Secrets (Part 3 of 4)

What you guys, including such things as records of a lamp, you guys see what he would call her, the correct, you know, interact, and in some sense, the idea of information that can allow me to free, many devices as trans-tap in the series and electromagnetic energy, and so on and so on. And what is you or view some of that information? Why? The devices are described and then because... What I'd like to find out then is, in terms of, you know, obviously what I'd like to do is be always in the spiritual energy and work with all the other, the lower chakras in that way. I'd really have lots of, well, I'd love to, and I'm sort of question to what I'm saying, am I there? And I would, with a question like, how much, are you where? Where? Where? Where? Coming from the spiritual. Coming from the spiritual. And working on that level as opposed to simply working the lower takers. And I guess my question. I guess my question is, is it proper to say, what time do I spend working to spiritual levels as much as the lower doctors? Or is it more appropriate to say how much energy do I expend on the spiritual level to working with the lower doctors as opposed to simply working the lower doctors? I see. I am now going to ask you a question if I may. Please. Please. Do you want it to be this complicated? Before I give you any other information, I don't want to go to interrupt what it is that you actually prefer. Okay, let me ask you, am I getting lost in my mental exercises here? Exactly, a little bit. Okay. I give it to you this way. Open up to this idea. May sound a little cryptic, but maybe not. Open up. If you will understand, understand that physical reality is spiritual, then there will be no difference. Are you back to see? Did you get that? Yes, I heard that and at the same time, let me just say my own experience is that I'd probably more focus on the physical reality than I am on the spiritual. And as such, I need to shift more into the spiritual to have the whole thing in... And attention... Okay, and as you just said, they're both are spiritual. Okay. Pay attention. If you understand that physical reality is spiritual, then the shift is done. The shift is accomplished because you have allowed physical reality to be spiritual reality simultaneous. It's simply a process of accepting that. It's not a process. I mean, it's simply an attitude or a way of accepting that. And in the knowing that that is so a behaving, that it is so. It is so. And thus a seeing in the reflection of physical reality that it is done. Because again, remember, physical reality is spirit. It's just in a particular modality.

allowed physical reality to be spiritual reality simultaneous. It's simply a process of accepting that. It's not a process. I mean, it's simply an attitude or a way of accepting that. And in the knowing that that is so a behaving, that it is so. It is so. And thus a seeing in the reflection of physical reality that it is done. Because again, remember, physical reality is spirit. It's just in a particular modality. But it isn't not spiritual. It is made of your spirit, of your consciousness. How can it be anything but spiritual in a sense? Am I spending... Am I involved in too many different activities such that I'm spreading my energy very thin? And such that... You may be a little bit, but I ask you the question that you can always ask yourself, are you only choosing to do those things that excite you the most, or are you continuing to choose to do things that don't? Okay, that's a good point. Yeah. I need to look at that. All right. And also this, even if you understand, that many different kinds of experience that many different kinds of expression may be representative of your highest excitement. All you have to do to let everything work its own timing out is to simply ask in any given day on the thing that excites you the most first. Then when you can do nothing else about that thing, act on the next most exciting thing. You are capable of doing something about next. And when you can do nothing else about that, do the next. Do the next most exciting thing. You have the ability to do something about, to take some action on. When you do it that way, then your day will show you just exactly how many things you need to do. The things you have no time left over to do in that day didn't need to be done. Does that help you? Yes. And let me just repeat. What I'm hearing is just live in the moment for the day. Don't get caught up. up and plan too far forward to No, it is all right to have a general idea of where you're going. There is nothing wrong with the idea of planning in a general sense. But also understand that as you go, by living in the present, you also create the plan as you go. So don't allow the plan to be too rigid, otherwise it gives you no spontaneity to create the plan for who you may be at this moment instead of forcing yourself to continue to be who you plan you were going to be who you may no longer actually be. Mm-hmm. Does that make sense in your language? Yes, I don't. Did that translate through? Yes, I think you're coming to it. Thank you very much for time. Thank you. You. And then you, then you, then you, and then you.

create the plan for who you may be at this moment instead of forcing yourself to continue to be who you plan you were going to be who you may no longer actually be. Mm-hmm. Does that make sense in your language? Yes, I don't. Did that translate through? Yes, I think you're coming to it. Thank you very much for time. Thank you. You. And then you, then you, then you, and then you. That's four. Number two, do you know who you are? Number three, number four. Number one, good day. Good day. to say. I have the two questions I'd like to add. All right. When I spoke with you in October, there had been an incident that had happened with my friend Matt, who is my cat, my feline friend, who had returned after being away for three years. So you were telling me how the dynamics. the dynamic that had happened was that he had taken on part of my illness. Yes. And that could prevent me from going farther down than I had? In a sense, yes. It wasn't agreement between you in that way. An arrangement. Right. Okay. So he came back and he's helped you again and he's home and he's causing in my little apartment complete have it. Congratulations. In what way? While he was away, I, of course, you know, I have another cat, and I have a little dog. Yes, and so the cat, who is a tiny, a little cat, she's grown, but she's little, she can't defend herself from him. So she has now, I've had to move her. She lived in my walking. closet, actually. I see. Because he comes back to her constantly. And for how long? For how long has it been going on since October? All right. And it just, I'll wake up in the middle of the night to a cat fight in my bedroom. If she decides she wants to come down, early in the morning, you know, they'll... When, when, when, are you going to take your place? your place as the head cap. Well? So that they will both know who they need to relate to. Okay. Because they have an understanding of their place. Because you yourself have not yet become who you need to do relative to them in their eyes. So when will you take the position of the alpha cap? Well, if I need to be, If I need to do that, I can certainly do that. Yes. Well, I would suggest that you do. I've tried using a spray bottle on me. No, no, no, no, no. Well, do you mean it's all an emotional thing? It is an emotional thing. It is an energetic thing. It is a being thing. It is a relationship thing. Both to yourself and to them, it is being very different than you normally. would be.

need to do that, I can certainly do that. Yes. Well, I would suggest that you do. I've tried using a spray bottle on me. No, no, no, no, no. Well, do you mean it's all an emotional thing? It is an emotional thing. It is an energetic thing. It is a being thing. It is a relationship thing. Both to yourself and to them, it is being very different than you normally. would be. Learning to become, in a sense, more cat-like in all the ways that cats symbolize themselves to you, that you haven't yet incorporated within your being, so that they will have the correct reflection to responders. Now, what can you learn from them in terms of how you live your life? How can you be in your idea of what cats symbolize for you more cat. more tap life so they will recognize you as the alpha cap so that everything will have its proper relationship and place within the past. Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm. I'll have to think about that. Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm. All right. Think about it a few weeks. Well, I mean, unless you wanted to help me out, I have to think about it later. I thought I was helping you out. I know. No, I mean, with that specific thing, you are. I was helping you with that specific thing. Oh, okay. Do you think, let me put it this here. When I suggested the idea of becoming more cat life, what images went through your head that you dismissed as not being what I meant? More independence? All right. What else? More strength? What else? What else? I don't... Discipline? Discipline? I don't know. Oh, yes, you do. Perhaps just the opposite in a way. Mm-hmm. Spontaneity. Okay. More playfulness. Mm-hmm. In your life, in the things you do, in relationships, on all levels. Mm-hmm. Are you getting the picture now? Yes. Yes. See how clear it is when you allow yourself to think like a cap? like an act? They are attempting to show you the disarmony within your self between the greater self and the self that is simply uncertain who it wants to be. You understand? What you consider to be, the bigger self and the smaller self. They're showing you the discord that exists within yourself between what you have created to be two separate parts that are not in harmony. Mm-hmm. them one. Make the innocent child self the greater self. Allow the greater self to function as the innocent child. Be one with yourself. Mm-hmm. Be fluid. Be relaxed with yourself. Be playful with yourself. Be open. Be exploring. Be curious. It will really not kill it. Mm-hmm. You have many more than nine lives anyway. Mm-hmm. Are you understanding or are you feeling you? feeling it. Yes. Yes, I do. Be more playful with it.

one. Make the innocent child self the greater self. Allow the greater self to function as the innocent child. Be one with yourself. Mm-hmm. Be fluid. Be relaxed with yourself. Be playful with yourself. Be open. Be exploring. Be curious. It will really not kill it. Mm-hmm. You have many more than nine lives anyway. Mm-hmm. Are you understanding or are you feeling you? feeling it. Yes. Yes, I do. Be more playful with it. And believe me, if your mind conjured up a picture of you actually rolling around on the floor like a cat and dismiss it as be silly, then it's not be silly at all. Mm-hmm. And I would suggest that you actually do it to see how it feels, because if you don't do that, how you're going to know how it feels to be a cat. Mm-hmm. Now, I don't necessarily say, I have to go so far as the technique in his mind. No. But then again. However, you need to get in touch with the essence of what it feels to be that kind of being so that you can reflect and represent the integration that they will then see and respond to accordingly, and everything will fall into its proper relationship when it falls within its proper relationship within you. So they are helping you do that if you will only take the hint. take for him. Yes. I've been trying to observe what it is and to learn. Well, you have to you more than observe. You have to get in and feel it, and be it. And ask it through. They're showing you how to ask it through. So ask it through. And then everything will be... Okay. All right. All right, thank you. Does that help? Yes, it does. Thank you. I have one more question. Yes. This past Monday, my handbags, my purse, disappeared from my home, from my apartment. I cannot help you with you. Someone else will. Someone else will help me? Is that not what we say? Are we having difficulty with the translation device to make? Someone else will help you. Okay. It is not our place at this time. We will be interfering with something that you are going through and someone else will help you. Okay. All right. Thank you. Thank you. Maybe even the cat will help you. Okay. If you will follow the suggestions we've already discussed. Because cats can see things that you don't think are there. Remember? Yeah. All right. Then, maybe, with a lot. Maybe, with a little bit of that energy, you may find your . But play with it and see what happens. But let someone else help you with this, and if not our place at this time. Thank you. Thank you. Number two, wait for the electronic stick. And do you good day? I'm really nervous. Nervous. Do you mean upside-down excitement? Yeah. Oh, all right.

Remember? Yeah. All right. Then, maybe, with a lot. Maybe, with a little bit of that energy, you may find your . But play with it and see what happens. But let someone else help you with this, and if not our place at this time. Thank you. Thank you. Number two, wait for the electronic stick. And do you good day? I'm really nervous. Nervous. Do you mean upside-down excitement? Yeah. Oh, all right. Then we are all excited with you. Okay. Everything I was, you can remember, I don't know when it first happened, but I've been, I don't know how to explain it, but I can know how. Every house I've ever lived in has been haunted or I've had it. or I've had experiences with spirits or ghosts or something. You have lots of friends. Both physical and non-physical. It feels like it. And I just wondered what it was or who it was or... Well, there are many different beings. But the idea simply is that you resonate on a particular frequency bandwidth that allows you to be sensitive to see into other dimensional realities and attract to you being in those other dimensional realities because you radiate on a certain frequency that to them is very visible like a magnet. You understand? Yeah. So, the question really is not so much who are they? Because they are a number of them. But what do you want to do with this talent and ability? Yes, okay. Well, what do you want to do with this talent and ability to be in the midst of things, to be where the action is, as you say, of the gate between two worlds? What do you want to do with it? I don't know. I haven't really thought of it. I was more curious that you said it doesn't matter, isn't. Not really. I mean, sometimes the idea is that they are individuals you may have known in other lives. Sometimes they are simply wandering spirits who are simply attracted to your energy. Sometimes they are other dimensional beings that you have familiar relationships with and agreements with. They are a number of different things. And that's why, to list and categorize people, lists and categorize really would be to focus you on details that will not necessarily serve you at this time. A primary question that would really help you is the one that we have asked. What do you want to do about this? What excites you about this concept? Anything at all? Oh, yeah. Well, what? I think I'm just curious about what it all means. Why is this exciting to you? I'm sorry. Being able to see. It's exciting. Being able to see what? What I think I'm... Yes. Well, you are... I wasn't sure if I was. Yes, yes, yes, yes. You are.

one that we have asked. What do you want to do about this? What excites you about this concept? Anything at all? Oh, yeah. Well, what? I think I'm just curious about what it all means. Why is this exciting to you? I'm sorry. Being able to see. It's exciting. Being able to see what? What I think I'm... Yes. Well, you are... I wasn't sure if I was. Yes, yes, yes, yes. You are. Now, in that you know that you are seeing these things, what does that move you and what do you want to do with this? What would you like to do with this talent? Um... I don't know. Yes, you do. I do. Maybe you can tell me. Yes. I can help you tell me. Okay. Okay. Let's, as you say, in your language, go back. Back in time. Back, back, back, back in time. Which, of course, doesn't exist, but... Back in time, nevertheless. Because in a sense it does exist as you created this. But... But aside from that in the way. However, back in time, when you were younger, younger, is there any particular time or age at which you would stop going backwards in your back track? Where would you like to stop that feels really good? Where would I like to stop this? Yes, if you're counting back the years of your life, is there any particular year or age at which you would like to stop that feels very powerful? very good, very creative, very alive, very vibrant, very resonant, very energetic, very light, very playful, very happy. Anything, any representation of that idea does a certain age come to mind more than any other in your youth? When I was around 12. All right. Why was that so particularly representative of these kinds of energy? What was going on? Um, I was doing it... Um, I used to get in contact with spirits. Yes. And what were you doing with it? Why was it so enjoyable then? Because it was fun, because it felt powerful and it was fun. I remember enjoying doing it, but I got scared and so we stopped. And why did you get scared? Because with things were happening. Why? I don't know. Yes, you do. Well, tips is falling off these doors, and... Right. Why did that scenario? Because I didn't really understand, or maybe I thought I was going to lose control, I didn't know. Ah. All right. Why did you believe that? That I was going to lose control? What did you get that belief for? Who gave it to you? Well, everybody else. Thank you. Yeah. Your reality showed you what you were capable of doing. capable of doing. That you got scared and believed you were going to lose control comes from someone else's reality. What is to do with you? Would you like to let that go?

All right. Why did you believe that? That I was going to lose control? What did you get that belief for? Who gave it to you? Well, everybody else. Thank you. Yeah. Your reality showed you what you were capable of doing. capable of doing. That you got scared and believed you were going to lose control comes from someone else's reality. What is to do with you? Would you like to let that go? Or do you want to carry that bag around for a few more years? No, no. I don't want to be afraid anymore. I'd love to be able to be able to have that with them. Then let it go. Because you don't have to be afraid. That's only someone else, parents, society, friends, telling you. you telling you this is something to be afraid of. You understand? Yes. So, but you exhibit the talent. Creation does not make pointless creation. You would not have the ability, were it not something you could use to serve you in positive and beneficial way. The fact that you can do it in and of itself is enough to show you that that's who you are. That's what you're all about. You don't have to be afraid of it. It's like being afraid of yourself. yourself to be afraid of it. There's no reason to be afraid of yourself. At least no positive and constructive reason. But many people will give you all sorts of reasons that they think are good for you to be afraid of yourself. Oh, that's scary. Oh, that's demonic. Oh, that's a witch. Oh, let's further again. Again. Again. But it won't happen this time. Don't be afraid. You have enough cooling water within you to quench any torch put in your face. If you will only give in to the flow of that energy. This is the paradox you have to incorporate. The paradox is that the more now you actually allow yourself to go with the flow of these abilities. of these abilities, the more you will be capable of creating a reality wherein you will have nothing to be afraid of. That's the paradox. You understand? Yeah. So, allow yourself to understand that tiny is everything, and this is now on your planet the day and age, the era of transformation. Why all of you are now in groups and gatherings all around your world talking about expansion of content. expansion of consciousness and being able to perceive in other dimensions of reality and recognizing things that do here to four didn't believe existed and exploring all these different ideas. That should be another sign to you, that this is par for the course, as you say. That this is a natural thing in this day and age on your planet, and it is nothing to be afraid of.

world talking about expansion of content. expansion of consciousness and being able to perceive in other dimensions of reality and recognizing things that do here to four didn't believe existed and exploring all these different ideas. That should be another sign to you, that this is par for the course, as you say. That this is a natural thing in this day and age on your planet, and it is nothing to be afraid of. And again, paradoxically, it is only the fear of it that would create you to experience anything of a negative nature anyway in that kind of energy strength. Why it attracts life? By being taught to be afraid, you become the fear vibration, by becoming the fear vibration, by going to that bandwidth, to that channel, to that dial on your energy machine of self, you then can only tune in the experiences of negativity. But if you go to the channel of knowing that this is your truth, this is who you are, that this is natural for you, then the only thing you can possibly get are the reflections of it being natural for you. Does that make sense to you? This is physics. It's as simple as that. It really is. It doesn't have to be any more complicated than that. It doesn't have to be that you have to hold on to any particular philosophy. The idea is to simply understand. You cannot experience what you are not the vibration. What you are not the vibration. of. But whatever you are the vibration of, you can experience nothing else but that vibration. So, if you want this to be like it was for you when you were a child who is far more grown up than you were allowed to be now, who knew who she was and acted the part, if you want to be that child now, if you want to be the adult that is the natural result of being that child, child, you can do it. Just take all the things you've learned between 12 and your present age that don't work for you and drop them into a trash bucket. And you could even do this literally if you want. You could write down all the ideas that are not you, that don't work for you, that you don't have nothing to do with you, that you don't prefer, that are not about your life. Write them down on pieces of paper, look at them, remember having bought into them. Recognize that you don't prefer the feeling that those ideas give you, that those beliefs engender within you. Take them and say, all right, it's your turn to burn and burn them up in the trash camp. Watch them go up and smoke and remember that smoke is all they've ever been. They only become solid when you put your power into belief. into believing them. But smoke is all they've ever been.

into them. Recognize that you don't prefer the feeling that those ideas give you, that those beliefs engender within you. Take them and say, all right, it's your turn to burn and burn them up in the trash camp. Watch them go up and smoke and remember that smoke is all they've ever been. They only become solid when you put your power into belief. into believing them. But smoke is all they've ever been. And when you are doing that, in that ceremony of watching the smoke with the symbolic of spirit, you will begin to allow yourself to open up more. And you will be sending literally a smoke signal and invitation that spirit can now begin to interact more with you, and that in so doing, you will be better than just five. You understand? You will be that happy child once again. Are you willing to be a person? Yes. So you're helping? Yeah, they'll help you. All right. Do the exercise. That will make a difference. Can I ask you a thing? That's a good question. So I get some time. Um, the, what, you know, what, you know, what everything is I understand, but sometimes I feel that, well, I've always felt that I've been watched and studied. Is that some spirits or is it aliens? I always, recently I don't know. There are spirit watching all of you. There are ultra-dimensional beings watching you. There are some extraterrestrials watching you. You have a strong, serious connection. You understand, serious, the star system, serious. Hello? Hello? No? The star you call Sirius. You know it. No, I don't know that so. Find it. You have a strong connection to it. It is the brightest star in your sky. You understand? Okay. Okay. It can be pointed out to you very legally by your friends with whom you also share a serious connection. Three from Sirius singing together. Three sisters from Sirius. You are surrounded by your family from distant places, even unto incarnation with you. Fear not. You have friends and you are among you. All right. Okay. Thank you. Thank you. Good day. How are you? Perfect. Oh, you? Great. Oh, great. Um, our last, um, Yes. One moment. Yes. All of you please remember that all the things that are discussed, even though to varying degrees, have to do with you as well, because there are no accidents. So pay attention to everything. It's all a part of your own co-create orchestration. And you never know when you're going to hear just the right thing, even though I'm not necessarily talking just to you. Okay. Okay. I was at the very last person that was number two last time. And then I thought it was very interesting because I've never seen you do this before, but he signed off without calling on me.

So pay attention to everything. It's all a part of your own co-create orchestration. And you never know when you're going to hear just the right thing, even though I'm not necessarily talking just to you. Okay. Okay. I was at the very last person that was number two last time. And then I thought it was very interesting because I've never seen you do this before, but he signed off without calling on me. And since I knew that there was a purpose for that, when I was looking at it the next day, it was about Recognition is what came up for me. So you didn't conclude that I simply had a hot take. No, I did last my last time, but yeah, this time I knew there was definite purpose for that. Oh, all right. And not that you were getting healthy in your memory or anything like that. And so it came up as recognition. And then the recognition tied in with our recognition between our association. And then you had suggested to me that I translate the December 10th tape. Yes. My memory is still not faulty. You're not going to have to recap all of this if you simply have a question. Okay. Well, anyway, I did that. At the very end was the happy birthday. Yes. of that, of the future self. Yes. And so you had said that your thesis self birth date would be 1210. As it corresponds to your time track. Yes, as it corresponds. Okay. And we simply also allow you to understand that you could utilize that day to cast into the energy of your own future self since it has been given to you from our future self to assist you to make that connection to your own by the utilization of the date it represents connecting to the future self. to the future self in your time stream. Okay, so it was from your piece of self. To help you get into your... My piece of self. That's. Of old. That's... Of oh. And they're both, yeah, okay, so I'm your serious connect. So that was... Oh, there's that's serious connection. Sirius connection. Okay, so that was the recognition of that. Yes. Yes. I have always felt that... Always. Oh, no, not always. No, not always. Just, I have thought that a connection between us, Esfasani, connection? Is that a question? In the past? No, no. I go back to the time, I have a birth mug on my back that is sort of in a shape, it is sort of in a shape of your spacecraft. And it is sort of in a shape. It was not a birth mark that I was born with. It's one that has been around maybe in the last 20 years or so. Okay. And that's what I tapped into. It is not our spacecraft specifically. No. No. It is connected, however, to the concept of a hybrid race.

is sort of in a shape, it is sort of in a shape of your spacecraft. And it is sort of in a shape. It was not a birth mark that I was born with. It's one that has been around maybe in the last 20 years or so. Okay. And that's what I tapped into. It is not our spacecraft specifically. No. No. It is connected, however, to the concept of a hybrid race. But not necessarily, directly, our own. My connections to a hybrid race? Yes. I've just thought about that before for myself. Okay. All right. Then the other thing, I was looking on the internet for some information. Internet, yes. All right. surfing the net? Sir thing, yes. All right. Were you bored? No. No. Uh-uh. Uh-uh. I was looking for information on on Breatharium. Yes. And I haven't uncovered too much, and I was talking... I'm covered... I haven't... Airways instead. Hey. I was talking to Darrell, and he felt... Do you think that was a joke? No, there has to be airwaves. Radio. Radio. Yes. Tech radio, for it. Oh, so there are people, like Artdale, and people talking about... I know there... You check, but that's the direction in which you will find some information on the concept of Raffarianism. Okay. Um... I was interested in knowing about... No, I guess I'll check up... Thank you. Yeah. About what happens with the physical body, how that changes when... Um... Some is demonstrated to you every time we interact through the channel's body. In that it becomes the resonating cavity in which you hear the expansion... and increase in the idea of the intake of oxygenation and how it is allowing the body to sustain higher frequencies of energy. Oh. So you are given a clue every time we interact. Okay. All right. I'll do my homework on that. Thank you. That was it. Thank you. Thank you. And... Quatro. Have a shot. And are you good day? Um... Just got back from Hawaii. All right. And... I was ecstatic. All right. Go on. All right. And one of the events that happened there was that I went... I put my name in a lottery on Christmas Day to swim with the dolphin. And I was sure that I was going to do it. But I think I may have had some doubt, I'm not sure, except for what unfolded, which was that when I called to see if... There was like 200 people in this lottery. Yes. to see if my name was on the people's chosen, they said yes. And then they said as an alternate, that I was the second alternate. All right. So the next day when I was driving there, which is like an hour away, I was kind of deal with this idea of what was this all about. I was sort of amused.

called to see if... There was like 200 people in this lottery. Yes. to see if my name was on the people's chosen, they said yes. And then they said as an alternate, that I was the second alternate. All right. So the next day when I was driving there, which is like an hour away, I was kind of deal with this idea of what was this all about. I was sort of amused. I was playing out in my imagination how I would feel if I didn't actually get to swim with them or how I would feel if I did. Yes. Your possibilities are interesting things. Well, so when I got there, I waited and the guy came out and he was like ten people waiting, and he said, only one person didn't show up. And so then he called out the name of the first alternate. Right. And no one answered. Right. And then he called my name. And obviously I was really excited. And so I swam with him. So I swam with them, and it was really incredible for me, in terms of holding them in my, well, one of them in my arms. Yes. I found when my hands cut her body, but the first thing I did was started doing telling some cuts on her. Definingly. It's a method of massage that activates all four brain waves at once. What makes you think you have only four? I never counted. Well, anyway, that's the theory. We understand. There are seven. There are seven. Yes. We'll go into that at another time. All right. So, anyway, it was really incredible. And one question that came up was that I have to admit I felt sort of dog energy. Yes. The dog star, serious. Right. And I saw that connection, but since I don't know, I still can't know, I still can't make complete sense that of... That's all right. Sometimes it is best that you don't, not for a little while, so that you do not necessarily analyze yourself to that... No? Okay, but one question I was really serious about that process. Why did I think you are really curious? Why did I create that that way? Because you love process. I mean, you think about having to wait to see if I was coming because you love possible. And you are testing yourself to see just exactly how far to the end of the envelope you can push it and still create the manifestation. You are extracting your envelope in that sense and finding out how to use process in a variety of different ways. You understand? You are enjoying the manifestation of the creation as well as the creation itself. Yeah, I had a lot of fun with it, and I really was in a place where it didn't matter whether it went through or not. But also about co-creation. I mean... Well... It's an orchestration. There are no accidents.

extracting your envelope in that sense and finding out how to use process in a variety of different ways. You understand? You are enjoying the manifestation of the creation as well as the creation itself. Yeah, I had a lot of fun with it, and I really was in a place where it didn't matter whether it went through or not. But also about co-creation. I mean... Well... It's an orchestration. There are no accidents. You know, I don't totally get that yet. Oh, all right. What is there about it that you don't totally get? Well, if I'm creating everything, then I created that whole experience for myself. So who had any other say about whether or not I was taken? Everyone then. Yeah, I don't get it. Oh, all right. I'll put it to you this way. Let us say... That it is your great desire to manifest the experience of the color green. You follow? Yes. This is a simple example, but as an analogy, maybe it may do. Why then would you wind up with any other two colors than blue and yellow? You understand? blue and yellow made green. Yeah. So if you are desiring the experience of the color green, why would any other colors then show up but blue and yellow? Well, I wouldn't expect that they would. Now, they may have their own agenda, but the point is that you will only attract yourself to where blue and yellow will show up for you to experience green, while not in any way, perform diminishing one iota the agenda of blue or the agenda of yellow, which may even be very different than yours. Nevertheless, they will all attract themselves to exactly the right spot, the right time with all their agendas in past, and all those agendas will mesh to form the experience out of that mesh that every one needs. That's clear. Does that help? That's clear, yeah. Are you familiar? familiar on your planet with the story that exists called stone soup. Yeah. That is also a similar idea. An individual is very hungry and has no food and no way to access any that they can immediately see. They fill a pot with water, being clever, and begin to put it over a fire and stir vigorously, acting as if there is the most delicious of soups in the pot when in fact they know there is only water. Along comes an individual and says, oh, what are you doing? I am making the most delicious of soup. I have put a stone in there and it is called stone soup. It is the most delicious of soup. Oh, really, says the individual? I've never had stone soup. Stone in water, you say? This is delicious. Oh, yes, beyond believe. May I have some? Well, yes you may, but there is one.

only water. Along comes an individual and says, oh, what are you doing? I am making the most delicious of soup. I have put a stone in there and it is called stone soup. It is the most delicious of soup. Oh, really, says the individual? I've never had stone soup. Stone in water, you say? This is delicious. Oh, yes, beyond believe. May I have some? Well, yes you may, but there is one. One thing you need to do if you wish to participate, and that is, bring something to share to put into the stone soup. You get the point after about ten individuals come by, wanting a taste of this amazing soup, and that the entry fee is that they bring one item of food to throw in the pot. By the time they're all done, there is a beautiful soup in the park, and everyone shares it. It fits everyone's agenda. Everyone brought something to it. something to it and co-created and manifested the idea of the suit out of nothing. Do you understand? I'm getting there. This is a big one for me. Oh, wow. All right. I'll ponder it. In fact, one of the things that you asked me about, I think, like six months ago, about my locus of consciousness being everywhere. Yes. The family got it. Thank you. That helps me. Why? The other question I have, or two other questions. Two other questions. One is regarding the book, Conversations with God. Yes. There's a statement in there where they say, the soul is very clear about its purpose of evolution. Yes. It is not concerned with the achievements of the body or the development of the mind. Yes. These are all meaningless to the soul. Yes. You're just, yes. I see. That's because of your interpretation of the phrase. That's what I assumed. Because it's meaningless. Yes. Well, I have not already told you many, many times that nothing has built in meaning. You supply the meaning, and that is the effect you get out of it. Nothing has built in meaning. Therefore, meaningless. Doesn't mean it in a negative way. There's no meaning at all. Neutral, empty, devoid of meaning. You understand? Does that help illuminate the idea? Yes. pleasure out of those kinds of things, and you're part of what I... This is the lesson in reading the book that you understand how to understand it. Because in knowing what we had talked about many times, and I'm not saying that this is a should in the sense of judgment, but you should have understood what that meant. Hmm. Yeah, I guess I was feeling defensive. I will give you this key. I will give you this key.

of things, and you're part of what I... This is the lesson in reading the book that you understand how to understand it. Because in knowing what we had talked about many times, and I'm not saying that this is a should in the sense of judgment, but you should have understood what that meant. Hmm. Yeah, I guess I was feeling defensive. I will give you this key. I will give you this key. No matter how contradictory anything in the book may seem to anything else you have heard that you know is true in your heart of heart, or no matter how contradictory, anything in the book may seem even to another statement in the same book, none of it is. Therefore, if you go in knowing that, you will then, if you experience a contradiction, look again until you don't. And then you will know, you have to be a contradiction. And then you will know. I've understood. Yeah, because I think there was, so far, there's only been two things that came up that are just... There will be many, but there are more books to come. But the point simply is this. Any contradiction you experience in that book is a contradiction in yourself, not in the book. Yeah, well, it brought up. Yeah. But that's the point. Well, because that whole idea of being in conflict with the soul in general. Yeah. Because that's an idea. It doesn't really exist. You can't be in conflict with your soul? No. Oh, because you're always playing by its agenda anyway. And it is playing by yours, but not in the way that you play by it. Well, and then he says that the soul is really running the show, and that you figure that out when you die. In a sense, yes. It takes away nothing from your own autonomy or free will and self-empowered choice. Again, remember, what seems to be able. What seems to be a paradox, what seems to be a conflict, is not, and you need to understand how to read it until it isn't. It is not, remember this or that, it's this and that. Don't forget these things when you're reading the book. Well, one of the things that came up was that fear that I have that my soul doesn't value my physical body as much as I do, and that it would allow something to have. allow something to happen that would be physically painful or damaging to me. Of course it will. I know. But listen to the way that you say that. It will allow, as if it's controlling you. No. It will allow you to do those things to yourself. Right. So it wouldn't, remember when I was really nervous about that? Yes. Well, I got the feeling that it will utilize that as a method of waking you up. Of course. will. But that doesn't mean that it is controlling you.

course it will. I know. But listen to the way that you say that. It will allow, as if it's controlling you. No. It will allow you to do those things to yourself. Right. So it wouldn't, remember when I was really nervous about that? Yes. Well, I got the feeling that it will utilize that as a method of waking you up. Of course. will. But that doesn't mean that it is controlling you. Well, I have an issue with that, I think. You're not getting it to do. It will use whatever you decide to do to allow itself to grow. Whatever it takes. Whatever it takes, whatever you decide to do, it will still be able to use. It will let you choose to back yourself in the head, and it will find a way to use that in a positive way. Then if you listen to the soul, of the soul in how it is used that experience in a positive way, you can too. Not meaning that you had to bathe yourself in the head, and not meaning that it made you bashed yourself in the head, but it's going to allow you to bash yourself in the head because it's not going to take away your free will as a personality. Well, maybe the most extreme examples if I can think of as Christopher Reeve. Yes, what about it? Ah. Have you gone and talked to the individual? Well, yes, I know he's using it in a very powerful. using it in a very positive way and all that. Is he not then truly the symbol of what you in your reality calls Superman? Yes. Well, then. He had simply taken it in an unexpected direction. Right. But was that planned from the first? All right. See, I'm just having an argument with myself about this, because it bothers me. Listen again. Not this or that, this and that. Yes. It was planned. from the first and it was planned only in the moment. Why are both true? Because there is only one moment. So this moment is from the first. Because this moment is the first moment. And it was planned only in this moment spontaneously. Both are true. Because there is only one moment. And what you experience at a succession of moments is moment is the same one moment from different points of years. Because there's only one moment in which existence exists. Only one. Now. That's it. It's always now. That's it. That is a literalism. There is only one moment. Now. Therefore, it was planned from the first and not planned at all. And chosen in the moment as well. And he chose that when he became a line. the lines which is overfall and so on. You could say it that way, but that's simply a linear interpretation. And it's also a co-created orchestration of all of you.

That's it. It's always now. That's it. That is a literalism. There is only one moment. Now. Therefore, it was planned from the first and not planned at all. And chosen in the moment as well. And he chose that when he became a line. the lines which is overfall and so on. You could say it that way, but that's simply a linear interpretation. And it's also a co-created orchestration of all of you. If you use it in a positive way, as he is choosing to, then you can perhaps see it from his point of view, or at least closer to it. I have pondered it, and I will continue to. That's up to you. That's up to you. Nevertheless, there are no accident. Right. And there's something that's just about the young safe. Yes, I know. But you can't really feel safe until you stop worrying about being safe. That's right. That's right. So, let go, and then you will be safe. Because you will be in here from now. The only place you can create the idea that is not safe is somewhere other than being here and now. Because here and now is inviolent, immutable, eternal, infinite, indestructible. You understand? If you become now, you also become all those things. So if had he been in the now... Ah, ah, ah, ah, you're assuming he was not in the now in his choice. now in his choice. What I am saying is that whatever it is you choose, if you choose it in the now, then you will attract, promise what serves you in a positive way, no matter what it is. Do not make the mistake of judging, of putting value judgment on what kind of now someone may do. They may have deemed that that's the kind of now that serves them best. Just because if that kind of manifestation doesn't mean it wasn't chosen from the now, doesn't Doesn't mean the person was not being in the present. No, I respect him greatly for doing that. And respect to the same degree and you will understand. Thank you. One last thing. I really want to know this. What? My frequency while I was in Hawaii.