It is... Well, why do you, first of all, define that you must be protected? Because that in and of itself begets a particular frequency. And the need for protection actually functions as a magnet to attract that which you are afraid you need protection from. So the idea, first of all, is not to think you need protection from it. that has the in fact opposite effect. Do you follow that? I do. And I didn't really mean protection so much as healing. All right. Well, again, there are any number of ways you can interact with that energy. And sometimes when you may, for example, experience a moment in your life where you may be, as you would say, under duress, and all of a sudden perhaps for some reason, you don't know why, you don't know how, you don't know where it comes from, you simply find yourself. suddenly feeling love, support, or some kind of assurance that everything will be all right, that in fact may actually be coming from another parallel self, future past, alternate reality, doesn't matter what the label is. That in fact may be coming from another aspect of the total self that is, in a sense, aware of the fact that other aspects may need assistance. And you then can pull yourself up by your own bootstraps. You follow? Yes, they do. So you perform that function for other parallel reality selves and other parallel reality just to speak linearly, have performed that function for you. Okay. But it's all you, on the greater sense, on the larger level. Right. You said that I had a parallel reality self that was involved with the association, and in the near future, you might tell me, describe more about the involvement.
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your own bootstraps. You follow? Yes, they do. So you perform that function for other parallel reality selves and other parallel reality just to speak linearly, have performed that function for you. Okay. But it's all you, on the greater sense, on the larger level. Right. You said that I had a parallel reality self that was involved with the association, and in the near future, you might tell me, describe more about the involvement. Can you do that now? The involvement is as what you would call a type of functionary. of functionary in the sense of cataloging and amassing information about a variety of different kinds of interactions that go on between various civilizations for the purpose of allowing other individuals to know, to glean, to extract, like a library, from this concoction of information, the subtleties and nuances that are important to understand with regard to conducting those interactions fluidly. Does that make sense to you? Yes, it does. Does that help you then? It does. Thank you very much. Thank you, number six. Aloha. Aloha. That's for being number six. Did you put that in your catalog? Already there, since it is similar to the idea of dolphin sounds. I want, off the top the story about the dragon, it's so fun because me and a friend have been enjoying a story by Tolkien about a dragon. Yes. Which? The story's called Farmer Giles of Ham. All right. And it just made me wonder about the dragons. A lot of times, another one that seems popular is dragons hoarding treasure. Yes. And it seems like from this story it really fits for me. They could also be like tricksters. Yes. But again, the idea fundamentally is that they are depicted as hoarding the treasure because they are the fundamental seed core vibrational energy that represents your pure, primal, full, untapped power, the treasure, the full treasure that is you, your full flow of expression, of abundance, of creativity, of light, of fire, of everything, in that sense, that beests creativity. That is in a sense the treasure and why they are depicted as the guardians of treasure. And the trickster part, it seemed like they're kind of, um, they would call them you know, worms sometimes. Yes, the auraboris, which is representative of the cycles that many of you go through. The dragon, the snake, the serpent, swallowing its own tail, seemingly an endless hoop, which represents the cycles that many of you go through in your lives, getting in touch with your central power, which of course is at the center of the hoop. Instead of going around and around and around the rim, the idea is to go to the center, which is where the power is. And it is a trickster because trickster's jobs are to, in a sense, help you divest yourself of the mental gymnastics that keep you running around the circle.
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you go through in your lives, getting in touch with your central power, which of course is at the center of the hoop. Instead of going around and around and around the rim, the idea is to go to the center, which is where the power is. And it is a trickster because trickster's jobs are to, in a sense, help you divest yourself of the mental gymnastics that keep you running around the circle. So that you can finally let go, fall off the circle and fall into the center, where you actually live in the cave where the dragon lives with the treasure. Thank you. I was exploring the mint and enjoyed it. What? What? mints, names of them, and I've been having fun exploring flower essences, which I explored 10 years ago, but recently I heard a tape on vibrational healing, and I, it's kind of clicking in about... All right. I remind you, you did not explore those things yet, because 10 years ago, you were not here. Thank you for correcting me. It is not a correction, it is a reminder. I understand that. I'm... every day, anew, you know, every moment. I was just playing with the Mint, too, lately, and I really trust the way I play, and I had put some pieces of it in the tub with me. All right. And a couple times, because I was getting in and out, a couple times one of the pieces was, like, floating over my stomach chakra, it would just come there, you know, all these pieces, and I just, I noticed the magic of that, and I noticed the magic of that, and I noticed that was come. Now, we give you one more piece. of this quest with regard to the mint plant. And that is, again, as many times occurs in the beauty of your own language, it is no accident that you use the same word when talking about coining currency. Do you understand? The mint. Well, I'll have to sleep on that one. The mint is where you create currency in your civilization. You mint a coin, a coin. A coin that is new is in mint condition. So there is something about the mint plant and the vibration of that term that is connected to the concept of abundance. Explore that. That's really beautiful. I thank you for sharing it. Another thing I was, I played with the Tesserac. I showed Darrell the little geometric shapes I've been playing with. Yes, your so-called platonic solids, yes. I really enjoyed doing it. All right. Remember that the tesseract and the tetragrammaton are two additional regular solids, but they are not three-dimensional. They are hyperdimensional. When I tried, when I made it, I used like an 8-inch large square and a 4-inch small square, and then I was just fudging to get the distance between the corners. of the things. Fudging. You put fudge on them. Yes! All right.
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so-called platonic solids, yes. I really enjoyed doing it. All right. Remember that the tesseract and the tetragrammaton are two additional regular solids, but they are not three-dimensional. They are hyperdimensional. When I tried, when I made it, I used like an 8-inch large square and a 4-inch small square, and then I was just fudging to get the distance between the corners. of the things. Fudging. You put fudge on them. Yes! All right. Tasty Tesseracts. I was, anyway, I realized what I've... Sugar cubes. Sugar hypercues. When you first told about, Ellie, about that, I couldn't, I didn't sink into my experience about looking at each face as a 3D entrance. And the other night I was looking at it with the vision that I used to look. look at 3D pictures. Yes. And then I could see, I was looking at the space, not the shape there. Yes. And it was exciting. Very good. Now that your mind is beginning to grasp that, you can utilize this in the appropriate way by learning how to see it that way and then beginning to move it around to pivot it in your imagination in appropriate ways. It will actually cause certain dimensional changes within you and make it easier for you to see things in other dimensional rounds. I'm really excited about that. It's like I don't really know much about it, but I know I'm excited. In that context and use that way, it is like the tumblers of a lock falling into place that allow you to unlock the door to other dimensions and perceive them more clearly. If you use the image in your mind in that way. Okay, when that's... Click. A quick, quick, click. One last thing on the, when you're making the flower elixers, they use a copper pyramid to straighten out any frequency disharmonyes. Yes. And... This can be effective if used appropriately. Can you tell the pyramid that I've made is it the right proportion? I used a kit and copied the proportion of a... The correct proportion is, like unto, if you are talking about a four-sided pyramid, what you would call the pyramid at Gize. And that is that its height compared to its base is exactly in the golden proportions of the fire ratio of one to one point. 618. Thus, then, for example, if the height is what you would call 2.5 inches, just to give you an example, then the baseline needs to be 4.045 inches exactly. And the apex angle? 78 degrees, and the corner angles... So I could just stick it underneath the cone and... underneath the cone and have the same kind of a situation? In some ways, the cone is more representative of bio-energetic energy, yes. Which would be good for the flower, I mean, the elixirs like that, right? Yes. Bio-genetic, bio-energetic, yes.
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to give you an example, then the baseline needs to be 4.045 inches exactly. And the apex angle? 78 degrees, and the corner angles... So I could just stick it underneath the cone and... underneath the cone and have the same kind of a situation? In some ways, the cone is more representative of bio-energetic energy, yes. Which would be good for the flower, I mean, the elixirs like that, right? Yes. Bio-genetic, bio-energetic, yes. The cones in that sense are to some degree more conducive than the flat-sided pyramids for that, though both are effective in their own way. I brought the cone that I brought, and you asked me to where, I'll put it like that, I was excited. I was excited about that, but you said it's a good attempt or something like that, and it made me feel like I didn't have the angle right. Was it pretty, was it close? Close. It must be a little bit more precise. Okay, thank you so much. I love you. Thank you. I love to you as well. Number seven. Hello, Bashar. And are you a good day? It was very exciting hearing about the dragon because I remember fondly my one interaction with what I was. with what I considered to be a Draco, and it was a moment of presenting myself as an equal. All right, thank you. And I wondered about the reptilian hybrid that you mentioned the last time. Yes, what about it? Well, I sense that it is a male. Well, in a sense, yes. And I was just wondering if there were any more, because I don't get the feeling that there are, but then that could be me just resisting again. There is usually in this context only one. only one for each that makes a connection to such a domain. For each, in the context, as you have labeled it, as a Draco, is a window and a facet of a multidimensional crystal that is connected back to the archetypal dragon. And one is all that's needed. You mean the one interaction or the one hybrid? The one being. The one being. The one hybrid. Oh, okay. So you're saying... The one interface. Hybrid is equivalent to the concept of interface. Uh-huh. Let me ask you, you said that there were cloned hybrids? Yes. Is there, by any chance, a possibility that any of us are actually cloned by extraterrestrials? Not in the way that you mean it, no. Okay. There is genetic alteration from time to time down through history, but not in the way that you mean it, no. Now, souls supposedly need containers, correct? Well, so. So to speak, as you think of these things in physical terms, yes. But that is a euphemism. So what happens to a cloned hybrid? Does he also have a soul? Why not? Is not the idea of the biological manufacture of a child, simply another variation of the same process?
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time to time down through history, but not in the way that you mean it, no. Now, souls supposedly need containers, correct? Well, so. So to speak, as you think of these things in physical terms, yes. But that is a euphemism. So what happens to a cloned hybrid? Does he also have a soul? Why not? Is not the idea of the biological manufacture of a child, simply another variation of the same process? Well, I'm not sure. All right, then I will tell you. Yes, it is. Okay. Another thing I wanted to talk to you about was I guess... All that is required is the required is the appropriate degree of resonance or matrix complexity for there to be, in your terms, attachment of the soul. It does not matter how it came to be that way, only that it is that way and represents the vibrational correct level to which the soul can attach itself, just to speak in those terms linearly. Because I sort of see the soul in the spirit as sort of separate entities. All right. Again, it could only be the concept of semantics. There can be differentiation, but in some context, it doesn't matter. Even then when you create what you would call a computer with sufficient complexity and the appropriate structure of matrix, it will have an exhibit a soul. And you will know that you are speaking to your own, in a sense, higher self. If any such manifestation of an over-soul can occur for humans on your planet, the idea would be expressed in what you would call your silicon avatars. Silicon Avatar. Yes. What you call your computer? matrices will become the gateways through which your oversoles can talk to you. Wow. That is when your computers will develop what you call artificial intelligence. But it will not be artificial. You will be talking to yourselves, to your oversawls. That is the way that you can contain it in physical reality within the parameters of gravity and mass. Amazing. Because it is then mostly allowed to be a product of light. That's amazing. I've had a real sort of stressful last couple of months. All right. I don't know if it's because... Birth pain. What is it? Birth pains. Birth pains. Birth pains. Yes. You mean I'm rebirthing myself in a way? Now more than ever and more often than ever. Are you talking about... I am talking about... Ownership. Ownership. Responsibility. Owning more of yourself. Expressing more of yourself. Burthing more of yourself. Peeling the layers away. Peeling the restricting skins away. Cracking through the shell. I feel that. It doesn't feel very comfortable. Understood. But many times the idea of making that kind of stretch in physiological reality. physiological reality will involve some degree of initial discomfort simply because of the nature of the definition of your domain.
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I am talking about... Ownership. Ownership. Responsibility. Owning more of yourself. Expressing more of yourself. Burthing more of yourself. Peeling the layers away. Peeling the restricting skins away. Cracking through the shell. I feel that. It doesn't feel very comfortable. Understood. But many times the idea of making that kind of stretch in physiological reality. physiological reality will involve some degree of initial discomfort simply because of the nature of the definition of your domain. You know, it's funny because I was going to use the terms I feel like I'm going to jump out of my skin. Exactly so. You are. When you said shedding, I almost died. Yes, shedding like a snake. I've been accused of being that before. I get this sense of urgency. Maybe that's just what this is. It is just the creative. It is just the creative. urge to grow and move, yes. Yeah, it's so powerful. It is the creative urge, yes. Yeah, it's so powerful that it's... It is the analogy that we have given before of the watermelon seed. When it feels the pressure of the finger and the thumb from above and below, the urge is that it cannot go up and it cannot go down, but it must go somewhere. And so it will spit out at an amazing velocity at a 90 degree vector in a new direction. Well, that's what I feel. That is what you're feeling. Yes. about ready to be spit out. Squeezed in between the fingers. I mean, I know it's going to be a good thing. It is. I'm not going to be. It is. I know. It just feels real. I don't know. You are the one determining how long you remain in between the fingers. How much pressure do you need to be yourself is the question. You will take as much as it takes. much as it takes until you move in that direction. Well, I'm moving in that direction. I know. I just don't have the nerve to just jump out of every day job. The nerve. And just trust. The nerve, nerve, nerve. So what do I do I do? Nerve, nerve, nerve, nerve, nerve. You don't have the nerve. Yes, you do. You're just not flowing energy along that particular nerve. nerve. You have the nerve. It's just asleep. And therefore you have the prickly sensation of the nerve having fallen asleep. Well, it's almost like I can't... But the prickly sensation actually means it's waking up. Oh, it does? Yes. When the nerve in your body falls asleep, you don't actually feel that fallen asleep until it actually starts to wake back up. Well, it's interesting. You said that you just have to step out there and do it if it feels uncomfortable. That may be a good thing.
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sensation of the nerve having fallen asleep. Well, it's almost like I can't... But the prickly sensation actually means it's waking up. Oh, it does? Yes. When the nerve in your body falls asleep, you don't actually feel that fallen asleep until it actually starts to wake back up. Well, it's interesting. You said that you just have to step out there and do it if it feels uncomfortable. That may be a good thing. Now again, it is always up to you to determine what you want to do, how you want to express it, what do you want to stop doing, what do you want to start doing, that's up to you. It isn't always that you have to absolutely completely stop doing this or stop doing that. Of course, more and more and more often the things that you may be doing, if they really are very representative of who you are not, then yes, it may be more important for you to stop doing that more completely. Yeah, it just feels like I'm in a situation and I'm usually able to, like, heal most situations. And for some... What is healing? Well, just to be comfortable within the context, no matter how chaotic it is. Ah, no matter how chaotic, so you are again saying that for some reason, your definition of chaos implies discomfort automatically. Well, chaos isn't necessarily a bad thing. I know that. It's just confusion. And that's not... Confusion. Yeah, but... But... It just seems like I'm willing to... I'm not willing to deal with any of it anymore. Why? Because I want more. More what? Peace. Peace. Yeah. More peace. Mm-hmm. say I'm in a situation that I don't feel I can change by being there. Well, then... I know, I gotta get out. We will catalog that one, too. But I'm moving toward. I'm moving toward freedom and... What you're saying is that you're applying more pressure. Moving toward translates as, I will apply more pressure because I'm unwilling to move at the current level of pressure. So moving toward does not actually mean you're moving. Moving toward means I will apply more pressure so that ultimately I will move. You don't move toward. You move or you don't. Moving toward is simply another way of saying, I am not convinced that there's enough pressure that warrants the move. So I will put on more pressure. Well, no, there's enough pressure. Obviously not. Obviously not. Or we would not be having this. conversation. You would have moved. You would have changed. So obviously not. So obviously you're going to make more. Yes. Because obviously you're saying there's not enough pressure to be spit out from between the fingers yet. So you will apply more pressure. Oh, boy. So here it comes. You're already creating it. It's coming down the pike, as you say. A nice additional avalanche. Put more weight, more rock.
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would not be having this. conversation. You would have moved. You would have changed. So obviously not. So obviously you're going to make more. Yes. Because obviously you're saying there's not enough pressure to be spit out from between the fingers yet. So you will apply more pressure. Oh, boy. So here it comes. You're already creating it. It's coming down the pike, as you say. A nice additional avalanche. Put more weight, more rock. more mountains on your shoulders until there is more pressure. Maybe it will be enough. I don't know. We'll see in our next conversation whether even that much more pressure is not yet still enough pressure for you to move the change to be who you we will see exactly just how much pressure you can taste. Stop it! That is something you are saying to yourself. I know. I know it's very true. Move out of the way. If you are standing at the base of a mountain and there is an avalanche heading your way, move out of the way. Well, that's what I'm feeling too. It's just... Get out of there. Move. Move. Move, move. Because believe me. me. We love you so much. We will do our best to throw all of our weight into helping you create more pressure. Because we know that eventually it will be enough. And we want you to get to that point as fast as you possibly can. But we can only, in a sense, get to that point together as fast as you are willing. to use the pressure that's there to move. I know. I guess I just want to trust that when I don't know where to turn, if I do make a quick getaway, that my guides will be there to point me in another direction. It's not a getaway, you see. That's the point. That's why you're creating this to be a problem. You think it's a getaway instead of a going toward. You are becoming you. You're not getting away from anything. Stop looking at it in the negative context. context. You are becoming more you. You are being more you. You are being more you. Not getting away from anything. Yeah, it's just, I guess I just don't have that faith. I understand. But that's all right. Because I've done... Because this is where you want to be. Right now, this is where you want to be. Admit it. No. No. No, yes. Admit it. No. Because this is where you are. Absolutely not. I'm unconscious. Well, all right, then. You're going to stay here for a while. slumber. You're going to stay here for a while. Wait a minute. One moment. I know. All right. All right. I know. All right. All right. You know. You know the story about the straw. You know the story about the straw. Don't break. Move. Or you will break. you will break. I know. I feel.
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where you are. Absolutely not. I'm unconscious. Well, all right, then. You're going to stay here for a while. slumber. You're going to stay here for a while. Wait a minute. One moment. I know. All right. All right. I know. All right. All right. You know. You know the story about the straw. You know the story about the straw. Don't break. Move. Or you will break. you will break. I know. I feel. And then you'll have to put the pieces back together. Move while you're whole. Thank you very much. Sure. Not at this timing. At this timing. For a variety of reasons. For a variety of reasons. We once again extend to you our deep appreciation. You may, not will, you may. Experience a little shake this month of your time. You may experience a little shake this month of your time. Ride it out. Our unconditional love to you all. A fond and exciting. Good day. Pah! How did it go? Thank you all for being here tonight. And I look forward to see you again. Have a good night. Thank you. Welcome. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.