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Introducing The Association (Part 2 of 3)

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or experiencing this kind of unity, for me at times there's almost an agonizing boredom to it there. Almost seems to be, well, hell, if nothing, it's not all, none of it is significant and it's very significant. All right, but again understand that simply the idea of your boredom is a judgment upon the still time. In fact, it represents an interruption what you feel to be a flow and not part of the flow itself, which it is. Wonderful. You follow me? Yes, I do. Thank you. Allow yourself always to explore. But stillness, you will be very surprised at how noisy it really is. I will. I have a question. Who will be first? Oh. Oh, okay. Um, along the same line. Um, uh, along the same line, um, uh, well, first of the, I want to say I stopped eating dairy products all of a sudden one day. My body just felt like a really full and didn't want to have them anymore, so I stopped. Okay, and the effect that that had, I was very much lighter and also, um, I didn't have, what I had perceived as hunger before were actually cravings that were very strong. And so for the first few days, I almost starved myself because I didn't even recognize the signals of hunger, you know, because I was used to having this huge craving and instead I just had this mild sensation in the body that I needed to put a little in it, right? put a little in it, right? So anyway, that was great for a few weeks. Well, okay, now, so this, I don't think it's necessarily related, but lately, I'm really, really hungry, and I want to expand on that. I want to tell you something connected to that, and that is, um, with regard to money. Um, lately I've been getting more and more into the realm that I like, which is, um, to be just totally in the present regarding money, instead of stashing it away for rainy days and all that, just know that you have whatever you need, whenever you need, whenever you, needed and if you didn't have it, then you didn't need it. You know what I mean? Yes. If somebody says, well, here, and put a thousand on this and you don't have a thousand, well, then that wasn't what you wanted for it anyway, because you haven't. Okay, I love doing that. But what I find is, um, I have a little bit, I can't quite take it, or I haven't, um, I have some nervousness on taking it all the way to the limit. Like I, I don't have anything. Well, no, let me just tell you, all the way to the zero.

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you don't have a thousand, well, then that wasn't what you wanted for it anyway, because you haven't. Okay, I love doing that. But what I find is, um, I have a little bit, I can't quite take it, or I haven't, um, I have some nervousness on taking it all the way to the limit. Like I, I don't have anything. Well, no, let me just tell you, all the way to the zero. And the only reason, the only resistance I have on it, on doing that, Like, I'll let it go down, and I'll just spend my last dollar on a toy for my kid or something, and I just totally have fun with my money, and I love it. I just love the freedom that I have to just spend it, any time I have it, I spend it, you know? And it's great, and it more comes in, but the consideration that I have, I'm just letting, I'm totally letting loose. I have a little bit of holding back is because this huge hunger, and I hate to even be like one day if I ran out of money and I'm waiting until the next day, you know, and I didn't have enough of the exact right things that I was craving in my fridge, fridge, I get all upset about it. All right, again. Understand that to some degree, there is a similar idea of that fear of changing the reality, but quite, no big deal. Yeah. Also, understand it is not, in your terms, the money. Right. Which is necessary. Simply, it is the effect of being able to also create whatever you wish. Exactly. Now, realize many times you are not doing money to do so. Right, right. But if you're really real to me, very little. Real to me very little. All right. Very good. I guess food is the last remaining area. Oh, whoa. Don't take away my food. All right. So I don't have much confidence in creating that. Yeah, I don't have much confidence in creating. Good, good. I know I can always have food in the house, but not what I really want to eat, you know. That's my last area of... All right. Not great confidence. Then I'm not wanting to simply say you may enjoy yourself. Yeah. All right. Uh-huh. Uh-huh. Thank you. Okay. Yes. Yes, so back to what Pam was saying about the violence, even though there's a lot of sound or you said that, the sound, like I have my television going and my cats would be playing or the neighbors have the music up loud and I'll be reading or something. It's silent, there's still a... I did not mean that type of noise. No, no, I understand that. All right. I have to say is that underneath all that, there's this other silence. And I've been noticing that, but I've been getting this buzzing in my ear. Right, very good.

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I have my television going and my cats would be playing or the neighbors have the music up loud and I'll be reading or something. It's silent, there's still a... I did not mean that type of noise. No, no, I understand that. All right. I have to say is that underneath all that, there's this other silence. And I've been noticing that, but I've been getting this buzzing in my ear. Right, very good. It's been for days now. I've had that bud that just, you know, all of a sudden... How have your dreams been? Weird. Right, very good. Off and on, just... About people I don't know, things I've never done. Very, very, very good. It is. Yes. Now, understand that you may choose to think that it is not that will be all right, too. But simply allow me to say that what you are experiencing is a higher degree of one who will be asked for travel. Right. And as such, you are finding that you are unable to translate the reality of the experience in any way shape or form physically that you would call normal. Because you always create those symbols by which you are conscious, outer-aware ego consciousness, can remember the experience, but it does not have the symbols to relate to a direct astral experience. You follow me. I understand. All right. Understand also that the buzzing in your terms is simply the changing of your vibratory level you will find if you wish to. Even within, I would say, the mature of all individuals who are also a little bit more familiar with that ability that they will describe that. describe that buzzing quite often. But that also applied to itchy and red eyes and seeing spots? All right slightly, slightly different. But can, I'll say, at that point, congeal into a couple of different ideas? Because I get that a lot when I go through any sort of period of awakening. My eyes are very irritated and I seem to be boring. Understand that, again, there will be different physical manifestations which will represent the idea of the shifting of your own. I'll say ability to sense different realities, and it will manifest from time to time in different physical ways. That will also be relatively, in your terms, normal. What I wanted to expand on now, is like a question I had to ask you was, I haven't been here now for about three or four weeks at the time. for weeks to talk to you. I haven't been having fun. Well, but I've been talking to you otherwise, because I think of you constantly. And I had, I know what you look like. All right. Because I can draw you and paint you for once. All right. But I was wondering, do you get that? I've actually been on your planet. Now, understand that a portion of every consciousness that you allow yourself to perceive.

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weeks to talk to you. I haven't been having fun. Well, but I've been talking to you otherwise, because I think of you constantly. And I had, I know what you look like. All right. Because I can draw you and paint you for once. All right. But I was wondering, do you get that? I've actually been on your planet. Now, understand that a portion of every consciousness that you allow yourself to perceive. Whether within your... imagination reality or dream reality or your physical reality is always on some level in touch with the idea that you are in touch with it, yes. Do you get that from us, from me? To a degree. But understand that we also recognize a certain, I'll say, overall concept, of which you are only now allowing yourself to become familiar with a part of. In other words, our view of you in your terms is a little more expanded than your own view of yourself at this point. It's growing up. Oh, oh. Did not mean that was bad. No, no, no. I understand. Right. Understand, therefore, that when you, in that way make that connection within our reality, we perceive you quite differently than you perceive yourself within our reality. Okay. I wanted to ask you, one week, one week you were talking about time, and you said that you only sleep about when you feel like it, maybe. feel like it maybe two or three hours. And I had this concept the other day, or last week, that the reason why you probably get so much done and creativity done is because you don't spend like eight or nine hours in bed. Like, there's no time. If you get tired, you just go to sleep, and you get up, and you start doing what you want to do again. And you go on and on, it's not like Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday. Very good. Or from month or from year to year. It's that constant create. Very good. Understand that many individuals on your planet may also experience this idea. They will find that they may be, I'll say, a little disoriented at first. They may feel that something is going wrong. They are forgetting what time it is, what day it is, it will not matter. Yes. They will understand they will be able to create a flow which will intermesh with all the reality that they really wish to experience. That, which it does not intermesh with, they are changing from. Yeah. Yeah. I forget. days, if they're Tuesday or Wednesday or something, or that it's 5 o'clock in the afternoon or something at time. This will be all right. Pardon me? Yes. This will be all right. Yeah. Because you will come to realize it does not matter to you what day you do something on as long as you are doing it. Right. Thank you. Thank you very much. Okay.

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they are changing from. Yeah. Yeah. I forget. days, if they're Tuesday or Wednesday or something, or that it's 5 o'clock in the afternoon or something at time. This will be all right. Pardon me? Yes. This will be all right. Yeah. Because you will come to realize it does not matter to you what day you do something on as long as you are doing it. Right. Thank you. Thank you very much. Okay. I remember, what are you here? I had a couple of questions. Still, on this self and stuff. Is, what you're talking about this, other, or where, whatever that thing is, is, what you're talking about, that thing is... Your ego, consciousness. Okay, hold on, hold on. Is that what Seth... Is that what Seth... Is that what Seth refers to as a conscious self? Only in part. To any degree, it covers that idea as well. Yes. Okay, that is that thing that is somewhat in the physical universe that's guiding the unconscious force through the physical dimension. All right, you may look at it in by way, yes. It's sort of. It's a good working model anyway. Yes. Okay. So, um, could you give some other examples of signs that you've been gone with the wind, you know, like how you were talking about, with these other people, like ringing in the years and blurry eyes and... Why? I was going to tell you a joke that I was just curious. I mean, it's sort of like would be like a sign post that I've gone to different realities and do. I don't know. I'm interested in that. All right, do you understand that your own changes are your own signpost, yes? I was looking for a little better reflection. A better reflection. Okay, um... What could be better than exactly creating for yourself at anybody your moment exactly the best reflection that you can be? There is no need to assume there will be a better one. I was just going to ride the flow, you know, ride the flow, you know, like you told her there, you, this other girl, the ring and the ears meant something. I wanted to know what... Now, understand that Doc's situation is a product of her own belief structure for her reality, not necessarily for yours. What about my pain's in the head? How's that? All right. Do you wish to hang on to them? No, actually, they're not... Here's enough stuff. Thank you. You may take your break. Thank you. How would you like a personal tour of Disneyland? I'm the best guide on the planet. All right, question. I've been experiencing for some time a great discomfort in my neck and shoulder area. It seems it's obviously good for a reason. And I haven't spotted it yet. I thought maybe he could help me ten point. All right, very good. Thank you. I'm gonna stand back.

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you. You may take your break. Thank you. How would you like a personal tour of Disneyland? I'm the best guide on the planet. All right, question. I've been experiencing for some time a great discomfort in my neck and shoulder area. It seems it's obviously good for a reason. And I haven't spotted it yet. I thought maybe he could help me ten point. All right, very good. Thank you. I'm gonna stand back. When you allow yourself, as we have been speaking of, I'll say, physical manifestations of the receiving of different forms and levels of energy, your awareness to expand yourself to the idea that you are opening up various centers within your physical form for the reception of that energy, you will find that that portion of what you turn to be the chakra system within your body, which will, I'll say, open up in connection to the idea of a lot of, yourself to channel any other idea of higher consciousness, whether it be yourself in that way, or whether it be as you understand the separation of consciousness, you will experience a stiffening, many times quite sharp pain within the base of the neck between the shoulder blades. It will dissipate. Is there anything that I can do to make it go a little faster because it does feel very uncomfortable? It makes me feel like I'm millions and millions of miles away and it's sometimes difficult for me to be here and do the things they need to do here. All right now again, I've chosen to pass through this transition at this time. I would simply say, allow yourself, close your eyes, allow yourself to view your entire physical form in an energy version. Do follow me. Allow yourself to see yourself as in your own arms, I say, sparkling, shivering energy. Allow yourself to understand that there are also avenues, pathways of energy, which you may perceive, connecting from your physical form outward in every direction and inward from every direction to you. And as they cross, as they overlap, as they interweave in this way, they form the matrix that you perceive to be your immediate physical body, you follow me. Therefore, understand that you can see these energy points as the crossing and the warping in a sense of the weave, of the fabric, of the vibrational energy that forms what you know yourself to be. And in that sense, you can see the pulsing, the rate of the vibrations. Now understand that you may simply, I'll say, in your understanding, mentally, pluck those cards, which you sense to be vibrating. I'll say out of sync with the rest of your vibration in this way, but allow yourself to understand that the rest of you may simply step up the vibration to match that level.

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what you know yourself to be. And in that sense, you can see the pulsing, the rate of the vibrations. Now understand that you may simply, I'll say, in your understanding, mentally, pluck those cards, which you sense to be vibrating. I'll say out of sync with the rest of your vibration in this way, but allow yourself to understand that the rest of you may simply step up the vibration to match that level. And in so doing, you will then afford yourself the opportunity to simply emerge into a different understanding, a different level of vibration, which is in accord to the vibration you are now resilient, and in that way it will all seem normal to you. Do you follow me? Yes. Allow yourself then to be surrounded also by a field of very blue, very energetic energy, but understand it is very spiritual, very calming in nature, and that every single one of your fibers of energy, in a sense it's sheathed with this blue energy that represents, I'll say, the idea of the focus, the idea of projecting your focus of consciousness into this physical dimensionality, into the new physical dimensionality that you are created. for yourself, I'll say, with a buffer, a protection, a sheath, a lubrication, so that all these strings of energy that form what you know yourself to be may vibrate in harmony with one another without creating friction between one another by being sheathed. I'll say, cushioned by this blue energy between each and every fiber. Do you follow me? Yes. Then allow yourself simply to feel the overall coolness of this idea, the overall energy of this idea, the cool fire has fire as you express that idea, very high in energy, but at the same time very, very peaceful in its own way, then you may simply allow yourself to know that this method or any other method within your imagination by which you can allow yourself to perceive, that what you really know yourself to be, that what you really feel yourself to be, will be the exact two that you need at any particular time for the understanding and therefore the increasing of your overall momentum towards any specific reality that you would perform. Do you follow me? Yes? Thank you. I'm too. Bigger. Very good. A lot bigger. And the potential feels like it's creased about... Mm-hmm. It's crazed about... Mm-hmm. About $10,000 million. Oh, I'm crazy. Thank you. What a lot. Okay. I wanted to say, uh, hello. I'm here for the first time. It was kind of neat to come into something like this. into something like this after not knowing about any of this for many, many years. I was talking to David outside a little bit, and I have not ever really been exposed to any other type of quote-unquote religion or... Not physically. Or anything like that. Not physically. Okay. In your dream state. You have a true state.

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I'm here for the first time. It was kind of neat to come into something like this. into something like this after not knowing about any of this for many, many years. I was talking to David outside a little bit, and I have not ever really been exposed to any other type of quote-unquote religion or... Not physically. Or anything like that. Not physically. Okay. In your dream state. You have a true state. explore many ideas. Mm-hmm. Okay. Quiet. And I'm very interested in expanding my knowledge of what everyone in this room has had some experience with. What would your suggestions be? Now, until about six months ago, I had never really heard of Scientology. and now I'm getting bits and pieces of it and it really is interesting. What I'd like to find out is, do you feel that I need to start at the basics to expand my horizons and to work up gradually, or can I jump in from where I am now, speaking to somebody that most people out there would not really think existed? Oh, right. Thank you. What moment? Understand, first of all, that these people, but the effect of your exploration within your dream reality has produced within you. The idea within your imagination that you can, right here and right now, see yourself jumping in wherever you wish to. You follow me. Yes. You already know that you are quite comfortable with that idea, and really, I will say that question was quite redundant in that way. You follow me. I understand. Therefore, understand in that way that the idea, the only idea, the only idea, really, and all the variations of all of the questions, of all of the discussions, will always be variations of only one idea that you will allow yourself to realize in terms of expansion of your own awareness of yourself within, as you say, this gathering at this time, and that will simply be that your own imagination is real, your dream reality, is real, your physical reality, is real. They are all different aspects. of the same reality. And in that way, simply understand that you are creating exactly the appropriate reality from every point in real that you know yourself to exist in exactly the way that you need to create it for your own unfoldment, for the purpose that you have created yourself to be here in your physical reality at this time of your time to exist, and in understanding yourself from that the point you may simply understand that your timing, in understanding yourself is perfect. Um, I understand that. I know. And I thank you. I've got a little variation on that. Say, for example, say that you want to be in a certain place at a certain time, perhaps professionally, let's say. Now, does that, what you're saying is that if I perceive myself to be there, I will be there immediately?

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yourself from that the point you may simply understand that your timing, in understanding yourself is perfect. Um, I understand that. I know. And I thank you. I've got a little variation on that. Say, for example, say that you want to be in a certain place at a certain time, perhaps professionally, let's say. Now, does that, what you're saying is that if I perceive myself to be there, I will be there immediately? You will be there in the least amount of time possible. With regard to you. the effects that you actually believe you are creating. In other words, also realize that many times the individual will assume that they can be in that situation within outside, for example, three months of your time, not realizing that if they simply allow themselves to understand themselves as that situation already, they may have arrived there within three days. Thinking originally that the three months was a short period of time. I see. Again, simply understand that. What will unfold as you have chosen to exist within physical reality will be the best situation for all concerned in terms of all the integration of the personality of your own consciousness and your interaction with all of the integration of consciousness within the mass consciousness for your own unfoldment of the reality which expresses the best possible, I'll say, universe of yourself, which will become, I'll say the ideal understanding. for the mass consciousness to integrate within itself in its understanding of itself as one identity. But also understand that if you simply allow yourself to be that idea, to, I'll say, vibrate, to be equal to the idea, to know that you are the idea, you are the event, then you will always allow that idea to manifest itself with all the ingredients that it automatically comes with, and therefore you will not be, I'll say, imposing limitations upon it, closing doors to which it may have come. to which it may have come by assuming that it must occur only in this one way. You follow me? I got it all up until assuming that it must occur in just one way. Are you saying that it can occur in a number of different ways? Yes. And that if it only occurs in one way, it's because I'm allowing it to occur only in one way. Understand that if you allow any situation to occur only in one way. Understand that if you allow any situation to occur only in one way. It will always occur in the best possible way. Okay. But if you assume that it must occur in a specific understanding of one way, you will be focusing your energy going upon that path, and you may be closing doors to which it may have come more easily. I see. Okay. That makes a lot of sense. Understand that your imagination in this sense can be the key.

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to occur only in one way. It will always occur in the best possible way. Okay. But if you assume that it must occur in a specific understanding of one way, you will be focusing your energy going upon that path, and you may be closing doors to which it may have come more easily. I see. Okay. That makes a lot of sense. Understand that your imagination in this sense can be the key. Understand that you may, or say, attempt to achieve, attempt to achieve the idea by saying, Oh, right, well, within such and such a time, I need so and so much money so that I can do this and that and the other thing. And then you will concentrate on the idea of acquiring this much money in such and such a time, and you will, perhaps, miss the opportunity of a person who walked right by you would have offered you the entire idea for free. Follow me. I understand. Simply, understand that you are Obey, What you need to do simply is vibrate to the level of excitement that you are willing to vibrate too. Understand that your excitement in that way represents exactly your willingness to be in tune with any particular idea. And if you are excited about an idea, you are in tune with it. And it can manifest very, very simply if you simply allow it to manifest. Realize that every idea in your terms vise for each idea, for equal reality. That's why you don't have to make anything happen. You have to allow it to occur automatically by simply focusing upon the effect that it will create as if it exists now. I see. You will be attracting that situation like a magnet. No matter what situation it is. No matter what. Whatever you vibrate at, including the idea of fear will attract the reality appropriate to manifest the support for not failure or not belief. I have a lot of ideas on, let's say, professional goals and things like this, different jobs and what have you. But I think that they all boil down to the fact that no matter what professional job it was, if I didn't get paid for it, I wouldn't want to do it. Why? So the idea here, the underlying ideas is finances. finances, but I have a lot of ideas on how to make those finances. All right, but also understand that if your idea that excites you really is not so much the making of the finance, but the doing of the idea, you can simply allow yourself to know that you will be abundant if you consider the idea that you wish to do a viable idea. In other words, if you, I'll say, I'll decide that I would like to, oh, I don't know, do this. But, well, everyone says, That is not a real job.

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idea that excites you really is not so much the making of the finance, but the doing of the idea, you can simply allow yourself to know that you will be abundant if you consider the idea that you wish to do a viable idea. In other words, if you, I'll say, I'll decide that I would like to, oh, I don't know, do this. But, well, everyone says, That is not a real job. Therefore, it will not be feasible, not be viable, not be valid. Therefore, I must, I'll say, to do this job, to do this idea, have the finances to support it first. Not really. Understand that those individuals who simply vibrate within the excitement of understanding that that idea is them. They are that event will attract to themselves all the necessary manifest for the support of that idea exactly as they understand the idea. Realize that many ideas that you now consider to be valid were at one time not considered so. And now you accept them and take them for granted as normal everyday things for people to do. Now realize that every idea begins in that way somewhere. Therefore understand if an idea excites you, excites you, begin it as a viable reality if it does not already physically exist, be the first one, be bold, because if it excites you. Give it no longer excite you. Do something else. You'll handle anything that excites you. You will have difficulty doing. What does not excite you? Because then you will be creating the idea of self. the idea of separation between yourself and that idea. And it will take quite a great deal of effort to bring the two together. Because you will be pushing away very, very hard. That's right. But if something's not exciting you, isn't it because you're making it not excite you? You could actually say, hey, what I'm doing now, even though yesterday it wasn't exciting, today I'm going to make it exciting. All right. You can do that as well, but understand that. Once you allow yourself, to become excited in that way to know that you are simply excited. Your level of vibration will then automatically bring you all the necessary ingredients, whether it remains the same job or many, many, many different dogs to maintain that excitement. Again, you will always vibrate exactly at the level of excitement that you need to, and your physical reality will manifest. Therefore, if you simply, yes, allow yourself to become excited. You may find that you will stay at the same job for years and three years, continue to be excited, or you may find that you will stay at the same job for years, that you will be changing your job in the very next day, because it will simply automatically appear within your reality, and you will recognize the opportunity and take it. Wow. Follow me. In other words, change is the only constant.

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You may find that you will stay at the same job for years and three years, continue to be excited, or you may find that you will stay at the same job for years, that you will be changing your job in the very next day, because it will simply automatically appear within your reality, and you will recognize the opportunity and take it. Wow. Follow me. In other words, change is the only constant. Therefore, understand that if you're excited about something, if you allow yourself to become excited, every idea that will support that excitement will manifest in your reality. If it only takes one idea, then that will be the only one. If it takes a million, and ideas, you will get them all. Okay. Thank you. Thank you. That's all right. What if you don't? I'm, what if you don't ever get excited about anything? Not really excited. You love a lot of things and a lot of people. Right now, understand that what we are describing as excitement is simply the physical translation in that way of the identification with a particular vibration that you know to be yourself. Now, if you already know that that idea is yourself, you in many cases will supersede emotionality by simply knowing. You follow me? Yes. It is simply that the idea of excitement is one way to let you know that you are knowing. Oh, good. Thank you. If you already know, there is no need to even create the idea of the emotionality. You already take it for granted. Thank you. That's great. That's great. That's great. That is why we say there is knowing, there is emotionality. Then there is thought. Would you say that again? There is knowing. There is emotionality. Then there is thought. Okay. Question. For sure? Yes. I was like, for some reason, some reason I've been thinking about this for several weeks, and we've mentioned it off and on, and I still haven't grasped it for myself, the idea of that you are Daryl's future self. Now, we have already looked at the idea that you really aren't necessarily 300 years from now. You coexist simultaneously with us. And I just, I can't quite, I don't know what it is. I don't know what it is about that. I haven't been able to align that in my universe. Understand that with the creation of the idea that you express as time, you will then, when you have an idea that you consider, I'll say to be an advanced idea from what you are now experiencing, placed an idea along the time frame in what you turn to be the future. Therefore, in that way, as long as you consider our future, in that way to be advanced of you, rather than simply different. You will place us in that way within the future, and in that sense, that is where we exist.

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an idea that you consider, I'll say to be an advanced idea from what you are now experiencing, placed an idea along the time frame in what you turn to be the future. Therefore, in that way, as long as you consider our future, in that way to be advanced of you, rather than simply different. You will place us in that way within the future, and in that sense, that is where we exist. But since we choose to understand that you are equal to us, we can be with you simultaneously, even though you may not allow yourself to be with us at the same time in that way. Yes, I understand that. It's the thing of Daryl, momentarily when you were talking, just now, it's like this old thing that flashed through for me was that you are Daryl. All right, in a sense. But understand that if you wish, you may look at it in this way, reincarnationally, Daryl dies, is born upon my planet as myself in the future. I, understanding that I can move through time, choose to talk back to my past self. Okay. You follow me? Does that clear the idea for you, to some degree? I can, yeah, yes, I can grasp that idea. How then can we find our future selves, and instead of a person like yourself, coming back to talk to us, how can we advance some of... Very good. Understand again. Again, you can simply realize that you do not necessarily need in this way to communicate. I'll say with your future self, you can simply already understand that you are already your future self, because there really is no time. Therefore, every idea that you create of yourself exists right now. If you allow yourself to vibrate to the vibration of that idea, you will then be your future self. In the same reality? I mean... a degree. You will be allowing there to be a blending of consciousness between your present self and your future self that you will create the effect of being your future self in your here and now present idea. That is, you will have access to all the information that you feel your future self has access to. You follow me? You follow me. Question. Thank you. All right. Something that I read, there was a transcript of a meeting that occurred last year. There was a little portion in it that said that where you were talking about you will follow the programming that was laid down prior to birth. Can you explain that a little more? Simply. But you have created your own understanding of your purpose in being with you. in being within this life. And as such, that is why we say that your timing is always perfect, even though consciously it may seem to falter.

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was a little portion in it that said that where you were talking about you will follow the programming that was laid down prior to birth. Can you explain that a little more? Simply. But you have created your own understanding of your purpose in being with you. in being within this life. And as such, that is why we say that your timing is always perfect, even though consciously it may seem to falter. You will always be following your own program, always putting yourself right back on track in that way, by showing yourself all those portions of yourself that you may not be willing to look at, by creating situations which force you to look at them so that you will continue with your program. So we programmed ourselves in that sense. In that sense, you know what you wish to accomplish within your understanding of yourself within this physical life. Therefore, that is why we say, when you create what you perceive to be in negative situation, it is simply there to remind you, but you need to view a certain idea of yourself in order to complete the idea you have started in being physical. But when you choose to judge that you have created the negative situation, you step outside your program in that way by, I'll say, becoming stuck in a loop. But realize again that always you are eternal, you are indestructible in that way, and you will always know yourself, ultimately. And can you explain a little more about stuck in a loop? Again, simply the idea of judgment, realize that because change is the nature of things. You don't have to force anything to change, but you don't have to force something to stay the same way. By your judgment, you become stuck in a loop, which recreates the same. creates the same problem over and over again. Because a problem is only a situation. You are not allowed to change shape. That could be the same beingness, the same being the same idea of yourself over and over and over until you... Yes. Yes. Thank you. Bouchar, this purpose that an individual has when they come here, I mean, there's something that they want to create or experience or whatever, and they program themselves. themselves with limitations in order to experience that. When they've experienced that, then pretty much they're done, right? Yes. And many individuals choose, in many cases, do not have physical lives again. Right, and it could take one lifetime and it could take them individuals 20. Yes, and many, many consciousnesses have never been physical as you know it at all. Right, that's very real. Question. I have two kids. kids now and I feel I'm going to have some more. I want to know what I can do for the ones now to, let's say, enhance their lives. And is there anything I can do for the ones that are coming?

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one lifetime and it could take them individuals 20. Yes, and many, many consciousnesses have never been physical as you know it at all. Right, that's very real. Question. I have two kids. kids now and I feel I'm going to have some more. I want to know what I can do for the ones now to, let's say, enhance their lives. And is there anything I can do for the ones that are coming? Simply again, understand that you have chosen them and they have chosen you. And in choosing you, they already knew what they were doing. Therefore, just be who you are. Really great. You're really great. Yeah. I'll tell you. Question. Bouchard, do certain instances that occur between lives that always occurs on one level, but if you don't create it for yourself and it doesn't necessarily have to exist, then, right? Like certain people say that some quite unfortunate occurrences occur after you die that are not, in most people's concept pleasant, that causes you to get somewhat disoriented and messed up. That would only exist if you could, if you had an interesting. If you had integrated in this life-time. Yes. You will always, upon the moment of your physical death, project your belief structure into that reality. But that reality, being a thought form, and yourself now being a thought form, that reality will seem very real to you. But when you change your thought form in that way, your perception of yourself, your reality will automatically instantaneously shift, and you will begin to get the idea. But your beliefs are directly creating that reality. that reality and then you will understand the nature of the new reality in which you reside. Question. When individuals on your planet die, so to speak, basically just decide to let go of the physical body and move on. In it is just simply a shifting of perspective. Right. Realize that many individuals. In that way, when you perform what you're going to be astral projection, do much of the same. do much of the same idea. Simply, they do not reenter the body. So they take it, but they take the body somewhere, and it's known by others that being or the energy won't come back to the body. Yes. So the body's disposed of or whatever. Yes. And there's rejoicing or excitement, probably. Very simply, knowing, yes. Good. What do you go? For us, it is a very, I'll say in your terms, normal thing. Okay. Not really much cause for. I'll say recognition. way or another. Ah. Because understand that we are quite in communication with those individuals previous to birth and after their death. They are simply in another level of existence. So two beings don't necessarily, like a male and female being on your planet don't necessarily come together and like do something with, like equal their vibrations and create another consciousness? Are you describing the idea of birth? Yes.

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much cause for. I'll say recognition. way or another. Ah. Because understand that we are quite in communication with those individuals previous to birth and after their death. They are simply in another level of existence. So two beings don't necessarily, like a male and female being on your planet don't necessarily come together and like do something with, like equal their vibrations and create another consciousness? Are you describing the idea of birth? Yes. Now, realize that we do that as you do that in that way. We are creating the idea of joining with the idea of another consciousness. But for us, there is also the idea of the physical manifestation that you know of as physical birth. Right, right. I don't think I made myself clear. Let me say it again. Does the consciousness exist prior to the idea that the idea that to create or do they create the idea? In your understanding, it can be viewed as a separate consciousness, yes, which exists prior to the birth. But it could be otherwise? Can, but can it be created by two individuals of consciousness? Not realize that that is what you are doing anyway in creating all the other individuals that you perceive. Yeah, okay. You follow me. Yeah. It's... The differentiation that you wish to make is no difference at all. Again, depends upon how you do it. Now, allow me to say that for the civilization round and about serious, if they were to view the idea of that purge, they would view it in the way you are describing it. They would perceive all portions of what you will be their family to be aspects of a single idea consciousness. Okay. That's great. And that's how it's known prior to the birth, what the people will be. Any sense? In that way? That is their perception. Simply in our perception would be that we are in, I'll say in your terms, telepathic communication with our consciousness. And we know exactly why they are there in that way, and what purposes they wish to fulfill for themselves. Oh, so they sort of come and knock on a door, and the three of you, basically get together and do this thing. All right, if you wish to look at it that way, yes. Okay. Which, you know, forms a try-end? That seems like appropriate. But realize that can be more than one child. Well, this is true. One child at that time. Do you normally just have one? No. Oh, God, really, how many do you should have paid them? I will say usually between three to five. At one time? At one time. No. Oh, okay. I thought just at one time. Oh, okay. I thought just at one time. We are not balloons. I wanted to share something with you for sure. A couple weeks ago, somebody was talking about, you know, feeling your vibrations.

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Do you normally just have one? No. Oh, God, really, how many do you should have paid them? I will say usually between three to five. At one time? At one time. No. Oh, okay. I thought just at one time. Oh, okay. I thought just at one time. We are not balloons. I wanted to share something with you for sure. A couple weeks ago, somebody was talking about, you know, feeling your vibrations. And I realized, you know, how you feel someone else's energy when they come in your when they come into your space and that creates a certain excitement is you perceive them as a different consciousness. Yes. Okay. I realized that I never, I never have that excitement with you. It was just like almost bland, you know, like just automatic, take it for granted, right? Right. Okay. And what I really, then I thought, it has a feeling of I am you. And then I thought, well, then the idea came that I am, that I am your, and by you, I use that of you. I use that very loosely, like very loose term. I am your future self, not as a human, but I'm also being other things. One thing I'm being in the civilization of Syria. All right. And that was very exciting. That's really neat. I wanted to share one other thing with you, and that is that talking about astrology. Somebody talked about that last week and was talking about they felt restricted by astrology. My understanding. of astrology is that you have a certain purpose of being in this certain physical civilization and so forth, and you pick your time of birth to match exactly to make all the energies... Yes, the patterns of the vibrations of the unfoldment of the mass consciousness. Yes. Right, make it all line up just perfectly for you. And so that, with that idea in mind, I got out my own birth chart or whatever you call, you know, about 50 pages, and I started reading it, minusing out all the judgment. It was a very judgmental one that had been done for it. one that had been for me, like, well, this will be a problem for you, and you better watch out for that. All right. You know, I took all those out, and it was like, I realized that it was absolutely and completely perfect, exactly right for what I'm going to do and what I'm doing. And anyway, that was just a great idea. It wasn't, it wasn't restricting at all. It just was perfect. Thank you. Yeah. Thank you. Question. I have two, Sharre, some time ago, undergoing some psychological, uh, psychological, uh, um, processing, I'll call it. The word came up, and I wasn't sure if it was the name of a planet. It surprised me for me to utter a word I was not familiar with, and the word was Gaddick.

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was just a great idea. It wasn't, it wasn't restricting at all. It just was perfect. Thank you. Yeah. Thank you. Question. I have two, Sharre, some time ago, undergoing some psychological, uh, psychological, uh, um, processing, I'll call it. The word came up, and I wasn't sure if it was the name of a planet. It surprised me for me to utter a word I was not familiar with, and the word was Gaddick. Would you, does, do you know anything of that? Not at this time. Okay. The other thing was a couple of weeks ago I had experienced a very unusual phenomena where I became extremely emotional and, um, I became extremely emotional and, um, I felt that another being was trying to enter my body. And my body was experiencing certain pains. And I went to a friend of mine who's quite knowledgeable and explained this. And she said that a being is merely trying to get through to communicate with you and that another being cannot enter your body unless you give you a permission. Very good. Knowing this, I went home. I explained a few things that it happened in the past. in the past that suddenly made this very real, because not knowing that much about it, I was afraid. But I did go home and... I'm anxious for something of this sort to occur again, but I want to make sure that this time This time I can be completely open to it. Now, you will be exactly what you need to be again. Understand that this is an opportunity for you to view portions of your own consciousness. I'll say that you are now beginning to deal with, and you must integrate them first. Therefore, every experience will be exactly the experience that you need. Now, understand that what you turn to be, your anxiety in that way, will simply allow you to be your anxiety in that way, will simply allow you to understand that experience. understand that you are perceiving the vibration of that energy, and you understand that there is in your terms a difference between the vibration of your own idea and the vibration of that idea. And as such, when your vibration comes in contact with that other vibration, there will be that point or that line upon which the interface that will create that idea of friction or anxiety. You follow me. Uh, almost. Almost. You're simply learning to mesh your vibration with the vibration of that being. Okay, got it. That will create what you perceive to be as the anxiety. Hmm. Okay. I was going to translate the word it means begin. Pardon me? The word you said, it means begin. Begin? Yeah. Very good. It means to begin.