Part 1
I have another question as well. I have experienced a long string since I was a child of injury after injury after injury. It seems like once I, you know, healed from one injury, I have another painful experience. Yes, that's because your belief system is all about beating yourself up like you've been doing about this issue of the abortion. Guilt, guilt, guilt, beat yourself up over and over again. Punish yourself, punish yourself, maya culpa, may a culpe, I do not deserve. Through my fault, through my fault, through my most grievous fault, I'm not worthy. You understand? Sounds a little familiar. Yes, I thought it might. Egotay absolve. But it doesn't matter whether or not we forgive you. You need to forgive yourself. What is the best form to be able to forgive yourself? Because I feel like I come close to it, or it's what I strive for. What holds you back? I don't know. It's just, I think that I'm there, and then, you know, I have another experience that proves to me that I'm not quite there. Oh, all right. Maybe you have a belief that you can't quite get it. there. Okay. What do you think about that? Perhaps. Or let me put it another way. Let me put it another way. What do you fear will happen if you do get there? Maybe that would be the most revealing question for you. Okay. Can you answer? What are you afraid? What are you terrified will happen if you actually forgave yourself and let go? I don't know. Sure you do. What am I afraid? Yes. What are you afraid of? You want me to give you a hint? Yes. Are you sure? Or would you like to say something first? I don't want to interrupt your thoughts. Well, it's kind of like, I mean, the closest that I can come to it is like swimming in the ocean, it's the fear of the unknown of what's the depth beneath me or... All right, but that's not really quite it. It's something a little bit different. Please help. Oh, all right, since you ask so nicely. This is what it is. Are you ready? Yes. Who do you think you are, little Miss Perfect? Are you getting the hint? Yes. You're so much better than everyone else that you shouldn't feel bad about these things. You shouldn't feel guilt about these things. Who do you think you are? What you fear is alienation from those you love. You fear to stand out. Do you understand? Yes, you're right. You fear to be taken as egotistical. As better than thou, holier than thou. You understand? Yes. All right. Do you think you have the ability to drop that idea? I do. All right. Understand that you deserve happiness. You really do. Because if you didn't, you wouldn't exist. I guarantee it. You follow me? Yes, thank you. Does this help you? It does.
Part 2
You fear to stand out. Do you understand? Yes, you're right. You fear to be taken as egotistical. As better than thou, holier than thou. You understand? Yes. All right. Do you think you have the ability to drop that idea? I do. All right. Understand that you deserve happiness. You really do. Because if you didn't, you wouldn't exist. I guarantee it. You follow me? Yes, thank you. Does this help you? It does. Our unconditional love to you. Thank you for sure. Oh, the challenges of your planet, no wonder we were so astonished when we came upon it.