Re creating Yourself (Part 4 of 4)

Hi, Bashar. And are you good day? There are a couple of things I wanted to explore with you, which are probably related. One is for the past couple of months, I have been experiencing this constant headache. Constant headache. It's like there's this, my brain is too large for my skull, there's this pressure. Oh, all right. I'm incapable of focusing on anything. Have you had yourself adjusted or assisted in any way shape or physiologically by any kind of healer at all? No. Why not? Do you like the headache? No. And why don't you seek assistance? Well, I just kept thinking it would pass. I mean, it just seems... Well, obviously it hasn't. So why don't you seek some physiological assistance in some way you consider to be a benign and natural methodology that you can synchronistically attract to yourself with someone that you trust, because some adjustment is necessary in your physiological form, logical form and in your energy states as well. I've been craving bodywork, so... Gosh gee. Gosh, gee. Yeah. Craving bodywork. But heaven forbid I should pay attention to that craving. Heaven forbid it should mean anything at all. Heaven forbid I should be intuitive. Okay. You humans, my goodness, you just love your torment, don't you? Sometimes we wonder why we bother to talk you out of it. You must love it so much. You understand we are playing with you, yes? Yes, I understand. Because what this really requires is that you lighten up on yourself and start trusting yourself. Do you understand? Boy, well, see, yeah. Girl, yeah, what? That sort of leads me to my next question, which was... Yes. Well, then you were right. psychic that you are, they are related. Go ahead. They are related, yeah. I'm sort of coming to that point that you had spoken to me about getting to about a year ago in terms of my son. Oh, all right. Now is now, whatever you wish to make of it. Right. Well, the person I was before, and I had spoken to about that. That person. You were not that person before. Right. That person is not you. Right. But. She was very excited about investigating this medically and feeling as though there was a possible cure and feeling as though interested in neurobiology. Which doesn't mean that there is not, but that may not simply be representative, maybe is, maybe isn't, of who you define yourself to be now. Well, what happened is, it felt, it began to feel as though this whole autistic subculture was just very, very small and not into healing. And I began to feel I could not go on the autism pages on the Internet anymore. I just, one day, I just couldn't do any of it. Many individuals have a vested interest in not healing themselves. Yes. Right, there are a lot of warring factions just like they are in any subculture. Yes.

felt, it began to feel as though this whole autistic subculture was just very, very small and not into healing. And I began to feel I could not go on the autism pages on the Internet anymore. I just, one day, I just couldn't do any of it. Many individuals have a vested interest in not healing themselves. Yes. Right, there are a lot of warring factions just like they are in any subculture. Yes. It just didn't feel large. All right. What feels large to you now? Well, I'm not really sure. Oh, all right. That's all right. You can be the definition of transition if you want. Yeah. I guess it's a real batter feeling, you know, sloppy. Sloppy batter. Sloppy batter. Yeah. All right. Take as long as you want to bake. Oh, God, yeah. Some of you enjoy eating the batter. Therefore, you want the batter to last. But that's all right if it does. You're baking anyway. I don't think I want this to last. Well, what I wanted to talk to you about is... Yes. Which I've spoken to you about before, but I'm afraid I need to hear it again. You are afraid you need to hear it again? Well, then certainly I don't want to scare you by telling you. I need to hear it again. Thank you. Okay. I want to hear it again. Thank you. Okay, you're welcome. I got to the point when I sort of dropped that whole autism thing, and I really got to the point where I felt really strongly in my body that if I could get to that point where I had that faith prior to the fact that if I understood, like I've read conversations with God and that passage several times about prayer. Yes. And what you've said about that, about holding that sense of gratitude prior to the fact, even though it hasn't. And keeping it in the present. And I'm having a hard time doing it. Oh, that's all right. Go ahead and have a hard time doing it. Nevertheless, you can be persistent. You can practice. You'll get the hang of it eventually. Well, what has just in the past four days, I just sort of started to get this, it's just amazing. amazing. God, you know, it's just all so magic. Yes! I just started to get this little glimpse. And it just makes me want to cry, you know, because... Go ahead. I just got this glimpse of faith, you know? Just this little glimpse. And he started to say words. Yes. He started to say sounds and words. Yes. Is that not magical then? It's just utter magic. Well then, that can continue, that can expand. Obviously you know what you are doing. Obviously. you are getting, as you say, better at it. So? A tiny bit. So, why judge it? That's true.

because... Go ahead. I just got this glimpse of faith, you know? Just this little glimpse. And he started to say words. Yes. He started to say sounds and words. Yes. Is that not magical then? It's just utter magic. Well then, that can continue, that can expand. Obviously you know what you are doing. Obviously. you are getting, as you say, better at it. So? A tiny bit. So, why judge it? That's true. Remember, every change is a complete change, and if you measure it as tiny steps, you will make it take longer. Thank you. Thank you for that. Also, I wanted to kind of run by you. I have this intuitive... Besides, remember, it's all relative, isn't it? Yes. What you judge as a tiny step made to that, individual seems like a universal cataclysm. It seems like a universal cataclysm to me. Well, then, it's not a tiny step, is it? No, not at all. Thank you. Um... Intuitively, since, really, since just after he was born, I think the sense that he has this kind of strange, different genius in him, and it has to do with... You are all strange and different geniuses. Thank you. Good point, yes. But you're all unique. Yes. You have your own way of expressing it. Yes. In his unique form, just a couple of times, I've sort of seen what he sees and felt what he is feeling. Yes. And it has to do with sort of architecture, spatial dimension. It's like his seeing into the inner, the template behind physiological reality. Yes, exactly so. This is why the condition that you call autism is so often marked by such genius propensity in one level, because on that level, the individual can see all the way into the fundamental foundational fabric of existence and totally completely knows that subject. Understands it is, in fact, literally is that concept itself, becomes the idea itself utterly on that level in that, in that what you would call narrow spectrum. That's exactly a couple of times when I've been holding him, I just sort of get a feeling all over my body of what he's feeling, and that's exactly it. It's like he can become, like it can see a platonic solid or something, and he just become that. Yes, exactly so. Remember that to some degree, though not exactly in this same way, this was an ancient Atlantean teaching technique. The inducement of a trance state with drumming. The showing to the class of an image, such as the sail of a ship, taught the students not about the sale, but taught the students to become the sail, and thus know everything there is to know about being the sail of a ship, and so understand sailing by experiencing it from all avenues. Hypnosis, in that sense, can be used to create temporary autism for the purpose of absorption of information to that fundamental degree. That's amazing.

class of an image, such as the sail of a ship, taught the students not about the sale, but taught the students to become the sail, and thus know everything there is to know about being the sail of a ship, and so understand sailing by experiencing it from all avenues. Hypnosis, in that sense, can be used to create temporary autism for the purpose of absorption of information to that fundamental degree. That's amazing. I've wanted to help him balance that world with this in some respect. And the only thing I've felt intuitively that I wanted to do was make a mobile for him above his bed of different, which I'm trying to do, just take cardboard and make different platonic solids out of different color. Trust your imagination, but also remember that in some senses, because, the need for application into physical reality may or may not be present. You can always gauge exactly how much application into physical reality may need to be there by constant loving physical contact as well. Sensation. The invitation of the individual to experience a broader range of physiological sensations. Touch, hug, love, kiss, you understand? Warm, cold. Playing with the physical senses will allow the individual, perhaps, more ability to utilize what aspect of the panorama or spectrum of physiological sense and application to physical reality they deem to be important. Okay, that's very helpful. I just had a quick question about my daughter. Yes. She's four and a half, and she's been having, well, nightmares, but I'm sure there are interactions for a couple of years that I've known about. Recently, she has, for about six months, she's been waking up and she's just screaming in pain and she says it's vaginal pain, you know, she keeps touching herself down there, and she's, um, it's a very difficult area for me because I was sexually abused as a young child. All right. And so I have a lot of emotion around it. For now, allow yourself to take the child to the female healer that you trust. to take a look at this and assure yourself that there is nothing physiologically out of balance. Right. After that, we will discuss this in more detail later. Okay. Thank you immensely. Thank you. At this timing, we will once again extend to each and every one of you, our deep appreciation and allowing our civilization to interact with your civilization through this window, through this gateway at this time, once again, and And for the very first time, I remind you. Live your dreams instead of dreaming about being alive. Be your true self, the creators that you are. Know that you are who you know you are and behave that shows that you know it. And it will be so. be so. We thank you our unconditional love to each and every one of you for these interactions.

this gateway at this time, once again, and And for the very first time, I remind you. Live your dreams instead of dreaming about being alive. Be your true self, the creators that you are. Know that you are who you know you are and behave that shows that you know it. And it will be so. be so. We thank you our unconditional love to each and every one of you for these interactions. It makes all the difference not only in your world but ours and the third reality that together we are co-creating in which one day we will play as equals. Good day. How did it go? Thank you all for being here tonight, so I look forward to seeing you again. Have a good night, please.