Making Choices (Part 3 of 4)

Well, it's been a very exciting week for me. Oh, all right. Thank you for that creation. I feel like I'm vibrating almost out of the room. In a sense, from time to time. Well, what's happened is it seems like all of a sudden I've sort of found myself in a place where I'm a communicator. Yes. What do you mean all of a sudden? Well, I mean, I always felt confident communicating through music, but all of a sudden I'm called upon to share ideas, which I love to do. Yes, but what? Which I love to do, but. You have no idea how this translates on our side. I know, it sounds really insane. I love to do this, but. Well, you know what it is? I want clarity and information, and I want knowledge to make sure that what I'm conveying is it's still such a mystery to me and yet I'm asked to talk about something that I haven't unraveled yet. Then allow yourself to add the full communication, which is, as you have just said to us. It is, in many ways, still a mystery to me, but this is what I am compelled to communicate. Take it as you wish. Okay, actually I think I did that. Well then, you have, as you say, covered all your basis. Oh, good. Because I'm not credentialed, but I feel authorized. Credential. Well, you know what I'm saying? Yes. In a sense, authorized. As long as you allow other individuals to understand that, you understand. This is your perspective and your perspective only, that you are sharing it because this is what you are compelled to do because this is who you are, and that you understand. They do not have to believe you, but it may give them food for thoughts. Oh, it's definitely done that. As long as you present it that way, you will remain centered. And in your own communications, clear. Well, you know what's happened is a lot of people have come to me asking for guidance and information, and I just, I feel like I don't have enough to give, you know. Again, the idea is that you are simply experiencing trepidation in the idea of being put on a pedestal. Allow yourself to understand that as long as you clear, communicate that what you are sharing is your point of view and allow them to understand that as clearly as possible, then you will be able to flow whatever information you have. And do understand sometimes, sometimes the necessary information is not necessarily going to come across vocally. You don't necessarily always have to think you have to have something to say in order to actually communicate something very important or profound. Yeah. I've gotten that impression, too. Yes.

are sharing is your point of view and allow them to understand that as clearly as possible, then you will be able to flow whatever information you have. And do understand sometimes, sometimes the necessary information is not necessarily going to come across vocally. You don't necessarily always have to think you have to have something to say in order to actually communicate something very important or profound. Yeah. I've gotten that impression, too. Yes. So the more you simply relax about what this communication idea is all about, the more spontaneously you will automatically allow yourself to communicate what needs to be communicated and in the way it needs to be communicated because many different kinds of communications do require, as you know, different styles of communication to go along with the particular message. I guess what I hope to achieve is... What you hope to achieve. What I want to... Whatever. Yes. Yes. Yes. I don't really wish to press buttons and hurt people or make them angry, but... What do you mean by that? What would you've done now? I am totally upset by the fact that you said that. What do you mean you don't want to press buttons? How dare you? I'm not going to finish this conversation with you. You have now... absolutely upset and angered me. You see, you can't help it. I guess not. Because it's not necessarily you're doing. There may be individuals who always will simply choose to press their own buttons and blame it on you. So you can't get around that. Okay. If you go into it with the worry that that's what you're doing again, take a moment to simply double check and make sure that you are doing the best you know how. If you find someone does come across as having had their buttons, pushed and being upset, you can say, all right, all right, I apologize. If in fact I did anything unintentionally to invalidate you, but it was not my intention to do so. I was not aware that I had done so. In checking, I may even find that I really believe I did not do so. The point simply is that you do the best you can and you not take responsibility for their choices as long as you have been totally responsible to them to make it clear, as best you know how, that you are simply being yourself, and in no way, shape, or form are you expecting anything in particular of them or from them in this communication, and they then can be put back in touch with handling the responsibility of how they choose to respond or react to you.

not take responsibility for their choices as long as you have been totally responsible to them to make it clear, as best you know how, that you are simply being yourself, and in no way, shape, or form are you expecting anything in particular of them or from them in this communication, and they then can be put back in touch with handling the responsibility of how they choose to respond or react to you. You cannot, in any way, shape, or form, as you say in your language, walk on eggshells with the idea of avoiding all of that because you still live in a world of much duality and many different perspectives and belief systems still reside in your reality in general. And just to make a point of it, if that was really something to be concerned about, certainly we would not have been yammering at your society for 13 of your years. Because you know that there are many buttons that get pushed in these interactions with our species. with our species. Simply because of the nature of interaction. Do you understand? Yes, I do. And I thank you so much. It's all laid a lot of silliness on my part. It's all right. It is one of your own buttoos. I realized that. When I needed some help unraveling some of my experiences. In what sense? You gave me Courtney Brown's book, which Well, I didn't give it to you. Well, you suggested. I suggested that many of you may find some information that might be valuable to you there, yes. And it was very valuable. All right, that's your determination. And I guess the research materials that I've come across seem to be extremely fear-based in terms of the reptilian connection. Yes. That is again because their collective consciousness represents the primal level correspondingly, symbolically, symbolically, of your own primal level reptilian brains. Yeah. That level of your brain, which is the fighter flight, survival modality, is the same or similar enough vibration to the collective consciousness reptilian frequency. And that's why they evoke that from all of you. Well, and I guess I'm concerned that I need a source that I feel is really representative of what I'm experiencing, and all I can get it is from my experience. Which would be what? Well, maybe some literature that is closer to, you know, what I'm feeling about the interaction. I see. Oh, no, you mean, oh, heaven forbid, you yourself may actually have to create that material? You may have to be the source? Oh, no. Don't make me. I'm not making you. Well, can you give me any guidance because I'm really in the dark? It's so new to me. You like being in the dark? Actually. I do. I know. Do you see any light in the dark? Yeah, I do. And what does that light represent for you?

heaven forbid, you yourself may actually have to create that material? You may have to be the source? Oh, no. Don't make me. I'm not making you. Well, can you give me any guidance because I'm really in the dark? It's so new to me. You like being in the dark? Actually. I do. I know. Do you see any light in the dark? Yeah, I do. And what does that light represent for you? What do you imagine would be the kind of information you would like to share in this regard on this subject? Well, I just want to share the truth about it. What kind of information do you imagine you would like to find it? The truth. Can you give a specific example of the kind of information you would like to find? Oh, okay. You're asking me to ask questions about it if I want. No, I'm asking you to make a statement. You can ask questions if you want, but I'm asking you to make a statement. What kind of information would you like to find? To put it in your own words. Okay. If I were to make a suggestion to look for something, what kind of information on the subject would you quote on? quote prefer it to turn out to be? Can you give us an imaginary example? I'll use the word imaginary to take some weight off of your own. I guess I would like to know that unraveling it would somehow enhance the process of us finding out who we are. You would like to know that? Yeah. Then why don't you know that? Well, I think I do. You think you do. I'll consider believing it, but I'm not really sure I would. want to yet. That's what you just said. Well, I don't, I just, it's still such a mystery that I don't want to jump to any conclusions. What has mystery got to do with your ability to believe it? I guess I feel like there's, there are so many theories that don't have anything to do with mine, and yet I feel like I might be buying into some of that. All right. Well, this is where your discernment comes in. And if you want, you can simply allow yourself to take it a bit at a time, a piece at a time, and when you are. in your terms, uncertain, you don't have to include that in your theory right now at all. You can keep it on the shelf for a while. Look at it from a number of different angles. Take your time, examine it, play with it, taste it, smell it, touch it, hear it. Look at it again. You don't have to include it right now. No one says that you have to incorporate any information into your perspective of life at any particular time. I guess it's just, it's totally fascinating to me. All right.

keep it on the shelf for a while. Look at it from a number of different angles. Take your time, examine it, play with it, taste it, smell it, touch it, hear it. Look at it again. You don't have to include it right now. No one says that you have to incorporate any information into your perspective of life at any particular time. I guess it's just, it's totally fascinating to me. All right. Allow yourself the opportunity to be at ease with your investigation. Do not be in such a hurry or impatient to come up with a final definitive concept. Because I think there are many different types of interactions with this. There are. And therefore, take your time and you will find the one that A defines your relationship to this idea. And B, you will then be comfortable sharing it. in that modality and see, you will then, while at the same time perhaps recognizing that there might be other relationship modalities going on, still to yourself attract those individuals of like vibration who are sharing common experience with your particular kind of modality. And that will expand your reality concurrently. Well, I have to share with you, I was so shocked. I couldn't believe. I fully expected to be crucified. Again? Again, yeah. Aren't you tired of that? I am. Oh, all right. And you know what's so interesting is even with all of the communications I've gotten from people, and some of them have been really stupid and some of them have been... I beg your pardon. Well, I'm making a judgment, but some of them have been... As long as you recognize you are doing so. Some of them have been less than comforting to me, let's say. But... Generally, I'm amazed that how many people I have the opportunity to... I mean, I've been communicating with them and changing their whole approach. They are choosing to change. Well, it's really amazing. I'm so excited by it. Oh, all right, thank you. I never thought I would even talk about it like this. Oh, all right. Well, then you surprised yourself. Yeah. Well, thank you for surprised yourself. surprising yourself. Well, and I can't, I keep remembering what Carolyn Mays said about something coming to you that isn't something that you would have ever considered. Yes. And how it's totally uncluttered by your expectations. Yes. You are all much, much, much. Much. Much, much, much, much. Much, much, much. Bigger than you have allowed yourselves to imagine. Yeah. Much. So you couldn't recommend a book to me, could you? Yes, I can. Really? The one you will write. Oh, man. I don't have time to write a book. Oh, really. Guess it's time for more surprises then, isn't it? then, isn't it? Wow.

it's totally uncluttered by your expectations. Yes. You are all much, much, much. Much. Much, much, much, much. Much, much, much. Bigger than you have allowed yourselves to imagine. Yeah. Much. So you couldn't recommend a book to me, could you? Yes, I can. Really? The one you will write. Oh, man. I don't have time to write a book. Oh, really. Guess it's time for more surprises then, isn't it? then, isn't it? Wow. Well, I thank you because I felt I just kept coming back to you in my mind when I was not knowing where I was going when I was sharing my ideas. You came back to the portion of yourself that you use me to represent. Well, thanks for being there. Chapter 1. You! Good day. Good day. As I hold this phallus and speak good to you. The, uh, I'm feeling very, um. Yes. What does that say about me? What does that say about me? Now that you have explained what you are doing. Come, come. Oh, my God. Okay. Let me see here. Did, um, let me see. I just, I feel like I'm, I've been like, you know, on this path as I remember about 11 years, you know, just studying and doing whatever and bettering myself. And I'm feeling like I'm at my, like, lower than I was when I started right now. I see. Lower than when you started? Yeah, lower, judgmentally lower, but whatever. All right. In what sense are you measuring this? In what way do you determine this to be so? By what signals and symbols? do you give yourself to make this particular kind of an evaluation? Well, I just, the impetus for, um, for, um, for, um, life is, it just kind of seems like, what's the point, kind of, not like in a morose way, but, yeah, you know what I mean? Like, because if we create a reality and my universe is, my reflection, back to me, what does it matter what I do anyway? You know what I'm saying? It matters in terms of the quality of your life. Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm. determine what matters, and that determines the quality of the experience you have of life. But yes, you're right. That is the only reason in that sense it matters, because you are deciding whether to be experiencing yourself holistically or as a collection of pieces. So, in one sense, the idea that things don't matter can be a positive, energizing, understanding that all things are equal, it can be a validation of all the portions of the whole, and so you're not necessarily seeing one stand out from anything else, but that empowers your ability to allow the quality of your existence to be what you really prefer it to be.

experiencing yourself holistically or as a collection of pieces. So, in one sense, the idea that things don't matter can be a positive, energizing, understanding that all things are equal, it can be a validation of all the portions of the whole, and so you're not necessarily seeing one stand out from anything else, but that empowers your ability to allow the quality of your existence to be what you really prefer it to be. On the other hand, as you say, you can allow the idea to be somewhat neutral, not really going anywhere in any particular direction with it at all, or you can allow it in a sense to be structurally or mechanically negative. in the sense that you say apathetic, it doesn't matter. It doesn't matter. And so no matter manifestation will occur at all, and you will feel that you are going nowhere. Because you are not allowing it to matter. Is this making some sense to you so far? Materialized. Yes. So you are at that crossroads, where you can look at this from any point of view you wish, and truly inject the energy you prefer to extract from this. The only thing in that sense, therefore that matters is what you deem ought to matter in terms of what you deem yourself to be or what you deem is true for you. But that is a level of purity, a level of great purity and focus can come from this position if you are willing to use it that way, but you don't have to. It is to some degree an opportunity. to in what you may call a laughing manner, exemplify the phrase that has been created on your planet that goes something like this. Since I gave up hope, I feel much better. The idea is that you let go, you have let go of all of the meanings you were giving to things. And so for now, for a moment, nothing seems to matter because you are no longer supplying automatic meaning. And thus it seems that everything is devoid of meaning, which it is. It's neutral. But again, you don't have to give that a negative meaning. You can supply a positive meaning to the fact that nothing has any meaning inherently. And that will start you moving in the quality direction that you prefer. And it will not be the feeling of being at a low point, but simply at a true point of power of neutrality, of balance, truly at the zero point of rest, of ultimate acceptance and determination of what you wish to be in the next moment. But at every moment you will still understand that nothing has built in meaning that nothing means anything, but you don't have to give that a negative spin, just because nothing means anything per se. Does that make sense to you? What does your energy feel like right now?

of neutrality, of balance, truly at the zero point of rest, of ultimate acceptance and determination of what you wish to be in the next moment. But at every moment you will still understand that nothing has built in meaning that nothing means anything, but you don't have to give that a negative spin, just because nothing means anything per se. Does that make sense to you? What does your energy feel like right now? Well, since I took the judgment off, I guess it is maybe the zero point where I'm coming back to it. Yes. And I'm judging it because it's not moving, it's not manifesting like that. Yes. But again, remember, moving at infinite speed feels exactly like standing perfectly still. Yes, the same. Yes. Because you're everywhere at once. So when you're everywhere at once, it's not feeling like you're going anywhere anywhere. Infinite speed doesn't necessarily translate to you in your physical reality that you're going anywhere. And so if you place upon it the judgment that you're really not going anywhere as if that is the only way to, shall we say, measure progress, then you may have the opportunity to feel like nothing's happening and judge it in a negative way. But when you truly know it as the zero point of ultimate, ultimate opportunity to go any way you wish because you don't have to go anywhere at all, then you truly learn how to use that still point as power, as true raw recognition of self-acceptance, self-expression, self-reflection of the infinite and true empowerment of the simple act of of being. Does that make sense to you? Does that help you? Yes. Why? Thank you. Yes. Kim was channeling the other night, and she started doing the sign language stuff that was pretty intense and obviously she doesn't know sign language consciously, but was there, she's never done it in any other session, but it was kind of like a private kind of session, whatever. Do you, is that like more of a reflection of an oversold? a counterpart's self that we shared a life or was she deaf or was I? It had some personalizational aspects about why it happened in that particular moment. But at the same time, it is also beginning to be representative of the recognition that there is more information coming through than just what translates vocally. And it may have been necessary in that particular interaction for a lot of the information to come through in that way so that your outer-aware consciousness would get out of its way in a sense and allow the information to go more deeply into the different layers of your consciousness by not having any particular way of understanding what the translation was on a linear logical sense and therefore not being able to block it. Make sense? Does that help you then? It does help me.

lot of the information to come through in that way so that your outer-aware consciousness would get out of its way in a sense and allow the information to go more deeply into the different layers of your consciousness by not having any particular way of understanding what the translation was on a linear logical sense and therefore not being able to block it. Make sense? Does that help you then? It does help me. So was there, I mean, aside, was there a life of a death recently that that's in relation to? Did she have? I've been definitely getting, before this happened the last month or so, I've been I keep having this visualization of myself doing sign language. Like I could just break out and do it at any time. Yes. And so when that happened, I thought, well, obviously I'm integrating some other life here. This comes from a few different things if you wish to draw an extrapolative connection, linearly speaking, to the idea of alternate lifetimes. Number one, you did know what you would call the typical sign language in your life as a nurse. Somewhere around, I believe your idea of what you would call World War II-ish or one-ish or somewhere in that working with the idea of healing those who had been wounded in war. And you understood the concept of sign language to some degree and utilized it for a number of people in that sense and taught it to them in a number of occasions where they could no longer function in normal capacity of communication. At the same time, it is also a connection to the idea of more telepathic realities wherein the idea of simple signs in early times, in Atlantean times and in another civilization, simple signs also spoke volumes of information. information without the utilization of what you would call linguistic communication. So you are connecting to many different things as a reflection of consolidation of information into more powerful symbology without stringing it out in the form of words. You understand? Does that help here? Yes. Thank you. You and then you. Number two, do you know who you are? Number two, do you know who you are? All right. Number one. Hi, Bashar. I wanted to ask you, I'm really, really curious about these interactions. Really, really, really, yeah. All right. They, I don't know whether... What interaction? Well, they're... I sort of call them my parallel reality interactions because they're not... You had told me once many months ago when this happened that they had been conscious... They were testing me, essentially, as to what I would do with this. Now, what happens, and they're generally always... And they're generally always the same, is that I feel the paralysis field coming over me, and this act of unbelievable will comes through, and I stop it, and then I just sort of... You shift. Yes.

they're not... You had told me once many months ago when this happened that they had been conscious... They were testing me, essentially, as to what I would do with this. Now, what happens, and they're generally always... And they're generally always the same, is that I feel the paralysis field coming over me, and this act of unbelievable will comes through, and I stop it, and then I just sort of... You shift. Yes. You shift the energy and utilize it as the unlocking mechanism so that you can experience the idea of parallel realities. Because, again, remember, the paralysis is just an effect of having a particular dimensional frequency imposed upon you so that you can be guided to... one particular frame of reference, but if you, in a sense, break free of it, you can manipulate that dimensional energy in any way, shape or form you wish, and by moving within it, be capable of moving intentionally in any direction of any other dimensional reality in which you exist. Does that make sense to you? It's like being forced into a tunnel. That's the paralysis effect with a certain energy. But then if you allow yourself the freedom to move within the tunnel, you begin to realize that there are other tunnels connected to that tunnel that you can determine your ability to move into instead of simply being guided by their desire to move you along only one tunnel. Okay. Does that help you? Right. Well, now this, the other one that happened most recently was very curious because also I had, when I went to sleep, I had been asking for guidance from wherever it could possibly come for what I needed to do in terms of shifting my reality around my son. Oh, all right. And then this happened. Yes. And when I, when it happened, and I fought the field and that unlocking occurred, and as usually happens, I just sort of turn over in bed and I'm in a different reality. So I turned over in bed and I got up and I went in Jonathan's room and he was fine. He was just perfect. He was playing and talking to me and I didn't think anything of it and I went back to bed. and I went back to bed and I woke up in this reality. Yes. So. So, you had an opportunity to understand that that reality exists. Right here, right now, in a sense, overlapping the reality you typically call this one. Which, of course, from moment to moment, is never the same one anywhere. Right. But you just create that illusion of continuity. But this helped you unlock to understand that what you now call in your language that reality is is simultaneously coexistent and that it can be this reality just as easily as this reality is. So you are learning to practice to focus your intent to be the reality you prefer.

this one. Which, of course, from moment to moment, is never the same one anywhere. Right. But you just create that illusion of continuity. But this helped you unlock to understand that what you now call in your language that reality is is simultaneously coexistent and that it can be this reality just as easily as this reality is. So you are learning to practice to focus your intent to be the reality you prefer. And in that sense, of course, your child is helping you do that by giving you the challenge. You understand? By imposing the challenge upon you to look for the reality in which the child is fine. The child is calling you to your powers. powers to unlock from any particular reality that is not representative of your preference and manifest the reality together that is. So you had a very clear glimpse that that reality does exist. All you have to do is allow yourself to know it's just as real and allow your vibration to key into that reality and manifest that reality just as you manifest this one or this one or this one. Because you're doing it anyway. doing it anyway. What I just did, what we just did, was not just the idea of a symbolism. All the different inflections you just experienced were coming from different reality versions of we, us, me. You understand? Do you? Sort of. Sort of. Now when this occurs and during the interaction, there is no No conscious intent I set whatsoever. It's like there's this kind of, I fight off the field. There's this essentially like a zero point thing or an all point, and then something just emerges. Yes, but you are learning to be more aware of the fact that you can navigate within that condition. So it really is, if... Let me put it to you this way. You have now been thrown into an ocean, but you found that you wound up on the shore of a particular island that you prefer. Now you know the island exists. now it's on your map. So now you can navigate your way back. Right. You understand? And I can navigate my way back in this reality. Yes. Yes. And thus truly, in your sense, integrate it on this level and make it your own. You know it's there. You've been there now, but you were there on another level. The idea now is to understand that what you want to do is make it your own on this level. So you know the vibration. You've been there. You're familiar with it. You know it's real. Make it more real for yourself in your energy and you will be there in this reality. Make sense? It does. Yes. Can I just ask you this? Is there a gray contribution to this? Are they, is that a... Yes. A test essentially or an opportunity? One level, yes. Okay. Does that help him?

own on this level. So you know the vibration. You've been there. You're familiar with it. You know it's real. Make it more real for yourself in your energy and you will be there in this reality. Make sense? It does. Yes. Can I just ask you this? Is there a gray contribution to this? Are they, is that a... Yes. A test essentially or an opportunity? One level, yes. Okay. Does that help him? Yes, it does. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Number two. All right, I will hold on. Mr. Mike. Okay. I recently went home to Texas to visit my family. Yes. And I was reminded of an incident that I wanted to ask you about, that it happened some time ago. And that was... I was in my parents' house. I wasn't living there. And I was in the bed that I... My old bed. Yes. Drifting off to sleep. Yes. And my mother was in the hallway. And I started sort of... I started sort of falling asleep, but still kind of aware of what was going on. And I started feeling this body materialized next to me in the bed. And it was frightening and it was very sexual. And I was like fighting that happening. I was like trying to wake up completely so it would go away. Yes. And I could even speak to my mother and I was sort of telling her what was happening. And she said, oh, you're just dreaming. But it felt like a very real. like a very real presence. And so now that I've, that was a long time ago, and now that I've come to learn what I've learned and knowing you and all and stuff, I thought maybe you could give me some information about who that was, or what occurred. You first. Who I think it was? You first. Okay, well, my thoughts after, when I popped to my head and I thought, wow, that must have been another parallel life, or like reality. Very close. Dimensional sort of thing. Very close. Okay. Can you get closer? Well, I felt like it was an extraterrestrial. Not exactly, although that is involved. But even though it is involved, even though there is this participation from many different beings on many different levels, there is one particular level of this, one particular representation of this, that is most, shall we say, significant with regard to what you need to understand about its meaning for you. Well, it's an aspect of me, right? Yes. What aspect? The part that I've been afraid to look at? Yes. And that's why the sexual aspect? Yes. Yes.