Illuminati (Part 2 of 4)

very specific path, then I will not believe it can occur at all. I will put the restriction upon it that if it does not occur along that way, it will not be valid for me. You follow me? Allowing is simply knowing, trusting, within the idea of all that is, that it is automatic. And that if you simply allow what occurs in your life to be the perfect unfoldment of the life you have chosen, then you will allow yourself. to know that your life will become, as we describe it, an ecstatic explosion of coincidence. Everything occurs simultaneously. Everything already in that way is. In physical reality, because you have created the idea of time, the idea that it takes time for things to manifest, then you will not necessarily experience them directly, as you say, instantaneously, simultaneously, simultaneously. But if you know that everything also already does exist and every idea is complete, carrying with it all the ingreens to manifest perfectly, then if you allow that to be so, you will then allow it to happen in the quickest possible manner that it can happen within physical reality. Within, as we have said, three days many times within three weeks. Not at any time necessary longer than three months. Will you then manifest any idea into your reality if you simply allow it to occur along whatever path it can occur. If you shut down some of the doors, then perhaps the way it might have come to you through that door will not be allowed by you. Simply do not put the assumption upon it that it must happen in such and such a way for it to happen at all. Then you are respecting all the creative ways it may occur. Allow, allow, allow, allow. Use your imagination. All right. Once again, simply recognize the idea that your fear stems from much in the same way. The idea that to allow yourself to know yourself as total will in some way shape at one remove a portion of yourself that you think you must maintain. It will only be the opposite. It will become in that way, more and more, sure, more and more and more recognizing your own power. You will not be giving it away. Oh, me? Play with it for a while. All right. And I do mean play play. Thank you. Question. All right than you. Yes, it will be symbolic, yes. Okay. Understand that way that it is the support base which allows you then to rise to certain occasions. You take my meaning. Recognizing that way that that is why it will be the representation of the energy you call kundalini. That complete alignment and connection to all levels of feeling within your physical scale. All points, all energy vorisees, all chakra point, as you would call them in that sense, will then be gathered up and aligned and contained within that one, expanding explosion of self-awareness.

you then to rise to certain occasions. You take my meaning. Recognizing that way that that is why it will be the representation of the energy you call kundalini. That complete alignment and connection to all levels of feeling within your physical scale. All points, all energy vorisees, all chakra point, as you would call them in that sense, will then be gathered up and aligned and contained within that one, expanding explosion of self-awareness. Yes. Do not try to get rid of it. Allow yourself to live through it. To let go, to allow it to, in a sense, in a sense, increase. Then you will be willing to allow the vibration of the connections you are making in that way to be valid. You follow me? Are you sure? Are you sure? You will adjust. Understand as we have described you in that way, that as you are forming these connections consciously with increased momentum and yet at the same time sub-consciously allowing yourself to experience the idea of the slowing down or thickening, then there will be to some degree the idea of the friction created in that area as you are, in a sense holding at bay a very strong potential energy. There is the alleviating of the thickening in that sense, there will be opportunity for the blending. And the, I'll say, then synchronization of the sub and unconsciousness with your outer conscious awareness in that way, and it will, in that sense, then alleviate the pressure. It is, in a sense, creative pressure in that area. Yes. Thank you. I took the shut. I'm like the door. And I'm doing the mom. And still. Yes, this type of thing. No, no, no, no. Do you think something must be wrong? No, no, no. I have done it before and I had been formed. That would be turned. Do you think that if you were simply allowing yourself to unfold, by following your feelings that if somebody were going to share that with you, you would be able, in that sense, to keep them away? No. Thank you. Do you wish? In that sense, to take your break. All right, you may take short break for you. I'm here. Sorry, question. Yes. I really am not concerned about... All right. Were you concerned that I might be concerned that you are concerned? No, I'm not really concerned. For you? He chose not to identify... We chose not to identify the specific. specific people. Okay. Could you identify the... This is really just my curiosity for it. Oh, just curious. No such thing is idle curiosity. Oh, no. Now, you illustrate the idea. For you. You can be illuminatic. It can be illuminatic. It is an idea. It is an identification with an archetypal energy. It is a recognition of an archetypal energy. It is a recognition of content. within yourself. Anyone can believe the idea of Illuminati.

people. Okay. Could you identify the... This is really just my curiosity for it. Oh, just curious. No such thing is idle curiosity. Oh, no. Now, you illustrate the idea. For you. You can be illuminatic. It can be illuminatic. It is an idea. It is an identification with an archetypal energy. It is a recognition of an archetypal energy. It is a recognition of content. within yourself. Anyone can believe the idea of Illuminati. There's not so much the idea of the difference of how in that sense or what things are done. It is in the level of magnitude of the recognition of the idea that one is in fact creating what one is doing. Follow me. Yes. Okay. All right, allow me to define it in this way. In the positive sense, it was simply the recognition of the blending of all levels of consciousness to the extent that you have clear and concise understanding and knowing that your reality is a total product of your creation. When it is in the negative sense, then it will manifest as the idea. as the idea of the need for domination. Because the negative representation of the idea that you are creating your reality totally is the idea of manipulating your reality totally. If you follow me, then in that sense it could be said that negative Illuminati will be those individuals who feel in that sense that they can and do control everything through manipulation rather than integration. Personally for myself, I have really a creation of my own total reality. He says, yes. But recognize that there may be no need to form a direct connection to the idea of a specific group. Yes. That is the only difference is that those within the Illuminati, negatively, feel themselves to be a part of a select group. Those that recognize themselves to be in the Illuminati positively are only recognizing their participation in the idea of being the opposite side of that group to simply form a polar balance to those that see themselves in the negative sense. The rest of you can get on about your lives. So like the positive, the positive element are groups, like it's just, well, we're often from these guys. Yes. Yes. That is why in your physical manifestations, the negative illuminati seems so much more prevalent, you follow me? Yes. Because the positive are unobtrusive. Yes. Now, consciously, on this third entity, you know. A few. Okay. So this may occur on you. Yes. Does this require an explanation? Yes. Not really, but I am wondering. All right, go ahead. Eventually, it can, yes. There is much in that way to occur first within the mass consciousness, before the timing will be appropriate for being of service in that way, but yet it can. You will not at that time be alone, but when I'm attracted to you, other individuals who are also expressed much the same. much the same idea.

require an explanation? Yes. Not really, but I am wondering. All right, go ahead. Eventually, it can, yes. There is much in that way to occur first within the mass consciousness, before the timing will be appropriate for being of service in that way, but yet it can. You will not at that time be alone, but when I'm attracted to you, other individuals who are also expressed much the same. much the same idea. You follow me. Yes. Thank you. Yes. A couple of questions, there's always. All right, all right. We were talking, I was talking before about my fears of the dark and the shadow and all of this. And then I think he's talking about negative of luminati. Negative of illuminati, to me, is one of those ideas of the dark. Yes. So, so it's not that I just created. It's obviously you said that it does exist. But the idea is, is that when it does exist, but the idea is that when it does exist. A negative being offers you a negative vibration. Do you feel you must accept it? No. So, in other words, I can have the power to always know it negative vibration. I guess I hear my own knowledge, but I don't know. But I think I do know. I do know. Thank you. That's the question. Another question was, when I asked you that Mecca Buddha there, you said, three master lives were the three different points. And then there was a fourth part. First, I'd like to know what you mean by definition of national Master life will simply be a collection of many lives which will all flow towards one mass conscious understanding of a particular portion of an overall idea you are exploring. You follow me. Okay. So those three parts we're going with the fourth part. I don't know what the fourth part. Yes. Yes. In the last few weeks, I keep remembering things like I feel feeling like I feel feeling are going on in my business. going on in my being. Yes. This is part of my soul realization. Yes. And it's... No. Do you believe me? No. No. No. No need to have asked. You follow me? I want to make sure. Make sure. How can what I say make you sure? Because you're a mirror. You reflect... Find you. When you understand it is coming from you to begin with. Then you are making you sure. Some coming in here. Alright, if you wish. That is why we are willing to be that mirror. And I really appreciate it and loving for that. We love you as well. Thank you. Oh, fine too. No, thank you. Question. Yes. Guys. He's not about imagination, and my imagination has been working. Did it not work before time? Yeah, but it's been going a little bit over time. Over time. All right. And it's true to stop.

here. Alright, if you wish. That is why we are willing to be that mirror. And I really appreciate it and loving for that. We love you as well. Thank you. Oh, fine too. No, thank you. Question. Yes. Guys. He's not about imagination, and my imagination has been working. Did it not work before time? Yeah, but it's been going a little bit over time. Over time. All right. And it's true to stop. All right, all right, all right, all right. All right, all right. All right. All right. All right. First of all, why did you because you were willing to know to know yourself that you have had connections in that way to those ideas before? You're following. Yes. For us at this time, there will be many different interpretations. For us at this time, there will be many different interpretations of that energy. Okay. Allow me to suggest that you are in that way a very conscious, very consciously aware, psychic grouping family. You have in that way shared many of these ideas in and among yourselves in many lifetimes. And you are, as a group, as a family, very consciously aware of the connections that you are sharing between yourself and the functions you are performing for each other physically and non-finding. and non-physically. You follow me? Recognize, in fact. Therefore, the opportunity to be in communication directly with the idea you call your guides at the present time, you follow me? But you know, what about your mother? Tell me, do you not communicate with her? When? You communicate with discredit, the discarded entities. You follow me? Thank you. And you want to bother? No. Who? Who? Who you spoke of when you said that there's someone... Oh, them. I am waiting you to put two and two together. Are you in communication with... Who did you just do together? What does it say? You have been in communication with. I have it. Thank you. Your mother is that person who stems from our civilization. I just thought that to get me framed in. I'm trying to come up in with something. I keep saying if someone overshadowed me in my dream. In a sense, it will be the recognition that you bring back with you. The conscious portion of the conversation you are having within the idea that you are now beginning. You are now beginning to explore about allowing there to be a consciousness which can physicalize to be here at the time of the transformation. Many, many bursts upon your planet at this time are for that purpose. The timing of the transformation. You are still negotiating. It will not be exactly same consciousness, but it will in part be. You may! You, you, you, you may, at this time in your meditations, allow yourself the freedom to tap into a little bit the idea of the civilization that you call Arturus.

be here at the time of the transformation. Many, many bursts upon your planet at this time are for that purpose. The timing of the transformation. You are still negotiating. It will not be exactly same consciousness, but it will in part be. You may! You, you, you, you may, at this time in your meditations, allow yourself the freedom to tap into a little bit the idea of the civilization that you call Arturus. Allow yourself in your imagination to see what comes up there in your true state. All right. Thank you. All right, but you. All right, when you. Do each have, has everyone on the planet come from another place or some people just on this planet? Like, if they see, it's like tourists. Everyone comes from many places. Many places. So we don't just have our lifetime, sorry, our inclinations here on this planet. That's great. We do, in a sense, evolve through systems, not just the Earth's system. Or as you would say, sort of. Sort of. Sort of. Your idea of evolution is not exactly in that way as we perceive it, but sort of. But sort of. You have many lives in different civilizations, yes. Civilizations, not just the Atlantean of the the Lemurian which we... Different planets. Different planets. And consciousness, like the channeling that I've been feeling happened to me and the entities or the consciousness that I feel trying to communicate through me, is that possible with my own communication, or is it truly another entity that has been new being in essence coming through, Daryl? Understand that we recognize our connection to the physical channel before you, to be in that sense that we represent also his future self. though we are unto ourselves also separate. Understand, therefore, there is not really any difference, whether it be in your consideration outside yourself or, in a sense, yourself. To a great degree, there will not be any difference. The differences are only as such as you. Create the symbols to represent in that way the ideas within your own universe. We view. you, therefore, that while we have our own life, our own civilization, there is also this connection which in that way binds us together. Follow me. Therefore, recognize that for you specifically, on one hand, it is, in a sense, something else. To a great degree, it is also a future self. Somewhere else. The majority of you at this... of you at this time, informing the communication of consciousness through you as a channel. With regard to the transformation you are now undertaking, will the majority involve connections to your future itself, either in this civilization or in other civilizations. So in other words, and again, I say fear, and I know that just a man-made concept coming out of my brain. Oh, can be woman-made. It's like I've been feeling like I was going to be channeling things that I didn't know how to handle.

as a channel. With regard to the transformation you are now undertaking, will the majority involve connections to your future itself, either in this civilization or in other civilizations. So in other words, and again, I say fear, and I know that just a man-made concept coming out of my brain. Oh, can be woman-made. It's like I've been feeling like I was going to be channeling things that I didn't know how to handle. And I know that we've already taught that nothing will happen that I can't handle. So part of my role in transformation is what I'm trying to clearly. I suppose the clear people will come at the... Very good, yeah. By living your life, it will become as clear as it needs to be. If you stop and fly to get a picture of it, all clear up, quick, quick, quick. You will not be living that which will bring you the clarity. The experiences themselves are what bring the clarity. One of the questions, you know, something else can talk over here. I've been feeling a particular relevant to a meeting and an individual woman person who is a rider on the planet, is this has had anything to be able to be able to be a meeting. have anything to do with my role? Which? Which? It has to do, I think that resonance that I feel is, um, has to do with my own personal realization? Yes. Recognition of a higher conscious connection to a degree. That is shared also what I am going to do to some degree. Is it wanted to connect me? Not at this time. We are allowed to say, follow your feeling, but pay attention while you do so. All right. But thank you. I want to explore for the feelings. I guess the tremendous feeling is though I was feeling per feeling. I had this happened to make sense when I think, oh, my feeling is such a... such a tremendous high and tears would come to my eyes and it's the only part of whoever was talking. Yes. And I keep feeling this so much. What? Go ahead. And is it a part of what is opening up when I see with it? It is a part of whoever they are. It is recognizing yourself in everyone and everyone in you, yes. It will be an emotional experience. It is. Yes. Yes. Thank you. And another thing I wanted to ask you is a movie the other day called the glove or analyst and about the guy. And in this movie, um, what they call killing off the boy, so he could become a man. And in that term, which they call, killing off the boy, so he became a man. ceremony, which was some kind of a grub that they blew up his nose. What is your point? Well, what he did is he became, uh, to him, he became an eagle.

called the glove or analyst and about the guy. And in this movie, um, what they call killing off the boy, so he could become a man. And in that term, which they call, killing off the boy, so he became a man. ceremony, which was some kind of a grub that they blew up his nose. What is your point? Well, what he did is he became, uh, to him, he became an eagle. And at that time, that was his guide. In other words, each snake had their own guide. Yes. And it showed him becoming an ego. And then from then on, he was an ego whenever he wanted to soar. Whenever there was the opportunity to work. the opportunity to allow the consciousness to shift to that symbolic perspective. Yes. So, yeah, so in this case, is this what you turned out of giant now instead of the... It is one variation of the idea, yes. It is also the recognition of the complete connection. As you have expressed, seeing yourself in other individuals, also seeing yourself in animal consciousness and vice versa. When you make that emotional connection, with animal, you will also see through their eyes as well as through another individual human's eyes. You follow me? Yes. I can't, I'm beginning to understand. Walk on you. Thank you. Yes. I'm very much aware of the fact that I am creating all the time, but I would like to focus my creative abilities. On what do you suppose? Well, that seems to be a problem. seems to be a problem. Oh, so you are focusing your creative abilities upon creating a problem, first of all. Yes, I'm very good at that. All right. Perhaps a... Could you do that for a living? Maybe. Perhaps you could. You may allow other individuals to view you're a great creative skill at creating a problem. Then they will get an... opportunity to understand just how problems are created and how they can be uncreated. What about that? I think that's wonderful, thank you. What else? I'm very curious. I've been working with a teacher for the last couple of years, and I wonder if... Do I need... Do you know him... What is it? His name is Len? We will, in that sense, at this time, only perceive your concept. Realize in this way that we allow ourselves to limit our perception when the non-limitation of our perception would in that way interfere with your free choice. That is how we allow ourselves to know we would in fact in that way interfere with your choice. By going no further than the creation of the reality you are projecting. How do you feel about the idea of your teacher? Um, well, I, I, I, what I work with him is exactly what you talk about, that's why I wonder is... Why? May I ask a question? Yes. Does your teacher allow you? Yes.

is how we allow ourselves to know we would in fact in that way interfere with your choice. By going no further than the creation of the reality you are projecting. How do you feel about the idea of your teacher? Um, well, I, I, I, what I work with him is exactly what you talk about, that's why I wonder is... Why? May I ask a question? Yes. Does your teacher allow you? Yes. to feel like a teacher as well? Yes. Does your teacher recognize you know to be also a learner? Yes. Do you recognize yourself to be a learner? Yes. Then do you recognize that since you are both teaching and learning, you are simply sharing? Yes. You are both equal. Yes. Then the entire idea is equal to our vibration. In that way. Not so what by direct association. creation. Realize that your civilization has exactly all the same idea potentials to be equal in that way. Just because you witness a similarity does not mean it does not come from you. You follow me? Yes, I do. Thank you. One more question. One more question. I've been in touch with beings from somewhere. I'm not sure. and I've learned a great deal from what I call my guys, but I felt out of touch with him lately. Out of touch. Oh, why don't you're supposed they went? I don't think they went anywhere. I just feel unable to, except for my grandmother. I'm very much in touch with my grandmother. All right. If there's something you could help me with to get me back in. in Stink or is... All right. All right. Stand up. Sit down. You are now? A different you. Then you were a moment ago. Now perhaps this you now can do what the you then could not. Why didn't I think it is? You did. The other you did not. The other you did not. For you. Thank you. Yes, I had a question about Pitchin lives. We just talked about what he said that I had chosen and they had different lives, different parts of so I was living on a different planet. What has that got to do with being in the future? Can you not have a past life on another planet? Yes, so. So you're just saying in terms of the way we use time. Any sense, yes. In terms of what? we perceive about your perception of your own energy. You are giving them to yourself. Yes. Yes. Yes. Okay. Thank you. Question. One moment. Yes. Yes. Last week I was exploring some. some past lives and I came up with a very strange rash on my body. Do you think that might have been related? I had no other exploration to know. Only in a sense.

use time. Any sense, yes. In terms of what? we perceive about your perception of your own energy. You are giving them to yourself. Yes. Yes. Yes. Okay. Thank you. Question. One moment. Yes. Yes. Last week I was exploring some. some past lives and I came up with a very strange rash on my body. Do you think that might have been related? I had no other exploration to know. Only in a sense. Only in the sense that it will be to some degree the idea that as you begin, not the direct connection of the exploration of past lives, but the exploration of the integration within yourselves of different levels of your consciousness. Many times there will be. there will be the friction, in a sense, between what you turn to be your physical form and the higher level energy which you are integrating. It will simply be an indication to you that you still consider there to be a separation between physicality and spirituality. It will dissipate. I also got a renewed awareness of a kind of an energy blockage in my life. in my throat which I interpret to be some sort of holding back of expression. Can you share me inside on? What is it you would like to say? Hmm. That's the question. If you can conceive of a question, it means you contain the answer. Or you would not perceive that there is a question to ask. What would you like to say? I will meditate on that. Is that what you would like to say? All right, since that is what you have said, I will assume that is what you would like to say. Thank you. Yeah, thank you. Um, last week when I was medicated, um, to meditation tape, um, I was to meditation tape. Um, I was perceived. I was perceived. I was leaving an image a image that took him from my father. The image was of a man. All right. May I interrupt you for a moment. There will be someone else who will answer this for you for you. Okay, um, I'm going to take these out of the trip, but I don't, home. I am not called Douglas or Scott Barclay. I am called something else. Will you allow me? I don't access to that information. I cannot allow you. I cannot allow you access to anything within yourself. That is all up to you. Right now, it seems to be a looming me. Then that is part of the purpose. Yeah. Understand, we do not mean to be evasive. Yeah, I know. But any time you seek in that way, from us, that which you are yourself, avoiding, we will not live your life for you. You will not live your life for you. If you are avoiding it, it is because of a reason that you are exploring within yourself. That is what we will tell you.

Then that is part of the purpose. Yeah. Understand, we do not mean to be evasive. Yeah, I know. But any time you seek in that way, from us, that which you are yourself, avoiding, we will not live your life for you. You will not live your life for you. If you are avoiding it, it is because of a reason that you are exploring within yourself. That is what we will tell you. We would not, in that way, rob you of finding the answer for yourself and killing your surprise. Recognize that we could in that way give you an identity identification to which you may then harmonize and resonate. But in that way, we also would have killed something within you. something within you, in a sense. We would have robbed you of that creative pressure, that curiosity, that growth. I know why I've chosen to learn all this. I'm learning the way I'm learning. All right. Allow me you suggest that by the time you have the conversation with another friend, you will have a friend. Yeah. You will have... have gotten yourself to the point where you will have more ability to know for yourself and simply discuss with another individual that which you already know rather than seeking in that way the information. It will be revealed because you will be willing to be it to discuss it, to know it. But it is also the timing that you share with that friend this idea rather than with us. Thank you very much. Thank you. You have to see. some degree along this idea, this path you are exploring with this particular manifestation stepped beyond and through the doorway that represents the boundary of our service at this time. Yeah. You have entered another realm of another... All right. Any sense? Jurisdiction? You follow me. I realize when I try to know to know. He said, no, I know. All right. Doesn't work. Allow yourself to know that you know everything you need to know. Yeah, I know I need. Then, you are always leading yourself through those doorways. You will find who you need and what you need. So not, in that sense, feel you are lacking, as we have described to you before, anything. I'm not, I don't feel that I'm lacking. I'm not. I thought. You've given a shot. Thank you. Thank you. Question. One more. One moment. Yes. Acknowledging that we do not really, that we do not really have a, well, that a future is created from the present time. Then would it be correct to say that all, quote, quote, future unquote, and all past, unquote, unquote, past, unquote, lives are actually occurring simultaneously at this during moment. Have we not said that? Okay, just wanted to make sure that, I can say it properly. Um. Probably. You've stated it for yourself. Right, in a way that I really like. Thank you. Okay.

a, well, that a future is created from the present time. Then would it be correct to say that all, quote, quote, future unquote, and all past, unquote, unquote, past, unquote, lives are actually occurring simultaneously at this during moment. Have we not said that? Okay, just wanted to make sure that, I can say it properly. Um. Probably. You've stated it for yourself. Right, in a way that I really like. Thank you. Okay. Um, but that doesn't necessarily mean that any being that we contact would be ourselves, well, it is ourself. Thank you. Okay. In an overall sense, all is one. Yes. But not necessarily the singular identity. Not necessarily in a differentiated state, no. Okay. But some of them will be. Yes. Okay. Just as many of what you told me, UFOs, are your own future selves. Uh-huh. Okay. Speaking of UFOs, what kind of reception do off-world spacecraft get when they land in communist countries? Is it any different from what they get when they land in these countries? when they land in this country? A few of the times it has been, in a sense, similar, a few times, it has been different. Has it been different in a way more of welcoming by our communist comrades? Would that characterize the difference? Allow me to say, the majority have not. Not them welcome. No. Okay. A few have. Okay. Interesting. Have a few also been welcoming in this country? Oh, yes. Okay. I perceive that a lot of the welcoming in this country has been by non-governmental people. Oh, not necessarily. But there are some governmental people who have been welcoming. Yes. Uh-huh. Very interesting. I have just embarked on a process of designing and building a anti-gravational, gravitational craft. Okay. I'm wondering, are there any special materials that are not really readily available to me or manufacture fabricable by myself or somebody with fabrication skill? No. So everything is available. You have all the ability to manufacture many different versions of that idea at this time. As your technology changes, you will replace some of those ideas with other material. It does not mean you cannot demonstrate the principle now, recognize that it has. recognize that it has been demonstrated at least 11 times in your civilization. Yes, I was thinking about in my backyard. It has been demonstrated many times in the present as you understand it within the last 100 years. Okay. That sounds very neat. One last quick one. I just recently, yesterday, I just understood that a being who calls himself, would be interested in communicating with me and I'm wondering if this is a, quote, future, quote, unquote, self of my own. Allow me to say, though you may not perceive this immediately, there is much humor in this contact. Allow me to say it will for now be allowed that we may tell you it is, in essence, a technological aspect of a portion.

yesterday, I just understood that a being who calls himself, would be interested in communicating with me and I'm wondering if this is a, quote, future, quote, unquote, self of my own. Allow me to say, though you may not perceive this immediately, there is much humor in this contact. Allow me to say it will for now be allowed that we may tell you it is, in essence, a technological aspect of a portion. of your consciousness which you are not completely aware yet. Okay. Okay. You may go along with the information without putting any emphasis upon the identity itself. I can totally do that. Thank you. Thank you. Question. All right. I want to discuss something with you that. Did I... with that today, I was looking at the idea of crystals because we discussed that Monday night. Yes. Okay. And I was looking at, I realized, one thing, the idea of crystals is that whenever I think of crystals, I always think of them as like glass. But I see the crystallity of the facets where the reflective quality is, like it not only reflects outwards but inward. Yes. Yeah. So I was looking... Very much like you. I was looking at that idea today, and I started looking at something else that got real involved, and it's really exciting, but I came to a course of it, which kind of confuses me a little. So that's why I wanted to talk to you about. Go ahead. Okay. I was looking at a self, actually I was looking at myself, but a self will call herself, which we normally, I guess, we call all there is. It's an automatic creator by nature. The self has an idea, and the idea is self as consciousness. And then it has the idea that it can communicate with itself about self as consciousness. Yes. And then it has an idea that it can communicate with this self as consciousness. Yes. Okay, now, self is its own self while being the original self. All right. Okay. it is and has its own idea of its self. Yes. It can communicate with itself about itself and also contains the idea that it can communicate with itself as a consciousness. Yes. Okay. Within this idea, there's no idea of limit on the idea. So... Oh, why? Yeah, okay. So far, so good. Okay, so good. So, though each self is consciousness as self, is its own unique self, is its own unique self, it. It is the original self and all subsequent, as we know this word, subsequent cells contain all the preceding cells. Any sense, yes. Yeah, okay. But it doesn't multiply in a linear fashion as we would think of it now because the original idea was automatically in total, and it is. It can never not be. It's like its own unique idea, right? Yes. Is. Right, okay.

unique self, is its own unique self, it. It is the original self and all subsequent, as we know this word, subsequent cells contain all the preceding cells. Any sense, yes. Yeah, okay. But it doesn't multiply in a linear fashion as we would think of it now because the original idea was automatically in total, and it is. It can never not be. It's like its own unique idea, right? Yes. Is. Right, okay. This is the point that it got a little bit of fear from it. Since each self has consciousness and is an automatic creator with our idea of free will, and then I had a realization that there was no real need for the idea of free will since it's inherent. Everybody good. Any self can create a new idea. Yes. Okay. I can see how it is contained in the original self. but not in all the self. I can see how each self is all there is because there's nothing else to be due to its origin. Yes. But I don't think how each separate, unique facet is all there is in a complete sense. Because what you are describing is in that sense, the creation of levels of awareness, not primal existence itself. You follow me. The creation of a different level of awareness is also simultaneously and automatically new created differentiation within the oneness. Therefore, again, both are true. Okay. What I was looking at was the idea that we discussed with frequently the idea that we are all that is. Yes. And so, let's... I'm looking at this idea based on the original premise. I can see that, yet we are each totally unique. And I couldn't see how I can see other individuals. Understand in that way that you are attempting to construct an idea through three-dimensional symbolism. Yes, I know that, but I also have something else going on too there. Yes. But by definition, the three-dimensional symbolism will not... will not, in an analytical way, be able to extend into that fourth dimensional state only by experience. Simple knowing, recognizing that way, that knowingness, and creating that experience does not mean it is translatable. Do you understand that? Mm-hmm. Yeah, I just feel like I can understand it. All right. Then that will do. Thank you. Okay. Yes. Yes. a little bit about my relationship with my son and so forth. Yes. And I just want to explore the area because I'm not feeling very good about it. I'm not having very good time with it. And I... Are you having a good time, not having a good time? No. Not even that. You're having a rotten time, having a rotten time? If you're having a rotten time, having a rotten time, then that must mean you are having a rotten time. Then that must mean you are having a good time. Oh, I follow you.

I'm not feeling very good about it. I'm not having very good time with it. And I... Are you having a good time, not having a good time? No. Not even that. You're having a rotten time, having a rotten time? If you're having a rotten time, having a rotten time, then that must mean you are having a rotten time. Then that must mean you are having a good time. Oh, I follow you. You know, when I ask these questions in my mind, then I answer them, you know, with all those, with all the advances, and I come up with a lot of realizations that way, and a lot of things have shifted, so I'm not really saying that it's the same problem that I had then. All right. But I am saying that rather than lightning and moving, letting go and shifting, it's just kind of like shifted into... Will you define this? Will you define? something for me? Yes. What do you mean letting go? I mean the feeling of, when you just feel free in life, like right now I feel real, like I had a waste on me. Did we not in that way? Also described you the idea of the thickening of the energy field. And that there would be the perception of what he told to be melancholy, slowing, slowing down of momentum. Yeah, but I recognize that, but that's a little bit different than what I'm talking about. I recognize that, but that's okay with me. I just go and I lie down and I do nothing. I hope you do not do nothing. No, I know, but you know what I mean? physically, I do nothing with my body. Now, that's not what I'm talking about. When I say letting go, I'm just talking about when you don't... I'm talking about what I'm not doing right now. Do you also wish to stand up and sit down? You do not? Do you wish to be another you? No, I don't. I would like to, I guess I would like to understand a little better. I would like to understand my son a little better. I know that what he's doing is just like... One moment. Yeah. Do you feel that the you now are? Well, all right, obviously, does not understand what is happening. Do you think that a future you might understand what this you did? Probably so. Then why would you not? not like to be that you that would understand? Uh, yeah, that would be okay. Okay. Would it be the you that would know why you are doing what you are doing? Yeah, but it would also be, I feel like, anyway, it would also be the me that would look back and know that I didn't have to make it so hard in myself. All right. All right. Be that you and make it not so hard on yourself right now. Mm-hmm.

understand? Uh, yeah, that would be okay. Okay. Would it be the you that would know why you are doing what you are doing? Yeah, but it would also be, I feel like, anyway, it would also be the me that would look back and know that I didn't have to make it so hard in myself. All right. All right. Be that you and make it not so hard on yourself right now. Mm-hmm. That's how do you feel? I feel like. Alright. Go ahead, experience that idea. Do not judge your judgment. Alright. I've been kind with the time. So what? No. Are you assuming that is something bad? No. I just feel like I feel like that it would shift. Are you expecting it to? Yeah. Then it will not. Go ahead and experience without...