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Self Created Journey (Part 2 of 3)

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may always know exactly what your beliefs truly are for yourself by simply looking at your reality. Period. Okay. So, it's the belief that I have at this moment that count, and if I believe otherwise before, even though I thought I believed that... Gaye. It's what I believe right now... Right now. Every moment in time is a totally... A totally new universe. A totally new system of beliefs. You may feel that you have an ongoing continuous universe. And within that universe, choose to change one or two ideas from time to time. Realize that when you create those new ideas, you are creating an entirely new universe in which that idea has a part. From one moment to the next. Believe me, when I dare, me when I tell you, you are the creator. It is totally second nature and you do not even realize you are doing it. Question. Basha? Yes. My boyfriend wanted me to ask you to explain to me what love is. Does he not know? No, I think he wanted you to tell me because he feels that I would respect your opinion and I think he feels that I'm doing it wrong. Really? May I return the question to that individual? First of all, love is self-love. Love is knowing yourself, understanding that each and every portion of yourself has validity. and therefore recognizing that you create the universe and bring into that universe portions of yourself reflected to you which is the service of every consciousness around you that you therefore truly simultaneously love every portion of creation equally without judgment without restriction and without definition. Do you follow me? Mm-hmm. Realize that when a person wishes another person to act out a particular view, a particular idea they possess of one concept, they are in a sense sense showing themselves that that idea is not being expressed by themselves. The need to take another individual and mold him or her into a specific pattern is indicative that they do not trust that the individual they attracted to themselves, in the individual they attracted to themselves, in their complete and whole form is exactly that reflection that they have chosen at that time. Do you follow me? Uh-huh, and vice versa. Yes. Therefore, you may also, in a sense, allow yourself to learn the idea that there may be things about yourself you feel uncomfortable with. However, as you allow yourself to fear more and more equal to yourself, you will find that that is quite all right, and that you are perfect as you are, each and every moment a new form of perfection. Do you follow me? Thank you. Thank you. Question me. I have a question. All right. I also have a statement. Thank you. And I don't know if this other one is a question or a statement, but right this moment.

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to fear more and more equal to yourself, you will find that that is quite all right, and that you are perfect as you are, each and every moment a new form of perfection. Do you follow me? Thank you. Thank you. Question me. I have a question. All right. I also have a statement. Thank you. And I don't know if this other one is a question or a statement, but right this moment. Well, we will figure it out when we will I do it out, way home. Good. My statement is that my visitors came. All right. Okay. Right? Okay. All right. All three of them came. Thank you. All right. Realize that a statement requires no comment. Right. Now, the next thing is I have created. I've been very highly creative. A lot of what seems like a big mess from my life right now. Now it's going to go one or two ways. I have created moving from my home. I have created, if I'm going in this direction, leaving my job that I do right now, moving in with somebody else at this period of time for right now, which is, that's another thing, okay? And then possibly getting another job. All right? Now, the only reason I could believe that I could possibly have created that from myself, because it didn't consciously create it. Well, it wasn't what I plugged in. It wasn't what I was, thought I was after. I wasn't. Are you here to make excuses for your creativity? No, I'm trying to understand it. What? I'm... I'm... Allow me to sign. That's such a mess! One moment, please. But it is a creative mess. All right. All right. Realize. Once again, you do not require the idea of cause and effect in order to experience whatever reality you wish to. In other words, you may simply say, I understand. If you allow yourself to try to understand, you will always not understand. Okay, I understand what I'm creating. I do. Realize that if you allow yourself to express that you understand what you have created and keep silent for a while, you will find that you really do understand. When you start out with the pretend game, All right, I understand what I created, but not we. But all right, I understand what I created. Hmm. Hmm. I didn't think about that before. Oh, there's another. Maybe I do understand. Oh, my. If you give yourself the opportunity to understand, you will find that you do understand. You will also find that a mess as you term it can still simply appear to be a mess only because you are trying to understand it. In other words, when you try, you're focused in physicality, when you focus in that way upon your overall situation, you will only focus on a tangle of crossroads in the middle, saying, oh, what a mess.

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the opportunity to understand, you will find that you do understand. You will also find that a mess as you term it can still simply appear to be a mess only because you are trying to understand it. In other words, when you try, you're focused in physicality, when you focus in that way upon your overall situation, you will only focus on a tangle of crossroads in the middle, saying, oh, what a mess. But if you allow yourself to know that those crossroads all lead to a particular place, then you will only then you will expand your view of that mess, and you will find that it has quite a good deal of purpose for you. If its only purpose is simply to show you that you do not need the mess, then you will realize that all the more quickly by simply knowing that you already understand. Do you follow me? Yes and no. All right, yes and no. No. You may, simply, again, allow yourself to realize to realize that what may sing to you through concentrated focus to be a tangled really does lead to somewhere that will benefit you. In other words, If you allow yourself to trust, you will know that any situation you create will be of benefit to you in one way, shape or form. And when you allow yourself to know that, then you will ease off of yourself. When you ease off of yourself, your vision will clear up. Your psychic connections will make their links, your feelings will flood in and you will know. Exactly. where you stand with yourself. Okay. Now, what I feel Thank you. That this mess has created for myself, that I have created, what I feel the outcome is and why I have created it is to totally allow myself to be where I want to be with the metaphysical. Realize that for you there is still a bit of a belief even though you have, in essence, felt your contacts, even though, in a sense, you have felt the idea of trust, still a bit of a belief that what you desire is a bit of a leap. In other words, how can I integrate this idea? this idea with what I consider to be my daily, everyday life. Yeah, I know that. There is no difference. Again, you are making a separation simply between the idea that this idea has nothing to do with the concept of normalcy in everyday life. That is why it is not a normal part of everyday life upon your planet, simply because you assume it has no place there. that it must be something special, must be something separate, must be something mysterious. I don't feel that. I just think I've had a real crossroads of going, separating myself from my regular, normal job during, that I do right now. All right, all right, all right, one more time. Right now, right here.

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it is not a normal part of everyday life upon your planet, simply because you assume it has no place there. that it must be something special, must be something separate, must be something mysterious. I don't feel that. I just think I've had a real crossroads of going, separating myself from my regular, normal job during, that I do right now. All right, all right, all right, one more time. Right now, right here. Allow yourself to recognize that you have no normal everyday job. You are a creator. The only constant in the universe is change. Okay. You can do anything you put your belief to. Everything for you is a normal everyday job. Everything. Anything is a normal everyday experience. Experience. Do you follow me? Do you follow me? Yeah, I follow what you're saying. Ease off on yourself. It's all coming down this week. Well, very good. Now, now, now, now, may I remind you? Do you know what I'm going to say? Now, go ahead with that. You asked for it. Oh, okay. That was it. That was it. You asked for it. Oh, I did, yes. Thank you. Why are you so surprised that you got it? I guess because of the way I set it up. I was so harsh on myself. Very good. I was harsh on myself. You might realize that, because when you allow yourself to channel, that you must integrate your personality right way that many individuals will choose to experience I'll say a rash of what they consider to be negativity. To get it out of the way. You asked for the speed. You asked for the momentum. Then you sit back and are astonished at how well you have created the situation. Well, I did not expect that. Good. Then it was a true creation. Because you did not think it out or plan it. That's true. Very good. So it is as I think. Thank you. I do know what it's... Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Question. For sure. Could you talk a little bit about the idea of key energy in the sense that is is it something that constantly flows or can be increased or focused with attention? All energy in the universe is always there. Always it will always. always be to the degree you wish to allow yourself to be aware of any idea that you will experience that idea. Do you follow me? You may also utilize any idea in any way, shape, or form you desire to. If you can imagine a different way to express an energy than has ever been done before, that is your signal. That is exactly the right way to express it. to express it because you can imagine it, because you are your own unique path, and in your imagination, everything exists. In the universe, everything exists. Your imagination is real. You cannot imagine non-existence.

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any idea in any way, shape, or form you desire to. If you can imagine a different way to express an energy than has ever been done before, that is your signal. That is exactly the right way to express it. to express it because you can imagine it, because you are your own unique path, and in your imagination, everything exists. In the universe, everything exists. Your imagination is real. You cannot imagine non-existence. Therefore, if your imagination is allowed to bring to you a variation of a theme, that is your signature. It is your identity. It is your own unique interpretation. your own unique path. And if you don't do it, who will? Do you follow that? Yes. Now, you may also realize that there are other ways to express the energy where the reality, the reality created. created by expressing that energy is not one that implies the need. For a negative circumstance could exist in order to express that energy. Do you follow me? Yes. Can you do it through dreams? Yes. But what I am saying is that many, many people feel that they can only only express certain forms of energy through methods which imply that they are, in a sense, learning that form of expression to protect themselves from something which will get them if they do not. They are creating, in a sense, a negative reality for themselves in order to experience the expression of that energy, rather than understanding that that energy can be turned into whatever form of expression they wish, even in a positive reality, where no, in a sense, safeguarding is required. Do you follow me? Mm-hmm. Yes. Question. Sure. Um, over the weekend, I had an experience where I thought that I got robbed, but it turned out that I just left my wallet at home. But for the brief interim that I thought I was robbed, I was robbed, I was really angry. I was really angry and frustrated that I did that to myself. And I thought maybe I was trying to lose my identity. And then before I picked up that I got my, well, I did have my law, I thought, well, let's look at the positive side of it and think, maybe I was trying to tell myself that I was gaining a new identity as time to let the old one go. And then when I realized I did have my law, I thought, well, maybe that was it. So I think that was it. Is there anything that I missus on it? That was very good. You will find you're playing, or say, playing with the idea, yes, of identity, also abundance. That I could lose whatever it was there. Yes, and it will always be there for you in greater quantities, no matter where you go. You will never lose touch with that idea. No matter where you go.

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that was it. So I think that was it. Is there anything that I missus on it? That was very good. You will find you're playing, or say, playing with the idea, yes, of identity, also abundance. That I could lose whatever it was there. Yes, and it will always be there for you in greater quantities, no matter where you go. You will never lose touch with that idea. No matter where you go. All of you will always find, as you will always find, as you will love you, as you allow yourselves to expand your awareness of your multi-levels of consciousness that everywhere you go will always, in a sense, be the same in terms of your ability to be complete in that situation. There will be differences of experience, but always, always, no matter where you go, in the multiverse of all that is, you will always be able to know yourself as whole and complete and in control. We will view some ideas specifically with what you turn to be channeling. First, we will take a short break. Thank you. First of all, we will allow the idea of what you turn to be, proof to be explored a little bit, as you'll find that with you, allow yourself to begin to express What I will call your psychic connections, you will find that you may bring to yourself various situations, which will, in a sense, challenge you to prove those abilities. This being, in a sense, one of the remnant ideas from your past society, which you will will be coming face to face with, as you expand your awareness into more of yourselves, you will find that one of the ideas which many individuals holding to that that idea What you turn to be, psychic functioning, to their sense of the everyday, and quite, in their terms, tangible, analyzable world, as they know it, do exist. You will find they will wish that every idea, in some way, shape and form, be made to fit in to fit in to a preordinary idea, in some way or a preordid. structure, which will then find a very comfortable niche in that overall viewpoint. All right, this is one idea, and in a way, you will find that these individuals will begin to understand that they simply must create a new niche. It may still, in many ways, key in to that structure they are already aware of, but they will find that they may not even recognize that they are doing so, assuming, that they are going along in the very same manner, analyzing the very same structure by the very same methods, but if they were to turn right around, in a sense, look back from where they came, they would find they had made several detours along the way in order. the way in order for them to be able to fit that idea into their niche.

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not even recognize that they are doing so, assuming, that they are going along in the very same manner, analyzing the very same structure by the very same methods, but if they were to turn right around, in a sense, look back from where they came, they would find they had made several detours along the way in order. the way in order for them to be able to fit that idea into their niche. They would then realize that that structure they assumed to be so rigid was in fact quite variable, quite malleable, quite changeable. Do you follow me? Now, you will find that you will never, in a sense, be able to prove anything. to prove anything to anyone. As I have said, you cannot really even prove, in your terms, your own existence to anyone. As anyone you might chance to try to do so with could simply be, well, in your terms, a hallucination of your own. And so you would only be convincing yourself anyway. And so the only one who can prove anything to you is you. to yourself. Realize that there is never any need for anyone, therefore, to prove anything to anybody else, ever. You may only be your own best, in a sense, determiner of what is necessary and appropriate for you to experience within your chosen life. path that will give you the best sense of your own growth, your own creativity, your own willingness to be everything you can be. You will find that you will always be able to allow any other individual to prove it for themselves. Then you will find whether or not they are really interested in in knowing about that portion of themselves. Always allow any individual their chance to know that they can experience anything that they can experience anything that they wish to. If they so desire, and if they do not, that is also all right. You follow me? Yes. Now, you will find that one of the differences in your terms between what you term to be psychic functioning and analysis or what you term rational thought, which I will say at times is not quite so rational, you will find that one involves again the process of determining preset circumstances and following that idea that idea. through what is term, a logical conclusion. The other will be experiential completely. Just as the overall idea of life is experiential, you may at any time you wish. Sit back, look at your life, analyze this part and that part. But realize that while you are analyzing, you are not living per se, you are in a sense reviewing. Now, analyzing is a sense. part of life? Yes. But it is, once again, in your terms, in physical terms, one step removed from the actual experience. You cannot do both. You have created the paradox of thought and feeling. They exist simultaneously.

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wish. Sit back, look at your life, analyze this part and that part. But realize that while you are analyzing, you are not living per se, you are in a sense reviewing. Now, analyzing is a sense. part of life? Yes. But it is, once again, in your terms, in physical terms, one step removed from the actual experience. You cannot do both. You have created the paradox of thought and feeling. They exist simultaneously. But in your physical dimension, you experience one or the other at a time. You will feel and you will think. you may have a sense that you are doing both but only because you can sense the center from which both come and that center is you. Experientially, you will do one or the other, feel or think. Therefore, you will live or analyze in a sense. You will review or you will create. Therefore, you will find that in living, The strongest sense of life comes from that expression of excitement and desire. Doing that, doing, not thinking about doing that, which excites you most, which makes you feel the most creative. Makes you feel, as you say, on top of the world. Living is excitement, doing creativity. You will find, therefore, that in terms of what you know to be psychic, Those ideas, that source of information which will come to you will always, in a sense, just as your everyday physical reality reflects your belief structure, that information into which you feel you are tapping in your terms will always reflect that within you, which creates the highest degree of excitement and desire. Realize That very emotion, excitement, in a sense, is simply your physical translation of the energy mechanism which translates imagination into physical reality. Do you understand me? Yes. Yes. Therefore, when you possess a high degree of excitement, in one direction of excitement in one direction of focus, you will find that most of your information that you will receive psychically will be of that type of information. Therefore, do not allow yourself to be frustrated when you find that there will be an individual, perhaps or ask you a question. You will find that you may not be very excited about knowing that answer, or you will find that it is, in a sense, much easier for the question. individual who ask the question to find the answer for themselves. You will find, in that sense, you will have no desire to activate that connection. Therefore, do not feel that you have, well, lost your psychic ability. No. Psychic ability, psychic connection, like anything, is a part of your own chosen desires, paths and beliefs, and will always reflect that area which to represents the greatest challenge and the greatest opportunity for creativity.

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question. individual who ask the question to find the answer for themselves. You will find, in that sense, you will have no desire to activate that connection. Therefore, do not feel that you have, well, lost your psychic ability. No. Psychic ability, psychic connection, like anything, is a part of your own chosen desires, paths and beliefs, and will always reflect that area which to represents the greatest challenge and the greatest opportunity for creativity. You will also find that when individuals, in a sense, seek to offer or say a challenge in your terms to you, well, can you guess this or can you guess that, you will find that because the idea is totally an integral part, of communication between you. In other words, that you are operating from a level of total integration from one consciousness to another, that when one consciousness chooses to hide a portion of itself, in a sense that is represented by the offer of the challenge, it is shutting down that portion to you. There will be no wonder that you may not perceive what they wish you to. Do you follow me? Yes. Yes. It is a very simple reflex mechanism which many of your scientists will come to understand within a few years' time. You will find they will understand the experiential nature and will see that, like any talent, it will operate best when given the appropriate atmosphere for operation. Do you follow me? Would you expect to be able to play? the most beautiful piece of music that you know how to, upon your piano, if one of your hands is tied. Thank you. You take my meaning. Yes, I do. Thank you. Therefore, the entire atmosphere, like the conductivity of the appropriate material for, as you know, electricity to pass through will be the same as the condusiveness and conductivity of the atmosphere for the connection to be made. That is why you will find that most in your terms, as you say, psychic connections are made when you are not thinking about it, but only when you are feeling the strongest. Do you follow me? All right. Now, your idea of channeling you will find First of all, that many, many, many individuals will feel, I'll say, a kinship to the idea of allowing certain forms of energy to be expressed, more, I'll say, direct form through their physical being. You will find that the idea of channeling can take many, many, many expressions. Not always, in a sense, what you are experiencing here and now by innocent telepathic connection. You will find that there will be what you turn to be automatic writing and many other forms of expression of that energy or connection.

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the idea of allowing certain forms of energy to be expressed, more, I'll say, direct form through their physical being. You will find that the idea of channeling can take many, many, many expressions. Not always, in a sense, what you are experiencing here and now by innocent telepathic connection. You will find that there will be what you turn to be automatic writing and many other forms of expression of that energy or connection. You will also find that, for the most part, the majority of individuals who express an interest in that direction will only need and not only in the sense of this is less, that is more, but simply they will need to, channel only their higher consciousness. Many, many individuals really will realize if they allow themselves to reach that certain point of integration within themselves and allow themselves to view the exact purposes which they wish to create and which they wish to realize within their lives will understand that really they have no purpose other than allowing more and more and more of their own higher consciousness, simply be their guides for them. You have all the answers. Every single one of you is your own teacher, your own guide, in a sense, even though you may have other guides who will assist in allowing you to remember that fact, but each of you is your own guide, your own creator, and many, many, many of you will experience the channeling in a sense of simply more of yourself. This will be in accord to what you have changed. and will function very smoothly for you in your day lives. You will simply find that your lives will become very transparent to you. You will, for the most part, allow yourself to channel more of your conscious awareness, even, even, even, no matter what you choose to do along that line because you will find that your vibratory rate at this time upon your planet is in a sense refining itself and so each and every one of you will operate on another level of connection. Anyway, at this time, from this point forward in time as you know it. Therefore, you will see those connections. You will come to realize that you as a mass identity are creating an atmosphere of conduciveness of conductivity in which each of you may now feel a little bit more a part of the overall mass identity. identity consciousness. And so feel that connection and feel that every consciousness around and about you expressed in physical form is merely in a sense, but not in a negative sense, an extension of your own awareness, your own consciousness, and will find that you can tap quite readily into the emotionality of every being round and about you. Do you follow me? Yes. All right. Question. I'd like to know about, um, Vibration.

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identity. identity consciousness. And so feel that connection and feel that every consciousness around and about you expressed in physical form is merely in a sense, but not in a negative sense, an extension of your own awareness, your own consciousness, and will find that you can tap quite readily into the emotionality of every being round and about you. Do you follow me? Yes. All right. Question. I'd like to know about, um, Vibration. You had said lost with that I'm experiencing or something or we didn't remember for a low vibration. What kind of different vibrations? I mean, there's lower and higher or? Seems simple enough. However, realize that again, each idea has its own what we call vibratory signature, including each consciousness. You will find that when you... allow yourself to be equal to a particular vibration, you will assume the reality expressed by that vibration in the very same way that you make a choice of which, in a sense, station to listen to on your radio receivers, you will find that the ideas expressed by those various stations will be different in a sense from one another. And so, when you allow yourself to view certain ideas as you become sensitive to the vibratory rates, which represent those various physical manifestations, you will tune into that vibration, become equal to that vibration, operate at that vibratory level of existence. When you change your idea, you will operate, in a sense, at another set of patterns. Do you follow me? Question? For sure. Yes. I've been experiencing a lot of... alternating sadness, intense sadness, and intense joy. And my statement is that I guess I am balancing out and going ahead and forging ahead and feeling more... Very good. Very good. You find that you have very great opportunity when you find yourself in a very quiet moment of isolation with no one else around, in very contemplative surroundings on a very contemplative day, not too bright, not too dark, not too dark. will allow you both a feeling of extending inward, meditatively, but also outward, in a sense of nurturing, enfoldment of all that you see particularly with regard to what you call nature. You will find that in that one moment you will be evil because of your balancing energies experience very great leap or jump I'll say in your terms a miniature revelation of self you will find that in that one moment which will be the culmination point of all you are experiencing right now that you will see when you come out of the other side of that moment just as you experience a new universe when you immerse new universe when you emerge on the other side, so to speak, of a black hole, you will find that you come out a new person and each and every idea you have about yourself will find another avenue of expression, which you did not think to apply that portion of yourself

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will see when you come out of the other side of that moment just as you experience a new universe when you immerse new universe when you emerge on the other side, so to speak, of a black hole, you will find that you come out a new person and each and every idea you have about yourself will find another avenue of expression, which you did not think to apply that portion of yourself to before you went through that doorway. You will, in a sense, be restructuring the entire panorama of your life. And from But point forward, you will know that you have been through your center and are now projecting outward a new reality in a completely different universe. Do you follow me? Yes. Thank you. Question. What? What? What? One said that you suggested to me last week to buy a rattle and to use that to use that and see what interesting about for me. I got pictures of being Indian life. And what I got out of it for myself was, a lot of my life I've avoided the physical world and wanted to get away from it. And when, you know, if I closed my eyes, I was going to find more peace than if I was out, experiencing life. And in that experience, I found that as an Indian, I felt that one of the Indian, I felt that one of a with nature and with my environment and enjoying the peace of the physical environment. Thank you. Very good. I will say that you have expressed in quite simple manner. One of the great ideas being creatively worked out between two mass consciousnesses upon your planet, that of the idea of, as you say, the American Indian culture and that at what you turn to be the Western culture in that one represents a high degree of physicality, one represents a high degree of spirituality. Now each is learning that there is both in each and exactly how to integrate those into one overall mass consciousness. Very good, very creative. Thank you. Also, you may experience a little bit further. If you wish that energy which we termed catching energy, you will find that energy, you will find that in In a way, in a way, to some degree that Kachina substructure is in part a portion of not only the earth, subconsciousness, but also a portion of our consciousness and a portion of a portion of the earth, subconscious consciousness, but also a portion of our consciousness, and a portion of the serious subconsciousness expressed in its own conscious reality. Which each civilization may tap into, if they wish, according to their own needs. Do you follow me. Thank you. Yes? Yes. Yes. Being a teacher myself, for the past three or four years, I learned that my ability to communicate with my students, I guess, is a reflection, my ability just to accept.

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consciousness, but also a portion of our consciousness, and a portion of the serious subconsciousness expressed in its own conscious reality. Which each civilization may tap into, if they wish, according to their own needs. Do you follow me. Thank you. Yes? Yes. Yes. Being a teacher myself, for the past three or four years, I learned that my ability to communicate with my students, I guess, is a reflection, my ability just to accept. ability just to accept all portion to myself. Very good. That I've seen to my students. And I consider myself much improved, but I guess I'm still teaching because there's still some more things to learn. You will always, always, never, never, never find an end to learning, to teaching, to sharing, to creating, to being, to doing. Never. Okay. There are, I'm still working on the aspect of how I think how I can help. I've learned a lot as far as helping people that learn slower. I've increased my ability to teach them. But I've been told that the quintessential teacher is somebody that can teach everybody. Once again, realize, you do not need to put restrictions upon your ideas. You do not need to label an idea as being beyond what you are now and find yourself falling short of that idea. idea. You are teaching to the best of your creative ability. And if you are doing that, then you are the best teacher. Do you follow me? Yes, and I am the best teacher, but obviously two years from now, if I look back and say, I've really learned a lot from me. Then you will still be the best teacher. Because two years from now does not exist except right here and right now in your mind. There is always only right here and right now. Realize that when you get to that point, you will not say, I am the better. You will be still the best. Well, when I look back two years ago... You are saying that you are better now? Yes. You were the best then too. The best for that moment in your own timing. Now allow me to ask you, You, could you be better now for then? for then in your past? In other words, you are saying, now you are better than you were then. Right. But really, can you go back then and apply that better? No. Thank you. Then you are only the best now. Just as for that moment, you were the best then. Okay, so just want to pair up on 10. All right. It makes that well. I felt that in some ways I sort of deprived certain Thank you, no. If you feel like choosing to feel you deprive yourself, fine. You may continue to feel that way as long as you choose to. Allow me to tell you that you are always only able to give the very best you can.

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were the best then. Okay, so just want to pair up on 10. All right. It makes that well. I felt that in some ways I sort of deprived certain Thank you, no. If you feel like choosing to feel you deprive yourself, fine. You may continue to feel that way as long as you choose to. Allow me to tell you that you are always only able to give the very best you can. What you turn to be students will always, always, always only take what they want no matter How good you think you are. You are only sharing. And if you were sharing, you were the best at sharing what you shared. Again, realize each idea is its own idea. Not to be compared with any other idea because they are in totally different realities anyway. That is what I mean by saying that this is not better than then, and the future cannot be better than now. Each idea only occurs here and now. You cannot be better with no way to apply that better to the past. You can only be the best that you are at that moment. Do you follow me? Thank you. Question. All right. All right. When someone is going that important with emotion, especially for the very intense emotion. What problem? Can that be an issue of identity? Like that point and personalities you can mean to say that are in your thoughts? Can we more? You can simply love yourself. to view that you can extend. All right, in other words, you are allowing yourself to become aware that you can extend equally in...