Edge Of The Coin (Part 2 of 4)

How do you feel now? I feel fine. All right. What images came to you in the XVI? What images came to you in the Xtreme? The only one of the ones I remember are being a very close in local. All right. Is that what you have now acquired? acquired? Yeah, I have some, yeah. Alright. Because you work with them then? Yes, I do. All right. It's kind of much more rapidly. All right. What I'm wondering now is why am I putting myself for this kind? I know that I'm doing it. I'm... Much of the idea, as we have also discussed, is once again simply ways you have been taught to look at things. things. Wade, you have been taught things, quote unquote, must be processed. Now, when we discuss getting in touch with your beliefs in that sense, that is the level that we were referring to them. Not so much the beliefs themselves that caused the pain, but why you believe that things must be done in that manner. The foundational beliefs that give rise to me. to those beliefs that create processes in your life. A process in and of itself may be representative of a belief, but the existence of the belief that you need a process in that manner, in and of itself, many times, spurs from a very highly ingrained and foundational belief that you carry with you as a child, either in this life, from this life or from other life. Now, if you are able to go into your imagination right now, will you do so? Yes. All right, relax. Take three deep breaths. Now, will you think, will you take three more deep breath? And before you start, I mean, really, really stretch yourself. Are you already done? You already done? Okay. All right. All right. Do you feel relaxed? Yes. All right now. I'm going to ask you a question, and as best as you can, without judging the way the answer comes to you, simply respond with the first thing or feeling that comes to mind, even if you think it will come out as gibberish. What? What? you about your last life regret the most. Answer now. Minds up. What did you get? About what? All right. Anything else? Look deeper. Any feelings that came with it. Any very slight, no matter how. twice, no matter how subtle. No. Thank you. All right. Relax into the same state you are in after you finish the three breaths. All right. You do not need to take three more. Simply keep breathing, but allow yourself to drift back with that state for a moment. All right. Do you feel yourself to be there? No. All right. Think about gifts. Think about it, for a minute. Explore it. What does it mean to do? Confusion? Confusion, quite. Confusion, you know, does not have to be negative.

you are in after you finish the three breaths. All right. You do not need to take three more. Simply keep breathing, but allow yourself to drift back with that state for a moment. All right. Do you feel yourself to be there? No. All right. Think about gifts. Think about it, for a minute. Explore it. What does it mean to do? Confusion? Confusion, quite. Confusion, you know, does not have to be negative. It is simply confusion, fusion with more of yourself, an opportunity to explore more portions of your consciousness. Confusion may be the first step in disassociation and disorientation from reality, that you no longer believe in, to give you an opportunity to examine all the probable reality you may want to choose the new reason. Confucian is not necessarily negative. Think some more about skills. Anything else come here? Do not think about it. No. All right. How is it real? I'm here. I'm telling you. I'm telling you. All right. Now, how does it feel to know that you can use your guilt to learn something positive? Wonderful. All right. Are you willing to learn something positive about him? Yes. All right. What? But it's not necessary. Not necessary. All right. Perhaps it used to be. Yes. That was then. It is now. In your life, now. Can you imagine a situation in which you might feel it would be necessary to experience you? Now. Yes, now. No, I don't. All right. Why not? Huh. Um. I don't see, I don't believe in it. Why not? Oh. I find it useless. Use less. All right. Why? What is it that you are? Because if I feel like you're something that is created, Do you remember that guilt is the opposite of love? Not hate, give. Yeah, thank you. Alright. You do not need it now because you are willing to love yourself. Yes? No, maybe. Yes. Yes. Love yourself, how? Oh, thank you. What does that mean? What does that mean? unconditionally. Without conditions. All right. In any situation, you still know that you have infinite love, that you have infinite love. Yes. All situations. Yes. All right. Now, let's talk about pain. How do you feel about pain? I feel it's very. All right. Why? Because it's always so much about pain. It is always just from love. In a sense, okay. Yeah. All right. If, in those moments of contact and connection with those portions of yourself that soon to come through as birthings, if you love that portion unconditionally, and with open arms, greet it, and accepted joyfully into you, then you will not feel, as if you have to process that portion as if it were something that did not belong, like a miscarriage. There is nothing within you that does not belong, even if it is negative. It belongs in you as a part of the idea as you are.

soon to come through as birthings, if you love that portion unconditionally, and with open arms, greet it, and accepted joyfully into you, then you will not feel, as if you have to process that portion as if it were something that did not belong, like a miscarriage. There is nothing within you that does not belong, even if it is negative. It belongs in you as a part of the idea as you are. You do not have to experience nor express the manifestation or expression of the negative. of the next day, but it still belongs to you. All right. You are, as we have discussed, giving birth to many different portions of yourself. And therefore, you are constantly making room for a new birth by going through cycles very quickly of your periodicity. You get one out of the way, as you say, and make ready for another verse. Process that, get that one out, as you say, out of the way, make room for another. But now I'm getting in the 25 weeks. Yes. You are accelerating. Yes, you are accelerating. These are all the different fragments of yourself you still think you need to look at. But as we have said, as soon as you accept more and more of them in a positive way, then then you will find that it will not be necessary to feel as if you have to clean the plate for every one. The idea is that they will blend and meld into you in a more subtle way, a more benign way, and then the idea will begin to even out until as we have six, your serious will become father and farther apart until you experience them no more. This is probable and possible for almost every single female upon your first. female. There are females now that do not experience them in the course of an entire year, and not because of what it was called stress, but because of allowance and blending. But many of them first experienced an increase because that is as many births as they were dealing with, all the different fragments of their beings. Call upon also. At all times, feel free, we call upon the Dalton consciousness with the assistance of any type of birth at all. Then you can allow yourself to feel immersed in the ocean of their energy. That immersion will support you and create a less painful thing. For you will lose track of where your body ends. body ends and the ocean begins. That is one of the symbols for the eye of water birth upon your planet at this time. All right. Then create it for yourself, whether it's physiologically present for you or not. The energy is available. Let them dream. See, ma'am. Yes. Bizar. I have given a lot of thought lately to the history on the planet of the negative interaction between ourselves and the whales. You know this is changing.

the ocean begins. That is one of the symbols for the eye of water birth upon your planet at this time. All right. Then create it for yourself, whether it's physiologically present for you or not. The energy is available. Let them dream. See, ma'am. Yes. Bizar. I have given a lot of thought lately to the history on the planet of the negative interaction between ourselves and the whales. You know this is changing. Oh, absolutely. I love it. I'm so excited about that. And I see more and more evidence of it all the time. I guess what I'm interested in knowing is what is their viewpoint of all those interactions. They know it's serving a purpose to bring you closer together. They know that at first, perhaps the idea of negative interaction was necessary because that was your overall point of view. And to then, let it say, in an overall plan, negative interaction at first is better than none at all. But they knew it would be relatively quick as things go. And were willing to place themselves in those positions to simply bring to your consciousness the fact that they exist and exist in every way that they were formed equal to you. Then they are not. as you typically think of them as animals. Yes. Do they think physical things? Oh, of course. I think one of the clues for myself to the fact of the dolphin's spirituality was that I read about an incident where Japanese fishermen were driving into the shallows and slaughtering them by a hundred because they feel a computer just a year ago. And I'm changing as well. Yes. The thing that I realized in looking at that was they must know themselves with spiritual meaning so they wouldn't allow this to happen with absolutely no resistance on their part whatsoever. And the other thing that I realized was that because of their non-resistance and because of that incident, there was worldwide attention brought to them. And a real cohesion between... humans all over the earth in compassion and protest to that sort of interaction. I guess mainly it was, I've been curious, what is their viewpoint of all this? Because we have really been part of them for hundreds of years. They understand, but they do not have, nor express exactly as you do the same type of viewpoint. They do not create so much exactly in the way you do, but they do not create so much exactly in the way you do, So to give you their viewpoint is to simply refer you to their actions and their attraction to me. That is their viewpoint, that you are worth all of this. Well, unconditional love. Yes. That is their point of being. Unconditional love. You have a tried example of unconditional love on your planet. You may all take into free. But not a breaking energy and not a breaking energy.

exactly in the way you do, So to give you their viewpoint is to simply refer you to their actions and their attraction to me. That is their viewpoint, that you are worth all of this. Well, unconditional love. Yes. That is their point of being. Unconditional love. You have a tried example of unconditional love on your planet. You may all take into free. But not a breaking energy and not a breaking energy. And not a break in the dream. But ha, ha, too. I, of God, the Maas, Dimashana, and of Me, of Madara, and Periwereveri, this, the shakana, is the chakana, is the house of you. How? All, what to you, how, exchange in recognition of the Creator, bound within us, balance within us, balanced with a new inequality. Our total being is the reflection of your total being. The experience of one is the experience of all, the experience of all, is the experience of one. Our reflection of this reality to this reality to you is. rough translation. What language? Our own, remnant language. Yes. A. Sure, but you? You! Thank you. Thank you. Following your assistance in enabling in enabling me to transfer, transform some rather negative energy One type, I enjoyed ecstasy, fun, centering, fortableness, and then moves into what it seems to be a sea of very viscous negativity. Negative. Oh, nice imagery. Thank you. Thank you. One of my forte is the imagery of it all. Yes. From third day to four days. Yeah. Oh, I love it. Anyway, some reflection of assistance in why the hell all of this crap is going on, and from a third density judgment viewpoint, and from a fourth density, full-loving viewpoint. By all means... How do I transfer energy into more flowing, high acceleration? Define the energy you experience now. What I would have turned before, apathy, heavy, heaviness, congestion in the dream reality... Congestion in the dream reality? No, no, no, that's that in the conscious reality. All right. is more of a free-flowing war. Have you invited all your friends? No, my enemies. A pair of enemies. Not friends. Not friends. Well, from the fourth sense of your point, very much friends, reflecting, giving me the invitation to transcend or transform negative to positive, which I was doing extremely, which I was doing extremely well. Don't really fully understand what the hell's been going on in. It seems... What is being allowed to manifest in your physical reality? What is being allowed to manifest? Hey, what reflections in physical reality are occurring to represent what, as you say, has been going on? Going off at a project direction which does not seem to material according to the excitement that I had when I generated the project, seems to hit a dead end. Seems. Right, scenes. Stop, yes. Seems. Where did the excitement then transfer itself? Didn't. Seemed to vanish, seemed to transfer into heaviness, or the absence of excitement. Dispersal.

what reflections in physical reality are occurring to represent what, as you say, has been going on? Going off at a project direction which does not seem to material according to the excitement that I had when I generated the project, seems to hit a dead end. Seems. Right, scenes. Stop, yes. Seems. Where did the excitement then transfer itself? Didn't. Seemed to vanish, seemed to transfer into heaviness, or the absence of excitement. Dispersal. No All right, let's last. Back up. Okay. At the moment, can you remember the moment if there was such a recollection when the excitement seemed to matter? Well, the first thing that comes to mind is the last channeling, when we got together seemed dull to me. dulled to me. All right. But that wasn't the start of it. All right. But it was a definite manifestation of dullness. Oh, all right. I went, you know, there was a judgment, an old discouragement off of, the previous was so exciting. Do I have to get myself into a crappy situation in order to then experience a magnitude of joy? Maybe. Maybe not. Do you think you need that? Do you think you need that? No, not anymore. All right. So we are through with comparisons. Sorry, all right, done. All right. Then, when you no longer need to make comparisons, this against that, then perhaps you will not continue to create the idea of needing a low tide in order to recognize when it is high tide. That is one idea. Good. And you are dealing with that. Yes. some of the dullness can also simply be your way of telling you you don't need these interactions and that you have what you need and that you can begin to trust it. Of course. All right. The doing rather than the talking. Yes. I have gone into the doing. Yeah. All right now. Good. This idea, once again, of when you think, the excitement vanished. Now, between the time it appeared to disappear, and the time when you saw or recognized the manifestation of the apathy, was there at all in any way, shape, or form a gap between those two experiences? Was there any time at all in between the disappearance of the excitement of the excitement? that the appearance of the affidavit. Yes. What was in that moment for that time? That time seems actually fairly wide. It looks like a, uh, it's more of a feeling, it's the sinking, the black hole, is the falling to a depth. All right, disorientation. By the way, I want to share something with you this. I think, you know, I don't come here out of me. We understand. I love playing. No. No, no, no. We understand the sharing.

Yes. What was in that moment for that time? That time seems actually fairly wide. It looks like a, uh, it's more of a feeling, it's the sinking, the black hole, is the falling to a depth. All right, disorientation. By the way, I want to share something with you this. I think, you know, I don't come here out of me. We understand. I love playing. No. No, no, no. We understand the sharing. But simply you may find that if you are creating certain situations in your life that are carrying some of these energies with it, then some of that, in being in some of these interactions because of the purpose for which some of these interactions are being created, may seem to have at times nothing to do with you. What did you think? In other words, some of the idea of dullness may simply be because there are a time when that dullness is a reflection of when you actually would find your energy out doing something. Rather than being in this interaction, no matter what the reason. Our energy is primed into each and every one of you to spur you toward your own self-empowerment and interaction. Yes. The idea of enjoying the sharing going on is all well and good, and we always enjoy each and every one of it. each than every one of you. But once again, allow us to remind you that true equal conversation with us is actually in the doing, not in the talking. Therefore, many times you will find that because of the type of energy we are giving off, so we speak, that individuals who may come with these interactions, whose timing may be more representative of the ability to be out doing something may find some of the energy we are giving off a bit dull because it will then spur them to stand with their curiosity to find what it is that will be more inclined. Excellent. That's what happened in the last one. I came what I didn't really feel like coming over it. It would have been more preferable. Okay. Then you would have been encountering the ideas and the situations in which you could have recognized where the excitement perhaps went. Instead of simply doing the road thing. Excellent. So it is in that Limbo state, when the excitement appears to vanish, before you create the idea of the apathy or the puzzlement, it is always within that state that you have more than enough available time to see where the excitement got off. And then to follow that idea, since that is an extension, no matter how it may appear to be or not, that is the extension of where the excitement was. Mm-hmm. Does it the distance? That does. One more point. I have been judging, I'm not, judging it's not quite the right word.

puzzlement, it is always within that state that you have more than enough available time to see where the excitement got off. And then to follow that idea, since that is an extension, no matter how it may appear to be or not, that is the extension of where the excitement was. Mm-hmm. Does it the distance? That does. One more point. I have been judging, I'm not, judging it's not quite the right word. It tends to be determined whether I should be following one particular path through to completion and coming out of this moment-to-moment integrity, which seems to lead from this project to that project, this project without a follow-through, especially economically. Do you recognize that any particular manifestation you may create gives you the ability to follow it through as you would say to the end? Or does it take that ability away from you? If it gives you the opportunity to follow something through to the end that originally was the representation of excitement, then you may find it very likely that that is what could be done. Instead of going from one of idea to the other, the idea is always to recognize what you are capable of acting upon with the excitement that comes into your life. If you find something does excite you, but it doesn't bring with it any ability to act upon, then that in of itself is a symbol to keep going the way you are going and simply recognize that the excitement is simply there, in a sense to inspire you to spur you on, to give you the energy in the direction you are already moving. And that it is also an indication that at some point down the line, many of these ideas that are becoming inspirational will then ultimately click in. I've got you. So I think, yes, there was a judgment on a path that went so far that I thought was going to go farther than it went. Right. But then because of the mechanics of the exchange flows in the universe, that one ended. Hey. At any given time, we do recognize that there is once again many times a very fine and fine and subtle lines in the recognition of where the excitement is or where the knowing is until you become completely entrenched in the new habit of all being sensitized to it. Therefore, allow yourself to realize that for now, because you are still acclimating to these ideas, many times exciting ideas will come to you and it will seem as if it is an indication to go off in different directions, but if it doesn't come with an ability to go off in that direction, then by all means don't struggle to do so. Understood. Very good. Now, as I'm speaking to you now, I am feeling a bit of this heaviness and a bit of judging loss of a level of rapport, again, that's a judgment.

come to you and it will seem as if it is an indication to go off in different directions, but if it doesn't come with an ability to go off in that direction, then by all means don't struggle to do so. Understood. Very good. Now, as I'm speaking to you now, I am feeling a bit of this heaviness and a bit of judging loss of a level of rapport, again, that's a judgment. In fact, I'm judging a level of rapport and affinity we had before wanting that in preference to the solidity and heaviness that I am feeling. May I, first of all, take this opportunity to reassure you that I will never, ever, ever be capable of loving you less than I ever have. Of course, understood and known. The affinity is always there, though the definition of how we relate, like any relationship, may always change. always change. It changes simply to allow you, the leeway and the freedom, to truly be yourself and explore your expressions in whatever way, shape, or form you truly desire to do so. That was marvelous. Thank you, Mr. Chairman. We thank you. My pleasure. Mr. Stafford? Yeah. You. Then you. Um, well, you know, my mother is new. You. Yikes. Bonsois. What's not here in the room? Hey. But you are. Um, what is it with family that makes so heavy. Many times it may simply be the recollection of many of the agreement you have made in many, many, many. And from, sometimes, sometimes the perspective that you have that may seem to be very heavy because experience in that way may carry weight or math. When you look down or back, a road that you think is a very long one, well, then just looking at how long that road was may make you tired, if you think of it as a long road. It can simply also be that in this particular life, in learning that this is the transformational age, the transformational age and recognizing that, of course, you have made your agreement with all the individuals you are interacting with in life, particularly your family, your immediate family. Then the coming to the realization of what it is you are, in the society you have been, has given you more than enough opportunities to explore the idea of how, perhaps, from time to time, you have each fought against your own ecstasy, and that can make you very tired and very tired and you feel like things are weighing you down or have weighed you down. Many times it is simply, in a way, from time to time, once you go through a doorway and path on to another level, until you actually give yourself the opportunity to pass beyond regret, beyond guilt, beyond any sort of negative association or self-doubt in that way, Each time you make one of those steps, you may still create, well, let us say, post-transformational depression.

are weighing you down or have weighed you down. Many times it is simply, in a way, from time to time, once you go through a doorway and path on to another level, until you actually give yourself the opportunity to pass beyond regret, beyond guilt, beyond any sort of negative association or self-doubt in that way, Each time you make one of those steps, you may still create, well, let us say, post-transformational depression. Because many of you still think that it takes a great deal of energy to have made fuck an abrupt change, and so after having made the change, rather than recognize the ease in which it was created, many of you will simply go, Whoa! That was a big step. I guess I had better rest for a while. It feels very heavy. Until you acclimate to the new level of energy. You see, each and every time you take a new step, you do expand the idea of your awareness of more energy, but because you have just come out of a frame of reference in which the energy is very real and tangible to you in a negative way, then as soon as you run into all that new energy, it is math. Energy is mass. Mass is energy. As soon as you run into that much more energy, it feels like a lot of weight. It feels very weighty. Paying attention. Therefore, at first, it may seem as if, oh my, well, I've just done a wonderful thing, and I've made a big step, but now I've run smack into all this shady energy. Oh, I'm going to get tired all over again. When you begin to connect into the understanding that all of that energy, energy is what will uplift you and support you and accelerate you, then it will not seem to carry weight, it will not seem to be a barrier that you have to wade through life-viscous energy. And in this way, therefore, you will not continue to feel as if every transformation you go through makes you tired, because you go, obviously, through many transformations with your immediate family. family? Is this assisting? Is this assisting you? Well, he left, but it's just me. Right. Something else? No, fine. All right. Oh, good. I don't know. Enjoy the table. Yeah, we are. For, it is. Thank you. Very, very, very sweet. Thank you. One moment. You are next. All right. Thank you. Earlier this afternoon, I experienced a resurgence of something that I've created before. And a lot of money is involved and the idea has been created not by me. not by me, that perhaps tomorrow I will be in jail. And I just wanted to know your perceptions... Not created by you. Thank you. Thank you. Any other perceptions you have? That was a question. Okay. Not created by you?

next. All right. Thank you. Earlier this afternoon, I experienced a resurgence of something that I've created before. And a lot of money is involved and the idea has been created not by me. not by me, that perhaps tomorrow I will be in jail. And I just wanted to know your perceptions... Not created by you. Thank you. Thank you. Any other perceptions you have? That was a question. Okay. Not created by you? If it is not in any way, shape, or form, in any part created by you, how could you be discussing it with me? How could you even be aware of the concept if it was not, at least in part, created by you? It was created by me, that idea. Yes, of course. You cannot experience anything in your life that is not. To some degree. Now, how much relevance it has to you is another mass, but created by you your version of it, it was. Now, do you feel you are functioning within your integrity? integrity? Yes. Truly. Yes. Do you find within your imagination the capability of expressing your integrity and explaining the idea that you are to the extent where you can then radiate a reality that may allow the others involved in the co-creation to not necessarily. do not necessarily perhaps see the need for the idea of the limitation and the confinement. I've explored this earlier this afternoon and some progress has been made with it. It seems to be, there is a little difficulty there are always, always alternative, always other alternatives. I made the offer of an alternative. All right. And... And... Yet within that offer, it seems to me from the other individual that there was still not a real willingness. All right. Love them, no less. Right, really? All right. And trust, no less, that again, what is unfolding is going to be what serves you. There is nothing. that happens in your life that interrupts you. When I was coming up to see here tonight, we stopped on the way and the person was driving a car and went away for a little while and I had a chance to reflect on this because it had come up kind of suddenly. And in that reflection, I really was able to totally accept this as a exciting thing. Exciting experience, because it does excite me the idea that this is happening in your life. All right, very good. Recognize that many times, whether it needs to, as you say, go through complete physical fruition or not, many times another idea, another avenue, another expression that many of you will have, is that as you begin to explore all the different ways, you can be of assistance to the society in allowing everyone to realize their own innate creativity and freedom.

the idea that this is happening in your life. All right, very good. Recognize that many times, whether it needs to, as you say, go through complete physical fruition or not, many times another idea, another avenue, another expression that many of you will have, is that as you begin to explore all the different ways, you can be of assistance to the society in allowing everyone to realize their own innate creativity and freedom. At the same time, you will explore the opposite polarity of the idea of limitation and confinement so that you will really, as you say, get a handle on what freedom is. And be able to express the reality you truly believe in to see that it works for you before you presented to others that you are attempting to convince will work for them. You are getting in touch with what you truly believe. in touch with what you truly believe about your reality, proceed in action for you, so that you will then be able to proceed without a shadow of a doubt. Shadows of a doubt are truly what are the bars of your deum. Right. So, you are exploring all of these shadows. Is that what the deep emotion that that I created out of this earlier this afternoon. It seems to some degree. A deep connection, deep realization was the very core of your beliefs. You have now, in a sense, a piece along this particular line, been completely stripped of all surrounding circumstances that represent old belief systems, and now you are forcing yourself to deal with the absolute core of your self of your foundational belief so that you know that it works for you. I had a sense that this was the opportunity to really know that I can create anything I want. That is what I just said in your terminology. Thank you very much. Relax. Pick the pants. Okay. Right. And realize how very, very interactive you are in your dream reality with these other individuals at well. Last night I just dreamed about the situation. Very. Very good. Thank you very good. Then you are in touch. Okay. Yes, Bashar. I wanted to thank you, first of all, for the meditation. the meditation you gave me last week, that was... You mean that meditation you gave yourself? That's the one. Oh, yes, I remember. Thank you for allowing me to reflect it to you. Well, thank you for allowing me to reflect it to myself. Oh, yes, yeah. And also for what you said about the fact that I see more than I analytically am aware of, because that's... also enabled me to get more out of the experience because I didn't have to analyze it. I can just do it, feel it, be it, live it, and dream it. And that was wonderful. Well, thank you. For being full of wonder. It's my pleasure. And ours. Yes, I know.

Oh, yes, yeah. And also for what you said about the fact that I see more than I analytically am aware of, because that's... also enabled me to get more out of the experience because I didn't have to analyze it. I can just do it, feel it, be it, live it, and dream it. And that was wonderful. Well, thank you. For being full of wonder. It's my pleasure. And ours. Yes, I know. I have a message from a friend of mine in Switzerland, and I just wanted to preface this by saying that I saw her this summer for the first time. this summer for the first time in nine years. And we set up late every night, you know, drinking wine, comparing notes about our lives. And it was a source of absolute amazement to me how parallel our lives had been in the last nine years as we've seen each other. And I got the sense of that she is the facet of myself. I said, you know, we're cosmic twins, Carol. Is that individual going to remain in that area? Well, she's thinking of leaving. Actually, physically she's leaving to go to Vancouver, December 11th or 12th, I think. She's going back to put her land. Well, at this point she plans to. And will she be back there in March? Yes, before that, she will be back there in March? She will be back there in January, I'm sure. All right, our suggestion is that she remained in Switzerland through March, maybe April. Fascinating. Can I tell her more about that? Tell her to feel the openings in her heart. Tell her to listen for the harmonic vibrations. I will. She wanted me to ask you if there is a psychic in that area that she would contact that you know of. Can perhaps find in... In March, if necessary, may not be necessary. Desire to find may be indication of sensitivity to what we are also, as you say, picking up upon. Okay, I understand. She related to me by letter that I received today an experience that she had recently when she and her daughter were walking television and there was a faith healer that was leaving meditation and they both closed their eyes and participated and I guess it was amazing experience for both of them and she said that she contacted what she described as a whiteness of purity that she felt was total, she had connected with total trust and she wanted me to ask me about this. I feel she just connected with her own higher consciousness. Okay. And so. So... March and April. Okay. So that's all for now. Okay. Thank you. All right. Thank you. I went into action right away on what you said and completed some activities. I was told that you had something that you...