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The Sharing (Part 2 of 3)

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My name is Michael, is up in Northern California, and has a new job up there. He's a highway patrolman, and he's created a lot of stress in his job. Yes, yes, yes. Allow the individual. Now, this is rare. We do not mean to be alarming. Allow the individual to learn that they can expand and relax and back off from certain situations that may seem to be stress-causing for our perception of their energy is that within three months they may cause them. undue stress that it may be difficult for them to extricate from. Oh, that'll be helpful. Trust, trust, trust. They are in an area where they can take advantage of the natural power of the area if they will harp into their own remembrance of the way they used to identify with nature in what you would call many of the past lives of that individual. They may find themselves diverging into other areas. Our suggestion, we cannot tell him what to do, but our suggestion would be not to fight it, even if it seems to be taking him away from what we may call the occupation which he's involved. Yes, that'll be helpful. Thank you. Thank you very much. You are welcome. Hello. Hearing, yes, yes. Recently, I spent some time in the desert with myself, and it was very exciting. It was very exciting. And when we last spoke, he told me about a shot that was heard around the world. Right. It has been felt and heard completely now. And through the timing that I spent there, I'm finding that there are hand movements that start coming to me, that it's like a whole other language, and I want to know what to do it. I find myself holding my hands, which, yes, in order not to do this because it becomes very distracting. other people. Some. And there are times when, if I can't find the words, it's easier for me not to say anything. All right. In this manner. Are you not enjoying this? I do enjoy it, but... But, but what? Is there a way to transmute this energy, this communication in a manner that would be something more people could understand outside of just myself and those which I don't see? Do you feel that this mode of communication is one, however, that represents the truest and closest to your heart? Do you feel that this mode is the one that gets the message truly across on the levels? It is important to do so upon? Yes. Does it feel most natural? It does if I allow myself to feel that way. Well, then. Why not start to do so? trusting that the information that needs to get across is getting across. And that the more you trust it, the more it will even itself out in certain ways.

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that this mode is the one that gets the message truly across on the levels? It is important to do so upon? Yes. Does it feel most natural? It does if I allow myself to feel that way. Well, then. Why not start to do so? trusting that the information that needs to get across is getting across. And that the more you trust it, the more it will even itself out in certain ways. But again, you're not expected to live according to the expectations of those around you if you know you are performing within your integrity. Yes, I know that. All right. What's wrong with being a conductor of energy? That's what it feels like. Where you are. What do you think? the hand motions of the physical channel represent the conduction of all the energy of the group. Okay. It is literally as a musical concert. Okay. Do you like that? Yes, I do. Thank you. Well, thank you. Feel free. Okay. All right. Um, another question. When I went through the experiences I went through that day out there, the way it looked, the way it felt, the expansiveness beyond what I have known in any lifetime that I could even imagine. Afterward, it seemed to settle mainly in my throat as a physical happening, like strep throat. I... Can you tell me why it would do that and why I couldn't allow? Is there something perhaps I'm not expressing or... Well, as you have already seen. you have already said, you are attempting to block the natural flow of the energy and try to force it through a conduit that it has no business going through. You follow me. Oh. Okay. Let it flow in the way it needs to, and then it will not be pent up within an area that you think it should be and will not have the negative connotations you are giving it. You follow me? Yes. Let it flow. Let it dump out through the gateway. Let it wash all the discomfort away by letting it out. Okay. One more question. All right. To experience what I did in the manner that I experienced it, is there anything you can tell me that might help me to further what it is? I'm... Just about to. Repeat after me. Are you ready? Yes, I am. I don't know. I don't know. So, I'm going to be. Yes. Alright Oh. Oh. All right you very much. Thank you. Good night. Good night. Thank you. sharing. Hello, Bashar. Hello. I recently went through my what I would call an energy gateway. And during the and during the process of this experience, I found in a place in a place which I recognize as having had been hundreds of times before. All right. Was uncomfortable. All right. Basically. Why? That was the way I was choosing to experience it. I'm not sure why. In what way was it uncomfortable? It was disorienting.

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Hello, Bashar. Hello. I recently went through my what I would call an energy gateway. And during the and during the process of this experience, I found in a place in a place which I recognize as having had been hundreds of times before. All right. Was uncomfortable. All right. Basically. Why? That was the way I was choosing to experience it. I'm not sure why. In what way was it uncomfortable? It was disorienting. It was tiring. All right. Disorientation in and of itself does not have to be tiring. The judgment of the disorientation can make you tired. Yes. Um. Anything else? Yeah. Peculiar to this place you wish to describe. Um. It's, yeah. When I was there, I realized that the hundreds of other times that I'd been there, each time I had made a decision that I never wanted to come back. Why? Because it was so uncomfortable and desired to me. Now, what do you think was the reason you kept going by? Um, you can't mute that? In a sense, recognize that the reason for your return, although again, that is never really exactly an absolute repetition, but the reason for your return was your refusal to be there in a positive way. By the reason for your return, fearing it and rejecting it, you constantly rewrite your own invitation to return. Because until you process something that obviously is in your life for the purpose of processing, you will always return and you will never get beyond that point until you own it. You can only change what you are willing to own. If you refuse to own it, you cannot go through it. All doorways will always lead back to it. Until you go. go through it. You do not have to feel it. It will not be a negative experience because if you know now at this point in your life that anything you could possibly discover and any experience you could possibly have can be added to your life in a positive way, then you will accept it, you will own it, you will go through it, you will process it and you will get a positive effect out of it because you're going into it with a positive attitude. You follow me? Yes. It is only not going into it with a positive attitude that has brought you back to the same place over and over and over and over. again because you fear it. And anything you fear is like a magnet in your life. It will always reach out and pull you back. That is the door through which you must go to get on with your particular momentum. You cannot go around it. Right, I know. Now, at this time, therefore, there really is no need for reluctance because again, if you go into it with a positive, go into it with a positive attitude, it will absolutely be a positive experience.

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like a magnet in your life. It will always reach out and pull you back. That is the door through which you must go to get on with your particular momentum. You cannot go around it. Right, I know. Now, at this time, therefore, there really is no need for reluctance because again, if you go into it with a positive, go into it with a positive attitude, it will absolutely be a positive experience. And I would guess that if you know, if you really believe it's going to be a positive experience, you would jump at it. Well, I'm prepared to go back there because... All right. But again, listen how you are saying that. I'm prepared to. Well, I was in that state or play. for while time doesn't really matter, but in a sense it was a long time. And I tried for a long time to raise that up. And it was a very difficult thing. That is all right. Choosing the idea of that particular experience of limitation shows you how strong you know you are. But you do not have to show that strength in terms of endurance, in terms of struggle. Again, the idea. idea may be that you simply did not allow yourself to transmute it by using the information that was there. Perhaps you tried to change it by refusing to see what was there and try to change it away from that so you wouldn't have to look. Yeah. The way to change it is to look and use what is there. You're following it. Yeah. Now, what is there? It's so disorienting. But that's all right. What's wrong with disorientation? You're only unlocking from one particular mode of thought and allowing yourself to know there are many modes in which you could activate your consciousness. It is literally that. Disorientation. You are reorienting yourself to another way of thinking. And that does not have to be negative if you understand that that's a natural process. Why is it taking so long? Because I refuse to work with it? in a sense because you are fighting it saying there is something wrong with what is going on there's something wrong about the way this is happening I'm having a negative experience you are insisting that the experiences in the way you're having them are negative and they're not they don't have to be felt that way as soon as you allow yourself to say oh here it goes again all right well I must be about to discover some really exciting stuff about myself then you will let yourself slide with it and the paradox of the whole situation is is that a As soon as you slide with it, you are reoriented instantly. It is only the fact that you refuse to move that creates the seeming instability. When you always keep moving and go with the flow, you are always stable because change is the only constant.

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be about to discover some really exciting stuff about myself then you will let yourself slide with it and the paradox of the whole situation is is that a As soon as you slide with it, you are reoriented instantly. It is only the fact that you refuse to move that creates the seeming instability. When you always keep moving and go with the flow, you are always stable because change is the only constant. You follow me? Yes. So go with the flow. Let the idea of whatever you are experiencing be a part of the positive flow. And again, remember, that all situations are fundamentally neutral. Just because you have been taught that if you feel a certain way at a certain time that that has to be negative and therefore give a negative meaning to that feeling when you have it, that is the only thing that reinforces the negative experience you get out of it. Do not continue to assume that just because you feel a certain way at a certain time that that has to be representative of a negative action in your life, of a negative direction. Stop assuming that, start creating the assumption that it is a positive idea, even if it feels like. the old way it used to come and you will start seeing it change into a positive manifestation. But as long as you keep giving it the old negative meaning just because it feels like the old negative way, it will continue to have a negative effect. So no matter how it feels, know that it must fit into your life in a positive direction, and we guarantee you will start to see a positive change. But only when you accept that it can be a positive idea in and of itself. No situation and no circumstance and no feeling is inherently negative or inherently positive. They are all neutral. When you decide that it's negative, that's what you get. When you decide that it's positive, that's what you get. It's that simple. So when you become disoriented again, decide that it's a positive experience and you will much more quickly see the situations and circumstances in your life that will prove to you how you now extracted a positive experience out of it instead of a negative one by assuming that just because you feel a certain way it must be a negative experience. Do you follow them? Mm-hmm. Do you think that will assist you? Yeah. Yeah. All right. Can I ask you, do you have a sense for what this place is or what this vibration is at all? Our sense is that it is the point of your own agreement. It is a place that represents the area in which you made all your initial agreement and you keep bringing yourself back there to double check what the original writing is.

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Do you think that will assist you? Yeah. Yeah. All right. Can I ask you, do you have a sense for what this place is or what this vibration is at all? Our sense is that it is the point of your own agreement. It is a place that represents the area in which you made all your initial agreement and you keep bringing yourself back there to double check what the original writing is. You return to the center of your being, but you find it a disorienting and vacant place because you refuse to live in the center of your being. Live there and make it your home and then you will always recognize it for what it is. recognize it for what it is. You are only returning to your true home, the center of your entire universe. It is only empty when you refuse to live there. You follow me? Yes, I think so. Thank you. Very much. Let there be assistance also that can be of help to you this night of your time and your dream reality. Let the door swing open. Let their flow in some reflections from someone who loves you very much who will be willing to show you some ideas about how you can allow that to be your home. All right? Yes. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Shadding. Sure. Hello, hello. Hello, hello. You were in one of my favorite places. Well, you weren't there, I understand that. In Japan. I've always dreamt of going to Japan. all my life and just recently I've come into contact with a very who's a man who has become a very close friend who has family there. So I believe I'll go there soon. Oh, right. So I'm very excited about that. Oh, thank you very much. What I'd like to ask... Wait till you get there and see how excited. What I'd like to ask you about tonight is going through all these changes that are coming up more and more. more I want to get a deeper graph, not too deep, of conscious commandment and exactly what it means and how I can utilize it even more to bring about the preferences in my life that I prefer. Conscious commandment simply means that you have the ability to make decisions, to make choices, and to simply trust that your combined consciousness will agree. You have the ability from the physical reality to decide what you decide your reality will be, and your reality will agree. That is all conscious commandment is. It does not have to go up to the higher consciousness. It does not have to go back to the past selves. It does not have to go forward to the future self. You, right here, right where you are, right now, have all the ability consciously to choose and decide how your life will be and your life will be that way.

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be, and your reality will agree. That is all conscious commandment is. It does not have to go up to the higher consciousness. It does not have to go back to the past selves. It does not have to go forward to the future self. You, right here, right where you are, right now, have all the ability consciously to choose and decide how your life will be and your life will be that way. If you know you have that ability. Well, I think where I have fallen down in the past on this issue is that I keep thinking that all those past times when I thought that, you know, when I was afraid, are having an influence on this time. Only if you allow it. That is your then conscious, commandment decision. To allow it. Yes. I am allowing the past ideas to have an influence on me now. That is my conscious decision in the present. That's what you are saying. It's that simple. All it is really is a definition of whatever your present belief systems are all about. So if you find yourself feeling, remember, feeling that your past is influencing you now. Remember that a feeling is a reaction to something you believe to be true. So to feel that they are influencing you is to say, well, obviously I believe they can influence me. So obviously I am consciously choosing to have them influence me. I am choosing to create that scenario in my life in the present. It is not that the path literally is influencing me. It is my definition of the present that is influencing me. And my definition of the present makes it seem as if the influence is coming from the past, but that's only a definition. Ah. Do you follow me? Yes, I do. That's... Does that clarify the issue somewhat? Yes, it does. Oh, well, thank you very much. Thank you. So welcome. I have one other questions. Oh, right. Recently, I have felt one particular guide around me much more strongly as time goes by, and most especially today when I was in need of a little help from my friend. And... And her name is Amitra. And I would like to know if you know anything about where her origins might be. Let me simply say for now there is a very strong connection both to the dolphin and the serious energy. Let me say there is a very strong connection to the dolphin and serious energy. Listen to the words carefully. carefully. All right? Okay. That will do. Okay. Thank you very much for sure. Thank you and at this timing, you may all enjoy a short break. We will resume contact in approximately 15 of your minutes. I don't know. How's it going?

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a very strong connection both to the dolphin and the serious energy. Let me say there is a very strong connection to the dolphin and serious energy. Listen to the words carefully. carefully. All right? Okay. That will do. Okay. Thank you very much for sure. Thank you and at this timing, you may all enjoy a short break. We will resume contact in approximately 15 of your minutes. I don't know. How's it going? I have a question that I think it relates to your opening of a couple weeks ago about the spokes in the universe and how they ultimately turn every other place, even though what seems to be a long time here is really a short time elsewhere. Could you comment to me on the activity and the resolutions between the Paralgium Commission, the Assembly of Durango, I think whatever counsel the Dark League has, that activity of the activity over the last few weeks. These now are vibratory frequencies of universes which have very limbed, remnant attachment, very little remnant attachment, to the universe vibration of what you now may call your earth-forth density transitional state. There may have been what you call residual action. individual activity of interconnection to explorations of past vibration. But the accelerated state and the gateway in which your earth now exists has almost no attachment to those realms any longer. So what would, what's my perception of some activity on their part? What would that come from? A choice to continue an attachment to look in back. attachment to look in that direction. I see. Okay. A name came to me by the name Erzell, and I'm wondering, is he Esasani or Pleiadian? It is as yet an undifferentiated portion of the combined consciousness of your world and our world. and our world. Okay. That makes sense. And just for the record, there seems to be a rumor going around that Siniazzi is dead and has been for about a year. Could you clarify that because a lot of people look to you as quite an expert? Expert. They value your what you said. As long as it is not valued over their own. It is our perception again that in your terminology, these rumors are somewhat exaggerated. Thank you very much. And also, we talked quite some time ago about why being plugged back into the civilization. What kind of timeframe are we talking about? That is utterly up to you. Any moment from now forward. Okay, thank you. Again, it will simply be accelerated when you again exercising your own conscious commandment make the choice. Two, rather than looking down certain corners, which may hold a type of fascination, at the same time keep you plugged into more awareness of other energies, which do not necessarily have to have any attachment to the world in which you live now.

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That is utterly up to you. Any moment from now forward. Okay, thank you. Again, it will simply be accelerated when you again exercising your own conscious commandment make the choice. Two, rather than looking down certain corners, which may hold a type of fascination, at the same time keep you plugged into more awareness of other energies, which do not necessarily have to have any attachment to the world in which you live now. So as soon as you choose to look down some other corridors, even though those others may still exist in a simultaneous way, you will then discover that the corners you look down will utterly determine the types of energies you are capable of perceiving still existent in your physical reality. You follow me. Yeah, thank you. Thank you. Thank you very much. You see, all corridors are always open at any given moment from any different perspective. So simply make the choice which quarters you really prefer to look down, and that will allow you to join, if you wish, whatever momentum is representative of a collective group that may be looking down similar corridors. Thank you. Thank you. Also, if anyone has a room for rent, uh, you see me, I need a place to stay. All right. Thank you very much. We have a suggestion. All right. Green leaf, mint, tea, can be very assistive and balancing for your system. That's the question I mean. Thank you. Thank you. Hello, Bashar. On to you. What a year. Yes, yes, yes. Thank you. I just went through the most incredible experience in my whole life. Oh, my. I thought in December I did. In December, I saw the reticulum data. You verified it for me. Thank you. In February, I met you. In April. April, but two, three weeks ago, I was confronted with the most negative element, which our civilization symbolized as the highest negative symbol. What might not be? My boyfriend, which at least for a year and a half. I... Yes. Well, I knew that he was in for a year and a half. Well, I knew that he was in a half. involved in some sort of a thing. He said to me he was a Jewish. At that time, I said, well, I'm Jewish, so I don't care. All right. Two weeks ago, in New York, where we lived in New York, I felt, I didn't feel well. I just came back from L.A. and I was doing real good. And four days into my stay with him, I I felt very ill. I couldn't even get out of bed. All right. I started receiving some communication in my head that he's trying to poison me. And I called frankly to many of my friends in LA, and I alarmed them that he's trying to poison me. And they spoke to him, and he, of course, said, no. And he laughed at all.

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real good. And four days into my stay with him, I I felt very ill. I couldn't even get out of bed. All right. I started receiving some communication in my head that he's trying to poison me. And I called frankly to many of my friends in LA, and I alarmed them that he's trying to poison me. And they spoke to him, and he, of course, said, no. And he laughed at all. A few days later, I sort of calmed down, but still did not feel well. I was taking a bath, a vinegar bath. And then this voice came in my head and said, look in the drawers. So I got up and opened the drawers. And there it was. It just stared at me all all through. My pictures was paint, the needle, my hair, crossings, knives with deer food at the end. All right. And I went into shock. He came in and I tried to ask him, why is he doing it? And he just told me that it's my imagination. That he's not doing anything wrong. And one day I would find out how much he loves me. When he left, a few hours later, I just checked out. I just checked out. I was very ill, very run down, and I found myself going into a church in New York, were occupied by 500 people, and there was a healer from L.A. by the name of Louis. I just walked straight into her, and I just took to tell me what happened to me. And she just said that you come here at the right time, to the right place. The next day I flew back to New York, to an event. to move away. And when I walked into my apartment, I saw this fog. And all those symbols just stared at me from every corner. I felt very ill. So I went to see the Sinai to the emergency room. And a doctor who saw me, asked me what was happening to me, and I told it. And of course, he never heard about that. so he asked me to take into the psychiatric care. Well, right. Gladly I didn't since I knew I wasn't capable of taking care myself at this point. And over there, I... Who did you find there? Everybody. Everybody. Bye. It was wonderful because I got well after today. Today. And I got well after today. And... I... I spoke and I had this incredible energy that came through me to all the other patients. And it was almost like coming from you, but I guess it was, it was me, I know it was me. But it was very easy for everybody to grasp and understand that it's them who are doing it to themselves. And it's not mother or father or boyfriend or anything like that. Yes. experience, a most wonderful one. And now I know the concept of crazy over here.

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me to all the other patients. And it was almost like coming from you, but I guess it was, it was me, I know it was me. But it was very easy for everybody to grasp and understand that it's them who are doing it to themselves. And it's not mother or father or boyfriend or anything like that. Yes. experience, a most wonderful one. And now I know the concept of crazy over here. Right. There isn't really any crazy. Not really. No. There's just an misunderstanding of human and the mind and the power of psychiness and the knowingness. Yes. What I find difficult is that... I care. I care for him. All right. We understand. recognize again the best way you can continue to care for any individual is to fully be who you are. You cannot change anyone, but when you are fully the vibration that you know yourself to be, you will not choose to create influence from anyone in your life. That would not be a vibration to match your own. Do not accept any gifts that you feel are negative. are negative and you will not feel their effects in your life. Caring for someone is not in your understanding having to subject yourself to a situation or a reality you know is not of your vibratory resonance. You can many times be of best assistance to individuals when in being who you are, your vibration, will in a sense remove you from their vibration. vibration to leave them to ponder the idea of the effects of the vibrations that they are creating. So that they will see that if your vibration is different and their vibration is too radically different from your own, there will be no way that you can interact. I do send in an unconditional love. I felt that's the best remedy. All right. But recognize, you do not have to look at it as a remedy. The individual... I'm for myself. Yes. for you or for him. If you simply are of the vibration you are, you will feel no effects of anything that is not of your vibration. We understand what you mean by the remedy idea. It's not like me. It's like the special care that I have towards a line which I created. Yes, yes, yes. But recognize that there are many reasons for why you have created that line, and one of them has just been fulfilled in what you have discovered. about your own ability. Yes. That does not necessarily mean. That just because you discover the ideas and the reasons for the relationship, that you have to continue to subject yourself to portions of the relationship which are not of your vibratory frequency. I know that. All right. And you did say it, but a month ago, Duana's house. Yes. I didn't understand it then, but you do. You do. Yes. I also became very psychic. Psychic.

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own ability. Yes. That does not necessarily mean. That just because you discover the ideas and the reasons for the relationship, that you have to continue to subject yourself to portions of the relationship which are not of your vibratory frequency. I know that. All right. And you did say it, but a month ago, Duana's house. Yes. I didn't understand it then, but you do. You do. Yes. I also became very psychic. Psychic. Psychic to me is a knowingness. Yes, yes. Truth that comes inside. I perceive thoughts. I perceive events. Okay. This is natural to you all. When you awaken to that, then you have conscious awareness of that ability. And I made a decision to go into the psych field and be a psychic healer. All right. Instead of continuing with my acting. All right. They are not necessarily mutually exclusive. And you may not. find a way to blend them later on. But recognize that now you have been able to recognize and use the energy of the relationship you created to propel you in directions that represent the choices that you made in life. So it has served its purpose in a very positive way as far as your life is concerned. Yes, it sure did. So send back the love and the caring for that individual to have chosen to be the way they are in, therefore allowing you to push against that wall to propel yourself in the direction needed to go and sending them that love. Knowing that you have now accepted the reason for the relationship, that energy, that acceptance, is what will allow them the best opportunity to change if they desire to, not that they have to. I see. For there might be other individuals that need to push against them as well. Oh, would I have to do it for others now? No, no, no. I'm sort of tired. No, no, no. Your pushing is done. Oh, thank you. What we are so, I have nothing to do with that. Your timing is. as it is. What we are saying is that the other individual you are referring to, against which you push to get where you are, may need to interact with other individuals in other relationships that also may believe they need that kind of pushing. Oh, I see. Your part is over. So send the love, so that individual can also learn that the greatest power within the self is in the power of love. not the power of domination, and that the idea of a true, quote-unquote, druid understanding is not being expressed in that individual. It's more of a... I found a book which indicated something called divination by magic. Yes. And according to what I read, it reflected exactly what I saw. Yes. And I did feel my left... Yes. I went numb and I lost hair and all that. Yes.

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is in the power of love. not the power of domination, and that the idea of a true, quote-unquote, druid understanding is not being expressed in that individual. It's more of a... I found a book which indicated something called divination by magic. Yes. And according to what I read, it reflected exactly what I saw. Yes. And I did feel my left... Yes. I went numb and I lost hair and all that. Yes. You are only identifying very strongly with that particular vibration for a while simply because of your love connection. But now your love connection can allow you to identify wholly with the relationship within yourself and allow that other individual to go through the transformations they need to go through. They do recognize the Druid energy, but it is the type of Druid energy that came long after the original Druids forgot who they were. It is, in a sense, once again, a misunderstanding of the original idea. But that individual for now must play it out. Until that individual recognizes the mechanism of the universe is flawless in its return of the energy that is given out. Do you be able to recognize it through me? Do not act as a Savior. It can be recognized through you. It is not impossible. But we suggest. that you do not try, that you do not make it your mission. Otherwise, you will find perhaps that you will get tired again. Do the healing that you require. Again, the best opportunity and assistance you can offer that individual at this particular timing is to fully be yourself and be where you really want to be. Do not fear. You will attract other individuals who will. who will come into your life to represent the new energy you are using. You shouldn't be. What reason have you? Sometimes being alone. You are never, ever, ever, ever alone. Ever. Ever. As soon as you believe fully in the new vibration you know yourself to be, that is when you will most quickly allow all the individuals who then can be with you on the same level to be with you. The only thing you way you would appear to be alone is by constantly doubting your new vibration and not acting accordingly. Because then you will maintain yourself in a limbo state between relationships with one world and another world. You follow me. I do. So, allow yourself to know that you have arrived in a new world, and therefore you will be greeted by all the individuals who are the inhabitants of that new world. Oh, oh, you know what? I meant to ask you because Steve, Steve assisted me. Steve, you know Steve. Yes, again. He called me back and he was on the phone using for three hours.

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world and another world. You follow me. I do. So, allow yourself to know that you have arrived in a new world, and therefore you will be greeted by all the individuals who are the inhabitants of that new world. Oh, oh, you know what? I meant to ask you because Steve, Steve assisted me. Steve, you know Steve. Yes, again. He called me back and he was on the phone using for three hours. But that night, after I left, I saw flowers on the sidewalk in New York, and there were a pink rose, and then after the pink rose, there were purple orchids, and then white flowers. And my friend with the yoga teacher would help me in that situation. We both sort of wanted to pick the flowers, and then we looked. the flowers and then we looked at each other and we said, maybe we shouldn't. Is that a symbol of something? Oh yes, yes, yes. The heart, the crown, the white light of your homogeneous consciousness, you are now those flowers. You don't have to pick them because they are with you wherever you go. Who put them there? You did. Right, my, I see. I see. Your timing and the symbols you create to represent your timing are absolutely flawless, as is everyone. Your signposts will reflect you the changes that you made. Take the feeling that the flowers gave you and recognize that that feeling is now representative of the energy you are. Act accordingly. Be a flower. Blossom. And you will be in a garden of similar flowers before you know it. That means other people. means other people like you. Yes. Thank you. Thank you so much. Oh, thank you very much. Thank you very much. Hello. We've been working with my husband with a specific technique that he channel. And we've been having a lot of exciting moments and handling a lot of problems than we have before. And with the youth teachers too and some other things that we've been reading everything. So we've been integrating different things. Oh, thank you. And having a much better life. Happy, happy, happy. And enjoy it. Thank you. And lately I've been like perceiving myself a lot of love for the plans, like some kind of communications that were going that it wasn't there before. And I was enjoying all these. And also at the 10th of May, I had like the most beautiful present I ever had. It's like, suddenly I remember. It was, for me, it wasn't really remember. It was more like knowing who I am. Yes. Yes. And why I'm here. Oh, thank you very much. And it was so excited. I was crying and everything when I realized that. Nice. A lot of emotions. And so since then I've been having a lot of excitement, but I have a problem. I have this, a lot of this excitement.

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It's like, suddenly I remember. It was, for me, it wasn't really remember. It was more like knowing who I am. Yes. Yes. And why I'm here. Oh, thank you very much. And it was so excited. I was crying and everything when I realized that. Nice. A lot of emotions. And so since then I've been having a lot of excitement, but I have a problem. I have this, a lot of this excitement. I feel like I have a lot in my body. It's like a... A whack? Yes, like it's like in my body. It is like a stuck in my body, something like that. It's like I'm almost ready to express something. Right. Or some happiness, you know, more happiness coming, more joy. Yes, yes. Yes. How do you want to express this energy? Well, I kind of saw that, like I said, the 10th of May, I kind of saw how I would like to be expressed and. And, and? like, well, be a part of the unity and the blending that you're talking about. How? How? Physically, specifically. How? Well, at that moment, I, you know, saw myself, like, the wish I had is like being in East and Hiller. Well, well, well. Because I was studying medicine before and I almost, I almost finished in the career. Well, I've graduated now. I realized that I didn't, it wasn't, it wasn't excited for me. excited for me. All right. So this excited at the most, I said, I don't want it so complicated, you know. It's alright for people who like to do it that way and everything. That's very useful. But for me, I just like, it's like a dream. I'd like to do an instant. Then do it. Do it. Do it. And, but I said. Then do it. But I said, I feel this excitement is in getting, and I don't know what to do with it. Do it! You have the excitement, now be the healer. You saw the picture. I tried already. It's like I try with my, yes, my little daughter. Try. Yes. Why? Because I didn't see yet the results that I'd like to be looking. So what? A healer does not have the expectation. A healer has the love. A healer recognizes that all they are doing is setting up a conducive and conductive atmosphere for the other individual to heal themselves. You follow me? Yes. Actually, I'm helping my mother a couple of months ago. Yes. She came to us and she never was interested in any of their things. And suddenly she came. She came to our place and asked us if we could help her. And since then, I've been with the same technique. All right. You know, I feel I'm helping at a lot. Yes, remember there are many forms of healing, not just as you expect it to be. I see. Relax into the understanding that you are a healer.

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us and she never was interested in any of their things. And suddenly she came. She came to our place and asked us if we could help her. And since then, I've been with the same technique. All right. You know, I feel I'm helping at a lot. Yes, remember there are many forms of healing, not just as you expect it to be. I see. Relax into the understanding that you are a healer. A person who knows they are a healer doesn't try to heal. They just know that whatever circumstances come up, they will exhibit their healing in whatever way it needs to make whatever way it needs to manifest according to the type of circumstance that has come up. And they know there is a reason for that circumstance, and so they just understand that because they know who they are, they will have an effect, whatever effect the other person needs, even if the healer doesn't necessarily know what that effect should be. Okay. Yes, because that's what I was saying. I was trying because I said, okay, I feel like, you know, more the first time I could I could accept that in myself. And, but like I said, when I did it, it's like I didn't see too many changes. You know, my little daughter. daughter and well I guess my mom I'd like to see more changes, you know. So I guess I was in, I've been invalidating myself again. All right. All right. Once again, any changes you desire to see in anyone else, change yourself. Okay. Center yourself and you will see more centeredness around you. And again, you do not necessarily have to always have, nor will you have conscious analytical awareness of the types of changes, the type of effect that you may have on an individual. It may not show itself for a little while, depending upon what it is they actually needed to get out of it. to get out of it. Yes, I see. So, maybe next week, three months a year, your daughter will say, remember that healing? So long ago. And you may say, what healing? No, I don't remember any. Oh, that. That? You mean that? Why are you bringing that up now after all this time? Well, I had a dream the other night. And in that dream, I saw the healing again take place, and I realized what you realized what it did, what it started, what it opened within me, that is only manifesting itself just now. But if you hadn't done it then, I wouldn't be manifesting just now. You follow me? Yes. So trust, trust, trust, trust that whatever impact you have is the impact that you need to have in the way you need to have it. And then...