The cycle, in a sense, now allows you to know in this life that regardless of all that you might experience or have experienced in your life that represents blocks, frustration, these now, these now, you are not running from, these now, you are incorporating into your very soul, into your very being, into your very person. There may be things from time to time that agitate and perhaps create a bit of indecisiveness, a bit of fear, a bit of hesitation. But whereas before you ran out of life, in a sense, with the suicide, now you are knowing you are strong enough to incorporate, blend, balance, and allow all of these ideas that you have lived before to be lived a