Getting Organized (Part 2 of 3)

particularly involved in any event that involves the transition from one state to another. Okay. Thus then, profoundly, they would be involved and visible, though not all of you always sense them at the kind of transition that you experienced with your mother. Okay. And they seem to be sitting behind control panels. In a sense, sometimes that is literal and sometimes that is simply your symbolic interpretation of the fact that that they are the watchers at the door and to some degree regulate and or oversee the energy of such doorways as they open and close. They can be perceived as being in control of that particular event, but only in the sense that they are watching, regulating, organizing, and assisting in the procedure so that it remains in a particular state, not controlling in the sense of making it. sense of making it happen. But controlling in the sense of allowing there to be the equalization of energies for the optimum or maximized experience. That's what I felt. When I said control panels, I didn't mean that they were actually doing, I actually felt like they were assisting at such high levels that was blowing my heart wide open more and more. There were so many beings that were helping. There always are. are at such times. There was one day that, I mean, I'm very sensitive to spirit. Yes. But I actually thought people were in the room. I was praying over my mom and I had to look up a few times. Well, in some senses there were. As they merged their frequencies more into the dimensional domain that you are used to, then in that sense they can from time to time allow you. allow you to perceive that they are coming vibrational closer to physically being in the room with you. Right, but these beings I didn't recognize. I mean, I didn't care at the time. I was wondering, though, if you could, I mean, they weren't what I would normally sense as the angelic or the ascendant masters or who my guides were. But there were these very big, kind of humanoid beings that were, in a sense, walking around the bed. Yes. These are, again, more like the idea of guides. They were guides of mine or my moms? Both. My twin was very close with my mom. Yes. And she wasn't able to talk to her for like 23 days while she was in critical care. Yes. Sorry. You don't have anything to apologize for? So I was wondering if there was some kind of message my mom would like to give to my sister. At this time? Yeah. One moment.

the idea of guides. They were guides of mine or my moms? Both. My twin was very close with my mom. Yes. And she wasn't able to talk to her for like 23 days while she was in critical care. Yes. Sorry. You don't have anything to apologize for? So I was wondering if there was some kind of message my mom would like to give to my sister. At this time? Yeah. One moment. We may need to, as you would say in temporal terms, leap ahead in time to a point to a point wherein the spirit organization or indoctrination or education of that being, you know as your mother, has oriented toward the concept of delivering such messages, one moment, one moment, one moment. One moment. Is there? at this time, concern on the part of your twin, of something having to do with the idea of children that you know of? That I know of is she's, um, I don't know what the word is, she's sad, I guess, that her children won't have their grandma. I mean, I mean, does that make sense? Yes, one moment. One moment. Ages of those children, approximately in human terms. There'll be two and four at the end of this month. Two and four. And name. Nina, Gabriella Stevens is the four-year-old, and Nathan Giovanni Stevens is the two-year-old. Message is as follows. follows. Children of that age will more likely know they have a grandmother than the mother will. Mm-hmm. Do you follow this? Oh, yeah. That is the message. For me personally, the real good that came out of my sister not being able to talk to my mom and not running back when the bypass collapsed was, I mean, even though she's my twin, she's kind of thought I was She's kind of thought I was, and she's a clinical psychologist, but we were very different. And her soul really had a stretch, and she did connect with my mom. I think her spirit really expanded, and she also saw who her children are. Yes. Because her children are very evolved being. All right. And now, more than ever, through the children, will she understand how to have stronger access to communication with the mother. Okay. Is that what my mother's saying? Yes. Okay. Great. the children will know more strongly than she knows that they still have a grandmother, though she may not be physical. And in what you call about three months time to nine months, time there will be stronger indicators of communication with the grandmother on the part of the children that may then if your twin is paying attention, she may then understand and witness that her children are, in fact, in communication with the mother. And this can help strengthen the understanding for her that the consciousness still exists and can be communicated with, but perhaps in a way that is a little bit less structured than what your child.

be stronger indicators of communication with the grandmother on the part of the children that may then if your twin is paying attention, she may then understand and witness that her children are, in fact, in communication with the mother. And this can help strengthen the understanding for her that the consciousness still exists and can be communicated with, but perhaps in a way that is a little bit less structured than what your child. twin might now believe do follow. Oh, totally. I mean, I told the four-year-old that grandma will still be talking to her. And a four-year-old is so brilliant that she just said, well, how does that work? I mean, and I couldn't explain to her. I just told her that it worked. So I know that they're still communicating. Yes. And they, especially Nathan, helped a lot in the healing in the weeks with my mom. His little dinosaur was incredible. Yes. Pay attention to the toys. the children used for many times the toys that children use are intermediary mediums for communication with other beings in other dimensional realms. Okay-doke. Then I wanted to ask about my brother. Yes. He left my mom the night, and that night my mom. This being is about to go on what you classically call a long journey. My brother? Yes. Physical age. Um, 40. Physical name. Larry Mancini. Approximate physical location on your planet at this time. About 30 or 20 or 30 miles outside of Boston. This being maybe about to encounter an opportunity that will open up for physical travel and relocation and the beginning of an unexpected physical movement adventure. Music career? That's what I'm hoping for him. It can, in some senses, involve the idea of that which is creative art, but may at first not necessarily appear to be the adventure it will turn out to be. It is the physical relocation that in some senses is almost more important than anything that may be may be caused or used to lure him into this actual physical movement. Well, he just bought a house. I mean, he just moved into a house a few weeks ago, outside of Boston. This means nothing to us. Okay, so that's not the movement you're talking about. No. Okay, I did, he's... We have said this is unexpected. And will be, by surprise. Okay. I wanted he... Travel. Okay. Distance travel. Whether from the house as a base of operations or not, distance travel is involved and coming up soon. Okay. This will be part of the process needed to allow this being to learn to be in touch with, again, different forms of communication more strongly, and to learn to express them and feel them and know they are real more strongly. strongly and to not be afraid of expressing the self more strongly. You follow? Yeah. It's exciting for me. All right. He's, I've probably spent about five hours talking with him.

soon. Okay. This will be part of the process needed to allow this being to learn to be in touch with, again, different forms of communication more strongly, and to learn to express them and feel them and know they are real more strongly. strongly and to not be afraid of expressing the self more strongly. You follow? Yeah. It's exciting for me. All right. He's, I've probably spent about five hours talking with him. He's feeling somewhat responsible for putting stress on my mom because he had been talking to her about, I actually think the hospital was rushing her out too fast. And he was leaving that afternoon to have discussed some finances with her. And then that evening her bypass collapsed. Yes. So he keeps thinking that if he wouldn't have talked about money, that maybe the bypass wouldn't collapse. This is one of the reasons why he needs to move and have movement in his life, physical movement, so that he will be brought to the understanding that he had nothing to do with that. Yeah, good. As he moves, he will learn to breathe differently. Okay. And it will allow him to remove it. remove guilt from his system. You follow? Yes. Then I had a question about what I did. When she coded the second time and I came in the room, they were kind of, they were waiting for me. Can you see that picture? Yes. Okay. What did I do? Because all I know is I put my hands on her. I told the nurse that he didn't have to keep doing the manual CPR. Yes, you told her it was all right to go. Well, she was gone, I think. You told her. her it was all right to go. I told her. Yes. Well, she looked... And you told yourself. Oh yeah. Well, I had been outside right before this happened and I asked her what she wanted to do. And she said she thinks she needed to go now. She didn't think she could recover enough to live a happy life. And that was fine with me. I didn't know she'd be coding though while she was telling me that. But I had told the nurse that he didn't have to keep doing the CPR. Because to me it looked like her soul had already... See, this is what I don't... For the most part. but complete detachment had not occurred. And if you... She was in your vernacular hovering. Yes. You told her it was all right to just go. Well, I jumped, because I've been doing that quite a bit, and since you've talked about jumping into the infinite, I did jump. I mean, the whole room was still, everybody didn't move. I don't know how long I stood there for. I did... Eternity. Catch the tail end of her light. I mean, I've been with souls crossing. She didn't seem.

vernacular hovering. Yes. You told her it was all right to just go. Well, I jumped, because I've been doing that quite a bit, and since you've talked about jumping into the infinite, I did jump. I mean, the whole room was still, everybody didn't move. I don't know how long I stood there for. I did... Eternity. Catch the tail end of her light. I mean, I've been with souls crossing. She didn't seem. like she needed much of my help at all. No, but it was significant and important that she received what you gave. To let her know she had the last vestige of your permission. It was significant and important. Why I'm really bringing this up is because the surgeon was outside the room, and for about two hours after my mom passed, I felt him replaying that over, what he had seen me do over and over in his head. Yes. And I wanted to kind of... No, what did he see? No comment at this time on that individual's process. Now, did I help activate him to his power? That's what I... You are a part of that process. No further comment is allowed at this time. Okay. Does that help you? Yes. Can I ask one more thing? I don't know, can you? Um... The day my mom passed... The neurology... She had had a stroke a few days before. And... She was in a coma. Yes. So the neurologist that was called on stood over her bed talking to me and said, Your mother's dying. Your mother's dead. And I just immediately felt her click. Now, normally I would have just ushered this guy out of the room, because I was really on for those weeks, but my aunt was there and it had gotten a little crazy. Yes. More and more individuals on your planet are beginning to understand that these individuals, even in what you would call comito states, do really, do receive and perceive those communications and sometimes do take that language to heart. However, in this particular instance, it wouldn't have mattered. She had already made up her mind, that she was in fact leaving. But she didn't, I don't know if she was making up... Actually, when I walked up that morning and I saw the nurse, it was a nurse we hadn't had, but I heard, oh, today we have the angel of death. And I was very happy that we had that nurse because I think he prepared her very properly, sacredly. But... I was wondering how much, I feel a responsibility to write the hospital, since it is a spiritually based hospital. If you wish to communicate to them, the idea of having more awareness of the fact that individuals will pick up on and perceive the energy of such conversations, by all means you are entitled to do so.

very happy that we had that nurse because I think he prepared her very properly, sacredly. But... I was wondering how much, I feel a responsibility to write the hospital, since it is a spiritually based hospital. If you wish to communicate to them, the idea of having more awareness of the fact that individuals will pick up on and perceive the energy of such conversations, by all means you are entitled to do so. We are simply letting you know that at that particular moment and in that particular case, it really made not much difference since she had already decided to go. But she didn't decide to go, like, then within a few hours. I mean, I think she... She had already decided to go. I understand, yes. He helped speed up when that was, though, did he? He was part of the timing of the process, though, again, it doesn't necessarily excuse the idea of what you may call the irreverence or disrespect. or disrespect. Right. I mean, I'm not blaming him. I know he was part of it. There's no way. I understand that, and I am not suggesting that you are. Right. We are simply attempting to explain to you the energetic parameters. In this case, it is more the trigger for you to communicate something to them that they perhaps do, in fact, as an organization, want to know about the members of their organization, but it really had nothing at all to do with changing the timing for your mother that was all already underway. It was simply synchronistic, more for you to take advantage of even more so than for her. You follow? Yeah, I guess it was just that I felt her click so hard. I understand that. But in fact, what you felt was your click. Not hers, yours at that time. You recognize that everything fell into the slot for you at that moment. In that, at that moment you had complete and utter recognition of her absolute conviction of decision. The click was actually yours. You simply clicked with her in her timing at that moment, and that individual acted as a catalyst and a trigger to help click you together into her timing. You follow? Yeah. I don't want to, there will be other questions I have because in the next few weeks at another time. Yeah, because there were a lot of other things that happened during that day, which And we will discuss this at another time. And we will discuss this at another time. Okay. Number two. Thank you. Thank you. Hi, Deshaar. And are you good day? I was interested in... Speak up and be bold so that all may hear what you have to share. Okay. I am interested in knowing what my spiritual ancestry is. Spiritual ancestry. Yes. You are connected to everyone and everything, everywhere and every when. There you have it. Okay, then I mean my deepest connections.

will discuss this at another time. Okay. Number two. Thank you. Thank you. Hi, Deshaar. And are you good day? I was interested in... Speak up and be bold so that all may hear what you have to share. Okay. I am interested in knowing what my spiritual ancestry is. Spiritual ancestry. Yes. You are connected to everyone and everything, everywhere and every when. There you have it. Okay, then I mean my deepest connections. You are connected. connected to every one and everything, every when and everywhere. There you have it. Now, what you, from the perspective of this life, have chosen to make deeper connections to reflect and represent vibrational to you what it is you have chosen to be in this life. That's a different story. I see. But it's not that they are actually truly more profoundly deep. It's that you are actually. are calling things out that are more representative and reflective of how you have established your frequency in this life. And so you are more keenly aware in this life of certain portions of the infinite that you are connected to because they are more reflectively representative or symbolic of what you have created yourself to be in this life. Does that make more precise sense to you? Yes. Yes, it does. So, in that context, then, The idea is you are most deeply and profoundly connected to those things that you find yourself most deeply and profoundly drawn to. With your imagination, your curiosity, your creativity, and your excitement. Whatever it is that your attention is most strongly drawn in any avenue of spirituality, and that which can be most strongly expressed as taking action on the things that excite you the most, Those are reflective and representative of the connections you have made from the vantage point of this life to everything else that you are connected to, which is everything, everyone, every one, everywhere, every one. So I'm creating that deepest connection now. Now from here, yes. Okay. Making it appear in linear timeframe terminology as if it is, in a sense, a connection from other places and other times. But in fact, the connection is coming from. from here and choosing the idea of other vibrational domains, other parallel realities, other dimensions, other times, choosing to make those connections so that they are simply reflective of what you have chosen to be here and thus help remind you of what you have chosen to be here. But those connections are coming from here, not from there. Okay. Make sense? Yeah. Keep everything here and now because that's actually the only place in time there is. Okay. Here and now. All right. Every different moment. is the same moment from a different point of view. Make sense? Every different moment is the same moment. What you perceive in linear space-time, three-dimensional reality as a series of different moments, past, future? Yes.

here. But those connections are coming from here, not from there. Okay. Make sense? Yeah. Keep everything here and now because that's actually the only place in time there is. Okay. Here and now. All right. Every different moment. is the same moment from a different point of view. Make sense? Every different moment is the same moment. What you perceive in linear space-time, three-dimensional reality as a series of different moments, past, future? Yes. These are actually all the same one single moment, but from a different point of view. Because there is only one moment, and that is now. is now. Every moment you've ever experienced and every moment you will ever experience in physical reality will actually be the same moment, but you will experience that moment from a different perspective so that you will see another way in which that same moment can be experienced. It's all the same moment, but in linear space-time, you make it appear in the illusion of linear moments one after another. They're not really one after another. They're all here and now. but they're just different angles of the same creation, the same one moment, the same experience of you. You are having the experience of yourself, and it is simply being experienced in this modality by these perspectives of the same moment that you exist in forever, because there is only one moment to exist in, and that's why it's eternal and infinite, because it's always here and now. Okay. Make sense? Is this any of it? making sense to you? Yes. All right? Yes. And so where does this lead us in this communication? Okay. Well, I'm interested in knowing a Lemurian lifetime. Why? Why are you interested in knowing a Lemurian lifetime? workshops? Yes. So because you have done workshops, that's why this is interesting to you? Is there not a deeper reason why this feels interesting, why this tugs at your curiosity? Well, it feels right for me. Feels right for you. What it is that feels right for you? Would you kindly explain? Well, like the energy of Lemoria. Yeah. And so what are you saying when you say that you are connecting to the energy of Lemoria and the energy of Atlantis? What is it that you're? you are recognizing in these connections? Aspect of myself? Yes, but different than that. What you are recognizing is that what those life experiences represent, as we have already explained, is what you are patterning your life into now. Okay. You follow? The reason you're curious about what those lives are all about is because those lives are similar in energy structure and in idea construct to what it is you are patterning your life to be now in this transitional end of the cycle day and age on your planet.

are recognizing is that what those life experiences represent, as we have already explained, is what you are patterning your life into now. Okay. You follow? The reason you're curious about what those lives are all about is because those lives are similar in energy structure and in idea construct to what it is you are patterning your life to be now in this transitional end of the cycle day and age on your planet. You're taking what you learned, so to speak, from those experiences, and you are applying them to the experience you are having in this now moment so that you can gain a reflectivity of what it is you are creating this now moment to be. Those moments relate to the moment you are creating here and now. But you can also work this in reverse. You can work in any way you can. want, really. But the idea really is that if you simply give yourself the opportunity to know what it is you want to do here and now, what it is you are most excited to create in this life, that will also put you in touch with the vibrations of the things that you are most excited to create, perhaps not in the same way, but on the same level of energy, in the Atlantean and Lemurian life. I see. You follow? And again, paradoxically, by allowing yourself to act more fundamentally, more concretely, on the things that excite you in this life, you will put yourself in the appropriate state that will actually make it easier, if necessary, to tap into what those things were in those lives because you'll be in the same resonance frequency bandwidth. So you can work it in the way it is actually constructed from here to there rather than from there to here. Does this make sense to you? Yes. In other words, if you be... here now, what you imagine being a Lemurian or being an Atlantean is like, then you will be on the same wavelength to understand what being a Lamorian or being an Atlantean was like, even though you may not have expressed it exactly in the same term. Right. And I'll be here now. You are here now. Exactly. Yes. And you will know that you are, and that's what you mean by I will be here now. Right. You will know that you are. that you are here now. That's all it means when your people say, I will learn to be here now, doesn't mean you're actually learning to be here now. It means you are remembering that you are here now. And so we'll begin experiencing yourself because you are here now in that way. Yes. Make sense? Yes. Is this helping opening up the doorways for you? Yes, it is. Thank you. Does this help you sufficiently at this time? Yes. Or is there something else you wanted to discuss?

will learn to be here now, doesn't mean you're actually learning to be here now. It means you are remembering that you are here now. And so we'll begin experiencing yourself because you are here now in that way. Yes. Make sense? Yes. Is this helping opening up the doorways for you? Yes, it is. Thank you. Does this help you sufficiently at this time? Yes. Or is there something else you wanted to discuss? Well, I'm just learning what excites me. Oh, no. Oh, no, no, no. Oh. No, no, no, no. Every single one of you without reservation, every single one of you without exception, knows exactly, precisely at every single moment, moment what it is that excites you the most. Whether you're willing to admit that or not is based on a number of different ideas that you have been spoon-fed since birth. But every single one of you absolutely knows at any given moment what it is at that moment that would be the most exciting thing you could imagine doing at that moment. Because that's all that is meant by doing what excites you the most. Do what excites you the most at that moment. That's all it means. It doesn't have to mean. mean some life-spanning career or some time-consuming project? All it means is do what you are capable of taking action on that excites you the most at any given moment out of all the things available for you to take action on at that moment. So every single one of you can know what that is if you are willing to allow yourself to simply look what it is at this moment that excite you the most and take action in that direction, regardless of whether you think it's supposed to be connected to this, that, or the other thing. Are you following the drift of this? Yes. And by doing that, that will lead me to the destiny that I want to create. And why will that be so? Because it will be in my highest excitement? Because anything that you would really need to create in this life that is representative of your true self would automatically by definition be contained in the path of highest excitement that you would follow. It may not get you there how you think you need to be there. It might not even come to fruition in the way in which you think it needs to. come to fruition, but I guarantee whatever it is that is representative of your highest joy, whatever it is that is representative of your true absolute, highest creative self will, will be expressed through you in this life in some way, shape or form if you simply choose to remain on the bandwidth of your highest joy and drop all your expectations for how you think it's supposed to remain. to manifest.

it needs to. come to fruition, but I guarantee whatever it is that is representative of your highest joy, whatever it is that is representative of your true absolute, highest creative self will, will be expressed through you in this life in some way, shape or form if you simply choose to remain on the bandwidth of your highest joy and drop all your expectations for how you think it's supposed to remain. to manifest. You can use certain visualizations of things that excite you as guidelines, yes, but use them only as general guidelines. Even when you come up with the idea of a project, a specific project, use the specific project only as a guideline for the way in which the thing that really excites you the most, in which the fundamental reason why you want to do that project, let that, What that fundamental reason attract to you whatever the true modality is that would actually allow that fundamental reason to be expressed in the most beneficial way for all concerned along the path of least resistance, rather than insisting that that fundamental creative expression you desire to express must manifest in just this way and just that way, or you won't believe that it will manifest. Make sense? Yes. This opens you up to an infinite field of possibility and opens you up to the experience of your your true self, which is far more grand, far more expanded, and far more multidimensional than any of you have allowed yourselves to believe possible. Is this making some sense to you? Yes. And remember, please, please, you don't have to, but please, remember, I am not simply talking philosophy, I am talking physics. Do you understand that? Yes, resonance. Yes. Does this help you? Yes, thank you very much. Thank you. What? You and then you. Number two, do you know who you are? All right, number one, good day. Hi, Bishar. Hello. Thank you. Low, Bichard? No, you. Oh, you. Hello. Hello. Hello. I am, hi, you are hello. You are, hello. Okay. I've been, I went out and got the book, 2001. Understood. Because I've been looking into the monolith. Understood. See, I thought the one, four, and the nine meant it was one by four by nine. It is. But it also means many other things. Okay. Then, well. It is one by four by nine in ratio. Yes. But the book said, and now, not that this was, I don't know that this was a very true statement here, but it said it was 11 feet, their book, their monolith anyway, it was 11 feet high by one and a quarter by five feet in cross section. And it said when its dimensions were checked with great care, they were found to be in the exact ratio, one to four to nine, the squares of the first three integrs. Integers. Integers. That's one, two, and three. And then I don't understand that.

statement here, but it said it was 11 feet, their book, their monolith anyway, it was 11 feet high by one and a quarter by five feet in cross section. And it said when its dimensions were checked with great care, they were found to be in the exact ratio, one to four to nine, the squares of the first three integrs. Integers. Integers. That's one, two, and three. And then I don't understand that. What do you mean you don't understand? One times one is one, two times two is four, three times three is nine. The squares of the first three numbers. Oh, okay. Well, yeah, I was just, I was trying to put that together, and it didn't go together for me. No offense, but this is basic math. Well. Okay. Now do you understand? Yes. All right. All right. All right. That's good. All right, yes, that's good. That's good. All right. Shall we now move on to algebra? No, I have forgotten algebra. Oh, alright. Well, how about geometry then? Nope. Never did get into that. Oh, that's a lie. Secret geometry. Yes. Oh, that's a lie. Secret geometry. Yes. Yes. Yes. Thank you. I'm thinking of regular math geometry in school. Oh, regular math geometry in school. What do you think it's all? Thank you.