Purring (Part 3 of 4)

Anyway, I picked the jar up, and I emptied it like on my head. Which is an extremely bizarre thing for me to do, I mean, to even be in the same room with one spider. Yeah, but you did it. Way too many. But you did it. Exactly. Exactly. I did it. And then what? I didn't even wake up immediately and try to run or anything. or anything. All right. Very good, very good. Means you're willing to face those fears. Exactly. But you have all bottled up. Exactly. And are making you buggy. Exactly. Well, congratulations. Anyway, that's how I felt about it, but I wasn't sure I was safe. Well, now you know. Thank you. Oh, thank you. I had nothing to do with it. Congratulations. Is there any more to that than what we've just discussed? There will be, but not now. Okay. We'll see how it unfolds like the spider's web. Okay. All right. It does. Yes. I'd like to ask you. I've been following your suggestions. It's a process, and I feel like I'm making progress. All right. Do you have any more information for me? No. Okay. Can you suggest any? I read Kim's book, and you were suggesting when I read these books, that I pick up on anything that might. Yes. I only had two things that I could remember very specifically. One was I had. I was reading where the part where Kim had been, I guess she, she hadn't, was carrying like a fetus or something, she'd been implanted. And it went bad and they took her, came back and got her and took her back. And when I read to that point, then I had a flash of being rushed into an emergency room. All right. And then it stopped just as abruptly as it started, and that was it. All right. And that was it. All right. That's enough for me. Now. Okay. Let it grow. Let it unfold in its own good time. No need to push. Okay. All right. Okay. Can you suggest any other books? No. Okay. Thank you. Thank you. And the next. Hello, Bizar. And are you? Good day. I've been trying to figure out how to surrender. Now, there's like three different ways. Trying to figure out how to surrender. You were talking about. surrender before. Well, it's got several different meanings. You can just plain surrender. You can surrender to something. You can surrender something, which should be like giving up excess baggage, that sort of thing. Yes. And you can surrender all those complicated definitions. Oh. Ah. Transitive verb. Well. Or intransitive. What is plain surrendering mean to you? Just Yeah, exactly. Just Well, that's the closest approximation to what we were talking about. So why don't you go with that one? Just plain surrender.

You can just plain surrender. You can surrender to something. You can surrender something, which should be like giving up excess baggage, that sort of thing. Yes. And you can surrender all those complicated definitions. Oh. Ah. Transitive verb. Well. Or intransitive. What is plain surrendering mean to you? Just Yeah, exactly. Just Well, that's the closest approximation to what we were talking about. So why don't you go with that one? Just plain surrender. And trust that the real you will come through to the degree it needs to, to allow the guidance that needs to be there to be brought forth into your life, so that you don't have to worry about the details of whether you're surrendering to or from or what or whom or how. whom or how or why or when. Just plain surrender. Does that help? Yes. Thank you. Thank you. We even have to surrender to that advice you just gave too, huh? Exactly so. Because you never, never, never need to take my word for it. Because that's my word. You need your own. You! Good day. Good day, Bashar. Sure. Yes. Okay. I'm going to talk fast because I like to do that. Oh, all right. If you enjoy it, by all means. I'm allergic to cats, by the way. Oh, all right. Again, the idea of the combination of the appropriate doses of C and MSM can help with allergies. Okay. All right. You will find it in what you call your health food stores. Okay. It is fundamentally organic sulfur. All right. What I want to talk about has to do with the relationship. to do with the relationship and also a connected dream. Yes. By the way. Go ahead. Some of your allergic reaction also has to do with some uneasiness in your emotional body. Okay. Now continue. All right. I have been married for many, many years. Oh, all right. And met a person. Do you mean other than the one you're married? Other than the person I'm married to. Yes, all right. And? And formed a very, very strong connection with this person. Yes. And so? To the point of considering leaving my marriage. Oh, all right. And have... Are there children? Yes. How many? Three. Of ages? 13, 10, and 8. All right. Have decided to stay and work... You have decided to stay within the marriage? All right. Why? Well, let me proceed just a little bit further. Oh, well, right. I'll let you. Okay, thanks. The question. I have is... They put my stick down. The question that I have is, first off, in connection with this person that I met, an extremely strong connection. Yes. Unlike one I've experienced before. Yes. And that's what I wanted to ask about first. Who is this person that I would feel so strongly connected to?

Well, let me proceed just a little bit further. Oh, well, right. I'll let you. Okay, thanks. The question. I have is... They put my stick down. The question that I have is, first off, in connection with this person that I met, an extremely strong connection. Yes. Unlike one I've experienced before. Yes. And that's what I wanted to ask about first. Who is this person that I would feel so strongly connected to? They are an individual who is obviously reflecting and mirroring the same resonant frequency that you are within certain areas of your life that deal with the idea of the next phase of your own growth. Now, this connection and this reflection can be played out in a number of ways. Just because there is a recognition of a strong connection doesn't in and of itself imply anything about the necessary actions that ought to be taken with regard to allowing that connection to be realized. to be realized. All right. There are any number of ways in which this connection can be fulfilled and realized. But all such strong connections are primarily because at that moment, at this moment, if you wish to put it that way, that is the person who has made an agreement with you and with whom you have made an agreement to reflect to each other certain resonant frequencies that magnetize you. So that in... Being magnetized, you are in a sense forcing yourself to get these energies, get these reflections, and take yourself through certain circumstances that you can then learn from more about who you are, helping them to learn more about who they are, and can integrate and apply that knowledge, that information, those lessons into your life in the way that is deemed most appropriate. That's what that magnetization is all about. Because they represent the mirror that you need right now to show you more of your life. yourself, however it is that that may be done. That's exactly what's occurring. Well then, that's all right. It's been so accelerated. Yes, that's all right. It's had a tremendous impact on not only myself and her, but also the number of people just surrounding. Yeah, it's what impact in what way? It's just emotionally, negative, positive... The gamut? Yes. All right. Well, again, the idea is, is that these things are catalysts. are catalysts to bring out the heightened energies of the circumstance. So the things that need to be dealt with and integrated can be. Therefore, you will find the gamut of polarity rearing its head in the circumstance so that you can bring it all into balance for yourself in the way that is most appropriate and most responsible. Does that help you? Yes, it does. The one question that comes up that comes up in relation to that strong connection with an individual has to do with previous lives, previous incarnations. We understand that concept.

integrated can be. Therefore, you will find the gamut of polarity rearing its head in the circumstance so that you can bring it all into balance for yourself in the way that is most appropriate and most responsible. Does that help you? Yes, it does. The one question that comes up that comes up in relation to that strong connection with an individual has to do with previous lives, previous incarnations. We understand that concept. However, we will always prefer to express to you first, not that this is not valid, but that the idea is that there really is no such thing as the past. What you call incarnations are all happening simultaneously. All lives coexist at once in their own dimensional frame of reference. reference. Therefore, in a sense, more literally, you are cross-linking to those experiences simultaneously occurring because that cross-link is representative of what kind of connection you need to make from the present. It doesn't come from the past. You are making that link to that lifetime from the present across to that other parallel experience because that represents the connection you need to make in order to face the issues and situations and ideas information that you need the process to integrate within yourself now. So yes, those connections do exist between you, but it isn't literally because the strength was forged in the past. It's because the strength of the connection is being forged now because that's what you need. And it's extending to any other life which resonates in harmony with it so that that that will reinforce what's going on right here and right now, in the present, which is the only time there is. Does that make sense to you? Does that help you? Very much so. All right. Remember that clear communication with all parties involved is the key. Clear, honest, intelligent, respectful, loving communication will always, regardless of anyone else's choice of response or reaction will always be the thing to do that is the most loving thing to do. Because then it allows everyone else to know exactly. exactly what is going on with whom they are dealing with and allows them to make intelligent choices, which is the respectful thing to do. You follow? Yes, very much so. And? A dream. A dream. This had to do with, oh boy. Had to do with, oh boy. It was more a vision than a dream. Oh, all right, more a vision. In that, in the middle of the night, deep sleep, as if being spoken to by I have to say angel. Oh, why? That's fine. Angels do speak to you, people. The words you're here. Nice. And me feeling that. Yes. And just a huge, just so large sense of peace. Yes. Unconditional love and acceptance. Oh, my gosh. It was so big. All right. Well, now you have a vibration and a resonance that you can key to.

middle of the night, deep sleep, as if being spoken to by I have to say angel. Oh, why? That's fine. Angels do speak to you, people. The words you're here. Nice. And me feeling that. Yes. And just a huge, just so large sense of peace. Yes. Unconditional love and acceptance. Oh, my gosh. It was so big. All right. Well, now you have a vibration and a resonance that you can key to. When you want to know what your true natural self feels like, like, remember what that felt like. And you will, if you allow yourself, be back in that vibration. And you will be being closer to your natural self. You were given that as a barometer, so that you will know what it feels like to be yourself, so that you will use that as a compass needle. Who was that? Guides. Okay. Friends, angels, in a sense, yes. All right. The, another aspect, in the same evening, a picture of myself and this other person person. Yes. Embracing. Yes. And from that, it's like a painting. Yes. Energy rippling outwards. A healing energy. And I had a sense of what that meant. Yes. Well, it is basically what we already told you. That at any given moment, individuals will be on a certain bandwidth, a resonant frequency magnetic bandwidth, that will allow them to understand that that is the reflection they need in order for those ripples to heal them. To show them things about themselves they need to integrate within themselves to be more whole, to learn more about who they are. I guess more specifically, what it symbolized to me was the idea of this person and myself coming together. And although it creating such upset, it also creating such healing. Yes. Well, how is that different from what I said? I don't know, maybe I just didn't hear it. Well, well, I'd all say it again. Right. You magnetize yourself to individuals that are going to be the individuals who, because of their frequency and because of who and what they are and what lessons they bring to life, will reflect to you the things you need to know to know more about who you are while you simultaneously are doing the same thing for them. That's called healing. You follow me? Yes. But it can happen over and over again in a variety of different ways with different individuals. Okay. You asked me a question when I told you I had made the decision to state. with my wife. Yes. And to continue to build that relationship. Yes. And you ask me why. Yes. Why? Well, I was going to ask you why you ask me why. The, there was... We are looking to understand your conclusions. We are looking to understand your conclusions. Your process and your conclusions and the reasons you gave yourself for why. I couldn't come up with... I could come up with...

the decision to state. with my wife. Yes. And to continue to build that relationship. Yes. And you ask me why. Yes. Why? Well, I was going to ask you why you ask me why. The, there was... We are looking to understand your conclusions. We are looking to understand your conclusions. Your process and your conclusions and the reasons you gave yourself for why. I couldn't come up with... I could come up with... reasons, but it was more feelings. All right. And those feelings could be translated at least roughly, in what way? And that there was something I needed to do. I wasn't, I couldn't. I just, I had to stay. Does that mean you love the individual? Absolutely. Well then. Yes. Thank you. Okay. Does that help you? Very much. Thank you. Thank you. One, two, three. Hi, Bashar. And are you good day? I just had a quick question first about Jonathan. You had mentioned the MSM and C. Yes. It is remarkable. Whenever I give him anything that is of benefit to him, the slightest bit of mineral substance, I put it the most minuscule amount. He senses it, he tastes it, and that's it. He will reject it. I just wondered if maybe there's something Any suggestions around that at all? What does he take willingly? Is there something that he takes willingly that would not allow him to sense that those substances are present? Well, the thing that I haven't, which I tend not to give him very often because I don't like it, I give him peanut butter, but I haven't tried it mixed in with that. That tends to mask some of the stuff that I give him sufficiently that he'll... And juice? Absolutely. I put this, I put homeopathic of it in there, and he won't drink it. I see. One moment. One moment. Does he have a watch? No. Get him a watch. A watch? Yes, he needs to know what time it is. He needs to know that it's time, or not time yet. you understand? No. Get him a watch. Do you understand? Yeah, I got that part I got. All right. What is going on here is a sense of timing. And by having a watch, it may become a little bit more apparent to you as to what he is sensing as his sense of timing as to when he ought or ought not to do something because of what it is he needs to go through for his own transformation. So, By getting him a watch, it may help put you more in sync with him in terms of when it is appropriate as a time or a timing for him to accept or reject something. To get him a watch. Okay. And then play with the idea. Is it time? Is it time to take this yet? Do you have a watch? Do you have a watch?

to go through for his own transformation. So, By getting him a watch, it may help put you more in sync with him in terms of when it is appropriate as a time or a timing for him to accept or reject something. To get him a watch. Okay. And then play with the idea. Is it time? Is it time to take this yet? Do you have a watch? Do you have a watch? I'm not going out there, don't even think about it. Okay, thank you. And also, just as I thought, I've been getting some essential oils for him. I'm just, I'm focusing. on hemp and flax and DHA is do you think a combination would be best or not so much there may be other essential oils also of what you would call different plants that are more aromatic in the form of aromatherapeutic essential oils that can also have profound effects without the need for ingestion do you understand and in that sense it may not be something he will reject since it is not something he actually has to take. Okay. But just simply smell. Right. So we'll go right to the centers of the brain through the olfactory nerves. That will help make adjustments over time, a little bit at a time. Get a watch. I'll get a watch. Get some aromatics, essential oils, aromatherapeutic. Okay. And also, And also... Yes. I'm not really sure how to phrase this. I just find it very upsetting to me about this shift in the channeling. Oh, all right. Why so? Surprise, surprise. Why so? I guess I shouldn't be surprised. It's the one... But you are, so don't say you shouldn't. Okay. Yeah, I am. It's sort of the one remaining aspect of my life that was relatively intact and I've got something from... Oh, I see. Your life is a certain. It's a shambles, is it? Go ahead, you can swear. It's a fucking shamble. Thank you. I don't care anymore. Thank you. Maybe that's the best attitude you need to have. Well, it's getting more that way, which has got a bizarre aspect. Chaos. It's chaos. Chaos. Chaos rules now. Chaos. Chaos rains. You get T-shirts. Chaos rules. Yes. Because you are now going to find the true order that is underlying what appears what appears to be chaos. If you don't allow what appears to be chaos, what all of your people have defined for so long as chaos, into your lives, you will never find the true underlying order that will help organize your life naturally. This is what jumping into the void is all about. Chaos and allowance of the underlying order that is the natural order of things, rather than the order that you artificially as a society impose upon yourselves. upon yourselves. That is what is breaking down. That is what is becoming a shambles. That is what is crumbling. Let it. It's not true order.

find the true underlying order that will help organize your life naturally. This is what jumping into the void is all about. Chaos and allowance of the underlying order that is the natural order of things, rather than the order that you artificially as a society impose upon yourselves. upon yourselves. That is what is breaking down. That is what is becoming a shambles. That is what is crumbling. Let it. It's not true order. It is imposition and limitation. And shackle. Break your shackle by inviting chaos to sweep it away and reveal the underlying true, simple order that will allow everything in your life to fall beautifully, poetically, perfectly into place. So in order to access that deeper order, you just allow the chaos. Surrender. Surrender to the chaos. Do not try to glue it all back together. Do not try to juggle it. That's what you've been trying to do. Yeah, but you know, it's gotten to the point where it's not even, it's laughable. I mean, you can't even do that. Well, but that's all right. It's okay that it's laughable. But now it reveals its to you as how strongly you are holding on to it now that in a sense the channel is removing the last crutch. Yeah. Kicking it out from under you. Crash, bang. Now you must break like everything else in a sense in order to be put back together as you are, rather than as you think you ought to be. Chaos. Chaos. Chaos. Yes. Yes. You must also get a watch. However, yours must have no hands. Do you understand? Yes. Yes, I do. Yes. That's all. I love you. I love to you as well. And the next. I'm so in the moment. Then, if you are in the moment, instead of remembering, simply remember. I'm going to go for that. I'm supposed to wait for just a second. Did you change the tape? Okay. I've been getting some historical stuff on the reptilians. The Reptilians, my very favorite topic. Oh, all right? On a scale of one to do you. On a scale, yes. Well, I seem to be ending up. I seem to be ending up as a clearinghouse, and it is so exciting. I've just, I've made some connections to our origins. Congratulations on your book. Thank you very much. I'm ready to jump into the void, as they say. Oh, yes, all right. And it's exciting. And I know I've had moments of mistrust because... No, you have never had a moment of mistrust. Right, I'm trusting. You have always trusted in something, but you have had moments of trusting what you don't prefer. Yes. And I'm ready to make a move, and I know that it's the right move because it's really exciting. I am moving. Thank you. Let me ask you. All right, I'll let you. Supposedly, in Mesopotamia, and Sumer. Yes. Sumer. Yes. I've got to learn how to pronounce that.

had a moment of mistrust. Right, I'm trusting. You have always trusted in something, but you have had moments of trusting what you don't prefer. Yes. And I'm ready to make a move, and I know that it's the right move because it's really exciting. I am moving. Thank you. Let me ask you. All right, I'll let you. Supposedly, in Mesopotamia, and Sumer. Yes. Sumer. Yes. I've got to learn how to pronounce that. No, no. It is all right. We were simply establishing the connection. Okay. The gods would not allow themselves to be seen. They said something like, if you saw none that see us, you could not see us and live. Were they by any chance reptilian in nature and would be too shocking? No, no, no, no, no. Okay. It had to do with energy and resonance. And how about the... It also had to do with agenda on some of the parts. parts. Okay. What about the Onanaki? What about them? Well, supposedly they created Sorian beings from their DNA and the mammalian... You mean the reptilian. Yeah, right. The reptilian and the mammalian. That was a mix. Is that what went on in the Garden of Eden where we... No, that is, in your terms, prior. Remember, the snake was already there. Yeah, that's what I'm saying. Yes. That's why I thought that those were the... Those were the... one of the symbols. Those were the gods in the original temple, because I feel like the reptilian thing goes back really close to our very origin in terms of... It is before. Being on this species... Yes, it is before. The hominid origins. Okay. Prior to. Okay. But that, what we still retain some of that reptilian... Yes, of course. Genetics. Yes, of course. And now, let me ask you, I know that... Why don't let you. Alphodeo... Yes. one of three supposedly sort of renegades from the agenda of the reptilians. Yes. Yes. I'm hoping there are more because I'm... You don't have to hope. There are. All right. Because I feel... We are aware now about 15. That's 15? Yes. In number? Not 15,000 or anything? Not in total. We are aware of about 15. We are aware of about 15. I see. We know there are more. We are aware of 15. All right. Because you know that my experience with these beings is not a negative experience. I understand that. And I am facing a lot of negativity in speaking this way about them. Isn't that interesting? Yeah. And it's taking a lot to defend it on so many levels that I want to make sure... Stop defending it. Yeah. Allow everyone their experience and their point of view. You do not have to change their minds, nor convince them of anything. of anything. I just feel that too many blanket statements have been made, and I... Maybe. I want to get away from doing that.

way about them. Isn't that interesting? Yeah. And it's taking a lot to defend it on so many levels that I want to make sure... Stop defending it. Yeah. Allow everyone their experience and their point of view. You do not have to change their minds, nor convince them of anything. of anything. I just feel that too many blanket statements have been made, and I... Maybe. I want to get away from doing that. I just don't think we can... Then do not engage. Yeah, but like I say, even the people... It is an art. It is an art. Yeah, it is. It is. To learn how to respect and allow but not engage. Mm-hmm. You are learning that art. I'm just... I ask for clarity constantly in terms of talking about this. Yes. what it is to learn to be slippery. Ah. Yeah. Well, I just really clearly want to share the knowledge. And I just want to be clear on the knowledge that I share. I don't want to... I understand that. But it is your truth. And as such has great value. Well, I appreciate that. Well, it's the way it is. It's really challenging. Yes, it is. And yes, you will. are. Well, I guess I'm just trusting that this opportunity has presented itself and I'm equal to it. You are. Or you wouldn't have volunteered for the job. I did volunteer for this, didn't I? Yes, you did. All right. Well, let me ask you another thing, please. All right, since you're begging so nicely. Thank you. Well, I almost feel like this is the last time I'm going to get questions in. If you say so. Well, that's true. I've been led to some. really incredible information, so I'm going to trust it. You all always have the ability to answer your own questions anyway. Well, you know, that's another thing that's been happening. I've been getting, when I ask for, to clarify some of the experiences I've had, things start to come to me and I think this couldn't be what was, what transpired, because it, it feels like it's coming out of nowhere and I'm not trusting my intuition, I guess. All right. You will bring it here. You will become more. comfortable with being who you are as you discover more of who that is. Um, now when I have, when I... One moment. One moment. All right. Had to explain something to someone. To who. To who? to a neutral. You know, I'm sorry I missed that session, because I wanted to answer a question. You missed to nothing. Oh, I probably didn't. We are now explaining what you are saying. Ah, so hopefully I'll get some assistance. I always feel assisted. It is not about assistance. They are not in the business of assisting. What are they in the business of doing? Being neutral. You know what?

To who. To who? to a neutral. You know, I'm sorry I missed that session, because I wanted to answer a question. You missed to nothing. Oh, I probably didn't. We are now explaining what you are saying. Ah, so hopefully I'll get some assistance. I always feel assisted. It is not about assistance. They are not in the business of assisting. What are they in the business of doing? Being neutral. You know what? That's kind of the state that I've been trying to move toward myself, just being, just being extremely detached from convincing anyone of anything, or even trying to prove anything, you know. Thank you. I have to trust that everyone's experience is their own and needs no defending. When I meet these entities, I always thought that it was an aspect of myself. Always it is, and it is always also the other, because everything is real, everything is live, everything is conscious, everything is autonomous, and everything is also one. So we are all aspects of ourselves? Yes. It is a matter of learning how to express discernment as to which mode of expressing your connection to what you are interacting with and what you are in relationship with is applicable to any given moment in space time. Why am I so connected to these renegades? Because you are one and have been. I'll say are in maybe. other lifetimes. You understand the energy. It is one of the places also that you know the channel from other lives, as what you would call underground, resistance movements, renegades. Do you understand? And I know the channel from that? Yes. And you are also finding the idea now, as the channel has found, that fighting fire with fire only causes more fire. Absolutely. You are beginning to understand another way to transform the negative energy with the without fighting it, which only adds to it. Well, I feel like I'm in some way transforming the negative opinion of this particular race. It's been demonized throughout our history. Yes, and that is a part of it, but that's not the whole picture and not even the most important part that you change that opinion. Something else is going on. I don't know.